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Rowan is watching Jason’s coronation. He’s not quite sure how the man accused of murdering the princess became king but he’s dead so what does he know. He smiles when he catches sight of Louis smiling at Jason. When he was alive it would have made him so angry he couldn’t think. What does Jason have that he doesn’t, mental stability maybe. He’s learned even if it took death for the lesson to stick. Louis and him never had a healthy relationship in hindsight. Who knew an assassination attempt wasn’t a basis for a good relationship.
He stopped by Maya’s cottage early and she and Maddox are working things out. A pang goes through his non-existent heart at that thought. If he’d been a better man maybe he could have had that with Louis. The love and devotion Maya and Maddox have, the trust, the knowledge they aren’t alone ever. He is brought back to reality as Jason announces magic is now legal. Good, it's about time.
He floats around the palace aimlessly for a while before finding himself in his old room. He just stays there reminiscing on good memories. Then the door creaks open. Rowan looks up and sees Louis. That’s a surprise. He’s not crying but it’s a near thing. He’s stilted in his movements, none of the elegance he typically held.
“I can’t believe you’re gone. I know we may not have been good together and maybe it’s weird to miss someone who wouldn’t miss me.”
Is that what Louis thought of him? He really wished he could rewind time right now, go back and do everything right. Give Louis the love he deserves but that’s not an option so he has to trust Jason to love Louis the way he deserves.
“Maybe if the circumstances were different we would have been able to be together. Maybe if the king hadn’t treated you so poorly or if I was more assertive I don’t know.”
Rowan desperately wants to reach out and comfort Louis but that’s not his place and he’s a ghost. He hears footsteps and Louis and him both look to the door. Jason walks in and has a concerned look on his face.
“You ok?”
“I think I will be”
“ how about we get pastries and cuddle?”
“Shouldn’t you be working your highness?”
“You’re more important Louis.”
Rowan feels much lighter as the pair leave and he thinks he’s ready to leave too.