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    "I never dreamed of being an idol. Now that I’m not in danger of dying and my contractual obligations are ending, it’s the ideal time to retire.”

    “Don’t bullshit me,” Cheongryeo said quietly. “You love it. You were made for this industry.”

     

    Or: the AU where Moondae quits being an idol to be a producer.

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    Jeremy knows he shouldn’t want her. Shuri is forbidden—his stepmother in name, untouchable in every way that matters. But desire is a dangerous thing, slipping through the cracks of restraint, turning glances into obsessions and distance into agony.

    When a single moment shatters the fragile line between them, avoidance becomes impossible. Jealousy burns, longing festers, and every breath spent near her is a battle he cannot win.

    But when Shuri finally pushes back, demanding he face what they both refuse to name, Jeremy is forced to choose: keep his distance or give in to the one thing he can never have.

     

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    Smut in second chapter

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    Sakura doesn't know it, but Suo has already given himself wholly to him.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    The first time Suo kisses Sakura is after their first date, just in front of the boy’s front door. He keeps the connection chaste and polite, for more than a few reasons. Elated as he is that Sakura allowed him this date and enjoyed it, he wants to ease him into this. He’s still flustered by people expressing any sort of care or admiration, he’s a bit worried Sakura might die if he does too much too soon.

    Every ensuing time, he lets himself indulge a little more.

     

    (Or, five times Suo kissed Sakura, and one time Sakura kissed Suo.)

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    17 Aug 2025

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    “Sakura?”

    “Give me a second.”

    “Hey, stop, what are you— oh.”

    “I said give me a second!” He snaps over his shoulder, and shit, he shouldn’t have looked, because he can’t figure out Umemiya’s expression. It’s way too neutral. Surprised? He doesn't know. There’s no scorn, no disgust, but there’s no warmth either. None of the reassurance he’d apparently been hoping for, and God, isn’t that a little pathetic?

    Sakura looks at his hands again. His skin is a mess. It’s all red and white and he thinks there’s purple crescents blooming from where he almost tore his flesh open with his nails.

    “I don’t know what’s happening.”

     

    Sakura's bleeding flowers. Umemiya says it's because someone must be in love with him. Sakura thinks he's insane.

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    17 Aug 2025