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so much more to know about myself (take my time with you) by pinkbluepairs
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
16 Jan 2022
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“I just want to give this to you all the time,” Mark admits. He’s not sure what his voice is going to sound like for the performance later, when it’s already so rough. “I just don’t want you to forget it, okay? I can bring you back here as many times as you want, over and over if you need it. I’ll never say no to you, okay?”
He doesn’t say, I can bring you here as many times as I want. He doesn’t say, Please don’t say no to me, when I want to give you this.
“Mark,” Donghyuck groans. “Mark, it’s so much.”
“I know,” Mark says.
Mark wants so much from Donghyuck, he accidentally starts domming him. It works out surprisingly well-- until it doesn't.
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“Czennie tells you what they want from you,” Jungwoo continues, “And that makes you happy, because then you know what to do. Sometimes they want you to be their sweet oppa boyfriend, and you’re so good at that. You’ll sing them songs all over Paris. Or if they want you to be the person who’ll visit their filthiest dreams, you’ll take off your shirt without question, you’ll bite down on your lip, you’ll give them that look.”
Jaehyun bites down on his lower lip, and when Jungwoo laughs, the mockery is honey-thick in the air around him. He wants to shake his head. To be what his fans want— that’s his job. It’s been his job since he was a teenager, since before he even knew what else he wanted for himself, that someone like Jungwoo might be what or who he wanted.
“Isn’t that what we all do,” Jaehyun murmurs, and his voice is hoarse and echoes strangely in his own ears.
Jungwoo hums thoughtfully. “Sometimes what we want lines up. But I’ve never seen anyone become what others want as well as you do, hyung.”
Jaehyun has always been good at being what people want him to be. And what Jungwoo wants from him is nothing but something to enjoy.
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“I love you so much,” Donghyuck said, voice strained like he was mad about it. Like he felt the way Mark did— so tired he was about to cry, feeling so much that he couldn’t contain it anymore.
“I know,” Mark started to say, but Donghyuck shook his head, shook Mark by his shoulders.
“Like. Literally.” Donghyuck took a deep breath, then pressed forward. “Do you understand?”
Mark’s mouth was still gently parted. His gaze was immediately drawn back to the reflection of Seoul’s lights in Donghyuck’s eyes. The press of lips had been so fleeting that Mark wondered if he’d imagined it, if the stickiness left on his lips was from his own drink.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
Is it really a rejection if you don't understand what's being asked of you? Mark would like the benefit of the doubt, in this case.
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- Part 2 of nct 2022
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The Grammys have never been Jin's dream, but they've always been Namjoon's. And that means when nominations are set to come out, Jin is thinking more about how to manage the members' and his boyfriend's disappointment more than about his own feelings. Namjoon takes the opportunity to refocus on Jin.
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He’s baffled at first. Then flattered, then turned on. Two handsome men pampering him, spoiling him, it’s hot and it’s only natural that he returns the favor. Wife, they say, the word falling from their lips easily. It’s precious, it’s possessive, it’s dangerous, when they say it. Jeonghan likes it.
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22 Jun 2023
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Here’s how Seungkwan’s life is supposed to go: he meets a nice boy, they fall in love, he introduces the love of his life to his best friends who also love him, they go on countless double-dates, they move in together, they raise their hundreds of children and pets all in the same home, they live happily ever after.
What actually happens—what’s not supposed to happen: Seungkwan falls in love with both of his best friends and will never be happy.
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24 Jan 2023
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“Myungho?” Seokmin asks. Everything tilts. He hasn’t stood in the same space as Minghao for ten years now.
Minghao stops immediately, at the very top of the gangway.
“Do I know you?”
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26 Dec 2022
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His hands feel clammy, skin feverish and heated, there’s a sharp pooling warmth deep in his belly, and he —
He blinks down at himself.
"Hao," Junhui starts slowly, licks his lips once, then again when he registers how dry they feel, Minghao's eyes flicker back to him, visibly trying to determine whether he was about to say anything worthwhile, "Hao, I think it’s — it was an aphrodisiac."
It takes a minute, but Junhui watches the realisation click into place in real time on Minghao's face. His frantic worry replaced with a terrifying blankness that has Junhui huffing a laugh, despite himself. Despite the situation he's in.
"I'll kill them," he says softly and it sounds like a promise to himself, more than anything.
"Right, sure," Junhui agrees with no fight, because there's no helping anything when Minghao gets like this.
It's probably wise to tell your long time work partner and best friend you have feelings for him before he agrees to obligatorily fuck you — but, like most other important things in his life, Junhui just figures Minghao already knows.
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22 Nov 2022
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in which jihan are whipped for each other and really fucking in love
collection of one shots set in 'canon' universe (but not meant to imply anything about any of the members irl!!)
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17 Nov 2022