Leo takes charge and other moments between Leo and Raph

by KerryAnne

Summary:

Raphael forgets something important and Leo decides to punish him.

Chapter 1: Leo takes charge

Summary:

Raphael forgets something important and Leo decides to punish him.

I don't own the rights to TMNT.

Leo is 16
Raphael's15

Raphael woke up without his gear and weapons and saw that he was strapped to what looked like a hospital bed. He blinked and tried to move, but he was unable to.

The last thing I remember is drinkin' cocoa with Leo in the kitchen. What the fuck's goin' on?

Leo appeared and said, "Hi, Raph. Feeling okay?"
"Where the fuck am I?" Raphael snarled. "And what did ya do ta me?"
"You're in the dojo. Everyone else has gone to the farmhouse with Casey and April and they won't be back for a few days. I told them that you weren't feeling well and that I'd stay to look after you."
"Why the fuck am I strapped down? What did ya do ta me?" Raphael roared as he glared at Leo.
"You've been a naughty boy, Raph," Leo said, bending down and whispering into his ear slits. He lightly blew onto Raphael's neck, causing him to involuntarily shiver.
"This ain't funny, Leo. Lemme go!"
"No. You'll love this. It's time for your milking. Let me explain how it’s done. See this machine?” Leo said as he pointed at a fearsome-looking contraption.
"No way," Raphael said as he studied the machine with dread. “Ya wouldn’t. How'd ya lug that down here without no one seein' ya?"
"I hid it elsewhere in the sewers and brought it here when you passed out. Anyway, the air or lack of air in this system will determine the stroke length. It's much better than manually milking you, because it's less time consuming for me. I can adjust it to move the full length of your shaft. I usually don’t explain the procedure to my slaves, but you’re special, because I love you.”
“Yer a fucked-up asshole," Raphael hissed. "I'm gonna kill ya when I'm outta here."
Leo ignored the outburst and said,"I’m gonna put lubricant in the receiver and place the head of your cock to the opening. My wonderful machine will draw your cock in when I turn it on. I can then set the stroke length and the stroke speed to what I want.”
“Fuckin' creep. Why would anyone wanna do this shit?”
“Raph, this is your first and and last warning. Do you value your cock?”
“Yeah.”
“Then shut up or you'll be a eunuch by the end of today."
“I’m sorry,” Raphael said, finally realizing he was at Leo's mercy. “I’ll be good.”

Leo went to the bed with a suspicious-looking object.

Raphael flinched, because he knew what it was.

“Open wide,” Leo said. He lubed the electrical plug and inserted it into Raphael's bottom.
Raphael tensed as it went in. “Leo, stop. I’ll do whateva ya want,” Raphael whined, hating that Leo was dominating him. Leo ignored him and applied more electrical pads to his cock. "Leo, whateva I did, I'm sorry. Don' do this." Leo's reaction was to increase Raphael's pleasure with the electrical stimulation. “Shit,” Raphael said as he felt turned on. “Whoa.”
“Is it awful, Raph? Be honest.”
“Not entirely. Fuck!” he said as he experienced intense pleasure.
“I knew you’d love that. You’ll thank me when we’re done with today’s session. I’m the best thing that’s happened to you.”
“Oh!” Raphael said as he experienced another wave of pleasure. “Don' stop. Please don'.”
Leo picked up his dick. “Sheesh. You’re a disappointment,” he said, even though Raphael was a big boy at 10 inches long. Leo knew where to hit a guy hard and ridiculing Raphael's cock, which was one of the things he prided himself on, would damage his self-esteem. “Really?” Raphael said, unsure of himself, his pride and ego affected by Leo's comment. “I always thought I was huge.”
“You thought wrong. You’re pitiful, but I have a plan to help you.”
“What?”
“The milking machine that we spoke about will enlarge your cock’s shaft at least two inches over time, so it can’t be all that bad, can it?”
“I dunno,” Raphael said nervously as the anal plug still pulsated in his bottom. Leo withdrew it and removed the electrical pads from his cock.
“We can try.”
“I’d rather not. Please, Leo. Ya've made yer point.”
“You’re such a wimp. I decide when play time’s over. Got that?”
“Leo…”
Leo had had enough of Raphael's incessant griping. “Your constant whining is pissing me off, Raph.” Leo went to a table in the corner of the room and returned with a roll of duct tape “No! Don', Leo!"
“Lie still," Leo said as he ripped off the tape and placed it over his mouth. Then he wrapped another piece around the lower part of his head, because he knew that a strip from ear to ear would restrict jaw movement. “Agggh,” Raphael said through the tape.
“Sorry. I don’t understand you. If you're really good, I'll remove the tape later.”
“Uhh.”
“Hush, honey. You’ll love this. I promise.”
Leo lubed his cock, which twitched slightly with his touch and said, “Relax. This’ll be an experience you’ll never forget. I’m doing, it so that you can experience body-shaking orgasms. You’ll thank me afterwards.”

Leo placed Raphael's cock into a clear metal tube. Raphael's golden eyes widened as he watched him. Leo pulled the tube up to Raphael's crotch and checked that it was a tight seal. Then he locked it down in place.

“Ugghhh,” Raphael said.
Leo patted his head and said, "Hush. It’s gonna be fun."

Raphael closed his eyes and whimpered through the tape.

Leo smiled at his brother's powerlessness.

I'm in control. Raph has to learn that. 

Leo flipped on a switch.

Raphael soon heard the rhythmic humming from the machine. He opened his eyes and watched in terrified fascination as the tube slowly compressed and started pumping his cock. Raphael tried to squirm, but he couldn’t move. All he could do was watch.

“Like that stud?” Leo said.
“Agggh.”
“I’ll take that as a yes. How does being so helpless and at the mercy of a mere machine feel? So clinical and devoid of emotion. You'll cum soon, but the machine won’t stop. It’ll keep draining you of your juices until I’m satisfied that you’ve had enough. You're at my mercy.”
“Argggh,” Raphael said, trying to struggle and watching his cock being sucked. His cock was erect a few minutes later. Precum oozed from the tip and flowed into the clear tube.

Raphael was clearly excited and he had his first orgasm a few minutes later.

Leo smiled as the milky fluid flowed through the tube and then he said, "Excellent. You’re doing well. I knew you’d love that. If you’re wondering where your juices go, it’s into a catch cylinder. I’ll empty it later. Look at me, Raph, or I’ll turn it up to the max.”
Raphael looked at Leo and grunted, "Uggh!" as he bucked his hips and had another mind-blowing orgasm.
“Congrats. Your second orgasm in less than ten minutes and you were worried you’d hate this. Seriously?”
“Ohhh,” Raphael grunted again.

Raphael pondered his situation.

I can't believe what's goin' on. It's frustratin', but damn good. Wow. Two orgasms in less than ten minutes. Leo's crazy, but he's also a genius. Whoa. This ain't so bad.

Leo looked at his watch and said, “My documentary on Japan is on and I want to see the program after it. I’ll be back in an hour. Have fun. This may be fun now, but it soon won't be, because you won’t be able to have an orgasm. Your body won’t let you. Enjoy the pumping. See you soon.”
“Agggh,” Raphael said as he pleaded with his eyes.

Leo kissed his cheek, flipped the switch up a level and left the room.

All Raphael could do was watch himself being pumped. He came three more times and his juices flowed through the clear tube into the catch cylinder. The tube was full of clear and milky fluid.

He was immensely drained after his fifth orgasm.

I can't do no more. There must be nothin' more.

He was wrong. He felt himself getting close to an orgasm and then he emitted a muffled guttural cry as he experienced another earth-shattering orgasm and more juices flowed into the tube.

Raphael thought miserably that he couldn’t take anymore, but the machine continued pumping. It was soon painful. His cock looked red and it glistened from its overuse. He hoped Leo returned soon, because it hurt like hell.

Leo returned just under an hour later and he said, "Wow. The cylinder’s almost full. You’ve been a busy boy. I’m proud of you. You'll drink your juices when we're done. You have before, so it’s no big deal. You expect others to, so why not you, right?” Leo turned the machine up another level.
“Fuck,” Raphael tried to say, but it came out as “Fmph.”
“Your cock's a bit red. Never mind. Lotions will soothe it. Wow. I’m impressed with the amount of juice you’ve made. A bit more fun and then we can take a break.”

Leo lubed the electric anal plug and inserted it into his bottom.

Raphael soon felt it pulsate.

Is this how a woman feels when she's fucked? The machine and this are too much. I can't take no more. Please make it stop.

Leo watched him and his pleading eyes. He knew that Raphael was deeply humiliated to have produced all that juice from a mere machine. No man liked being treated like a mere sperm producer. He doubted he'd have any more problems with Raphael. He’d be as docile as a lamb, because he also got the feeling that Raphael had been seriously turned on and that he wanted Leo to do it again.

Leo looked at Raphael's cock, which was even redder and swollen from the constant pumping. He'd have to stop, because Raphael could take no more.

"Okay, Raph," Leo said. "It’s time to stop. You’ve done an outstanding job. I’m extremely pleased with you.” Leo kissed his forehead and removed his cock from the device. It twitched a bit as it adjusted to its release from captivity. “One last thing,” Leo said as he went to the catch cylinder and emptied the contents into a glass. “Drink this and you can get some sleep, okay?” Leo removed the tape from his mouth.
“Fuck! That hurt.”
“Okay. Drink this," Leo said and lifted the glass to Raphael's lips. Raphael slowly drank the liquid and gagged a bit at the salty taste, but he finished it. “I drank yours, so what’s the big deal Raph?”
“That’s fuckin' revoltin'," Raphael said and pulled a face.
“It's not. It's a part of you and you’ll get to like it. Do I make myself clear?” Raphael was too emotionally and physically tired to resist and he knew that he was at Leo's mercy. “What do you say, Raph?”
“Yes, Leo. Uh, Master?" Raphael said softly, feeling defeated, humbled and dejected.
“Good boy. Did you like today’s session?"
“Yeah. I always wanted ta try that.”
“Seriously?”
“No! I neva thought stuff like that existed, but now that I do, I like it a lot, even though it was sore afta a while.”
“Are you bullshitting me?”
“No. Yer a crazy asshole, but yer also a genius. I gotta admit that.”
“Good. I had a feeling you’d like that. You’ll be my slave, as well as my lover for the rest of your life and you’ll have frequent milkings. Your next session’s in three hours' time, so let’s get you to bed.”

Leo untied Raphael, who sprang to his feet and immediately pinned Leo to the ground. Leo squirmed, but Raphael held on tightly.

"Yer a bastard, Leo," Raphael hissed. "What did I do ta piss ya off so much?"
"You forgot our anniversary," Leo said quietly as his sapphire eyes bore into Raphael's. "And besides, you said you wanted to try something new."
"I did. I'm sorry. I'll make it up ta ya. Tell me how." Leo whispered into Raphael's ear slits and his eyes widened. "I neva figured ya ta be so kinky, Leo."
"You really hated today, Raph?"
"No. I LOVED it."
"Then why are you mad?"
"Cuz I wish I'd thought of it first." Leo chuckled. "C'mon, Fearless. My bedroom. I'll do whateva ya want. Happy Anniversary. I'm sorry I forgot."
"Happy Anniversary, Raph."

Raphael let Leo sit up, pulled him close and smashed his mouth onto Leo's.

Leo eagerly kissed him back and wrapped his arms around him. Their kissing swiftly intensified and their hands wandered everywhere they could reach.

They broke apart a few minutes later when they needed air.

"Will you do the milking again, Raph?" Leo asked.
"I will, but it's yer turn next, Leo. I can't have all the fun."
Leo smiled. "I love you, Raph, and I always will."
"I love ya too, Leo, and if that's the punishment I'm gonna get when I misbehave, I ain't gonna behave. Ya'll need ta come up with somethin' betta ta make me listen."
"I love a challenge," Leo said and nuzzled his neck. Then he pressed his lips against Raphael's.

They kissed passionately for a long time.

Then Raphael pulled away, helped Leo to his feet and led him to his bedroom.

XXXX

Raphael pushed his mate onto the bed, straddled him and said as he gazed into his eyes, "Ya'd betta be ready, Leo. It's payback time. Ya'll love it. I promise."

Notes:

A/N Leo certainly has a kinky side.

I know they have black eyes in the 2003 series, but I prefer Leo's sapphire and Raphael's golden. Donny's are chocolate brown and Mikey's are green to be different.

Chapter 2: The cable car

Summary:

The brothers go on vacation to South Africa. Raphael proposes to Leo in an unusual way.

It was a chilly February evening and the brothers were discussing where to go on vacation. Mutants had rights, so they were free to travel and to walk around in the open without their disguises. They were still stared at, but Raphael’s glares quickly made the humans look away and go about their own business.

“What about South Africa?” Leo said. “I’ve heard a lot about the wildlife, weather, hospitable people and the fabulous food. We'd have a blast.”
“But it’s the murder capital of the world,” Don said. “And there's large-scale corruption.”
“So? We’re ninja and we can take care of ourselves, Don.”

“They have wildlife in the streets,” Mikey chimed in. “Lions and tigers. No way, dude.”
“And mosquitoes,” Raphael piped up. “But they call them mozzies. What the heck's a braai, bro? I heard it in a movie.”

Leo laughed and said, “The wildlife’s on the game farms, at the zoos and in the wild, Mikey, not the city. Raph, you can take insect repellent with you. A braai’s food cooked on a grid over an open fire and wood or charcoal is used. Come on. It'll be fun and the weather’s awesome most of the year. Great surfing too. Did I mention the food?  If you hate it, you don't have to go back, but give it a try. Oh. The beaches are fantastic. I could totally see myself sipping an iced tea on one of the beaches. South Africa also has Table Mountain.”
“Ya’ve seen one mountain, ya’ve seen them all,” an unimpressed Raphael said as he crossed his arms. “We can do all that stuff here.”
“No." Leo opened a book, pointed at a mountain and added, "This is iconic and is one of South Africa’s landmarks. It’s shaped like a table and when it's cloudy, it looks like a white table cloth's on it.”

“Neat,” Mikey said. “What kinda food, Leo?”
“South Africa has many different cultures, Mikey, including the Xhosas and the Zulus. We read about their battles with the Dutch and the British. Do you remember? There are many different things to try, including mopane worms.”

“Ugh!” Don said and pulled a face. “Pass.”
“And biltong,” Leo said. “It’s salted meat left to hang and is one of their delicacies. They love eating it, especially when watching rugby. We could even take in a rugby match. There are also loads of museums. You’d like that, Don. We could go to an ostrich farm, ride an ostrich, see their eggs and walk on them. Did you know that an ostrich’s brain is the size of a pea?”

“Bigger than Mikey’s then?” Raphael quipped, which made Mikey scowl at him.
“Hey, Raph, I resemble that remark,” Mikey snapped.

Raphael grinned and said, “What else, Leo?”
“There’s whale watching, going on safaris, wine tasting and walks. I could go on forever. You can take a cable car up Table Mountain if you don’t want to walk up. It’s worth it for the view and there’s a restaurant at the top. We could even get married there, Raph.”
“We don' need a piece of paper ta show that we love each otha. I've told ya that before. All right. I’m in. Ya’ve made it sound worth visitin’. Don and Mikey, what do ya think?”

“I’m game to try the food,” Mikey said.
“And I wanna see the museums,” Don said. “But we need to be alert with the crime at all times, Leo.”
“Sure. I’ll book our tickets now. You’re right, Raph. We don’t need a piece of paper,” Leo said, trying to hide his disappointment about Raphael's dismissiveness about getting married. They’d been mates for a long time and Leo badly wanted to make it legal. He'd hoped Raphael would finally pop the question now that they had rights. Leo doubted he ever would,because it seemed like Raphael was happy keeping things status quo.

Don said when Leo had left the room, "Still haven’t asked him, Raph? You bought the rings months ago.”
“I know, but there ain’t been a right moment ta ask him. I keep meanin’ ta, but somethin' always crops up.”

“It's not like Leo would say no, Raph,” Mikey said. “Stop stalling and ask him or are you having second thoughts about your union?”
"No. He's my otha half, my soulmate. I love him incredibly. I can’t imagine bein’ with no one else and I wanna be with him foreva. I will ask him, but when it feels right and I want it ta be special. I’m gonna see how Leo’s gettin’ on. Lata.”

Don fingered his wedding ring and said, “Our wedding day was one of the most magical days of my life, Mikey.”
“Mine too,” Mikey said and touched his forehead to Don’s. “I hope our brothers also experience it.”

XXXX

Two weeks later, on February 16, the plane touched down at Cape Town International and after going through security and getting their luggage from the luggage carousel, the brothers caught a taxi and headed to their hotel. Located in the heart of Cape Town, their hotel was close to many attractions, including the Waterfront, a large shopping mall that had various restaurants, arts and crafts and even ferries to Robben Island, where Nelson Mandela had spent a large part of his prison sentence.

Leo said as they unpacked, "What do you wanna do first, Raph?”
“Grab a bite. I’m starvin’ and damn hot,” Raphael said as he dabbed the sweat from his face with a towel. “Is it always so hot here?”
“It’s summer and their warmest month. Hey. Do you think we were too young to become involved?”
“Where’s that comin' from, Leo?” Raphael asked in surprise.
“We’ve been together for fifteen years. I’m thirty. You’re twenty-nine and we’ve never been with anyone else. Do you ever wish we’d been with other people?”
“No!” Raphael closed the distance between them and kissed Leo’s beak. “Yer the only one I’ve eva desired and the only one I want. Foreva. I love ya so much. What’s brought this on?”
“Just thinking.”
“Stop it. I’m happy with ya, Leo, and I always have been. We fight sometimes, but what couples don'? We've got everythin' a relationship should have: passion, love, respect, communication, trust. Ya got doubts about us, Fearless?”
“No. It’s just... Forget I said anything. The hotel concierge said there’s a terrific restaurant at the Waterfront called Sevruga. Why don’t we grab Mikey and Don and go there for drinks and supper? It’s just after six.”
“Cool. Ya go on ahead. I gotta call Casey and tell him I’m here safe. I’ll see ya in the lobby downstairs.”
"Okay," Leo said and left the room.

Raphael thought about his mate's words.

Leo sounded upset, but I dunno what about. We ain't fought in several weeks. The sex has been mind-blowin' and he stopped askin' about gettin' married. Wait. That's why he's upset. He's pretendin' he ain't. Frustrated with himself, Raphael slapped his forehead. How could I have been so stupid? He wants ta tie the knot. I do too and I really have been thinkin' about the right moment ta propose and how ta make it special. A cable car trip could be it. Raphael touched the box in his pocket that contained the rings. Yeah. The cable car trip's the perfect setting ta propose.

Raphael looked up the phone number for the Table Mountain Aerial Cableway and reserved two places. Then he went downstairs to the lobby.

XXXX

"Change of plans," Raphael said. "Me and Leo are gonna go on the cable car. Ya and Mikey can go ta dinner, Don.”
“Oh!” Mikey said excitedly. "Raph, are you gonna...?”

Don clamped a hand over Mikey's mouth and said, “Have fun, guys."

“Why the change of plans, Raph?” Leo asked.
“Cuz, um, the cable car's closed tomorrow,” Raphael lied. “And I thought it’d be cool ta go now.”
“But why can’t Don and Mikey come with us?”
“Cuz I want a romantic ride up the mountain alone with my lover and I got somethin' fun in mind,” Raphael said and smirked. “Hint hint.”

“We get the picture,” Don said and pulled a disgusted face. “Come on Mikey," he added as he grabbed Mikey's hand and they then headed to the hotel's exit.

XXXX

Fifteen minutes later, Leo and Raphael were seated in the cable car. They were lucky that they were the only passengers.

Raphael gazed in awe at the scenery below as the car ascended and said, "What do ya think, Leo? Do ya like it?”
“Really beautiful. Thank you. This was a pleasant surprise.”
“Not half as gorgeous as ya, Leo." Raphael was about to say more when the cable car came to a halt. “What the fuck!”
“The cable car’s stopped.”
“I know that, doofus!” Raphael snapped. “Why?”
“Maybe a mechanical fault. I’m sure they’ll work on it. At least we have the view in the meantime.”
“We got more than that. We got each otha.”
“I’m not in the mood, Raph, and this is a public place.”
“They can’t see us. Cable car sex would be fun. I bet no one else has done it and ya’ve been uptight lately. This'll make ya feel betta. Lemme make ya feel good, Leo, please.”
“No,” Leo said as he crossed his arms. “I’m just…This…”

Raphael got on his knees and pulled down Leo’s pants and boxers. Then he licked Leo’s slit.

“Ugh, Raph. No,” Leo said and tried to shove his brother away.

But Raphael continued and it wasn’t long before Leo dropped down with a churr. His forest green cock was slick with precum.

“I'm gonna make ya feel so good,” Raphael said and licked the shaft. His golden eyes were glazed over with desire and love for his mate. “I love ya, Leo, and nothin' makes me happier than seein’ ya flushed and happy. Please. Yer kinky. This is definitely a kinky thing ta do. I wanna so badly.”
“It’s dangerous, Raph. We’re dangling in a small cable car that could crash below.”
“Nothin' is gonna happen. It’ll maybe creak, but it’s sturdy. The people said so. Lemme."

Raphael sucked Leo’s cock and slowly took it in until it was halfway down his throat.

“Argh!” Leo gasped, gripping the sides of the cable car as waves of pleasure hit him and his toes curled, his eyes closed in bliss. The car creaked with their movements, “Raph, you should stop!”

Raphael continued sucking, inhaled Leo’s intoxicating musky scent and drank his warm essence, which soon flowed down his throat as Leo went over the edge and a churr roared from his chest.

“Raph!” Leo said.

Raphael kept sucking, thinking Leo had more to give. He was right.

Leo came again a few minutes later and yelled, "Oh, Raph!" Then he shot more of his cum into his brother’s mouth. A panting Leo pulled out of Raphael’s mouth with a plop. “That was frigging incredible, Raph. Thank you.”
Raphael licked Leo clean and then said, “Glad ya loved it, baby. There’s somethin’ I gotta ask.” He took out the box of rings from his pocket and said, "Leo, I’ve loved ya all my life and I do wanna marry ya. I’ve been waitin’ for the right moment ta ask. This seems as good as any. We’re alone and we got a sensational view. Nothin' would make me happier than for ya ta be my lawful husband, as well as my mate.”
Leo’s sapphire eyes widened in surprise and he said, “But you said it was just a piece of paper, Raph.”
“I only said that, cuz I was waitin’ for the right moment ta ask ya. I bought these last year, Leo, and I… Will ya make me the happiest turtle alive and marry me? We can get married in the chapel at the top of the mountain or anywhere ya want. Say yes, please," Raphael said as he stared intently into Leo’s orbs.
“Yes!” Leo said, tears in his eyes and dropping to his knees. “I will, Raph. I will marry you.”

Tears filled Raphael’s eyes as he slipped a sapphire ring onto Leo’s ring finger. Leo did the same to him. Then gazing into each other’s eyes, they sealed the deal with a passionate kiss that sent tingles down their spines.

“I’m so happy,” Raphael said. “Nothin' could top this moment.”
“I think something could,” Leo said, his eyes glinting mischievously. “Sit here and let me love you.”

A grinning Raphael sat in his seat.

Leo pulled down his pants and boxers and licked his slit.

A churring Raphael dropped down and his purple semi-erect cock throbbed with need.

Leo lovingly stroked it, sucked it and watched his mate’s eyes close and him hold onto the sides of the car.

The cable car creaked again and a worried Leo paused.

"I assure ya, we’re safe, Leo. Don' stop," Raphael said.

Leo continued and he enjoyed Raphael's creamy and salty essence. He’d indulged in it multiple times over the years, but he could never get enough. He thought that next to Raphael's unique scent of musk that was mixed with gasoline, grease, motor oil and sweat, that it was the most delicious thing. He had to agree with Raphael. Making love in a cable car that hung precariously and that could fall at any moment, was kinky and so much fun. It was definitely up there with his memories of making love at the top of the Eiffel Tower and in a backroom at the Louvre.

Raphael churred again as pleasure coursed through him. He came a few minutes later and shouted Leo's name as he shot his cum down Leo’s throat.

Leo swallowed it all and savored it.

Raphael pulled out with a plop and said breathlessly, “Fuck. That was unbelievable!”
Leo licked his brother clean and said coyly, "You enjoyed it, huh?”
“Sure did. It ranks up there with the Eiffel Tower.”

The car moved again.

The brothers quickly dressed, took their seats, held hands and stared lovingly into each other’s eyes.

They climbed out when they got to the top.

“I’m so sorry,” a man said. “Mechanical fault. I’m sorry you had to wait.”
“No problem,” Raphael said with a huge grin. “We didn’t mind. Did we, Leo?”

“Nope. You could say we had the time of our lives up there,” Leo said mischievously. “I’m famished. Let’s go and eat, Raph.”

The man scratched his head and wondered as he watched the lovers head to the restaurant what they meant about the time of their lives. Then realizing, he wrinkled his nose in revulsion. Ugh! Damn kinky bastards. I hope there's no jizz for me to clean like I had to with the couple before them.

Notes:

A/N I've had the idea about the cable car in my head for a long time now and thought it'd be fun to write about. I've been up in the cable car and the view is absolutely incredible. The restaurant is a bit posh, I think, and one of my ex teachers got married up there.

I've decided to make this a series featuring various moments between Leo and Raphael. Some smutty and some fluffy.

Chapter 3: Leo's true Valentine and soulmate

Summary:

After Karai dumps him, Leo's stunned when Raphael confesses he loves him.

FEBRUARY 13

The rain pelted down and lashed his forest green skin, but Leo was oblivious and only had eyes for his sweetheart, Karai, as they talked on a rooftop. They were unaware that a lone figure in the shadows was watching them.

"What's it going to be, Leo?" Karai asked. "Your family or me? You can't have both."
Leo sighed and rubbed his face. "It's not that straightforward, Karai. I love…"
"Make your decision," Karai snapped. "You say you love me. Then choose me. It's easy."
"But my brothers, especially Raph need me."
"Raphael loathes me. I think he's jealous of our relationship and he likes you. I've seen the way he looks at you when he thinks you're not watching. Intense looks of desire."
"He's as straight as an arrow. You're wrong. He's only trying to look out for me and he doesn't want me to get my heart broken."
"Whatever. Back to us. Make your decision."
"I can't," Leo said as he bowed his head. "I need time. Please."
"If you loved me like you say you do, you'd choose me now. It's clear you don't. I'll make it easy for you," Karai hissed and then she turned her back on him. "Goodbye, Leo. Have a nice life," Karai added and leapt onto the next rooftop.

The rain continued to bucket down.

Leo watched her until she was a speck in the distance. Then he sat down, slumped his shoulders and buried his head in his hands. Despite them being vastly different, biologically and personality-wise, that there was a feud with her and his family and Raphael's incessant snarky comments about her, Leo had believed the romance would work out. He'd poured his heart, soul and entire being into it. Anything to please Karai.

But it wasn't enough. I guess it's true that when the heart breaks, it doesn't break even. I bet she'll soon move on and she'll find someone else. I'm not likely to, because who'd love a mutant freak like me? It's good we didn't mate and have kids, because it would have been harder to make a clean break. And as for Raph liking me? She's crazy. There's no damn way he does. I'd better get home before someone comes looking for me. 

XXXX

Leo arrived home and found his brothers, sans Raphael, watching DVDs in the living room and eating popcorn.

"Hey, Leo," Donny said from his seat beside Mikey on the couch.
"Hi."

"Where've you been, bro?" Mikey asked. "You said you'd watch movies with us?"
"I had something to take care of," Leo replied. "Where's Raph?"

"Said he had something to do," Donny said.
"Well, I'm going to bed. See you in the morning," Leo said.

"You're not gonna stay and watch movies, Leo?" Mikey asked disappointedly and turned puppy dog eyes on Leo.
"No. I'm buggered. Long day," Leo said and stifled a yawn. "We can tomorrow. I promise."

XXXX

Leo headed to his room and then entered it. A figure jumped out from the closet as Leo turned to close the door, landed on top of him and then pinned him to the ground with his hands behind his shell.

"What the shell?" Leo said, trying to get up, but the figure was stronger than he was and he kept hold of him.
"Easy now," a familiar gruff voice said. "I ain't gonna hurt ya."
"Raph, this isn't funny. Let me up this instant!" Leo bellowed.
"Nope. Not until we've talked," Raphael said, turning Leo around, but still maintaining his grip. "I saw ya talkin' ta that bitch this evenin'."
"You were spying on me?" Leo demanded, his face darkening as he tried to wriggle away.
"Yeah. I followed ya and I heard everythin'. The ultimatum she gave ya. Her or us and what she said about me likin' ya," Raphael said as his cheeks reddened.
"It's bullshit, I know, because you're straight. Let me go, Raph! I wanna forget this evening and go to bed."
"She was a bitch ta ya, Leo. Ya always deserved betta than her."
"Thanks. Let me up."
Raphael sucked in a deep breath as his heart hammered and then he said, "It wasn't shit, Leo. I've loved ya for a long time. It just took seein' ya with her ta realize it and that I was jealous, cuz I wanted ya. I was revolted with myself at first. Bein' in love with yer bro's fuckin' fucked-up, ya know. I tried denyin' it, but I couldn't. I'm in love with ya and I can't help it. Ya smell fuckin' amazin'. Yer like a Greek god with yer muscular body, gorgeous sapphire eyes and even if ya neva feel the same way about me, I had ta tell ya. I undastand if ya hate me and want nothin' ta do with me."

Leo's jaw dropped in amazement and he stared into his brother's golden eyes.

Never in a million years did I expect Raph to confess he loves me. I believed Karai was fibbing, but Raph's opening his heart and laying his soul bare, even though he's terrified of being rejected.

"I could never hate you, Raph," Leo said. "We're brothers and we'll always be family, no matter what happens."
"I get it. Ya don' feel the same way. I didn't think ya would, given ya was with Karai, but… Don' tell Donny and Mikey, okay? I don' want them knowin' I was rejected. I'll be fine, but…" Raphael said, getting up and heading to the door. "I hope ya find someone worthy of ya, Leo, cuz yer incredible. Yer smart, funny, loyal and everythin' I wish I could be wrapped up in one sexy package."
Leo rose to his feet and said, "Wait."
"Why?" Raphael said as he turned around.
"This was a shock, Raph. I never expected this, but it's not unpleasant. I mean, I'd be open to… I need to think about this. A potential us."
"Ya'd be open ta it and ya ain't repulsed?"
"We were raised as brothers, but we most likely aren't biological brothers and our only other option is being alone."
"Swell. Ya'd only be with me, cuz ya don' wanna be alone, huh?"
"No. I'm really digging a hole for myself, aren't I?"
"Yeah. I ain't gonna help ya out."
"I've never thought of you as a mate. Just as my kid brother. If we do this, let's take things slowly and I also need to know you in a romantic sense."
"It's Valentine's Day tomorrow. We'll go on a date. I'll pick ya up at seven. Just bring yerself."
"What do we tell the guys?"
"That we're gonna see Mr. Murakami. They've got plans. Donny's goin' out with Irma and Mikey's goin' out with Casey. Relax, Leo. It'll be fun. I know exactly what we're gonna do."
"What if I don't feel we should pursue things?"
Raphael's heart broke at the thought and his face fell for an instant, but he quickly masked his emotions and said, "It'll sting, but I'll respect yer decision and we'll neva talk about it again. But if ya bring home anotha bitch, she'll face my wrath. Like ya said, we're bros, no matter what." He paused and then added in a lower seductive tone, "But ya ain't seen my sappy side and I'll woo ya. I can be as mushy as the othas. I'm just afraid of showin' it, cuz I think people will see me as weak. I can be romantic and shit for ya. I'll be anythin' ya want."
"I want you to be you, Raph. You don't have to change for me and I know you can be soft. I've seen how tender you are at times. You prove it every time you look out for us and I see the worry on your face when we're hurt. Being soft isn't weak. It shows you have compassion and love in your heart. It's one of the things I admire about you, as well as your fierce loyalty and bravery."
"Night, Leo," Raphael said, blushing at the compliment.
"Night."

Raphael turned to go, but changed his mind and planted a tender kiss on Leo's lips.

"I'm sorry," Raphael said as he gazed at Leo's surprised expression. "I was br /> "It was unexpected, but lovely," Leo said with a smile.
"That was my first kiss. I'm glad it was with ya, Leo. See ya in the mornin'."
"Night, Raph," Leo said and closed the door when Raphael had gone.

Leo undressed and climbed into bed.

That's a turn-up for the books. Me and Raph. I liked it. I wonder what he's planned for tomorrow. I wonder what Karai... No. She's the past and I mustn't think about her.

Leo closed his eyes and soon drifted off to sleep.

XXXX

Raphael's heart soared as he made his way to his bedroom and he couldn't help grinning as he reflected on the kiss.

"What are you so smiley about, Raph?" Don, who'd just left his own bedroom and who nearly collided with Raphael asked.
"Nothin'."
"Is it about Leo? Did you finally make a move?"
"Sh, Brainiac!" Raphael growled. "I don' want…" He motioned with his hand for Don to follow him into his room. He closed the door and said, "Yeah. I kissed him and we talked."
"But he's with Karai."
"Not no more. They had a fight. Well, she did the fightin'. He stood there all crushed and mournful, like a sad puppy. She made him choose between us or her and she took off when he didn't pick her right away. She's outta the picture for good. I told him how I felt about him and he wasn't mad or repulsed, Don. He said he'd see how things go, so I need yer help. Tomorrow's Valentine's Day and I wanna show him how much I love him."
Don thought for a moment and said, "Music and dinner's always a great idea. Candles, flowers, chocolates."
"That's for chicks."
"Guys dig it too, Raph. That's how Irma won my heart. Leo's a sap and he'll love it."
"Thanks, Donny. I'm clueless about things like that."
"Anytime."
"Hey. Don' tell Mikey that me and Leo are seein' how things go in case they don' work out. I don' want pity."
"All right, but it'll work out. Night," Donny said and left the room.
"Night, Donny."

Raphael climbed into his hammock.  I hope Donny's right.

He closed his eyes and was soon fast asleep.

XXXX

Raphael woke up at 4 a.m., dressed in his standard disguise of a trench coat and fedora and headed to the nearest store.

XXXX

Raphael deactivated the alarm, went inside and contemplated what to buy Leo. He finally settled on a heart shaped box of Belgian seashell chocolates, a bottle of red sparkling grape juice, the movie the Notebook (he'd heard it was romantic and sweet) and a bouquet of red roses. Leo done, he packed his items into bags and placed two 20 $ notes on the counter.

Time ta leave. 

He reactivated the alarm and hurried to the lair.

XXXX

Raphael arrived home and saw Splinter sipping his tea in the living room and tuned in to one of his soaps.

"You have been busy, Raphael," the aged rat said as he eyed Raphael's purchases.
A blushing Raphael stammered, "Y-yeah."
"For someone special?"
"I guess ya could say that," Raphael said, shuffling his feet and wishing a hole would swallow him up. It was bad enough he'd bought the romantic items, but now his dad had seen him in action.
"For Leonardo?"
Raphael's jaw dropped and he said, "How'd ya know?"
"I have always been aware of your feelings for him. Others maybe are not, but a father knows his sons. Does he return the same feelings? I thought Karai was his object of affection."
"No and yes. He agreed we could see how things go. I thought he might like this stuff. "
"He will. I wish you happiness with each other."
"It don' bother ya that us bros are involved?"
"No, Raphael. You are most likely not related and who am I to question love anyway? It is rare to find. Be happy, my son. That is all I want for you, Leonardo and your other brothers."
"Thanks, Dad. I'm, uh, gonna make him somethin' ta eat. He'll be up soon."

Raphael first went to his bedroom and put his purchases on his bed. Then he went to the kitchen, brewed coffee for himself and green tea for Leo and made toast for them both. He placed it all on a tray and headed to Leo's room.

XXXX

Raphael opened Leo's bedroom door and saw him sitting on his tatami mat with a completely relaxed expression.

He stared adoringly at Leo and marveled at his toned arms and legs and chiseled body.

Man, he's so damn perfect and gorgeous. I hope he likes what I made.

Leo opened his eyes and said, "Hi, Raph."
"Hey. I brought breakfast."
"That's sweet of you."
"No big deal. Just toast."
"No one's ever brought me breakfast before."
"Ya'll get it every day if we work out," Raphael said as he set the tray on the floor, so that they could help themselves. "Happy Valentine's Day. Shit. Wait. I'll be back now," Raphael said as he sprang to his feet and then bolted out of the room.

He returned bearing Leo's gifts a few minutes later.

A blushing Raphael said, "These are for ya, Leo. I know it's corny, but I didn't know what else ta get ya."
Leo reddened as he accepted the presents and said, "Thanks, Raph. I love them." He took a deep whiff of the roses and said, "They're stunning. Thank you, but I didn't get you anything."
"It's okay. Ya sayin' ya'll go out with me is enough," Raphael said as he sat on the floor and helped himself to a piece of toast.
"You're wonderful," Leo said and leant over and kissed his brother's cheek.
Raphael blushed profusely and said, "Uh, no big deal. Ya deserve great things and..."
"Thank you," Leo said and took Raphael's hand in his. "This means a lot." He kissed Raphael's hand and added, "You really know how to spoil a guy."
"This is just the start," Raphael said with a smirk. "And this day ain't the only day ya'll be spoiled, Leo. Ya'll be spoiled every day if we become mates in all the ways that matter."

Leo smiled and the rest of the meal passed in quiet enjoyment of each other's company.

Then Leo went to place the flowers in water and Raphael went to get ready for training.

XXXX

The rest of the day was spent apart.

Raphael told Leo he was working on his bike with Don and Leo meditated and read.

There was a knock on Leo's door at 7 p.m. He opened the door and saw Raphael wearing a white suit and a red tie.

"You dressed up, Raph. I'm sorry. I didn't know the dress code," Leo said.
"Ya got time. I'll wait for ya," Raphael said and shut the door.

Leo quickly donned a blue suit and matching tie. Then he went to the living room.

XXXX

Leo saw that Raphael was waiting for him. There was no sign of their brothers and Splinter.

