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I could feel my eye twitch as Neito sighed for what felt like the hundredth time. I closed my eyes and tried to take a calming breath. He had messaged me earlier, asking if he could hang out with me for a little while. I immediately agreed but told him that I had some homework that I absolutely had to finish. He said he understood, but after yet another sigh, my patience was beginning to fray. He didn’t get like this often, thankfully, and I had an idea as to what put him in this mood.
“Neito?” My voice sounded calm, which was a good sign.
“Hmm?”
My eye twitched again at the tone in his voice, but I continued, refusing to look over my shoulder at him on the bed, “If you keep distracting me, it’s only going to take longer for me to finish this.”
After a moment of silence, I was about to start writing again when he groaned loudly from behind me, “But babe! I’ve been sitting here for like an hour!”
I resisted the urge to thunk my head on my desk, “Neito, it’s only been five minutes since you got here. I promise that this will take me ten more minutes tops if you let me concentrate.”
He gave another long drawn-out sigh as if the weight of the world was on his shoulders but went quiet. I had a sneaking suspicion that he really wasn’t bored, or pouting about waiting. It was something else, but if I pushed, he’d only clam up and pretend like nothing was wrong.
It was a bad habit from our earlier school days when Neito was much more insecure about himself and his quirk. He would act like things didn’t bother him and just bottle everything up only to turn it all inward on himself. He had finally come into his own, gaining confidence in himself but every once in a while he would revert back to his old habits. Like right now, he was distracting himself by irritating me, trying to get a rise out of me so that he could snark about something else instead of what was really bothering him.
The scratching of my pencil on paper was the only sound in my room for the next few minutes and I was able to finish even faster than I had told him. I smiled, pleased to have gotten that out of the way and I could focus on my boyfriend’s problem. I closed my books, dropped my pencil on the desk, and stretched, humming as my muscles popped out the kinks that had accumulated from sitting in the same position for so long.
“Did you finish?” I heard him ask from behind me.
“Yep!” I chirped, turning around in my chair to finally look at him.
He was sitting cross-legged on my bed, his back and head against the wall with an annoyed look on his face. I squinted at him, his mouth twisting into a frown at the scrutiny. “What?”
I raised an eyebrow, “You tell me.”
He snorted, his eyes wandering over to the window, “Just waiting, quietly, for you to finish.”
I clicked my tongue but stayed quiet, simply watching him and waiting. Either he would cave in and tell me what was wrong, or he’d snark about something else, dragging this out for a little while longer. There had to be some way to at least get him in a better mood.
“Can I do something to make up for making you wait so quietly and for so long?”
Neito continued to glower at the world outside, and shrugged, refusing to look at me. I racked my brain, thinking if there was something that I had done to warrant such an attitude, but I couldn’t think of anything. So if it wasn’t me, then it was his normal bane of existence or someone else.
“What if I gave you a kiss?”
He finally looked at me out of the corner of his eye, “Maybe.”
I bit my lip, and breathed in through my nose, suppressing the grin that wanted desperately to spread across my face. Even as annoying as he could be, Neito was absolutely adorable. At least, I thought so.
I got up, moving across the room to stand at the edge of my bed. Neito had resumed his moody vigil out the window, pretending to ignore me. I stared at him for just a moment, an idea coming to me, then I slowly lowered my arms so that I could crawl my way over to him, giving him ample time to move or acknowledge my presence.
I kept my gaze on his face, the bed sinking under my weight as I maneuvered myself until I was right in front of him, our faces level. He blinked, catching my eyes before looking away again. I braced my weight on my arms, leaning forward slowly, letting my gaze travel from his eyes to his lips, my intention clear. I stopped right before our lips touched.
“If I give you a kiss, you promise to be in a better mood?”
He finally looked at me, a hint of a smile on his face, “Maybe.”
“Hmm…” I grinned at him, pleased that he was trying, and kissed him.
It was a brief kiss, a featherlight brush of my mouth against his before I pulled back to study his face once more. His eyes cracked open, his eyebrows dipping as his mouth twisted into a frown. He started to say something when I cut him off with a hard fast kiss. He blinked rapidly at me, his annoyance turning into confusion when I threw my arms around his neck, forcing him to fall backward and I peppered kisses all over his face in rapid succession as I fell on top of him.
He started laughing, “What are you doing?!”
“I,” kiss, “am giving you,” kiss, kiss, “kisses.” I continued to press kisses to his mouth, cheeks, eyelids, and anywhere I could reach before I finally stopped, grinning down at him. “Hi.”
