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I wanted him dead, Jason thinks, on the edge of hysteria. I wanted him dead, at my feet. And now...
And he might get his wish, long after he’d stopped wanting it.
“TIM!” He tries again, shaking the boy’s shoulders. He doesn’t twitch, his face relaxed in sleep, his breathing deep and even. His laptop’s on, the lists of the unnatural coma patients running by too fast for Jason to read. There’s several programs running, algorithms, and theories, and notes.
And the boy running them, who’s spent the last three days trying to crack this case, is now one of the victims.
He hears the door slam open, as he tries again to shake Tim awake. There’s something clawing at him, deep in Jason’s chest. He won’t call it grief, he won’t call it guilt. He will give it no name, because to name it is to give it power. It doesn’t stop the unnamed feeling in his chest, doesn’t stop the tearing that’s building its way up his throat, that’s turning his voice to something he doesn’t recognize.
“Jason, Jason, stop!” There’s arms pulling him away from Tim, and he nearly sends his elbow slamming into the person’s face when he recognizes the voice. It’s Dick, his voice thick with emotion. It’s Dick, pulling him off Tim, shaking like a leaf. “Stop.” Dick says again, sounding wrecked. Jason stands, breathing heavily, his older brother holding him tightly, Jason’s back to his chest. They’re both shaking, staring at their sleeping little brother.
For a moment, it’s silent. It’s three in the morning, the manor is finally at rest, and there is nothing but the sound of Jason and Dick’s harsh breathing.
“Fuck this.” Jason snarls suddenly, emotions slamming into fury, his vision flaring green. The Pit within him is crowing in delight, he usually keeps it on such a tight leash nowadays. But fuck that, he’s going to figure out who did this to his brother and rip them apart. He’s going to find who dared take his brother beyond where he could follow.
He saw something, once. Heard a rumor, once. Back when the Pit was all he could hear, back when he had barely dried from its rancid waters. Something that may be able to help.
He’s going to find that rumor, that whisper, and force it to be true, make it speak loud.
He’s going to save his little brother.