Raphael's eyes lit up when he saw Leo and he said, "Ya look snazzy, bro."
"So do you. Are you wearing cologne?"
"Casey bought it for me when he was tryin' ta woo me."
"Well, you smell really wonderful. I like it."
"Um, thanks," a flushing Raphael said. "Let's go."
"Where are we going, Raph?"
"Just follow me," Raphael said and exited the lair.

Leo followed him and wondered again what he was up to.

XXXX

Sometime later, they reached a tunnel, entered it and walked for ten minutes.

Then Raphael stopped outside a large chamber and said, "This is it, Leo. Come inside."

The leader heard strains of instrumental Japanese music and wondered what his brother was up to.

Leo entered the chamber and astonishment and delight were written all over his face when he saw what Raphael had prepared to make the evening special. There was a bed, a dresser, a table, a sink, a TV and a mini-bar. There was a CD player on top of the dresser, from which the Japanese music softly played. A red tablecloth covered the table and two white plates, two champagne glasses and two lit candles were on it. A vase of red roses was placed in the center. An ice bucket was also on the table. The bottle of red grape juice was chilling in it.

"Wow," Leo said as his eyes shone with happiness. "You did this all for me, Raph?"
"Sure did. Ya like it?"
"Love it. Wow, Raph. I'm impressed."
"Good," Raphael said as he pulled out Leo's chair. "Sit down. Dinner will be here soon."
Leo sat down and said as Raphael took his seat and then poured their drinks, "How'd you manage all of this? I thought you were working on your bike."
"Nah. I was actually plannin' tonight. I can't take all the credit. I had help."

April, who wore a waitress outfit and who carried a tray entered the chamber.

"Good evening, gentlemen," she said. "I'm April and I'll be your waitress tonight. I hope your appetizer is to your satisfaction."
"April?" Leo said in amazement.
"Please enjoy, Mr. Splinterson," April said and placed the tray on the table. Then she set their plates before them and said, "Contact me when you're ready for your next course."

"Thanks," Raphael said. "I'll be in touch."

April curtsied and left the room.

"Wow," Leo said as he looked at the duck spring rolls on his plate. "This looks delicious, Raph."
"Sure hope so. I cooked them about an hour ago and all she did was re-heat them."

Leo took a large bite and closed his eyes as he savored the delicate flavor. Then, his mouth feeling like it was on fire, tears streaming down his cheeks and coughing, he picked up his glass and gulped down his drink.

"Too much chili and ginger, Leo?" Raphael asked.
"Just a tad, but it's still good. Sorry. I guess spicy food doesn't agree with me. I'm okay now."
"I'm glad," Raphael said as he refilled Leo's glass and then tucked into his spring roll.
"I never knew you could cook."
"There's a lotta things ya dunno about me."
"Tell me something else I don't know," Leo said and took another bite of his spring roll. He was determined to eat it, because Raphael had gone to so much effort. His mouth burned again and he quickly sipped his drink.
"It's dumb."
"Nothing about you is dumb, Raph. Go on."
"I wanna be a dad. I know it's dumb, right, cuz how can a mutant have babies? Especially two males, but I've thought about ya and me havin' kids. I think it'd be awesome. Ya'd be a great dad. Ya eva think about that?"
"Yes. I think you'd also be an incredible dad. We could discuss it again If things work out, but one of us would have to think about having ovaries and a uterus implanted in order to have babies."
"I'd do it. Okay. Tell me somethin' about yerself that I don' know."
"I like porn."
"What? Ya?" Raphael said in amazement.
"Yes. I'm the leader, but I'm also a teenage boy, Raph. My hormones drive me crazy sometimes, but I keep them to myself."
"Now ya don' hafta. If ya have urges, ya can act on them with me. Sorry. I'm blunt."
"You are," Leo said and chuckled. "But that's who you are and I wouldn't change anything about you."
"I'm a virgin, Leo. That's anotha thing ya should know. I know I say I got laid, but I ain't had sex. The only action I've eva had is with my right hand."
"Me too. Karai and I kissed, but that's how far it ever got."
"I'd be yer first and ya'd be mine. I like that. Ya done?"
"Yeah. Sorry. They were a bit too spicy."
Raphael sent April a text and then he stood up."Wanna dance?"
"I'd love to," Leo said and stood up. "I didn't know you could."
"Like I said, there's a lotta things ya dunno. I dance in my room sometimes."
"I can't dance."
"It's easy. Wrap yer arms around me and follow my lead, okay? Ya'll soon get the hang of it,"
"Okay," Leo said and obeyed him.

They slowly danced. Their plastrons were pressed flush together and their hearts pounded at the close proximity of each other. They'd been close, but not this close before and they were nervous and had butterflies in their stomachs.

"That's good, Leo," Raphael said. "Yer doin' a good job."
"This is fun, Raph."
"More fun than ya had with her?"
"Yes. Looking back, I realize most of our time was spent arguing. We never did things like this."
"That stinks. Ya think she'd have bothered ta make ya feel special like ya deserve. Yer so special, Leo, and I'm grateful for this evenin'," Raphael said as he nuzzled his brother's neck and inhaled his musky scent.

"Excuse me," April said as she entered the room with a tray. "Your next course is ready."

The brothers went to the table and sat down.

April placed their plates before them and said, "Enjoy." Then April left the room.

"Wow. Baked salmon and vegetables," Leo said. "One of my favorites. Thanks, Raph."
"Yer welcome," Raphael said and refilled the glasses. "Simple recipe of salt baked salmon. Cover it with salt, bang it the oven and there ya go. April cooked the veggies."
Leo tucked in and said, "It's fantastic. Thank you, but I still didn't get you anything."
"It's fine, Leo. Ya don' hafta worry. Seein' ya happy is enough," Raphael said and then forked salmon into his mouth.
"You're too adorable, Raph. I'm stunned no one else snapped you up."
"Casey, Mona and Alopex tried, but I only eva had feelings for ya, Leo. Yer perfect, incredible and no one could compare ta ya. Yer like the sun that chases all the rain away. Why would I want those people, who could neva make me happy when bein' around ya does that for me? This is the best evenin' of my life and even if afta this ya decide ya don' wanna go ahead with me, I'll treasure it until I die. There's somethin' ya should know. Dad's fine with us bein' mates. He knows I've always liked ya and he just wants us ta be happy."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Noted. Tell me something else about yourself."
"I'm afraid of losin' ya. That one day I'll wake up and ya won't be here no more. That I'll hafta lead. I don' wanna do that, Leo."
"I'm not going anywhere, Raph," Leo said as he reached for his brother's hand and squeezed it. "I promise."
"Now ya."
"I've always thought that I liked girls-Karai, but this…That kiss with you last night was really wonderful and this day and evening has been perfect. I'm..." Leo paused.
"Yer what?"
"I feel strange things. My heart pounded when we danced and being so close and intimate with you made me nervous. I think I'm falling for you, Raph."
"Ya are?"
Leo nodded and said, "Yes. You've shown me another side of yourself that I love so much. I think we could make a life together, but I still wanna take things slowly before we go to the next level and you know…"
"There's no rush," Raphael said as his face lit up. "We've got all the time in the world, baby. If yer done, how about anotha dance?"
"I'd love to."

Raphael led again and they slowly danced. The beaming couple's plastrons were pressed flush together again and their hearts raced with excitement about their newfound love.

Leo nuzzled into his brother's plastron and inhaled his scent.

It's funny how things go. I was with Karai and now I'm with Raph. Looking back, I realize that she really wasn't for me and she didn't love me. My soulmate was closer than I thought. Raph. He's the one. How could I have been so blind not to see it?

"Ya okay, Fearless? Ya look distant," Raphael asked.
"Just thinking."
"'Bout?"
"You."
"Oh?"
"Yes. I don't think Karai ever loved me, because love's not about control, ultimatums and endless fighting. It's about acceptance, honesty, loyalty, compassion, respect and trust."
"What's that gotta do with me?"
"You have all those traits, Raph, and your love for me is pure and selfless."
"Remember that when I wanna get ya in bed," Raphael teased.
"How could I not have seen that you were the one? I was blind and an idiot. How could I not have seen that the hatred you exhibited towards her was jealousy? How could I not have seen that you wanted me?"
"Cuz ya had blinkers on, Leo, and ya couldn't see the forest for the trees. Ya didn't wanna accept she was a bitch. As for me, maybe ya saw it, but ya didn't wanna acknowledge it. Who knows? But it don' matter now. Ya've seen the light."
"I have and I won't go back to the dark side. I'm sorry, Raph."
"Ya've got nothin' ta apologize for, baby," Raphael said and then kissed the top of his head. "We're together now and that's all that matters. We may fight sometimes, but I'll love ya foreva. Happy Valentine's Day, Leo. Our first together and many more ta come."
"Happy Valentine's Day, Raph."

Leo tenderly kissed Raphael's lips.

Raphael eagerly returned the kiss, which swiftly became heated as their tongues met in a merry dance and battled for dominance. Hands groped and their churrs soon echoed off the chamber walls. The music stopped, but the lovers were oblivious, because they were lost in each other.

April entered the room with the final tray and grinned when she saw the kissing couple.

About time. I always knew Leo and Raph were meant to be together and I'm positive they'll work out.

She left the tray on the table and beat a hasty retreat. Just in time, because seconds later, Leo and Raphael ripped their clothes off and took things further than they'd planned.

Leo was soon on top of Raphael and buried deep inside him and when they came, Leo deposited his seed into his emerald skinned lover.

Their churrs resounded throughout the sewers and the heavy smells of musk, sex and sweat permeated the air.

Notes:

A/N Raphael is just a big teddy bear. How could anyone not love him?

Chapter 4: In the military part 1

Summary:

Military AU. Lieutenant Splinterson Leonardo dreams of finding love and his soulmate. Is Aki Raphael the one?

Lieutenant Splinterson Leonardo was an eighteen-year-old forest green, sapphire eyed and muscular mutant turtle in the U.S. Amy. His squadron was currently stationed in Kabul, Afghanistan. He loathed it. Constant gunfire, the orphaned kids and victims’ families sobbing, bloodsoaked streets, where the wounded had fallen and died. Their bodies often remained on the sidewalk for days, which wasn’t sanitary, because it brought maggots and other pests. The overcrowded hospitals, the humanitarian aid workers working nonstop to try and help the civilians, the sun beating down, extreme temperatures that reached the upper nineties Fahrenheit and the freezing nights were soul-destroying conditions. Leo had had enough of Afghanistan. He’d been there for six months and all he wanted was to go home and to see his dad and younger brothers. It’d been too long and he could kill for a mug of green tea and a good home cooked meal. Mikey would make it, because he was an incredible cook. Leo could almost taste it now. Roast chicken with all the trimmings, including gravy and mashed potatoes. He, Mikey and Don would watch a movie afterwards and their dad would go to bed. Mikey would most likely pick a horror movie. Leo wondered what his brothers were doing at that moment. Afghanistan was nine hours and thirty minutes ahead of New York.

Leo glanced at his watch. It's thirty-four minutes past eight in the morning back home. I have a bit of time before dinner. I'll call them.

XXXX

Leo headed to the rec room, greeted some of his squadron and went to the payphones, but to his disappointment, they were all occupied. Sighing, he crossed his arms and waited his turn. His eyes roved over the telephone users and his heart almost stopped when he saw a muscular emerald skinned turtle who wore blue jeans and a red turtleneck sweater. He had a distinctive accent and he had his shell to Leo.

Brooklyn accent, I think. It's sexy. I wonder who he is.

The turtle replaced the receiver a few minutes later and turned around to see Leo gawking at him.

“See somethin' ya like?” the turtle said with a smirk, his golden eyes glinting mischievously.
“I, uh,” a blushing Leo said. “I’m sorry. It’s just I’ve never seen another mutant turtle here before. I thought I was the only one. You have gorgeous eyes,” Leo blurted out and then embarrassed, clapped a hand to his mouth.
“My name’s Aki Raphael,” Raphael said as he stuck out a hand. “Thanks,” he added with a chuckle, causing butterflies in Leo’s stomach.

Raphael was beautiful, a god. The most magnificent being Leo had ever seen.

Leo stared admiringly at Raphael and felt warmth pool in his groin.

I'd love to be under him. Leo, what's come over you? You've never felt this way about someone you don't know. Look at you ogling him like a lovesick puppy. Get a grip.

Leo removed his hand from his mouth and said as he shook Raphael's hand, "Splinterson, Leonardo."
“Ya been here long, Leo?”
“Six months and it’s Leonardo.”
“I prefer Leo. Ya can call me Raph. Got here this mornin’,” Raphael said as he looked Leo up and down.

The scrutiny sent shivers down Leo's spine.

Maybe Raphael feels the same way.

“Like it?" Leo asked.
"It’s all right. Beats bein’ at home with my dad. Ya?”
“I miss my family. How old are you?”
“Seventeen. Sh. It’s a secret. Army thinks I’m eighteen. Ya?”
“Eighteen. I should go. I wanna call my family. Did you call your dad?”
“No. I called someone else.”

Leo's heart sank as he jealously thought that Raphael probably had a girlfriend.

He's sexy. Why'd he be single, even if he's a mutant?

“I’ll see you around then,” Leo said. “Bye, Raphael.”
“Uh, Leo. Wait! Why are ya goin’?”
“To call my family and you have a girlfriend,” Leo said, unable to hide the bitterness in his voice.
“What? I do?” Raphael asked in astonishment. “Since when?”
“You called someone else.”
“Oh. I phoned my pal, Casey. I don' got a girlfriend, Leo. Neva have. I..." Raphael lowered his voice and said, “I prefer men and specifically someone my own species. That's neva been the case, so I’ve been single, Leo. Ya've got nothin' ta worry about. It's amusin' that yer jealous and we’ve known each otha barely five minutes,” Raphael said and snickered. “Most people would find that creepy. I think it shows how awesome I am that I have that effect in such a short time.”
“Geez. You’re a pompous ass,” Leo said crossly. “Smug bastard.”
“Maybe, but true,” Raphael said, leaning so close that their faces were inches apart, causing warmth to pool in Leo’s groin again and his cheeks to redden. “Ya got the hots for me and I got it bad for ya. What do ya say, Leo? We’ll have some fun afta dinner. We've got chemistry,” Raphael added as he trailed a hand down Leo’s arm. “Let’s see if it could be more. Ya can see my ass. It’s pretty cute if I say so myself.”
“I bet you stare at yourself in the mirror all day. You don’t need me to tell you're a stud. You're already the president of your fan club," Leo said frostily as he wrenched Raphael’s hand off him. “And I won’t be a cheap lay. I have my pride.”
“Won’t be cheap,” Raphael said with a smile. “I’ll buy ya dessert afta.”
“You’re incorrigible,” Leo said, but without any malice.

Raphael was full of himself, but Leo badly wanted to be with him, to hug him and to kiss him. He’d never had a relationship before and he was ready.

Leo thought about what he'd like to do to Raphael.

I'd also like to show Raphael who is boss. I wanna make him beg for mercy and yell my name. I bet he has a soft side under his arrogance. I'd like to see it.

“l'll see ya at eight, Fearless," Raphael said.
“Fearless?”
"My new nickname for ya. Suits ya. Be here at eight.”
“I’ll be here, Raphael.”
“Cool. I got some things ta do, so I’ll see ya then. Bye, baby,” Raphael said as he swatted Leo’s ass, causing him to jump.
“Jerk,” Leo muttered under his breath and went to make his call.

XXXX

Leo found Raphael in the rec room after dinner. He was playing table tennis with a red haired and dark eyed boy Leo didn’t know.

“Hey, Leo,” Raphael said. “This is Foster. Foster, this is Leo.”
“Pleasure to meet you, Leo,” Foster said, looking up and missing his shot. “Rats.”

“Likewise, Foster," Leo said. "You’re new here?”
“Yeah. Arrived yesterday.”

“Right. I win,” Raphael said. He set down his bat and wrapped an arm around an embarrassed Leo’s waist. “We play tomorrow, Foster?”
“You got it, Raph. Have fun, guys,” Foster said with a wink and left the room.

“Are ya ready, Fearless?” Raphael asked. “I’m gonna pound ya so good.”
“As if I’ll let you,” Leo retorted and allowed himself to be led away.

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A few minutes later, when they were ensconced inside Raphael’s bedroom, Leo gasped when he saw the spread on a picnic blanket. There were various kinds of cakes and tarts, which made his mouth water.

“Told ya I’d get dessert,” Raphael said with a smirk. “I popped out earlier and my roomie’s bunkin' with his boyfriend tonight,” he said in a lower seductive tone as he trailed a hand down Leo’s plastron and settled it between his legs. “We’re all alone, Leo.”
“I’ve never...” Leo began as his cheeks reddened.
“Me neither, but we can learn together,” Raphael said and then pressed his lips against Leo's.

Leo returned the kiss and wrapped his arms around him.

Their tongues twined together and battled for dominance as hands groped and clothing was shed. Their plastrons were flush together, which caused a sensational friction and churrs to roar from their chests.

Raphael broke the kiss, grinned and said, “I love how ya sound, Leo. So sexy and manly.”
“You too, Raphael,” Leo said breathlessly as he gazed into his golden eyes.

He smashed his mouth onto Raphael’s and the kissing grew more passionate.

Then Raphael pulled him onto the floor and kneed his legs apart.

"It's gonna hurt, Fearless," Raphael said. "It'll be for a bit. Then ya'll feel so amazin’. Do ya want this? Ya can back out. I won’t be mad.”
Leo looked up into Raphael’s eyes and said, “I want this and you. I've never been surer of anything else in my life.”

Emboldened, Raphael licked Leo’s slit until he dropped down with a loud churr. His forest green cock was semi-erect and slick with precum. Raphael sucked the shaft and Leo closed his eyes in sheer bless. It was heaven. Raphael pleasuring him, the closeness, them. The deepest of intimacies. A closeness he’d thought he’d never have. Raphael released Leo’s cock, turned his attention to his slit and inserted two fingers into it to prep him. Leo's hole gradually widened for Raphael's girth. Raphael's fingers touched Leo’s prostate, causing him to jerk with surprise at the newfound pleasure and he slowly rocked on Raphael’s fingers as the pleasure intensified.

“Fuck, Raph!” Leo yelled. “Nggh!”

Raphael removed his fingers when he was sure Leo was ready and thrust his now dropped down purple 10-inch cock into Leo. He thrust in and out and soon formed a steady rhythm that had them seeing stars. They were unified: one love, one soul, one heart.

They rocked against each other and their eyes were locked on each other's as they uttered words of love and promises.

Raphael climaxed and roared Leo’s name as he shot his essence deep into Leo and pumped his cock.

Leo shouted Raphael's name when he came a few minutes later and splattered his cum across his plastron.

Panting heavily, Raphael climbed off Leo, lay down beside him and wrapped his arms around him.

Leo nuzzled into the embrace and inhaled Raphael’s unique scent, which was musk mixed with gasoline, grease, motor oil and sweat.

Basking in the afterglow, Leo whispered shyly, "You smell so good, Raph, and that was absolutely fantastic. Thank you. I love you. I know that sounds lame. We just met.”
“Thank ya, Leo. Ya smell good too. It ain’t lame. I love ya too and it’s weird. I ain't neva felt a connection ta no one like this before. Marry me,” Raphael said, sitting up and pulling Leo up to face him. “Marry me when we go home. I don' want this ta be a one-time thing. I want ya foreva. It’s sudden, but ya feel right.”
“Your dad might not like it.”
“Who cares what that dipshit thinks?” Raphael said furiously. “Only yer opinion matters, Leo. Marry me. We’ll leave the army, settle down and maybe adopt a kid. Say yes.”
“Yes! I’ll marry you, Raph,” Leo said joyously as his eyes shone with happiness.
“Let’s seal it with a kiss,” Raphael said and then smashed his lips onto Leo’s, which resulted in a spine-tingling kiss that made their toes curl.

The lovers moved to Raphael’s bed and after another round of lovemaking, a satiated and ecstatic Leo watched his new mate sleep. His arms were wrapped around Raphael and he wore a soft smile on his face.

Leo gazed tenderly at his lover.

Who'd have thought I'd find love in Afghanistan and with another mutant turtle at that? I know Raph and I've just met, but I have a feeling we're gonna be together forever. I can't wait to introduce him to the guys and Dad.

Notes:

A/N Thanks for the kudos and reviews.

Chapter 5: Courage (in the military part 2)

Summary:

Leo suffers a major loss.

Three weeks later, Leo woke up at 6 a.m. feeling nauseous. He upchucked on the floor before he could make it to the bathroom and woke his roommate who looked at him and his mess with disgust.

"Leo, that's revolting," 19-year-old, tall, athletic, brown haired and hazel eyed Ethan Cranmer said. "You'd better clean it up. We have room inspection in an hour."
"I know, Ethan," Leo said as his stomach churned again.

Leo quickly headed to the bathroom and retched into the toilet until he could no more.

Then he sat down and dabbed his face with a towel. What the hell's wrong with me?

Ethan padded into the bathroom and said, "Are you okay, Leo? It must have been some party you had with Raphael last night."
"I didn't drink. Raph had a few beers."
"Maybe it's something you ate."
"I've hardly eaten and the smell of meat turns me off."
"Hmm. Maybe you're pregnant," Ethan said. A smile tugged at his lips and his eyes glinted mischievously.
Leo scowled and said, "Be serious. I'm a guy."
"Relax. I'm kidding. Maybe it's a stomach bug. There's one going around. Drink some water and lie down. I'll clean the room and your mess."
"Thanks, Ethan. I owe you one."
"Hey. What's a brother for?" Ethan said as he helped Leo to his feet and then led him to his bed.

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Leo climbed into bed, sank back against his pillow and said, "I feel like death warmed over, Ethan."
"Look like it too, bro. Rest. I'll tell Sarge you're sick. There's no damn way you're going on that mission later."
"But I have to."
"No, Leo. Lie back," Ethan said as he grabbed a bottle of water from Leo's nightstand and then handed it to him. "Listen to me for once."

There was a knock on the door.

"Can I come in?" Raphael said in his deep voice.
"Door's open, Raphael," Ethan said. "Mind the vomit. Leo got sick."

"Leo, are ya okay?" Raphael asked, concern in his golden eyes as he entered the room and approached his mate.
"I'll be okay, Raph. It's just a bug," Leo said as he reached for Raphael's hand. "How are you?"
"Buzzin' ta get out there," Raphael said as he squeezed Leo's hand. "I can't wait. I've been stuck on the base for weeks and now I get ta go out there and help catch the radicals."

Ethan cleaned up Leo's mess and said, "Done. I'll leave you two. Behave.."
"Thanks, Ethan," Leo said. "Hey. Could you keep an eye on Raph for me on the mission?"
"Of course. See you later, bro," Ethan said and left the room.

"Are ya sure it's just a bug, Leo?" Raphael asked.
"No. I'm gravid," Leo said and chuckled.
"Ya are?" Raphael asked in amazement. "How? Yer a boy like me."
"No, silly. It's probably just gastro, Raphie. I'm fine. I'm worried about you. Listen to Ethan, okay? Don't do anything foolish and don't try to be a hero."
"Got it," Raphael said and gave him a mock salute. "Whateva ya say, Boss. Relax. I'm gonna be fine and ya and me are gonna go home next month and get married. There's no way I'm gonna die and leave ya, Leo. Not when I've just found ya. I love ya so much. Will ya do me a favor if I do?"
"Anything."
"Go and see my pops and tell him I'm sorry for disappointin' him and for not bein' the son he wanted. Tell him I was brave ta the end and that I did love him. The last words I said ta him before I came out here were that I hated him. That ain't true. I just wanted him ta love me. I craved his approval and it killed me that I neva got it. That's only if I die. I ain't plannin' on it. Yer stuck with me, Leo."
"No one else I'd rather be stuck with. You'd better not die. I'd be lost without you."

There was a knock on the door.

"Change of plans, Raphael," Ethan said. "Sarge says we have to leave now."

"Comin'," Raphael said and heaved a deep sigh. "I gotta go, Leo. I'll miss ya, but I'll be back before ya know it, so keep the bed warm."
"I'll miss you too. Here. Take this," Leo said as he handed Raphael a photo of them together. "So I'm with you."
"Yer always with me, Leo. Yer in my heart and soul." Raphael bent down, inhaled Leo's scent and kissed him deeply. They kissed for a long moment. Then Raphael broke the kiss and said, "Get betta, babe. I love ya so much."
"I love you too, Raphie. Be safe."
"Hey, Leo, if we had a kid, what would ya name him?"
"Raphael. After the sweetest and sexiest guy I know."

Raphael smiled, making Leo's heart flip, which it always did when he was around his lover. Then he turned and left the room.

Leo shut his eyes and prayed that Raphael would be safe and return home. In a few short weeks, he'd come to love his mate incredibly and he couldn't imagine life without him.

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Feeling a little stronger, Leo was about to get out of bed at 4 p.m. that day, when there was a knock on his door.

"It's Sarge, Leonardo," Sergeant Colin Evans said. "I need to speak to you."
"Come in, sir."
Evans entered the room. Grief was etched on his normally stoic face and he said, "It's… I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Raphael was a fine…"

Leo's heart sank and tears filled his eyes at the heartbreaking news.

Raph's dead. Hell, Raph. Not Raph. No! It can't be true! This isn't happening! He has to be alive and... Leo gasped, his chest feeling tight. Raphie. This can't be true.

"Leonardo?" Evans said as he looked at him intently.
"I'm fine, Sarge. Please continue," Leo said.
"The mission was a success, because we eliminated our targets. Raphael fought courageously alongside Ethan Cranmer. They managed to rescue one of our fallen comrades in the siege, but they were shot in the back by an unknown militant, who'd managed to escape as they headed back to us. I am terribly sorry, Leonardo," Evans said as he placed a hand on Leo's shoulder. "They were exceptional men and they'll be missed. I've contacted Ethan's mother and I've tried to contact Mr. Aki, but he's not answering his phone. Perhaps you can inform him of his son's passing."
"I'll do that," Leo said as calmly as he could as his world crumbled. His lover, best friend and soulmate was gone way too soon.

Leo blinked back tears as he pictured Raphael's handsome face.

I warned him not to play hero, but that's who he was. A hero, who is gone way too soon.

"Raphael had this on him when he passed," Evans said as he handed Leo the photo of them together. "His last words were 'Tell Leo that I love him so much and that I may be physically gone, but I'll be in his heart foreva. Tell him that these last three weeks were the best, most amazin' weeks of my life and that I'm sorry I ain't gonna make it back ta him. Leo, I love ya always, Raphie.' They'll be given a Military Funeral in recognition of their courage and dedication to their country."
"Where's his body?" Leo asked, trying not to cry and clutching the photo to his chest. Raphael gone felt so surreal. Their future plans and life together were gone. Leo's world had changed irrevocably.
"In the morgue. You can come with me when you feel up to it. Do you know if he wanted burial or cremation?"
"We didn't discuss it, but I think he'd want burial. I'd like to see him."
"It can wait if you're not ready, Leonardo," Evans said gently.
"No. I wanna see him," Leo said and stood up. "He hates being alone."
"All right. Follow me."

A devastated Leo steeled himself and followed Evans to the morgue.

My Raph's gone. Life's fucking unfair and only the good die young.

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Leo studied his lifeless mate, who lay on the slab in the morgue. Raphael was smiling and his gorgeous golden eyes were closed forever. His last thought had been of Leo before he passed, so he'd smiled.

"I'd like to be alone with him, Sarge," Leo said.
"Of course," Evans said. "I'll be outside. Call me if you need me, Leonardo," Evans said as he patted Leo's shoulder and then left the room.

Leo nodded dumbly, stepped forward and ran a hand down Raphael's plastron. Raphael had been cleaned, was naked and a tag hung from one of his toes.

A tearful Leo took off his T-shirt and draped it over Raphael's body.

Raph would hate being nude in front of strangers.

"Raph, I told you not to be heroic," Leo wept. He bent over Raphael and his tears dripped onto Raphael as he nuzzled into Raphael's neck and inhaled his scent. "But you had to be and now I'm alone. Hell, I miss you so much, you silly boy, but I'm also immensely proud of you. You gave your life to save someone. That was so you. I don't know what I'm gonna do without you and I know I'll never love again. I'll call your pops and I'll never forget you, Raphie. I'll hold you in my heart forever. I can't wait until we're together again, Raphie. My Raphie," Leo said as he stroked Raphael's face. "You're ice cold, my love, and you were warm and so full of life only a few hours ago. I wanna die, Raphie. I need you!" Leo kissed Raphael's lips and then said, "You're frozen, sweetheart. You need to be dressed..."

"Are you family?" someone asked as they entered the room from the backroom and studied Leo.

Leo looked up and saw a tall, dark haired and brown eyed man wearing a white coat.

He must be the medical examiner.

"His fiancé," Leo said.
"I'm very sorry for your loss, Mr…? I'm Doctor Stanley."
"Splinterson."
"We'll need to discuss funeral arrangement when you're up to it, unless his family…"
"No. I'll take care of it. He wasn't close to his dad."
"I need to put him back in the…uh, freezer, Mr. Splinterson."
"I understand. Can I stay with him a few more minutes?" Leo tearfully begged. "He needs clothing. Can I bring him something to wear? He shouldn't be naked. He wouldn't want that."
"Yes, of course. Why don't you fetch his clothing and then come back here?"

Leo did and returned with a red T, dark wash jeans and red boxers a few minutes later. He dressed Raphael.

"Much better, my love. I love you so much and I always will," Leo said. Turning to Stanley, he said, "Leave a light on if you can. My love hated the dark. I know it's silly, but..."
"I'll do it, Mr. Splinterson," Stanley said kindly. "Don't worry, Mr Aki's in good hands."
"Thank you. I'll talk to my superior about him being shipped home and I'll be in touch. I expect he'll be shipped home later this week."
"Get some rest, Mr. Splinterson, and look after yourself."

Leo nodded and left the room, his heart broken into a million pieces. His Raphael was gone. It wasn't a dream. Raphael was cold in a morgue. Dead. Gone. And there was nothing he could do.

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Leo passed several of his friends on his way to the payphone. He took out a quarter from his pocket, popped it into the slot and dialed a number.

"Mt Aki?" Leo said.
"Speaking," a male voice said. "Who's calling?"
"Splinterson Leonardo, your son's fiancé."
"I have no son," Mr Aki said coolly. "He is dead to me."
"I know you and Raph had problems, Mr. Aki, but he wanted me to pass on a message. He wanted you to know that he didn't hate you. He loved you and just wanted your approval. He was sorry he disappointed you."
"Is that all?" Mr. Aki said frostily. "I'm watching a baseball game."

Ire shot through Leo at the man's callousness. How could he be so cold? The fucking bastard! His son just died and all he cares about is a fucking baseball game.

"No," Leo grit out, trying not to lose his temper. "Raphael sacrificed his life when he saved one of our fallen comrades. He's going to be given a full Military Funeral. He was brave until the end. Will you attend? It'd mean a lot to his memory. He died a hero, Mr. Aki. You should be proud of him."
"Like I said, I have no son."
"You can contact me or my superior, Sergeant Colin Evans if you wish to know when. I'll know the details in the next few days."

The line went dead.

Leo cursed. What a fucking prick. Raph's dead and he still won't forgive him. He's determined to loathe Raph. Poor Raph. What a horrible existence he must have had at home with that fucker. Fuck. Raph. Fresh tears filled Leo's eyes.

Leo headed to his room and hoped no one saw him. He didn't want any pity and wanted to be alone.

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Leo entered his room, suddenly had a bout of nausea and vomited until he could no more.

Then heartbroken and shattered, he crawled into bed and held the photo of him and Raphael. He tenderly kissed it, clutched it to his plastron and threw the covers over himself.

He emitted an agonized wail and sobbed until he was utterly drained. Then he fell asleep, but it was restless, as his dreams were invaded by memories of him with Raphael.

Notes:

Next up will be the funeral.
A/N Thanks for all the kudos and reviews :)

Chapter 6: Raphael's funeral. (In the military part 3)

Summary:

The day of Raphael's funeral arrives. Leo receives unexpected news.

A few days later in New York, a numb and grieving Leo donned his suit and prepared to see his lover one last time.

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Leo arrived at the funeral home, greeted the undertaker and went to the visitation room, where Raphael was and where he'd remain until the funeral.

Raphael's coffin was open. He wore the red suit that Leo had dressed him in the previous day and he looked calm and peaceful. A far cry from what he’d been in life: restless, passionate, a ball of energy.

Leo gazed tenderly at him, stroked his cheek and whispered, “Raphie, I miss you so much. I'm lost without you. I wish I'd died. Not you.”

He flung himself onto Raphael’s plastron and wept unashamedly.

There was a knock on the door.

Leo composed himself, stood and said, "Yes?"
Mikey entered the room with Donny and said, "Leo, I was looking for you. Whoa. Is that him?”
“Yes.”
“Man, I’m sorry, bro.”

“Are you okay, Leo?” Don asked, deep concern in his chocolate brown eyes. “I’m worried about you. You also haven’t been keeping anything down. I'll examine you after the Military Funeral."
“Fine. I’ll be okay when this is all over. I guess I just feel so… One minute we were planning our life together and the next he’s gone. I can’t believe it, Don,” Leo sobbed.

Leo's brothers wrapped their arms around him and they shared a long and fierce hug. He'd been holed up in his bedroom since his return, thrown up when he could stomach something and he’d barely spoken. His brothers and Splinter had let him know that they were there for him and had then given him space.

Leo gently pulled away and said through his tears, "I’m grateful for you guys. I couldn’t get through any of this without you.”
“It’s what brothers do, bro,” Mikey said. “Be there for one another. You’d do the same. Hey, Leo, I know you’re a guy, but what if you were gravid? What would you do?”
“That’s easy. I’d raise him or her and I'd name my son Raphael Yoshi, but like I said, Mikey, I probably have food poisoning.”
“Bro, I’m no doc, but I don’t think food poisoning goes on for almost a week. I think you’re gravid.”

“Mikey could be right,” Don chimed in. “Your symptoms are similar to pregnancy, Leo. We’ll know for sure when you have your medical.”
“Having a baby around would be awesome!” Mikey said as his eyes shone with happiness and he clapped his hands. “I’d be the best uncle and just think, Leo, it'd be Raphael’s final gift to you, the most precious gift of all and a legacy of your love.”

“Don’t get your hopes up, Mikey," Leo said.

Leo bent down and kissed Raphael one last time. Then he nodded at Donny, who shut the coffin. The service would begin in a few minutes. Raphael would be taken to the designated place for his Military Funeral afterwards.

The brothers left the room. Leo’s head was bowed and fresh tears stained his cheeks.

Raphael blinked back tears as he watched them up in Heaven. How he missed his mate. Ya silly bastard, Leo. It ain't food poisoning. Yer gravid with my kid, who is gonna be an emerald skinned and golden eyed boy. Yer gonna be an amazin' dad, Leo. Fuck. I miss ya so much. I wish I could wrap my arms around ya and tell ya how much I love ya.

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The church organ played. Raphael’s coffin was brought into the church and placed before the altar. The church was packed with most of Leo’s squadron, other army sections, Leo's brothers and Splinter, but there was no sign of Raphael’s dad.

Leo sat in the front pew and waited for the priest to speak. Mikey and Don were on either side of him.

A heartbroken Leo fought hard not to lose it as he studied Raphael’s red coffin that he’d picked out.

It's hard to believe Raph's in there. It's not fair. He should be alive with me and not going to be food for the critters of the earth.

Father O'Malley, an elderly and bespectacled little man with a shock of white hair, cleared his throat and said, “We are gathered here today not to mourn Aki Raphael, but to celebrate his short life. It was brief, but he'd done so much. More than most men his age. I first met Raphael when he was a baby. His father brought him to the church and I was immediately taken with the golden eyed treasure who looked at me fearlessly as if sensing I was a friend. I was good friends with his dad and spent many a happy day with the Aki family. I watched Raphael grow from a toddler into a son, who any man could be proud of. A son, who selflessly dedicated his life to his country and to all those he adored.” Father O’Malley took out a Kleenex tissue from his pocket, dabbed at his face as tears streamed down his cheeks and said, “Forgive me. Raphael was like a son to me and I miss him incredibly. I’d like to call upon his fiancé, Splinterson Leonardo, who’d like to give the first eulogy.”

Leo shakily rose to his feet.

“You can do it, Leo," Mikey said. "Me and Donny are with you.”
“Thanks, Mikey."

Leo climbed onto the dais, adjusted the microphone and said, “Well, where to begin? Summing up the life of someone you loved in a few sentences is hard, but I’ll do my best.” Leo paused as tears ran down his face. Then he said, “I met Raph a few weeks ago and it was, forgive the cliché, love at first sight. We were inseparable from that moment on. We knew we were soulmates and Raph proposed the same night. It was sudden, but it felt so right. I accepted and we began making plans, which'll never come to fruition. It’s so… Forgive my French. Fucking unfair that he’s gone. He should be here by my side and not in a fucking coffin. I’m furious he’s gone, but I’m also extremely proud of him. He sacrificed his life for his country and to help his colleagues. That was Raph to a T. He was always thinking of others. People say he was gruff. He was outwardly, but he was a puddle of goo inside and a huge teddy bear. My teddy bear and I know he adored me as much as I adore him. I'll carry him in my heart forever. The world is so much grayer without him. He was the most amazing person I’ve ever met. I’ll never ever love anyone else or forget him for as long as I live. God bless you, my Raph. I'll love you forever. Leo.”

There were sniffles all around as Leo headed to his seat.

Leo was almost at his seat when he suddenly felt nauseous and that the world was spinning. He collapsed onto the ground with a thud and his eyes shut.

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Leo woke up a few hours later, groaned and blinked in confusion at his surroundings. Where am I?

“Welcome back, Leo,” Don said as he approached the bed. “How are you feeling?”
“The funeral. I missed it and the Military Funeral. I need to get up!” Leo said and sat up.
“You’re not going anywhere fast. You didn't miss anything. The Military Funeral’s been pushed back to tomorrow afternoon. You're staying in bed for the rest of today. No arguing. I examined you and I did a blood pregnancy test when you were out. I have the results."
“Am I dying or is it food poisoning?”
“Neither,” Don said with a smile. “Mikey was right. You’re gravid, Leo.”

