It's Just Us

by MeeCamille

Summary:

When his girlfriend cheats on him, Max kicks her out and is left alone with 3 boys under the age of 3. His boys and racing take up all his time.
Some people try to help, but most of the time it ends up costing Max more time than anything. However there is one person who always swoop in at the right moment.

Notes:

I love them deeply. Welcome to yet another AU from Dad alley! <3

Chapter 1: Estie Bestie

Max is ready for the new season to start even if you wouldn’t guess it by the way he looks right now. He’s not showered in two days and his shirt is undoubtedly stained. EJ is sprawled over his chest and the twins are finally asleep in the bassinet next to his bed. Max can never get himself to put them in their nursery. With EJ he fell asleep in the chair in his nursery most nights just to be sure EJ didn’t wake up his ex throughout the night. She hated that. Max is exhausted, but that has been his default setting since EJ was born.

Over the past few months since his relationship blew up everyone had in some way told him that being a single parent was going to be hard. The unsolicited advice pissed Max off to no end as if he didn’t know how to take care of his own sons.

His mother and sister had even offered to take the boys so he could focus on his career. To Max it had felt a little like even they didn’t think he could do this. All the more reason to prove he could.

So Max had stopped asking for advice and he’d managed quite well. At least he figured he had, as his boys seemed happy most of the time. He still felt a little raw from crying earlier but if you can’t beat them join them or something like that.

Eventually Max falls asleep from pure exhaustion. If he gets a few hours of sleep it’s a miracle. He makes it through most of their day unscathed, he even manages to take a shower while the boys are down for a nap. The only hiccup is the tantrum EJ throws,  because, “no sweetheart, the cats really can’t come on the plane to New York with us”.

 

Max never minded flying until he had to do it with 3 kids. Luckily, he doesn’t pay his pilots to ask questions and they both have kids themselves so they understand.

 

The team is understanding and tolerant even when EJ races around backstage. Max laughs when Daniel starts running after EJ and catches him. “How is my godson?”, Daniel kisses EJ’s cheek with a big grin. EJ smiles big and tells Daniel how daddy was a bit mean today and the cats are lonely. Max chooses to focus on the twins instead.

No one minds watching the kids while Max is on stage, but Max just wants to get this over with as soon as possible and go back home.

 

~~~

 

Testing turns out not that different from last year. While Max is in the car the kids are in his driver’s room with Brad. Max is grateful for his trainer, who is actually one of the very few people who haven’t told Max that being a single parent is hard in some way. Brad doesn’t mind and he has a wife and kids so at least the ‘kids’ part he understands.

 

~~~

 

Max drives up to Mick for his birthday a day early. Mick offered up one of the guest bedrooms for Max and the boys. Max was reluctant but EJ seemed excited and some time with his friends might be good.

The car is packed and right now all of them are finally asleep. Max focuses on the road, driving did always calm his mind. He pulls into the driveway and his best friends are already running towards the car.

 

Max parks and gets out. Mick and Jack wrap him in a tight hug, but EJ immediately let’s out a protest from the backseat. Mick jumps into action and tries to untangle the belt of EJ’s car seat but he’s failing so Max sighs and does it himself.

EJ makes grabby hands up at Mick giggling happily kicking his feet, “unle Micki!”, he squeals. Mick picks him up and lets the toddler babble to him, while Max fusses over the twins and getting their bassinet re-attached to the base of the stroller. Jack offers a hand unloading his luggage.

It’s a little chaotic, getting inside and setting his things up in the guest room, but when are things not chaotic, with a toddler and two babies under one.

Max let’s out a soft sigh as he finally sits down, the twins in his arms. EJ clambers up the couch and snuggles into Max’s side.

Corinna smiles at him softly and winks before turning to Mick and Gina, “when is it my turn? I want cute grandbabies”. It makes them all laugh.

It’s good to be here and Max is glad he came. He’s a little bit surprised by the arrival of Esteban Ocon just before dinner, but he never really sees or speaks to him outside of casual hello’s on race weekends.

 

Max has figured out a system that works perfectly, he can feed the twins at the same time while keeping an eye on EJ to make sure his cheeky toddler eats his veggies.

It’s not perfect though so when Esteban ends up next to EJ at the table and convinces his fussy 3-year-old to eat beans, which is a fight Max usually loses, he doesn’t say anything.

After dinner, Max goes upstairs to put down his now sleeping twins in the room. EJ pouts but promises he’ll be good and wait at the stairs.

 

Esteban spots the toddler he was sitting next to at dinner pouting by the stairs. The boy is clutching a lion to his chest. “Hey bud? What’s up?”, he says softly sitting down on the stairs next to him.

Big ocean blue eyes peak at him from over the lion plushie’s mane, “twins bedtime. I wait for daddy. Not wake babies. Miss daddy”. Esteban smiles softly, “I’m sure your daddy will be right back. I’m Esteban”. EJ nods, “am EJ. You unle Mickie friend. My brothers is Mickie too like unle Mickie and Jackie, like unle Jack!”

Esteban smiles because he knew Max had named his sons after Mick and Jack, but somehow, he hadn’t connected the dots in his mind. This is Max’s son.

Esteban is about to say something when the stairs creak. EJ’s eyes shoot up, “daddy!”, EJ sticks up his arms and the lion he was holding comes tumbling down but Esteban catches it as he gets up. Max picks EJ up and swings him onto his hip in one swift motion. “Everything okay?”, he kisses EJ’s forehead.

Something about the action touches Esteban’s heart. It’s a softness to Max that should surprise him more, but it doesn’t. It intrigues him.

EJ nods, “Esseban new friend”, EJ sticks one hand out towards him and Esteban smiles. He lets the lion’s paw boop against EJ’s hand. EJ laughs and squeals bouncing a little on Max’s hip.

“So, bedtime? Or am I forgetting something?”, Max grins at his son. EJ freezes, “daddy! Am not baby! And want iceseam!”. Max laughs softly, “oh silly daddy. Let’s go ask if Uncle Mick’s mama has ice cream for you”.

Max knows there is because he is the one who brought ice-cream lollies for EJ. But he lets him ask Corinna anyway and he bounces excitedly as she gets him one.

 

They return to living with coffees, EJ excitedly eating his ice cream. Max strategically holds a bowl under EJ’s hands.

Esteban trailed behind Max following him and making silly faces with the lion at EJ. Now he sits next Max and EJ grins. The toddler drops his ice cream into the bowl for a moment and wiggles himself comfortably between them before attacking his ice cream again.

 

Esteban can’t stop watching Max and EJ with a soft smile. This Max is a striking difference from the calm calculated Max, he knows on the race track, it’s not even comparable to the young hot-headed driver Max was years ago, but that was a whole failed relationship and three kids ago, so what does Esteban really know? Right now, what matters is the comfortable light conversation that they all fall into, a mix of English, German and French, and the bouncy toddler that curls into Esteban’s lap holding his lion close once he’s done with his ice cream.

Max wants to reach over and take EJ, but Este stops his hand gently, “It’s okay with me”. Max nods, lowering his hand and reaching for his coffee.

A soft smile plays on Max’s lips. Esteban smiles down at the toddler in his lap, “comfy buddy?”. EJ peeks up at him and nods, “am”. The small boy lets out a yawn that waves through his small body.

Este settles his arms around him, tucking him a little closer to his chest.

 

Max doesn’t know how he feels about the way EJ snuggles against Esteban. But his son seems happy so why not. EJ is fast asleep as Max catches up with his friends. Tomorrow will be a hectic day with an actual big party and way more guests. Max still isn’t looking forward to that. But this, he could do this more often.

He carefully picks EJ and the lion of Esteban’s chest, when they decide it is time for bed. The smile Max gives him, makes Esteban’s heart do all kinds of flips. He ignores it and smiles back.

 

Esteban stares up at the ceiling in his guest room. It takes almost everything he has not to cross the hallway and knock on Max’s door. Somewhere around 3 am he gave up on trying to deny his crush on Max and when he does that he eventually falls asleep daring to dream about a future as Max’s partner.

 

In the morning, EJ darts out of the room before Max can shout at him to be careful, carrying both twins he rushes after him only to find Esteban lifting his son up high. “EJ I don’t think daddy likes it when you run near stairs”, he sets EJ on his hip and winks at Max, “I’ll carry you down. Want to sit with me for breakfast?”.

EJ looks at Max, “whatever you want, it’s okay to say no”. EJ nods, “with Estie!”. Esteban grins and blushes a bit at his newly earned nickname. He winks at Max and feels ridiculous for winking twice in such a short amount of time so he walks down the stairs, his focus on EJ.

Max ignores it, denies Esteban even did that. He’s a single father with 3 kids under 3. He has other things to worry about. As if to affirm the thought Mickie and Jackie both let out a few unhappy whines. It means Max has about 5 minutes before the wailing starts to prepare them their bottles. Max is pulled back into action, down the stairs and into the kitchen.

To his surprise, Esteban is already heating two bottles up.

“Mick was trying, but then EJ said he was doing it wrong, so I asked EJ to tell me how to do it”, Esteban smiles at Max softly. “We have 5 minutes before they start to be a bit more demanding”, Max lets out, rocking the twins slightly.

If Max’s mind wasn’t preoccupied with keeping his twins from crying their little lungs out, he’d notice how easily Esteban carries EJ on his hip, working one handed. He’d also notice EJ has a sippy cup with juice, but he’s too busy. Max feels uneasy in the unfamiliar kitchen where Esteban looks like he does this in this kitchen every morning.

Esteban sets EJ down and takes Jackie from Max. Max nods at him with a soft smile. Esteban smiles back as he hands Max one of the bottles, after checking if it’s not too hot on his wrist.

 

Together they walk to the table and sit on either side of the high chair Corinna got from the attic especially for EJ. Mickie and Jackie are happily drinking their milk and EJ with Esteban’s hand guiding him climbs into his chair. “Crisis averted”, Max laughs softly, “I usually don’t make it within the few minutes before they start screaming”. Esteban smiles at him softly.

The moment is gone before they can say anything else. Everyone starts pouring in for breakfast, setting the table, talking. Esteban keeps feeling the warmth of Max and his sons. Jackie giggles happily in his arms and he can’t help but smile and coo every time he looks down at the boy.

 

As the day progresses more guests pour in and it seems with every person that arrives EJ grows more quiet. Mick seems a little stressed when Angie whines at the door. Max is trying to stop the twins from crying after Angie barked at the doorbell.

Esteban quickly picks up EJ, “hey Max, we could walk Angie for Mick, right? Some fresh air will be good for the kids too”. Esteban sees the relief on Max’s face as he nods. Mick is already handing Esteban Angie’s lead, “she knows the way home, if you get lost”. Esteban nods and smiles softly, “we got this”.

Max tucks the twins in their stroller and Esteban makes sure EJ can’t get cold. Max shoots a few looks his way to make sure he’s doing it right and to his surprise Esteban does it exactly like Max would have.

Outside Max walks behind the stroller, the twins fall asleep within the first five minutes while Esteban runs ahead with EJ and Angie. Eventually Max catches up to Esteban casually strolling, EJ tucked closely in his arms. “He’s not good with crowds”, Max says softly.

Esteban nods, “so we went on a walk”. Max nods, “yeah, we have our routine at home. He loves the harbour in Monaco”. EJ nods enthusiastically, “boats are cool!”. Esteban grins, “they sure are bud”. EJ snuggles in, yawning a little. They walk the rest of the way in comfortable silence.

