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I’m sorry. Have I ever told you that? If I did, did you even believe it? I’m not sure if I would believe it if I were you, but I’m still sorry. I didn’t mean for everything to turn out the way it did with Javi, then Ben, then everybody else, but it’s still my fault. I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I want you to know that I’m sorry.
Out there, I thought that I was fearless. Here, I don’t think I’ve ever been so afraid. They claim that they’re making me feel better, but I feel like I get worse with every passing day. I don’t know when they’ll let me out, or if they even will. I don’t know if I should even be allowed to go out. Nothing feels real anymore.
OR: A series of letters sent between Lottie Matthews and Natalie Scatorccio over the course of several months, the moments in between, and what happens after.
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28 Apr 2025
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The Doorman is favored and recommended by many. Located within walking distance from both the university and the corporate district, it’s the public house where happy hour is always busy.
The bartender is young and handsome, friendly though quiet, and mixes a wild Old Fashioned. He often leans on the counter, chatting with a customer, with a full sleeve of ink on display. It’s for his sake that Taehyung has been frequenting the bar, every Friday, for almost two years.
Not knowing that the bartender is the doorman — to a much darker world.
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- Part 1 of The Bookkeeper
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i go crazy over this fic at least once a week. the tags are heaven sent, the plot even more so. bluevalo you are so loved and cherished.
- unrequited love
- slow burn
- most famous (24/7 remembered by me) quote ever, best in this lifetime:”wish that all this never happened. wish that you never came into the doorman. but please don’t wish i wasn’t there.”
- ”he would have asked you to stay after closing. he would have done everything he could. to make sure that it was never one-sided.”
- “you don’t, so you try your best to not let him see how much you want him, and you hope that he finds someone else. and you hold back, because you have to, and you look away.”JUST PUT A GUN TO MY HEAD INSTEAD