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"Come here, sweetheart," Kojiro ordered, and what was Kaoru supposed to do if not obey? What was she expected to be if not a needy mess at this point, after a whole week of desperation? "Did you behave today?" her girlfriend asked softly, carding fingers through her hair and making her melt just from that.
"Yes, miss," she mumbled, forcing the words out because this was part of the game. Even if her voice wavered at the delicious feeling of her lover's short nails on her scalp, scratching very lightly, she had to say the right words to get what they both wanted.
"Good girl," Kojiro told her, voice just on the right side of sweetly condescending, making her shudder again. Her touch was so gentle, it could almost fool Kaoru… if she didn't already know where this was going. "How much did you manage?"
"Only about half an hour," she admitted, licking her lips and looking down at her hands.
Her girlfriend's hand slipped down from the top of her head to grab her chin, turning her face up so their eyes could meet. There was no judgment in them, none whatsoever, but it didn't really matter if Kojiro was ultimately nice inside even when she was being mean for sexy reasons. Kaoru's need to please her, to earn her praise, was much stronger than logic. It could easily overwrite her common sense and make her into this, make her whine pathetically when a thumb idly brushed her lower lip. "That's good enough, princess. Tell me about it?"
"Oh," she breathed, shifting a bit to alleviate the ache between her legs. The burn on her cheeks traveled down to her chest and she knew Kojiro was watching, enjoying the sight of her kneeling almost bare at her domme's feet. Kaoru's tongue felt thick in her mouth, but she'd been asked a question. "In between meetings, in the morning," she managed, hands balled in fists at her sides. "I went to my office bathroom."
"And what did you do there, sweetheart? Show me, I want a full recap."
"I locked the door and I, uh," she gasped softly while tracing up her own stomach, between and around the swell of her tits, and sort of lost track of what she'd been saying for a moment. Just a second, only until the hand on her chin jerked slightly and made her focus again. "I touched my chest like this, then down," Kaoru let her eyes fall shut, both of them groaning a bit, "then-- oh."
Kojiro just watched as her fingers brushed lightly over her mound and further down, closer to what she would soon be begging for. But earlier, at work, Kaoru had teased herself just like this, savoring the anticipation for what it was, the promise of more pleasure if she waited for the right moment to touch herself. So she had avoided her clit in favor of tracing around her labia, gasping a little from how wet she was, except now she could hear her girlfriend suck in a breath along with her.
Soon, soon they would both get what they wanted.
"I wanted your fingers so bad," Kaoru mumbled against her palm, leaning into her touch, delighting in the roughness of her calluses and how warm she always was. The mere thought of Kojiro touching her could probably send her into a stupor, even without any actual contact, because everything her girlfriend did to her was so good--
"Oh, babygirl," her lover cooed, slipping her thumb into Kaoru's mouth to let her sate some of her need. It was also a subtle way to command her, though the words themselves carried so much weight. "You love having your mouth full, don't you?"
Her only reply was to moan around the intrusion, her own fingers almost pushing into her needy cunt but not quite, not yet. The pressure of Kojiro's thumb on her tongue was perfect, lightly fucking into her mouth before taking it out with a noticeable pop and a string of saliva left connecting it to Kaoru's lips.
"Then what?"
"I-- ah, gods," she exhaled, torn between the relief of finally getting some friction on her clit and the sudden wave of arousal it brought upon her. Without reprimand to keep her from chasing the spark of pleasure, Kaoru could only give in and grind into her fingers. It was enough to make her nearly forget what they were doing, what the whole point of this little game was--
"Kaoru."
"Fuck, yes, sorry," she rushed to say, pulling her hand away only to have her hair tugged back hard enough to make her moan. The rush of blood was getting so loud in her ears, pumping fast from her heaving chest, that Kaoru needed a second to realize what it meant - what she was supposed to be doing. "Should I…?"
"I wanna see," Kojiro replied simply, though the low register of her voice betrayed how much she was enjoying the show. "Just a bit more, for me."