Esteban clicks Angie off her lead before he kicks off his muddy shoes and gently takes EJ’s boots off without waking him, something Max has never managed before. Maybe it was all the new impressions that had exhausted EJ.

Max probably should have felt the same protectiveness he always does when he’s not holding his own kid but something about how naturally Esteban was handling this calms Max’s mind.

Max kicks off his own shoes and carefully picks up the twins' carrier part of the stroller. It’s easier to carry them this way. Esteban waits for him, smiling softly. Max nods softly, “nap time”. Esteban smirks, “us? Or them?”, his voice quiet. Max suppresses a laugh. He carries the twins up the stairs and into the room. Esteban follows close.

Max changes the twins one by one and tucks them in the cot. He smiles as the two boys curl into each other as soon as they are next to each other again. Esteban watches Max. Esteban sits on the edge of the bed, gently rocking the toddler to his chest. Max smiles at him, “he needs a change too”. Esteban stands up carefully. “Oh, we can do that. Sleeping in jeans is very uncomfy”, he lays EJ down on the makeshift changing table that is an old desk. Max just nods as Esteban starts undressing EJ. It’s nice to not have to be instructing Esteban, Max thinks as he puts a nappy in Esteban’s hand.

Max tucks EJ into the bed when he’s in comfy PJs. Esteban waits by the door as Max makes sure the baby monitor is on. “You have cute kids Max”, Esteban smiles softly as they walk downstairs, “EJ has your eyes”. Max smiles and if Esteban didn’t know better, he’d say Max was blushing.

They reach the bottom of the stairs and Max pulls out his phone, “want to see the baby monitor app? It's great that it just streams to my phone and it notifies me when there is noise”. Esteban smiles, “oh that’s awesome”. Max shows him and Esteban grins, “yeah, absolutely adorable”. Max laughs softly.

 

Every time Max starts feeling awkward Esteban somehow manages to jump in. He doesn’t catch Esteban staring at him or the playful shove Lance gives him as he whispers, “oh, Estie thinks Max is a dilf”. Esteban rolls his eyes. He wants to throw something back but Max pulls his phone out and practically runs to the stairs so Esteban pushes past Lance, going after Max.

By the time, Esteban reached the top of the stairs Max is already bouncing EJ on his hip and closing the door again quietly. EJ grins at him as he put a finger to his lips. Esteban supresses a laugh and walks downstairs. Max follows after him with EJ. “He whispered to the camera. I taught him that”. Max says softly as he takes the final steps. Esteban can’t help the hand he reaches out as Max wobbles slightly. They both ignore the hand resting on Max’s waist as EJ clutches a fist in Esteban’s shirt. “Such a smart boy, aren’t you, EJ?”, Esteban smiles softly at the toddler. EJ nods and snuggles closer to Max letting go of Esteban.

 

When the twins wake up no one needs a baby monitor. Max sees how Corinna is bouncing EJ in her lap and hopes he doesn’t realise Max is gone. Max feels someone follow him on the stairs. He doesn’t have to look back to know it’s Esteban. Each with a baby they walk downstairs again. Max is surprised at how Mickie stops crying instantly. No one besides himself usually has that effect.

He doesn’t have time to think about it. His mind is focused on bottles and getting downstairs before EJ notices.

 

EJ is still in Corrina’s lap babbling to her. It’s sweet and reminds Max of his own mother. He hopes Mick and Gina have kids someday, but for now she can play bonus grandma to his son. Esteban smiles softly, “bottles? Same as this morning?”. Max grins and nods, following Esteban into the kitchen.

Each with one baby making two bottles is definitely easier. Jackie fusses first and Max actually manages to shush him before his brother joins in. Esteban hands him one of the bottles with a soft smile. They have a silent conversation, unspoken trust between them as they walk back to the living room.

EJ giggles and clambers out of Corinna’s lap only to climb in Max’s. He kisses Jackie’s cheek and grins at Max, “Estie Bestie!”, he exclaims before leaning over and sprawling over both their laps.

Esteban laughs, “all right, which one of you idiots taught him that?”. Mick and Jack laugh and point at Lance at the same time. Lance shrugs and winks. Max is too focused on Jackie to notice.

Esteban just shakes his head and focuses on the baby in his arms. He watches Max burp Jackie and before he can think he’s pulling the cloth out of Max’s pocket to catch the spit up just in time.

Max flashes him a grateful smile. He forgets that more often than not; the pile of laundry in his apartment is filled with evidence of that.

Esteban folds it in and drapes the cloth over his own shoulder before burping Mickie. They are locked in a safe little bubble while the conversation around them whirls on.

 

Max gets bored pretty quickly after dinner as alcohol starts flowing. Unless he’s fussing over his boys or over his car, he always feels a little handicapped.

He stands awkwardly in a corner and the next time he checks on the boys he decides to just turn in too.

 

At 5 am, Max is praying EJ can stay in bed while he makes bottles for the twins. They’d been fussing and it had been a long night. All those strangers and noise and travel beds were taking a toll, as expected. It’s what usually happens on race weekends as well.

Max is feeding the twins at the kitchen table watching EJ sleep with his phone propped up against a vase. The toddler has spent the majority of the night asking Max where Estie Bestie was.

Max is focused on the twins for just a second when a sound comes from his phone. EJ is climbing out of bed and looking around. Max knows the boy hates waking up without him, “daddy?”, his small voice wobbles a bit as he leans into the baby phone. Max can’t get up right now, already balancing the twins and their bottles. He hates it and it breaks his heart as EJ lets out a sob. “Daddy will be right there”, he says, even though EJ can’t hear him.

Max beats himself up for not feeding the twins upstairs in the room, but just as Max is about to try to get up anyway the door cracks open. EJ gets swooped up and Lion gets grabbed from the bed. He hears a soft voice receding and then quick steps coming closer. Este sits down next to him.

Max expects judgment, a snide comment but Esteban just smiles at him, “morning”.

EJ is frowning at Max, his cheek pressed against Esteban’s chest and lion clutched close. Max smiles softly at his son, “I’m sorry EJ. I had to feed your little brothers”. EJ lets out a big huff, “I know daddy”. Esteban rubs EJ’s back and they sit in silence long after Max has burped the twins. EJ is snuggling close to Esteban and breaks the silence when hears someone coming down the stairs, “daddy? When home? Miss Jimmy Sassy”. It comes out as a whine. Max nods, “we’ll pack up and go home after breakfast sweetheart”. EJ nods, “Kay daddy. Estie too?”. Esteban strokes some hair of his forehead, “I will go home but to my own house. I have a cat too”. EJ perks up a bit and grins at him, “tell more please”.

Max relaxes as the potential crisis is averted as EJ listens to Esteban talk about his cat. It’s quiet over breakfast seeing as most of the people who stayed over were too drunk to make it home last night.

Packing is easier than Max expected mainly because Esteban is entertaining his toddler. Esteban even helps Max get everything into his car. Max hugs his best friends close and Corinna and Gina too while Esteban sets EJ in his car seat. Mick mumbles something about always being there for him in his ear as they hug and Max smiles at him softly, “I know, Mick, Danke”.

Esteban grins at Max, “EJ promised me he’ll be good if I send you pictures of my cat when I’m home”. Max laughs, “thank you”. He gets in the car and drives off. As soon as he’s on the open road his boys are fast asleep. He snaps a picture of them in their beds when he gets home and sends it to Esteban, ‘those cat pics better be sent before he wakes up, or I’ll have a riot on my hands’.

A few minutes later Esteban texts back ‘adorable! They are the cutest kids! I’ve just parked. Pics soon’. Another few minutes later Max receives several pictures, including a selfie of Esteban holding up his cat. It makes Max smile. He replies ‘thank you’ leaving it in the middle, not even sure what he’s thanking Esteban for.

Chapter 2: The ones who make it harder and the one who makes it easy

Summary:

In Jeddah Mickie loses his teddy
In Australia EJ throws a tantrum
In Baku EJ has a little too much energy post race

or

3 times Esteban saves the day.

The first two race weekends go by in a bit of blur to Max. As much as people try to get him to speak on either his private life or the car there is simply not much to say. He will not talk about his private life and he has faith in the team.

In Jeddah, there is one incident where Mickie has lost his teddy and because he is sobbing so is Jack and EJ is pulling on Max’s racesuit for attention. It’s not pretty and this needs to be solved within the next 5 seconds or Max will not be able to start fp2 and he’ll have a riot on his hands.

Esteban pops his head into the RedBull garage, already in his racesuit, “hi! Sorry, I am just dropping of a teddy”. Max lets out a grateful sigh. Mickie calms as soon as the teddy is back in his tiny arms. Max often thinks about how little and fragile his twins seem compared to EJ at the same age.
EJ has decided he has a better chance of getting attention from Esteban and starts pulling on his suit instead, “Estie Bestie!”. Esteban swing EJ up in the air, “hi buddy!”. EJ squeals before snuggling close, “Mickie teddy lost!”. Esteban shakes his head, “no he wasn’t lost. Just hanging out with me for a bit. I gave him some extra cuddles and he told me he really, really missed your brother, so I came by to bring him back”.

Max smiles gratefully as he manages now to rock his twins to sleep, without the added distraction of EJ.
Max puts the twins down in the stroller and carefully tucks their noise-cancelling headphones over their ears. He wants to take EJ back but EJ pouts and hugs Esteban tighter. “Come on EJ? We have to drive now, you can stay with Brad or GP”. EJ shakes his head, “give Estie my bunny now, get sad without plush”. Max kisses his cheek and picks EJ’s very loved bunny out of the diaper bag. Esteban smiles brightly, “Are you sure buddy?”. EJ nods, “yes, for safe. Get back after”. Max takes EJ back and Esteban hold the bunny to his chest, “I’ll take good care of your bunny, see you after”.

EJ giggles and waves at him “bye bye Estie! Bye bye Mister Bun!”. Esteban catches a glimpse of EJ bouncing a little on Max’s hip before he turns the corner and he curses his heart for skipping a beat.

Max settles EJ with GP at the pit wall and gets in the into his car, not giving the moment with Esteban much further thought. He just can’t let his mind go there.

Esteban carefully sets the bunny with his spare helmet and after the session he carries it around until he sees Max in the media pen, EJ snuggled close, balanced on his hip.

Max is between interview when Esteban spots him. He’s mid-sentence, but he stops and turns making mister Bun wave at EJ.

EJ giggles and Max follows his line of sight to see why. He walks towards Esteban and smiles brightly. EJ giggles more, “Was fun?”. Esteban smiles, “yes, me and Mister Bun had a good time. Thank you!”. Esteban boops the bunny’s nose gently against EJ’s, making him laugh more. EJ pulls the bunny into his chest and babbles to it softly, snuggling back into Max’s side.

Max is ushered away by his media rep before he can say anything. Esteban glances at them every once in a while.

The rest of the weekend goes by chaotically but without further drama, to Max’s surprise most of all.

 

Max arrives in Australia with a very grumpy toddler and two babies who luckily do not understand the concept of time yet. It’s a rough night. Max is exhausted when he arrives at the paddock. EJ starts throwing a tantrum right in the middle of the walkway, the twins happily scream along. Max was just taking a moment to give Jackie back his binkie, when EJ almost ran off. In a reflex, Max caught him by the loop of his backpack, in hindsight a bad choice, because it let to the current meltdown.

