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You were staring, gods you were really staring at a dark figure across the room. It had been a while well it had been a few minutes at least and he knew you were staring. Though it seemed appropriate for the setting, it still put a bit of fear into when he made eye contact but you stayed in your spot. It was dark in the pub with cigar smoke lazily floating across the room, but it was also loud enough for it to require one to lean in to speak.
He stood up and you bit your bottom lip as you watched him make his way towards you, he was taller than you expected, definitely more intimidating than you expected. When he got to you, your breath hitched, his hand slipped onto your thigh as he leaned into your ear.
“Staring is rude.” His voice was terribly deep and his lips brushed against your ear lobe.
“Is there something that you’d rather I do?” Your voice was a little shaky from the drinks and his hair was definitely in your face but you didn’t mind.
His grip on your thigh tightened, “What are you willing to do?”
“Do you want me to show you?” He pulled his head back to look at your face and you lifted an eyebrow. You could almost see the wheels in his head turning.
“Are you here with someone?” You shook your head. “I’m with… friends, I need to-“
You put a hand on his arm interrupting him. “I can wait. Don’t worry about it.” He leaned in like he was going to kiss you but stopped shortly before, taking his hand off your thigh before moving back to his group. You smiled and turned around in the stool to finish your drink, you didn’t know how long he’d be.
Severus had come with Lucius and Narcissa who had bullied him into coming with them, as they always had to do to get him to do anything. Severus found no actual reason to be at this specific pub but whatever the Malfoys wanted he snarked to himself. They had actually been the ones to notice you staring so intently at him, he had noticed but hadn’t taken it as a compliment. They were absolutely thrilled that someone was showing interest and had pushed him to come over, though they weren’t expecting what the interaction would be like. When he came back “empty handed” they were displeased but weren’t surprised that Severus had fucked it up. Narcissa seemed sympathetic until Severus told them that he was going to leave with you and didn’t want them to think he just disappeared. Narcissa clapped in excitement and Severus rolled his eyes in response. He finished the drink he had left with the pair and went back to you, feeling at least more confident.
You could feel him coming back to you before you heard or saw him. You turned back around and he got a good look at you as a whole, you were definitely not what he normally went after but he was not complaining. You were young, young enough that it made him doublethink his choice to come back, wearing a green silk top and an impossibly short leather skirt which didn’t match the vibe of the pub but he wasn’t the one to say anything about clothing. His hand glided on your thigh as he leaned in to speak to you but you beat him to it.
“My place?” He closed at the sound of your voice but nodded, you stuck your arm and he took it so you aparated to in front of your house. You stumbled a bit on the landing since you had heels on but you leaned on him. You didn’t know his name but you didn’t want to bother with that, getting attached wasn’t what you needed. “Shit” It came out by force of habit when you saw the multicolored lights flashing from the living room lights, he looked at you “I thought my roommate was gone for the weekend but apparently they’re having a house party,”
His face crinkled, “How old are you?”
You laughed, “How old do you think I am?”
“Way too young for me.” You raised your eyebrows.
“Are you backing out now?”
You felt his eyes sweeping over your body before responding. “No.”
You grabbed his hand and headed up the path to the front door which you knew was unlocked, you looked at him and he looked nervous. “Up the stairs first door on your left, don’t talk to anyone. My roommate is a squib so most of the jokers are no-maj.”
He nodded and you opened the door letting go of his hand, there weren't as many people as you expected in the house but they were smoking which really annoyed you because of all the nights to do this. He went up the stairs and you watched him out of the corner of your eye while went to find your roommate.
The house was much nicer than he was expecting especially the inside, he assumed with your age and the fact that you had a roommate that it would be kind of shitty though he wasn’t the one to judge. There were a lot of people downstairs, the music which he couldn’t understand was making the walls vibrate, and there was the smell of weed permeating the entire downstairs. Severus wasn’t exactly sure why he was even here and why he was now standing in your room instead of just going back home. Everything told him to go home, you were so young and there were people here in the house but he didn’t. On your walls you had a flag he didn’t recognize and huge belt buckles on the dresser which confused him but your room was bare otherwise except for a large collection of books. He could feel the music still vibrating the room.
