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    He builds himself around that hollowness, an oil-slick pearl gathering around an empty space. Sometimes when he thinks no one is looking he presses his hand to his stomach, just below his ribs. It’s the heart of the hollowness, the coldest place in the world.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Dazai is too tired to pretend at living today.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Dazai. What the hell are you saying. Why?”

    Dazai’s mouth opened, then closed again. He hadn’t thought that far.

    Because you look uncomfortable. Because I don’t know how to help. Because I keep wanting to touch you and I don’t know where that impulse is coming from.

    None of those felt safe to say.

    “So Chuuya will stop being miserable,” Dazai said instead, defaulting to insult as camouflage.

    Chuuya snorted. “You’re one to talk.”

    Dazai glanced down. “I’m always miserable. It’s different.”

    or: when chuuya doesn’t show up for a mission, dazai goes looking for him and does what he does best: pokes, prods, and pushes. but chuuya doesn’t need a fight, and dazai is left with the harsh reality that his confusing, inconvenient feelings don’t come with an instruction manual.

    Depress December 2025 - Day five - “That doesn’t fucking help.”

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Dazai Osamu—demon prodigy, Port Mafia executive, now an Armed Detective Agency menace—was never known to be possessive of anything.

    Not power, not status, not weapons, not missions.

    Except Nakahara Chuuya.

    Back then, everyone in the Port Mafia knew one rule: nobody touches Nakahara Chuuya—not because of his gravity manipulation ability nor Corruption, but because of Dazai.

    Four years later, even standing on opposite sides of the law, the rule somehow persists.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    This is the monster at the end of the book.

    (Chuuya never joined the Port Mafia.)

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    08 Jan 2026