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    Namjoon has always been enthralled by watching Seokjin work; the way Seokjin seamlessly slips into his persona and takes on a different appearance. Seokjin almost seems to transform in front of his eyes; he sits taller, holds himself differently. Namjoon notices, in particular, the way Seokjin’s jaw is set, the way his eyes seem sharper, darker, and the way Seokjin folds his hands neatly in his lap and crosses his legs at the knee. It’s so different from the Seokjin that Namjoon knows well, the Seokjin who kicks his legs up onto the couch and tucks them underneath himself and leans into whoever’s next to him, the Seokjin who is just as willing to throw himself on top of his friends as he is to sits alone in the corner and watch with soft, warm eyes.

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    01 Apr 2023

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    Namjoon regrets it the second his palm makes contact with Seokjin's cheek. In a flash the touches he'd gave him already during the day come back to him and he recoils on himself, guilt crashing down his muddled brain.

    One: A brush of their fingers in the morning, because Seokjin looks so lovely when he's still half asleep and because Namjoon is tired enough that he indulges in it.

    Two: A squeeze to his biceps during practice when Seokjin missed a step and grimaced at him in the mirror, a gesture of comfort because Seokjin is still insecure about his dancing skills even though he dances amazingly.

    Three: His hand on Seokjin's knee when they'd been squeezed next to each other on the couch during their little party. He doesn't have excuses for this one, except that it was the end of the day and he was still allowed one touch.

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    03 Jan 2023

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    “Sometimes I think nobody will ever love me for the real me? I think Hyeon-u thought he loved me. But as things unravelled..” Namjoon trails off. He continues, “but I’m trying to learn how to fall in love with myself instead. That way, my self-love is the only one that matters.” Despite the sadness tracing his features, Namjoon smiles, his dimples appearing.

    Seokjin feels a crack go through his heart. He should confess. He should say something. Like I love you, Namjoon. For all your good and bad sides. You are worthy of love. Let me love you. His throat closes up and his lips glue together.

     
    or: Seokjin has been in love with Namjoon for a long time and when Namjoon suddenly breaks up with his boyfriend, Seokjin is left staggering.

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    02 Jan 2023