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    Dean belongs to Sam. Protecting Sam, pleasuring Sam, pleasing Sam—it's what Dean was made for. So, when Dean loses Sam to Lucifer’s cage? He copes, because Sam told him how to cope. But when Sam returns from the cage? Dean's got no playbook for that.

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    02 Sep 2025

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    Dean was getting hard, watching Sam. The worst part was that he was surprised by it: he lied to himself, so perfectly and for so long, that he actually managed to feel scandalized, as if it were news to him. Me? Hard for my brother? Since when?

    But it wasn’t news. It wasn’t the first time. It wasn’t the fifth time. Sparring last night. Watching him sleep last week. At a motel pool in Arizona last year. Dean had been sick for so long.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Meta-comedy/drama set immediately post-4x18, The Monster at the End of This Book. Dean can't stop wondering why people would write gay porn about him and Sam. Research takes him to interesting places; re-reading novels for subtext, visiting message boards, and a really freaky place called LiveJournal. What he discovers is a sick fascination with fanfiction, more about gay sex than he ever wanted to know, and an even deeper obsession with understanding why people write this stuff. Meanwhile, they're hunting a mysterious monster that takes the form of a person's truest love to kill them slowly, the lines between fanfiction and reality are starting to break down, and they still have to stop Lilith and save the world.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Hunter Dean Winchester is used to flying solo and he has been hunting alone since his father died couple of years ago. But a particularly difficult case with a lot at stake forces him to rely on some unwanted help. Not only is the demon, Sam, really annoying but his presence makes Dean feel uneasy with his sexuality for the first time in years. Then things start to unravel and Dean is forced to face the fact that not everything in life is black and white. Not even demons.

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    26 May 2025

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    What if Sam never met Jess at Stanford, and all he had was time to think about what he left behind?

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    01 May 2025