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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Yes,” Ilya responded. “I love waking up with you. I love holding you in my arms before we have to face the world, I love feeling you warm and sleepy and soft. I love not understanding English but hearing you talk all hoarse and growly. I love it when you have morning breath and I love to convince you it does not matter so you give me kiss me anyways. I love it so much I want to wake up one hour before just to get more time.”

    Or, Ilya is tired of waking up alone while Shane goes on his runs in-season. He decides to do something about it.

    Alternate Title: Ilya's Cuddle Alarm

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    “Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”

    The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.

    Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.

    Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.

    Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.

    That’s… not-

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    Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.

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  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Sorry,” He managed, nearly choking on unfallen tears. Hockey players don’t cry. Russians don’t cry. Ilya Rozanov did not cry.

    But here was Shane, who had known him for years. Who took everything seriously, who bunched it up between those dark brows in a glorious furrow and figured it out analytically. Who had never said “no”, even when he probably wanted to. Even when he probably– definitely– should have.

    And for perhaps the first time in his adult life, Ilya let himself be small. He tucked his chin into Shane’s chest and folded his arms across his back and focused only on the steady heartbeat thumping next to his cheek. A tear streaked down his jaw and he only noticed when Shane’s thumb delicately drifted to catch it under his chin.

    Words failed him as he looked up into Shane’s soft, open face as if it were the gates of heaven; his exhale was enough to draw Shane’s lips to his own.

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  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    On the night of the Centaurs' first major loss with Ilya as captain, he asks Shane to make him forget all his sorrows.

    Otherwise known as: Ilya Rozanov's first time with another man inside him.

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