EJ has dropped to the floor and is screaming, big tears streaming down his chubby red cheeks. No matter what Max tries, EJ is not listening.

Max is on the verge of crying too, when Daniel walks up. He picks EJ up. At least allowing Max to push the stroller along now and walk into the airconditioned privacy of the RedBull hospitality. EJ is still sobbing and screaming and wrestling against Daniel with all his might. Max parks the stroller and sighs, taking EJ from Daniel, “Emilian, that’s enough now, daddy can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s wrong”. EJ settles a bit in Max’s arms, crocodile tears still running over his cheeks. “want Estie!”, EJ sobs out after a while and Max tries his hardest not to feel offended.
Daniel sighs, “jeesh, Maxy. What the hell happened that got him so upset?”. Max rocks EJ gently, “we’ll see Estie when you’ve calmed down”, he whispers softly to his toddler as his sobs turn to sniffles. He frowns at Daniel, “I don’t know, Daniel. He’s 2 and he kept me up all night, so he probably needs a nap”. Daniel nods, “yeah, are you okay? I mean it must be exhausting, doing this alone and you’re so young…”. Daniel knows he pissed Max off as soon as that slips out.

Max gives him a mean look, “just… Thanks for helping, I guess. I am going now”. Max pushes the stroller forward one handed, EJ still sniffling into Max’s shoulder.

Esteban hears EJ’s loud cry when he walks through the crowded walkway to the paddock. He catches a glimpse of Daniel wrestling the toddler in his arms as Max pushes the stroller and it takes all his will power not to sprint to them. He settles for a light jog and by the time he catches up, EJ has settled a bit in Max’s arms and Daniel is talking to someone else. Esteban’s focus is solely on Max and his kids, for a moment forgetting he’s just marched himself into the RedBull hospitality like he owns the place.

Max feels a hand on his back and stops, “hey”, Esteban’s soft French accent surprises him a little. Max wants to ask how he got in but EJ peaks up at Esteban with his tearstained face and Esteban strokes through EJ’s hair, “oh buddy, that’s some big tears for such a little boy”. Esteban fishes a soft handkerchief out of his pocket and wipes EJ’s cheeks a bit, “did he hurt himself?”, he asks Max. Max shakes his head, “honestly, I think the walkway was just a bit overwhelming for him”. Esteban nods, “ah, that is understandable”. EJ wriggles a little sticking his arms out to Esteban. Esteban leans closer, “we got you, EJ. You’re safe buddy. Was all the noise a bit loud for you huh?”, he strokes some sticky hairs of EJ’s forehead.
EJ nods, a lot calmer now.
Esteban tugs Max, the stroller and EJ gently out of the path of some team members. Max ends up leaning against Esteban and if he wasn’t so worried about EJ, he’d probably enjoy it. Esteban takes a deep breath, letting Max lean close as he fusses over EJ. Esteban keeps one hand steadily on the stroller, the other loosely on Max’s hip. He tries not to think about how this feels nice or right or whatever. Max is just coming out of a messy relationship, a single father of 3, with no back up whatsoever from his ex, as if he’d be interested in anything Esteban has to offer.
EJ falls asleep eventually in Max’s arms. Esteban smiles softly. “We can put him down in your driver’s room then I’ll head back to Alpine”. Max just nods. He lets Esteban push the stroller as he holds EJ close rocking him gently. Max tucks EJ into the travel bed and sets up the baby monitor within EJ’s reach for when he wakes. Then he walks Esteban out, deciding it’s probably better if he doesn’t let Esteban walk alone.

They walk in a comfortable silence, “thanks for that. EJ really likes you”, Max breaks it. Esteban brushes his hand against Max’s, “When I heard him cry it broke my heart. I just wanted to check if you were all okay”. Max nods, “it’s been a long night, but we’re okay”. Esteban smiles as Max pushes the door open for him. He brushes his hand past Max’s hip as he shuffles past, “yes, we are”.

Max smiles, the way Esteban speaks about it, it makes Max feel like maybe Esteban is the only person who isn’t silently judging him.

Max forgives Daniel the next day as he catches a glimpse of Daniel at the pit wall bouncing EJ on his knee, both with big happy smiles.

 

In Baku after the race on Sunday, Max is exhausted. The twins are fussy and EJ is hyperactive, a terrible combination. Max is too tired to call EJ back as he darts from person to person. EJ runs into Charles’s leg and falls to his bum. There is a brief moment of silence, before a loud cry escapes him. “you should have been more careful where you are going”, Charles sigh. He is still frustrated with the race. He kneels and tries to pick the boy up, but EJ crawls away from him scrambling to his feet and running straight to someone behind Charles.

Charles gets back up, dusting of his pants and looks back just in time to see the toddler be picked up by Esteban, who isn’t even looking at him. In one easy motion Esteban sets EJ on his hip and wipes his tears. Max catches up and fusses over EJ, still in Esteban’s arms. There is a harmony to the way Esteban’s hand lands on the stroller handle as Max lets go to stroke through EJ’s hair. Charles resents it.

Max sighs, “he ran into Charles, literally”. Esteban laughs softly, “oh buddy and you fell?”. EJ snuggles closer, “on my butt!”. Esteban smiles softly, “does your butt hurt now? Deep breath, think about it”. EJ takes a big breath in and blows it out, “no not hurt”. Max sighs softly, “you scared me a bit, EJ. This is why I always tell you to stay close”.

Esteban nods, “you know your daddy is right, little man”. EJ nods, “yeah know, but want play and babies sleep and can’t play and daddy sleepy”. He wriggles and bounces a little in Esteban’s arms. “We can play”, Esteban smiles softly at EJ and Max. EJ giggles, “down please!”. Esteban gently sets him down. “Tikkie!”, EJ squeals before quickly running away. Max laughs, “it’s Dutch for tag, you’re it now. You have to catch him”. Esteban smirks at Max, “we got this”. He winks before running after EJ. Max doesn’t know where Esteban finds the energy but by the time they reach Max’s car, EJ is breathing heavy and snuggling into Esteban’s arms.

Chapter 3: Mama Ocon

Summary:

it's Miami 2023 and EJ has a tummy bug.

Esteban brings in some expert help to make sure Max can race.

Notes:

this is late I know sorry! enjoy!! <3

The flight to Miami is hell, EJ is screaming and sobbing the whole way. Max is worried. EJ feels warm and he has a runny nose. Somewhere in the back of his mind he remembers to keep him away from the babies, not using the same cloths for him.

He makes it to the hotel, where he bathes EJ and then his toddler crashes, sleeping deeply in the big bed. Max takes a quick shower. For the rest of media day Max carries EJ in a sling. Media be damned right now, he is not leaving his son alone. Brad and his media team don’t mind fussing over the babies.

Usually Mickey and Jackey would be fussy too, but it’s as if they can tell their big brother needs their daddy more right now.

Friday, it’s worse and Max is running on empty. He barely slept and EJ definitely has a fever. Max leaves him with Brad with a heavy heart. He rushes back to him as soon as first practice is over. “Max, don’t panic but he threw up, so I think going to the med centre is not a bad idea”, Brad says softly. Max nods and scoops EJ up. Brad helps get the stroller outside. “let me know if you need anything. We can even let Daniel drive your car fp2 just to be safe, if you need it, okay?”, Brad smiles at him. Max nods, “can you tell Christian where I am?”. Brad just nods.

Max rushes to the med centre. The doctor there is not a paediatrician but he has a medical degree, so worst case scenario he sends Max to the nearest hospital. Max would commandeer the medical helicopter if he had too. He just hopes the doctor can tell him what is wrong, not daring to let his mind wonder too far. EJ is very compliant as the doctor examines him. “well, Max, it’s a flu, probably a tummy bug. Just make sure he drinks well and eats little bits at a time if he is hungry. I don’t want to give him anything if he stays like this, but keep an eye on his fever”, the doctor says after a while. Max lets out a big sigh. “terrifying right when you don’t know what’s going on with them. He’s going to be okay, but if you have any concerns feel free to come by again okay?”, the doctor pats his shoulder. Max nods, “yeah I will, thank you”.
Max picks EJ back up and kisses his forehead, “I got you, sweetheart”. EJ whines softly snuggling closer. The doctor smiles, “and just to be safe, keep him away from the little ones till he’s better. The only thing worse than one sick toddler is 2 sick babies as well”. Max nods, “yeah I know, thank you”.

Max leaves the med centre feeling a little less worried. He fusses over EJ.

 

Esteban is hanging around the paddock with his family when he sees Max coming out of the med centre, “what the fuck?”, he breathes out, instantly worried. He drops what he’s doing and jogs over “hey you? everything okay? I didn’t see you crash, why were you in the med centre?”. Max can’t help a smile at the sight of him, “oh no, no, not me. It’s EJ. He has a tummy bug and a fever”. Este frowns, “oh poor little boy”. Max sighs, “yeah it’s been a rough few days. I am going to let Daniel drive fp2 just in case, EJ gets worse and I have to go home before Sunday”. Este shakes his head, “no we aren't doing that. You are going to race and it is just a flu, yes? my mum is visiting. she is here. She can look after him, if that is okay with you?”.

Max looks at him, “really, she’d do that? I mean, I guess, yeah.” Esteban laugh softly, “she’s over there. Let’s go ask, though I’m sure she won’t mind. She bugs me about grandbabies daily”. Max laughs softly, “okay, thank you”. Esteban goes to say something but Mickey fusses a little in the stroller. Esteban steps closer, “let me take EJ from you so you can take care of him?”. Max nods and flashes him a smile. Esteban picks EJ of Max’s hip and holds him close. EJ lets out a small broken “Estie”, as he snuggles closer. Max quickly disinfects his hands and picks Mickey up before he can wake his twin, “hello little baby”, he shushes. Esteban puts one hand on the stroller next to Max’s hand and steers them towards his mum.

EJ softly pokes into Esteban’s chest with his finger, “binkie?” he looks up at him with big watery eyes. Esteban fishes the binkie out of EJ’s backpack hanging of the stroller. “here you go, chèri”. EJ takes it instantly and snuggles close. By the time they reach Esteban’s mum, EJ is sound asleep. Max finds the soft noise of him suckling on his binkie calming. It reminds him EJ is going to be okay.

“mama? Max’s toddler is sick and we were wondering if you’d be okay watching him? Usually Max’s trainer does but it’s a little more hands-on now and we want to try keep the twins from getting sick too”, Esteban smiles at his mum. Max flashes her his best smile unsure what to say. He isn’t used to asking for help.

Sabrina smiles at her son, “oh poor darling, of course. I can watch these little cuties, besides that, I am always way too nervous to watch my own cutie drive anyway”. Esteban cringes a little at her words, like any son would probably at that.

Max takes a deep breath, unaware of Esteban’s blush, “I have all their things in my driver’s room, if that’s okay with you?”. She nods, “of course”. Max smiles at her, “okay, follow me”. He walks into the RedBull hospitality feeling Esteban walk close behind him. He doesn’t care right now about what people might say or think.

Christian frowns a little at him. Max just shrugs never stopping, “do you want me to race? Then Esteban’s mother has full access, she is helping to look after EJ. It’s this or I go home”. Christian laughs, “I want you to race!”, he calls after Max. Christian knows there is no arguing with Max when it comes to his kids. They always come first.