"Oh, okay," she swallowed and took a deep breath. Her eyes remained shut as they'd been for a while, focused on her task, because the sight of her girlfriend looming hungrily over her would be too much right now as Kaoru touched herself again. This time her hands trembled a little, the prospect of teetering dangerously close to the edge almost as good as the actual feeling she started chasing. The gentle hand tangled in her hair was her only anchor, keeping her from losing herself too easy, too fast, in the sensation of her fingers pushing in and rubbing on her clit with every stroke, fuck--
"Almost there, my love?" Kojiro asked and she moaned loudly, fucking into her hand harder, getting so close, so close-- "That's enough, babygirl."
Kaoru stopped moving immediately, pulling her hands away from her body like she'd just been burned, and her whole body seized with the whiplash. Going from being a hair away from orgasm to nothing, no stimulation on her throbbing cunt or her slightly sore tits or anywhere … There was something about it that made her enjoy this intense, deep pain and frustration. For a moment it was hard to remember why she had even chosen to subject herself to it, in the split second right after she stopped touching herself, but then Kojiro's hand tenderly caressed her cheek.
Right. That was why.
"Such a good girl for me, just breathe now," her domme murmured, leaning closer to kiss her forehead, soothing her through the inevitable whimpering that came when she didn't. Kaoru reached for her and grabbed onto whatever skin she could find, seeking comfort in Kojiro's warmth, wrapping shaky arms around her lover's waist. They stayed like that until her breathing slowed again, not quite easy because she was still painfully horny, but enough, enough for her to be able to withstand the heat of her girlfriend's gaze once more, forced upon her by a firm tug on her hair. "Are you okay to go on?"
She nodded, unable to string her need into words. There would be no punishment if she couldn't, of course. If Kaoru used her safeword now, her lover would soften in a heartbeat, wrap her in a fuzzy blanket and hold her through recovering her senses without any judgment. If she asked for it, she'd be allowed to stop the game entirely and come as many times as she wanted, as much as she could endure, until she passed out or screamed for mercy, whichever happened first. Kojiro would gladly take her there without really questioning it, wouldn't shame her for it or make her feel bad for giving up.
Of course, all of that was only conjecture - there was no way in hell that Kaoru would call quits on this. She fucking loved being her plaything and doing her bidding, pleasing Kojiro and letting go with the only person in the world who could do this.
"Perfect, sweetheart, you're doing so good for me tonight," her girlfriend told her oh so gently, tilting up her chin and keeping their eyes locked. "My lovely, sweet Kaoru. Turn your pretty ass up for me, will you?"
Another jolt of arousal shot through her, electric, right down to her core. "Like this, miss?" she asked softly, missing the contact already but bending like a bowstring anyway, forehead pressed to the bedding and knees spread to show off a bit. Covered only in tiny straps of fine lace, her feverish skin was too sensitive to the chilly night air when her domme positioned behind her, the slightest brush feeling so intense.
"Mhm, now all you gotta do is keep being a good girl for me," Kojiro murmured, breath hot on her sopping wet cunt, and oh. So quick and she was already on fire again, burning from the inside from the point of ignition at the tip of her lover's tongue. Licking around her hole, over sensitive skin, nose brushing here and there, hands firm on her thighs to keep her upright--
"Fuck, Koji--"
The cruel bastard moved down, slowly taking her apart until finally reaching her clit and covering it with a kiss, turned into a light suck-- "Doing okay, sweetheart?" Kojiro asked in between kisses, faux innocent.
"Mhm, don't stop," Kaoru begged, muffled by the sheets, rocking her hips for more.
"Good girl, keep that way," her girlfriend groaned and licked into her, one arm wrapped around her unstable leg, the other snaking around to tease her as well. She was so strong, effortlessly keeping Kaoru right there for her to feast on. And feast Kojiro did, sparing no effort in her ministrations until she could do nothing but writhe pathetically, bucking into her mouth as much as she could.
"Please," she managed, trying to get more friction, more touch, anything--
"Please what, baby? Use your words," her domme ordered, rubbing mean circles over her clit with the pad of a callused thumb and making her see stars behind her eyelids.
"Please, fuck," Kaoru moaned, breathless, getting closer by the second, "wanna come, let me--"
Instead of indulging her, Kojiro pulled away further, peppering kisses low on her back. "What are the rules?" she demanded, hand relentlessly moving, fingers rough and delicious--
"Koji!"
