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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    If one true thing can be said about Jayce then it is this: he means what he says and says what he means. Heart on his sleeve beating loudly for all to hear. Once, Viktor had tapped on his shoulder and told him: Here. Here is where your heart is.

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    or: they meet again four years after a breakup.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    The ink hadn’t even dried up on Jayce’s PhD diploma when the job offer landed in his inbox. Prestigious, well-funded, and in a country he had never even considered moving to. At the time, it had seemed like the opportunity of a lifetime.

    But being there now, staring at a stack of unread emails, most of them marked urgent in varying degrees of exaggeration, Jayce wonders if he’d been a little too eager to say yes.

    He came here to innovate, teach, and change the game, but lately, it feels like he spends more time fighting bureaucracy than breaking ground.

    And there’s also Viktor.

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    Jayce tries to keep his longings locked, but fails miserably

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Viktor peels a pomegranate, Jayce keeps a locket, and the forest sings.

    (Or: Viktor and Jayce are cursed by a soul bond and learn to live with it. Featuring a magical garden, a forest that talks, and a love that grows like a tiny sprout.)

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Viktor is sick with Hanahaki. Jayce would do anything to save him—whether it be by developing an impossible cure or trying to find out who Viktor is in love with to smack some sense into them.

    Little does he know, he’s chasing his own shadow.

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    07 Aug 2025