hygarden
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He wants to show Buck. To use his hands and his mouth to tell him the words he can barely speak even inside his own head. That he’s so grateful to Buck. Buck who is so kind and sweet and so, so good to him. Wants to mouth his thank you’s into the soft skin of Buck’s throat and whisper his apologies into the space between his thighs. Sorry for being such a mess, sorry for dragging him away from his boyfriend to sit and watch Eddie cry on his kitchen floor. Sorry for kissing him and kissing him and kissing him. Sorry for not feeling as bad about it as he should. Sorry for lying when he said nothing would change between them. Sorry for not figuring his shit out sooner. Sorry for everything, for all of it.
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we were walking with a benediction on us by hygarden
Fandoms: The Bright Sessions (Podcast)
25 Jul 2023
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Mark tries not to think about it.
When he’s in bed late at night, only ever late at night when the rest of the world is asleep, with his hand in his pants he tries very hard to think about good things, normal things.
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The thing is it’s not like Jacobi hasn’t thought about it.
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you are the daylight, but you exist inside this plastic night by allthatsleft
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Nov 2024
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Buck laughs properly this time. Bites his lip and shakes his head, like Eddie’s said the funniest thing ever.
“Man. Thank you.” At Eddie’s questioning look, he clarifies, “For making me laugh. Was gonna wallow by myself, but uhh— y’know. You’re here.”
“Yeah. Always.”
They drink some more.
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07 Jan 2025
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“Yeah—yeah, okay. I mean, most of the stuff is the same?” Buck scruffs a hand through his hair, sliding back into his chair, long legs arrowing outward. “Like, obviously ass-play, stuff like that, that’s not new.”
Obviously, Eddie echoes faintly, tongue shriveling like a yellowed leaf. He stares into the bottom of his bottle. Oh my God, they’re actually doing this. He needs something a lot stronger than two and a half beers.
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04 Nov 2024
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When he’s sick, he still wants Maddie.
Buck knows it isn’t weird. It isn’t that weird, at least, for the two of them; most people instinctively want their mom when they’re sick. He’s rescued and transported enough sick and injured people to know that it isn’t exactly uncommon. Buck just always kind of thought he might grow out of it some day.
He thought he’d get over it in high school, when Maddie was beyond his reach and he was basically an adult already and shouldn’t need his big sister’s comfort anyway. He thought he’d be over it when he made it to L.A., when he graduated from the academy, when he finished his probationary year. He really thought that he’d be over it when he got into his first serious relationship.
But every time he has a cold and can’t fall asleep because it’s too hard to breathe, whenever he eats at the wrong food truck and ends up puking his guts out on the bathroom floor, whenever he has a hard shift or makes an obvious mistake or Abby doesn’t pick up the phone, some small, stupid part of his dumbass baby brain cries: I want Maddie.
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01 Nov 2024
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Eddie and Taylor fuck in a bar bathroom. Somehow they both manage to make it about Buck.
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- Part 6 of Five Alarm Fest 2024
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03 Aug 2024
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"I was worried, I’ve never seen Eddie like that, he was--It was...” Buck says. “He needed something to hold onto, okay.”
“So you slept with him?”
“I..." he says. "Yes.”
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Buck and Eddie and the many paths home.
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28 Jul 2024