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Sirius Black is struggling with self harm and suicidal thoughts. He has PTSD from when his parents abused him. Now, he lives with his friends, James Potter and Remus Lupin. One day, Sirius decides that he's had enough. He hates the dysphoria and the trauma, and he thinks that the only way to fix this is for him to die. With the help of his friends, will he live to tell his tale? Find out by reading.
Told from Sirius' POV (Unless said otherwise)
Inspired by the song Hold On by Chord Overstreet
AN: In this AU, they still have their nicknames. We just assume it's based off their favorite animals instead of animagi form. (Still the same animal though, obviously). Another thing, there apartment is sort of set up like the house in New Girl if you know what that looks like just smaller and less bedrooms.-------- Book
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***** Change in Scene
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•••••• (Underlined) Dream
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During the week of his father's funeral, Sirius Black meets an unusual priest and offers to help write Orion Black's eulogy. At the same time, he's started texting a mysterious bass player from a pop-punk band that he accidentally swapped phones with. Eventually, the conversations between the two start to blur together and Sirius has trouble trying to decide which one he's falling for the hardest.
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23 Dec 2025