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    Scott
    What the fuck, Rozanov?
    If you're going to be a homophobic asshole just fucking move on.
    Do you really have nothing better to do today?

    Unknown Number
    No no, not mean.
    Fuck. English hard.
    Wait
    Do not block!
    Please

    Scott was the first that summer. What if he wasn't the last? In a world where Ilya and Scott didn't cross paths at the MLH Awards, Ilya still has a message—and a question—for the man who went first.


    murmuration noun | mur·mur·a·tion | /ˌmərmə'rāSHən/

    a large group of birds, usually starlings, that all fly together and change direction together, or the act of birds doing this

    "A natural phenomenon where thousands of starlings gather at dusk in autumn and winter to fly in highly coordinated, swirling patterns. These massive flocks move as a single, fluid unit to confuse predators, share information about roosting spots, and keep warm."

    see also: trust, instinct, belonging

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    When Ilya woke up that morning, the first thing his eyes saw were Shane's dark locks, then his beautiful skin, kissed by the warm rays of the sun that was shining bright in the sky.

    Ilya had always felt safe there, tangled with the love of his life in his bed; he finally felt at home, after so many years of despair and hiding his feelings.

    He really hoped that was just one of the many more mornings that life was giving them.

    What he couldn’t have imagined, though, was that a few hours into that same day their lives would have changed forever. He really did not remember that black haired woman who was claiming to be the mother of a daughter he never knew of.

     

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    Ilya has the almost perfect life with the man he loves. Now, he has to find room in it for the daughter he didn’t know he had, and the woman who’s leaving her behind.

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    To the world, they are Hollywood’s ultimate rivals: Shane Hollander, the polished Golden Boy, and Ilya Rozanov, the reckless Russian superstar. Their fans are at war, and the media thrives on the friction.

    But the rivalry is not the full story.

    A decade ago, they were nineteen-year-olds on the set of an unaired indie series, discovering a chemistry so explosive it blurred the lines between script and reality. Since then, they’ve lived in the shadows—stealing hours in anonymous hotel rooms and hiding a secret that could shatter their careers. Until the pressure became too much, and Shane walked away.

    Now, they’ve been cast as leads in a prestige Oscar contender. Reunited under the spotlight, the old heat returns, more dangerous than ever.

    It is COMPLETE now :-)

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    "We're setting you up with a billet situation," Fletcher continued. "It's pretty common for first-year players, especially international guys. Gives you a chance to settle in, learn the city, have someone looking out for you."

    "Okay," Ilya said slowly, not entirely sure what a billet was, but not wanting to admit his ignorance.

     He could guess from the context – he’d heard of rookies being assigned to live with older single players, veterans who could show them the ropes. Maybe that was what Fletcher meant. Connors maybe, he was probably a handful of years older than Ilya. Or perhaps Becker. Ilya just hoped it was someone who–

    "You'll be staying with Nikolai Petrov and his family."

    The words hit Ilya like a punch to the gut. For a moment, he forgot how to breathe.

    "Petrov?" he managed, his voice coming out strangled.
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    The Bears decide that Ilya should be set up with a billet for his first season. The idea of spending a year living with a man that Ilya is sure hates him is completely terrifying. And yet, it ends up being the best thing to ever happen to him.

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