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    When Spock begins eating three times his normal intake and his stomach starts growling audibly on the bridge, Jim Kirk does what Jim Kirk does — he notices, he shows up, and he refuses to let Spock push through it alone. What neither of them knows is that the hunger is only the beginning. That Spock's body has already decided something his mind has been refusing to acknowledge for four years and seven months. That the Vulcan Science Academy will call it a physiological cycle and McCoy will call it above his pay grade and T'Pring, from Vulcan, will call it by its right name — the human, she says, with the precision of someone who has been aware of him for three years through a bond worn thin by distance and disuse.

    Spock calls it worse than that.

    Spock calls it Jim.

    A slow burn set during the five year mission, in which Spock's body knows what it wants long before Spock is willing to name it, Jim Kirk has always been paying attention, T'Pring is more understanding than expected, McCoy is a better doctor than anyone deserves, and the hunger is a metaphor and also completely literal.

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    “Fine, you can pick! Who d’you wanna sleep with tonight?”

    He turns away to his satchels of tea, making a ruse of choosing one to be a much larger deal than it really is. “I really couldn’t say, Miss Jester,” he says, and hides his smile behind their backs.

    It is strange, truly, and maybe Caduceus shouldn’t encourage it, but he likes it. He likes– not necessarily being the center of attention, that isn’t exactly altogether comfortable, but– touching, cuddling, it’s… warm, and comforting, and it’s nice to be the center of that. It’s greedy, and selfish, sure. But it also serves that he can keep them close to him, too, and that feels good. Feels right.

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    “You want me to fuck you.”

    Oh, that word. He’d forgotten that one. He doesn’t think he likes it, though, and it must show on his face.

    “Or, that’s– I’d say ‘make love,’ but I’m not sure that’s any less, um–”

    “Copulate?” Caduceus tries, suddenly, and he doesn’t really get why Caleb bursts into laughter, but it’s good and kind and not malicious, so he grins back in hopeful success.

    “Ja. Copulate.”

     

    — or Caduceus attempts seduction, and he and Caleb explore sexuality

     

    Direct sequel to Geborgenheit.

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    Roshona dawns are as dark as its midnights, but Caduceus has always found that brightness is about the company that you keep.

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    Ever since the Sour Nest, Caleb has been invisible. When his search for an explanation in Zadash yields no answers, he and the rest of the Mighty Nein continue on regardless. Fortunately, there is one person who can see and hear him: Molly, who can also join Caleb in the space of invisibility if he so chooses.

    When Avantika turns out to be just a little bit more unhinged and a little bit more trigger happy than expected, Molly and Caleb decide to stow away in the Squalleater’s hold to support their friends in secret. Their nightly sharing of a small, makeshift bed is complicated by the feelings they are each slowly developing for each other.

    Although Caleb and Molly have found a personal oasis, the relationship between Avantika and the rest of the Mighty Nein is growing ever-more turbulent. Will Caleb and Molly be able to work out their feelings for each other, save their friends — and when the unthinkable happens and Uk’otoa is freed, save the ocean itself?

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    22 Nov 2025