Chapter Index for cough syrup by nightmare_rivulets (violetides)
- 1. I - i am not your protagonist, i’m not even my own (2021-08-10)
- 2. II - every night i'm sick and why, oh, i'm staying up this time (2021-08-17)
- 3. III - it's hard to be yourself when all you feel is jaded (2021-08-24)
- 4. IV - and sooner or later it's over, i just don't wanna miss you tonight (2021-08-31)
- 5. V - never in the moment, never giving enough (2021-09-07)
- 6. VI - one day, i'll focus on the future, maybe (2021-09-14)
- 7. VII - in this broken home, everyone becomes predictable (2021-09-28)
- 8. VIII - don't wanna think about drinking a glass of gasoline (2021-10-12)
- 9. IX - weekend wonderful fade-away youth, summer symphony, what could i do? (2021-10-26)
- 10. X - oh, i hope someday i'll make it out of here (2021-11-09)
- 11. XI - you turn this horrible place into orange light (2021-11-23)
- 12. XII - and what kind of pressure do they put on you? (2021-12-07)
- 13. XIII - but that was love and it's an ache i still remember (2021-12-21)
- 14. XIV - quiet when i’m coming home, and i’m on my own (2022-01-04)
- 15. XV - leave me at the altar, knowing all the things you just escaped (2022-01-18)
- 16. XVI - so i am relieved that the turbulence wasn’t forecasted (2022-02-01)
- 17. XVII - telling myself that this is fine, i'm having the best time of my life (2022-02-15)
- 18. XVIII - super silence in the quiet, eye inside the storm (2022-03-01)
- 19. XIX - the future is static, it trips on the floor and makes its way underneath my bedroom door (2022-03-15)
- 20. XX - eyes like yours can't look away, but you can't stop DNA (2022-03-22)
- 21. XXI - i’m done pretending, all my heroes are way more sad than me (2022-04-05)
- 22. XXII - you say the whole world’s ending, honey, it already did (2022-04-19)
- 23. XXIII - my thoughts can't stabilize, feelings i can't verbalize (2022-05-03)
- 24. XXIV - you're dripping like a saturated sunrise, you're spilling like an overflowing sink (2022-05-17)
- 25. XXV - he’s just not the same, and you’ll begin to wonder why you came (2022-05-31)
- 26. XXVI - a million people in this town, but i could scream without a sound (2022-06-14)
- 27. XXVII - they’re gonna rip up your heads, your aspirations to shreds (2022-06-28)
- 28. XXVIII - i think i might be falling for the boy who swallowed the sun (2022-07-12)
- 29. XXIX - i’m sorry but i’d rather be getting high than watching my family die (2022-07-26)
- 30. XXX - like a sinner, hold me under, and i’ll never come up again (2022-08-02)
- 31. XXXI - and i could see myself never fully recovering (2022-09-10)
- 32. XXXII - one day you'll figure me out, i'll meet judgment by the hounds (2023-10-10)