"Answer me."
"I'm not-- fuck, fuck! Can't come, can't--" Kaoru whined, damn near tearing the sheets from gripping them so hard. Fuck, this-- This was too much, but she wanted - needed to please Kojiro, to earn her praise-- "Not unless, ah, it's on your cock--"
The only thing she could focus on was her girlfriend's touch, incessant, brutally teasing. "I'm not in you now, am I?"
She whimpered, toes curling. So close, so fucking close-- "Please!"
"That's not your safeword, doll," Kojiro retorted like she wasn't driving Kaoru fucking insane, between her touch and her tone and her cruel, cruel lips-- "Keep holding, babe," she murmured into her cunt and fuckfuckfuck, "for me."
"Can't! Can't!"
Kojiro finally stopped teasing her and let her collapse completely onto the mattress, panting desperately and sobbing with her whole body. Her legs simply faltered under her, knees slipping until she was just a pathetic puddle on the bed, desperate for something to rut on and get her off-- But she couldn't. And Kaoru felt it acutely as her orgasm slipped away just like before, draining out faster than it had built, the shakes setting in its wake. "Shh, it's okay, baby, breathe for me," her lover whispered, caressing her back and kissing her shoulders, her neck, her spine. "We gotta make up for your lack of edging today, don't we?"
"Koji," Kaoru sniffled into the sheets, achy. "Can't."
"One more, for me?"
Those were the most dangerous words in their lexicon, the most powerful cards up Kojiro's sleeve. They cut right through Kaoru with surgical precision and revealed her for what she really was deep inside, madly in love and desperate to please. "For you?"
"Mhm, you can be a good girl and take one more, right?" she asked softly, trailing gentle bites behind her ear and groping her ass. How easy it was for her to fold when Kojiro asked nicely. And how hard it was to remember what the pain of a moment ago felt like when a hand lodged around her waist and between her legs again. "Be my good little slut and fuck yourself on my fingers, sweetheart."
"Oh," Kaoru breathed, shifting, spreading for her. "Don't-- not sure I can?"
"Of course you can, princess, you're being so good for me," she murmured, not moving her hand at all. "Sit up, here," and helped her get her knees under her again, pressing their bodies together, chest to her back, lips to her throat. "Show me what a good girl you are, Kaoru."
"Koji, fuck," she moaned, working her hips to let two of her lover's fingers inside her and blindly, desperately seeking pleasure on them. With Kojiro's arm around her waist, keeping her steady, she could be so perfectly obedient and do exactly what her domme ordered. Feeling how incredibly horny and hard she was only added to Kaoru's lust, to how good this whole thing was. "So good, fuck, ah--"
"Just like that, yeah, keep going."
She whined loudly, grinding hard into Kojiro's hand. Rough, barely controlled thrusts, not deep enough-- "More, more, need--"
"Yeah?" her girlfriend groaned into her ear, viciously groping her tits, fuck.
"Please, ah--"
"Gonna come, babygirl?" she teased, biting her neck, pouring even more fuel on her raging fire until it turned into an inferno--
"I-- fuckfuckfuck," Kaoru half sobbed, half shouted. "So-- hard--"
"Harder? I can do harder," Kojiro replied like she didn't understand, excited, damn near giddy about it. The rough groping turned into a sharp pinch on her nipple, giving her just enough pain to stumble and fall--
"Stop! Fuck!" she cried out, shaking from head to toe with the need to come, and her domme immediately stopped touching her. The sudden lack of stimulation made her gasp and whimper, shuddering with the intensity of it all. All Kaoru could do was slump back against her lover, into Kojiro's embrace, where she could feel the pleasure fizzle away again, fast and painful. "Hurts, hurts Koji."
"You're good now, love. Too much?" she asked, turning her body and cradling her oh so carefully, like she was incredibly fragile. And Kaoru really was, then, brittle and needy, unable to do anything but shake her head a bit too fast. "Shh, it's okay. Wanna stop?" After another shake, Kojiro kissed the top of her head, painfully honest. "You're doing so well, sweetheart. It's okay if you do, if you need--"
"Fuck me, miss," she managed, then swallowed hard, ignoring the salt on her tongue and the way her hands trembled as she grabbed onto her girlfriend's marble-like arm. "Please, please--"
"Is that what you need, my love?" Kojiro asked softly, offering slick fingers to Kaoru, and groaned when she greedily licked them into her mouth. "You needed something to suck on again, huh? Just for a little bit, though, 'cause I like to hear you," her lover murmured, letting her enjoy it and breathe for a few more moments, tasting herself on them before she pulled them out.