He gave me a soft smile, “Hey.”
“Feel better?”
He closed his eyes and shook his head at my antics, “How could I not after that kiss attack?”
“That was the plan,” I said solemnly. “It is a superpower of mine.”
“What is?”
“Making you feel better.”
He chuckled, “I wish I could copy that power of yours, then.”
I leaned down and brushed my nose against his, “Well, since that isn’t an option at the moment, what’s wrong?”
He sighed, wrapping his arms around me and hugging me to him, his chin resting on the top of my head, “It’s nothing really, just…I’m just worrying over exams, you know? Am I doing well enough? Am I trying hard enough? I mean, you were even doing extra work a few minutes ago,” he ended bitterly.
My heart squeezed tightly in my chest at his tone. He was hardest on himself, even though he was wrong about my work. “That wasn’t extra work,” I said, “that was actually late homework. Professor Vlad gave me an extension.”
He tensed under me, “Wait. So that-”
“Yep.”
He let out a groan, “I’m an idiot.”
“Well…”
“You aren’t supposed to agree with me!” He threw his arms over his face, trying to hide the blush that was staining his cheeks. “Here I was thinking that you were pushing yourself to do more and I was moping around feeling sorry for myself.”
I giggled, sitting up so that I could look him in the eye. “Kinda hard not to, when you do things like that. Plus, you look super cute with that blush.”
He moved an arm so he could glare at me from under it, “You are cruel, you know that?”
“I know.”
Both of his arms moved, so I could feel the full extent of his glare. “What part of ‘you aren’t supposed to agree with me', did you not hear?”
“Hmm? Did you say something?”
He growled something under his breath that I couldn’t catch before quickly sitting up, knocking me off balance. He wrapped his arms around me, pinning mine in place and holding me tightly against his chest so I couldn’t move. I laughed, wiggling around and trying to break free from his hold.
“Nope, sorry. You’re not allowed to move until you apologize to me.” He grinned down at me, playfully squeezing his arms to restrict my movements.
“How can I when you’re squeezing the breath from me?” I wheezed out.
I could feel the laughter as it rumbled through his chest, “Not my problem.”
“Ok! I’ll apologize!”
“And I want a proper kiss this time.”
“Fine!” I let out a breathy laugh as he finally loosened his hold on me. “So demanding,” I teased.
He gave me a mock glare that only turned into a smirk as I moved to straddle him, bracing my weight on either side of his head. “If it gets me what I want.”
I rolled my eyes, not bothering to hide the smile on my face. “Yeah, yeah.” I leaned down, brushing my nose with his, “A proper kiss, huh?”
“Mm-hmm.”
My chest warmed, a sweet fuzzy feeling engulfing me as I gazed at him and I slowly pressed my lips to his. I lingered, getting lost in the feeling of his mouth against mine when he hummed, tilting his head. I felt his tongue slip out and lick at my bottom lip. I opened my mouth letting my own slide against his, deepening the kiss. Little sparks of heat started flashing through me, a warmth beginning to build in my core.
He dragged his arms up mine before he wrapped them around my back, gently pulling me down. I dropped down to my elbows, moving my hands under his head to cup the back of his neck. He broke the kiss, trailing his lips across my jaw to my neck, his breath hot on my skin. He caressed my sides, smoothing his hands down my back to the hem of my shirt, sliding under it.
Liquid heat began to pool in my core and I rocked my hips, both of us groaning when I felt the hard length of his arousal through our clothes. His hands stopped their exploration, instead gripping my waist as he bucked, repeating the feeling. I sat up, pressing our hips closer together, a moan leaving my lips when he moved against a particular spot.
I gazed down at him, my breath leaving me in little pants, and heat seared through me when I saw he was doing the same. I placed my hands on his, gently moving them. His eyebrows rose, “What’s wrong?”
I shook my head, “Nothing.” I gave him a smirk, “I just want to try something, that’s all.”
He tilted his head, his mouth opening to speak when I moved my hands to the waistband of his pants. His mouth clicked shut, his eyes widening as I gently slid my fingers under to hook both his pants and his underwear. I gave a gentle tug, “Do you want me to…?”
He swallowed, “I-I mean-I’m not going to say no, but-do you want to?”
I raised an eyebrow at him, “I wouldn’t have offered if I didn’t want to.”