Notes:

A/N Thanks for all the kudos and reviews.

How will Leo react? Will he talk to Raphael's dad? Will the baby bring them close?

Chapter 7: Mr. Aki (In the military part 4)

Summary:

Leo meets Mr. Aki.

Leo looked at Don in disbelief and said, “You’re joking, right, Don? You have to be. I’m a male for goodness' sake! How the hell can I be expecting?”
“You must be intersex, Leo. I can't explain it otherwise. You should surely have known you were or when you and Raphael were intimate.”
Leo shook his head and said, “No. I had no idea. Wow. I’m floored. Me a daddy. I never expected this.”
“It’s a lot to deal with, especially after the recent events, so take your time to consider what you’re gonna do.”
"I'm stunned, but I know exactly what I'm gonna do," Leo said as he stroked his flat plastron. "I'm having this baby. Like Mikey said, it's Raph's last gift to me and a legacy of our love. There's no way I'd get rid of it. Not ever. Who knows, maybe the baby will win over Raph's dad? No one can resist a baby, can they?"
“You’d be surprised. There are heartless people out there.”
“I suppose, but this baby will be cocooned in love. He or she will never know what it’s like to feel unwanted or unloved. I'd like to name her Shen if I have a girl and it'll be Raphael Yoshi if I have a boy.”
“I like that. You’ll always have our help,” Don said as he placed a hand on Leo’s shoulder.
“Thanks. I know Mikey will go ape when he learns. He’ll wanna paint the nursery and go all out with toys. Dad will also love being a grandpa. He arrives home the day after tomorrow. I hope he had a great visit with his friend. I can’t wait to see the look on his face when I tell him. I can’t wait to teach my kid ninjutsu and everything I know. I just...” Leo’s face clouded over and he said, “I just wish Raph was here to experience this with me.”

Raphael gazed down at his mate from Heaven. I'm with ya. Ya may not be able ta see me, but I'm definitely here with ya in spirit. I always will be. There's no way I'm gonna miss this. I'm the wind that blows and the soft rays of the sun on yer face, Leo. I'm always with ya and our sweet baby boy. I love ya.  He placed a hand on Leo's hand.

Leo flinched at the touch.

"Are you okay, Leo?” Don asked.
“I, uh, felt something touch my hand. So comforting.”
“Probably the slight breeze from the open window. Get some rest.”
"Yeah. Maybe. When can I go home?”
“Probably tomorrow morning and the Military Funeral’s at three p.m."
“Okay. See you later, Donny, and thank you.”
"'Try to rest," Donny said and left the room.

Leo felt something touch his hand again and he whispered, “It’s not the wind. What is it?”
Raphael picked up a black marker and wrote on the whiteboard. “It’s me, Leo. I touched yer hand and I’m here with ya and our baby.”
“Now I’m seeing things,” Leo said and rubbed his eyes, but the writing remained.
“No. I’m here,” Raphael wrote. “Ya ain’t seein’ things. It’s really me. Raphael.”
“Why can’t I see you?”
“I dunno, but I see ya all the the time and I wish I could be there with ya.”
“I wish you could too, Raphie,” Leo choked out. “I miss you so much.”
“Same here, Fearless,” Raphael wrote. “It ain’t the same, but I’m always gonna be here in spirit and I’m yer and the baby’s Guardian Angel. I want ya ta do somethin'. Date again when yer ready. I got someone in mind. Mikey ain’t yer blood bro. I was told that for some reason. Ya should totally go for him when yer ready. He adores ya and I know he’ll be an incredible daddy ta our baby too.”
“W-what? I don’t want anyone else, Raphie.”
“I know, but yer young, Leo. Ya need love and the baby needs two parents. I want ya ta do that. Promise me.”
“Fine, but I really can’t think about that, Raphie.”
“The pain’s fresh and raw, but ya gotta get back out there someday and love again. Yer too adorable ta be on yer own foreva. Get some rest. I’m gonna be here with ya, okay? I’m sittin' on the bed beside ya and I ain’t goin’ nowhere. I love ya, Leo.”

Raphael gently stroked Leo's face as he gazed adoringly at him. I hope he does what I said. I don' want him ta be alone with just memories foreva.

“I love you too, Raphie,” Leo said. He lay down and because he knew Raphael was with him, felt the calmest he'd been in a long time. He closed his eyes and soon fell asleep.

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Leo left the hospital the next day. He attended the Military Funeral later that day and insisted on being one of the pall bearers of Raphael’s coffin. The others were members of his and Raphael’s squad. The National Flag was then draped over Raphael’s coffin.

Leo sat in the front pew with his brothers and Splinter and couldn’t hold back his tears throughout the service. It ended a while later and Leo was handed the National Flag and the Purple Heart that Raphael had been posthumously awarded for his services.

Leo spoke with a few of the dignitaries. Then he helped the other pall bearers carry the coffin to the waiting hearse in which Raphael would be transported to the chapel, where there was a crematorium for a private cremation. Leo wanted that instead of burial.

The coffin was hoisted into the hearse and the doors were closed.

"Is that him?" a male voice said.
Leo glanced up and saw an elderly, thin, snow white haired and dark eyed Japanese man, who carried a cane. “Mr. Aki?” he said.
“Hai. You must be Leonardo.”
"I'm glad you came, sir, and I know Raphael would be too.”
“He really was a courageous man. I am flabbergasted that so many people attended this service just for him and his colleague.”
“You shouldn’t be, sir. He was brave, fearless, good, kind, honest and loving and he loved you. His colleague was also a good man.”
“I did not deserve that. I was not always the best father,” Mr. Aki said and dabbed at his eyes with a Kleenex tissue. “I was cold and harsh after his mother's death, often took my rage out on him and thrashed him when I thought he was impudent. That child needed love and I did not give it. No wonder he ran off to the military as soon as he could. And there's no chance of a reconciliation, because he's dead. I was foolish and should have attempted one. Now he’s gone and I only have bitter memories.”
“Would you like to have tea with me?” Leo asked.
“Why would you want to do that?” Mr. Aki said in surprise. “I was extremely rude to you and disrespectful to Raphael's memory.”
“Because neither of us should be alone, sir. Did you come by car?” Leo asked as the hearse left for its destination.
“Train.”
“Then come with us. We are going to the chapel to say our goodbyes and he'll then be cremated. Then we can have tea. We can take you home after that.”
“Thank you.”

They joined Leo's brothers and Splinter and introductions were made. Then Leo took the National Flag that Mikey’d been keeping for him and held it out to Mr. Aki.

“You should have this and the Purple Heart. He'd want you to, sir," Leo said.
Mr. Aki’s eyes filled with tears and he said as he clutched the flag to his chest, “Thank you, but you should keep the Purple Heart. I insist. Thank you for being kind to an old and obstinate man.”

They all got into the car. Mikey started the engine and drove to the chapel.

XXXX

They arrived at the chapel and said their goodbyes to Raphael.

Leo sobbed uncontrollably and his tears dripped onto Raphael's casket. His brothers and Splinter immediately wrapped their arms around him and did their best to console him.

Blinking back tears, Mr. Aki kissed Raphael's casket and then said miserably, "I am sorry, Raphael. I love you and I hope you can forgive me for being such a terrible father."

Leo pulled away from his family, looked at Raphael's casket and said in a broken voice as tears streamed down his cheeks, "Raph, I love you so much and I will never forget you. I can't wait to be with you again. Rest in peace, my angel. Aishiteru always".

The family and Mr. Aki left the chapel and returned to the car. Donny was the driver now. He started the engine and they left the church grounds.

Up in Heaven, Raphael sadly watched them leave and wiped tears away with the back of his hand.

I love ya guys too. Aishiteru, Leo. Thank ya for the brief time we had. They were the best days of my life and I'll hold ya in my heart until we're together again.

XXXX

Mikey, Don and Splinter left Mr. Aki and Leo at a coffee shop and went to do some food shopping.

Leo ordered green tea for him and Mr. Aki.

The tea soon arrived and Leo poured it.

"My wife and I couldn't have children," Mr. Aki said. "I was a sewer worker and one day, I came across a little baby turtle in the sewers. It was wailing and I didn’t have the heart to leave it there, so I took him home. My wife immediately formed a bond with him and named him Raphael after her favorite Renaissance artist. They were very close, inseparable and as time passed, Raphael grew into an affectionate, cheerful, mischievous imp and had a wonderful sense of humor. I loved him and spent hours talking to him and teaching him arts and crafts. Painting, drawing and woodwork were his fortes. He had a temper at times, but my wife was always able to calm him down. My wife died when Raphael was eleven, leaving me to raise him. I was so wrapped up in my grief that I couldn’t give him what he wanted and the happy child turned sullen, angry and was always lashing out. I blamed him, but it was my fault. I should have…” Mr. Aki said as he wiped a tear away with a napkin. “Talked to him and not beaten him. I regret that.”
“Raphael also regretted things, Mr. Aki," Leo said. "He loved you and wished he could have been the son you wanted.”
“He was. I was at fault, Leonardo. I pushed him away. Now he’s gone. All I have are bittersweet memories. My fault, not Raphael’s.”
Leo placed a hand on Mr. Aki’s and said, “No. You have a chance to redeem yourself.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I’m intersex and I learned that I’m expecting Raphael’s baby. His and mine.”
Mr. Aki blinked in surprise and said, “You’re joking, right?”
“No,” Leo said as he removed his hand. “Not at all. You’re welcome to be in the baby’s life as his grandpa. Raphael would want that. I do too.”
Mr. Aki smiled and said, “I would like that very much, Leonardo. This is most unusual and welcoming news. Thank you. Have you thought of a name for the baby?”
“Shen if a girl and Raphael for a boy.”
“I like that. Now that we’re family, you should stop calling me Mr. Aki and should call me Daiki.”
“Meaning great glory.”
“You know Japanese?”
“Speak it fluently. My dad's Japanese. You’ll like him. I do warn you he’s a mutant rat.”
“I look forward to talking to him about our culture,” an unfazed Mr. Aki said.
“I also lived in the sewers, Daiki. I wonder if Raph and I are related.”

Raphael looked down at his mate and dad. No. We ain't related and I ain't related ta Mikey and Donny neither.

“Most likely not,” Mr. Aki said. “But you will probably check, Leonardo.”
“Yeah. I’d hate knowing we were. I will for my own peace of mind. Now, getting back to the baby…”

A grinning Raphael listened to his mate and dad talk about the baby.

Leo was right. Our baby is bringin' Dad and Leo together and meltin' Dad's heart. Miracles do happen. When Leo's ready, I gotta work on him and get him ta date Mikey.

Notes:

A/N There will be one more chapter of this story and then an alternate ending.
Thank you for the kudos and reviews. :)

Chapter 8: Hatching (in the military part 5)

Summary:

Bittersweet times for Leo.

Leo’s pregnancy went smoothly and before he knew it he was mere days away from laying his egg. Mikey, Splinter, Donny and Mr. Aki had all fussed over him and helped him decorate the nursery. It'd been painted yellow and had a sea theme on the walls. Various toys were waiting to be played with and Mr. Aki had given Leo Raphael’s crib.

Leo woke that June morning and rubbed his swollen belly. Not too long and the baby will be here. I'm so excited. I wish Raph was really here and not just in spirit. Man, I have to pee.

Leo sighed, slowly got up and grimaced as pain coursed through his belly.

"Donny," Leo yelled. "I think the baby’s coming.”

Raphael's heart pounded with excitement and his golden eyes shone with happiness when he heard Leo's words. 

It's finally time. Leo's gonna lay our egg. I can't wait ta see him.

Donny raced into the bedroom with Mikey and said, “How far along are the contractions, Leo?”
“Just started,” Leo said and winced as another stab of pain hit him.

“Is the baby coming?” Mikey asked animatedly.
Don examined Leo and said, "Yes. He’s slightly dilated. I reckon the baby will be here in a couple of hours, Leo, so lie there and try and relax. I want you to push like we discussed the past few months when the time comes.”

“I'll try," Leo said. "Where are Dad and Daiki, Don?”
“Gone shopping. They’ll be back shortly. Lie back. Rest. You’ll need your strength.”
“What if I can’t do this?” Leo said anxiously.
“Nonsense. You’re tough and strong, Leo. You can do this. I know you can and we’ll be here for you if you still want us present.”
“Of course I do,” Leo said and stifled a moan as he experienced another contraction.

“No pain, no gain,” Mikey chirped. “Seriously, Leo. You can do this. It’ll hurt, but you won’t even care when you’re holding your little bundle in your arms. All that’ll matter is him or her.”
“Talking from experience, brother?” Leo joked.
“Only seen that a bunch of times on TV. You’re gonna be great and you’ll be a terrific mommy.”
“Daddy,” Leo said crossly and glared at him.
“Heh. Things will be fine, Leo. You’re in good hands and you won't be alone when baby arrives. We’ll be there for you all the way.”
“Thanks. One thing will be awesome. Losing all this baby weight. I feel like a giant beach ball.”
“Nah. You look sexy,” Mikey said and grinned. “’Pregnancy suits you. You have that glow about you that all expectant moms have.”
Leo blushed and said, “Knock it off!”
“I’m serious, bro.”
An embarrassed Leo ducked his head and said, “I’d say you were flirting with me if I didn't know better, Mikey.”
“Sorry..."
“ARGH!” Leo shouted as another contraction hit him.'

Raphael studied his mate and silently urged him to push. Start pushin', Leo. Ya can do it. I believe in ya. Push!

“Leo,” Don said. “Start pushing and remember to breathe. Mikey, get some wet cloths.”
“On it, Don,” Mikey said and went off to get the items.

Don stroked Leo’s face and said, “You can do it, Leo. Push.”
Squeezing his eyes shut, Leo pushed and panted heavily. “It hurts, Donny.”
“It'll be much worse just now, but you'll get through it. Come on. Push again.”

Mikey returned with the cloths and handed them to Donny, who dabbed at Leo’s damp forehead with the cloths.

“Come on, Leo. Keep pushing,” Don encouraged.

Leo pushed for a long time, but there was no sign of his egg.

“I can’t do more, Donny. I’m pooped," Leo said.
“Yes, you can. Keep pushing.”

Three hours passed with the contractions coming in shorter waves.

An exhausted Leo looked at Donny and said, “I can’t anymore.”

Raphael grabbed a pen and notepad from Leo's nightstand and wrote on the notepad. "Don' ya fuckin’ give up, Leo. I’m watchin’ ya. Ya got this, baby. I believe in ya and I love ya so much. Raph.”

Don saw the note, relayed its contents to Leo and said, “Raphael believes in you.”

Another contraction hit Leo and buoyed by his mate’s words, he pushed for all he was worth as sweat beaded on his forehead and out popped an oval-shaped white egg that was the size of a chicken egg.

Raphael gazed proudly at his mate and egg. Ya did it Leo, I'm immensely proud of ya. 

“Well done, Leo!” Mikey said. “You did it. Great job, bro.”
“Wonderful, Leo,” Don said.

Leo held his egg and tenderly kissed it as he ran a hand over it.

“We did it, Raphie,” Leo whispered tiredly. “The egg’s here.”

Raphael ran a hand over it and kissed it. Our egg's here. Leo, I so wish I could kiss ya and tell ya that I'm so proud of ya. 

There was a knock on the door and Splinter and Mr. Aki entered the room.

Splinter said as he eyed the egg in Leo’s hands, “Leonardo, I am most proud of you.”
“So am I,” Mr. Aki said tearfully. “And I know Raphael would be too.”

Leo smiled weakly and handed Donny the egg. He placed it in the incubator.

Leo had just sank back against the pillows when another contraction hit him.

“ARGH!” Leo groaned and started pushing.

“Twins?” Mikey said.
“Looks like,” Donny said. “Come on, Leo. I know you’re worn-out, but you can do this. Just one more push. I can see the egg. Come on, brother.”

Summoning up his remaining strength, Leo pushed and out popped another oval-shaped egg. It was a bit smaller than the first one.

A panting Leo picked it up, ran his hand over it and said, "Twins. I can’t believe it.”

Raphael touched the egg and kissed it. Double the fun. Every kid should have a sibling. I'm so glad they're gonna have each otha.

Leo’s family congratulated him and Donny labeled the eggs one and two. Then Donny placed the second egg in the same incubator as the first one.

“Get some sleep, Leo,” Don said. “I’ll check in on you later.”

Raphael placed his hand on Leo’s.

Leo whispered, “I feel you, Raphie. You’re here with me and you saw it all. I know you did and you’ll be here with me always.”
Raphael scribbled on the notepad by the bed, "Got that right. I’m so proud of ya, Fearless. I love ya.”
“I love you too, Raphie, and thank you for our babies.”
“Mikey’s right. Yer extra sexy when yer knocked up and he was flirtin’. Give him a chance, Leo.”
“I’m not ready. I don’t think I’ll ever be. How could I when I already had the best?”
“Don' be selfish, Leo. Think about the babies. They need two parents.”

Leo ignored the last comment, closed his eyes, soon drifted off to sleep and dreamed that he and Raphael were playing on the beach with their babies.

XXXX

A couple of months passed and the twins hatched on a day when Leo was at home alone. The others had gone shopping.

Leo raced into his bedroom and was in time to see the eggs cracking. He stared open-mouthed as bit by bit the first egg hatched, revealing a forest green and sapphire eyed boy. Leo scooped him into his arms and tenderly kissed him. The infant looked up at him with wide eyes.

Leo smiled and said, “Welcome to the world, my beautiful boy. I love you so much.”

The second egg hatched four minutes later, revealing an emerald skinned and golden eyed boy. Unlike his brother, he was extremely vocal and immediately started shrieking at the top of his lungs and flailing his limbs.

Leo placed his eldest on his bed, picked up the sobbing baby and planted a gentle kiss on his beak.

“I love you so much, Raphie,” Leo said. “Welcome to the world, my gorgeous son.”

Baby Raphie immediately stopped crying, gazed at his dad and reached for Leo’s beak.

Leo beamed and said, “Come and meet your brother. I have yet to decide on a name, because I wasn’t expecting twins.”

Leo placed Raphie down beside his twin and the babies looked at each other and made various noises, including giggling, grunting and snorting.

Raphael wrote on the notepad and Leo looked at the words. “Ya should name him Leo. That’s what I wanted ta name our baby if I’d been alive. They're always gonna be close. Just like us. Leonardo Yoshi and I want ya ta honor Dad and give Raphie Dad’s name as a middle name like I had. Do that, Leo.”
"I will, Raph. Can you see them?”
“See them? Shit. I can hear them. My namesake's quite a screamer,” Raphael wrote.
“Just like you were in bed!”
“Hah. Yeah, I was but, so were ya.“
“I miss you being near me, Raph, and making love to you,” Leo said, blinking back tears.
“I do too, Leo. Ya were my first and only love, but don' be sad. Our love lives on in our sons.”
“Yeah, but it's not the same as having you here with me.”
“No,” Raphael said and then kissed Leo’s lips. “Ya feel that?”
“Yes.”
“I can still kiss ya. I like that and touch ya, but makin’ love's a different story. I can’t satisfy ya like before, Leo, so…”
“I don’t need sex. I just want you in whatever shape or form. We can try, Raphie. Who knows, maybe ghosts can make love? I don’t want anyone else, but you. Not ever. Please, Raphie. Don’t make me date anyone else.”
“Yer a stubborn bastard,” Raphael wrote and chuckled.
“I’m honest.”
“I won’t ask ya ta date Mikey eva again in that case.”
“Good, because you’re my soul, my heart and my joy, Raphie, and no one could compare to you. I love you.”
“Back at ya, Fearless.”

XXXX

The years were good to the family. The kids grew into happy adults.

Mikey had asked Leo out, but Leo had said that Don was a better fit for him.

Leo was content with just his kids. Mikey and Don started dating and married a few years later. Mr. Aki remarried and his second wife, Lana, doted on the twins, who adored her. Splinter was content being alone.

Leo was happy with his memories and his ghost Raphael, who he talked to all the time via writing. His kids never belittled him and also talked to Raphael.

Leo died peacefully in bed at the age of ninety and had a contented smile on his face. He was surrounded by his kids, brothers and Raphael. He was clutching a photo of him and Raphael that'd been taken just days before Raphael’s death. They wore huge grins and were unaware of the heartache that'd soon shatter their lives forever.

Notes:

A/N One chapter remaining.

Chapter 9: Alternate ending (In the military part 6)

Summary:

Leo's biggest wish comes true. Lots of family fluff.

Leo’s pregnancy went smoothly and before he knew it he was mere days away from laying his egg. Mikey, Splinter, Donny and Mr. Aki had all fussed over him and helped him decorate the nursery. It'd been painted yellow and had a sea theme on the walls. Various toys were waiting to be played with and Mr. Aki had given Leo Raphael’s crib.

Leo woke that June morning and rubbed his swollen belly. Not too long and the baby will be here. I'm so excited. I wish Raph was really here and not just in spirit. Man, I have to pee.

Leo sighed, slowly got up and grimaced as pain coursed through his belly.

"Donny," Leo yelled. "I think the baby’s coming.”

Raphael's heart pounded with excitement and his golden eyes shone with happiness when he heard Leo's words. 

It's finally time. Leo's gonna lay our egg. I can't wait ta see him. 

Donny raced into the bedroom with Mikey and said, “How far along are the contractions, Leo?”
“Just started,” Leo said and winced as another stab of pain hit him.

“Is the baby coming?” Mikey asked animatedly.
Don examined Leo and said, "Yes. He’s slightly dilated. I reckon the baby will be here in a couple of hours, Leo, so lie there and try and relax. I want you to push like we discussed the past few months when the time comes.”

“I'll try," Leo said. "Where are Dad and Daiki, Don?”
“Gone shopping. They’ll be back shortly. Lie back. Rest. You’ll need your strength.”
“What if I can’t do this?” Leo said anxiously.
“Nonsense. You’re tough and strong, Leo. You can do this. I know you can and we’ll be here for you if you still want us present.”
“Of course I do,” Leo said and stifled a moan as he experienced another contraction.

“No pain, no gain,” Mikey chirped. “Seriously, Leo. You can do this. It’ll hurt, but you won’t even care when you’re holding your little bundle in your arms. All that’ll matter is him or her.”
“Talking from experience, brother?” Leo joked.
“Only seen that a bunch of times on TV. You’re gonna be great and you’ll be a terrific mommy.”
“Daddy,” Leo said crossly and glared at him.
“Heh. Things will be fine, Leo. You’re in good hands and you won't be alone when baby arrives. We’ll be there for you all the way.”
“Thanks. One thing will be awesome. Losing all this baby weight. I feel like a giant beach ball.”
“Nah. You look sexy,” Mikey said and grinned. “’Pregnancy suits you. You have that glow about you that all expectant moms have.”
Leo blushed and said, “Knock it off!”
“I’m serious, bro.”
An embarrassed Leo ducked his head and said, “I’d say you were flirting with me if I didn't know better, Mikey.”
“Sorry..."
“ARGH!” Leo shouted as another contraction hit him.'

Raphael studied his mate and silently urged him to push. Start pushin', Leo. Ya can do it. I believe in ya. Push!

“Leo,” Don said. “Start pushing and remember to breathe. Mikey, get some wet cloths.”
“On it, Don,” Mikey said and went off to get the items.

Don stroked Leo’s face and said, “You can do it, Leo. Push.”
Squeezing his eyes shut, Leo pushed and panted heavily. “It hurts, Donny.”
“It'll be much worse just now, but you'll get through it. Come on. Push again.”

Mikey returned with the cloths and handed them to Donny, who dabbed at Leo’s damp forehead with the cloths.

“Come on, Leo. Keep pushing,” Don encouraged.

Leo pushed for a long time, but there was no sign of his egg.

“I can’t do more, Donny. I’m pooped," Leo said.
“Yes, you can. Keep pushing.”

Three hours passed with the contractions coming in shorter waves.

An exhausted Leo looked at Donny and said, “I can’t anymore.”

Raphael grabbed a pen and notepad from Leo's nightstand and wrote on the notepad. "Don' ya fuckin’ give up, Leo. I’m watchin’ ya. Ya got this, baby. I believe in ya and I love ya so much. Raph.”

Don saw the note, relayed its contents to Leo and said, “Raphael believes in you.”

Another contraction hit Leo and buoyed by his mate’s words, he pushed for all he was worth as sweat beaded on his forehead and out popped an oval-shaped white egg that was the size of a chicken egg.

Raphael gazed proudly at his mate and egg. Ya did it, Leo. I'm immensely proud of ya. . 

“Well done, Leo!” Mikey said. “You did it. Great job, bro.”
“Wonderful, Leo,” Don said.

Leo held his egg and tenderly kissed it as he ran a hand over it.

“We did it, Raphie,” Leo whispered tiredly. “The egg’s here.”

Raphael ran a hand over it and kissed it. Our egg's here, Leo. I so wish I could kiss ya and tell ya that I'm so proud of ya. 

There was a knock on the door and Splinter and Mr. Aki entered the room.

Splinter said as he eyed the egg in Leo’s hands, “Leonardo, I am most proud of you.”
“So am I,” Mr. Aki said tearfully. “And I know Raphael would be too.”

Leo smiled weakly and handed Donny the egg. He placed it in the incubator.

Leo had just sank back against the pillows when another contraction hit him.

“ARGH!” Leo groaned and started pushing.

“Twins?” Mikey said.
“Looks like,” Donny said. “Come on, Leo. I know you’re worn-out, but you can do this. Just one more push. I can see the egg. Come on, brother.”

Summoning up his remaining strength, Leo pushed and out popped another oval-shaped egg. It was a bit smaller than the first one.

A panting Leo picked it up, ran his hand over it and said, "Twins. I can’t believe it.”

Raphael touched the egg and kissed it. Double the fun. Every kid should have a sibling. I'm so glad they're gonna have each otha.

Leo’s family congratulated him and Donny labeled the eggs one and two. Then Donny placed the second egg in the same incubator as the first one.

“Get some sleep, Leo,” Don said. “I’ll check in on you later.”

Raphael placed his hand on Leo’s.

Leo whispered, “I feel you, Raphie. You’re here with me and you saw it all. I know you did and you’ll be here with me always.”
Raphael scribbled on the note pad by the bed, "Got that right. I’m so proud of ya, Fearless. I love ya.”
“I love you too, Raphie, and thank you for our babies.”
“Mikey’s right. Yer extra sexy when yer knocked up and he was flirtin’. Give him a chance, Leo.”
“I’m not ready. I don’t think I’ll ever be. How could I when I already had the best?”
“Don' be selfish, Leo. Think about the babies. They need two parents.”

Leo ignored the last comment, closed his eyes, soon drifted off to sleep and dreamed that he and Raphael were playing on the beach with their babies.

XXXX

A couple of months passed and the twins hatched on a day when Leo was at home alone. The others had gone shopping.

Leo raced into his bedroom and was in time to see the eggs cracking. He stared open-mouthed as bit by bit the first egg hatched, revealing a forest green and sapphire eyed boy. Leo scooped him into his arms and tenderly kissed him. The infant looked up at him with wide eyes.

Leo smiled and said, “Welcome to the world, my beautiful boy. I love you so much.”

The second egg hatched four minutes later, revealing an emerald skinned and golden eyed boy. Unlike his brother, he was extremely vocal and immediately started shrieking at the top of his lungs and flailing his limbs.

Leo placed his eldest on his bed, picked up the sobbing baby and planted a gentle kiss on his beak.

“I love you so much, Raphie,” Leo said. “Welcome to the world, my gorgeous son.”

Baby Raphie immediately stopped crying, gazed at his dad and reached for Leo’s beak.

Leo beamed and said, “Come and meet your brother. I have yet to decide on a name, because I wasn’t expecting twins.”

Leo placed Raphie down beside his twin and the babies looked at each other and made various noises, including giggling, grunting and snorting.

Raphael wrote on the notepad and Leo looked at the words. “Ya should name him Leo. That’s what I wanted ta name our baby if I’d been alive. They're always gonna be close. Just like us. Leonardo Yoshi and I want ya ta honor Dad and give Raphie Dad’s name as a middle name like I had. Do that, Leo.”
"I will, Raph. Can you see them?”
“See them? Shit. I can hear them. My namesake's quite a screamer,” Raphael wrote.
“Just like you were in bed!”
“Hah. Yeah, I was but, so were ya.“
“I miss you being near me, Raph, and making love to you,” Leo said, blinking back tears.
“I do too, Leo. Ya were my first and only love, but don' be sad. Our love lives on in our sons.”
“Yeah, but it's not the same as having you here with me.”
“No,” Raphael said and then kissed Leo’s lips. “Ya feel that?”
“Yes.”
“I can still kiss ya. I like that and touch ya, but makin’ love's a different story. I can’t satisfy ya like before, Leo, so…”
“I don’t need sex. I just want you in whatever shape or form. We can try, Raphie. Who knows, maybe ghosts can make love? I don’t want anyone else, but you. Not ever. Please, Raphie. Don’t make me date anyone else.”
“Yer a stubborn bastard,” Raphael wrote and chuckled.
“I’m honest.”
“I won’t ask ya ta date Mikey eva again in that case.”
“Good, because you’re my soul, my heart and my joy, Raphie, and no one could compare to you. I love you.”
“Back at ya, Fearless.”

Leo diapered the babies and battled a bit, but soon got the hang of it.

Raphael suddenly felt warm and tingly, which he hadn’t felt since he’d passed. Could it mean I'm alive?

"Hey, Leo, can ya see me?" Raphael asked.
“Don’t be silly, Raph. You know I can’t.”
“Humor me. Can ya see me?” Leo glanced up from the babies and his face lit up when he saw his mate standing beside the bed. He sprang up and touched his mate’s arm. "Raphie, this is a dream, surely, but you feel so real.”
“Cuz I am, baby. I dunno why. I'm back, Leo. Hopefully, for good.”
Sobbing unashamedly, Leo buried his head into Raphael’s plastron and said, “Don’t ever leave me again, Raphie.”
“I didn’t wanna, baby. Sh. Don' cry. I’m here,” Raphael said and then kissed the top of Leo’s head.

Leo looked up and tenderly kissed Raphael's lips. The kiss soon grew passionate, as Raphael eagerly returned it. Hands groped and things would have escalated if Raphie Jr. hadn't squawked.

His parents immediately broke the kiss.

“Time to feed the babies. Come on, Daddy," Leo said.
“I love the sound of that,” Raphael said.

Raphael picked up baby Leo and Leo picked up baby Raphie and they went to the kitchen.

XXXX

Leo and Raphael fed the babies with the formula that Leo had prepared for them.

Leo held baby Raphie and Raphael held baby Leo.

Raphael watched his sons guzzle down their formula and said, “I ain’t neva been so happy, Leo. This is perfect. Me, ya and our babies. This is… I couldn’t have asked for more. I'd be happy if I died now."
“Don’t you ever say that! You’re not leaving me. Now we can do all the things we wanted. We can marry and travel.”
“I can fuck ya senseless again,” Raphael said with a smirk.
“How’s tonight work for you?” Leo said huskily.
Raphael grinned and said, “I look forward ta it and ta claimin’ ya again.”
“I look forward to having your huge cock inside me again.”
“I already feel tight, Leo. Careful. I don' wanna drop down in front of the boys.”

Leo chuckled and was about to comment, when he heard footsteps entering the room.

“Whoa,” Mikey said, nearly dropping his parcels and blinking in surprise. “I’m seeing things. Raphael's here.” He placed the parcels on the table and said, “I gotta be.”
"Hey, Mikey,” Raphael said as he looked up. “Pleased ta finally meet ya.”
“I’m talking to a ghost! I should lie down.”

“No,” Leo said. “He’s real and is back. I don’t know how, Mikey.”
“Yeah,” Raphael said. “Thank ya for helpin’ Leo while I was gone, Mikey.”

“Uh, no problem," Mikey said. "It’s what family does. Whoa. They hatched. They’re so cute. Boys?"
Leo nodded and said, “Leonardo Yoshi looks like me and that’s baby Raphael Daiki.”
“Dad, Donny and Daiki will be thrilled. Dad and Daiki are bringing the rest of the stuff in. Donny went to buy something for the babies. I'll get them," Mikey said and left the room.

Leo and Raphael burped the babies.

“Are you okay about seeing your dad, Raph?” Leo asked.
“Yeah.”
“I’m here for you,” Leo said and then kissed his mate's cheek.
“I know, baby, and I’m always gonna be here for ya.”

The rest of the family entered the kitchen.

Daiki stared in amazement when he saw his son holding his baby boy.

"Raphael?" Daiki said. "This has to be an illusion.”
“No illusion, Pops,” Raphael said and stood up. “This is baby Leo and that's baby Raphie. Hold yer grandkids. We’ll talk lata. It's been too long and we got lots ta discuss.”
Daiki wept as he accepted the babies. He gently kissed their cheeks and said, "They’re beautiful, Raphael and Leonardo. Thank you for allowing me to be in their lives.”
"Yer their grandpops and they deserve ta know ya. Hi, Mr. Hamato.”

“We all thought you were deceased, Raphael,” Splinter said. 
“Yeah, but I'm back for some reason."
“Please call me Splinter or Dad. The choice is yours.”
“Thanks, Dad. The babies need a nap, so we’re gonna put them down. Then we’ll talk, Pops.”

XXXX

Leo also went to lie down.

Splinter and Mikey gave Daiki and Raphael privacy in the kitchen and went to the living room.

Daiki sipped his tea and then said, “I owe you a huge apology for all I did and said, Raphael.”
“I wasn’t an easy kid.”
“You were only reacting to what I did. I pushed you away after your mom died, instead of talking to you. I’m sorry. I know you may never forgive me, but I am.”
“I do forgive ya, Pops. In my short life, I’ve learned that harborin’ hate and grudges ain’t good and it’s betta ta forgive. It may take time ta mend things between us, but if we both work at it, we can get back ta what we had before Mom died. And I meant what I said. I want ya ta be part of the babies’ lives and also mine and Leo’s. Yer family.”
Daiki smiled and said, “Your mom would be very proud of you, Raphael. War hero, a dad and a fine young man. I’m incredibly proud of you too.”
“Thank ya, Dad. That means so much ta me. I neva stopped lovin’ ya.”
“I love you too, Raphael,” Daiki said and patted his hand.

They spoke for a long time.

Then Raphael stood and said, “I’m tired too and am gonna crash for a bit.”
Daiki rose to his feet and said, “I’d best be going home.”
“What for? This is yer home, Pops, and ya can have the spare room when ya stay ova. Leo and I discussed it when we put the kids down for their nap. Today’s a day of celebratin’. Yer gonna stay with us and celebrate.”
“I’d love that."
Raphael threw his arms around his dad and said, “No more tears and no more fightin’. Only happiness and new memories, Dad. I love ya.”

The men embraced for a long time. Both shed tears and were thrilled that they’d finally reconciled.

Then Raphael joined Leo in their room.

XXXX

Raphael looked at the notepad by the bed and read, "You’re back, because you deserve a second chance at life, Raphael. Enjoy it. Archangel Michael.”

Raphael climbed into bed beside his mate and lay down. Thank ya so much, Michael. I'm grateful.

XXXX

The years were good to the family. Leo and Raphael left the army and established a chain of Italian restaurants with Don and Mikey. It soon became a thriving business. Leo and Raphael married and had four more children. Three girls and one boy: Kayla, Keira, Shen and Akito. The girls all looked like Leo and Akito, the youngest was the spitting image of Raphael, with a temper to match his dad's and second oldest brother's.

Mikey started dating Don and they married a few years later.

Mr. Aki remarried and his second wife, Lana, doted on the twins, who adored her. Splinter was content being alone.

Leo and Raphael died peacefully in bed together at the ages of three hundred and twenty-two and three hundred and twenty-one respectively and had contented smiles on their faces. They were surrounded by their kids and grandkids. Numerous photos of their family and each other were on their nightstand and nestled between them was a photo taken of them soon after they’d met. They wore huge grins and already knew they were soulmates and that their love would be eternal.

Notes:

A/N I had to bring Raphael back. He and Leo are perfect together and bring out the best in each other.

Chapter 10: Stranded part 1

Summary:

A mini series prompted by the words: drama, scientist and rowing boat. Pairing Leo/Don (past) , Casey/Raphael (past), Don/Mikey/, one sided Usagi/Leo and Leo/Raphael.

Hamato Leonardo’s sapphire eyes shone excitedly as he boarded the cruise ship for a twelve-day tour of the Caribbean. He’d scrimped, saved and mostly survived on canned food and processed goods for the better half of a year.

It was all worth it. I have twelve days to myself and I'll see new places and experience new things. I haven't been this excited since I got my Botany degree. Best of all, there's no Usagi. That rabbit won't get the memo that I'm not interested. Sigh. I have to be more forceful.

Leo went to his cabin, dumped his bags onto the floor and his jaw dropped. Not only at the opulence of his room, but at seeing the giant and muscular emerald skinned and golden eyed turtle, who sat on one of the double beds. His case and its contents were on the bed.