"Please, Koji--" Kaoru mumbled, dizzy, aching with need even more than before. She felt almost drunk, unsteady and barely able to hold herself together as she was turned to fit against Kojiro's chest again, right where she belonged. "Miss, ah--"
"That's right, baby, louder," her girlfriend groaned into her skin, finally bullying inside her while holding her firmly in place--
"Yes, fuck--" Kaoru gasped out, spreading her legs some more. "Please!"
Kojiro filled her slowly, taking the time to let her adjust to how incredibly full she was, drinking in her reactions. And she kept her arm around Kaoru's waist, her other hand snaking up, cruel, hot-- "So tight for me, even after all this?"
Unable to move in tandem with her lover, all she could do was moan at the drag of such a huge cock in and out of her cunt, deeper and deeper. So much, so intense, so good-- There was nothing stopping Kaoru now, no reason to hold back, her pleasure growing too damn fast for any semblance of control anyway. "Koji!"
"You wanna come, princess?"
She just sobbed, knowing there was no way to contain this avalanche once it started - not so long as Kojiro kept filling her so fucking well.
"You know the rules," her domme grunted, thrusting hard to punctuate her words until she bottomed out completely, driving her to the edge-- "Come for me, babygirl, yeah," she groaned through fucking her into bittersweet bliss, a release that had her spasming and whimpering from start to finish.
Except it didn't seem to end, pleasure burning her up from the inside, spreading from between her legs to her entire body. Kaoru couldn't do anything but hold on to her girlfriend's arm, moaning her name over and over, trying to meet her hips-- Until Kojiro decided to lay her on the bed again and pound into her properly, like she knew no tomorrow and had something to prove, hands slipping to her hips to grab them hard enough to bruise. "Yesyes, fuck!"
"Kaoru, you feel so good, " she managed in between strokes, somehow steady in her rhythm now, shit--
"Nah-- ca-- can't--"
"Yes, you can, let go," Kojiro told her and that was an order, one she couldn't refuse if she wanted to at this point. Would it even be possible for her cunt to stop clenching around her girlfriend's cock? After being denied, denied, denied so many times, now she was drowning in wave after wave of an incredible orgasm. "Perfect, so perfect--"
Kaoru let herself go the rest of the way, losing track of everything other than the mind blowing, electric pleasure. It rocked through her, made her squirm and shake, literally robbing her of breath when her domme picked up the pace. Their sounds mingled into something deafening, yet beautiful, with her crying out every time Kojiro's hips slammed against her ass, while her lover praised her nonstop. And Kaoru just held on to the sheets, to the pillow, to whatever she could find as her lover grabbed her hair and pulled, arching her body, fucking her so well--
"Fuck, pretty girl, love you," Kojiro groaned, giving her everything she got and then some, "love coming inside you, babygirl--"
Her only response was to moan about how good it felt, even if the words came out muffled and slurred and broken - especially then. It was the best way Kaoru could express her love while crying through spasms, coming so hard that it felt like she was really on fire. Feeling Kojiro's cock pulse in her cunt added even more to the already intense overstimulation, the best kind of excess, exactly what she needed…
Until it finally ended, the tides of pleasure receding to leave Kaoru floating in the syrupy softness of afterglow. Her mind was deliciously empty, only fuzzy static and the weight of a hot body pressing down on hers registering for a while. Kojiro was heavy, but that was a good thing. After all that, the grounding pressure helped more than anything, the two of them just laying there and catching their breaths as their hearts slowed down to normal again.
Gods, she was going to be so fucking sore tomorrow.
"You good, sweetheart?" Kojiro asked with a kiss to her shoulder once she could move again. Which was a lot easier for her, since she wasn't the one who'd been plowed into the bed.
"Mhm, thirsty," Kaoru mumbled, unable to even lift her face. "Fuck."
