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He’d kill for him, die for him.
Is it really so wrong that Denji feels, just a bit, pleased at that information?
Of course Yoshida is fucking scary, terrifying even, even to him. Constantly following him around.
His touch is cold but it burns like fire in his skin, stronger than anything hes felt for any girl. Hes fucked up, Yoshida that is, ruining his chances with girls, killing people who threaten chainsaw man, leaving a path of carnage in his wake.
Not just for chainsaw man..
But for Denji.
Denji, who's been starved of love and affections and anything remotely relating to any kind of true kindness basically his entire life. The only ones who could have cared for him are gone, save for Nayuta…
So Denji thinks he deserves at least this. Even if it's scary just how obsessive Yoshida can be. It makes him shiver and turn away in fear seeing yoshidas gaze on him, or how he keeps jerk kids at school off his tail through violence.
He threatened to cut off Denjis legs if it means it would keep him safe. And while yeah sure a bit of blood would fix that.. It's the thought that counts right?
That's what he said anyway, Denji chose to write that off as a joke..
But then, in these quiet moments where Denjis left alone with his thoughts for too long, his mind drifts to the gentle but firm touches.
The way he breathes against his ear during sex, the way he kisses praises into his skin, he hurts him sure but only the way he knows Denji likes it (at least for now, he threatened). He whispers disgusting words of love and adoration into his mouth and drowns Denji in saccharine sweet promises. Better than Makima could have ever offered him.
So really, is it so wrong for denji to just.. Enjoy? To give in, to let the other take care of him like he promises. Even if it's weird, it makes him feel squirmy and uncomfortable, like being kept on a leash all over again but there's still a tangible reward at the end of that rope, something sweeter and more real than anything he's had before, romantically at least.
Hes not gay. He defends. He doesn't like guys.
Yoshida says that's ok and continues to cram loving words into his mouth. Like food.
Ah.. hes hungry now.
“There you are. You were in a different spot today.” came an all too familiar voice by now. But denji perked up, smelling the hot food in the bag Yoshida brought.
“Yeah i was trying to get away from you.” his words are empty and hollow and yoshida knows it, but he chuckles and lets denji say them anyway.
“Come here, your hungry right? Lets eat.”
There he goes again.. Being bought over with noodles and sweets..
But is it really so bad..?