“Cat got yer tongue?” the turtle drawled.
Leo composed himself and said, "I know I said I was open to sharing a room, but I wasn’t expecting another mutant turtle. I thought I was the only one.”
“Disappointed? I ain’t,” the turtle said huskily as his eyes roved over Leo’s toned and athletic figure. “Not at all.”
Visibly flustered by the scrutiny, Leo extended a hand and said, “I’m Hamato, Leonardo.”
“Raphael Keating, but ya can call me, Raph, Leo.”
“I’m Leonardo.”
“I prefer Leo,” Raphael said, holding Leo’s hand longer than necessary and making him blush. Raphael grinned at his bashfulness and said, “Yer shy. I like that a lot. Opposites attract, ya know.”
Leo wrenched his hand away and said, “I’m not looking for a relationship.”
"What are ya lookin’ for? Fun with no strings attached?”
“I’m just here on vacation. Not that it’s any of your business,” Leo snapped. He picked up his cases and placed them on his bed.
Raphael chuckled and said, “Are ya a virgin, Leo?”
“Why do you care, Raphael?” Leo asked, bristling at the blunt question.
“I was just makin’ conversation.”
“Look, we’re roommates, Raphael, and that’s all it’ll ever be. You’re not my type.”
“How do ya know?”
“I can tell and my gut’s usually right.”
“Yer so uptight, Leo. I can make ya relax.”
"No. You’re probably the kind of guy who only ever looks for fun.”
Raphael snorted and said, “I was involved with Casey for two years. We were engaged, but he went behind my back with a fuckin’ rabbit, so I moved on. That was two years ago. I ain’t been with no one else since. He was my first and last. Still think I’m a player?”
“I didn’t know. Sorry. This rabbit have a name?”
“That didn’t cross my mind when I caught them in my bed the mornin' afta my seventeenth birthday. I just threw them out.”
Leo winced and said, “I’m sorry you went through that.”
“The past. I’m fine. Casey begged me ta take him back, but I refused. I deserve betta than a cheater and this afta I helped him with his college tuition. I worked at a DVD rental place. I'd been savin’ for somethin' special, but my boyfriend needed help, so I gave him a loan, right? The things we do for love. The scuzz bucket still ain’t paid me back the two grand. I doubt I’ll eva get it. Anyway, sorry. I’ve been talkin’ yer ear off.”
“You needed to talk. It’s all right. I hope you haven’t given up on love, Raphael. The right guy’s out there.”
“Yeah. He is,” Raphael said as he stared meaningfully at Leo, which made his cheeks burn. “Ya look adorable when ya blush, Leo.”

Leo ducked his head and focused on unpacking his clothes and putting them away. There was silence for a few minutes.

Then Leo said, "I'm twenty. I had a boyfriend named Don, but he went on an exchange trip to Budapest and met a guy named Mikey, who ticked all the boxes: fun, easygoing and adventurous. All the things I’m not. That’s what Don said anyway. That was three years ago and they’re still together.”
“Then I was right. Ya need ta loosen up,” Raphael said and smiled, making Leo’s heart flutter.

It was unnerving to Leo that all of his composure vanished with one look from Raphael. But damn. He had to admit that Raphael was unbelievably gorgeous and if he had to be honest, he wanted to know him, but he knew it wouldn’t work out. Raphael was brash, loud and uncouth and he was quiet, withdrawn and an introvert. They were opposites and destined to fail.

“I said, no, Raphael!" Leo snapped.
"C'mon. I'll show ya a good time and help ya relax. And,” Raphael said with a twinkle in his eyes. “Ya'll be fond of me at the end of the trip. I tend ta grow on people. Ask April, my cousin, when ya meet her. She always said people can't get enough of me when they've gotten ta know me. I’m like chocolate. One can neva have too much of that.”
“I don’t care for sweet things.”
"Really?” Raphael said in a seductive and lower tone. “Chocolate's fun, especially when drizzled on yer lover’s body and ya lick it off. Imagine what we could do.”
Leo’s shell felt extremely tight as he imagined him and Raphael tangled in bed and Raphael licking his plastron. “What work do you do, Raphael?” he asked, changing the subject and willing his erection to go away.
"Great change of subject, Leo!” Raphael said with a chuckle. “I’m a cop.”
“How the hell can you afford a cruise with your salary?”
"Now who’s the nosy one?” Raphael said, making Leo flush. “My parents died when I was young and my grandparents died last year, leavin’ me a tidy sum. I decided ta splurge and ta go on a vacation. Been worth it. I’ve met my future mate.”
Leo spluttered and said, “You won’t get the memo.”
"Nah, Leo. Ya won’t get it. I like ya, think yer hot and I wanna get ta know ya. Just makin’ it known. There's nothin' worse than mixed signals. We'd be good together.”

Leo said nothing for a while and finished packing his things away.

Then Leo said, "I’m gonna see what things there are to do.”
“Neat. Want me ta join ya?”
“No. Stay away from me, Raphael. You…”
“I what? What do I do, Fearless?” Raphael asked as he stared at Leo intently.
“You’re annoying me and making me feel things I haven’t wanted to feel in a long time.”
“That’s good, right?”
“No! I bottled up my feelings when Don left me. I convinced myself that I didn’t want anyone else and that I could be okay being alone for the rest of my life. You’re making me second-guess myself.”
Raphael grinned and said, “Happy ta. Someone as hot as ya shouldn’t be alone, Leo."
“But it won’t work, Raphael. We’re too dissimilar.”
“Oh yeah?” Raphael said as he stepped closer to Leo so that their faces were mere inches apart.

He pressed his lips against Leo’s, which sent an electric charge through them, made their toes curl and heat pool in their groins.

Leo returned the kiss and wrapped his arms around Raphael. Then he pushed the hothead down onto the bed.

Raphael spread his legs, broke the kiss and licked his lips invitingly.

“C'mon, Fearless. Fuck me," Raphael said.
“Fearless?” Leo asked.
“That’s my new name for ya. C'mon.”

Leo was suddenly very ashamed of himself. He was about to fuck a stranger. A very desirable stranger, but a stranger nonetheless. It was so far removed from himself that he felt dirty, disgusted and dishonorable. His dad wouldn't have approved.

Leo stood and shook his head. "No, Raphael."
"Why are ya stoppin’?” Raphael asked in confusion. “I thought ya wanted ta, Leo.”
"I do, but not like this. It’s wrong. We don’t know each other and it'd never work. I’m sorry, Raphael, but I can’t give in to this.”
“Yer a tease, Leo,” Raphael hissed as he sat up. “But that’s okay. I ain’t mad. It’s yer choice and I respect it. Maybe ya'll think differently...”
“I won’t. I’m going out,” Leo said crossly.
“Fine. Have fun,” Raphael said and shrugged as if he didn’t care.

But Raphael did. He cared badly and he'd fallen hard for the sapphire eyed turtle. So hard he'd imagined as they'd kissed, them and their babies living together on a deserted island. Kids. He'd never contemplated them before, but Leo was different. He could totally see them living happily together.

Why can't Leo see that could happen? Is he scared of takin' a chance? I'd fuckin' treat him like the god he is and shower him with love. I wish he'd gimme a chance.

Leo opened the door and took a step back in surprise when he saw someone totally unexpected.

“Leonardo-san, my friend,” Usagi said. “I did not know you were also on this trip. It is good to see…” His words were cut off, as an enraged and snarling Raphael charged him and punched his jaw so hard that it sent him sprawling to the ground.

Notes:

A/N Have a great weekend, everyone, and thanks for the kudos and reviews :)

I'm using Hamato for Leo's surname in this AU. I know Leo and Raphael have black eyes in the 2003 series, but I prefer them sapphire and golden. Donny's are chocolate brown and Mikey's are green to be different.

Chapter 11: Bonding

Summary:

Leo and Raphael have dinner together and things become extremely heated. These boys have chemistry.

“I take it you two have met,” Leo said dryly.
A scowling Raphael crossed his arms and said, “That’s the bastard I caught Casey with, Leo.”

“Leonardo-san, you know him?” Usagi asked as he stood up and then rubbed his throbbing jaw.
“Know him?” Leo said, seeing an opportunity that might stop Usagi from chasing his tail. “Yeah. Raphael and I've been mates for six months," Leo added as he slipped an arm around a stunned Raphael’s waist. “The best months of our lives, isn’t that right, Raph?”

Raphael grinned, playing along and wrapped his arms around Leo. “That’s right.”
“How’d you meet?" Usagi said as his shoulders slumped at the news.
“At a party,” Raphael said and looked at Leo lovingly. “Hosted by mutual friends. It was love at first sight, wasn’t it, baby? We clicked and have since been inseparable.”

“Absolutely,” Leo said.
“But you don’t do parties or go home with someone on the first date, Leonardo-san,” Usagi said.

“Well, he did, bunny,” Raphael piped up and smirked. “He knows a good thing when he sees it, so why don' ya see yerself out before I deck ya again? Me and my baby were gonna have fun and three’s a crowd!”
“Leonardo-san, I did not know you were taken. Please forgive my advances.” Usagi bowed and added, “Please accept my apology too, Raphael-san.”
“Beat it,” Raphael said and then kissed Leo’s cheek.

Usagi sighed sadly as he left the room and closed the door behind him.

“That sure showed the prick,” Raphael said and chuckled. His arms were still slung around Leo's waist.
Leo extricated himself and said, “Thanks for playing along, Raphael.”
“No problem, but why didn’t ya just tell fluffy ya weren’t interested?”
“Believe me, I've tried. Nothing works. I’m sorry for using you that way.”
“I don' mind bein’ used,” Raphael said with a wink.
“He unfortunately believes we’re an item, so we’ll have to act like it whenever we see him, but remember we're not back in the room, Raphael.”
“Got it, baby,” Raphael teased, making Leo roll his eyes.
“Don’t call me that!” Leo snapped.
“Why not? Couples do that, Leo. It’s an endearment. Me and Casey did. Didn’t ya and Donny?”
“We’re not a couple.”
“Usagi thinks we are. He’ll think it weird if we don'. We don' hafta have a full-on PDA, but we should at least hold hands. It’ll look convincin’."
“Fine then.” Leo glanced at his watch and said, “It’s time for dinner. We’d better get dressed.”

Fifteen minutes later, the Turtles were dressed. Leo wore a white suit and blue tie and Raphael wore a red suit and white tie.

Leo found himself admiring Raphael and how well the suit fitted him. He also found himself thinking about what undressing Raphael, sliding his hands down Raphael’s toned thighs and muscular legs and to have Raphael grunting and groaning underneath him and begging him to fuck him would be like. Raphael was certainly incredibly sexy. Heat flooded Leo's groin and his shell felt tight as he thought about Raphael.

No! Resist it. You have to. Don't. 

He thought about his dad naked in the bath and to his relief, his arousal went away.

“See somethin’ ya like?” Raphael asked, amusement in his voice and his eyes sparkling.
Leo stammered, “We should go or we’ll be late.”
Raphael chuckled and said, “I think ya look dashin’ and hot, Leo.”
“Thanks,” Leo muttered as his cheeks reddened at the praise.
Raphael opened the door, grabbed his hand and said with a wink, “Let’s go, baby. I’m starvin’.”

XXXX

Ten minutes later, Leo and Raphael were seated at a table of six. The other two couples who were in their late fifties seemed uneasy and avoided their gazes. Leo and Raphael suspected they’d never been around mutants before.

That was confirmed when one of the men said to a waiter, “Is it possible that we can move to another table? We don’t like the company.” He added with a sneer, “Mutants shouldn’t be allowed on this ship!”
“Why’s that?” Raphael demanded, his eyes flinty.
“Because you smell and are bad news,” the man yelled. “I don’t have to answer to you. Waiter, do that now or I will kick up a stink. Do you understand? I’m very important and I refuse to associate with lower class mutants.”
Raphael hissed, “We got just as much right as ya ta be here and we ain’t bad. I’m a cop. We’re good people and try ta do good, so why don' ya shut up, ya old fart? Ya dunno what yer talkin’ about.”

“WAITER!” the man’s wife screamed. “Now. That one has a temper and I’m scared he’ll hit us.”
The harassed waiter said, “Yes. Come with me. There are tables over there.”

The couples left and there was silence between Leo and Raphael for a few minutes.

Then Raphael said bitterly, "Those humans still hate us, no matter what we do, Leo. I bust my ass tryin’ ta do good, but it's neva appreciated. I mean, I don' do it for thanks, but hearin' someone say thanks sometimes, instead of ‘piss off, freak' would be awesome. Ya know what I mean?"
“I know how you feel,” Leo said and then sipped his water. “People also treat me that way. Don't stop doing what you enjoy, Raph, just because of some prejudiced humans. I think what you do is fantastic and you’re a hero. Risking your life's a huge deal.”
Raphael’s plastron swelled with pride at the compliment. “Thanks, Leo. Wanna tell me a bit about yerself?”
“I live on my own in a small apartment in Manhattan and teach botany at a local high school. I have a dad, who taught me ninjutsu. He found Donny and I in trash bags on the street. He took us in and raised us as brothers, but there’s no proof we're related. Life was tough and we slept rough with Dad feeding us whatever he could find. Things looked up when I was five. Dad got a job teaching ninjutsu at a dojo. Then we got an apartment and Donny and I went to school.”
“Neat. Do ya and Donny still see each otha?”
“Not much. He’s a research scientist and Mikey’s a chef. It's mostly over holidays. What about you?”
“Mom and Dad couldn’t have kids. They adopted me in Japan, where I was born one frosty November and raised me as their son. I lacked for nothin'. Dad was a banker and Mom stayed at home. They were real affectionate people. I really won the jackpot. They always said I was a huge blessin’ and they couldn’t have asked for a betta kid, even when I grew up and started actin’ and lashin’ out. I got a real bad temper sometimes. School was shit. I was small and picked on, cuz of my size and appearance, but I started liftin’ weights and doin’ martial arts at the dojo when I hit puberty. I put on bulk and clobbered the bullies at school.” Raphael grinned and said, “I got suspended, but it was worth it. Those assholes neva laid a finger on me again. I decided ta be a cop when I finished school. I wanted ta do good. I've been on the force for just ova a year.”
“I spent my days hiding in the library with Donny, because the kids were very cruel and we kept to ourselves. We only had each other.”
“Yeah. I was a loner too. I wish I’d known ya then, Leo. We’d have been great pals. Ta think we’ve lived in the same city all our lives and neva met until now. I think it’s fate we have.”
“I don’t have anyone I can call a friend, even now. I only trust my family.”
“Not true. Ya got me,” Raphael said as he lay a hand on Leo’s.

Electricity coursed through Leo at his touch, but before he could comment, Usagi, who was on his way to dinner, stopped and said, “Enjoying your meal, lovebirds?”
“We were,” Raphael said.
Usagi masked a scowl and said sweetly, “Have a good evening.”

Raphael burst out laughing when Usagi had walked off and said, “I sure ruffled his fur. Dumb bunny. He’s pissed, but tryin’ ta act polite, so he don' offend ya. Don' move yer hand. He’s still watchin’ us from his table. So, anyway, ya was sayin’.”
“Has anyone ever told you that you’re blunt and can be a bit rude?” Leo asked.
Raphael shrugged and said, “I know I can be acerbic, blunt and that I ain’t cut out for everyone, but it’s me. I can’t be no one else, Leo, and my feelings-what I wanna say-are often jumbled, so I’m betta with actions than words. The people on the force are cool, but only cuz they gotta be. Bein' a mutant, I’m like equal opportunity hire, but truthfully, they fuckin’ hate me. I see it on their faces when management ain’t around. I see no one outside of the force, otha than my cousin. I spend my off days alone in the hellhole I call my apartment. It ain’t easy bein’ green.”
“Maybe it'd be easier if you weren’t so confrontational.”
“How’s that work for ya, Leo? I bet yer all prim and proper, but do ya get treated well, cuz they like ya? They don'. They fuckin’ fear and detest ya and are only pleasant, cuz they're frightened ya'll make a complaint against them. People will neva like us, no matter how we act.”
“I suppose you’re right, but a part of me still wishes I was genuinely liked.”
“I like ya. That surely counts for somethin' and I don' easily like people, like ya now know. Water's borin’. Seein’ we’re on a date, let’s have some wine.”
“I don’t drink and this isn’t a date.”
“Live a little. What’s one bottle? C'mon. We’re on vacation. When last did ya really let loose?”
“Fine. Just one bottle.”
Raphael summoned a waiter, asked for a bottle of wine and said, “What do ya do when ya got time off, Leo?"
“I meditate.”
Raphael rolled his eyes and said, “Seriously? Man, yer a snooze. Ya gotta do more fun things.”
“You mean like lift weights?” Leo said sarcastically. “Meditation's relaxing and centers me.”
“There are otha ways of centerin’ ya,” Raphael said and smirked, making Leo flush. “I don' just weightlift. I read, draw, paint and work on my motorcycle. Eva been on a bike?”
“Nope.”
"How about I take ya for a spin when we get back home?”
“I don’t think so,” Leo said as the waiter arrived with the wine and then poured it into their glasses. "It’s not me.”
“Cuz ya won’t try,” Raphael said and then sipped his wine. “Tell ya what, I’ll try meditatin’ if ya go on my bike.”
“How do you know we’ll see each other again?”
“Cuz I believe in fate and think we were destined ta meet. Why else would two mutant turtles livin' in the same city meet afta so many years?”
Leo didn’t know how to answer that and said, “Have you decided what to eat?”
“I'm gonna go for the steak. Great change of subject. Lemme guess what yer havin’. Steamed tilapia, rice and vegetables, but ya want plain rice. Just boiled, cuz ya don' like extravagance, especially when it comes ta food."
Leo blinked in surprise and said, “I’m that easy to read?”
“Yes, Leo. The steak’s Wagu and the likelihood of ya eva havin’ it again's slim, so why not go for it? Live a little. Get outta yer comfort zone.”
Leo took a small sip of his wine and said, “You’re a bad influence, Raph. All right.”
“Good call, Leo.”

Raphael summoned the waiter and they placed their orders.

"What kinda music do ya listen ta, Leo?" Raphael asked. "I'm gonna laugh if ya tell me it's Japanese instrumental."
“It is.”
Raphael chuckled and said, “Leo, yer twenty and ya act like a fuckin’ eighty-year-old. Ya gotta listen ta stuff our own era, like Green Day, the Killers, the Script, Bryan Adams, Cold Play, Daft Punk and the Gorillaz. Yer missin’ out, buddy. Yer comin' ova when we get back home. We're gonna listen ta real music and maybe also smoke weed."
“You do drugs?” Leo asked as he bristled.
“Sometimes. My job’s stressful and it helps take my mind offa things.”
“But you’re a cop and you’re not supposed to…”
“I know the rules. I’m careful and it’s like maybe once a month. It's my only vice, otha than beer. Even ya got vices.”
“I once ate too much sushi and was sick. I love it so much.”
“Really? That’s a vice? That’s lame, Leo. I’m talkin’ kinky and a secret about ya that no one knows.”
“Why would I tell you?”
“Cuz I think ya know I’d keep it a secret, like ya'll keep what I said.”
“I love BDSM.”
Raphael’s jaw dropped, his eyes widened and he said, “Ya like BDSM? Ya?”
“Lower your voice!” Leo hissed as his cheeks reddened.
“I can’t believe it. Leo, yer a kinky bastard.”
“I know, right,” Leo said as he rubbed his face with one hand. Raphael’s hand was still on his other one. “I’m sick. Donny loathed it and you probably do too.”
“I love it too,” Raphael said and smiled. “See, Leo, we do got things in common. Is it just whips and chains or rougher?”
“Rougher.”
Raphael lowered his voice and said, “I got many toys.”

The waiter brought the food.

Leo removed his hand, took a bite of his steak and said, “I’m glad I listened to you. This is excellent.”
“It should be. It’s high grade,” Raphael said and tucked in. “My dad always ordered it when we visited Japan.”
“You went there a lot?”
“Vacations. My parents met as students there and it was a special place for them. I took Japanese classes and speak it fluently. Guess ya also do with yer surname.”
“Yeah. My dad’s Japanese. You said you did martial arts, right?”
“That’s right,” Raphael said and then sipped his wine. “Maybe we could spar and practice our katas together."
“Maybe. What movies do you watch?”
“Action and horror. Ya?”
“Same.”

There was silence for a few minutes as they ate.

Leo thought about how the evening was going. Conversation with Raphael's natural and being with him is lovely. He's so different and unlike everyone I've ever known. I could see myself falling for him, but I can't let that happen, because it wouldn't work out and I'm not sure Dad would approve.

“Yer quiet, Leo," Raphael said.
“Thinking.”
“'Bout?”
“I’m having a good time. It's the most fun I’ve had in a long time. Thank you.”
“Me too, baby,” Raphael said teasingly. “Have some more wine.”

They chatted for hours, ordered two more bottles and thoroughly enjoyed each other’s company.

They were more than a little tipsy when they staggered to their cabin around midnight.

XXXX

Emboldened by the alcohol he rarely drank, Leo pulled Raphael close, kissed him deeply and thrust his tongue into his mouth.

An equally wasted Raphael eagerly reciprocated the kiss.

Hands roamed everywhere they could reach and clothes were shed. Then Leo pushed Raphael onto the bed and kneed his muscular and toned legs apart.

A flushing Raphael looked up at him and said, “I want ya inside me now.”
“You’re so demanding,” Leo slurred and lined his cock up at Raphael’s entrance.

Leo plunged inside Raphael, causing him to hiss.

Concerned, Leo said, “Should I stop, Raphael?”
"No. Be rough. I love that. Fuck me hard.”

Leo thrust in and out and soon formed a steady rhythm.

Raphael fisted the bedsheets as pleasure coursed through him and his eyes were locked on Leo's.

They rocked against each other until they saw stars.

Leo was the first to climax with a loud churr and shot his essence deep into Raphael.

The emerald skinned turtle came with a loud growl soon after and splattered cum across his plastron.

A panting Leo pulled out and said, “You’re so tight. I love that.”
“I ain’t fucked in ages,” Raphael muttered sleepily as he closed his eyes and opened his arms. He loved cuddling after sex, which surprised Leo, considering how aggressive Raphael could be.

Leo flopped down beside Raphael, wrapped his arms around him and they soon drifted off to sleep.

Notes:

A/N How will they handle the morning after?

Thanks to you all for following this. :)

Chapter 12: The morning after

Summary:

Raphael reveals a secret that sends Leo into a gigantic rage.

Leo's head pounded when he woke up the next morning.

Shit. How much did I drink? Leo felt something warm pressed against him and the smell of sex permeated the air. He opened his eyes and saw a sleeping Raphael snuggled up to him. Raphael's beak was nuzzled into the crook of Leo's neck. What the shell did I do? Well, it's obvious and it shouldn't have happened. I barely know him and we wouldn't work out. Damn it, Leo! That's the last time you drink.

Leo extricated himself and climbed out of bed. He intended on showering to wash away what had happened and hoped to erase it from his mind and body forever.

Feeling the loss of warmth against his body, Raphael opened his eyes and said, “It’s cold. Come back ta bed, Leo.”
“No. Whatever happened last night shouldn’t have, Raphael. I apologize for my actions. Let’s forget it happened. It's the best thing for us both, considering we'd never work out.”
“Well, it did, Leo,” Raphael said as he sat up. “I was a bit drunk, sure, but I was sober enough ta know that bein’ with ya felt right. We got a connection. Not just the sex, but I really felt like we clicked ova dinner and we could be..."
“No. My dad wouldn’t approve. Damn it. He didn’t even know about Donny and me. We kept it a secret.”
“Ya ain’t come outta the closet. Time ta. Ya like me and ya like what happened, but yer too scared ta admit it.”
“I wanna forget this. We’ll pretend to be mates in public, but we're nothing here. Do you understand?”
“Yer spineless, Leo!" Raphael hissed. “Golden boy fuckin’ frightened of upsettin’ his daddy. Yer twenty and old enough ta make yer decisions.”
“I am making mine!” Leo snapped. “This can never happen again. It was the drink. That’s all. I’m not attracted to you and we’re too different to be anything.”
“Keep tellin’ yerself that and maybe ya'll believe it. Know what?” Raphael said as he sprang out of bed and then locked eyes with Leo's. “I ain’t felt connected ta no one this way before, not even Casey. I loved him, but we didn’t have this kinda connection like we do, Leo. We talked for hours like we’d known each otha foreva, like soulmates. I think ya feel the same way.”
“I’m gonna shower. We'll go our separate ways when we disembark in New York. It’s for the best.”
“Yer a stubborn bastard. Why don' ya stand up ta the old man and say, ‘I met Raphael on a cruise and I like him?' We got..."
“Because I don’t like you,” Leo lied. “You’re obstinate, blunt and the most infuriating person I’ve ever met. You’re crude and I hate what I’ve done. It was all because of you. I drank to excess and had a one-night stand. I’d never do that back home.”
“It don' hafta be a one-off thing, Leo. Ya know ya want more. So do I. Give us a chance. There’s somethin' I gotta tell ya.”
“No and I don’t wanna hear anything else,” Leo said as he held up a hand. “I’m gonna shower. Alone," Leo said and went to the bathroom.

Raphael thought about his condition and the possible result of their lovemaking.

I gotta tell him. He deserves ta know I could fall gravid and the baby's got a right ta know both his parents.

Leo emerged from the bathroom wearing a blue towel a while later.

Raphael took a deep breath and said, “We gotta talk, Leo.”
“We’ve talked, Raphael. There’s nothing else to say. I’ve made up my mind and that’s it.”
Raphael said as he wrung his hands, “There's somethin' about me I didn’t tell ya.”
Leo folded his arms and said, “What?”
“I’m intersex.”
Leo’s jaw dropped and then he stammered, “Wh-what? You’re a girl, but you look like a boy. I don’t understand.”
“I got male and female parts, but I resonate with bein’ a boy. There’s a possibility I could become gravid.”
“Gravid? Fucking gravid? This is a nightmare, isn’t it?” Leo yelled. “Not only do I fucking have a one-night stand, but the guy I’ve fucked can have babies. Damn it. Did you fall gravid with Casey?”
“No. We always used protection. This ain’t a joke. I’m serious.”
“I’m gonna be sick. I’m twenty-years-old and I might become a dad. Dad would be… No. He can never know. This is… I don’t want any part of this, Raphael. Nothing,” Leo said and set his mouth into a thin line. “I’m not ready for babies. Not that I’m sure I want any. I mean, having babies would be cruel, considering how we’re treated. If you fall gravid, abortion would be best.”
Hurt and rage flashed on Raphael’s face as he said, "I shoulda told ya, Leo. I’m sorry. It…”
“Just slipped your mind, did it?” Leo said acerbically. “Things like this don’t just slip your mind, Raphael!”
“I liked ya so much. Maybe I was afraid that if I told ya, ya wouldn’t like me. I was clearly right. As for abortion,” Raphael said as he patted his flat plastron. “I couldn’t do that. The baby’s an innocent and I’ll raise him or her on my own.”
“What about your career and are you really qualified to be a parent?”
“My cousin will help, but I can do it. Money-wise, I still got enough ta tide me ova for a long time. I’ll stay at home until the baby’s old enough. They come first and I think I could be a dad. I got a lotta love and I often babysit April’s two-year-old.”
“You’re not terrified of this? Babysitting isn’t the same as parenthood.”
“I am, but ya know what? I take responsibility for my actions. I don' run away from them. That ain’t me, so maybe yer right and we ain’t suited. I couldn’t be with a coward!” Raphael shouted, his face darkening. “That ain’t how my family raised me. Doubt yers did neither. Maybe yer dad wouldn’t be such a hardass and would offer help. If ya don' want me, I'll live with it, but denyin' yer child's cruel, Leo.”
“You’ll never cope and I’m not telling him. Not ever!” Leo roared. “I’m going for a walk. I need some air.”
“I will and he or she will be loved and know they’re wanted. I’m gonna shower.”

Leo stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind him.

Raphael went to the bathroom and turned on the faucets. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he thought about his and Leo's conversation.

How could he be so hard-hearted? I know I shoulda told him, but ta not wanna know our baby is criminal. Leo's wrong. The baby's gonna have everythin' it desires and I'll be the best daddy eva. Fuck Leo. We don' need him.

Notes:

A/N Will Leo warm up to the idea of a baby?

Chapter 13: Overboard

Summary:

Pirates take over the ship.

Leo saw babies everywhere he went. Babies in strollers and laughing kids playing with their parents. Happy families and constant reminders of what he may face. There was no way he was ready for that kind of responsibility. He had his life mapped out. Working until he was sixty and then he’d spend his retirement in the Bahamas. He'd swim, spend his days at the beach, soak up the sun and have a quiet life. A baby would disrupt that and he wanted no part of it.

His blood boiled as he thought for the millionth time that day about his and Raphael's conversation.

How could Raphael not tell me he's intersex? Fucking jerk! There's no way he can raise a baby. The best thing would be to...

Leo’s phone rang. “Hi, Dad.”
“Leonardo,” Splinter said. “How are you, my son?”
“I'm well,” Leo lied. “How are you?”
“Good. I have wonderful news. Kimiko and I…”

Dread pooled in Leo's stomach at his father's words. No! Don't tell me Dad wants me to marry Lotus. I always feared this would happen.

"What, Dad?" Leo asked.
“It is time for you to think about marriage, Leonardo. Kimiko and I think you and her daughter, Lotus Blossom, are perfect for each other. You get along well, so the next step would be marrying her.”
"Dad, Lotus likes someone else and me… I’ve met someone. Her name is Raven.”
“What is she like?”

Leo knew he was in a difficult situation. He didn't want Lotus and he couldn't tell his dad about Raphael, but if he mentioned Raven and how awesome she was, maybe his dad wouldn't make him marry Lotus. Splinter would want to meet Raven/Raphael, but Leo had eleven days to think about how to solve that.

She's sweet, kind and outgoing," Leo said. "We can talk for hours about anything and she's funny and smart.”
"I would like to meet Raven when you return home. She must be something for you to be so quickly enamored.”
“She's something all right.”
“I will tell Kimiko you have met someone, but if I am not satisfied with this woman, I will not give my blessing.”
“I know. I have to go, Dad. I have another incoming call.”

Leo disconnected the call and cursed. I solved one problem, but there's still the issue of Raven. Dad wants to meet her. What the hell am I gonna do? I need to plan now, because time goes by so quickly. An idea hit him. Dad's eyesight isn't good, so my plan should work. I really don't want the baby, but this is my only way out of being with Lotus permanently.

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Leo returned to the cabin and said, “Raphael, we need to talk.”
“Ya said plenty earlier,” Raphael, who was sitting on the couch said as he crossed his arms. He scowled and added, “Me and the baby don' need ya.”
“I know I was harsh.”
“Harsh? Ya were fuckin’ scathin’. Say no more. Ya don' want the baby. I got the memo.”
“My dad called and wants me to marry one of my friends. I don’t love her and she doesn’t love me.”
“What a pickle yer in, huh, Fearless?”
“I told him I met a girl. Technically, you are. Don’t frown at me.”
“Ya want me ta pretend I’m a fuckin’ girl, so that ya can get outta the marriage, huh?” Raphael said, narrowing his eyes.
“Right.”
“No.”
“Why not? It'd mean I’d be there for the baby, which you want and we’d be together. Well, at least publicly.”
“Not like this and deceivin’ yer old man. That ain’t how I work, Leo!”
“But lying to me is okay?” Leo seethed.
“No. I was wrong and this would be wrong. No way. I want ya ta be part of the baby’s life, but cuz ya wanna be. Not ta delude yer old man and ta escape a chick.”
“My dad’s eyesight’s failing. He wouldn’t know.”
“We’d know and I'm sure he'd smell me. I don' smell feminine!”
“You could wear perfume and dresses. He won’t know. Please, Raphael.”
“Yer pathetic, spineless and weak, Leo,” Raphael snapped. “I’m goin’ out!”
“Is that a no?”
“Fuckin’ no!"

Suddenly, there was a shout from outside the cabin. “All hands on deck! Passengers stay in your rooms.”

Alarmed, the Turtles rushed out of their room.

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“What the heck’s goin’ on?” Raphael asked one of the passing crew.

A male voice said in thick accented English over the intercom, “This is General Jama Mohamed Amburo and I am the captain of this ship now. All passengers and crew are to report to the main deck. Immediately.”

“Who the fuck is General Amburo?” Raphael asked.
A burly man of African descent appeared, pointed a rifle and said, “Not one to be messed with. Move. What the hell are you freaks?”
“Who ya callin’ a freak, pal? Looked in the mirror lately?” Raphael snarled and bared his teeth.
The African man yelled, his nostrils flaring and eyes stony, “Who are you to talk to me in this manner? Prepare to die!”

“Easy, Raph,” Leo said as he clapped a hand on his shoulder. “Calm down. We mean no trouble and we’ll do as you wish. Don’t hurt us, okay?”

“March,” the African man said. “Now or I kill you.”

“Yer a puss, Leo!” Raphael snapped as they all walked to the main deck. The African man still pointed his weapon.
“Be quiet, Raph. If we antagonize them, we won't be able to save anyone,” Leo whispered. “We have a good chance if we play along.”

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“We’re doomed,” the crew member said when they were on the main deck, where the other passengers and crew were assembled. The African had moved to the front of the crowd. Orders had been to start the killings there. Leo and Raphael estimated there were forty pirates, who all brandished guns.

The crew member held his head in his hands and sobbed bitterly. “I’ve traveled the seas for forty years and I've never been attacked by pirates. My end has come. Lord, be merciful. Let my death be swift.”
“Drama queen much?” Raphael said irritably.
“You don’t understand,” the man said as he looked up. “General Amburo's one of the most feared pirates in the world. He's from Somalia and travels the seas. No one on board survives when he's chosen his target. We’re all doomed. Start saying your prayers.”

“Why didn’t anyone notify us when they were advancing on the ship?" Leo asked.
“My captain thought that he and the men with him could contain them," the crew member said. "That's why he said nothing, but when he yelled over the intercom, that’s clearly when he was overpowered. I’m never even going to get to say goodbye to my wife,” he wept.

Gunshots rang out and they saw several people, including children fall to the ground and their life sources stain the deck scarlet. People screamed as they ran and they were mowed down by rifle fire.

The man sank to his knees and muttered Hail Mary’s as tears ran down his cheeks.

“We hafta try and stop them, Leo,” Raphael said. “We can’t sit by and do nothin'.”
Spying Usagi, who stood frozen in shock next to a fallen man, Leo grabbed his arm and said, “I also wanna help, but there are too many of them. Raph, we have to jump now before they come to us.”
“But, Leo.”
“Now, Raphael. Snap out of it, Usagi. We need to go,” Leo whispered. “Now."

That brought Usagi out of his daze.

Leo, Raphael and Usagi made a beeline for the side of the deck and gunfire narrowly missed them as they leapt into the turbulent waters below.

Notes:

A/N Did Leo, Raphael and Usagi survive the raging waters?

Chapter 14: The thunderstorm

Summary:

Leo and Raphael watch a thunderstorm and have some "fun" on the beach. Fluff and smut.

Leo, Raphael and Usagi surfaced, found driftwood and clung to it for several hours as the waves lashed against them. The salt stung their eyes and they tried not to swallow any of the water. The ocean was rough and they held on for dear life. Leo and Raphael knew that they wouldn't last long with the ocean's ferocity, even though they were turtles and Usagi had no chance at all. He'd drown in a nanosecond.

They spied land in what felt like an eternity later, ditched the driftwood and swam to shore.

Emotionally drained and exhausted, they collapsed on the sand. None of them had thought they'd make it, though they'd bravely kept their thoughts to themselves, because they hadn't wanted to alarm one another.

Usagi kissed the ground as tears of gratitude ran down his cheeks and said, "Thank heavens. We're safe. I thought we were done for. What now?"
"Yeah. What now, Fearless?" Raphael asked as he stood up and brushed sand off himself.

Hearing distant thunder and gazing up at the gray sky that threatened rain, Leo said, "We look for food and shelter. I reckon we have about an hour tops before the rain. Come on."

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The gang walked for a long time though thick vegetation and grass and noticed various wild fruit trees, including mango, banana and coconut. Then they came across a cave. It didn't look very big, but it'd have to do until the morning when they'd try to send an SOS.

They went inside the cave.

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Usagi said complainingly as he studied a large thorn in his foot, "It hurts and I can't walk anymore. I'm pooped."

He sat on the ground and to Raphael and Leo's ire, folded his arms.

"That's it, huh?" Raphael demanded furiously. "Yer gonna park yer fat ass there and do nothin'."
"I'm tired," Usagi said.

Raphael glowered at him and then stormed off. He was closely followed by Leo.

Leo looked at Usagi with disgust as he left the cave. Trust Usagi not to help, but then he's always been that way. I did everything, even when we were kids.

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Raphael stopped by a large palm.

"Are you really gonna get up there, Raphael? It's high and you're not exactly nimble," Leo said.
"Think again," Raphael said as he removed a small knife from his belt. He'd put it there after his shower. Then as agile as a cat, he climbed to the top.

Leo was floored. He hadn't thought the muscular turtle was capable of being graceful.

Raphael quickly cut down three coconuts that dropped down near Leo. Then he climbed down and stood next to Leo.

It started to drizzle.

"I'm impressed. You're as graceful as a cat. Had experience climbing trees, Raphael?" Leo asked.
"I played in them all the time when I was a kid. We had tons of mango and coconut trees in our yard in Japan and I was foreva in them. There's nothin' like the sweet smell of fresh fruit. Mom would make her famous coconut and mango drinks for me. We'd sit on the deck, drink, laugh and barbecue seafood with mango salsa or fish or whateva. My parents were the kindest people I knew. There was hardly eva a cross word and they were devoted ta me. They loved each otha fiercely too. He adored her and she adored him. They were so sweet together," Raphael said as he looked distant.
"You must miss them a lot. I'm sorry."
"Yeah. They had an instant connection like we did and were together for fifteen years. They died when I was seven. I went ta live with Dad's parents, who were awesome ta me. They'd always been, but were even more afta my parents' death. They'd immediately loved me when Mom and Dad brought me home from Japan as a tiny baby, where they'd adopted me. It didn't matter that I wasn't human. I was a stubborn shit sometimes, but I neva eva felt like I wasn't loved and they neva gave up on me. Not once. I got in trouble a lot in my early teens and smoked weed and hotwired cars. Grandpa, who'd been a cop, leaned on one of his colleagues ta not gimme a record. I straightened myself out and Gran and Grandpa were proud when they heard I was joinin' the Academy. They saw me graduate and were killed on their way back from the ceremony." Raphael paused and then said, "I've got tons of terrific memories. Christmases, birthdays, holidays, every single day. That house was a home with so much love that ya immediately felt it when ya entered it. Everyone said so. Gran and Mom were amazin' cooks and bakers. They were foreva bakin' and cookin'. I can still taste their cookin'. Grandpa and Dad were good with their hands and taught me carpentry and ta work with mechanics. Art came naturally ta me. Who knows, maybe I got that from my biological parents? My family loved my art. Ya'd think I was Picasso or somethin'. They had my paintings and drawings all ova the house."
"Did you ever meet your biological family?"
"No. Neva felt the desire ta. I had a family, who were good ta me, so why would I? My bio parents abandoned me like I was trash!" Raphael said bitterly. "Those people ain't worth lookin' for."
"Maybe they had a reason, Raph."
"Cuz I was a hideous freak? What kinda mom would leave her baby with strangers?"
"Maybe she didn't have a choice."
"Wrong!" Raphael snapped. "Ya always got a choice. I'd neva do that ta my baby. Neva! Take that back ta the cave. I'll see ya now."
"You know, Raph, everyone makes mistakes. Perhaps your parents regret what they did and are looking for you."
"I wouldn't wanna see them. I had a family, who loved me and nothin' those assholes could say or could do could make me wanna see them," Raphael spat as he turned on his heels and then headed to the ocean.