His eyes squeezed shut for a moment, his fingers curling into fists. He took a deep breath, “If you’re sure…” He opened his eyes, staring into mine, “Then yes. Definitely, yes.”
I gave him a grin, “I’m sure.”
He nodded, his hands quickly moving to help me remove his pants and underwear. He also yanked his shirt off, leaving himself nude on my bed. I took a moment to appreciate the sight, an ache beginning to throb between my legs as I stared.
I moved my gaze back to his face, locking my eyes with his as I reached up, undoing the buttons on my blouse. He sucked in a harsh breath, his eyes latching onto my chest as I dropped my shirt to the floor. I unzipped my skirt, letting it pool at my feet before I sank a knee onto the bed, maneuvering to kneel between his legs in my bra and panties.
Neito let his gaze drag up and down, taking in everything. “You’re gonna-in just-oh damn.” His words blended together, everything coming out in a rush of air. His gaze moved back to mine, desire and something else flashing in his eyes.
I placed my hands on his thighs, his muscles jerking at the unexpected touch. I bit my lip, heat searing through me as I stared at his length. I glanced back up into his face, “Tell me if I need to stop, ok?” He nodded, his eyes glued to my face.
I slid my hand up his thigh and gently wrapped my hand around his erection, hesitantly sliding it up. Neito’s breath hitched then whooshed out on a strangled noise. I snapped my eyes back up to his only to see his head fallen back onto the mattress and his fingers curling into the bedspread under him.
Emboldened, I gripped him harder, moving my hand up and down his shaft, hoping to elicit another reaction from him. I wasn’t disappointed. I watched as his mouth parted and a low moan left his lips, his eyes squeezing shut. A little shudder traveled down my spine, liquid heat pooling in my core and I leaned down, licking the tip of his arousal lightly.
His head shot up, his eyes wide. I raised an eyebrow and licked him again. His breath exploded out of him, his chest heaving, and his hands curled into fists. I felt the muscles in his thigh tense under my other hand. An intense throb started between my legs at his reactions to what I was doing and I squeezed my own thighs together in an attempt to alleviate it.
Neito stared at me with heavy-lidded eyes and licking his lips he asked, “Could you…could you put your mouth on me?” A heavy blush spread up to his ears as the words left him.
A rush of heat flashed through me, “Like this?” I took the tip of him into my mouth, sucking gently as I locked eyes with him.
“Oh-” he slammed back into the mattress, a loud groan escaping him. “Can you-can you take more? Please?” He panted out, his entire body shuddering.
I pulled back for a moment, the ache intensifying in my core and I slowly lowered my head down, his erection sliding farther into my mouth. I used my tongue to glide along the underside, and Neito let out a strangled noise. Encouraged, I pulled back, continuing to use my tongue to lick and swirl around as much of him as I can. I wasn’t sure I could put all of him in my mouth, but the reactions I was getting from him with my tongue sounded like good ones.
I sucked hard on the head, letting go of it with a loud pop. Neito’s body jerked and he lifted his head to look at me, a dazed expression on his face. Heat rippled through me, “Good?”
“Ye-yeah.” He lifted a hand, running it through his hair.
“Should I keep going?” My voice had dropped into a husky whisper and I squeezed my legs together again at the throb when he shuddered.
He opened his mouth to respond, but I leaned down and sucked him into my mouth again, the words turning into a strangled gasp. “Shit, babe!” I moved my head up and down this time, humming in pleasure around him. His body jolted under me and he jerked up, grabbing my shoulders to move me back, removing him entirely from my mouth.
He gripped my shoulders, panting hard. “Sorry-sorry. I didn’t…” He trailed off, taking in a deep breath, “I didn’t want to, I mean I’d rather…” He breathed out, another blush rising up to his ears.
The hands on my shoulders tightened right before he pulled me to him, giving me a biting kiss before he broke it off abruptly, “Do you-” he swallowed hard, “-do you want to go all the way?” He locked eyes with mine, “If you don’t I totally understand-I don’t want to make you feel like you have to or anything-”
I placed a finger on his lips, halting him. I could feel my heart melting in my chest. “Neito-” I moved my finger to cup his face in my hand, “-you aren’t making me do anything. But to answer your question…yes.”
He blinked at me, “Yes? Wait, you said yes?”
I chuckled, “Yes, Neito, I said yes.”
He stared at me for a moment longer, then he sucked in a deep breath. A flurry of emotions ran across his face too fast for me to recognize, before he locked his arms around me, wrapping me in a tight hug. “You’re amazing,” he whispered.
