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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    Anyway, he thought as he drove to the rink. We were never together, and we’re extra not together now. He would not be letting that man see every inch of him and carry him to bed from his shower floor. He would not let him kiss his earlobe, which he liked to do every time for some reason. He was certainly not going to let him scan every inch of his body anymore. So whether there was something under the surface, spilled out messy guts getting stains on everything, Ilya wouldn’t know about it.

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    Strong CW for eating disorder behavior and description. Content is of someone in active disorder and not in recovery, and specific behaviors and routines are mentioned.

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    Ilya Rozanov is looking for a fight, and Shane Hollander is looking for Ilya.

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    Ilya has imagined a million different scenarios in the time that he’s been here. Ones where Shane wakes up but can’t talk anymore, ones where he wakes up and needs to relearn everything, ones where he wakes up and there’s nerve damage and Shane has to give up doing what he loves. He thinks about his father a lot when he imagines these scenarios. Of having to take care of Shane the same way he took care of him. He doesn’t really mind. Will do it happily, no matter what scenario Shane wakes up to. The only scenario he cannot imagine, cannot ever be fine with, is Shane not waking up at all.

     

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    shane wakes up with amnesia. he doesn't remember ilya at all.

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    Part of Shane’s brain knew this slight fear in his mind wasn’t grounded in reality. He was one of, if not the best player in the league right now. It was hardly even a controversial opinion. But he knew he could do better. He wasn’t pushing himself enough. Hell, he was more drained after a summer with Ilya than he was when he left the rink.

    That wasn’t good enough. His efforts weren’t good enough. He wasn’t good enough.

     

    Or: Shane's control issues reach a breaking point as he develops an eating disorder disguised as a performance diet. Ilya tries his best.

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