Leo sighed. Raphael had a point, but there were always three sides to a story and Raphael shouldn't be so rigid with his thinking. Although, having said that, he didn't know what he'd do in Raphael's shoes. He had a dad, who was loving, even if he was a bit controlling. He'd had a great childhood. Anyway, it wasn't his business. It was Raphael's and what did it matter to him? He'd never see Raphael after they arrived in New York, even if they had a kid. So, whatever.

Leo picked up the coconuts and returned to the cave.

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Leo had just arrived at the cave, when the drizzle turned into torrential rain.

Just in time," Usagi said and reached for a coconut. "Where's a knife, Leonardo-san? How am I supposed to eat that?"
"Raphael has one."
"Where is he?"
"I don't know, but he should return soon. It's starting to pour and he'll be soaked if he doesn't.
Usagi whined, "I'm hungry. What's taking the jerk so long?"
"He's a jerk?" Leo snapped. "He got them, while you sat on your ass and felt sorry for yourself. You did nothing and didn't even say thank you or make a small fire to keep us warm. You're useless and you have the gall to insult him."

Lightning flashed and thunder roared and Leo tensed.

Raphael shouldn't be out in this weather. What if something happens to him?

"How dare you, Leonardo!" Usagi shouted.
"I'm going out to find him."
"But you'll be soaked to the bone and…"

Ignoring the ungrateful rabbit, Leo went outside in search of Raphael. The rain continued to bucket down, lightning flashed and thunder roared, but Leo was still determined to find Raphael.

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Leo found Raphael looking at the ocean and saw he had a pile of fish on the sand beside him.

"Raphael?" Leo said. "It's raining. You need to come back to the cave now."
"In a few," Raphael said, not shifting his gaze from the ocean as rain trickled down his muscular frame. "It's beautiful, ain't it?" he said in awe.
"What is?"
"The ocean, rain, thunder and lightnin' and the way they light up the sky. Everythin' smells so fresh and new afta the rain," Raphael said as he turned around and looked intently into Leo's eyes. "When I was real small, like three, I think, I'd get scared about the thunder and lightnin' and run ta Mom and Dad's room. They'd hug and cuddle me and tell me stories and that I shouldn't be afraid, cuz Jesus had a bad day and was throwin' his furniture around and that his mood would end and then so would the thunderstorm. It kinda calmed me down. I find them peaceful and mesmerizin'. Just like ya."
"Raphael, we should head back. You're gonna be soaked!" Leo said as he flushed at the compliment. "It's dangerous out here."
"A couple more minutes. Watch with me, please. I ain't seen a good thunderstorm in a while."
"You're crazy, Raphael," Leo said, but he didn't move.

Leo studied the sky. Raphael was right. Watching the natural phenomenon was fascinating, but they had to go to the shelter soon, because they could become deathly ill and he wasn't a medical expert. If they contracted pneumonia…

Leo shuddered at the thought.

Mistaking Leo's emotion, Raphael placed an arm around him and said, "Ya cold, Leo?"
"Nervous."
"Why?"
"We're in a thunderstorm, Raphael, in case you haven't noticed," Leo said sarcastically. "And I've never been so close to one."
"Oh. I thought it was maybe cuz ya were close ta me. Ya don' hafta be nervous around me. I'd neva hurt ya, Leo. Not unless ya wanted me ta."
"I'm not nervous around you! You don't mean anything to me."
"Uh huh. I bet…"
"Bet what?" Leo said anxiously and licked his lips.

Raphael's reply was to tug Leo closer and to press his lips against Leo's in a fierce kiss that set their hearts racing.

Leo leaned into the kiss, despite himself, kissed Raphael hungrily, pulled Raphael's head down to deepen the kiss and wrapped his arms around Raphael's neck.

The rain, thunder and lightning continued, but the lovers were oblivious, because they were lost in their own world.

Leo broke the kiss a few minutes later, pulled away and said breathlessly, "We should head back. This doesn't change anything, Raphael. I was just lost in the moment."
"Yer such a tease, Leo. We both know yer lyin' ta yerself. Ya want me, but yer too shit scared of yer fuckin' old man ta stand up for yerself. Yer a coward."
"I am not!" Leo snapped, his eyes flashing.
"Yeah? Then tell yer old man that ya met a guy and ya love him. He'd surely be happy ya found love."
"But what we have is just lust and desire. It'll fizzle out like…"
"Like Don and Casey, who betrayed us? I get it. Yer not just too shit scared of yer dad. Ya also got trust issues. I undastand. I've been there. It took foreva for me ta look in the mirror again and ta think I ain't a moron who got played and ta get my self-esteem back. It ain't gonna be the same with us, Leo. We ain't like Casey and Don. We're two different people and it could work. Ya just hafta give it a chance."
"How will I explain to people that my boyfriend's gravid?"
"Who cares what others think?"
"I do. I have my career, Raphael. I'm proud of what I do. I worked hard to get there and…Your colleagues will feel the same way."
"Big deal. Look, Leo, l ain't known ya long, but I feel like we're soulmates. My gut tells me and I ain't neva felt so strong about somethin' before. I know we're meant ta be. Please, Leo. I'll do everythin' I can ta make ya happy."
"Why are you so damn obstinate?" Leo growled. "Why won't you get the damn hint and accept what I say?"
"Cuz I sense othawise. That kiss said othawise and I bet…"

Raphael suddenly pushed Leo down onto the damp sand. Then he straddled Leo, pressed his body against him and licked and nipped his collarbone, leaving love bites. The rain still came down in torrents, but Raphael ignored it and focused on his task.

"Let me go, Raphael!" Leo shouted as he tried to break free, but Raphael was too strong.
"I know ya want this, Fearless," Raphael said. He kneed Leo's legs apart and said, "Yer gorgeous when yer splayed like that."
"Raphael, we need to get back!"
"The damn rabbit can wait," Raphael said and rubbed Leo's slit until he dropped down. "Beautiful," Raphael said and then tenderly kissed Leo's cock as he also dropped down with a loud growl.
"We should stop. Raphael, stop!"

Raphael peppered Leo's face with gentle kisses, thrust into him and slowly moved in and out.

Leo churred, despite himself, loving the closeness and the sensations. The hothead was surprisingly tender for such a temperamental person.

A churring Raphael smiled at Leo lovingly.

"Still wanna stop?" Raphael asked as he pounded away. "I can if ya want."
"No. Don't stop! I need you!" Leo said, hating how needy he sounded and how sensational it was with Raphael inside him. His toes curled, his hands dug into the sand and he churred again. His churring echoed in the stillness of the night.
Raphael chuckled and said, "Ya ain't hurt, are ya?"
"No. I'm good. Fuck me hard! You know I like it rough!"

Raphael thrust in harder and faster and his eyes glazed over with lust and love. He'd never felt such a connection with anyone before. It was like he and Leo were meant to be. Their bodies, personality, everything fit together. If only Leo would stop being asinine and see it. He knew they could work out and could be as happy as his grandparents and parents had been.

Pleasure coursed through Leo and he blurted out as he neared his climax, "I love you, Raph!" He came and splattered his cum across his plastron.
Raphael climaxed and yelled, "I love ya, Leo." His essence filled Leo's hole and trickled down his thighs. He pulled out, flopped down beside Leo, tugged him close and planted a kiss on his lips. "How ya feelin'?"
"Relaxed. You're a good lover, Raph, and tender and sweet. Casey was an idiot."
"So was Don," Raphael said and nuzzled Leo's beak with his own. "But they're the past. What matters is us."
"We should get back."
"Ya said ya love me."
"I was just saying it."
"BS," Raphael said as he stared into Leo's eyes. "Ya feel somethin' for me. Admit it. This wasn't just sex."
"Do you know that we're soaked to the bone?" Leo said and sat up. "We may get a cold or worse."
"Perhaps, but it's startin' ta abate. That was magical. Eva had sex in the rain before?"
"No."
"Me neither. It was incredible. Stop avoidin' the subject. I know ya feel somethin' for me. It wasn't just sex, cuz ya told me ya loved me and I know yer the kinda guy who don' say things he don' mean."
Leo said as he rubbed his face, "You're right. I'm attracted to you. I was from the moment we met and I love being around you. I wanna be with you, but I'm frightened of what my dad will think. His opinion means the world to me. I'm scared of being hurt again. I've built up walls that stood for years, but you have and I don't know how, have shattered them within a few hours. I wanna get to know you better. I wanna live with you, to see how things go and to maybe get married someday. I don't know about kids, but the rest is a definite yes. The soulmate thing? I felt it too, but…"
Raphael beamed and said, "I knew it. Leo, I undastand yer reservations, but ya don' hafta worry. I'll neva cheat. I'll treat ya right, be a good mate and I'll heal yer broken heart. I'll be kind ta yer dad and be charmin'. I can charm people, ya know? I've also been hurt, but I wanna take a chance with ya." Raphael took Leo's hands and kissed them.
"I know you can be charming. You swept me off my feet and I never act that way. I'm not the kind to fall in love at first sight."
"Heh. If yer dad sees how kind and sweet I am and how loved-up we are, he'll accept us, Leo. Ya'll see."
Leo looked into Raphael's golden eyes and said, "All right. Consider us dating and I'll introduce you to Dad, but I'm warning you that he won't be happy."
Raphael grinned and said, "He'll be chuffed yer datin' a cop and he'll be blown away when he sees our bundle."
"I'm still not sure about kids, Raph."
"Ya say that, but ya'll also think differently when yer holdin' the baby. Stop frettin', Leo. We're gonna have an amazin' life together. Trust me."

Raphael pulled Leo to his feet and picked up the fish.

They headed back to the cave.

Raphael thought about his new mate and smiled.

I neva thought I'd find love again. I'm so happy and my heart feels like it's gonna burst. I'm always gonna be true ta Leo. I'll make his dad love me and if Leo and I have a baby, they're gonna be the cutest eva and Leo's dad will adore it. Just like my grandparents and parents adored me.

Notes:

A/N Thanks to all following this story. At long last an update!

Happy New Year. May it be the best one ever with lots of joy, blessings and laughter.

Chapter 15: Usagi's demise

Summary:

Usagi meets his demise. Leo and Raphael meet the island inhabitants.

Meanwhile, needing a dump and unable to keep it in, Usagi had ventured outside and treaded carefully, so that he wouldn't slip in the mud. He hoped he wasn't long, because he hated the dark, he was scared of creepy crawlies and he had an unnerving fear that he was being watched when he did his business.

He told himself he was imagining it, finished his business, headed back to the cave and found himself suddenly surrounded by a dozen men who were wielding spears and staring at him menacingly. They were no more than five foot with long hair and tribal tattoos.

Usagi shuddered as fear crept into his heart.These aren't friendly islanders. I'm in deep, deep trouble. Shit.

The leader suddenly barked something in a foreign language and two men launched themselves at Usagi. He tried to fight them off, but they were too strong and he soon found himself hogtied and carried over the shoulder of one of them.

A terrified Usagi wondered what the men had planned for him. A horrible thought flashed in his mind and he shuddered.

What if they're cannibals and cook me? Isn't that how some missionaries died? I'm too young to die. Leonardo-san, please find me!

The men headed to their camp and looked forward to cooking their prey on the campfire.

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The men arrived at their base and made a fire with wood. Then they placed a pot of water on the fire and waited for it to boil.

Four men were in charge of preparing the prey for the pot. Two held a still hogtied Usagi. The slaughtering process was first.

The rest of the tribe gathered to watch the slaughtering and salivated at the thought of their dinner. They hadn't had meat in ages, because there was no wildlife on the island. The tribe existed on wild fruit, vegetables and fish. A missionary who'd thought he could educate them and help them become more civilized had been their last meat. He'd been boiled alive and the chief had declared that it'd been the best meal he'd ever had.

A trembling Usagi looked at the men with their knives. He knew what was about to happen.

This is it. My death is imminent. Lord, please let it be swift.

One man slit Usagi's carotid artery. Arterial spray gushed everywhere as Usagi's eyes rolled back in his head and he died, but that didn't sicken the men. They were used to blood, guts and gore.

Two men skinned Usagi with their knives and he was judged ready to be cooked.

The carcass was placed into the boiling water. The women chopped up wild vegetables to go with their meal and placed them into the pot.

The cooking process would take an hour.

The tribe busied themselves with dancing and singing as they hungrily waited for their dinner.

Dinner was ready an hour later.

The tribe, which numbered thirty, gave thanks to their turtle god for providing them with food and then everyone tucked in.

The chief was served first, then his wife and the rest of the tribe. The meal was enough for everyone to have a slice of meat and vegetables.

The rain poured again soon after dinner ended and the tribe ran to a cave for shelter.

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Leo and Raphael arrived at their cave, went inside and were stunned to find no sign of the rabbit.

"Where do ya think he went, Leo?" Raphael asked.
"Maybe he had to take a leak. I imagine he'll be back soon. He doesn't like the dark."
"He's scared of the dark? What a wuss."
"You can't blame him. He was kidnapped a few years ago and left in a dark cellar for almost a year with only his thoughts for company."
"That musta been rough. I'm sorry for judgin' him. It ain't like I don' got my own fears. I'm frightened of bugs."
Leo smiled and said, "You don't have to worry. There are none here. Why don't we make a fire with the wood over there and cook the fish? I'm sure Usagi will be back soon."

Raphael made a small fire, placed the fish over it and sat down next to Leo.

"Leo, I was thinkin' that when we get home, we should get a place together," Raphael said.
"Hold on. We only just started dating and you want us to live together. That's too fast, isn't it?"
"Nope. My lease for my shithole apartment's up for renewal and I don' wanna live there. I was thinkin' I could move in with ya. Ain't livin' together the best way of seein' if things can work out? I'll pay my share of rent and expenses. It'll work out cheaper for us if we share the costs and it'll be awesome for the baby ta have both their parents unda the same roof."
"You have a point. All right."
"Terrific. Ya won't be sorry, but I gotta warn ya that I snore and sometimes talk in my sleep."
"No problem. I'll silence you with my dick if you do," Leo quipped. "Giving head will stop the snoring."
Raphael laughed and said, "Yer so dirty, Leo!"
"Guess you're rubbing off on me," Leo said with a smile. "I'm concerned. He's still not back. What if something happened to him?"
"What could possibly happen on an uninhabited island?"
"How do we know for sure it is?"
"Did we see signs of life? No. Nothin'. Yer worryin' too much. Usagi's like a rash and he'll turn up."
"Just because we didn't see anyone doesn't mean that's the case. They could be hidden and they could ambush us when we least expect it."
"Right and then they're gonna boil us alive in large cookin' pots, Fearless," Raphael said sarcastically. "Just like in the movies. Be real. We're alone."
"It wasn't only in the movies, Raph. It really happened to missionaries and other people who thought they were alone on a deserted island."
"Yeah? Well, it ain't gonna happen ta us, Fearless, so keep yer shell on and relax. 'Sides, I'm tough and can fight them off."
"That's what the people thought, but they were boiled alive and eaten. Can you imagine that and the agony they must have endured? What if that happened to Usagi and that's why he hasn't returned?"
"I'd rather not," Raphael said and shuddered at the gruesome thought. "I think he's probably wandered off, gotten lost and he'll soon find his way back here."
"I don't think so. I get a really bad feeling. It's not like Usagi to wander far away in a strange place."
"Okay. How about we scarf some fish and we'll search for him in the fuckin' dark when the rain's stopped? I got excellent night vision and I bet ya do too. Will that ease yer mind a bit?"
"All right. I hope you're right and he just got lost."

The fish was soon ready and they wolfed it down in minutes.

To Leo's frustration, the rain hadn't stopped.

"Ya know what, Fearless?" Raphael said as he glanced at Leo's irritated expression. "We can't go out in this weather. We'll be soaked ta the bone and we'll maybe catch a deathly chill. We gotta wait until it stops. I know yer worried, but what can we do?"
"I know what I'm doing," Leo said as he stood up and headed to the cave's entrance. "I'm gonna search for him. Damn it, Raph. He's probably petrified and… I can't sit here hoping he'll return, when every minute that ticks by seems more unlikely. I know he's a jackass, but he's been my friend since we were kids. I have to look for him."
"All right. I'll come with ya," Raphael said and stood. "We'll get fuckin' wet together, but I'm tellin' ya now that yer stressin' for nothin'. Usagi will return ta the cave in the mornin' and he'll be his usual asshole self and bitch, whine and do nothin' ta help. If I were ya, I'd leave him ta fend for himself..."

Raphael cursed under his breath as he followed his lover.

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Leo and Raphael walked for a while. The rain lashed down and soaked them to the bone, but Leo wouldn't let it prevent him from fulfilling his mission. Even if Usagi was a jerk, Leo could never live with himself if something happened to him. Usagi had been a good friend in the past and he'd been there for Leo during his rough times.

The rain abated and they trudged on.

Suddenly, Leo paused and said, "Look at that, Raph."
"What?"
"Those footprints. I told you..."
"They must be the bunny's."
"No. Those are human footprints, Raph, which means we're not alone and that what I..."

An unfamiliar male voice spoke in a foreign language from behind them.

A startled Raphael threw his hands up in the air in surrender. Holy shit! Maybe Leo was right.

Leo threw his hands up in the air to show he wasn't a threat.

He and Raphael slowly turned around to see a posse of men wielding spears and who wore angry expressions on their faces.

"I think yer right, Leo," Raphael said when one of the men stepped closer. "They musta eaten Usagi and we're next. Shit! We gotta..."

The man, who was a hair's breadth away from them, tenderly stroked both Leo and Raphael's plastrons, which shocked them. They'd expected to be murdered.

"What the hell!" Raphael said. "Leo, what's goin' on? Why'd they do that?"

The man smiled, said something to the other men and then they fell to their knees and bowed their heads. They were obviously worshipping the lovers.

"Leo, why are they reverin' us?" Raphael asked.
"Fuck if I know. But I..."

One man raised his head and said in perfect English, which had been taught to them by missionaries, "We believe turtles are divine beings who are to be revered and worshipped. You are our gods and we have a shrine dedicated to you. No harm will come to you, oh magnificent beings. We are your people and we are happy to fulfil your wishes. We are honored to have you and we hope you'll come back with us."
"Ya speak English?" Raphael said in astonishment. "Hey. We ain't gods. We're just..."
"Of course," the man replied. "A missionary taught us. That was before we ate him. We didn't appreciate being lectured and told that we were uncivilized. We're at your service. We have long waited for this moment to happen. Many moons ago, it was foretold that our god would visit us. Now that's happened, we are joyful and we'll celebrate. We do not have much, but what we have is yours."
"Look, we ain't no gods. Ya don' undastand."

"Raph," Leo whispered. "Shut up. Let them believe it. If you don't, we might be killed." Leo raised his voice and said, "It's our pleasure to visit you. We've traveled far to see you and we're tired and thirsty. We hope it's no trouble to give us something to eat and drink."
"Then come with us," the man said. "We'll ensure you're well fed, oh divine beings. Your Excellencies, please follow us."

Leo and Raphael followed the men to their base.

"Hey," Raphael said. "Did ya see a white creature earlier?"
"Yes," another man said. "We cooked it in a pot, ate it and it was pleasant."

"Did ya hear that, Leo?" Raphael whispered, feeling sick to his stomach. "They ate Usagi! I know he was a creep, but he didn't deserve that. Fuck. I'm gonna barf."
"I heard it. Don't let them know we're not really gods, Raph, or we'll be next."
"Leo, we're gonna bail the first chance we get. I'd rather take my chances with the ocean than live with the tribe. Do ya hear me?"
"Yes. We'll sneak out first chance we get."

The lovers continued their trek to the tribe's base and thought of poor Usagi and the grisly way he'd met his demise.

Notes:

A/N Will Leo and Raphael get off the island?

Thanks for the kudos and reviews.

My apologies. I posted this chapter in another story lol. Never happened before.

Chapter 16: Rescued at last

Summary:

Leo and Raphael are rescued by a missionary who was on his way to the island. Splinter learns that Leo's with a man. Lots of fluff and a surprise proposal.

Splinter was in his study when Donny entered it and said, “Dad, I have some bad news.”
“What is it, my son?” Splinter asked anxiously.
Donny stepped closer as his eyes filled with tears and said, “Leo’s cruise ship was hijacked by pirates. I saw it on the news. The coastguards found the pirates on a life boat, but the ship was deserted. They must have been killed and tossed in the ocean. Dad, why Leo? He was such an awesome person. We had our problems, but we still loved each other. I can’t believe it. The cops are trying to recover the bodies from the ocean, but it'll take a long time and there’s no guarantee that they’ll find them.”
Splinter stood up and his eyes shone with tears as he hugged his son. “We will get through this, Donatello. I swear. Do not cry, my son. I am here for you.”

Donny sobbed into Splinter's fur and thought about Leo.

Leo, I miss you and I wish this was just a bad dream and I'd wake up and you'd be here. It seems like all the good people die young. You were certainly that and were an incredible guy. I'm gonna miss you so much.

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Leo and Raphael arrived at the tribe’s base and were immediately surrounded by the rest of the tribe, including women and children who prostrated before them.

“This is fuckin’ ridiculous, Leo,” Raphael said as he elbowed his mate in his side. “We ain’t gods. We hafta tell them the truth.”
“Shut up, Raphael. We have no choice,” Leo whispered. “Or we’re next on their menu.”

An old woman with snow white hair raised her head and said, “It was prophesized many years ago that our gods would visit us. That great day has arrived and we are blessed, my brethren. I have prayed for this day to come. I did not think I would live to see it. I am grateful.” She kissed Leo and Raphael’s feet and then added, “Thank you, Your Excellencies. You have made an old woman very happy. My brethren and I will ensure you have the best food and that you are well taken care. I trust that you had a good journey.”
“Ugh,” Raphael muttered in disgust as he wrinkled his beak and moved his feet away. “That’s gross!”

“Shut it, Raph!” Leo whispered. “It’s been a long journey, but a good one. We’re delighted to finally meet our people.”

“You must be famished,” an old man said and raised his head. “There is a little left over from supper. I can get it for you.”
Raphael’s golden eyes widened in horror as he realized what dinner had been and said, “No, thank ya. We ate on the way here. We’re tired and wanna go ta bed. It’s been an extremely long journey.”

“Yes,” Leo agreed. “We'll tell you about our adventures in the morning.”
“Of course,” the chief said and beckoned for his tribe to stand up. He approached Leo and Raphael and gently ran his hands up and down their plastrons and over their bodies, as if memorizing their bodies. “I am in awe of you. You are such magnificent beings.”

“Paws off,” Raphael growled as he swatted the man’s hands away. “Don' touch me!”
“Feisty one, aren’t you?” the man said. “I mean no disrespect. We have waited a long time and we are curious, Your Excellencies.”
“That don' give ya a right ta feel me up!” Raphael snarled, his temper rising and eyes blazing. “Ya perve!”

“Raph,” Leo said as he placed a hand on his mate’s shoulder. “Calm down! We…”
The old man smiled and said as he glanced at Leo, “My wife is the same way when she’s pregnant. She has a bad temper and is hormonal. I guess she is the same way. How far along is she?”

“W-what?” Raphael spluttered in incredulity, his golden eyes wide as he realized what the man meant. “I ain’t no chick. I got a…”
“Six months, aren't you, hon?" Leo said, using pregnancy as an excuse for Raphael’s hostile behavior. He could hash it out with the hothead later. “The eggs are in her plastron, but I wouldn’t touch her. She bites and kicks. I was hit when she was mad at me.” Leo begged Raphael with his eyes to say nothing.

The volatile turtle folded his arms and frowned. Swell. Now I'm a chick and gravid. Lovely mess we're in. What are we gonna do when they learn they've been conned? Right. Eat us. We've gotta get outta here.

“That’s amazing,” the man said. “I suspected she was a female when I saw she was bigger than you, because females are bigger than males. This calls for a bigger celebration. We will have a celebration lasting four days and you are the star,” he added as he patted Raphael’s arm. “This is such a joyous occasion. We are honored that you have chosen to have your children on our island.”

Raphael forced himself not to react to the chief's words, but inwardly he was seething with rage.

I'm gonna kill ya, Leo. Start sayin' yer prayers.

“The honor is ours, isn’t it hon?” Leo said and then kissed Raphael’s cheek. “This is a perfect place to have our family.”
“I couldn’t think of nowhere else I’d rather have the baby,” Raphael said sarcastically.
“Anyway, you can see she’s tired and needs rest,” Leo said as he patted Raphael’s plastron.

“Of course,” the chief said and beamed. “Follow me to your hut. I can’t wait to tell my tribe. They will be very excited," he added and headed to the hut.

Raphael kicked sand in Leo’s face and hissed, “Great goin’, Leo! Agree we’re gods, ya said. Now they think I’m a girl and gravid. What the hell are we gonna do when they learn we’re fakin’?”
“I’ll think of something, Raph. Relax.”
“Relax?” Raphael said sneeringly. “They ate Usagi and if they think we're liars, we’re also gonna be eaten. How can I relax, Leo? Fuckin’ tell me. These people are savages! They kill for no rhyme or reason. Do ya fuckin’ get that? I make the decisions from now on. All ya do is get us in more shit!”
“I do? It’s not my fault the ship was hijacked and if we’d told them we were mere Turtles from New York, we may have already been eaten. Would you have preferred that? I bought us more time and telling him that you're gravid explains your horrible behavior.”
“My horrible behavior?” Raphael exploded as his shoulders shook with rage and his eyes flashed. “He was manhandlin’ me. I don' like it! It makes my skin crawl and I only like ya touchin' me. I didn’t like him touchin’ ya neither.Yer mine. I ain’t stayin’ here with them and livin’ a farce.”
“Okay. We’d better follow him, get some rest and then decide what to do.”
“I’ve made my decision. I’m gonna leave in the middle of the fuckin’ night when they're asleep. I’ll take my chances with the sharks. Ya can stay here or come with me, Yer Excellency,” Raphael snapped and stormed off to the hut.

Leo sighed and watched his lover head to the hut.

We're in a huge pickle. Raph's right. We'll leave at first light.

He followed Raphael and hoped Raphael didn’t ignore him for the rest of the night.

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They arrived at their hut and went inside.

“You can sleep in for as long as you like in the morning, Your Excellencies,” the chief said. “I hope you both have a lovely rest, especially your beautiful wife. I know how exhausting pregnancy can be. Good night.”
“You’ve been so kind to us and we’re immensely grateful,” Leo said, looking at his mate and daring him to be rude.

“Yeah. Thanks,” Raphael said. “Good night.”

The chief bowed and left the hut.

Raphael climbed onto the mattress on the floor, lay down and closed his eyes.

“I’m sorry, Raph,” Leo said as he sat on the mattress. “I thought I was doing the right thing. I freaked out after learning Usagi was eaten and I was worried when you were upset. I thought the chief might attack, so I went along with him when he said you’re gravid. I was trying to bide us some time while I think of a way out of here. Please stop being angry at me and talk to me.”
Raphael sighed, opened his arms and said, “I get it, but I’m scared, Leo. What if we can’t find a way offa the island, they figure out we ain’t gods and I don' become gravid? I’m too young ta die.”
Leo lay down, snuggled into Raphael’s arms and said, “We’ll leave at dawn and try to escape. Sleep. We only have a few hours until then.”
“Leo, what if yer dad don' like me?”
“I’ll go to work as normal and live my life with you. I won't give you up. If he wants me in his life, he'll accept that.”
“What if he says that he’ll cut ya outta his will?”
“Raph, I won’t leave you and I don’t care about money. Fate threw us together and I won’t let anyone separate us, okay?”
“Now ya believe in fate? Soulmates too?”
“I think so. Why else would two mutant Turtles who’ve lived in the same city all their lives suddenly meet?” Leo said, repeating what Raphael had said to him on the cruise ship. “Raph, we’ll escape tomorrow, get back to New York and we’ll remain together, no matter what happens. Rest now.”
“Just don' call me Mommy If I lay eggs. I’m also a daddy and 'sides, I got a dick.”
“I know and a gorgeous one at that,” Leo said and smirked. “To go with your sensational body and personality.”
Raphael flushed. “Leo, I ain’t.”
“You are,” Leo said and then kissed his beak. "You’ve driven me insane, you have a temper and we haven’t known each other long, but I feel a connection with you, Raph. It's a strong one that I know will last forever. You’re gorgeous and a fantastic guy. I don’t wanna live without you. Marry me.”
“W-what?” Raphael said, eyes wide and dumbfounded for the second time that night.
“You heard me. I know it’s not the most romantic proposal and I don’t have a ring. I'll get you one in New York."

Raphael thought about the proposal. But it's mine. Leo wants ta marry me. It's fast, but it feels so right.

“What’s in it for me, Leo?” Raphael asked as his eyes glinted mischievously.
“Eternal love, devotion, respect and mind-blowing sex.”
“Hmm. How can I pass that up?” Raphael said and grinned.
“Well? Don't leave me hanging."
“Hell yeah. I will!” Raphael said, leaning up and then kissing Leo passionately. “I will, but what about yer family and if they're furious?”
“I’m over eighteen, quite capable of making decisions and I wanna marry you, Raph. We’ll find a Justice of the Peace as soon as we're home and get hitched.”

Raphael laughed as his eyes shone with joy.

“What’s so funny, Raph?” Leo asked.
“I told ya on the ship that I’d met my future mate and ya scoffed at me. Now we’re engaged.”
“I got to know you a bit better and you grew on me fast. I know the proposal is sudden, but lying here and being with you, having stared death in the face once and maybe again with the tribe and our talk during the thunderstorm, I realized that I always want you by my side and that you’re who I’ve been searching for my whole life. You’re my soulmate, my missing jigsaw piece. I wanna experience life through your eyes and have a family with you.”
Raphael sniffed and said, “Aw, Leo. Don' make me cry.”
“It’s the hormones, remember?” Leo kidded.
Raphael kissed him and then said joyously, “This is the best day of my life.”
“Mine too. Now rest.”

They snuggled again, soon fell asleep and dreamed about their upcoming wedding.

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The lovers woke just before dawn and made their way to the ocean.

They stood on the beach and were deciding whether to take one of the tribe’s boats when they saw an approaching boat.

They dove into the water and swam to the boat.

“What the heck, man!” a sandy haired, blue eyed and lean guy who wore black pants and a black collared shirt with his white clerical collar said in astonishment. “What are you?”
“Leave and take us with ya,” Raphael pleaded as he gripped the side of the boat. “They eat people on that island. We had a narrow escape. Ya gotta turn this boat around and head back ta where ya come from. Please, pal. Ya don' wanna be grub for the savages. We don' neither.”
“It’s my job to teach the islanders about God. I’m a Jesuit missionary from the Bahamas.”

“Screw that,” Leo snapped. “God wants you to help us now. They'll eat you if you go there. They ate our friend. We were on a cruise ship that was hijacked by pirates and we ended up here. Please. You’re our only hope.”
“That’s nonsense. I’ve heard they’re peace-loving people,” the man said.

“BULLSHIT!” Raphael yelled. “Peace-lovin’ people don' eat people! I’m warnin’ ya, pal. Ya will be eaten if ya go there.”

The missionary had a dilemma. He’d been told to preach to the islanders, but these creatures seemed petrified and desperate for help and they appeared to be telling the truth. Perhaps he’d been misled about the islanders' friendliness. Well, he’d help these creatures then and maybe God had another mission for him. He certainly didn’t want to be eaten either.

“Climb aboard,” the man said. “I’m Father Luke. I have enough fuel to get to the Bahamas. You’ll have to make your own way after that.”
“Thanks,” Leo said as he and Raphael climbed aboard. “We owe you. I’m Leo.”

“Yeah. Thanks, Father,” Raphael said. “Yer really a priest, huh? Ya can call me Raph.”
“I am,” Father Luke said as he turned the boat around. “I have a small cabin with two beds. It’s a two-day journey. You’re welcome to rest and to help yourself to food. What are you guys?”
“Ya wouldn’t believe it.”
“Try me.”
“Mutant turtles.”
“Really? Wow. That’s so cool. Where do you come from?”
“New York.”
“Figures. All the weird stuff happens in the U.S. Are there any more of you guys?”
“No. Ya got a towel or somethin'?”
“In the cabin. Help yourself to whatever you want.”
“Thanks,” Raphael said and disappeared into the cabin. “Ya want anythin', Leo?”

“Water, please, Raph,” Leo said.
“You guys family, Leo?” Father Luke asked.
“Yeah.”
“Are you religious?”
“Not really.”
“Why not?”
“My dad didn’t bother to teach us. I guess he didn’t believe in God and didn’t think I needed to learn about Him. I learned more important things, like taking care of myself.”

Father Luke smiled at Leo and Raphael. They are my new mission. I will teach them all about God and convert them to believers.

“What about you, Raph?” Father Luke asked when Raphael returned and handed Leo a bottle of cold water and a sandwich. “Do you believe in God?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“Leo doesn’t. Why don’t we read Scripture verses and I’ll teach you more about God? Would you like that?”

Raphael inwardly groaned at the priest's words. 

Fuck. I think I woulda preferred stayin' on the island than bein' trapped on a boat with a Bible thumper for two days, but I'll suck it up, cuz he rescued us.

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The next day, Raphael could take Father Luke’s Bible spouting no longer. It'd been a constant barrage and he was beyond fed up. He pounced on Father Luke in the cabin when Leo was steering the boat and gagged and bound the man to the bed with rope he’d found in the cabin.

“I ain’t gonna hurt ya, Father,” Raphael said as he took in the man’s terrified expression. “I want some friggin’ silence. All ya’ve done is lecture us and we’re tired, man. Ya get some rest. I’ll be out on the deck with Leo," Raphael said and then joined Leo.

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“Father's restin', Leo,” Raphael said as he slung an arm around Leo's waist.
“Thank fuck for that. I thought he never would.”
“Yeah. He had some help ta,” Raphael said and smiled.
“What the heck did you do, Raph?”
“Gagged and tied him up. Hey. Don' be pissed,” Raphael said when Leo scowled at him. “He ain’t shut up since we met him. Ya were sick of him too.”
“You have a point, but what if he tells the authorities what you did?”
“Nah. He’s a priest. They don' like causin’ trouble. He’ll take this and then we’ll neva see him again when we arrive in the Bahamas.”
“I hope you’re right.”
“Of course I am, baby,” Raphael said and then kissed his mate’s lips.

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Raphael briefly ungagged and untied Father Luke for bathroom breaks and so he could eat, but Raphael was right. The priest didn’t fight. All he did was pray and repeat Hail Mary's like a mantra to help him survive his unexpected captivity by the people he’d rescued.

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They arrived in the Bahamas at noon the next day, docked and untied and ungagged Father Luke.

“Not a word ta no one, Father,” Raphael warned. “Or I’ll find ya and toss ya ta the sharks."
“No one would believe me about mutant Turtles existing anyway,” Father Luke said. “I’ll stay silent, but I will pray for you. I pray you find God and become believers and if we’re ever in the same city, you are welcome to attend my sermons. God bless you, young men. I wish you well.”

“Thanks again for rescuing us,” Leo said. “I appreciate it, but I won’t be attending your sermons.”
“Thanks,” Raphael said. Then he and Leo disembarked.

Father Luke watched them leave. I pray they find God. They need Him. I have a strange feeling that I'll see them again. b

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Leo and Raphael immediately went to the U.S. Embassy and told them all that had happened to them.

They were gifted with two nights of all expenses paid at a luxury hotel and flights back to New York. The earliest flight was in two days’ time and they were also given 1000 Dollars spending money. No one else on the cruise ship had survived.

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“Ain’t this the life, huh, Leo?” Raphael said a few hours later as he lay on the king-size bed in their huge and swanky hotel room with his hands clasped behind his head. “I could live here foreva.”
“Yeah,” Leo said as he stared out the window at the ocean. “It’s great, but I can’t stop thinking about Usagi. He was my friend and he didn’t deserve what happened to him. I know you despise him, because of his tryst with your ex, but…”
“I undastand how much he meant ta ya and I can let my feelings slide. We’ll have a memorial service for him. Heck, maybe Father Luke can officiate. I got a weird feelin’ we’re gonna see that guy again.”
“I hope not. I’m gonna call my dad. He must have been insane with worry. Have you called your cousin?”
“Yep. Did when ya were showerin'. She’s gonna meet us at the airport. Is that okay?”
“Of course.”

Leo dialed a number and said, “Dad, it’s me.”
“Leonardo?” Splinter said in disbelief as his heart pounded. “Is that really you?”
“Yeah. It’s a long story, but we’re okay and we’ll see you in two days’ time. That’s the earliest we can get a flight. The Embassy has been great and is putting us up at a posh hotel with all expenses paid. You’d love it. It overlooks the ocean. How’s Donny?”
“My son, I feared you were gone forever,” Splinter said and sniffed. “This truly is a miracle. I will be at the airport. Which one?”
“John F. Kennedy International and we arrive at eleven a.m.”
“Your brother will be relieved when I tell him. He is out right now. Who is we, my son? Did you meet a girl? I think you did and said that her name was Raven, right?”

Leo’s heart pounded and his stomach churned with anxiety. Should he tell his dad about Raphael now or wait until the airport? No. It was better to be honest and to let his dad be prepared. Any massive shock could cause him to have a heart attack.