Esteban leaves after EJ is settled on the small sofa to get ready. Max changes quickly, “thank you again, really”, he says to Sabrina. She smiles, “I have been a mum for a long time, dear. I am happy to help out. I know what it’s like. You don’t have to thank me”. Max nods, “yeah, I just, I have a hard time asking for help”. She smiles, “I don’t know how you ended up in this situation where you have to do this alone, but there is no shame in asking for help”. Max smiles, “okay, I am will keep that in mind. If anything is up, just tell Brad and he can get GP or Christian to call me back to the garage”. Sabrina nods with a smile, “you just worry about getting back to your boys in one piece after the session. Is it okay if I make EJ some tea, with lemon and honey? It used to help Esteban a lot when he was sick”. Max nods, “yeah, I always do and that sounds great, the kitchen is down the hall, they will be able to help you”.

Max makes it through practise in one piece, that’s as much as can be said. He practically runs to his room to check on EJ, after some quick interviews. EJ is sleeping soundly in Esteban’s lap when he makes it there. Max smiles “how did you get here before me?”. Esteban just laughs, “ready to go back to the hotel?”. Max flashes him a confused look. “according to my mother, I cannot let you do this alone tonight”. Max nods, “yeah, I guess an extra pair of hands would be nice”. Esteban smirks softly.

Max misses the meaningful look between Sabrina and her son. Esteban may have spilled his heart to his mum when he found Max wasn’t there yet. She meets up with her husband outside and waves goodbye to Max and Esteban, “He told me he is in love”. Her husband smiles, “you do keep bugging him about grandbabies, maybe he got tired of that”.

 

Max is relieved to have Esteban’s help. As soon as the hotel room door shuts behind them he changes EJ into his night pull ups and takes of his own shirt. He sits on the sofa cradling EJ close. The skin contact calms EJ instantly.

Esteban short circuits a little at seeing Max’s physique, it takes him a second to move but he focuses on changing the twins into their night onesies, fresh diapers included, and feeding them their bottles. After that he tucks them into their bassinet.

Max is rocking EJ in his arms, when Esteban sits next to him. “how is he doing?”, Esteban asks. “okay, I think. I want to tuck him in soon. Maybe quickly take a shower”, Max answers. Esteban leans close, “I can take over? We got this”. Max nods, “the skin contact helps calm him, if you’re comfortable with it”. Esteban smiles softly, “anything to help him”. Max feels his heart skip a beat as he smiles back. Esteban takes his shirt of and gently takes EJ from Max. Max kisses EJ’s forehead, “stay with Estie, sweetheart. Daddy will just be in the shower quickly okay?”. EJ nods sleepily, snuggling close to Esteban.

Max gets up a little reluctant resisting the urge to snuggle into Esteban’s side and stay there with them. He takes a quick shower and when he comes back in a shirt and some boxers, Esteban is tucking EJ into the big bed. Esteban smiles at him and in a hushed voice he whispers, “He wanted to sleep in the big bed”. Max nods, “I’ll stay with him, you can shower”. Esteban smiles, “I’ll be on baby duty, you just focus on EJ?”. Max takes a deep breath, “yeah, okay”.

He is too exhausted to think about how easy Esteban makes this, how he trusts him so easily when he won’t even leave his kids alone with Daniel or the twins’ name sakes. He lays down next to EJ and falls asleep to the noise of the shower.

Throughout the night they get woken up several times either by EJ or the twins. They flash each other soft smiles if they are awake at the same time, moving around quietly. Esteban sleeps on the sofa, close to the twins’ bassinet. He catches himself gazing at Max as he gently walking around the room rocking one of the twins.

 

Saturday comes around and Max can’t care about messing up his quali lap, he can still salvage points for the championship tomorrow. Well he cares a little bit, so he rushes through the media and makes his way back quickly to his room. He arrives almost at the same time as Esteban, who has already changed. Max flashes him a weak smile, “hey”. Esteban smiles back and tugs Max into his arms, “sorry about your quali”. Max rolls his eyes, “Esteban? It’s not like you crashed into me, this time…”. Esteban just laughs as he feels the tension seep from Max’s shoulders, “let’s pack up and head to the hotel?”. Max nods, “yeah, thanks”. Sabrina smiles, “EJ is feeling a little better, we even ate some soup and a breadstick”. Max scoops EJ up, “I am so glad to hear that”. EJ snuggles closer. Esteban kissing EJ’s forehead, “you’ll be better soon buddy”.

 

Back at the hotel, Max sigh as he sees Esteban set up the sofa for himself to sleep on again, “you should sleep on the bed with us. We have to race tomorrow”. Esteban blinks at him a little, “uhm, yeah, I mean if you don’t mind”. Max laughs softly, “I don’t mind”. He swallows the slight nerves he feels bubbling up. It may have been literally forever since someone besides his kids shared a bed with him. EJ fusses a little in his sleep and Max is instantly focused on his toddler. He barely notices the dip in the bed as Esteban climbs in. The small movement besides him and Esteban’s soft breathing are a comfort. Max falls asleep with EJ on his chest.

EJ tosses a little, waking Max up instantly. He sits up a bit more and rocks the toddler gently. He looks over to the bassinet to find it empty. For a brief moment, his heart sinks. He glances over to Esteban. Max lets out a relieved sigh. Esteban is cradling the twins in his arms, all sleeping soundly. Max hadn’t even noticed them waking up.

Max can’t help the small smile that creeps up on his lips at how peaceful his boys look in Esteban’s arms. His eyes wander a little, to Esteban, the peaceful expression on his face, his toned muscles, a stark contrast to his chubby sons. Max takes a deep breath. He watches Esteban and the twins sleep. In the quiet of the night, a spark of hope alights deep inside Max’s heart.

EJ wriggles a little more in Max’s arms, taking back his attention. EJ’s face is scrunched up into a frown. “shh, Emilian, wake up sweetheart, it’s just a dream”, Max whispers to him. EJ tosses more violently, letting out a whine.
Esteban’s eyes shout open, and he is up and putting the twins down before joining Max on the bed again. “EJ please wake up baby. It’s a dream”, Max sighs a little desperately, still not able to wake EJ up.

Esteban wraps his arms around Max and EJ, “hey hey, buddy, wake up”. EJ whines loudly as he wakes up. He blinks up at Max and Esteban. Max strokes his cheek “oh my sweet, sweet boy, it was just dream”. EJ’s bottom lip trembles a little before his whole body is taken over by big sobs. Max pulls him tighter into his chest leaning against Esteban, tears prickling at the corners of his own eyes. Esteban can only hold them close. He reaches over and turns on the small bed lamp. EJ slowly calms, able to make out his daddy and his Estie more clearly now. Esteban sighs softly, wiping his tears gently, “you’re safe. We’re here”. Max leans heavily into Esteban, taking a deep breath, “it was just a dream, can you tell me about it, baby?”. EJ still feels shaky in his arms. Esteban tugs the covers over them a little closer.

EJ bites his lip, “was really scary”, he mumbles out quietly still sniffling. Max kisses his forehead, “I am so sorry sweetheart”. EJ snuggles closer. Esteban strokes through his hair, “can you please tell us, so we can help you?”. EJ nods against Max’s chest, “daddy left me alone and not come back and mama was really mean and she leave too and then dinosaurs come and eat brothers!”. Max blinks a little in shock, “oh EJ, I promise you, I am never ever leaving you”. Esteban strokes EJ’s cheek, “well, that’s just a very bad dream, cause I know two things, daddy is never leaving you and dinosaurs have been gone for millions of years”. EJ looks at him a little curious, “really?”. Esteban nods, “really. It was just a silly dream”. EJ nodding, “yeah, know”. Esteban plays softly with EJ’s hair.

Max looks at Esteban with tears in his eyes, “maybe I shouldn’t race?”. Esteban shakes his head, “It’s the middle of the night and he had one nightmare. It’s going to be okay”. Max takes a deep breath and leans closer into Esteban. Eventually they fall asleep like that holding EJ close.

 

Max wakes up more rested then he has felt in a long time, he keeps his eyes closed for a while. Must be the American beds. Max breathes in deeply. He feels a hand stroke his side softly. Esteban, it’s Esteban. Max peaks through his eyelashes not really wanting to move yet. Esteban is smiling at him softly. Max quickly shuts his eyes again. Esteban laughs softly and whispers, “I know you’re awake, sleep okay?”. Max blinks his eyes open slowly, “what if you just woke me up?”. He grins at Esteban sleepily. Esteban chuckles, “I saw you look at me”. Max goes to say something, but EJ stirs in their arms, so they both focus on him instead.

 

When Esteban makes his way into Alpine he is late and apologises profusely, “I am so sorry. EJ has been sick all weekend and last night was rough”. If there was a betting pool amongst the alpine staff about the status of Max and Esteban’s relationship, this would be a point to camp “married”, if…

In a moment of down time, Esteban pulls Pierre aside, “I am so fucked. Why did I have to fall in love with him?”. Pierre laughs, “What happened?”. Esteban recounts the weekend, especially last night and this morning, waking up with Max and EJ in his arms, knowing he wants that, every morning. Pierre rolls his eyes, “if you don’t tell him how you feel, I will! You are meant to be. After everything they have been through, they need someone stable and calm like you”. Esteban blushes hard, “just, give me some time? I mean I don’t even know if that’s what Max is interested in right now”, Esteban pauses, “he did pretend to still be asleep when he saw I was awake already this morning so we could cuddle more”. Pierre just rolls his eyes, “meant to be…” he repeats.

 

Waiting for the drivers’ parade, Pierre notices the longing glances between Max and Esteban and he complains to Alex about it. After all, they were the ones who got the live run of every fight with Max’s ex; they are the ones who caught her cheating and helped kick her out. “What if we just push them into each other’s arms?”, he whispers. Alex laughs, “you know Max needs more time”. Pierre rolls his eyes, “I can’t deal with the pining constantly”. Alex laughs, “I think it’s cute”. Pierre rolls his eyes, “yeah ‘cause you only get Max’s Esteban was nice to me again. I get Esteban’s love confessions on the daily”. George smirks, “well, did you give him the hurt him and you die speech yet?”. Alex softly slaps his arm, grinning at his boyfriend, “do we really think Esteban needs that?”. Pierre smiles, “they deserve each other”. Alex laughs more, “that sounds so ominous, when you put it like that. But yeah, I know what you mean”. They are ushered outside. Pierre doesn’t miss the way Max and Esteban look at Max’s phone quickly, undoubtedly checking the baby monitor.

 

Max feels calmer and more confident in the car than he has all weekend. The p1 comes as a pleasant surprise; He even has a little fun out there, making his overtakes. The podium ceremony and media take a little too long for his liking, but Esteban has already sent him a text with a picture of EJ smiling bright, ‘proud of you daddy!’. Max had been waiting all weekend to see that smile.

 

Esteban rushes through media a little knowing Max has more duties right now. EJ is a little more active when he gets to Max’s driver’s room. “hi buddy!”, he grins, kneeling down to hug him. EJ crashes into him, “Estie Bestie! Daddy win!”. Esteban smiles brightly, “yes he did. He’s going to be a while in the media, lets send him a picture?”. EJ nods and poses. Esteban takes a few pictures and picks the cutest one. “let’s send this one to daddy?”, He smiles pulling EJ into his lap sitting on the floor. EJ nods, “yes tell daddy, proud!”. Esteban kisses the top of EJ’s head, “I will, EJ”. He quickly sends the text and scoops EJ up, “I am so glad to see you better”, he smiles as he falls into the small sofa.

