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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

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    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Dennis hears the revving of a motorbike engine, disturbing his reverie and making him frown. It’s late — who in their right mind is out driving around on a motorbike? He waits for it to pass, so he can slip back into thinking about Robby and dinner and what they might do after dinner, when the engine cuts out. Dennis lifts his head, eyes opening, taking a second to adjust—

    “Need a ride?” Robby asks him, holding out a spare helmet to Dennis. "Jack told me you only just left.”

    He steps forward, taking the helmet from Robby. “So you’ve been spying on me?” 

    “The whole time I’ve been gone.” Robby nods, as Dennis swings himself onto the back of the bike. He winds his arms around Robby’s waist, tucks himself in against his back, and contents himself with the familiar warmth of his body as Robby starts the bike up again.

    ~*~

    In October, Robby comes home. Dennis tries to decide what that means for them both.

    A sequel to In a room full of people, I look for you

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    15 Jan 2026

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    “I don’t know what I want to do.” Dennis admits. He looks over at Robby, staring at the side of his face. They’ve been closer than this before, but being in the car together feels strangely intimate. “What would you do?”

    “If it was me… I’d at least go for that dinner. But I’m not you. You need to do what’s best for you, Dennis.” 

    There it is again, his name from Robby’s mouth. It makes his attention linger, still staring at Robby’s face. Dennis is once again overwhelmed with the urge to just bury his face in Robby’s neck and pretend the world doesn’t exist, but that’s not the grown up thing to do. He squeezes his eyes shut for a second, rubs his temples with his fingertips as Robby continues, “Carry your patients with you as much or as little as you like. Find your balance. But remember that you’re human.”

    Dennis opens his eyes to the countryside fading away and the city bleeding in. He knows Robby is right. That’s what he needs: balance. 

    In his last year of med school, Dennis learns to let go of the guilt that plagues him.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker has spent his life living by rules he learned in Nebraska—faith, discipline, and the unyielding expectations of family and church. Even now, in the relentless chaos of the ER, he clings to his habits and prayers, seeking order in a world that rarely makes sense, and praying for a heart he fears he cannot keep pure.

    Then there’s Robby, his steady, careful attending, whose presence unsettles Dennis in ways he cannot name. Each brief touch, each moment of attention, forces him to confront feelings he was taught to bury, desires that conflict with everything he’s been told is right.

    Dennis doesn’t know if he can reconcile faith and longing, guilt and hope—but in the spaces between emergencies, he begins to learn that even the most careful hearts can ache, and even the most disciplined souls can find grace.

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    Dennis is a traumatized boy who craves Robby’s comfort but refuses to accept it until one of them finally stops being stubborn and gives in.

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    14 Jan 2026