“My fiancé,” Leo said softly. “It was sudden, but he is amazing, Dad.”
“W-what? He? I thought you said you met a girl.”
“I lied, because I didn’t think you’d approve. It’s bad enough in your opinion that Donny's gay. It took ages for you to accept him and Mikey together and you expected me to marry a girl, but my life didn't turn out that way. I met Raphael and he’s everything I ever wanted and more. If you give him a chance, you'll love him. Please do that.”
“No. It is bad enough that one of my sons has such a sordid lifestyle,” Splinter said heatedly. “I will not condone two of my sons being gay. You have a choice. This stranger, a man, who you barely know or your father. If you choose him, you are no longer my son and I will cut you out of my will.”
Leo said coldly as his heart shattered, “So be it. I’m old enough to make my decisions and I don’t need your permission. I choose Raph. Goodbye, Dad."

A tearful Leo slammed down the receiver. So this was it. His dad was out of his life and all because he’d defied his dad’s wishes and chosen his own path, a man. A man and not a girl he’d been expected to marry. Splinter had never thought Leo would do that, because he’d always been the golden boy and obedient son and he'd done all Splinter wished. How dare Leo decide for himself and go against his dad!

Raphael wrapped his arms around Leo’s waist and said, “I guess he don' wanna meet me. Are ya okay?"
“I'm fine, hon. That’s right. I’m no longer his son and I’m disinherited. Donny's also gay. He can’t handle two of us being gay, especially as I was the wonder boy. He had high expectations for me. A wife, kids and…”
“There’s still time ta back out, Leo. I mean, if ya wanna change yer mind.”
“No. I don’t regret my decision, Raph. I love you and I will forever. I’m just sad that my dad is such a closed-minded bastard. His loss, though. I know you and I'll have a great life together and we’ll be fine on our own.”
“Yeah. We will be. I love ya too,” Raphael said and then kissed Leo’s beak. “Maybe yer dad will change his mind if we have babies. That happens.”
“I sincerely doubt it. Anyway, how about we christen the bed?” Leo said and grinned.
“Ya serious?”
“Yep, but this time I’ll allow you to top.”
“Yer on. I’m gonna blow yer mind,” Raphael said as he led Leo to the bed and then pushed him down.

Raphael climbed astride his lover and prepped him by sticking two fingers into his puckered hole.

He entered Leo when he was sure he was wet enough and gently thrust in and out of him.

They rocked against each other as they churred loudly and kept their eyes locked on each other's.

Leo yelled Raphael’s name when he came and splattered his cum across his plastron.

Raphael growled Leo’s name when he came and filled Leo with his essence.

They basked in the afterglow, snuggled with arms wrapped around each other and made promises of love and eternal devotion. Ones they knew would never be broken. They were soulmates and nothing would ever change that.

Raphael soon fell asleep with his head tucked under Leo’s chin and he had an angelic smile on his face.

Leo watched his mate sleep.

I made the right decision. I love Raph incredibly. I'll never give him up, no matter what happens. We belong together and nothing and no one will ever separate us.

Notes:

A/N Will Splinter come around and attend the wedding?

Chapter 17: Tying the knot

Summary:

Leo and Raphael decide to get hitched in the Bahamas. Lots of fluff.

Later that day, Leo and Raphael bought jeans and a few T-shirts from the hotel merchandise shop. Then they returned to their room.

XXXX

A while later, after another round of lovemaking and a quick shower, Leo said, “Babe, how about a walk before dinner?”
“Can I take a rain check?” Raphael asked. “The new James Bond movie I’ve been dyin’ ta see is on TV.”
“What’s he got that I don’t have?”
“Hmm. He’s James Bond, Leo. Do yer math.”
“Fine. See if I care. Bet he couldn’t make you cum like I do.”
“But I could make him,” Raphael said and grinned. “I bet I’d be the best he eva had.”
“Is that so?”
“Yep. Assumin’ I wanted him, which I don', so there’s no reason ta be jealous.”
“I’m not.”
“Ya are. Look at yer pout. It’s so cute. Leo, I would neva want no one else. Yer stuck with me.”
“I should be back in an hour or so.”
“Take yer time. Me and James will be fine.”

Leo bent down, kissed Raphael’s beak and then left the room.

Raphael turned the volume of the TV down and punched in numbers in the hotel phone, which would reveal the number of the person who'd last called. He dialed the number and waited.

“Hello?” an elderly male voice said.
“Good evenin’,” Raphael said. “Are ya Mr. Hamato Splinter?”
“Who wants to know?” Splinter asked.
“I’m Raphael Keating, Leo’s fiancé. I hoped ta talk ta him. I realize findin’ out that Leo don' like chicks and that he’s engaged was a huge shock, but…”
“Yes. This is Hamato Splinter. What do you want, Mr. Keating? How did you get my number? Is corrupting my son not enough?” Splinter demanded furiously. “My son was pure and liked women before.”
“That’s nonsense, Mr. Hamato. Leo always liked guys, but he was too scared ta tell ya. I know ya don' like me. I can accept that. The bottom line is that ya wanna be a grandpa, so it don' matter how it happens, right? And Donatello would also love kids. I’m intersex and I can lay eggs, so if me and Leo have kids, ya can be a grandpa and be part of their lives. Wouldn’t that be awesome? And if Donny wants kids so badly, I’d be willin’ ta be a surrogate. Well, if Leo was also on board. Leo makes me so happy, Mr. Hamato, and vice versa. It’s hard ta explain. It’s like he chases all my demons and sorrow away. I also make him happy. And one last thing. I lost my parents really young. It still hurts and I miss them every day. I don' want Leo ta go through that. I seriously hope ya will digest what I said and ya will be there for Leo. He loves ya so much. That conversation really shattered him. It'd be wonderful if ya could be happy for him that he’s found someone who loves him and whom he loves. Findin' yer soulmate ain't easy. Surely ya undastand that.”

The line went dead.

Raphael listened to the dial tone and sighed. I tried. The ball's in Mr. Hamato's court now. I really hope he comes around for any babies and Leo's sake. The babies need a grandpa and Leo needs his dad.

Leo arrived back at the hotel room, went inside and saw his mate looking glum.

“What’s wrong, Raphie?” Leo asked as he sat on the bed beside him.
“I called yer dad.”
“W-what?”
“I found the number ta call by punchin’ certain digits into the hotel phone. It gave the number of the last caller. He didn’t appreciate what I said, but I felt he had ta know.”
“What did you tell him?” Raphael told him. “Oh, baby,” Leo said as he pulled Raphael close. “I’m sorry. You’re brave to have called him.”
“It ain't about bravery, Leo. We’re probably gonna have babies. Even if yer dad's a dick, he had a right to know. Now it’s out there and he can decide what ta do. I don' blame his reaction, though. His son’s gay and now his son’s gay lover can carry babies. It sounds like a Maury episode. I really am a genetic mistake!”
“No. You’re perfect and I love you,” Leo said and then kissed the top of his head. “It’s Dad’s loss. I don’t regret being with you, Raph, and I never will. You really would carry Donny and Mikey’s baby?”
“If ya agreed, yeah. Bein’ a parent is a blessin’ and everyone should experience it at least once.”
“You're so giving and loving,” Leo whispered into his ear slits. “Anyone who doesn’t see that is a tool and it’s their loss. I don’t know about the surrogacy. It raises a new set of potential complications. We’d have to discuss it with all parties present.”
“I know. I was just sayin’ I'd do that. Hey. I don' feel like goin’ down ta dinner. Can we order in?”
“Absolutely. Dinner and James Bond?”
“No. Dinner and ya, Leo. That’s all I want and need foreva.”

They read the menu for the hotel's restaurant and decided what they wanted.

Leo called room service and placed their orders.

They then went outside to the balcony and marveled at the stars and moon, which had just appeared.

“Beautiful, ain’t it?” Raphael said as he wrapped his arms around his mate.
“Not as beautiful as you,” Leo said as he dropped to his knees and then withdrew a small box from his jacket pocket. He opened it, which revealed a ruby ring that was inset with six diamonds.

An astonished Raphael gasped. How the heck could he afford that? We don' got much cash. That musta cost like ten thousand Dollars. Maybe more.

“I called Donny downstairs in the lobby and begged him for help," Leo said. “He spoke to the hotel staff, who said they'd give me the cash. Donny will pay them back by wiring the amount. I’ll pay Donny when I’m back home. If you marry me, it’s yours. I asked you before, but if you don’t wanna…”
“I wanna,” Raphael said joyously as his eyes filled with tears. “I will marry ya. Leo, it's gorgeous.”
Leo slipped the ring onto Raphael’s ring finger and said, “It suits you. Is it too snug?”
“A little,” Raphael admitted as he fell to his knees and gawked at his ring. “But I love it and we can always have it resized. Leo, are ya also gonna wear a ring?”
“Yeah,” Leo said as he pulled a box out from his other jacket pocket and then opened it.

Inside was another ring that was the same as Raphael’s.

“It’s your turn to ask me, Raphie,” Leo said as he gave Raphael the box.
“Will ya, Hamato Leonardo, make me the happiest turtle eva and be my husband?” Raphael asked. “I love ya with every fiber of my bein’. I always will and I’ll do my utmost ta ensure that yer always loved and happy.”
“I will,” Leo said and beamed as Raphael slipped the ring onto his ring finger. “I’ll wear my wedding ring with pride. I want everyone to know that I’m taken and with the man of my dreams. I never dreamed I’d find someone like you, Raphie. I’m glad I went on the cruise. You give me a reason to wake up every morning and you complete me. I’m so honored to be experiencing my life with you. I swear I’ll always love you and cherish you. I was thinking… Do you wanna wait until New York? There’s a little chapel up the road. All we need is a Justice of the Peace. We could do it right now. What do you think?”
“Ya serious? Now? What about room service?”
“It’s available twenty-four-seven. We can eat later. What do you say? It’s eight now. It’ll be lovely. I know it’s not a huge wedding or fireworks, but we could have a bigger one at home."
“Are ya sure? This is a massive step, Leo.”
“Are you getting cold feet?”
“No. I wanna. It’s just people will be mad.”
“So what? We don’t need permission, Raph. I don't care if they mad. All that matters is you, us. I think it’ll be pretty romantic. If we hurry, we can ask them to move it to the beach and get married under the full moon.”
“Okay. Let’s do it,” Raphael said and then kissed Leo’s lips. “Wow. I can’t believe we’re tyin’ the knot.”
“Me either, but I don’t regret it for one nanosecond.”

They went inside.

Room service knocked on the door.

Leo opened the door, apologized that they'd be unable to eat it and told room service to deliver the food to any honeymooning couple of their choice.

Then he and Raphael left the hotel and headed to the chapel.

XXXX

They soon arrived at the chapel, but to their dismay, there was no one about, so they decided to go to the courthouse. Maybe they'd be lucky there.

XXXX

They arrived at the courthouse, went inside and saw several other couples waiting to be married.

They sat down, linked hands, waited their turn and ignored the stares they received.

It was soon their turn and they approached the Justice of the Peace. He was a gray haired, dark eyed, lean and middle-aged bespectacled man.

“Good evening,” Leo said. “We’re Hamato Leonardo and Raphael Keating. We’re here to be married.”
“Are you both over eighteen?”
“Yes.”
“Any ID?”
“Went down on the ship that was hijacked by pirates. We were the only survivors.”
“Look, kid, I need your photo ID, proof of address, proof of termination of any marriages and your medical examination. If you're approved by the clerk, you’ll get a marriage license." 

“How long will that take?” Raphael asked. “We wanna get married tonight.”
“And I want the lotto,” the man said. “Look, get me the info I need and we could get you married tonight. My shift ends at midnight. Tick-tock.”

Leo sighed and said, “We’ll be back soon, sir. Can I bill this to my brother?”
“Fine,” the man said. “Next.”

Leo and Raphael returned to the lobby and made several calls to the U.S. Embassy. Three hours later, all their documentation had been sorted out. The information had been faxed through to the courthouse by the U.S. Embassy.

Armed with their marriage license, they went to the Justice of the Peace.

“We’re back,” Leo said. “Can you marry us now, please?”
“Yes,” the man said, taking the marriage certificate and perusing it. “Wow. You really are mutant turtles. How odd. Anyway, give me the rings.”

The Turtles gave him the rings.

“Right,” the man said as he placed Raphael's ring in the left pocket of his pants and Leo's in his right pocket. "Turn and face each other and say your vows.”

“Raphael,“ Leo said, choking back a sob and taking Raphael’s hands in his. “You're the best thing that ever happened to me and you give me a reason to wake up every morning. My life was incomplete and a meaningless existence until we met. I promise to love you, honor and cherish you all my life."
“Leonardo,” Raphael said as he blinked back tears. “Ya make me so happy. I wanna shout it from the rooftops. My life was pretty shi…dull and borin’ until I met ya. I always felt like somethin' was missin’. Now I know who. Ya. Yer my missin’ jigsaw piece, the ying ta my yang, my heart, my everythin' and my soulmate. I love ya incredibly and I promise ta always love ya, ta protect ya and ta treasure ya. I’m honored ta be yers and ta be on this journey with ya.”

The Justice of the Peace couldn’t help feeling stirred by their words. They were so heartfelt and honest. These two mutants, who were probably deemed freaks by society had found each other. How special was that?

“That was lovely,” the man said. “It’s the rings now.” He produced Leonardo’s ring and said, “Leonardo, do you want to marry Raphael?”
“I do,” Leo said as he gazed intently into Raphael’s eyes.
“Mr. Keating, do the honors."

A beaming Raphael slipped the ring onto Leo’s ring finger.

“Now your turn, Mr. Keating,” the man said as he took Raphael’s ring out of his pocket and then handed it to Leo. “Do you want to marry Mr. Hamato, Mr. Keating?”
“I do,” Raphael said as he stared adoringly into Leo’s eyes.
“Do the honors, Mr. Hamato."

A smiling Leo placed the ring onto Raphael’s ring finger.

The man said, “By joining hands and exchanging rings, you are consenting to be bound together as husbands. You are promising to honor, love and support each other for the rest of your lives. By the authority vested in me by the laws of the Bahamas, I now pronounce you husband and husband.”

“We’re really married, Leo,” Raphael said excitedly as his golden eyes shone with happiness.
“Yes, we are, my love, and no one will ever break our bond or come between us.”

The Justice of the Peace said, “You are now joined to each other by love and respect. Two qualities you must always remember during difficult times. I wish you the best of luck and it is my honor to introduce Mr. Hamato and Mr. Keating.”
“Nah,” Raphael said. “It’s Hamato for me too.”
“All right then. Mr. Hamato and Mr. Hamato. Congratulations, gentlemen. You’ll need to sign here and you need witnesses.”

“Hey, ya two. Will ya be our witnesses?” Raphael asked as he glanced at the couple behind them.
“Sure,” the boyfriend said.

The couple signed as witnesses.

Then Raphael and Leo added their signatures.

The Justice of the Peace signed it and said, “It’s late. I’ll hand it to the clerk and you can fetch your copy in a couple of days."
“We’re leavin’ the day afta tomorrow. Please can ya try ta get it done by the close of tomorrow?” Raphael asked.
“I don’t usually do this, but I will. I should have your copy ready by five p.m. tomorrow. Be here then. Goodnight, gentlemen, and good luck.

The ecstatic newlyweds linked hands and left the building.

XXXX

“What a crazy few days, huh, husband?” Raphael asked.
“Husband. Being called that feels strange and wonderful, husband. I'll never tire of hearing it and of calling you it," Leo said.
“Yeah. I won’t neither. What do ya wanna do?”
“I wanna go home and make love to my gorgeous husband.”
“Our weddin’ night. I meant what I said. I wanna take yer surname. Any kids can have my surname as their middle name. I don' think my family would mind and I know they'd have loved ya. April and her kid will too. Yer dad’s gonna go ballistic.”
“I don’t care. I told you all that matters is how we feel. We’re ecstatic and blissfully in love, Raphie. I won’t let anyone ruin our deep adoration and respect for each other.”
“Ya know I won’t neither. I love ya, Leo. I always will. Thank ya for takin’ a chance on me.”
“No. I should thank you. Thank you for being you and for loving me, despite what an ass I was when we first met.”
“Ya were kinda, but I was rather pushy,” Raphael said and chuckled. “Hey. Look at the moon. It’s glorious.”
“You’re more breathtaking,” Leo said as he wrapped his arms around Raphael and pulled him close. “I will never tire of gazing at my Greek god. You’re perfection personified.”
“Heh. Yer just tryin’ ta tap my ass,” Raphael said as he blushed.
“No. It’s the truth. You’re stunning inside and out,” Leo said and then tenderly kissed him.

Raphael eagerly kissed Leo back as he ran his hands down Leo’s plastron.

The kissing soon intensified as their tongues twined together and hands roamed everywhere they could reach. A perfect ending to a long ass day and to the start of a new chapter as a married couple.

Notes:

A/N How will the families take the news?

Chapter 18: Raphael's bio parents

Summary:

Raphael's bio parents finally trace him and want to meet him. Donny tries to get Splinter to see sense. Don, April and April's daughter, Alisha greet Leo and Raphael at the airport. Raphael calls his bio parents and says he will meet them. Angst and fluff.

Tim and Lisa Kalmer, two mutant Turtles, sat in in the private investigator, Wesley Dawson’s office with their hands linked together and praying that Dawson finally had the news they desperately wanted. Tim had emerald skin and golden eyes and his wife had olive skin and hazel eyes.

“And?” Tim asked. “Did you find Raphael, Wes?”
“Yes,” Wesley Dawson said and beamed. “Only took me nineteen years. The adoption was closed, so it wasn’t easy to trace him without offering money. I have. Lisa placed him in the orphanage in Japan and he was adopted by the Keating’s. They returned to New York, but they sadly passed away when Raphael was still a kid. He was then cared for by his grandparents, who’re now also deceased. Raphael lives alone in lower Manhattan and is a cop. You have to understand that you can’t just turn up at his apartment. He might have simmering resentment and anger issues towards you.”

“I know,” Lisa said and sighed. “It’s my fault, not Tim’s. He never knew I was gravid. We’d had a huge fight, broke up and I went through the pregnancy and egg laying alone. I left Raphael in that orphanage, because I was afraid of being a single mom. Tim and I got back together a few months later and I told him everything. It’s my cross to bear. I will understand if Raphael doesn’t want to meet me, but he can’t deny his dad, who knew nothing about it.”
“Right,” Wes said. “I found Raphael’s cousin, April’s phone number. You can call her and explain the situation. She'll ask Raphael if he’ll be prepared to meet you, but you have to accept whatever answer he gives. I can locate them, but I can’t make them meet you.”

“I know,” Tim said. “We’re just grateful that you’ve found him. Do you have a photo of him, Wes?”

Wes picked up the photo of Raphael in his NYPD uniform and handed it and a few other photos of Raphael he’d found online to his parents.

“He’s extremely handsome,” Lisa said. “Looks just like his dad. I can’t believe he’s a cop. Look how dashing he is, Tim.”
“Indeed he is,” Tim said as his heart swelled with affection for his son. “I’m floored and unbelievably proud. My dad was also a cop and he’d love to meet Raphael. Our whole family would. My parents are in their seventies now and they have long dreamed of meeting their only grandchild. It would be amazing if Raphael consented to it.”

“Here are April’s details,” Wes said and handed a piece of paper to Tim. “I really hope you meet your son.”
“Thank you, Wes,” Lisa said and stood up. “We’re grateful and will keep you posted.”

“Thanks, Wes,” Tim said. “I’m grateful to you. It looks like the Keating’s did an exceptional job with our son. I feel like we’re intruding and we have no right to even hope to meet Raphael, but I want to. He’s my only kid, the only one I’ll ever have and I just…” Tim said thickly and swallowed a lump. “I just want to say hi even and to hear his voice once. I know that may be selfish, because we don’t really have that right and we could cause him tons of stress, but…”
“I know, Tim. I completely understand. It’s always difficult with adoptions and there aren’t always happy reunions. Maybe yours will be different. Try to have faith.”
“Yeah,” Tim said and stood up. “I’ll call April now. Thanks so much, Wes.”
“It’s a pleasure. Best of luck to you both,” Wes said and stood up. He shook their hands and added, “Stay in touch. I’d like to meet Raphael.”
“Of course. You’re like family after all these years. Bye for now.”

“See you,” Lisa said.

The Kalmer’s left the office and for the first time in nearly two decades, their hearts felt lighter.

XXXX

Tim and Lisa went to a park not far from the PI’s office and sat down on a bench.

Tim said, “I’m going to call April now, Lis.”
Lisa nodded and said, “I hope she convinces Raphael to meet us.”

Tim dialed a number and said, “Is this April Keating?”
“Speaking. How can I help you?”
“I’m Tim Kalmer. I’d like to talk about your cousin, Raphael.”
“Is he in danger?” April asked worriedly. “How? I spoke to him a few hours ago and he was fine.”
“No, no. He’s not. I...” Tim took a deep breath and said, “There is no easy way to say this. My name is Tim Kalmer. My wife, Lisa, and I are Raphael’s biological parents.”
“W-what?” April asked in amazement.
“Yes. We've searched for him his entire life. It’s a long, long story, but in a nutshell, we’d like to meet our son and to try and explain why…”
“Why you abandoned him,” April said coldly. “Don’t you think it’s rather rude to assume you can call after so long and expect him to see you? Have you considered what this could do to him? He’s built up his life and is doing very well. This could potentially send him over the edge. Have you thought about that or were you too wrapped up in your selfish need of trying to clear your conscience?”
“I understand you’re protective of him, but we don’t do things lightly. We have taken all of that into account. If Raphael doesn't want to meet us, we'll walk away. We won’t force him. All we hope for is a chance to meet Raphael and to try and explain things. We know it’s possible he won’t want to meet us and that even if he does, that the meeting won’t go well and we’ll never see him again. We’re prepared for that. It’s about Raphael, not us.”
“Give me your details. I’ll tell Raphael about your call and he can decide whether to phone you or not.”
Tim gave her his phone number and said, “I appreciate it. Miss Keating, we don’t want any trouble or to upset Raphael. Please understand that. All we hope for is a chance to explain our side of things.”
“Right. My feelings on this matter are unprintable, so it's best I don’t comment. I’ll talk to my cousin. Good afternoon,” April said and hung up.

Tim sighed and said, “Lise, it’s up to Raphael now."
Lisa squeezed her husband’s hand and said, “How about we grab an early dinner and then go home?”
“Sounds good. I really could use a drink now too.”

The Kalmer’s went to dinner at their favorite Italian restaurant and hoped Raphael called.

XXXX

Donny entered the living room as Splinter ended the call with Raphael, looked at his dad’s furious expression and said, “Bad news, Dad?”
“Yes,” the rat said. “Leonardo is also gay. I hoped he would meet a woman and give me grandchildren, seeing that you’ll fail in that department, but he has met a male named Raphael on the cruise and they are engaged. I am deeply disgusted and I have cut him out of my will.”
“Dad, don’t you think that’s harsh?”
“Harsh? Really? Both my sons are faggots. I have failed miserably with my parenting. It does not matter that Raphael can have babies. I am still appalled.”
“What? Raphael can have babies?” Donny said in astonishment.
“Indeed. A male. Is that not the most repulsive thing you have ever heard?” Splinter said heatedly.
“No. What’s repulsive is your treatment of Leo. He’s always tried to live up to your expectations and he's never been able to be himself. You’ve always been stricter on him than with me, because of your disappointment in me. That’s not fair. You’ve never thought about what Leo wants and you never asked him. You expected him to do all you wanted. He’s gay, Dad. It’s not a sin and it doesn’t define him. It’s just a part of him. I think it’s brilliant he met someone who makes him happy and that he can be himself with them. You’ll still be a grandfather. Just not have a daughter-in-law.”
“You are right. I have been a bit rough on Leonardo, but what am I supposed to do? Accept a man he barely knows?”
“Yes, if you still want Leo in your life. I know it’s sudden, but Leo never does anything he doesn’t feel comfortable with and he has great judgment. If he feels this guy is special, then he must be. I think you need to let go of your prejudice and to give Raphael a chance.”
Splinter filled Donny in on the rest of his conversation with Raphael and said, “Can you believe he had the audacity to call me?”
“He wasn’t trying to be rude. Imagine how tough it must have been for him to call you. I like his spunk and I’ll be at the airport with open arms to greet them. The question is, will you, Dad? Will you let go of your prejudice and be there for Leo and love him? If you don’t, you'll lose him and you'll never know your grandchildren. The choice is yours. As for me and Mikey, I'm truly sorry that you're still not happy about it. That’s your problem. I love him, he loves me and we'll never give each other up. It's incredibly hard to find true love, Dad, especially if you’re a mutant and are regarded a freak by everyone. Mikey and I are blessed to have each other. So are Leo and his love. Does it really matter who Leo loves, as long as he’s happy and treated right? No. Think long and hard about your actions. I’m going to bed. Night, Dad.”
“That is not true. I like Michelangelo. He is a good kid. It is just…”
“Then why can’t you try to like Raphael?”
“It is different with Leonardo.”
“Yes, because he was the favorite. You never had as many expectations for me as you had for Leo,” Don said bitterly. “That’s why it crushes you so badly. I have news for you, Dad. Leo will do what he wants, regardless if you approve or not. He doesn’t have to listen to you anymore.”
“That is not true. I do not have…”
“You do, Dad. You always did. I know you’re unhappy, but you have to accept it or you’ll lose Leo for good. By the way, I’m moving out. Me and Mikey are moving to lower Manhattan. It’s close to my work and Leo’s place.”
“My son, you do not have to leave.”
“I do. I’m twenty-one-years-old. It’s time for me to spread my wings. I’ll visit and you can visit us. Night, Dad," Donny said and left the room.

Splinter thought about Leo.

I cannot accept that Leonardo is also gay. It upsets me more than it did with Donatello, because Leonardo was my favorite and I had huge expectations of him. They are dashed and I am supposed to accept that my beloved son is with a man. I cannot.

XXXX

TWO DAYS LATER

Leo and Raphael had returned to the courthouse, received their copy of the marriage certificate and were now on board the plane bound for New York and waiting for it to land at John F. Kennedy International. Neither had told their families about their marriage. Well, only Don knew about it.

“Nervous?” Raphael asked his husband.
“A little,” Leo admitted. “But I have no regrets. Do you, Raph?”
“Nope. Yer the best thing I’ve eva done,” Raphael said and then tenderly kissed Leo’s lips. “'Sides, I think April will be stoked for us.”
“She will be. I still can’t believe we’re married. It sucks that I have to go back to work in a few days’ time.”
“Ya don' hafta. Ya can quit. Do ya even like bein’ a teacher? Is it what ya wanted ta do?”
“It’s a thankless job sometimes. I’ve often thought about quitting.”
“Why don' ya apply ta be a cop? I think ya’d be terrific and I can put in a few good words for ya.”
“You think the department can handle two Hamato’s?” Leo asked teasingly.
“Yep. Think about it, Leo, and all the good ya’d do. We could maybe even be partners on the force. I’d like that, especially as my current partner’s a racist, backward thinkin’ and sexist tool who only thinks about his dick. I can’t stand him, but his daddy is friends with the commissioner, so he’ll neva be fired. The guy detests me too and calls me a mutant freak.”
“I’ll think about it. You’re not a mutant freak. Raph, you're the sweetest, kindest and most incredible guy I’ve ever met.”
Raphael flushed. “All this sappiness is givin’ me an itch.”
“I’ll scratch it later,” Leo said huskily.
Raphael grinned and said, “Ya’d betta. I love ya so damn much, Leo.”
“Love you too, Raph.”

The plane landed twenty minutes later and they disembarked.

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Leo and Raphael only had two small cases and they quickly went through security and customs. Then they headed to the arrivals area.

Leo immediately spotted Donny and said, "Donny's over there, Raph. There's no need to be nervous. He’ll love you.”

Raphael had been looking for April, but to his immense disappointment, there was no sign of her. He nodded and followed his husband to where Donny was.

“Hey,” Donny said, his face lighting up when he saw them. “Welcome home, my favorite newlyweds. How are you? Did you have a good flight?”
“All great,” Leo said. “Donny, I’d like you to meet Raphael. Raph, this is my brother, Donny.”

“Hi,” Raphael said shyly. “I’ve heard so much about ya. It’s awesome ta finally meet ya, Donatello.”
“You can call me Donny or Don, Raphael.”
“Raph.”
“Welcome to the family. I was flabbergasted when Leo said he was getting married, but he doesn’t do anything unless he’s absolutely sure it’ll work out, so I trust he knows what he’s doing. You have a Brooklyn accent. You’re from around here then, huh?”
“Thanks. Yeah,” Raphael said as he scanned the airport for April again.
“Strange how we’ve all never met. You’d think we'd stand out, because we're mutant turtles."
“Uh huh. Sorry. I was checkin’ ta see if my cousin, April was here. Looks like she ain’t made it. I’ll…”

“RAPHAEL!” a woman screamed.

He turned and saw April heading towards him. She was holding a little red haired and green eyed girl's hand.

Raphael set down his suitcase and ran towards his family. He scooped April into his arms, set her down and then picked up the shrieking little girl.

Leo watched them and his heart swelled with love for his husband.

“He’s cute, Leo,” Donny said. “You happy?”
“Yeah,” Leo said as he set down his case and then hugged Donny. “Thanks for everything. I can never thank you enough. Raph is sensational. I’m truly blessed. How’s Mikey?”
“It’s a pleasure,” Donny said and pulled away. “We’ve had our problems, Leo. I’m so sorry. I never meant to hurt you."
"It’s the past, Don. We’re both happy now and with fabulous people. How’s Mikey?”
“We’re moving in together. Mikey had to work today, but I’ll see him later.”
“That’s fantastic. I’m glad. How’s Dad?”
“He’s Dad. I tried talking to him, but he wouldn’t listen to reason. Anyway, don’t let it spoil your happiness. It’s Dad’s loss. I’ll always be there for you and Raphael, especially when you have babies,” Donny said and chuckled. “It’s true he can have them, huh?”
“Yeah.”
“That’s freaking fabulously, Leo. I’m over the moon. I can’t wait to be an uncle. As for surrogacy, I think that’d be a little weird. Mikey and I'll first look into adopting. If that doesn’t pan out, we’ll talk to you guys. It’s really sweet of Raphael and you to put it out there.”

Raphael set the little girl down, took her hand, approached Leo and Don with April and the little girl, smiled and said, “Hey, guys. These are my cousin, April, and her adorable little girl, Cacia. Cass and April, I want ya ta meet Leo and Donny.“
“It's great to meet you,” April said and shook Leo and Donny's hands.

“Likewise,” Leo and Don said in unison.

“Hi,” Cacia said, not leaving Raphael’s side. It was obvious they were close.

“Raph wasn’t lying. You’re handsome, Leo,” April said, making Leo blush.

“We should get going,” Don said. “You guys coming with me or April?”
“Go with Donny,” April said. “I’ll pop by later and bring dinner.”

“Okay,” Raphael said as he bent down to Cacia's level. “I gotta go, hon, but I’ll see ya real soon. I love ya so much,” he added as he removed his hand and then hugged her fiercely.
“Love you too, Raphie.”

“Raph, a word,” April said. “Can we talk privately?”

Raphael nodded and walked a few meters away with his family.

“What’s up?” Raphael asked. “Are ya okay, April?”
“All’s fine. I had the oddest call from a Tim Kalmer. He wants to meet you. Says he and his wife are your biological parents. I have his number,” April said and handed Raphael a piece of paper. "I know it’s sudden and a shock. You don’t have to call them, but they'd really like a chance to explain things. Think about it. No one will be furious if you don’t want to see them. They understand.”
Raphael’s jaw had dropped in astonishment. He recovered himself and said, “Would ya wanna meet them?”
“No, but it’s not my decision. I’ll be here for you whatever you decide.”
“Thanks,” Raphael said as he pocketed the piece of paper. “I’ll see ya tonight. Love ya, cuz.”
“Love you too,” April said and hugged him. “You don’t have to meet them, Raph.”
“I know. See ya lata.”

He pulled away, hugged Cacia and returned to Don and Leo.

Leo didn’t press him on the news. He’d tell Leo when he was ready.

Raphael and Leo picked up their cases and followed Donny to the parking lot. Then they climbed into his car and headed to Raphael’s place.

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During the drive, Raphael mulled over his biological parents and whether he should meet them. Never in a million years had he thought they'd want to contact him. He'd figured he was unwanted, a shame to them and something they wanted to forget. Part of him really wanted to hear their side of the story, but another part felt like they had no excuses and why should he open himself up and expose himself to more hurt? He was so torn.

“Are you okay?” Leo asked from beside him in the back seat.
Raphael grabbed his hand and said, “Not really. I’ll tell ya at home.”
“I’m here for you, Raph.”
“I know and I’m grateful, Leo.”

They soon reached Raphael’s run-down apartment.

XXXX

Leo and Raphael went inside, packed Raphael’s things into suitcases and then deposited the cases in the trunk of Donny's car. Raphael informed his landlord that he wasn’t renewing his lease and that he was leaving immediately.

They returned to the car and drove to Leo’s apartment.

XXXX

Twenty minutes later, they arrived at Leo’s apartment and deposited their cases on the ground. 

“I love it,” Raphael said. “Much betta than my dump, Leo. Damn. I can walk without floorboards creakin’ and roaches crawlin’ around. I did my best ta keep my pad clean, but those roaches neva went away.”
“Yeah. None here, babe. Thanks for everything, Donny.”

“No problem,” Don said. “Have fun, guys,” he added and winked. “Are you guys free tomorrow? How about we meet up for dinner at Antonio’s at eight p.m.? Mikey gets off work at six.”
“Sure,” Raphael said as he looked at Leo.

“Great,” Leo said.

“I’ll be going then,” Donny said. “Take care, guys. Oh, Raph,” he added as he threw his arms around a surprised Raphael, who hadn’t expected the hug. “Look after my brother and treat him well or you’ll have me to deal with.”
“Ya got nothin' ta worry about, Donny. I love Leo. I'll always do my best ta ensure he’s happy and knows he’s loved.”
“Excellent,” Donny said and pulled away. “Welcome to the family. I wish you guys tons of babies. Hehehe. See you tomorrow.”

Leo and Raphael smiled and said their goodbyes. Then Donny left the apartment.

“Wanna tell me what’s been eating at you, Raphie?” Leo asked.
“My parents traced me and wanna meet.”
“Do you?” Leo asked as he wrapped an arm around Raphael’s waist.
“Yeah and no. What would ya do?”
“I’m not you. I'd meet, listen and if I didn’t like what they said, I'd never see them again. You don’t have to.”
“I know, but I’d be a hypocrite ta speak ta yer dad about family and how important it is without meetin’ these people and hearin’ what they got ta say. I’m gonna meet them and hear them out. Will ya come with me?”
“Of course, angel,” Leo said and then kissed his lips. “I’ll be right by your side. Do you want me to leave the room when you call them?”
“No. I need ya with me. Please stay.”
“Okay. I’m here. It’ll be all right.”
“I'm gonna do it now.”

Raphael pulled away, picked up the phone on a desk in the living room and dialed Tim’s number.

It rang three times before Tim answered and said, “Hi.”
“Hi. Is this Tim Kalmer?” Raphael asked as his heart pounded.
“Speaking. How can I help you?”
“This is Raphael Keating. My cousin said ya wanna meet me.”
“Raphael, is it really you?” Tim said joyously. “Can I put you on speaker, so my wife, Lisa, can also talk?”
“I guess.”

“Raphael,” Lisa said tearfully. “It is unbelievable to hear your voice. Are you okay? I can’t believe we’re talking to you.”
“Me neither. I’ve hated ya for so long.”

“I understand,” Tim said. “It’s good of you to call us. Thank you. If you can’t find it in your heart to meet us, I understand. It’s a lot to deal with, Raphael. Just hearing your voice warms my soul. Thank you.”
“Yep. It is. Are ya in New York?”
“Yes. We live in the Bronx.”
Raphael took a deep breath and said, “How’s tomorrow at nine a.m. work for ya?"
“Really? You want to meet us?” Tim said as his heart leapt with joy.

Raphael wanted to snap at Tim and badmouth him and Lisa for ditching him, but when he heard the gratitude in Tim's voice for him simply calling, he didn't have the heart.

“Well,” Raphael said. “I’m willin’ ta hear yer side, Tim and Lisa. I really dunno what’ll happen afta. I can’t promise nothin' and ya can’t expect me ta.”
“We don’t,” Tim said. “Where do you want us to meet you?”
“There’s a little coffee shop called Marie’s on the corner of Fifth and Main. One of my favorite places, which has the best bagels and cakes in town.”

“Perfect,” Lisa said. “Oh, Raphael, we’re so excited. Thank you.”

“Hey,” Raphael said. “Do I got siblings? Are ya also mutant turtles?”
“No,” Tim replied. “But you do have cousins, grandparents, aunts and uncles, who would love to meet you. Yes. We’re mutant turtles. You look like me and your mom has olive skin and hazel eyes. What about you? Do you have anyone special in your life?”
“My husband. He’s the most wonderful guy. He’s comin’ with me tomorrow.”
“Does he make you happy?” Tim asked. It didn’t matter that his son was gay. All that mattered was that Raphael was happy and loved. He knew his wife was a bit of a homophobe, but if she wanted Raphael in her life, she had to accept him for who he was.
“Yeah. I love him ta the moon and back and he loves me. Words can’t adequately describe how he makes me feel.”
“Cool. We’re looking forward to meeting him too. What’s his name?”
“Leo. I need ta go. Just returned from my trip and I wanna unpack and stuff. Been a crazy few days and I’m knackered.”
“All right. Look after yourselves and have a great rest of the day, Raphael. Thank you so much.”

“Take care, Raphael,” Lisa said. “I love you. I’ve never stopped thinking about you.”
“Bye,” Raphael said and hung up.