His mum smiles at him, “I will leave you to it now. Remember, your father and I have dinner reservations”. Esteban smiles, “I will make it, thank you for everything this weekend”. Sabrina smiles back at him, “anything for you, my son”. Esteban hugs EJ close in his lap. His mum leaves quietly as EJ chats to Esteban about how Max raced, his hands moving wildly. Esteban smiles at EJ as he realises how much he and Max are alike in so many ways.

 

When Max comes back, EJ is napping and Esteban is scrolling on his phone, “hey you?”, ready to go?”. Max nods, “yeah and I called ahead to the airport, plane is waiting for me already. I just want to go home”. Esteban smiles at him, “of course. Keep me updated okay?”. Max smiles, “okay”. It’s become habit now, harmonious almost, packing their things, getting the kids ready and off to the airport Max goes.

 

Esteban meets his parents for dinner. He can’t help it, when he speaks about Max. All of his thoughts pouring out and in a pause between sentences, he catches a smile between his parents. “what?”, he asks, interrupting himself. His mother laughs softly and his father reaches for her hand, “there was a time your mother and I spoke about each other to our friends and family like that, is all”. Esteban blushes deep. His mother pats his arms, “darling, we’re so happy for you”. Esteban nods, “yeah, happy, they make me so happy”.

Chapter 4: Max's Babysitter

Summary:

What would have been Imola 23 and MONACO 23 ESTIE BESTIE ON THE PODIUM BABY

When the race weekend at Imola gets cancelled due to the rain, EJ has a full-blown tantrum. Max and Esteban had arranged for Esteban to travel with them and EJ had been talking non-stop about how excited he was.

Max eventually manages to calm him down enough with a walk to the harbour. If “we might run into Esteban there”, is what convinces EJ, Max will never admit it. He doesn’t even know if Esteban is in Monaco right now.

 

Max slightly regrets telling EJ that they could see Esteban here, because he is just looking around and asking Max every 10 seconds where Estie is. Max pushes the stroller and tries to keep EJ somewhat calm. Max is too late stopping him when he runs straight up to stranger yelling “Estie!” and hugs the man’s leg.

The man looks down a little surprised and looks around. Max runs up and quickly scoops EJ up. “I am so sorry. He thought you were my friend”. EJ starts crying loudly, wriggling in Max’s arms, “Daddy!! Where estie!?”, he sobs out.

 

Esteban is casually walking to the Harbour about to enjoy their surprise weekend off with Lance on his yacht, when he hears a cry. Something in him just knows it’s EJ. He can’t explain it. He looks around, “hey give me a sec?”, he asks Lance. His friend nods, “yeah of course”. Esteban jogs in the direction of the cry.

Max is wrestling his screaming toddler while talking to a man. Esteban quickens his pace a little. EJ doesn’t notice him. Esteban gently places his hand on Max’s back, “Hi Max, hi buddy!”, he takes EJ out of Max’s arms. “What’s with the crocodile tears?”, he gently wipes EJ’s cheeks. EJ snuggles close and hides his face.
Max takes a deep breath, “Again so sorry he mistook you for my friend. Have a good day!” The man nods, “it happens, it’s alright. Glad you found him. Good day”. Max quickly pushes the stroller a bit ahead, trusting Esteban to follow.

Max sits down on a small bench and Esteban joins him, gently rocking EJ. Max leans his head on Esteban’s shoulder watching EJ calm down. Esteban smiles softly, “hey EJ, I have an idea but I have to ask daddy first, okay?”. EJ nods slowly, looking at Max.

Esteban smiles at Max, “Can we get I-C-E C-R-E-A-M?”. Max smiles brightly at him, “of course ice cream was our plan all along, right?”. EJ giggles and snuggles closer. Esteban nods, “of course it was. I also ran into Lance before meeting you and he invited me onto his boat, if you’d like to join?”. Max smiles and whispers, “I am sorry. If you have plans”. Esteban shakes his head and whispers, “Lance won’t mind. I know how much EJ loves boats”.

Max nods, “okay, let’s get ice cream and then go meet Lance”, he stands up and pushes the stroller to the ice-cream stand. Lance spots Esteban and walks over, “hi! We’re still going on the yacht, right?”. Esteban smiles, “if they can come?”. Lance nods, “yeah of course”.

He knows how much Esteban likes Max, how could he say no. Max grins, “but he promised ice cream first”.

Esteban laughs, “I did. This little bug accidentally hugged the wrong person thinking it was me”. Lance laughs softly, “oh no. that’s the worst. I’ll walk ahead let them know we have some special guests today”.

Max let’s out a relieved sigh and Esteban smiles at him. Esteban pays for their ice cream. Max tries to ignore the fact that they both grabbed the stroller at the same time and are now effectively holding hands as they walk to Lance’s boat.

EJ is still snuggled close to Esteban now eating his ice cream quietly. The moment earlier really shook him up. Lance helps lift the stroller with the twins onto the boat, because EJ refuses to let Esteban set him down even for just a second. “thanks for this”, Max smiles at him. Lance grins back, “happy to”. They sit on the main deck. EJ fusses a bit when Max insist he puts sunscreen on him, but Esteban prevents another tantrum by pointing out all the other boats as they pull out of the harbour.

EJ jumps up and down on the sofa between Max and Esteban. Max relaxes a little. They have a lovely lunch on the boat and just chat about anything and nothing. It’s nice to spend time with Esteban, Lance and a few of Lance’s friends like this. No one minds the presence of Max’s kids.

EJ clings to Esteban the whole time, but Esteban just keeps flashing Max bright smiles. Lance’s friends and Lance don’t mind entertaining the babies. Mickey and Jackie are happy as long as they have cookies to nibble on and get cooed at every once in a while. Max overhears one girl say to her boyfriend, “I want one please”. It makes him laugh.

One of his friend’s that doesn’t know Esteban that well, quickly pulls Lance aside, “I need to know, they are together, right? And that’s their kids?”. Lance smirks, “yeah, they are”. He looks back at Max and Esteban sitting closely with EJ in between them. He doesn’t see the point in trying to explain what happened between Max and his ex.

 

On their way back into the harbour, EJ is trying really hard not to fall asleep, because he wants to see all the boats. Esteban has to carry him on his shoulders off the boat and out of the harbour. As soon as the harbour is out of sight, EJ falls asleep, his head resting on Esteban’s and his arms have fallen to the side.

Max pushes the stroller along as Esteban gently lifts EJ of his shoulders and holds him closely to his chest. “I am glad I ran into you”, he smiles at Max. Max sighs, “he was really upset up about not seeing you after all the planning we did and I may have said to him, that it was possible you were at the harbour”. Esteban smiles, “I figured as much and it’s okay. That was a lovely day. We got this”.

Max takes a deep breath, “yeah we do”. Esteban helps him push the stroller up a particularly steep part of the street and their hands touch again on the handle. Max finds it comforting this time.

 

Max lets them into his apartment, “uhm, do you mind if I put the twins to bed and clean up a little?”. Esteban smiles “no go ahead”. EJ giggles softly, “movie!”. Esteban smiles, “didn’t notice you wake up bud”. Max strokes his cheek, “you want to watch a movie with Estie?”. EJ nods, “yeah Simba, please!”.

Max grins, “okay, you can do that. Show Estie how smart you are and how the Tv works?”. EJ nods, “Can!”. Esteban smiles and let’s EJ direct him to the living room. Max puts the twins down for a nap in their nursery. A lot of strange faces today had knocked them out as soon as it was just him and Esteban walking home. The babies had been a hit with Lance’s friends, Max didn’t mind as long as they were careful and listened to him.

Max sees Esteban and EJ on the sofa watching the movie. EJ has his lion clutched to his chest now. He takes the time to clean up. He puts on the laundry, changes the litterboxes of the cats and actually catches up with the dishes. When he moves into the living room to put away forgotten toys, bottles and binkies, Esteban smiles at him, “oh I can help?”. Max shakes his head, “no please, you’re already doing so much. I’ll make dinner in a bit”. Esteban smiles, “sure. I don’t mind staying and helping”. Max smiles, “well I am sim racing this weekend. If you really don’t mind could you stay? I mean I can handle it alone, I’ve done it before but if you want”. Esteban just smiles, “I’m happy to stay Max”.

EJ peaks up, “what dinner?”. Max smiles, “I was just going to do some rice with veggies and some chicken”. EJ frowns, “no like veggies”. He crosses his arms and turns back to the tv.

Max sighs but ignores it for now not wanting a tantrum. Esteban smiles, “that sounds good Max”. Max gives him a small smile. He quickly continues cleaning up in the living room and checks on the twins before starting on dinner.

Esteban walks into the kitchen with EJ on his hip when the movie is over. “tell daddy what you promised?”, Esteban asks with a smile. EJ lets out a big sigh “I promise eat veggies, but sits in Estie’s lap”. Max smiling “yeah okay, you can sit in Estie’s lap”. EJ giggles and snuggles into Esteban’s chest.

Esteban holds him close, “can I help?”. Max shakes his head, “no, almost ready. What do you want to drink?”. Esteban smiles, “just water thanks”. Max nods, “sure”. Max sets the table and then serves their plates, sitting down.

EJ attempts to fuss but Esteban gives him a stern looking “we never break promises, EJ”. EJ sighs and eats his veggies. Max flashes Esteban a grateful smile. Esteban just smiles back, “It’s really good”. Max grins, “thanks”.

Some time after dinner Max has to start streaming and he has to admit with Esteban looking after the boys it’s a lot easier. His friends instantly comment on the lack of toddler interruptions and Max laughs softly, “I have got a baby sitter”. His friends push him a little but Max doesn’t let on any more than “just a friend”.

At EJ’s bedtime, EJ comes over to give a kiss. The most his camera catches of Esteban are his hands and legs. Max goes to check on him after a while and finds his bedroom empty but he checks his own room and Esteban is sprawled out over his bed, with EJ on his chest. Max smiles before returning. One of his friends makes the joke, “oh, is your sitter hot?” when Max comes back with a massive grin. Max just rolls his eyes.

In the morning, between stints Max wakes Esteban and EJ up with breakfast in bed. He has to jump back in but Esteban makes EJ sneak over with snacks and drinks. EJ runs over and kisses his cheek just after Max finishes a stint and hands him a cookie then runs back to Esteban. Gianni grins, “oh that was a quick visit!”. Max blushes a bit, “yeah I think he likes the sitter more than me”. He quietly eats his cookie to have something to do.

 

After the race and stream Max is exhausted. It’s new to not have to do so much still, Esteban has cooked dinner and taken care of the kids all day. The twins are sound asleep and EJ is actually going to try to sleep in his own bed after dinner. Max knows EJ will be at his bed in the middle of the night but he’s trying and that’s what counts.

Esteban insists on staying so Max can rest and Max is too tired to argue. The next morning, Max wakes up to the sight of Esteban with EJ on his chest. Max hadn’t even heard him come in but he smiles. They both look so peaceful. He resists the urge to snuggle close. Esteban wakes up slowly and stretches a little, “hey morning”. Max smiles, “morning”.