You told your roommate to leave you the hell alone until the morning which she knew what that meant, You also told her off for not telling you that she was throwing a party, but you’d get back to that. Wading back through the crowd you were just ready to get out of your clothes. When you got back upstairs you found the man examining your belt buckles.
“We mustn’t touch what isn’t ours” You scolded him but followed it up with a laugh, he set it down and turned to you. “It’s fine, a lot of people around here are curious.”
“What are they for?”
“Competition I won, how do you think I was able to buy a house in London?”
“And the flag?”
“Texas” He raised his eyes. “I lived there for a long time. Do you have any more questions?”
“The music, it’s so explicit”
“It’s Meghan the Stallion, she just came out-” You stopped yourself, he really didn’t care about no-maj music. “American no-maj music, really popular.”
He nodded and made a sweep over your body with his eyes. You pulled your wand from your skirt and wordlessly charmed the door, cleaning the bed of books, and adjusting the lights. He watched you and was pleased, you seemed at least like a capable witch if anything.
“Help me with my necklace, it’s too fragile for magic…” He came over to you and you turned around, you felt his cold fingers on your neck. He took the necklace and sat it down as you turned around to face him.
He gently touched your neck and moved his hand to your jaw, you were shaking under his touch though you didn’t even notice it. He pulled you into him and he gently kissed you, it felt so good.
He felt you stop shaking when he kissed you and relaxed as well, he deepened the kiss with his tongue swiping at your bottom lip. You tasted terribly sweet like you hadn’t been drinking and he tasted exactly like whiskey. After a second his hands moved to your neck again and you grabbed at his shirt, he started to increase the intensity. You moaned into his mouth and his body hitched, he pressed his hips into you and you could already tell that he was hard.
His hands moved to the hem of your shirt and he swiftly pulled it over your head only separating from you for a second. With no bra to restrict him, his fingers went to your nipples and you continued to make noises as he twisted and pinched. You slowly moved your hands to his crotch where he was obviously very hard, you palmed him gently but he was terribly sensitive and pulled away soon after you started.
For a second he just looked at you, you both catching your breath and you could feel the thumping of the music again which almost made you laugh. He pulled you close again, kissing at and nipping your neck, he paused bringing up his lips to your ear. “I want to taste you.”
Your body shuddered and all you could do was nod, you slipped out of your heels before turning to go to the bed. In the seconds you had turned to go to the bed and unzip your skirt, he had gotten entirely undressed though was obviously attempting to hide his left arm. You had to wiggle out of your skirt because it was so tight at the thighs and when you finally got it off you looked at him.
He was thick and not even all the way hard. You backed up with your legs hitting the bed and he came over, tossing you onto the bed. You were a little surprised by his ability to do that but in no time he was kneeling over you, going to town on your breasts. When he moved his arm to start touching you, you automatically grabbed at his arm which made him stop.
You let go of his arm and made eye contact with him. You were breathing heavily and weren’t sure if you grabbing him had hurt him, like he was reading your mind he shook his head. “It just is something that I regret.”
“I have one I regret too though I can’t actually show it to you.”
“Why?”
“It’s on the side of my head but I grew my hair out so you can’t see it but I would show you if I could.”
There was a pause and he showed his inner arm to you, it was a dark scar that you couldn’t really see in the lighting.
“I don’t care, it’s not my business.”
“So you-”
“Even if it mattered to me, I don’t know your name so what could I do.”
He paused like he was going to give you his name but seemingly decided against it, his mouth going back to your breast and started touching your clit. You closed your eyes as he moved his mouth to your clit and started inserting fingers. He wasn’t the best at it but he was enthusiastic and when he found the right spot he went for it. He had a hand placed on your stomach as you bucked your hips, you arched your back as he brought you closer to the edge.
Not soon after you cried out in an almost scream as you orgasmed, he had been the first person to make you squirt and your lower half spasmed. He slowly stopped his movements pausing before moving back above you, you pulled him to you and kissed him deeply. His incredibly hard cock brushed against your thigh as he moved up to you.
He pulled back and you whined, “You taste amazing.” You kissed him again and reached to touch him.
After a minute you pulled back from the kiss. “Can I?” He nodded enthusiastically.