“I'm so proud of you, Raphie,” Leo said, striding to Raphael’s side and pulling him in for a hug. “I know it was tough.”
“Yeah, but if the meetin’ goes well, our kids will have grandparents and a huge extended family. They deserve that. It was awesome that Tim didn’t care that I was gay and only wanted my happiness. I dunno if his wife feels the same way. I don' care, though. If she's a homophobe, it's her problem. I love ya, we’re happy and that's all that matters.”
“Indeed. I wish Dad could take a leaf out of your dad’s book. I doubt he’ll ever come around.”
“His loss. I kinda like the sound of Tim. He gets how I feel, but Lisa was like, ‘I love ya.' Really? How can ya say that afta ya dumped yer kid in an orphanage? How is that love, Leo? Still, I’ll listen ta what they've got ta say and then make a decision.”
“I know, babe. Hey. Wanna christen our bed? I know you’re still down and that’ll cheer you up,” Leo said as he trailed a hand down Raphael’s plastron, which made him shiver.
“No. I want ya ta hug me and ta neva lemme go. I couldn’t bear it if ya left me. I know we ain’t known each otha long, but it would cut me ta ribbons.”
“I’ll never leave you, Raphie. I promise. Why don’t we watch a movie? I’ll make popcorn and we can snuggle.”
“Okay.”
“Great. You get settled and I’ll make the popcorn. Want anything to drink?”
“No, thanks. I’ll unpack lata,” Raphael said and then kissed his husband’s lips. “I love ya, Leo. Thank ya for everythin'.”
“I love you too, hon. Try not to worry. Tomorrow will be fine and I’ll be with you," Leo said and headed to the kitchen.

Raphael went to the living room.

XXXX

Raphael sat down on the couch and thought about his parents and Leo.

I can't believe I'm meetin' my bio parents. It feels so surreal. I dunno what ta feel or ta think, but I know I'll be fine, whateva happens, as long as my Leo's with me. I'm immensely grateful and blessed ta have Leo. I couldn't do this without him. He's my strength, my heart, my galaxy, my soul and I'm his. We were fated ta be together and nothin' and no one will eva separate us.

Notes:

A/N How will the meeting with Raphael's parents go?

Chapter 19: Raphael's bio family

Summary:

Raphael treats his husband to a special wakeup and learns that his ex is their new landlord. Raphael and Leo meet Raphael's bio family. Leo learns devasting news about his dad.

The next morning, Raphael woke up at 7:30 a.m. and saw that he was still snuggled in Leo’s arms. He tenderly gazed at his husband.

My husband. It still feels surreal ta call him that. I’d given up hope of eva findin’ love again, but then I met Leo and I knew instantly that he was my soulmate. He is and I love everythin’ about him. I know we’re gonna be happy together foreva. I’m gonna give Leo a special wakeup.

Raphael gently extricated himself, lowered his head between Leo’s legs and began to lick his slit.

“Mmm,” Leo said sleepily as he opened his eyes. “Raph, what are you doing?”
Raphael stopped licking and said, “Wakin’ ya up. Yer gonna love this.”

He resumed licking Leo’s slit and it wasn’t long before Leo dropped down. Precum glistened on the head of his semi-erect dick and the veins pulsated.

Raphael licked Leo’s shaft and then said with a grin, “Ya taste amazin’, babe.” He then kissed the tip of Leo’s dick. Then he teasingly licked it from base to tip and watched his lover’s reaction.

“Agh! So good,” Leo said and churred loudly from the pleasure coursing through him. “Raphael! Ah!”

Raphael wrapped his lips and tongue around Leo’s shaft, slowly took Leo in his mouth and began to suck.

“Raphael!” Leo said and moaned as he gently pushed Raphael’s head down so that he went in deeper.

Controlling his gag reflex, Raphael kept his lips clamped tight around Leo’s shaft as he stroked Leo’s tail.

They maintained eye contact.

Raphael bobbed up and down, sped up the pace and made slurping noises.

Knowin’ that I make Leo happy and pull those adorable noises from him is a huge turn-on.

“Yes! That’s it! So good!” Leo bellowed as his pleasure began to spike. “Fuck. I’m gonna cum!”

Hearing that, Raphael sucked even faster. It wasn’t long before he was rewarded with his prize.

Leo roared Raphael’s name when he came a few minutes later and shot load after load of his hot and creamy seed down Raphael’s throat.

Raphael greedily drank it all and kept sucking.

Leo tastes like the green tea he drinks. I love it and I'll neva get enough of it and him.

Leo kept flooding Raphael’s mouth with his cum and then he pulled out with a satiated sigh.

Raphael licked Leo from base to tip to clean him and then said with a grin, “How’d I do?”
“Wow! That was friggin’ fantastic, Raph,” Leo said and then kissed his husband. He tasted his cum on Raphael’s lips. It was strange, but not unpleasant. “I could get used to being woken up like that.”
“Heh. Good, cuz I’m gonna spoil ya every chance I can get. I love ya, Leo.”
“Me too. Starting now. I love you too.”
“I wanna, babe, but we need ta get goin’ if we wanna meet my parents at nine.”
“Tonight then,” Leo said and then kissed his mate again.
“Wild horses couldn’t keep me away,” Raphael said with a smile and then got up. “I’m gonna shower. Wanna christen it with me? We can squeeze in ten minutes.”
“You’re on!” Leo said and leapt out of bed.

The lovers went to their en suite bathroom.

XXXX

Leo turned on the faucets and watched the water glisten on and bounce off his mate’s gorgeous and toned body.

Raph's sheer perfection and I’m blessed to have him. I’ll never take him for granted. Fate works in mysterious ways. Who’d have thought I’d find love on that cruise? I’m so glad I went on it. Raph's everything I ever wanted in a mate and more. I wish Dad would accept him.

“See somethin’ ya dig?” Raphael said with a smirk when he saw Leo staring at him.
“You,” Leo replied. “You’re stunning and I’m honored you’re mine. Can I wash you? You can wash me then too if you wanna.”
“Sure,” Raphael said as he flushed from the praise.

Leo squeezed shower gel onto a loofah sponge. Then he dragged the sponge down Raphael’s muscular arms, plastron and legs.

“Mmm. That feels great,” Raphael said and then sighed contentedly. “I’ve neva had a partner wash me before.”

Raphael closed his eyes, leant against the wall and tried not to drop down, because the attention was arousing and made his shell feel tight.

Leo dragged the sponge over Raphael’s tail, which made him churr.

“Leo, I’m sensitive there. Fuck it,” Raphael said and dropped down. “Claim me and hurry. We ain’t got long…”

Leo dropped the sponge, covered Raphael’s mouth with his own and kissed him passionately as he pinned him to the wall. Then he pushed Raphael’s head down to deepen the kiss.

Their tongues hungrily probed each other’s mouths as their lower plastrons ground against each other’s, which caused an amazing friction and churrs to roar from their chests.

An aroused Leo dropped down and his cock pressed up against Raphael’s, which made them churr even louder.

“Claim me,” Raphael murmured into the kiss. “Now.”

Leo ensured his mate didn’t fall by pinning him with his body and then thrust into him.

“Ah! I need ya, Leo. Fuck me!” Raphael demanded.

Leo thrust in and out and soon built up a steady rhythm that had them seeing stars and churring loudly as pleasure coursed through them.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang.

“Who the hell would visit so early?” Raphael hissed. “Damn it.”
“I don’t know,” Leo said. “But they can wait, because I want us to finish what we started.”

The doorbell rang incessantly, but the couple continued their lovemaking.

Raphael came a while later and bellowed Leo’s name. His cum splattered onto the shower walls, floor and over his lover.

Leo soon reached his climax. He gave a final thrust into Raphael, stilled and yelling Raphael’s name, flooded his insides with his creamy and sticky cum.

Then they basked in the afterglow and panted heavily. The water was still running.

The doorbell was still ringing.

“That was incredible, babe,” Raphael said. “I needed it.”
“Me too,” Leo said and then kissed Raphael’s lips. “Let’s get cleaned up and then answer the door. That person just won’t get a clue.”

They cleaned each other and then Leo turned off the faucets.

They went to their room, dressed and then headed to the living room.

XXXX

Leo opened the front door and saw a burly dark haired and eyed scowling man.

“Can I help you?” Leo asked.
“Yes. I’m Casey Jones, yer new landlord, Mr. Hamato. I wanted ta introduce myself…”

“No fuckin' way!” Raphael said, his golden eyes wide in incredulity when he saw his ex. “Ya!”
“Raphael? Ya gotta be shittin' me,” an equally floored Casey said. “Yer my tenant? Ya live with Mr. Hamato?”
“As Leo’s husband, I’m hardly gonna be livin’ elsewhere,” Raphael retorted. “This has gotta be a joke. Ya our landlord. I can’t believe it.”
“Yer married to him? Seriously?”
“Yep and we’re deeply in love,” Raphael said as he wrapped an arm around Leo’s waist. “He knows the principle of give and take and cares about my needs.”

“That’s your ex, Raph?” Leo said.
“Yep. That’s the turd. I thought I’d seen the last of him. Fuckin’ universe has gotta mess with me,” Raphael said and glowered at his ex.

“I’ve tried ta talk ta ya for the last year, Raph,” Casey said. “But ya wouldn’t have nothin' ta do with me. Rightfully so. I was a prick and deserved what happened. I was a terrible boyfriend, took advantage of ya and expected ya ta pay for everythin'. I cheated and blamed ya for not meetin' my needs when that happened. Usagi ain't the only one. When ya threw me out, I was pissed at ya, but as time passed, I realized that it was my fault and that I’d wounded ya ta the core. Ya had every right ta toss me out. Anyway, I got a job and my own place and then I met someone, but guess what? He treated me exactly the way I treated ya. Karma, huh? I realized even more what a douchebag I was. I’m sorry, Raph. I half hoped ta win ya back, but I see ya’ve moved on. I’m glad for ya. I hope he’s wonderful and gives ya all the love ya deserve. Ya were a fantastic boyfriend and I was lucky ta have ya. I didn’t realize how lucky I was until I lost ya. I hope ya forgive me one day. I have the money I owe ya and I wanna pay it back with interest.”

Raphael was tempted to slam the door in his ex’s face, but his fucking generous heart wouldn’t let him kick someone further when they were down and also, Casey’s actions had ultimately led to him finding Leo, so he should be thankful for that, instead of pissed. He was.

“Initially, I was fuckin’ mad at ya, Casey,” Raphael said. “But now I’m really happy that happened, cuz it led ta me meetin’ Leo, who is the best thing that eva happened ta me. Ya did me a favor. Thank ya. Can I forgive ya? Not today, but I imagine I will someday. Will we be pals? Doubt it, but I’m sure I can get ta the point when I can exchange a few words with ya without wantin’ ta wring yer neck.”
“I can live with that, though I do hope we can try and be friends someday. We were good pals before we hooked up.”
“I guess time will tell.”
“Hey. I know this is mean ta ask, but have ya seen Usagi? I owe him an apology too, but I can’t make contact with him. His phone’s gone ta voicemail and none of his family and friends have seen him. I asked them.”
“Uh, Casey, there’s no easy way ta say this..."

“We were on a cruise,” Leo said. “That’s how Raph and I met. It was ambushed by pirates. Raph and I managed to get to safety by jumping overboard and eventually swimming to shore. Then we found a missionary who was going to the island and he took us to the Bahamas, where we got in touch with the U.S. Embassy. They put us up in a hotel for a couple of nights and then we flew home. Usagi was a childhood friend of mine and I saw a pirate kill him as I jumped overboard. It broke my heart that I couldn’t save him. I live with that every day. There are no other survivors.”
“That’s terrible,” Casey said sadly. “I’'ll tell his family. Anyway, I gotta go. It was great meetin' ya, Leo. Take care of Raph,” Casey said and walked off.

Leo closed the door and said, “You’re so kind, Raph. If he was my ex, I'd have smacked his face.”
“I wanted ta, but what’s the point? He really did me a favor, cuz I have ya. I’m glad ya lied about Usagi’s death, cuz as beastly as Casey was ta me, he don't need ta know the real gory details. No one does, least of all his family. What’s the time?”
“I agree. Eight ten. We’d better go or we’ll be late.”

The couple piled into Leo’s red Hyundai i20 and drove to the café, Marie’s.

XXXX

The couple arrived at Marie’s a while later and went inside. It was packed, but they saw an unoccupied table in the back and slid into the booth.

“It’s gonna be okay, babe,” Leo said and gently squeezed a nervous Raphael’s hand. “I’m here with you.”
“I know and I’m grateful. I couldn’t do this alone.”

They were perusing the menu when they heard voices saying their names. Looking up, they saw three Turtles, instead of the expected two.

“Good morning, Raphael and Leo. I’m Tim,” Tim said as he sat down opposite Leo and Raphael. “Dad insisted on coming. I hope you don’t mind.”
“Hi. I’m Lisa. I told him he shouldn’t,” Lisa said as she sat down next to her husband. “You already felt uncomfortable meeting us.”

“Uh, it’s okay,” Raphael said as he scooted to the end of his seat, so Leo could move up and make space for his grandfather, who resembled Raphael and Tim.
“Thank you,” Raphael’s grandfather said as he sat down. “I’m Raphael. You were named after me. It’s good to meet you. I was stunned when Tim and Lisa said they’d finally found you. You have no idea how long we searched for you, Raphael. Your grandmother, Tessa wanted to be here today, but she’s got a cold.”

The waitress appeared, halting the conversation.

They all placed their orders. Then the waitress left.

“I’m sorry she’s not well,” Raphael said. “I hope she feels betta soon, sir.”
“Sir? You can call me Grandpa, Raphael or Raph,” Raphael senior said with a smile. “Sir is for old men. Well, I may be elderly, but I don’t regard myself as old. I still ski, fish, hunt, go camping, scuba diving and more. You into that, boys? Raphael, shame on you. You haven’t introduced me to your husband. Tim and Lisa said that you’re married.”
“This is Leo,” Raphael said, reassured by his grandfather’s smile. He seemed kind and natural and he already liked him and his dad, but he wasn’t sure what to make of Lisa, who kept staring at him, which made him uncomfortable.
“Pleasure to meet you, Leo,” Raphael senior said and extended a hand. “Do you like the outdoors?”

“Likewise,” Leo said and shook Raphael senior’s hand. “Love it.”
“Fantastic. I have a ranch in Wyoming," Raphael senior said. "I’m planning to go down there this weekend. You’re welcome to join me.”

“Dad, stop. You’re hounding and pressuring the boy,” Lisa chimed in. “You’ve barely known him five…”
“I’m sorry, Raphael,” Raphael senior said. “I’m excited to meet you and I got carried away.”

“It’s okay,” Raphael said. “It sounds fun. We’d love ta go.”
“Excellent. You’ll love it and hopefully, your gran will be better by then," Raphael senior said. "She’ll be stoked to see you two.”

There was silence for a while.

Lisa broke it and said, “I brought photos of the family. Would you like to see them, Raphael?”
“Sure.”

Lisa handed him a stack of photos and explained who the people in them were. He had tons of aunts, uncles, two sets of grandparents and many cousins.

“I owe you a huge apology, Raphael,” Lisa said. “I placed you in that orphanage, because Tim and I’d recently broken up and I was scared of being a single mom. I named you Raphael and begged that they keep your name, which was on the baby blanket I knitted and left with you. Tim and I got back together a while later and I told him what I’d done. It was then that we actively began searching for you. I thought of you every day and I never forgave myself for abandoning you.”
“I see. It’s yer fault these people were denied me and I was denied them.”
“Yes.”
“What are ya hopin’ for, Lisa? Me ta say I forgive ya and ta call ya Mom?” Raphael said icily.
“I’d settle for you not hating me. I could live with that. I know this meeting isn’t going well. You like your dad and your grandpa maybe, but you don’t like me.”
“Ya haven’t given me a reason ta like ya. Ya say that ya were scared and that’s why ya gave me up, but ya had otha options. Ya were too cowardly ta explore them. Givin’ me up was easy for ya. Ya coulda given me ta Tim’s parents. I was in an orphanage. Do ya know what shit sometimes happens there? Ya’ve read the papers. I got lucky and got a great family. It’s poor little Lisa, who had no options. All about her. Fuck that!” Raphael snapped.

“That’s unfair, Raphael,” Tim said as Lisa began to cry. “It was hard for Lisa. She didn’t want to give you up, but she felt like she had no other choice. Please try and understand.”
“Undastand? Why should I? I spent my whole life thinkin’ that I musta been bad and unloveable for her ta gimme up. Yer selfish, Lisa. Ya only thought of yerself. I still got that baby blanket. I kept it, cuz I thought that ya cared about me, didn't wanna gimme up, that someone forced ya ta make that decision and that ya and I’d meet and have a happy reunion. This is a fuckin' disaster and I’m done! Sorry, Raphael and Tim. I can’t sit here and listen ta bullshit,” Raphael said furiously and stood. “Also, I get the impression that yer a homophobe and against my bein’ with Leo. That makes me mad. I love him and he loves me.”

“You’re right, Raphael,” Lisa said tearfully. “I was selfish. It’s all me. Yes. Knowing you’re with a guy is a shock, but I can accept it, because I love you and I want you to be happy. I told myself I was giving you up, because I couldn’t give you the life you deserved and you were better off there to ease my conscience, but deep down, I knew that wasn’t the case. I knew I had other options, which were giving you to Tim’s parents or mine, but I was afraid to tell them about you. I was stupid and my actions led to many people being deprived of you and you being deprived of them. You can walk out and hate me. No one will blame you, but think about this. If you leave, you’ll be punishing your innocent father, grandfather and the rest of the family. They shouldn’t have to suffer for my sins anymore. You can choose not to see me, but please don’t cut them out, Raphael.”

Raphael studied his mother, his grandfather, his father and then his mother again as he digested what she’d said.

He wanted to bolt, but her impassioned plea moved him. He couldn’t leave and punish his family for his mother's actions. Why should they suffer?

Raphael sat down and clutched Leo's hand.

“Thank you,” Lisa said. “I hope you’ll forgive me one day, Raphael. I am truly sorry. I don’t know what else I can do to prove it.”
“I…” Raphael wanted to snap at her, but his fucking generous heart made him bite his tongue. “Ya’ve acknowledged that it was yer fault. That’s a good step, Lisa. I’m mad at ya for deprivin’ me of my family and for leavin’ me in an orphanage, but I’m gonna… Fuck it. It’ll take time for me ta forgive ya. I will see ya and give ya a chance, but only if ya accept Leo. Do ya undastand?”
“Yes. Thank you, Raphael. I do accept Leo. Welcome to the family, Leo. I am so sorry for all the trauma I’ve caused Raphael.”

“Thanks,” Leo said as he gently squeezed Raphael’s hand. The food arrived before Leo could say more.

They all tucked in and there was silence for a while as they ate.

Then Raphael senior said, “Thank you, Raphael. I understand how difficult this is for you and I am grateful to you for giving us chances to know you and Leo. I understand you’re a cop?”
“How do ya know that?” Raphael asked.
“Uh, the PI told Lisa and Tim. I was a cop too. Do you like your job?”
“Yep. I love knowin’ that I do good and help make the world a betta place, but that isn’t what I wanna do for the rest of my life. I love drawin’ and paintin’ and I’d love ta be an artist.”
“Really? You must get those skills from me, because my son can barely draw a stick figure. Would you show me your art?”
“Sure.”

“What do you do, Leo?” Tim asked.
“I’m a botany teacher.”
“Do you like it?”
“Sometimes, but it’s difficult, because I’m the only mutant. I’m thinking of quitting. Raph’s trying to get me to become a cop. He thinks we could be partners. I’m going to look into that.”

Lisa was afraid of upsetting Raphael further and stayed quiet.

“Do ya work, Lisa?” Raphael asked.
“Social worker.”

Raphael mentally scoffed. It was ironic. She didn’t wanna help her kid and left him in an orphanage, but she helps otha families.

Raphael’s grandpa sensed the tension stemming from that comment and dominated the conversation with tales of his travels, work and family, which had everyone, including Raphael in stitches and removed the tension.

When the check came, Raphael senior withdrew his wallet from his shoulder bag and said, “It’s on me, kids.” He’d managed to obtain Leo and Raphael’s phone numbers and address earlier.
“Thanks, Raph-Grandpa,” Raphael said. “But only if I can pay next time.”
“We’ll see, son. It’s a pleasure.”

“Thanks, Mr. Kalmer,” Leo said.
“You can call me Raphael, Raph or Grandpa, Leo. You’re family, after all,” Raphael senior said.
“Thank you, Grandpa.”

Raphael senior paid the check and then everyone went outside.

XXXX

There was no time for awkwardness, as Raphael senior immediately embraced Leo and Raphael in a group hug and said, “I am so happy to have met you both. I look forward to seeing you soon. We’re still on for the weekend, right?”
“Uh, sure,” Raphael said. “What do we bring?”
“Just yourselves,” Raphael senior said as he pulled away. “You’ll love Wyoming. Fresh air, the mountains, nature. What more could you ask for?”

“Thank you, Raphael,” Tim said as he hugged his son and then Leo. “We are grateful to you for allowing us to get to know you.”
“Okay. I’ll see ya soon, Tim. Take care.”

Leo hugged a weeping Lisa, who was still fearful to say or to do anything. She knew she was on thin ice and that one thing could make Raphael cut her out of his life. He rubbed her back to try and comfort her. Then he pulled away.

Lisa stood awkwardly and she and Raphael stared at each other.

“What the heck,” Raphael said as he suddenly embraced her. “Don’ cry. Ya’ll see me soon, Lisa. Take care of Tim and yerself. Hey. Can ya make lemon meringue?”
“Why do you ask?” Lisa said in astonishment.
“My family were great bakers and cooks and I ain’t had that in eons. I miss it. My cousin and I didn’t get their skills. Could ya make it?”
“Of course. I’ll make anything you want, Raphael, and I can teach you to cook and bake.”
“Cool. Ya can call me Raph. Raphael’s only used when I’m in trouble.”
“All right, Raph.”
“Well, we gotta go. Leo and I wanna do some grocery shopping,” Raphael said as he pulled away. “See ya all soon.”

“Take care of each other,” Lisa said.
“Bye, sons,” Raphael senior said.

“Later, boys,” Tim said.

Raphael grabbed Leo’s hand and they went to their car.

They climbed into the car and Leo was about to start the engine when his phone rang.

"Hey, Donny," Leo said, recognizing the caller ID. “What’s up?”
“You need to go to the hospital. Dad’s had a stroke and the prognosis isn’t good. He’s at Mount Sinai in the ICU. Please come now!” Donny said hysterically.
“I’ll be there now, Donny,” Leo said and ended the call.

Leo relayed the conversation to Raphael. Then he started the engine and drove as quickly as he could to Mount Sinai.

I love Dad, despite everything and I don’t want Donny and I to lose him. Please let him make it.

Notes:

A/N Will Splinter make it? Will Leo reconcile with him? How will it go when Raphael meets the rest of his family?

Chapter 20: Acceptance

Summary:

Leo and Raphael discover that Splinter's had two strokes and is comatose. Donny thinks that it'd be kinder to end things now. Raphael asks Leo to give his dad six months. Leo tells Donny, who is mad, but agrees. Raphael and the others visit Splinter daily. Six weeks later, Raphael learns that he's gravid. He and Leo tell Splinter, who wakes up and writes on a piece of paper that he's sorry for being narrow-minded and unkind to Raphael, that he accepts him and he can't wait to meet his grandchild.

Leo and Raphael arrived at the hospital and went to the reception at the ICU, where Leo announced who he was and that he was there to see his father Hamato, Splinter. He was told to sit down and that the doctor would be with him soon. There was no sign of Donny, so Leo guessed he was with Splinter.

A few minutes later, Mikey arrived and spotting Leo and who he guessed was Raphael, Leo’s husband, went to them.

“Hi, Leo. You must be Raphael,” Mikey said as he extended a hand.
“Hey, Mikey. Good of you to come,” Leo said as he and Raphael stood.
“I came as soon as I heard. Any more news?”

“Hi, Mikey,” Raphael said and shook his hand. “Great ta meet ya.”
“Likewise. I heard a lot about you from Donny,” Mikey said.

“No news,” Leo said. “I was told the doctor would see me soon.”

Doctor Danijela Markovic approached the Turtles and said, “Mr. Leonardo Hamato?”
“That’s me,” Leo said. “These are my husband, Raphael, and Donny’s boyfriend, Mikey. How’s my father? Can I see him?”
“Good afternoon, gentlemen. I’m afraid it’s not good news. The strokes were severe...”
“Strokes?” Leo said in shock. “Donny said he only had one.”
“He had another one a few minutes ago. The first one rendered him paralyzed on his left side and impaired his speech. The second one left him comatose. If he recovers, he will need to be on blood thinners and heart medication to prevent more strokes and he will probably need twenty-four-seven care.”
“How'd this happen? Can I see him?”
“You can, but only two people may see him at a time. Visiting hours are between eight a.m. and eight p.m.”
“He’s gonna make it, right?” Leo asked tearfully.
“We will do our best to help him, Mr. Hamato. Excuse me. I have other patients to see. I will be back later," Markovic said and then went to check on her other patients.

“Leo, I’m so sorry,” Raphael said as he hugged him.

Mikey was about to comment, when Donny left the ICU and went over to them.

“I’m so glad you’re here, Leo,” a choked-up Donny said as he went to hug him and Raphael. Tears rolled down his cheeks and dripped onto Leo and Raphael’s shirts. “It’s really bad. Dad had two strokes and is comatose. The doctor doesn’t think he’s gonna make it and told me that we need to talk about funeral arrangements. I feel sick saying that. I can’t believe this is happening.”

Raphael pulled away and Mikey then hugged Donny and Leo.

Leo gently extricated himself and said, “How'd it happen, Donny?”
“I went out to get groceries and when I returned, Dad was lying on the living room floor. I immediately brought him here. He was examined and then he had another stroke just after I called you. Leo, I don’t wanna lose him. Shit. How could this happen? Maybe it wouldn’t have if I hadn’t left him.”
“Donny, it’s not your fault. I’m gonna see him. You coming?”
“Yeah. Leo, we gotta talk.”
“We will, but I wanna see him first. I’ll be back soon, guys,” Leo said and followed by Donny, headed to the ICU.

“Wanna get a coffee, Raphael?” Mikey asked. “I think we’re gonna be here a while.”
“No, thanks. Ya get if ya want,” Raphael said and sat down on a chair.
Mikey took the seat next to Raphael and said, “Donny said you’re from Manhattan. I am too. How come we’ve never met before?”
“It ain’t a small place. Leo said yer a chef. How’s that goin’?”
“Wonderfully. It’s tiring at times and I work crazy hours, but I love it. What do you do?”
“I’m a cop.”
“Wow. Really? That’s pretty cool. Have you had any high-profile cases?”
“No. I only joined last year.”
“Like your job?”
“Yeah. I’m tryin’ ta get Leo ta join me. He ain’t happy with his job.”
“But Leo’s happy overall, right?”
“What do ya mean?”
“It’s no secret that Donny and I got together before Leo and he split. Donny met me overseas. Leo was crushed. Donny was the love of his life. I think Leo still holds a torch for him.”
“Leo’s long ova that and him,” Raphael said curtly. “He wouldn’t have married me if he wasn’t.”
“Yeah. I’m sorry. That was insensitive.”
“Ya think?” Raphael said sarcastically. “I’m gonna sit ova there,” Raphael said as he got up and went to sit down on the other side of the room.

Mikey sighed. I shouldn't have said that, but I wanted to know if Leo is really okay, because I still feel guilty. Now his husband hates me. Me and my big mouth.

XXXX

Leo stared sadly at his frail and pallid father, who was hooked up to various tubes and machines.

Dad, please make it. We love you and don’t wanna lose you. Fight with everything you have.

“Hi, Dad,” Leo said. “Donny and I are both here. He called me and I rushed here. I’m sorry this happened and I’m sorry for all the tension and bad blood between us. I never wanted that. I was just following my heart. Donny says that we have to discuss funeral arrangements,” Leo said as tears streamed down his cheeks. "This feels so surreal and shouldn’t be happening. Fuck. I can’t do this. I need some air,” Leo said and ran out of the room.

Donny followed him.

XXXX

A sobbing Leo went to Raphael, who stood and tenderly embraced him.

“It’s gonna be okay, Leo,” Raphael said and then kissed his cheek “Sh. I’m here and I have ya.”
“He looks so pale and small, Raph,” Leo choked out. “A shell of the person he was. I can’t deal with this and I can’t go back in there.”

“I'm gonna be the only one, huh?” Donny asked irritably. “It’s hard for me too and I shouldn’t have to deal with it alone.”
“No,” Raphael said as he pulled away. “If ya two can't, Mikey and I’ll take it in turns ta visit him. I don’ mind. Do ya, Mikey?”

Mikey, who’d joined them and who had his arm around Donny said, “No. I can do it during my breaks. In fact, why don’t you and Leo go get coffee and talk, Donny? You have a lot to discuss. You can see your dad when you're up to it."

“It’s family only,” Donny said.
Leo bristled and said irately, “Raph’s my husband, so he’s family.”
“It’s only supposed to be close family.”
“There’s no rule…”

The brothers were too busy bickering to notice Raphael leave and to then enter the ICU. Mikey did, but he said nothing.

XXXX

Raphael smiled at a nurse, pulled the curtain close to get some privacy and sat down on a chair by Splinter’s bedside. Seeing the man so frail made his heart ache and reminded him of losing his adoptive parents. He didn’t want that to happen to Donny and Leo. Splinter had to make it.

“Hi, Mr. Hamato,” Raphael said as he grabbed Splinter’s hand. “I’m Raphael. I called ya at the hotel. I’m really sad ta see ya in this state. It reminds me of when I lost my adoptive parents. I was really young and their absence was like a gash in my soul. It still is and I miss them incredibly. I don’ want Leo and Donny ta go through that, so ya gotta fight with everythin’ ya got. Do ya hear me? Yer probably wonderin’ why I’m here. Leo and Donny are fightin’ ova who can see ya and then they got otha stuff ta discuss. Donny says family only. Apparently, I ain't family. I’m Leo’s husband, so that makes me family. Maybe unwanted family, but still. Ya get me and I’m gonna be here all the time and talkin' ta ya, so ya may get sick of my voice. I heard that talkin’ ta a comatose person can help them get betta. Mkey’s gonna c’mere when he can, but it’ll mostly be me. Leo and I tied the knot in the Bahamas. It was sudden, but really special. He’s an incredible guy, treats me well and I’ve neva been happier. I adore him with all my heart. Ya did a fantastic job raisin’ him. Ya should be proud.”

Although Splinter appeared to be asleep, he wasn’t. He was very aware of what was going on and he briefly opened his eyes. Raphael didn’t notice. Splinter heard Raphael’s voice, but he couldn’t respond, because the same muscles that controlled his movement controlled his speech.

Raphael was still chatting to Splinter an hour later, when Leo appeared.

“Raph, it’s time to go,” Leo said.
“But I was just tellin’ him about the baby,” Raphael said. “Did ya talk ta Donny?”
“Baby?”
“Yeah. The one ya and I may have. He should know.”
“Oh. Yeah. We talked. He thinks we should let Dad go. I’m inclined to agree, because the doctor doesn’t think he’ll make it. I don’t wanna, but Dad wouldn’t wanna be dependent on machines. He’d want us to let him go.”
“Ya can’t do that. Ya ain't given him a chance ta fight!” Raphael said crossly.

Splinter squeezed Raphael’s hand, making him startle.

“He squeezed my hand. See, he don’ wanna go,” Raphael said. “Give him a chance, Leo. He’ll make it, I know it.”
“That’s reflex, Raph.”
“I can’t believe yer givin’ up on him so fast. I know he was a hardass sometimes, but did he eva quit on ya? Did he eva stop believin’ in and supportin’ ya?”
“Yes. When we hooked up.”
“Before that?”
“No,” Leo admitted.
“Don’ ya think ya owe him the same thing?”
“I guess. It’s complicated. It’s not the same thing as supporting me in a martial arts tournament.”
“It’s the same thing. He loved ya and didn’t quit on ya. Ya owe it ta him ta do the same thing. Why’s Donny so keen ta give up on him?”
“How do you know Donny is?”
“Cuz ya told me that he's familiar with medical stuff. He’s probably been bangin’ on that it’d be kinder ta end things now and that there ain't no hope.”
Leo sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. “You’re right. What are you asking, Raph?”
“Six months.”
“If he recovers, he’s gonna need care. I have my job and you’re also working, so how are we gonna care for him?"
“I can help and when we can't, we can hire carers. C’mon, Leo. Six months for all the support and love that he gave ya. That ain’t askin’ much.”
“I’ll talk to Donny,” Leo said and left the room.

Twenty minutes later, Leo returned and said, “Donny’s pissed, but he agreed. I’m going home. I need a long hot bath and a stiff drink. You coming?”
“Ya hear that, Dad?” Raphael said as he squeezed Splinter’s hand. “I bought ya time. Now fight, so that ya can prove ta yerself and ta yer sons that yer still a badass and tough.”
“Dad?” Leo asked as he quirked an eyeridge.
“He is my dad via marriage. Did I do somethin’ wrong?”
“No. You’ve been fantastic, Raph. Talking to Dad when we couldn’t, being there for me. I’m so grateful. Thank you.”
“I know how ya can really thank me,” Raphael said with a grin.
“I don’t think Dad wants to hear,” a blushing Leo said.
“Hush. He was young and in love once,” Raphael said with a chuckle. “I’ll be back tonight, Dad.”
“We have plans with Donny and Mikey.”
“Dad’s more important, Leo. Ya go if ya wanna. I’ll visit Dad. I still ain’t done talkin’ about the baby,” Raphael said as he went to his husband.
“You really think we’re gonna have one?”
“Yep and Dad’s gonna be a terrific granddad. Let’s get somethin’ ta eat. I’m starvin’.”

Leo followed his husband outside to their car.

XXXX

Leo and Raphael climbed into their car.

Raphael was in the driver’s seat and Leo was in the front passenger's seat.

“I’m drivin’,” Raphael said and started the engine.
“The more I know you, the more I’m blown away by you. You’re the most remarkable, kind and loving person I’ve ever known,” Leo said as he lovingly looked at his husband. “How'd I get so lucky?”
“We both did. Fate was smilin’ upon us when we met. I love ya, Leo, and things will be okay. Ya’ll see. Dad will make it and ya two will reconcile.”
“I love you too,” Leo said and placed a hand on his husband’s knee.

XXXX

Six weeks later.

Splinter’s condition hadn’t changed.

Raphael and Leo had gone back to work. Their schedules were hectic, but both ensured they saw Splinter once a day. Mikey and Donny were less frequent, because they often had to travel.

Mikey had apologized to Raphael, who'd accepted the apology. They'd agreed to start afresh and had bonded over a shared love of comics. Their friendship was blossoming.

Raphael was puking up his guts one evening in the bathroom, when Leo entered it and said, concern in his eyes, “Are you okay, Raphie? You’ve been throwing up for days and you hardly eat.”
“Leo, there’s something I gotta tell ya. I took a pregnancy test earlier today. I wanted ta tell ya when ya got home from work, but ya had that super long phone call. Then we made dinner and I kinda lost my nerve. Here goes. I’m gravid. I know it’s fast. We’ve only been together for…”

Leo’s eyes widened in incredulity at the news. We’re gonna have a baby. I can’t believe it. This is amazing. I never thought I’d be a dad.

“I fucking love you,” Leo said. He planted a kiss on Raphael’s lips and then yanked him close. “This is the best news ever, Raphie. Wow. We’re gonna be dads.”
“Yer happy?” Raphael asked as he pulled back and looked at his husband.
“Of course I am. This baby is a lasting legacy of our immense and beautiful love. I’m stoked. I wanna shout it from the rooftops. How far along are you?”
A smile spread across Raphael’s face and he sighed in relief. “I was afraid ya'd be mad. We won’t know until we have a sonogram. I scheduled one for tomorrow.”
“Why would I be? I want a family with you and I’m thrilled it’s gonna happen. I’ll take a sick day and come with you. There’s no way in hell I’m gonna miss it, takara. Can I tell Mikey and Donny?”
“Leo, I’d like ta only tell people when I’m in my second trimester. Just in case somethin’ happens. I ain’t even gonna tell my parents.”
“Okay. We need to celebrate!”
“I can’t drink and I don’ think I can stomach anythin’ right now. It’s the nausea. Sorry.”
“Okay. We’ll take a rain check. Oh, Raphie, thank you,” Leo said and then gently kissed his husband’s lips.

Raphael eagerly kissed him back and they made out for a few minutes.

Then the elated couple went to bed.

Raphael closed his eyes and as he rubbed his belly, he thought about the baby.

I’m gravid. I’m so excited. I can’t wait until the baby’s here. They’re gonna be so spoiled and have us wrapped around their fingers. I know what I wanna name a son.

XXXX

The next day, Leo took a sick day from work.

He and Raphael’s OB/GYN appointment was for 9 a.m. They left the house at 8:30.

They arrived and waited for over an hour, because their doctor, Doctor Austin Harrington, was running late. Then they were called into his office.

“Good morning, Mr. Hamato and?” Harrington said. “How are we feeling today?”
“All right, I guess,” Raphael said nervously as he clutched Leo’s hand.

“Fine, thanks and you?” Leo asked. “We’re both Hamato and are married. I'm Hamato, Leonardo."
“All good,” Harrington said. “Which of you is having the procedure?”

“Me,” Raphael replied. “How come ya ain’t fazed about a guy havin’ this done, Doctor?”
“I see intersex mutants all the time, so it’s old hat," Harrington said. "There’s nothing to be afraid of. It’s a simple procedure. Mr. Hamato. Can I call you by your first names?" The Turtles nodded. “Great. Remove your shirt and come and lie down on the examination table, Raphael.”

Leo smiled reassuringly at Raphael, who removed his shirt and lay down on the examination table.

“Excellent. You can watch, Leonardo,” Harrington said. “I’m going to put a special gel on your stomach and pelvic area, Raphael. This improves contact between the womb and the transducer, so that waves travel properly through your belly. Then I’ll place this little wand on your belly, which is the transducer. As I move it, you’ll see images of your baby.”
“Is it gonna hurt the baby?” Raphael asked anxiously.
“No. I may ask you to hold your breath. Here we go.”

Harrington began the procedure and it wasn’t long before Leo and Raphael saw the first images of their baby.

“Wow,” Raphael said in awe, his golden eyes wide. “That’s an egg, Leo. Look!”
“I see, sweetheart,” a choked-up Leo said. “Our baby. Doctor, can you tell when Raph’s due and what gender we’re having?”