 

After breakfast, Esteban has to start heading home. He’s packing his backpack while Max is changing diapers. EJ is grumpy because daddy is making Estie Bestie leave. He sits against the front door muttering to Jimmy and Sassy about how mean daddy is. Max carries the twins in a sling out to the hallway as Esteban walks to the front door. “I’ll see you in a few days. We’ll text?”, Esteban smiles. “yeah, thank you so much for all your help”. Esteban nods and gives Max a quick hug. EJ frowns, “no leave please?”. Esteban kneels down, “I have to go sweetie. I need to go feed my cat and do work”. EJ looks up at Max frowning more standing up, “Am mad at you!”. Max sighs, “Esteban has to leave sweetie. Move away from the door?”. EJ moves to the side, “Stupid daddy! Hate you!”. As soon as Esteban pulls the door open he slips out and runs down the hallway as fast as he can. Esteban swings the door open, “EJ! Come back here!”. Max runs out into the hall, only to realise he didn’t see which way he went.

“We got this, Max. We’ll find him”, Esteban grabs Max’s keys and uses his backpack to keep the door open. Max feels a little shaken. Esteban takes his hand lacing their fingers together, “he can’t have gone far. No one will let him out of the building alone”. Max follows Esteban down the hallway.

They spot EJ curled up and crying behind a plant pot. EJ glares up at Max, “Daddy make Estie leave!”. Max lets out a sigh. Esteban let’s go of Max’s hand, but wraps his arm around his waist, “daddy didn’t make me leave, baby. I do have to go home at some point”. Max leans into Esteban, he feels shaky and tears start to well up in his eyes.

EJ frowns a little, “not daddy make you go?”. Esteban shakes his head, “no sweetie, daddy also doesn’t want me to go”. Max doesn’t even deny it, “please come out from there baby. You really scared me”. EJ crawls out and runs the short distance to Max and Esteban. Max lifts him up, careful of the twins still strapped to his chest, “never ever do that again bud, that was really scary and I was really worried”. EJ nods, “sorries and no hate daddy, but want Estie stay”. Max sighs softly, “I know, baby”.

Esteban leans close and strokes EJ’s cheek, “I can text a friend to look after my cat and stay today. I will go home after dinner”. EJ nods, “kay, but not like it”. Esteban guides them back inside and closes the door. He takes the twins out of Max’s sling and puts them in their play pen instead. They crawl around happily, unaware of the drama that just unfolded around them. Max hugs EJ close and sits on the sofa. Esteban sits next to them and pulls them into his arms.

Max and EJ cuddle close. Esteban gently wipes some tears of Max’s cheek, “maybe we can watch something?”. EJ wriggles a little so he can see the TV, “can watch Lion guard, please daddy?”. Max kissing his cheek, “of course baby”. Esteban turns the Tv on finds the show on Disney plus. EJ falls asleep, exhausted from his tantrum half way into the second episode.

Esteban follows Max as he goes to put him down in his bed. Esteban watches him from the door opening. He holds out his arms for Max when he walks towards him. Max takes the invitation and hugs him close. “that went way worse than I could have ever expected. I am so sorry”, he whispers. Esteban gently tugs him back into the living room, “hey, none of that. He’s three. Every single emotion he feels is massive”. Max nods, “yeah, I guess”. Esteban pulls him down into the sofa.

Max is suddenly awfully aware of how little space they take up on such a large sofa. He looks over to his twins, “at least they seem happy”. Esteban laughs softly, “yeah, but they are happy babies, unless they are hungry”. Max laughs softly and leans close. “Am I wrong for thinking this is about more than just you being good with my kids”, Max mumbles against his chest. Esteban gently picks up Max’s chin so Max is looking at him, “kiss me and find out”. Max blushes but curls his hand around Esteban’s neck and kisses him softly. Esteban kisses back wrapping his arms tighter around Max’s waist. Max melts into Esteban’s arms.

Esteban pulls away slightly and strokes a hand through Max’s hair. Max grins, “uhm, do you want to move in with me? With your cat of course? I just… I need you here”. Esteban smiles, “You are very capable without me, Max, but that said, I’d love to”. Max smiles, “you’re the best, Estie Bestie”. Esteban laughs, “I know Mad Max”. Max rolls his eyes and pecks his lips, “anyone else calls me that, I might headbutt them”. Esteban laughs more, “not me?”. Max grins, “EJ would never forgive me”.

 

They spend the rest of the day, just lounging around Max’s apartment. After dinner, Esteban does go home with the promise to be back tomorrow. EJ giggles when Esteban kisses Max at the door. Esteban smiles, “bye bye my love and bye bye my cutest bestie”. He boops EJ’s nose. max laughs softly, “see you tomorrow, safe travels and text me when you land and when you’re leaving tomorrow?”. Esteban pecks his lips, “I will”.

Esteban drives to the airport. As he flies home, he feels almost crazy but when he gets home he sees several pictures that Max texted. The first is of EJ drawing. ‘he insisted to make you a drawing before bed’, the next few are EJ and the twins asleep. Suddenly it’s the easiest thing in the world. He wants nothing more than to be home with them.

He packs a quick bag and prepares his cat’s carrier. “I hope you like jimmy and sassy and they like you”, He mutters as he picks him up. His cat just purrs and brushes his head against Esteban’s hand. Esteban laughs, “that’s right. I miss Max and the boys and their cats. You’ll love them”. He texts Max back. ‘packed and can’t wait. I’ll be there in about 11 hours’. Max texts back quickly, ‘drive safe. See you soon’.

 

Esteban texts Max when he parks his car. He brings up his suitcase and cat. Max is waiting for him in the door opening. Esteban grins, “hi, I am exhausted but seeing you, that’s worth it”. Max grins, “you’re crazy”. Esteban wraps his arms tightly around Max’s waist, “about you? yes, very crazy”. Esteban lifts Max’s feet of the ground a little hugging him close. Max wraps his arms around his neck and kisses him deeply.

Introducing the cats goes smoothly and EJ is excited when Esteban wakes him up. Max gives Esteban his own key after breakfast and they walk to the harbour for lunch. EJ is a little upset about the barriers being set up for the grand prix, but the reminder that the big RedBull boat will be coming in makes him feel better. Esteban insists on paying for lunch. They settle in a comfortable harmony.

 

When Esteban walks into alpine on Thursday, with a massive grin, Pierre rolls his eyes, “do I even want to know”. Esteban shrugs, “I moved in with Max and I kissed him”. Pierre laughs “you what?”. Esteban grins, “I babysat while he was streaming with redline and then I went to my place, picked up my cat and drove back to Monaco, I got here Tuesday morning”. Pierre laughs, “well good for you and your cat I guess”. Esteban smirks, “yeah really good actually”. Pierre rolls his eyes, “he is very happy. He told me already”. Esteban smirks more, “I am really happy too. You can tell him that”.

 

On Saturday, EJ is bouncing in the garage standing in front of the screen. “Estie!! Daddy!!”, he singsongs as their cars go to the top. Brad brings him over to Max immediately. Max grins, “hi EJ”. EJ giggles, “daddy and Estie fastest!”. Max grins, “yeah Estie did very well too”. EJ squeals as soon as he sees Esteban and makes grabby hands at him. Esteban kisses his cheek, “stay with daddy, bud. We’ll cuddle at home”, he whispers. Max smiles, “we definitely will”. Esteban winks at him.

After media, Max sneaks Esteban onto his boat to the RedBull energy station. “I need his help”, Max glares a little when someone gives him a questioning look. They walk home together.

Esteban wakes up on Sunday morning, with EJ sprawled over his chest and Max snuggled into his side. He pecks Max’s lips softly and kisses EJ’s forehead. Max blinks his eyes open, “morning”. Esteban grins, “good morning”. Max strokes his cheek, “gonna be on the podium together today. I can feel it”. Esteban laughs, “oh that’s how you do it? You just feel it?”. Max laughs, “shut up”. Esteban smirks, “you love me actually”. Max pecks his lips, “yeah, I do”.

EJ giggles on Esteban’s chest, “more kisses!”. Max laughs as Esteban tickles EJ softly, “kisses? For who? Daddy? EJ?”. EJ squeals loudly wriggling, “Daddy!”. Max grins and shifts a bit, so he can tickle Esteban.

Esteban laughs and squirms as EJ sits up on Esteban’s chest and tickles him too, “kiss daddy!”. Esteban laughs more, “I can kiss daddy if you stop tickling me”. EJ holds his hands up, giggling. Esteban smirks and pulls Max into a soft kiss. They get up together and get ready to go to the track with the boys.

EJ gets to watch again from the garage. He can recognise Max and Esteban’s car and he’s jumping and cheering on them loudly. He blows a loud raspberry at Esteban’s first pitstop. “Estie bestie catch right?”, he asks Brad. Brad smiles, “yeah sure, he can”. When the rain starts EJ snuggles close to Brad, “daddy and Estie win?”. Brad laughs softly, “not yet. it’ll be okay”. EJ nods, “course! Daddy and Estie best!”. EJ perks up a bit and watches closely.

EJ is jumping up and down during the final lap, cheering, “go daddy! Go Estie!”.  Brad grins, “wanna go see them?”. EJ nods and holds up his arms, “please!”. Brad scoops him up and walks to the where the cars will be stopping below the podium.

EJ waits patiently for Max to come get him. He cheers as Max gets out of the car. Max runs to the team and hugs them. He quickly takes his helmet of and gets weighted before taking EJ and handing Brad his helmet. He does his interview with a very wriggly EJ on his hip. Esteban waves at him and EJ giggles. “daddy best!”, EJ squeals into the microphone after Max answers his last question.

Max winks at Esteban. EJ giggles more and leans close “kisses?”. Max laughs, “later”. EJ nods, “Estie and Daddy so good!”. Max kisses his cheek, “you enjoy watching?”. EJ giggles and snuggles close. Esteban can’t stop smiling as he keeps looking over to Max during his interview.

Max takes a quick moment in the hallway without cameras to pull Esteban close and kiss him deeply. Esteban smiles brightly and then walks up to the podium. He stumbles a little. Max catches him as he walks out with EJ. Esteban can only smile at him. Max holds EJ up to receive the medal for him and EJ grins proudly showing it to Esteban who gives him a thumbs up. EJ snuggles close trying not to giggle during the anthem. Max softly kisses his forehead.

When it’s time for the champagne spray Max shields EJ’s face with his cap and makes sure he’s okay. EJ squeals happily. He steals Esteban’s cap as well as they pose for the picture, making everyone laugh.

During the press conference, EJ is bouncing in Max’s lap. When someone asks Esteban how he managed to score the podium, EJ grabs onto Max’s mic, “Estie Bestie!”, he giggles. Esteban laughs, “I had my biggest fan cheering for me, of course”. He grins at EJ before answering the question a little more seriously.

 

Max convinces Christian to allow the whole of Alpine into the energy station. Brad is okay with watching the twins for a little while longer as Max and Esteban celebrate. EJ is running around telling everyone “my daddy and Estie best”. When it’s time to jump into the ball pit, he gets to stand in the middle. Max and Esteban each hold his hand as they jump in carefully. EJ squeals and kicks around in the ball pit. Max grins at Esteban, watching EJ wraps his arms around Esteban’s neck.

They enjoy the party for a little while, but when EJ gets a little fussy they quietly slip out, letting their teams party on without them. EJ falls asleep in Esteban’s arms on the short walk home. Max trusts him completely to tuck EJ in as he puts the twins to bed.