He moved to lay down on the bed and you straddled his legs, touching his softly. You kissed his thighs and then up and down his length, earning you some sweet sounds as he grabbed at the comforter. When you started licking the noises increased in volume and then when you finally took him in your mouth the sound he made, made your heart skip a beat. You were slow and methodical, using a lot of tongue but you really wanted him to last long enough to fuck you.
When you were able to swallow his entire length you looked up at him and made eye contact, he pulled you off of him and breathed heavily. “You’re going to make me cum if you keep doing that.”
“I thought that was the point.” You bit your lip and sat up still straddling his legs. Once he had calmed his breathing he grabbed your hands with both of his.
“I want to fuck you.” You squeezed his hands.
“Do you want me to ride you or do you want to tie me up?” His eyes rolled back into his head with the options you gave him, he looked back at you and when he saw you bat your pretty eyes at him, he made a decision.
“I want to tie you up. Get up.” There was confidence in his voice that even he hadn’t expected, you got up and wordlessly summoned silk ties and lubricant to the side table.
His breath was shaking as he got up, standing behind you he saw some scars and tattoos he hadn’t noticed before. You had your arms at your side as his hands rang across your sides, he pulled your hands behind you and whispered in your ear. “Tell me if you want to stop.” You nodded and he tied the silk fabric around your wrists, pushing you forwards.
You got back up on the bed with your head down on the bed with your knees spread, you felt the ties at your wrist and they seemed not super strong. He touched your thighs lightly, running his hands up them until your cunt where he interserted a finger, he pulled out quickly and spanked you. He got up behind you and you heard him open the lube before you felt his cock pressing at your entrance.
He teased you, moving up and down, causing you to push back for any type of penetration. He spanked you again causing you to squeak. After a minute of a lack of touch you started to beg, “Please just fuck me.”
He gripped your hip and you pushed back against him again. “I will fuck you on my terms little girl, has no one taught you patience.”
You wiggled again, you were planning on pushing his buttons. “No but you could teach me a lesson.”
He groaned at the idea and spanked you again until your ass was bright read. He teased you again, only pushing the tip in. You pushed back quickly forcing all of him inside of you, he moaned and pulled back out. You whined again but he spanked you again, more aggressively this time around. “Who’s in charge here?” He grabbed your wrists and pulled your body up, he grabbed your neck and asked again in your ear.
When he grabbed your neck, your body shook in anticipation. “You are.” His grip tightened but you were still able to breathe freely.
“You want to be fucked so badly you’ll miss behave” He shoved his cock inside you and you cried out, his grip on your neck tightened again. He paused before beginning to slam into in an unrelenting pace.
You were basically screaming and your eyes rolled back to your head. He quickly made you orgasm again after only flicking your clit a few times after he started his pace. You knew he wasn’t going to last at this pace and when you orgasmed you felt him get that last bit harder in preparation to cum. His grip on your neck had weakened and so you were able choke out some encouragement.
“Please cum in me.” It was almost automatic, after your request he came immediately his thrusts becoming frantic until they stopped and he let go of you. You fell with a thump onto the bed and he apologized, forgetting that he had been holding you up entirely. You laughed lightly and he untied you quickly, you pulled yourself to the otherside of the bed so he could lay down as well.
Both of you were sweaty so when he pulled you against him, it was hot and your skin stuck against his. You two were also breathing heavily still so when he spoke it seemed labored.
“Severus” You turned your head to look at him.
“Hmm?”
“My name is Severus.”
You smiled but you hesitated at least internally, “F/N. Though I think you already knew that.”
He nodded “I heard someone say your name when I was walking up stairs.”
There was a pause, you weren’t sure if you wanted to share anymore or if he was even interested in hearing it. He had said before that you were way too young for him which you could slightly agree with because now that you looked at him you realized how old he probably was. Though you didn’t mind, he was terribly attractive and seemed like a genuine person.
He reached over and tipped your chin up so he could kiss you, which melted you. He felt so good to be with and comforting. When he pulled away, he took a second to look at you before putting his head back down on the bed.
“What are those competitions you won?” It took you a bit off guard.
You bit your tongue, you didn't know how much you wanted to share.“I do sports on horses. It’s an american thing.”