“Judging by the size of the egg and the little being inside it, I’d say it's due in six months’ time,” Harrington said. “I don’t know the gender. It’s too soon to tell. I can tell you during Raphael’s second trimester if you want to know.”
“Are there any birth defects?” Leo asked. “No. I don’t wanna know the gender. I want it to be a surprise. Do you, Raph?”
“None at all. You have a healthy baby, who is developing well."

“Same,” Raphael said. “I don’ wanna know.”

“Would you like me to print out the sonogram for you?” Harrington asked.
“Yes, please,” Leo and Raphael said in unison.

Harrington made two copies of the sonogram and handed them to Leo. Then he removed the wand and told Raphael he could sit up and get dressed, which he did.

“Dad’s gonna be chuffed,” Raphael said as he took one of the photos from Leo. “I can’t believe it, Leo. We’re really havin’ a baby.”
“We are, hon,” Leo said with a smile. “Thank you, Doctor. What advice do you have for us that Raph needs to follow during his pregnancy?”

Harrington told them.

The ecstatic couple left his office, paid at reception, left the building, got into their car and drove to the hospital to tell Splinter their news.

XXXX

Leo and Raphael went into Splinter’s room.

Raphael couldn’t contain his excitement and said as he placed a copy of the sonogram on Splinter’s chest, “Leo and I are gonna have a baby. I told him we should wait until we told anyone. Just in case somethin’ happens, but I’m makin’ an exception for ya. I’m friggin’ elated and I had ta tell ya. Now ya really gotta get betta. Yer a granddad now. Ain't it fabulous news?”
Splinter opened his eyes and said, "Argh! Gah!"

“Dad!” Leo said in astonishment. “You’re awake! Doctor, he’s awake. Please come!”
“I told ya he’d make it, Leo,” Raphael said triumphantly as his golden eyes shone. “He’s no quitter.”

“Gah!” Splinter repeated and frustrated he couldn’t speak properly, pointed at a pen and paper on the table with his right hand.

Leo gave it to him and he began to write.

The doctors appeared when Splinter had finished writing. They asked Leo and Raphael to leave, as they needed to examine Splinter.

Raphael pocketed the piece of paper and then he and Leo left the room.

XXXX

“What did he write, Raphie?” Leo asked.
“He said this. ‘It is wonderful news. I am sorry I was a narrow-minded jerk, Raphael. You are a good person and I have heard everything you said the past few weeks. Thank you for not giving up on me and for visiting me when I have been beastly to you. I hope you can forgive me. I cannot wait to meet my grandchild. Welcome to the family. Love, Dad.’ I told ya it would all work out, Leo. He’s accepted me and now ya can talk ta him too. This neva woulda happened if ya’d listened ta Donny. C’mon. Ya gotta let Donny know.”
“I will, but I first wanna do this,” Leo said as he hugged his husband. “Thank you, Raph. Your love and determination helped save Dad and heal this family. You’re truly a blessing and I’m so grateful to have you as my husband."
“I am too, hon,” Raphael said as he shed tears of joy.

The lovers embraced for a long time.

Raphael thought about Splinter.

I knew he’d do it. Wow. I can’t believe he accepted me and the baby. Ain't life fantastic? And it’s only gonna get betta when our baby arrives. We’re gonna be one giant happy family. Do I tell my family? I will, but only my parents and grandparents. This all started with me meetin’ Leo on a cruise. Funny how one action can lead ta so much. I told Leo then that we were fated ta be together and were soulmates. We are and we’re gonna be together foreva.

Notes:

A/N I was going to end it here, but I want to write one more when the baby's hatched. Any ideas for boy names?

Thank you for the kudos and for your support. I'm grateful.

Chapter 21: Introducing Mia and Matteo

Summary:

Leo discovers that Raphael made a decision between his back. Their babies hatch. The family embrace a new start in Rhinebeck and Leo learns that there'll be a new addition.

EIGHT MONTHS LATER

Raphael’s pregnancy had gone smoothly and he’d spent the past six months at home preparing for the arrival of their twins. They didn’t know the gender, but all that mattered to him and Leo was that they were healthy. Leo would take paternity leave when the babies hatched. The nursery was ready, the house was babyproofed and they were more than ready for their angels to arrive, which would be any day now. The babies were in an incubator in their parents’ bedroom.

Raphael had become close to his bio family and Splinter, who alternated between living with Donny and Mikey and him and Leo and they were all excited about the babies.

“We got a great life, don’ we, Leo?” Raphael said from the living room couch and then sipped his hot chocolate with marshmallows.
“Yep,” Leo said from beside Raphael and then gazed adoringly at his husband. “We do. Who’d have thought we’d work out and be parents?”
“I did from the start. I knew ya were my soulmate.”
“You just wanted to tap my ass,” Leo said mischievously as his eyes twinkled.
“Heh. Ya do have a fantastic ass, but my gut told me ya were special and that we’d last the distance. Luckily, yer stubborn ass soon saw sense or we’d still be unhappy and lonely singles.”
“Still on about my butt, huh?”
“Always,” Raphael said with a grin. “What’s not ta like?”
“Pervert,” Leo said with a laugh. “Hey. There’s something important I wanna tell you. I’ve decided not to return to work. I loved teaching, but it’s not my dream job and I wanna do more with my life. I put in my resignation papers yesterday. Are you mad? I should have told you. I know we’ll have to really budget until I’ve found a job and if you don’t return to the force.”
“Nah,” Raphael said as he set his cup down on the coffee table and then reached for his husband’s hand. “I ain’t mad. I’m glad ya resigned, cuz I know ya weren't appreciated, Leo and yer colleagues drove ya mad. Ya need ta do what makes ya happy. Ya were miserable and stressed out all the time. It wasn’t doin’ yer health no good. I ain’t goin’ back, but I ain’t gonna stay at home all day neither. Leo, look at this," Raphael said as he picked up a newspaper and handed it to his husband.
"Houses?" Leo said as he blinked in confusion. "We can't go house hunting, Raph. We need jobs."
"See this house?" Raphael said as he pointed at a charming, spacious ten-bedroom house with a massive back and front yard in Rhinebeck in the Hudson Valley. "That's ours."
"You fucking bought a house?" Leo said incredulously, his eyes wide. "Raphael, you should have told me. There's no fucking way we can buy that."
"Calm down, babe. I can explain."
"It cost four million, Raphael. This had better be good," Leo said heatedly.
"Donny sold a few of his inventions and netted a few million. He gave us two and my grandpa gave the otha two."
"You talked to them without me? Raphael, we're supposed to be a partnership and to discuss things."
"I knew ya'd be stubborn, say no and ya'd miss out on a great opportunity, so I didn't tell ya. I'm sorry. Please don' be mad."
"What opportunity? How long have you known about this?"
"A couple of days. It's perfect now ya've left yer job."
"Perfect for what?"

"Leonardo, calm down," Splinter said as he descended the stairs and approached the spouses. "You sound like a fisherwife."
"Excuse me. My husband bought a place without telling me. You'd be incensed too, Dad," Leo snapped.
"But you did not even give him a chance to explain his actions. You owe that to him."
"Fine. This had better be good," Leo said as he folded his arms. "Speak, Raphael."

Raphael nervously cleared his throat and said, "The house is gigantic with enough space for a growin' family, a guesthouse and spa. I've become a good cook since bein' home all day and I can cook the meals. Ya can be front of house. I can sell my art ta guests and in town. There's tons of space for the kids ta play. It's the perfect opportunity, Leo. It's in the country and away from the bustlin' city. It's safe with fresh air and green pastures for miles and miles. Donny checked it out yesterday. We can move in anytime."
"What? A guesthouse?"
"Yeah. I think ya'd love it. I know I will. I always wanted ta live in the country."
"Moving away from everyone and everything we know is a huge step, Raph. I don't know."
"Not everyone. Dad said he'd move with us and help with the kids and Donny and Mikey are thinkn' of movin' there too. My family will visit. Leo, please give it a chance," Raphael said as he looked pleadingly into Leo's eyes.

Leo had never been able to refuse his husband, especially when he looked at him that way. I'm not happy about Raph going behind my back, but I have to admit it sounds promising and I love that our kids will grow up in the country. I know it means so much to Raph and it could be a wonderful new start. I'll give it a shot.

"Okay," Leo said. "I'll give it a whirl, Raph."
"Ya won't be sorry, Leo," Raphael said ecstatically as his eyes shone. "Ya'll love it there. I know ya will."

Just then, there was a cracking sound and knowing what it was, Leo, Raphael and Splinter headed upstairs to Leo and Raphael's bedroom.

XXXX

Leo turned his video camera on and they patiently waitedd for the babies to make their prescence.

He, Raphael and Splinter stared open-mouthed as the first egg hatched, revealing a forest green and sapphire eyed little girl.

Raphael's heart overflowed with love and pride as he gently scooped his daugher into his arms, tenderly kissed her and then said, "Welcome ta the world, beautiful sweetheart. I'm yer daddy. Yer otha daddy's ova there and that's yer grandpa. We love ya so much. Ain't she gorgeous and perfect, Leo and Dad? She's the spittin' image of ya, Leo. We did good."
"We did," Leo said as he filmed his family. "Thank you, Raphie. You've given me the moon and I'm immensely thankful to have you as my mate."
"Remember that next time I tick ya off," Raphael said with a chuckle. "She's stunnin'. Wanna hold her, Dad?"

"I'd love to," Splinter said.
Raphael handed Splinter his daughter and said, "Ya hold her like that."
"Raphael, you forget I am a parent too," Splinter said with a laugh and then studied his granddaughter. "She is wonderful. Congratulations, my sons."

There was no time for either Leo or Raphael to reply, as the second egg hached and revealed an emerald and golden eyed boy. Unlike his quiet sister, he shrieked at the top of his lungs and flailed his limbs.

"Hah. Another Raphie's joined the world," Leo said with a grin.
"Just what we needed," Raphael said sarcastically as he picked up his son. "Anotha me. Hey, little guy. I'm yer daddy. That's yer otha daddy and yer grandpa's holdin' yer sister. Sh. Don' cry. Yer okay and safe," Raphael added and then chirped, which soothed his son and made his sobs subside.

"Leonardo, I'll film. Be with your family," Splinter said.
"Okay. Thanks," Leo said as he placed the camera on the bed.
Splinter handed Leo his daughter and said, "There you go. Meet your daddy Leo. Have you decided on names," Splinter added as he picked up the video camera and filmed them.

"Hey, angel," Leo said as he affectionally nuzzled his daughter's cheek with his beak. "I'm your daddy Leo. Raph and I like Mia for our daughter. It means dear or beloved, right, Raph?"
"Yeah," Raphael said as he tested his son's grip. "Wow. What a grip ya got. Yer gonna be an awesome ninja one day if ya wanna be one. We both liked the boy name Matteo, which means gift from God."

"They are perfect names," Splinter said as he continued filming. "What a beautiful family you have, my sons. I am extremely proud of you and proud to be their grandfather."

"Thanks, Dad," Raphael and Leo said in unison and studied their babies with pride and hearts overflowing with adoration.

The babies noticed each other and babbled as they stared at each other, which made their parents smile. They had a feeling that although the babies would occasionally fight, they'd always be there for each other and have each other's backs, because that's what siblings did, no matter what happened. Nothing and no one would destroy their deep bond.

Raphael and Leo dressed their children in diapers and pajamas. Then they fed them, placed them in their crib and watched them sleep.

Splinter stopped filming and went to bed, as he was tired.

"I can't believe we made them," Raphael said as he wrapped his arms around his husband. "Look how perfect they are."
"Me either," Leo said and then planted a gentle kiss on Raphael's lips. "Thank you, Raph, for giving me a chance and for carrying them. I love you."
"I love ya too, babe. I always will."

No more was said. The proud parents enjoyed the start of parenthood. They knew there'd be challenges, but they'd overcome them and they'd be excellent parents.

XXXX

EIGHT MONTHS LATER IN RHINEBECK

Raphael sat on a lounge chair by the pool and watched his twins play with their toys on the blanket next to him. It was a Sunday and they didn't have many guests staying that weekend. Splinter was staying with Donny and Mikey at their new pad nearby.

"Hey, Leo, business has taken off and the kids are thrivin'."
"Yes," Leo, who sat on a lounge chair next to his husband said as he looked up from his newspaper. "You were right. I'm glad I listened to you."
"And we're safe and stable, right?"
"Yep. Why are you asking?" Leo asked as he narrowed his eyes.
"So we could afford anotha baby, huh?"
"It probably wouldn't be the best timing now. Oh," Leo said as he saw Raphael's face fall. "You're gravid again, aren't you? How far along?"
"Yeah. I did a pregnancy test and I'm gravid. Ya mad?"
"How can I be mad? I made them too."
"But ya aint happy, are ya?"
"You just sprung this on me, Raph. I need time to digest the news," Leo said with a sigh.
"I ain't gonna get ridda it," Raphael hissed as he folded his arms.
"I'd never ask that, Raph. Come here," Leo said as he stood and opened his arms.
Raphael melted into his embrace and said, "I dunno how far along I am, but I want this baby and I want more someday. I know we planned on waitin', but..."
"Sh," Leo said and then kissed Raphael's lips. "We'll have this baby and they'll be as loved, but then I wanna wait a while, okay? I love you, Raph. Now stop worrying."
"Yeah?" Raphael said joyously as his eyes shone.
"Yes. We'll go out and celebrate tomorrow. I'll ask Mikey and Donny if they wanna babysit. I'll take you to your favorite restaurant."
"Fantastic. I can't wait," Raphael said and hugged his husband tightly. "I was nervous ya'd be mad."
"I'm not. I was surprised, but now I'm a little over the shock, I'm thrilled. We'll soon have another bouncing baby and we're extremely blessed."

No more needed to be said.

Raphael inwardly smiled.

I'm ovajoyed Leo's on board. I can start ta think of baby names and buy baby clothes. I was so scared ta tell him. I thought he'd hit the roof. I can't wait until the baby's here. I hope we have anotha boy, so I can call him afta the most magificent bein' alive, my Leo. I love Leo with all my soul and I know we'll be together foreva.

Leo knew having another baby sooner than they'd planned could mean tight budgeting for the foreseeable future, but the rapture on Raphael's face as he cradled their newborn would be more than worth it.

Leo inwardly beamed. Eighteen months ago, I'd never have thought that I'd find love and have a family. If you'd asked, I'd have thought you nuts. I'm so glad I went on the cruise and gave Raphie a chance. He's everything I ever wanted and more and he's given me beautiful children, who make my soul dance. I love Raphie with all my heart and I know our love will forever burn as brightly as the stars. We were fated to meet. Why else would two mutant turtles from the same city, who'd never met, suddenly meet?

Notes:

A/N That's a wrap for this story. Any suggestions for another prompt? I do have in mind already, but am open to ideas.

My aunt Mia passed away on Christmas Eve last year. I thought this was a lovely tribute to her.

Chapter 22: Ninjara's vendetta against Raphael

Summary:

Donny overbooks himself and asks Leo to meet his date, who is Raphael. Sparks fly between Leo and Raphael and they want to see where it goes, but will Raphael's ex destroy their budding romance?

Ninjara is 24

Donny’s 22
Leo’s 20
Mikey’s 19
Raphael’s 18

Donny and Leo are brothers and Mikey and Raphael are brothers.

“Hey, Leo,” Donny said as he entered the kitchen where Leo was reading the paper at the kitchen table and eating his breakfast.
“Morning, Donny. Sleep well?” Leo asked as he glanced up at his brother.
“Not really. I have a problem. I’ve overbooked myself. Can you cover me?”
“Again, Donny?” Leo said irritably. “That’s the sixth time this month. It has to stop.”
“I know, I know. It will. I promise. Just do this for me, please,” Donny said as he started the coffee maker. “I would for you, Leo.”
“I'd never join a dating site. I don’t have time and the people on there are mostly weird, judging by what you brought home. Need I remind you about the man, who was fixated on ducks and who had a sock fetish? Then there was the guy who thought it would be awesome to have a threesome with you, me and him. He was persistent. I had to call the cops and get a restraining order.”
“Okay. There've been mistakes,” Donny admitted. “But there are success stories and I believe I'll eventually find the right guy. I have a date with Mikey, who is nineteen, a surfer, loves cooking and movies. I’ve chatted to him and he seems bubbly and fun. You get Raphael,” Donny said as he logged onto the dating site on his phone and showed Leo Raphael’s photo.”
“Him? He looks like a brute. No. His scowl could slay people in their tracks. Why can’t he even smile for his profile photo?"
“Leo, please. I was supposed to meet Raphael last week and he’ll be upset if today’s called off. I’ve talked to him. He’s blunt and acerbic, but hey, we all are at times. Who knows you may like him?”
“I sincerely doubt it. Where are we meeting and what time?”
“Eight tonight at Casa Bella, the new Italian place. It’s got great reviews. You don’t have to see him again. Just go and report back to me,” Don said as he poured his ready coffee into a mug and then took a sip.
“Fine. I have to go to work,” Leo said as he pushed back his chair. “He’ll be mad that I’m covering for you. I would be. It’s bad manners. Don’t be surprised if he blocks you.”
“I wouldn’t be fazed. I have a confession, Leo. I hope he does. I can’t see us being a match, but I don’t want to hurt his feelings and tell him.”
“Oh. So, you’ll let him down by me seeing him. Nice one, Donny!” Leo said sarcastically. “Have fun with Mikey,” Leo added and stormed out of the house to his car.

Leo climbed into his car, started the engine and began the drive to his work. He was the manager at a fashion boutique that catered to the extremely wealthy. His ex, Usagi was the owner and he’d employed him. The hours were reasonable and the pay was good, but he was miserable. Usagi constantly begged him back and he was tired of it. He had to find work elsewhere.

And now I’m meeting Raphael. Maybe I’ll be lucky and he won’t turn up. I hope he doesn’t. I doubt we’ll get along. Fuck you, Donny. I’m sick of meeting your dates.

XXXX

Leo’s workday was pleasant, because Usagi hadn’t been in. He left work at 6, drove home, got ready for his date and arrived at Casa Bella with half an hour to spare. Sighing deeply, he sat at a booth at the back and played a game on his phone as he waited for his date to arrive.

XXXX

Raphael beamed as he dressed for his date. I'm so excited. Donny and I are finally meetin'.

“Ya look snazzy, bro,” Casey, Raphael's roommate said as he took in Raphael’s black slacks, red button-down shirt and black loafers. “Got a date?”
“Yeah. Don’ tell Mikey about the datin’ site or that I got a date. He’ll keep pesterin’ me for info. I’ll tell him when I wanna.”
“I won’t. Who are ya meetin'?”
“Donny. He’s a twenty-two-year old scientist.”
“A scientist, huh? Oh boy. Those academics are so full of themselves.”
“Not Donny. He’s smart, but he’s kind, down-ta-earth and funny. We could hit it off.”
“I don't think he's yer type, Raph. Yer no idiot, but ya need someone less bookish."
“Here he is,” Raphael said as he showed Casey a photo of Donny that he'd printed out. “Ain't he cute?”
"I suppose, but ya know who's downright gorgeous? Ninjara. Ya should call her. Yer wastin' yer time on that datin' site."
"The skank who fucked just about all my pals?" Raphael said irately.
"She made a mistake, but she apologized and she loves ya, Raph. Ya guys were great together. She called earlier. Phone her and give her another chance.'
"We were, but she messed that up. I ain't takin' her back. Once a cheater, always a cheater and I deserve betta. See ya lata," Raphael said as he left the apartment.

Raphael climbed onto his bike and sped to his rendezvous with Donny.

Nearly time. I hope I don' fuck this date up.

XXXX

Raphael arrived at Casa Bella, parked and went inside. Giving his name, he was directed to the table that Donny had reserved.

Spying Leo, Raphael said, "Donny?"
Leo looked up from his game, inwardly sighed, stood and said, "No. I'm Leonardo."
"I'm Raphael. Where's Donny?" Raphael asked as he blinked in confusion.
"He had things to do and asked me to..."
"Ta be his stand-in? I can't believe it," Raphael growled as his eyes flashed. "I finally land a date with him and he stands me up and sends someone else in his place."
"I warned him you'd be upset, but..."
"Do ya always fill in for him?"
"Only when he overbooks himself. I'm sorry. You've every right to be angry. I would be too. Let's call this a bust and you can go, okay?" Leo said and smiled.

"RAPHAEL!" a female voice yelled as its owner bounded over to him.

Raphael's anger flared as he studied the voluptuous vixen, who wore a black skirt and white blouse that emphasized her assets and a nametag that said Ninjara.

Just my luck. The bitch works here and is on shift now.

"It's wonderful to see you, Raphael," Ninjara said as she tried to hug him. "I missed you. Did Casey tell you I called? I need to talk to you."
"He did," Raphael said coldly as he moved away. "I don' wanna talk ta ya. Fuck off."
"Raph, don't be that way. I love you. Please, anata. Oh. Who is this?" Ninjara demanded as she noticed Leo.

"I can, uh, go," an awkward Leo said as he stared at the ex couple.
"No, Leo," Raphael said as an idea hit him how to make her leave him alone. "I ain't interested in ya no more, Ninjara. Ya've been with most of my friends. How's that love? Then ya turned it around and said it was my fault, cuz I was always workin'. I was ta help save for our future. I've moved on, as ya can see. We're extremely happy together, so why don' ya take yer skanky ass off somewhere I don' hafta see ya? Like now, right, Leo?" Raphael asked as he gazed into Leo's eyes.
"Yeah," Leo said as he grabbed Raphael's hand. "I love him and he loves me and we couldn't be happier. Get the message and leave him and I alone."

"You're horrible, Raphael," Ninjara hissed as her eyes flashed. "You'll be sorry. I was the best you had. This'll never work out and you'll crawl back to me," Ninjara added and stalked off to the kitchen.

"Thanks, Leo," Raphael said gratefully. "I owe ya one."
"No, you don't," Leo said as he pulled away. "I know how you feel. I've been there. My ex cheated more than once, but I always took him back, because he said he'd stop. I really loved him. I'm sorry."
"Thanks. I'm sorry for ya too. She said she'd stop. The last time was six months ago and it was the final straw. I kicked her and her bedmate, who was a close friend out. I caught them in my bed when I came home from work. I was earlier than usual and she didn't expect it."
"That's brutal," Leo said as he winced. "I'm sorry. I dumped Usagi when I found lipstick marks on his kimono. I confronted him and he admitted it. He keeps begging me back. The worst thing is he's my boss and I have to see him every day."
"Ouch. That's rough. Maybe ya should find a new job."

"Are you staying for dinner?" Ninjara asked as she reappeared. "I've been assigned your waitress. Leo, right?" she added, ignoring her ex, having decided she would.
"Yes. I believe we are, Slu-Ninjara," Leo said as he looked at Raphael, who nodded and sat down.
"Great. I'll give you a few minutes to read the menu," Ninjara said and went to another table.

"Ugh," Leo said as he took a seat. "Now she's our waitress."
"Yep. My turtle luck true ta form," Raphael said as he studied his menu. "Any idea what yer havin'?"
Leo looked at his menu and said, "Probably grilled tuna with rice, snowpeas and a burned butter sauce."
"Borin' and it ain't Italian. Ya should try their pasta or pizza. They're homemade."
"I like fish," Leo said stubbornly and slammed his menu shut.
"Suit yerself. I'm gonna have the ragu and tagliatelle. Are ya drinkin'?"
"No. I have to drive. If you're driving, you shouldn't either."
"One drink can't hurt."
"You'd be surprised that even one drink can impair your senses."
"Ugh. Ya sound like my dad. How old are ya? Do ya eva drink?"
"I'm twenty. No. I prefer green tea. I'm gonna have that, but order your drink. Don't mind me. How old are you?"
"Eighteen. Ya ready ta order?" Leo nodded.

Raphael flagged Ninjara down and they ordered their meals and drinks.

"Do ya know Donny well, Leo?" Raphael asked.
"It's Leonardo. Yes. He's my brother."
"I prefer Leo. Ya can call me Raph. Raphael's when I'm in trouble."
"Are you in trouble a lot?"
"It finds me," Raphael said with a grin. "I don' go lookin' for it. Hey. I don' have a criminal record or nothin'. I just been in a ton of fights. Mostly savin' people from the bad guys, ya know."
"You're a vigilante?"
"I guess ya could call it that. I call it a crusade ta help people and I can take my temper out on the scrumbags. Win-win."
"You have a bad temper?"
"Sometimes."
"I see. Isn't it better to talk about why you're angry, instead of lashing out?"
"I ain't good at expressin' myself with words. 'Sides, who'd wanna talk about what bothers me? My roomie and I are close, but we don' do feelings."
"Does bashing people help?"
"Only momentarily, but who cares, right? I ain't important."
"You could talk to me," Leo was shocked to fnd himself saying. "I'm a good listener."
"I'd hate ta burden you."
"You wouldn't be. I love helping people."
"Eh. Maybe. Thanks."

Ninjara arrived with the food and there was silence for a while as they ate.

Then Leo said, "What are your hobbies, Raph?"
"Weightliftin', readin', ninjutsu, cookin', travelin', listenin' ta music and watchin' movies. Ya?"
"All the above, sans weightlifting and cooking. My brother won't let me in the kitchen, as I've nearly burned it down twice."
Raphael chuckled, the sound warming Leo's heart. To Raphael's shock, he found himself saying, "I can teach ya if ya want. Cool. Ya know ninjutsu. Maybe we can spar sometime. I didn't think ya weightlifted. Yer so lean. What do ya read?"
"I love historical fiction, historical non fiction books, war strategy..."
"Yawn. Sorry. Leo, that's a snoozefest. Yer only twenty. Ya should be readin' more modern stuff. What music do ya like? I'm guessin' classical."
"No. Japanese instrumental. My dad's Japanese. He taught me the customs and he and I share the same interest in books. He also taught me ninjutsu."
"I see. I love rock music, punk, rap, heavy metal and some jazz. I was raised Japanese too, but I kinda rebelled and did my own thing. It upset my dad."
"He'll forgive you and I'm sure he still loves you."
"He wanted me to marry Ninjara when she fell pregnant to save face for her and our family. I was seventeen and I refused. That's why he's mad."
"I see. So you have a kid? That's..."
"Nope. It can't be mine. See, Leo, I'm intersex," Raphael said as he lowered his voice. "I can be impregnated, but I can't impregnate. Ninjara knew that, but she lied ta my dad and said it's mine. I'm somehow gonna make her have a DNA test. I ain't gonna cough up money for a kid that ain't mine."
"I know a lawyer who could help you. I'll give you his number," Leo said as he jotted the number down on the napkin and then handed it to Raphael.
"Thanks," Raphael said as he pocketed the number. "What travelin' have ya done?"
"Japan, South Africa, Italy, Bahamas, Fiji, Costa Rica. You?"
"Only within the States. I'd love ta see Japan, South Africa and Italy."
"You should. They're absolutely stunning. I went on safari in South Africa with my brother, Donny and it was phenomenal. We saw tons of wildlife, including lions, buffalo, giraffes, hippos, elephants. We had a tent right in the middle of the bush and we ate around the fire. I loved it."
"That would be fantastic. I've always wanted ta go on safari. Donny's yer brother, right?"
"Yep. Older."
"That explains why ya bailed him out. The things we do for our siblings, huh? I'm the same with my older brother, Mikey. I can't refuse him and he takes advantage of it."
"Donny said he had a meeting with a Mikey. Maybe it's your brother. Oops," Leo said as he clapped a hand to his mouth. "I mean, he was busy."
"Nah," Raphael said as a sad look came into his eyes. "Donny didn't actually wanna meet or he wouldn't have kept makin' excuses. He wouldn't have overbooked himself neither and he wouldn't have sent ya. He wasn't interested and I refused ta get the memo. He wanted ta meet Mikey and not me all along maybe. If it's my brother, I ain't surprised. He's an amazin' guy and I'm a fuckup who only eva seems ta cause trouble."
"That's not true, Raph. You seem like a great guy and I'm enjoying talking to you."
"Ya don' hafta lie."

"Dessert?" Ninjara asked as she scowled at Raphael and then began to clear the plates.
"Want dessert, hon?" Leo asked as he placed a hand on Raphael's.

"I was thinkin' about the chocolate fondant, babe," Raphael said. "What do ya want?"
"Make that two," Leo said and smiled sweetly at Ninjara, who frowned and went to the kitchen.
"Hahah. She's pissed," Raphael said with a chuckle. "I ain't leavin' her no tip."
"I'm not either. Hey. You said you can have kids, but do you want kids?"
"Yep. Not now, though. Ya?"
"Someday, yes. What work do you?"
"I'm a MMA. I train a lot, fight a lot and teach a ton. I'm swamped most of the time."
"Is that your dream job?"
"No, but fightin' is all I'm good for."
"Who told you that?"
"Dad. He said I'm a loser, stupid and that all I can do is fight."
"Raph, do you have a dream job?"
"It's stupid."
"Tell me. I won't laugh," Leo said and smiled reassuringly.
"I wanna be a chef and pastry chef. Cookin' centers me and I find it relaxin'. I love creatin' and tryin' new recipes."
"I have a friend who owns a coffee shop. I can put in a good word for you."
"Ya seem ta have a lot of friends. That'd be awesome. Thanks."
"You'd have to start at the bottom."
"I got no problem with that."
"Work will look at you funny if you keep fighting and arrive looking like a wounded soldier. You'll have to stop it."
"Okay."

Ninjara brought their desserts and they tucked in.

"This is yummy," Raphael said around a mouthful. "
"It is," Leo agreed.
"What work do ya do, Leo?"
"I work at a fashion boutique for extremely wealthy clients. Do you know the store Dominique?"
"Unfortunately. My ex loved ta shop there with my money and dragged me along. Shit. I didn't know ya worked there. How long have ya been workin' there?"
"Two years. Strange we never met before. Maybe I wasn't on shift."
"Yeah. Ya said your ex is the owner. Is that the bunny who ogles all the clients when he thinks no one's lookin'.?"
"That's him," Leo said with a sigh.
"He boldly checked my ex out while I was with her. Then when I called him out on it, he flirted with me and asked me out. I nearly smacked him, but Ninjara stopped me and told me I was overreactin' and we left. Want me ta return there and kick his ass?"
"No. I'd lose my job. I need the money or I can't pay the rent. Tempting, though."
"Lemme know if ya change yer mind. Do ya like yer job?"
"Usagi is the only flaw. I wish he'd go away."
"Hmm. I have friends too, Leo," Raphael said with a grin. "Don' ask. Ya'll know soon."
"I'm curious. Give me a hint."
"Nope," Raphael said and then finished his dessert. "Do ya want anythin' else?"
"Spoilsport," Leo said with a laugh and then looked at his watch. "I'd love to, but I should go home. I have work in the morning."
"Me too. Thank ya for goin' along with things. I appreciate it. I think I'm finally ridda her."
"You're welcome. Let me pay," Leo said as he pulled out his wallet. "I insist."
"I hate bein' indebted ta people."
"You're not. We had a good time, a few laughs and I offered to pay for it. That's all. Let's swap numbers and I'll call you when I hear from my friend."
"Thanks. I'll phone ya when mine gets back ta me," Raphael said and they swapped numbers.

Ninjara arrived with the check. Leo paid, but didn't leave a tip. Then they headed outside.

XXXX

"It's a glorious evenin', ain't it, Leo?" Raphael asked as he gazed at the full moon.
"Magic. Thank you for a lovely evening. I did have a great time, Raph."
"Thank ya for dinner and a wonderful evenin'. Most fun I had in ages. I guess this is it," Raphael said, unexpectedly disappointed at the thought of never seeing Leo again."
"Yeah. I really need to go home. It was fantastic meeting you," Leo said as he held out his hand. "Hey, Raph, don't ever think that you're a loser. You're not. You're funny, smart, engaging, honest and gorgeous. Everyone who doesn't think is missing out."

Raphael took his hand and shook it. Electricity coursed through them at the touch and Raphael had to choke back tears as he listened to Leo's words. No one had ever said that to him before. His whole life, he'd felt that he was a drain on everyone's life and that he was a fuckup and an embarrassment to his father.

"Yeah?" Raphael asked shyly.
"Yes," Leo said with a smile and then kissed his cheek, making him blush. "See you, Raph. I have to go. Hey. You busy tomorrow?"
"I gotta check my schedule."
"Wanna come round to my place for dinner? You can show me how to cook and we can spar if you want. I have a small dojo."
"I'd love ta," Raphael said eagerly. "I thought I was neva gonna see ya again. I'll try ta clear the books."
"No. I definitely wanna see you again. I should have asked when I said I loved meeting you. Ugh. I suck at this. If you can't, then another time."
"I'll make it happen, Leo."
"Great. I'll text you my address when I'm home."
"Cool," a beaming Raphael said as he climbed onto his bike. Thenn he started the engine, waved to Leo and feeling on cloud nine, drove home.

Leo climbed into his car and drove home.

What a brilliant evening. I like him. I was wrong to judge him on his experience. He's incredible and he isn't a brute at all. I'm excited to see where this could lead.

XXXX

Raphael parked outside his apartment and was opening the door, when he felt arms snake around his waist.

Pulling away and glaring at Ninjara, he said, "Fuck off. I've moved on, Ninjara."
"Yeah and you're leaving this place right now," Ninjara said with a wicked grin. "You shouldn't be doing drugs, Raph!"
"I ain't."
"My buddy next door to you said that you and Casey are and guess what? The new landlord believed him and I said you were too. You have to leave now!" Ninjara said and handed him the eviction notice. "Oh. The new landlord is one of my uncles. He said if you left now, he wouldn't go to the cops."
"YA FUCKIN' BITCH!" Raphael snarled as his eyes flashed. "What the fuck am I gonna do now?"
"I'm sure your darling Leo will put you up. Don't think this is the end, Raphael. I won't stop until I've destroyed your life. No one leaves me, especially not you."
"I'M GONNA KILL YA!" Raphael roared as he grabbed her arm, but he released it, because he knew if he didn't, she could say he hit her and he'd go to jail.
"Good call. Better go pack," Ninjara taunted.
"Where's Casey?"
"He left. I saw him a few minutes ago. I'm sure he'll call you."

Raphael ignored her and went inside his apartment. She followed him.

What the fuck am I gonna do? I can't call Mikey, as he's maybe out with Donny. Casey's goodness knows where. I ain't talkin' ta most of my buddies and it's late ta call my otha pals. Ninjara deliberately did this. I fuckin' hate her.

Raphael's phone rang as he was packing.

"Yeah?" Raphael said.
"It's Leo. Did you get home okay? Did you get my text?"
"Sorry. I heard the phone, but I ain't had time ta reply. My fuckin' ex got me evicted," Raphael said as he shot a withering glare at Ninjara.
"I'm sorry, Raph. Do you have a place to go?"
"I'll figure somethin' out. Don' worry."
"Hey. There's plenty of space here. We have a three bedroom pad. You can stay with us until you find a place. I can come get you."
"Who is we? Ya got a wife I don' know about?"
"Donny. He won't mind."
"I'd hate ta be a nuisance."
"You're not. Give me your address." Raphael told him. "See you now, Raphael," Leo said and ended the call.

Raphael ignored his ex, who alternated between begging him back and calling him every awful name in the book. He was extremely relieved when Leo arrived.

Leo and Raphael pointedly ignored a crowing Ninjara and packed the boxes into the trunk of Leo's car. Then Leo started the engine and drove home. Raphael followed him.

XXXX

"I'm so sorry, Leo," Raphael said as they deposited the last of the boxes in the living room. "We've only just met and here I am causin' trouble."
"Stop that. It's not your fault. Your room's the second door on the right. I hope you like it and will be comfortable. Can I get you anything?"
"A bottle of vodka would be perfect."
"We don't have alcohol in the house. I can offer you green tea, coffee, hot chocolate, milk..."
"Does the hot chocolate come with marshmallows?"
"Yes. I'll make it. Make yourself at home."

Raphael went to his new room and glanced around. It was twice the size of his old room and had a Japanese theme, sans the double bed. Pictures of Leo, Donny and who he guessed to be Leo's parents and extended family hung on the walls. They were all smiling.

How lucky they are ta be loved. I wish I was. That's all I eva wanted and for Dad ta say he loved me and was proud of me.

He tried calling Casey, but to his immense consternation, it went to voicemail.

I hope he's okay. I'll keep tryin'.

"Raph!" Leo called from the kichen.
"Comin'," Raphael said and left the room.

XXXX

Leo and Raphael chatted about general things as they drank their hot chocolate.

Then Raphael said, "I appreciate ya lettin' me stay here, Leo."
"It's no problem. It'll be lovely to have company. Donny's often busy. Hey. I want you to know that you aren't alone. I'll help you and your ex will go away. They get bored..."
"Nah. She'll neva go away until she's destroyed me. I know her, but I can fight back. I will. She won't win."
"I'll do my best to help you ensure that."
"Thanks."

They talked a while longer and then they decided to go to bed.

"Night, Leo. Thank ya for everythin'," Raphael said as he stood outside his bedroom. "I'm glad ya turned up and not Donny. Yer a heck of a guy and I can't wait ta see how things go."
"Me either," Leo said and smiled. "Night, Raph," Leo added as he went to his bedroom.
"Sleep well, Leo," Raphael said and entered his bedroom.

XXXX

Raphael stripped, climbed into bed and pulled the covers over himself.

What a shitty, but also fabulous day. I finally met someone who is kind and decent and who don' think I'm a nothin'. He likes me and I really like him. I hope it works out for us. I won't let Ninjara ruin my chance at happiness and if she tries anythin', I'll fight back.

Raphael closed his eyes and it wasn't long before he was fast asleep, his dreams about a sapphire eyed turtle in the bedroom next door and the kiss he'd received under the moonlight.

Notes:

A/N Ninjara plots how to further ruin Raphael's life.

Anata is a Japanese endearment for your sweetheart and means love, darling, et cetera. Ninjara's being disrespectful, as they aren't together.

Casa Bella was a favourite restaurant of mine that's closed. I hope it reopens one day.

Series this work belongs to:

• Part 1 of Leo takes charge and other moments between Leo and Raphael