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  1. Rec 41

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    The burning in Jay’s face is enough to make him itchy. He can’t identify the emotion behind it. It’s indignation and it’s mortification and it’s a new word ending in -ation no one has ever felt in history before called ‘Matt is talking about having a shitty girlfriend and that’s me’. He keeps his tight fists at his sides and his jaw clenched and Matt holds his gaze but he breathes like Jay just sent him for a race. And maybe Jay wants a race now.

    It's 2008. Matt's a little bit drunk. Jay's a little bit high.

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    14 May 2026

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    so so good

  2. Rec 67

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    “I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
    “Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
    “I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”

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    Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.

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    11 May 2026

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    their great love forever.......

  3. Rec 27

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    The apartment is the kind of quiet that means Jay has a girl over.

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    09 May 2026

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    they would both enjoy doing a gone girl thing together so much.....

  4. Rec 27

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    Like an archivist, Jay continues dutifully onward. He noses along the curve of Matt's neck, smelling the sweat there, going dizzy with desire, before moving his lips to the corner of Matt's mouth. And then his cheek. Jawline. Up around the temples and back down around the ear, neck, throat, collar bones, shoulders. Jay moves with a ruthlessness dedicated to worshiping every inch of Matt until he's squirming.

    "Jesus, Bird," Matt pants, "is this what you're like with women? Coming on kind of strong, eh?"

    Jay doesn't look up from where he's sucking at a mole on Matt's stomach. "You like it."

    Matt's leg hooks itself over Jay's back.

    "Yeah. I do."

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    09 May 2026

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    making me crazy i love mythem

  5. Rec 83

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    Nearly a year after the disastrous parachute jump Eoin returns to Paddy, alive against all the odds. How will their stories progress after being given a second chance at life together?

    (Canon is so sad, I had to try and make it better)

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    19 Aug 2025

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    ohh my god....