Max wraps his arms around Esteban from behind as he’s standing in the doorway of EJ’s room watching him sleep. Max kisses his shoulder. Esteban turns a little hugging Max back, “I’d say best week ever”. Max laughs softly, “yeah, me too”. He gently pulls Esteban into the living room. Esteban grins as he sees their three cats lay curled up together on the sofa.

Max pulls him onto the sofa and into his arms, “want to kiss you now. I am so proud of you”. Esteban smiles at him pressing close and kissing Max deeply. Max pulls away a little and smiles at him. Esteban smiles back, then yawns. It makes them laugh. “okay, come on then, to bed with you”, Max grins. Esteban laughs, “yes please”. Max laughs more as they get up, “Not used to hearing yes when I say that”. Esteban smiles brightly and kisses his cheek, before walking into to their bedroom.

Max turns the lights out and follows after him. They quickly get ready for bed and cuddle up closely. Esteban falls asleep fast as Max plays with his hair. Max follows quickly, only to be woken up by EJ. Max lifts him into the bed and holds him close. Esteban rolls over in his sleep wrapping his arm around them. EJ giggles and snuggles closer. Max sighs happily as he closes his own eyes. Best week ever, he thinks as drifts of to sleep.

Notes:

If you think they are moving fast, this is nothing yet. Max is just the 'when you know, you know' type of guy and he doesn't see a point in wasting time.

Chapter 5: Max's partner

Summary:

It feel a little bit crazy to Max how quickly he get used to having Esteban around, but it also just feels right.

Notes:

slides in like it hasn't been a year since I posted the last chapter... hey hi how ya'll doing? ;)

Esteban drops Max and the kids of at his hotel but he goes to the one Alpine booked for him. He kisses Max softly, “I’ll see you at the track”. Max smiles and nods, “okay”. He’s a little grateful EJ is passed out in his arms right now or his toddler would have thrown a fit. It’s late and he goes straight to bed but it takes him a while to fall asleep.

He wakes to fussy babies and as he opens his eyes EJ is pouting at him, “We’re sad! Where Estie?”. Max sighs, “your brothers are just hungry and Estie is at his own hotel or already at the track”.

Max gets up and changes the twins’ diapers and puts them in clean onesies. EJ is whining a little but he lets Max change him too. He even convinces EJ to help feed his brothers. Max quickly changes and grabs his and EJs backpacks. He puts the kids into the rental car and drives to the track.

Halfway through the drive, the twins start crying. Mickey starts first. Max notices him pulling a face before he wriggles and cries. He sighs but focuses on the road. He’ll change the diapers as soon as he can. EJ frowns a little at his brothers but continues to eat his apple slices.

Max pulls into the parking lot and goes to grab his bags when he realises, he forgot the diaper bag. He mutters out a “shit” and leans his head against the steering wheel. The twins have turned into full on sirens now and EJ has decided to join in. “want Estie!”, he screams hot tears running down his cheeks.

Max sighs and text Esteban, “can you please come to the parking lot. I forgot the diaper bag, Ej and the twins are screaming. I need help”. Esteban text back instantly, “OMW”.

 

Esteban reads the text just as debrief is about to start. “merde. I have to go. Max, the boys. I just, have to go!”. He runs outside and to the parking lot. He spots Max leaning against his car bouncing EJ. He kisses Max’s cheek, “let’s go get the bag. I’ll drive”. Max takes a deep breath and tucks EJ back into his seat. Then he gets into the passenger side.

Esteban drives away quickly, “we got this Max”. Max sighs, “doesn’t sound like it”. EJ is still fussing in the back seat. He has his arms crossed. Esteban squeezes his thigh, “Max stop that. You forgot a bag, at least you didn’t forget a baby. My dad did that once. Left me sitting there in a shopping cart at the supermarket”. Max chuckles softly, “yeah I guess”. Esteban pats his leg. Max smiles a little, “I just got so used to having you around so quickly”. Esteban smiles, “well, I am not going anywhere Max, you know that”.

 

They arrive at the hotel and Esteban carries the twins while Max carries a protesting EJ. Inside the room Esteban grins, “these two boys smell like they need a change”. Max nods, “EJ? Do you need a change?”. EJ frowns and shrugs. Max lifts him up higher and sighs, “he does too”.

Esteban nods, “okay lay him down next to the twins?”. Max does so. Esteban guides him through and they change all three diapers in record time. The boys finally calm down. EJ glares a little at Max from Esteban’s shoulder but Max has learned not to take the toddler tantrums personal. He carries the twins and Esteban makes a point of holding up the diaper bag to Max, before he closes the door. It makes Max laugh.

They get back in the car and Max drives them back to the track. Both their media reps are waiting at the gate for them. They look a little heated. “straight to the press room please”, Max’s media rep commands. They follow their reps.

The press conference has started without them. Max apologises for being late and sits down with the twins now happily snuggling and napping in his arms. Esteban sits close to him bouncing EJ a little, “sorry, we’re late. We had a little triple diaper emergency”. Max sighs and smiles at Esteban. Esteban grins back. Mickey wakes up a little and his hands go straight for Max’s mic. Esteban laughs and hold his up to Max so he can answer the question. Max can’t help laugh when Mickey’s excited squeals interrupt Lando answering a question. Lando grins softly, “thank you for that wise addition, mini Max”. Everyone laughs.

 

Esteban plans a date for him and Max between Spain and Canada. He wanted it to be romantic but also fun for the kids. He covers the floor in plastic and puts down the canvases and plates with different paint colours, while Max is on a grocery run and the kids are napping.

“what are you doing?”, Max asks dropping the bags on the breakfast bar. Esteban grins and walks over to help him put the groceries away. “It’s a little surprise at home date that is romantic for us but fun for the kids”. Max kisses him softly, “you’re the best”. They put away the groceries and when the kids wake up, Esteban explains his idea. “so, I thought we could make paintings with our hand prints and keep the onesies”. EJ grins, “cats too?”. Esteban looks over to Jimmy, Sassy and Iris, each perched up high somewhere, “no I don’t think they’d like that”. Max laughs softly, “so let’s change into the white clothes that car get paint all on them and get started”.

Its messy but so much fun. Esteban takes a few pictures and videos and the finished work, including their new family onesies are perfect, well according to them anyway. After dinner, the boys are asleep quickly and Max falls on top of Esteban on the sofa. “I love you. you’re like the best guy ever, you know that?”. Esteban laughs, “I know. And you, I love you and you’re amazing. Look at this picture I took of you”. He shows Max his lockscreen and it is him, paint on his cheek, laying on the floor with the boys attacking him, smiling wide. Max grins softly, “send that to me?”. Esteban nods, “already done”.

 

EJ insist they all wear their paint onesies while travelling to Canada. Max sighs when EJ keeps pouting, “daddy please!”. Max nods, “okay fine”. He kisses EJ’s forehead, “now sleep tight. We have a long day tomorrow”.

EJ is bouncing through the apartment, in the car and at the airport. A lady who probably has no idea who they are compliments their outfits. Max thanks her. EJ excitedly tells the pilot about their painting adventure.

When they land in Canada the media goes a little wild for their matching onesies. They get to the hotel quickly. Esteban laughs when he reads the things people are writing and decides to post a selfie from the date and a picture of the canvases; painting adventure with Max and the boys. Max likes it instantly. “you couldn’t stand people saying we bought these onesies like this huh?”. Esteban nods, “I had a super creative date idea. They are mean”. Max kisses him softly. Esteban pulls him close.

 

EJ has been finding his own way between RedBull and Alpine in Canada. Max always keeps a close eye on him. On Saturday, before quali, EJ runs from the Max’s Pitbox to Esteban’s.

Esteban looks out and swings EJ up high pulling him out of the way of a mechanic’s kart just in time. Max is already running towards them. EJ squeals happily, oblivious to what just happened. Max reaches Esteban and just leans against him, “thanks”. Esteban holds EJ on his hip and wraps his arm around Max. Max takes a few deep breathes, “don’t think I have ever seen you and Spiderman in the same room? How did you even know he was there?”.

Esteban’s heart skips a beat but he plays it cool. He whispers into Max’s ear, “my spidey sense of course”. Max laughs, “my own personal superhero”. Esteban grins softly, “always”.

EJ grins, “daddy, I walk to Estie alone!”. Max smiles, “I know, but Estie is mine too, bud”. EJ giggles loudly. Esteban kisses EJ’s cheek, “you did good buddy, but it’s a little crowded and not everyone can see you cause you’re small so no running next time, okay?”. EJ nods, “kay”. Max takes another deep breath. “let’s take you to Brad, EJ. We have to go back before I accidentally start a spy rumour”. Esteban laughs softly, “bye bye”. Max takes EJ back and walks back to RedBull.

 

In Austria, Seb brings Kimi and his kids. As soon as EJ sees them on the playground he runs over. Max grins softly, “hi Seb, hi Kimi”. Seb pulls him into a hug, “hi Maxi”. Max sighs softly and relaxes into the hug. “Did I tell you I started dating Esteban? He’s amazing with the kids”, Max grins as Seb lets him go, “You didn’t but I can see how amazing he is”. He looks over to where Esteban is fussing over the twins.

“papa!”, Kimi gets up quickly and walks over to his son. EJ looks at them. Robin is his friend and Robin has two daddies, Seb and Kimi. Robin fell and bumped his knee. EJ is kneeling next to him. Kimi strokes Robin’s cheek. “auwie papa”, Robin’s lip trembles. Kimi picks him up, “papa’s here”.

EJ runs to Max quickly and sticks his arms up. Max lifts him up. He sees Kimi and Seb fuss a little over Robin. “daddy”, Robin says as he sticks one arm out to Seb. EJ thinks a little. Seb is daddy like his daddy and Kimi is papa. “Daddy? What’s a papa?”. Max kisses his cheek, “it’s another name for daddy. So, Robin and his siblings call Seb Daddy and Kimi papa. Like you call me daddy”. EJ nods, “kay”.

Max doesn’t think anything of the moment. Not until they are back home after Austria. Esteban is fully unpacked and settled into Max’s apartment before Silverstone. They are just giving the last few things a place, including some of Esteban’s helmets and trophies. Max cleared space next to his own. EJ grabs one of Esteban’s helmets and puts it on, “Look! am papa!”. He walks towards Esteban. Esteban kneels down, “Hi cutie!”. He gently takes the helmet of and hugs EJ close. Max grins at him widely.

“he called me papa”, Esteban whispers to him later that night when EJ is tucked into his bed sleeping soundly. Esteban is leaning against the door post of EJ’s bedroom, watching him sleep. Max wraps his arms around Esteban and wipes the tears gently of his cheek. “you are his papa and the love of my life. I think he overheard Seb and Kimi’s kids. He asked me what a papa is, so I explained it”. Esteban pecks his lips, “and he decided, I’m his papa?”. Max nods, “all by himself”. Esteban smiles brightly, “I am the happiest papa in the world”. Max laughs softly and kisses him.

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Chapter 6: Max's Husband

Summary:

Esteban has a touch crash and max realises he doesn't want live without Esteban, so he proposes.

Max is standing on the podium in Hungary. He spots his team but not Brad or Esteban with the boys. He’s confused. Lando is standing next to him as he scans the crowd trophy in hand. “Did you see Esteban or my boys?”, Max asks. Lando’s smile falls, “they didn’t tell you?”. Max frowns, “what?”. Lando bites his lip, “that crash. It was Esteban”. Max blinks a few times, “shit”. He drops the trophy and champagne bottle in his hands and sprints off.

