Pistola dell'amore

by redeleine

Summary:

Electroshocker has a not so good history with Freezer. And he wants to make up for it, because according to everyone around him, he's the "purest tower in the TDS". This process however will be a lot more difficult than Electroshocker originally anticipated..

Notes:

ps electroshocker and engineer work together to make the weapons. you'll see that mentioned a few times.
also English isn't my first language sorry for typos lol

Chapter 1: Memories

The horrendous mess that was called 'his life' began when a insomniac Electroshocker couldn't get his beauty sleep for the 3rd night in a row. He remembered staring at the poster on his wall for a good 15 minutes, before groaning and facepalming, whispering something in a language nobody else at the base understood. Out of rage, he reaches over to his bedside table and feels for his phone, a choking grip on it once his hand lands on it. 

He glances at the time, squinting at the brightness of his phone. 3:45 AM. He yawns before acting out of spite, chucking his phone onto a blanket that has fallen from his bed to the ground. 

The electrician rolls his eyes before sitting up to grab the device, to be greeted with a knock on his door. He yells, "Come in..", getting his footing. The door creaks open to reveal a equally as tired Mortar.

"What was that bang..? It came from your room," Mortar complains, too groggy to keep up with his typically annoying attitude. Electroshocker grits his teeth, trying to think of a excuse on the dot. He had no idea it was THAT loud! The other man continues reassuringly, quickly catching onto his poor attempt to make a lie up. "Look, I'm the last person to snitch. And I'm not Commander. You don't gotta lie."

A relieved sigh comes from Electroshocker. "Just.. can't sleep. Got pissed, threw my phone," He summarized, looking at Mortar who's leaning on the doorframe. The cliff tower snorts at this explanation, with a dyspneic "Really?". The reply he got was a small, embarrassed nod.

The other tower looks behind Mortar, seeing a rather short man, the mysterious tower's height estimated by Electro to be between 157-162 centimeters, walk past the two discreetly in the hallway seemingly headed for the kitchen. The electric man decides to (at least attempt) to do a favor, hollering at the sneaky tower "You should get back to your room before Commander scolds you. Theres cameras in like, every corner, y'know." 

The other man, who's shivering despite wearing the comfiest pajamas Electroshocker has ever seen and a beanie along with a blanket wrapped around him, stops in his tracks. "Then why are you up?" The voice seems familiar, even with them having no prior physical interaction. Ah yes, Freezer. Mortar raises a eyebrow, looking his way.

Electro can't remember what he replied with, or the banter they had. All he can remember is that the cold man got pissed at his insane hypocrisy and flipped him off. Insane first impressions, huh? Seems like last impressions too, as they've never interacted other than the occasional wave or smile at each other in the hallways.

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Electroshocker snaps out of his thoughts when his laptop loudly buzzes to warn him about the decreasing battery. "Ah right, finishing his weapon." He thinks out loud, grabbing the freeze gun with a cord connecting it to the electronic. Engineer, a tanned girl with dyed purple hair, who's well.. an engineer, and working on her latest sentry model, hears him verbalizing his thoughts, her curiosity piqued.

"Whatcha thinking about now?" She teases him. Working aside each other for a good amount of time means they know some confidential stuff about each other. Stuff to take to the grave. Some of Electro's thoughts.. is included in that pile of 'stuff', to say the least.

"Shut up," He quickly comes back with, before carrying on and finally answering her question, "Freezer. The one and only interaction we had, that we both had to do 5 extra push-ups for when Commander checked the cameras." The engineer then responded with a quick "mhm", followed by a moment of silence.

Electroshocker finally shoves the charging wire in his laptop and types out a storm on some coding program, rearranging wires, and messing with Freezer's weapon until its finally upgraded. Why did he stall letting me upgrade it?  The man internally questions, saving the code and unplugging the connection cord from both his laptop and the gun. Does he hate me? or does he just, have a emotional attachment to this godforsaken gun?  He stifles a cackle, biting his cheek while thinking about the possibilities.

He slams the laptop shut and walks out of the garage, craft room, whatever. It had multiple names, which Electroshocker all found stupid. Now to return this gun to Freezer..

Chapter 2: A keen observer

Notes:

ok now let me put on my self tanner omg why is my SISTERHOME

Electroshocker walks into the lobby, which is directly connected to the garage. Many bored towers were on their phones, a couple familiar faces waving. He looks down at the gun, then at the large plaque on the wall honoring the TDS' work. 

Where is Freezer's room? He asks himself, he seriously does not know. The electrician refrains from asking anyone else as he does not want to seem like a creep either. Guess I'll wait til dinner and go from there. 

In the passing few hours waiting for Commander to get on the speakers announcing dinner, he does everything he can to kill time. Talking with friends, drawing, playing a game of Monopoly. He lets out a sigh he didn't even know he was holding in when the anticipated alarm finally blares through the base.

He makes his way to the buffet-like setup, where he grabs some medium well steak and some odd looking yams. He rolls his eyes, thinking about Demoman's cooking. It's not twice as bad, it's just very, very spicy.  

He sits down at his seat, looking up. Freezer is sitting as far away as humanly possible, it seems like. He's really making this difficult, huh?

Electroshocker bites into one of his yams, the freeze gun stuffed in his pocket. He manspreads while chewing, not so discreetly staring at Freezer. He shrugs, noticing 100 things at once. He was so focused on observing the man that he didn't even realize when he got up for seconds.

