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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    All Shane wanted to do was to play hockey.
    He knew he was pretty much the best at it.

    What he didn't know, being the best was not enough.

    Being a gay Asian-Canadian hockey player didn't help anything at all.

    Nor did the fact that he got drafted to Ottawa, the team where Ilya Rozanov was already the biggest star.

    Or,
    An alternate universe where Shane is openly out as gay. Ilya is still closeted bisexual. And they both play for the same team- ie, Ottawa Centaurs.

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    20 May 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    16 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    He had both hands on Shane's hips, digging his fingers into the soft skin. Shane let out a brutal moan at the feeling of Ilya’s nails stinging his skin. "Shane- fuck! I'm yours- your toy. Use me"

     

    Or: Ilya says “use me” one time and Shane goes fucking feral.

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    16 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Two NHL superstars. One secret casual relationship hidden beneath years of rivalry, tabloids, and fear.
    Shane Hollander has spent years loving Ilya Rozanov quietly in hotel rooms, stolen nights, and moments nobody else could ever see. But when Ilya arrives at the All-Star Gala with a beautiful woman on his arm, Shane finally believes he was never meant to be more than a secret.
    Losing Shane makes Ilya realize one terrifying truth: some people are worth risking everything for.

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    10 May 2026