I wrapped my arms around him, returning the hug, and hummed, “I’m glad you think so.”
“I don’t think so. I know so.” He pushed me back to look into my face, a frown of worry crossing his features, "Are you sure about this?”
I looked at him for a moment, my heart completely melting into a puddle in my chest and I slowly backed off of him, moving to stand at the edge of the bed. He gave me a confused look that quickly changed as I removed my undergarments. He let out a quiet “oh”, his eyes traveling down my form when I stood naked in front of him.
Butterflies swirled in my stomach and I could feel the stinging in my cheeks at the blatant look on his face. “Like what you see?”
“Very much.” He slowly let his gaze wander back up to my face, he held out a hand, “C’mere.”
The butterflies were immediately replaced with something else. I moved forward, crawling back on top of him to slide my hand into his. He tugged on me, his other hand gripping my hip, helping to balance me as I settled my weight. “Ready?”
I swallowed, closing my eyes and drawing in a breath. “Yeah.”
He searched my face a moment longer, “Ok.” He placed my hand on his shoulder so that both of his hands were on my waist. I moved my other hand so that I was fully braced against him, raising my body up. I glanced down, watching as he began to guide his length to my entrance when he suddenly stopped.
“Neito?”
“If you need to stop, tell me, ok?” He looked at me, “I’m serious, let me know if it’s too much.”
I gave him a soft smile, leaning forward to give him a tender kiss, “I’ll let you know.”
He gave me a smile in return, then he pushed inside. Pain lanced through me and I gripped his shoulders tight, my nails digging into his skin. Neito froze, “Babe-”
“Just-just give me a second,” I ground out, clenching my teeth as another sharp pain lashed through me. I let out a shallow breath, cracking my eyes open, “Just let me get used to it.”
Concern twisted his features but he nodded, letting his hands lightly trail up and down my sides in a soothing motion. I pressed my head into his neck and braced my weight on my legs, trying not to slide further down while hovering over him, trying to adjust to the feeling of him being in me. It was an overwhelming feeling of being stretched too tight, being moved in the wrong way even though a small part also felt right.
I breathed through it, letting it wash over me, little by little sliding further down Neito’s length until our hips were snug against each other. I let out a long breath, the pain subsiding to a dull ache within me. I pulled back to finally look at his face, he gave me a small smile, “Hey.”
”Hi.”
He brushed his nose against mine, “Better?”
“A little.”
He nodded, his hands sliding up to my ribs, his thumbs caressing the skin under my breasts. A small burst of heat went through me, making my eyes go wide. Neito returned my stare with one of his own, his hands halting their movement. He swallowed, “You like that?”
“Y-yes. How-”
“I can feel it.” He moved his hands farther up, cupping my breasts fully. I let out a small gasp, the warmth from him going straight to my core, easing the pain into a pleasurable ache as his fingers began to stroke my nipples.
I let my head fall back, bliss engulfing me. “Maybe we can try moving now?” I rose up slightly on my legs, feeling his arousal drag within, pleasure bursting through me.
Neito let out a harsh groan, his head falling forward onto my chest and his hands moving to my back, wrapping around me. “Shit, that was-”
I cut him off by sliding down, both of us groaning at the sensation. He moved his head, pressing a kiss onto my neck, “Don’t stop, please don’t stop.”
We started at a slow pace, the two of us creating an agonizingly pleasurable push and pull between us. He slid his hands to the back of my thighs, his fingers digging into my skin with every rise and fall of my hips along his length. I rocked my hips onto him, hitting something inside of me that had my head falling back in pleasure.
I repeated the motion, a moan leaving my lips as Nieto suddenly canted his up to meet mine. He gripped my hips, lifting them up only to quickly pull them back down. I gasped, waves of heat and pleasure surging through me. Suddenly, he slammed upwards, causing all my muscles to clench as bliss erupted within me. He let out a choked breath, his body tensing under me as he dragged my body along his length once, twice more, and finally relaxed.
We continued to hug each other, our breathing returning to normal. I sighed into his shoulder, my body limp against his, “I don’t know about you, but I feel better.”
Neito tensed briefly before he laughed, “I most definitely feel better.” He trailed a hand down my spine, “If you want to cheer me up like this again, I won’t complain.”
I grinned, “Again? Planning on being in a bad mood anytime soon?”
“If it means you cheer me up like this? I’ll be in a bad mood for the rest of my life.”