“where the fuck is Esteban?”, he asks his rep shakily. “Med centre, I think”, she answers hesitantly. Max runs in the direction, “Brad where are my boys?”. Max doesn’t stop running so Brad follows him, “with Esteban”.

Max reaches the door to the med centre just as Christian and GP catch up to him. “Why the fuck did you not tell me!”, he shouts. Christian and GP look at little stunned and Max shakes his head and walks in. “I need to see my boyfriend now”, he says to the first person he sees. She guides him to a small room. Max sighs, tears falling down his cheeks when he sees Esteban on the hospital bed with the boys snuggling close, “baby”.

Esteban holds out one arm, “I’m okay, chèri”. Max sits on the edge of the bed and takes his hand, “they didn’t tell me. I’m sorry”. Esteban squeezes his hand. EJ looks up at Max, “I made Brad take us to papa, is okay daddy”. Max strokes his cheek, “good, papa needs lots cuddles and kisses today okay?”. EJ nods, “kay”.  

The doctor comes back in and smiles at Max, “hi, can I leave him in your care?”. Max nods, “of course. Just tell me what he needs”. The doctor smiles and explains that apart from a few bruises his x-rays are clear. Esteban needs rest and no heavy lifting, “that includes the kids, I know that might be difficult but for at least a week”. Max nods, “I will make sure he doesn’t. Thank you”.

 

Max takes Esteban back to his hotel and settles him on the bed. “I’m going to get the kids ready for bed and then I will draw you a bath”, Max kisses his cheek. Esteban nods, “I can help”. Max shakes his head, “no, you need rest”. Max changes the twins and tucks them into the small cot. Then he gets EJ ready. One of the twins fusses just as EJ is rinsing his mouth. Max peaks and raises and eyebrow at Este reaching into the cot, “bed, you, now”. He scoops Jackie up and waits for Esteban to lay back down before placing him on Esteban’s chest.

EJ climbs on the bed, a little frown on his face. Max strokes his cheek, “papa is okay, but you can’t let him get up okay?”. EJ nods and snuggles close to Esteban. Max pecks Esteban’s lips, “love you”. Esteban smiles softly, “love you”. Max kisses EJ’s forehead and then walks back into the bathroom.

He draws Esteban a hot bath and tidies up the bathroom, doing his best to make it look romantic. When he comes back the boys are asleep. “you broke your trophy”, Esteban whisper softly. Max bites his lip, “I was trying to get to you”. Esteban smiles, “I am okay love”. Max nods, “I know that, now”. He tucks Jackie back in besides his twin and Esteban tucks EJ into the big bed gently, under Max’s watchful eye.

Max gently guides Esteban to the bathroom. Esteban gasps softly, “Max”. Max strokes his cheek, “let me take care of you?”. Esteban nods, “thank you”. Max gently helps Esteban out of his clothes, before quickly undressing himself. He steps into the bath and helps Esteban get in and sit down. Max sits down behind him and wraps his arms around Esteban’s waist.

Esteban leans against him and lets out a deep sigh. Max kisses his cheek, holding him close. He can just see the twins and EJ sleeping soundly from here. He takes a deep breath, “Marry me?”. Esteban turns his head to looks at him, “yes, a million times yes”. Max kisses him softly and Esteban melts against him.

Max makes a few calls the next morning and before the plane takes of he has a date for him and Esteban to get married and Esteban to officially adopt the boys. “We’re all set”, he grins at Esteban as he hangs up and sits down in one of the seats. Esteban grins, “We’re getting married”. Max smirks, “Inevitable”.

 

They don’t do anything special, just signing the papers in the courthouse. EJ is bouncing around the room, making everyone laugh. They go out for a nice lunch after and run into Daniel on their walk back. EJ grins at him, “uncle Danny!”. He runs ahead and Daniel scoops him up. Max and Esteban catch up with the twins in the stroller. “papa daddy married and am dopted!”, EJ squeals. He doesn’t really know what it means, but he knows it’s a happy thing.

Max laughs softly, “yeah, we got married, and Esteban adopted the boys officially”. Esteban grins, “I am the luckiest guy in the world”. Daniel grins, “congrats! who proposed? let me see those rings?”. Max and Esteban look at each other and burst out laughing. At first Daniel thinks maybe they were joking. “We forgot rings”, Max chokes out still laughing. Esteban leans on the stroller doubled over not able to contain his laughter, “oh god, we forgot rings”.

Max takes a deep breath, “to be honest, it was an in the moment, I can’t live without him decision when I asked”. Esteban grins and pulls Max into a hug, “aw, it was very sweet. We were in bath together after Hungary and he asked”.

Daniel laughs, “well if you were naked I can excuse forgetting rings, but you should get rings”. Max laughs, “okay, let’s go get rings”. Esteban smiles, “right now?”. Max nods, “I just don’t know where?”. Daniel grins, “can I come? That place where I bought you the Cartier bracelets for the boys has wedding ring collections”. Max grins, “it’s okay with me”. Esteban nods, “yeah great. I like your taste”.

They walk into the shop Daniel guides them too, “okay you go pick some, I’ll entertain my godson and his baby brothers”. Max squeezes Esteban’s hand in his. They are greeted by a clerk, “how can I help you?”. Esteban smiles brightly, “we are picking out wedding rings”. The clerk smiles more, “congrats! When is the wedding?”. Max laughs, “this morning? We kind of forgot about rings. It was more about us and him adopting the boys. We just forgot”. The clerk smiles, “not a problem. I can show you what we have in our current collection and we can do small resizes in store, if needed”.

She shows them the collection and Max and Esteban narrow it down to 4 options. They ask Daniel’s opinion and he points out the most simple but elegant option. EJ shakes his head and points to one that was not in their options with a big shiny diamond. Max laughs, “I think we’ll go with that one”. He points to the one Daniel liked best and Esteban nods, “yes, I like it too”.

EJ pouts a little. Daniel scoops him up and kisses his cheek, taking him over to the kids’ collection while Max and Esteban finalise the purchase and decide on the engraving. “You can pick something out”, Daniel whispers. EJ giggles and picks a Cartier bracelet with small stones. It’s similar to Max’s. Daniel pays too.

Max walks over, “what did you do?”. Daniel grins, “Spoiling my godson on a special day”. Max laughs, “of course you are. They well text us when the rings are ready for pick up. We thought it might be nice to have a drink by the harbour in the meantime?”. EJ giggles, “boats please?”. Max nods, “yes we will go see the boats”.

Esteban takes the stroller and Max takes EJ. Daniel carries the small bag with EJ’s bracelet. About two hours later Max and Esteban go to pick up the rings while Daniel waits outside. They say thanks bye to Daniel at his apartment and go home. Max sets the twins in their play pen and EJ climbs on the sofa to cuddle the cats.

Esteban wraps his arm around Max from behind, “hi husband, show me your ring”. Max laughs softly and holds his hand up next to Esteban’s. Esteban kisses his cheek. Max turns around his arms, “love you so much”. Esteban kisses him deeply, “forever and always”.

 

before Spa, they visit Max’s family. Max’s sister and mother are only a little mad they weren’t there for the wedding, but they are mostly happy for Max. Vic grins softly as she sees Esteban play with EJ and her sons, “He’s great, Max. I am so proud of you”. Max smiles at her, “thank you”. Mickey and Jackie are waking up and Max sets them on the floor of the living allowing them to crawl around. “they grow up so fast”, he sighs softly. Vic laughs, “well, if you and Esteban ever want another baby, I am happy to be your surrogate”. Max smiles at her, “thank you, Vic. I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready for that, but thank you. It means a lot”.

 

They spend summer break taking long walks past the harbour and just enjoying each other. Max appreciates the little quiet moments the most. Max tears up when Mickey pulls himself into a standing position for the first time. Esteban catches it on video.

 

In the week leading up to Zandvoort, the weather is very hot and working out in their private gym is even hotter. The kids are napping. Max is just doing his neck exercises. Esteban takes a break and watches him. “you’re gorgeous, Max”. Max laughs and falls out of his pose. Esteban grins softly and winks at him.

Max stretches up his arms as he lays on the floor, “come here”. Esteban laugh but gets into a push up over him, “I could use kisses as motivation”. He pecks Max’s lips and pushes himself up again.

Max pulls him back down, “too hot to work out”. He kisses Esteban deeply. Esteban grins at him panting lightly. Max smiles, “we should take a shower”. Esteban nods, “good plan”. They make it to the shower eventually but they make to the bed first, where they finally sleep together for the first time.

Max hadn’t really thought about that since forever, but he is now as the water of the shower patters around them. He looks up at Esteban. “That was our first time”. Esteban pecks Max’s lips, “and it was perfect”. Max takes a deep breath, “you’re perfect”. Esteban laughs softly, “thank you love”. Max takes a deep breath, “you don’t mind it took me this long to be ready”. Esteban smiles, “of course not, I know what happened in the past and the kids are a priority Max”. Max nods, “this is why I married you”. Esteban grins, “I am so glad I married you”. Max just kisses him deeply.

 

Zandvoort is a messy race but Max wins it anyway. Esteban likes the picture of the alpine driving through the rain and an idea forms in his mind. He makes a post casually supporting Max but also claiming him.

 

 

The Press conference in Monza is a whole new experience. Max learns that not everyone was aware he’s bi, which baffles him. He keeps shutting down more questions about his personal life quickly. He’s never answered them and he isn’t going to start now. He’s happy and he loves his family, that’s all the media needs to know.

 

In Japan, Seb brings his family and bee houses to the track. There is one for each team and one for the kids. Mickey and Jackie can’t do more then leave a few messy fingerprints. EJ and the Vettel-Räikkönen kids get really into it. Seb keeps a close eye on them as they paint. Kimi walks closer and quickly counts the kids, “uhm Seb?”. Seb smiles softly at his husband, “hmm, yes?”. Kimi wraps an arm around his waist, “when did we get another one?”. Seb laughs, “just watching EJ for Max, while he cleans his twins. They helped too, see”. He points the hand prints on one side. Kimi kisses Seb’s cheek and smiles.

Mickey is wriggling in Max’s arms wanting to crawl after his brother, who is already clean. Max quickly cleans his hands and sets him down. Esteban smiles, “they are growing so quickly”. Max smiles watching the pups, “yeah, I am already starting to miss the squirmy tiny baby months and they are barely 1”. Esteban smiles softly, “but this is exciting too”.

Max smiles, “my sister, she uh… she said, if we’re ever ready for another baby. She’s be happy to be our surrogate”. Esteban smiles at him, “That’s so sweet of her, but Max you and the boys are enough. I want what you want. It’s your decision”. Max smiles more, “I think I want another baby, Esteban”. Esteban grins softly, “okay, yes, I’d love that”. Max kisses him softly, “let’s call Vic on Monday”. Esteban smiles, “okay and Max I need to say this. It will not change how I feel about our boys. They mean the world to me”. Max nods, “I know”.

EJ interrupts their moment and drops Mickey into Max’s lap, “almost crawl on road!”. Max laughs, “oh no thank you EJ, go back to painting”. Esteban quickly scoops Jackie up too, “you’re growing so big me and daddy decided we want another baby”. Jackie squeals in his arms, grinning wide. “Jackie thinks it’s a great idea”, Esteban smirks at Max. Max laughs softly.

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almost there!! I'll finish and post the epilogue soon I promise!

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