“What kind of sports?” There was no pressure in the question, he was just asking.
“It would be easier to show you.” He turned his head to look at you as you pulled away to grab the remote to the TV.
He wasn’t used to muggle technology still, too complicated and never did work at his house for some reason. You flipped on the TV and pulled up Youtube, while it was loading you glanced at him who seemed ultra confused at what you were doing. In the silence you heard the music still going downstairs which you were a bit thankful for. You pulled up the video of your best run and quickly muted when the announcers started talking about your stats.
“Basically you go around the barrels fast” The run still gave you anxiety every time you watched it so you tensed up,“there’s other stuff too but this was the night I won the most money.”
“How much?” He watched and asked in genuine curiosity.
“500,000 US dollars but it took me years to get to that point.” The screen switched to a stats report that showed your round times but also your name and age that made you switch the TV off fairly quickly. You looked back to him “I just turned 20 if that makes you feel any better.” It did not make him feel any better that he was basically double your age.
He nodded, “What are you doing in London if that's an American thing?”
“No-maj school, there’s not a lot of wizarding communities where I’m from so I’ll have to get a no-maj job when I stop riding.” You sucked your teeth before changing the topic. “I’m going to shower, would you like to join me?” He nodded but he wasn’t sure why, maybe it was because he hadn’t really done this and he didn’t know what to do.
He nodded and you got up, you wordlessly cleaning up with a wave of the hand which was starting to show your abilities. He followed you into the bathroom which was brighter than your room but it was the first time he’d seen you naked in full light, you were somehow more attractive. After you turned on the water he pulled you into him and kissed you, groping you lightly. You pressed your body into him and melted into his touch which made him at least more confident.
You pulled him into the shower and he pinned you against the wall. You hitched a leg up onto his hip and he let his hand wonder your body as he bit at your lip. You moaned into his mouth and he went to pin your arms above you. You were surprised that he was actually getting hard again so when he started rubbing your clit again you moaned much louder than you were expecting to. He quickly, well way too quickly, made you orgasm through after the first two it wasn’t as powerful but left your legs shaking just the same.
You pulled out of the kiss so you could breathe after the orgasm.
“You’re gorgeous.” You nodded.
“I would say the same for you.”
“Do you want me to fuck you again?” You nodded again.
“Please.”
He lifted you by the hips and pinned you against the wall again, you wrapped your legs around his waist. He was hard by that point and easily slipped into you with both of you moaning at the sensation. After a second he started thrusting, attaching his lips to your neck.
You were terribly sensitive after all of the other activities so while his pace was less harsh it still made you breathless. He moved his mouth to your breast and you were now mostly being held up just by him. Between your moans and how good it felt to fuck you, it wasn’t long before he was cumming deep inside of you once again. He buried his head in the crook of your neck as he caught his breath but the water started running cold and you lightly squealed as it hit you. He set you down and both of you left the shower terribly pruned, you managed to get the water off while he grabbed towels.
You went and collapsed on the bed wrapped in a towel, Severus collapsing next to you. You closed your eyes as your body adjusted to the soreness of your activities, it had been a while and certainly not like this. You started to drift but opened your eyes and looked to Severus who seemed generally awake.
“You’re welcome to spend the night but you definitely don’t have to.” You were concerned about getting attached but you were so tired you didn’t really care anymore.
“I’ll stay.” You nodded and sat up. You went and put on a shirt and sleep pants, you looked to Severus who seemed confused.
“I’m gonna go kick the party out of my house” He gave a smile and watched you walk out of the room. He heard the music stop and the voices of people getting quieter, presumably as they left the house. He heard your voice but couldn’t understand what you said. He got up and put both of your towels back in the bathroom before slipping under the covers naked.
There was a moment when he realized what he was doing, he was in a 20 year old american girls bed after they met in a bar. Gods the playday Lucius was going to have with this information the next time they met up. Why did he feel so comfortable around this literal girl who was the one to pursue him, was he really this desperate to have physical contact.
You came back into the room and stripped, sliding into bed after turning off the lights. It only took a second for him to pull you into him, something you assumed he liked to do often. You fell asleep with your head on his chest with only a little regret in your heart.