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Phainon is starting the last semester of his bachelor degree, all while focusing on his swimming career and being haunted by childhood memories. His coach is sketchy, his mental health is derailing and his sister thinks he’s friendless. Worst of all, he cannot stop obsessing over his mysterious new neighbour.
Mydei has cut ties with his wealthy parents, deciding to open a home bakery with his closest friend. Their business struggles with a glaring lack of customers, which somehow leads him to strike a fake-dating deal with the most infuriating man he ever met.
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When it comes to a complicated past, Mydei couldn’t escape and Phainon wouldn’t let go. The two might be much more interconnected than expected.
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07 Nov 2025
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The Perfect Sacrifice by Terminallydepraved
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
28 Oct 2023
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“Don’t see an invite in your hand. Doubt you could fit one in that skirt of yours either.” She dropped the cigarette to the stone step and ground it to glowing ash beneath the tip of a combat boot. “You follow? You’re gonna need an invitation to skip the line tonight, lamb chop.” She held herself loosely, weight shifted to one leg, but the thick span of her crossed arms brokered no arguments. “No invitation, no entry.”
“I’m…” Dan Heng swallowed as his eyes fell towards the pavement. He wasn’t ashamed, per se, but found that awkwardness tasted similar enough to count. “I’m Blade’s blood doll,” he said, forcing the strange words out as he brought his gaze back to the bouncer’s unimpressed face. “He told me you’d know what that meant.”
ie that horny ass vampire club au that no one but one person asked for.
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Cloud stopped planning a life in ShinRa and ShinRa definitely made no plans for him.
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07 Jun 2025
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"Zack," Cloud whispers. He traces the softest of fingertips against Zack's left eye, which is definitely on its way to blackening. Zack unspools, subconsciously, under his touch. "You took it too far this time."
"We made a deal, sunshine." Zack laughs once, blood dribbling in a small arc down his face. "You wanted your heart back, and I'd do anything to get it for you."
Cloud successfully blackmails the star player of Midgar College's hockey team into helping him get revenge against his ex—or more importantly, Zack's teammate. And it goes great, until Cloud's not the one looking for revenge.
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04 Oct 2024
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eyes, lips, hands and teeth, i want them all on me by sapphicola
Fandoms: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game)
01 Mar 2025
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When fate and a potentially fatal sickness brings Leona and Idia together a year after graduation, they run away together, just for a week, finding bits and pieces of themselves in each other. They know they can’t fix the other, they can’t even fix themselves.
But they can try.
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Leona and Idia run away from STYX and do dumb teenage shenanigans while also falling in love a little bit
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30 Sep 2024