The bed dipped as her girlfriend slipped to the other side. "My poor, tired baby," Kojiro cooed, settling against the pillows before pulling her closer, strong arms more than enough to do the job while Kaoru's legs refused to work even for crawling. "Here, I'll get you some tea in a bit," she murmured, holding a bottle of water to her lips, as patiently as ever.
There was a dumb joke about dryness at the tip of her tongue, but making sense of anything was beyond her at the moment. Instead, Kaoru focused on drinking and, once her mouth didn't taste of salt anymore, she rolled closer to hide her face into the crook of Kojiro's neck.
"That was intense, huh."
It wasn't a question and agreeing felt redundant, but she nodded anyway.
"I'll run a hot bath for us."
To say that Kaoru barely noticed the span of time between those words and the actual bath would be an understatement. She was just too sleepy and exhausted to see much of anything, happy to be undressed, carried to the bathroom and laid against her lover's chest in the scalding water. Even the sting on her sensitive, abused and swollen cunt felt a bit distant, like it was happening to someone else, while she lounged decadently in Kojiro's arms and let herself be washed clean.
The water had turned lukewarm by the time Kaoru's brain started working again, though she was far from being completely down. Still, it was enough for her to gently squeeze her girlfriend's knee as it poked over the soapy surface. "Can we meta?"
"Sure, now?" Kojiro asked amicably, hands idly caressing the inside of her thighs. Her lover's touch was always a bit teasing, even now that they were recovering from a rough fuck.
That was kind of the issue, though. Rough sex never wrecked her this hard, and neither did some fun edging here and there. "Yes, now."
"Alright, shoot."
"I don't think I can do that anymore," she started too quickly, and then immediately second guessed her words and the way it all may come out. Shit.
Before panic could set in and ruin her hard-earned good mood, Kojiro clicked her tongue and said "Alright. The denial was too much for you."
Relief washed over her and she shifted in her girlfriend's arms, using her ample chest as a pillow. Water sloshed around them and made a mess of the bathroom, but she enjoyed being pressed against Kojiro's huge tits in every way possible… and like this she could sneak in a kiss here and there, too. "A bit, yeah," Kaoru mumbled into her mouth, searching for the right words this time. "A week in and I felt like I was going to explode. Did you see how long it took me to come down? I don't even know--"
"You were very off for quite a while there," her domme admitted, getting serious in the face of an actually important conversation. Regardless of how insatiable they could both be, the responsibility to take care of each other always came first. Case in point, Kojiro held her almost chastely, more focused on her comfort than on arousing her again for the fun of it, and Kaoru loved her so much. "Did the edging bother you on its own?"
She considered it for a beat, thinking of the week she'd had. With her head swimming in need and having to keep up appearances while her body went haywire was… less than great. The problem, Kaoru supposed, wasn't so much in being constantly low-key extremely aroused, but in knowing she wouldn't get any relief for days on end. Only the hint of it, the light taste of release before having it taken away, over and over again. "No," she decided, sitting up with a little hiss. "I like that part. Not getting to come at all was the shitty part. Just…"
"What if," Kojiro offered when she trailed off into a sigh, unable to elaborate, "instead of that, we change the rules a little."
"Yeah?" Kaoru asked, butterflies in her belly at the tone her domme was using with her, flirty and bossy and a little mean rolled into one.
The hands on her waist gripped tighter, holding firmly enough to pull her even closer until she was straddling Kojiro. Fuck being sore, this was what she loved. "Yeah. You'll edge more, maybe wear an egg to work sometimes," she murmured, garnet eyes looking at her hungrily. "But I'll make you come at least once every day."
There was a catch in that proposal, there had to be one. Kaoru could sense it, clear as day, in the way she spoke and smirked. "And?"
"Only on my cock," Kojiro replied easily, then kissed her stupidly pleased smile and swallowed her little moan. The overstimulation was absolutely too much, delicious and painful in equal measure, tempting her to get even more sore.
"That could work," Kaoru agreed breathlessly when they parted for air, nipping at her bottom lip. "Let's try that, starting… tomorrow?"
"Oh, I've got big plans for tomorrow," her mean, amazing girlfriend replied before taking her apart again, to make up for their little failed experiment.