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A missed call and voicemail from NYC Chef is enough to break the tenuous resolve Carmy has struggled to maintain since his meltdown during Friends and Family Night. Richie does his best to help him through it.
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Hank finds out that Connor is struggling just as much as he is. It's hard living in this screwed-up world, but maybe together they could make it through somehow.
*Warning: Mentions of suicidal thoughts, as seen in the game
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Luca tells him a story, something about his sister and their childhood and peaches, all while Carmy’s mouth still burns. He glances past Luca, just for a second, at the clock, and notices it’s completely blurry. He blinks three times quickly to try and clear his eyes, but it doesn’t work. The two paintings on both sides of it are crystal clear, but he can’t read a single thing on the clock. Someway, somehow, when he realizes the clock doesn’t work, his mouth doesn’t burn anymore.
NO SEASON 4 SPOILERS!!
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06 Aug 2025
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Carmy Berzatto, only with a self harm problem
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06 Aug 2025
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“Why don’t you wanna have sex?”
“Huh?” Carmy says, because he doesn’t know what to say to that. Oh, sorry Claire, I can’t fuck you cuz my sexual experiences include my mom and my boss, and that makes sex a bit weird for me.
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aka carmy was sexually abused by donna, which complicates thingsBookmarked by mayukoson
06 Aug 2025
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“You’re not making me do anything,” Natalie rolls her eyes, “I’m your big sister,” she says like that’s enough reasoning. And he guesses it must be. Some unspoken rule within siblings to tear them a new one and declare you love them all at the same time. He relents because he knows he’d do the same. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But he’d do it.
He’s her brother, after all.
(or the berzatto siblings at different ages and how they see each other)
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30 Jul 2025
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"...Carm fucked us with his non-negotiable bullshit, so I’m making my own to try and fix it”
Richie attempts to get The Bear back on track after a disastrous review comes out with help from Jessica and the Ever Crew.
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29 Jul 2025