He snaps out of his thoughts and chews on another yam when he sits back down, looking at his plate and wondering why exactly the cold boy was eating alone. Isn't he friends with everyone? People made it seem that way.

The electrician stuffs his face with food, finishing it as fast as possible. He looks up at Freezer when he quickly realizes that the other is staring at him. A strange look, to say the least. A suspicious one. He rubs the back of his head and puts his plate in the dishwasher.

He then silently takes his notebook out once seated again and writes something in his language, which used the Cryllic alphabet, on the bottom of the page while creating a rough sketch of Freezer eating. He takes special detail to his large, brown eyes and other facial features, as well as the fact he's always wearing a cap and 'hiding' his hair in a sense– whether that be a beanie or a bonnet. It makes him question why he hides it; religious reasons? Makes him comfortable? Or something else? 

When Electroshocker looks up, Freezer is departing from the cafeteria. Perfect. Now he needs to confront him, without seeming like a creep. He walks out behind him and watches the exact pattern he takes to his room, discreetly watching him open his door and walk in behind a wall. Once a reasonable amount of time has passed, he knocks on his door.

Shuffling can be heard echoing around the room before the door latch unlocks and is opened with a whoosh of air. Freezer, who's covered by a blanket, is standing there. Once he notices it's Electroshocker he groans before slamming the door shut on him. 

"DAMMIT!" Electroshocker yells from the hallway, punching the wall dramatically before taking out his phone. If he knew anything about Freezer, he knew that he had a twin sister. And his twin sister wasn't bad at all. 

He digs for his phone, making an inaudible 'ha!' sound when he finds it. He then opens the contact labeled Cryomancer on his texting app, and quickly shoots a message. "You awake? If so, get Freezer to talk to me rq, he still has a grudge against me." He then shoves his phone back in his pocket, leaning on the wall. He feels a vibration from his phone followed by a bit of bickering coming from the twin's room, when Freezer opens the door again reluctantly. Cryomancer is behind him, eavesdropping. "First of all, how did you find my room? Second of all, what the HELL do you want?!" 

Guess someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed , Electroshocker pondered, before finally explaining himself. "Your weapon's finished. And your sister gave me directions, to answer your question," He holds his hand out, which is loosely gripping the now upgraded freeze gun. 

Freezer snatches it back like it's his baby. Not even a thank you? Damn. He holds it up and experimentally freezes Electroshocker. This makes him stay still like a statue in an ice block for a good 3-4 seconds, which to the other feels like years. He snorted, placing his gun on a table inside his room when Electroshocker was unfrozen. He is now shivering like mad.

"Not funny, Freezer." Electroshocker rolls his eyes, about to flick him then remembering the terms they are on. This is not a playful situation, and the flicking would probably just poke the bear. So he backs off. Before he walks back to his own room, Freezer speaks up. 

"I saw you staring at me during dinner, by the way.. and what were you drawing?" SHIT. Electroshocker stops in his tracks like he was frozen again, and looks him directly in his eye trying not to display anxiety. "Just.. concept art. Of a character for my friends show, yeah." 

Despite the fact Freezer could see right through him, he didn't have the energy to waste his time on questioning someone he doesn't even like in the first place. So he just took the lie and shrugged. ".. Okay, whatever you say." The boy rolls his eyes and closes his door, shooing Electroshocker off nonverbally. 

Electroshocker trots off to his messy room, which was on the floor above Freezer's. A million thoughts flood through his head once again, but one stands out as he unlocks his door and nearly trips on a shoe left in front of it; damn, that didn't start any friendship at all. So, what DOES Freezer like? What CAN start a friendship?   He throws his body in his bed, coming to a quick and simple conclusion. I'll worry about that later.

Chapter 3: Apologies and sorries

Electroshockers sleep, the first time it was actually decent in months, was interrupted at about 2:30 AM when an alarm rang through his room at maximum volume. As he forcefully withdraws from his dream, he grunts and shoves his head in his pillow. "God dammit! I forgot I set that," he speaks to nobody. He then stretches his arm over to his bedside table and plays a small game of whack-a-mole until he finally touches the large "STOP" button on his phone.The attempt to go back to sleep had no avail.

Around 4:00, he loses the last bit of hope of sleeping and finally rises from his oh so comfy bed. He ambles out of his room groggily, presses a glowing button to take the old elevator down to the lobby floor, and continues his way to the kitchen. He opens the refrigerator and grabs a pack of instant dumplings, and places the plastic inside the microwave. His stomach growls while he clicks some buttons to set it for 2 minutes, the microwave starting automatically. The tray inside illuminates and begins spinning, while the man leans on the counter in exhaustion.

Electroshocker averts his gaze when a familiar face, the same one he dealt with a couple hours ago, Freezer, pushes the other out of the way to access the fridge. The electrician scowls in utter disrespect, before tiredly snapping. "Who raised you? At least say excuse me,"

Freezer shoots an offended, and equally as tired look. He crosses his arms, turning around to face Electroshocker. "Y-y-you're too mu-m-mmuch o-of a bitc-bitch for m-me to c-care as-asking." He spurts out, stuttering due to the fact he had absolutely 0 energy left to mask it. The stuttering however both surprised yet agitated Electroshocker more.

"And how am I a bitch? You're the one who froze me and hates me for literally no reason." He justifies, Freezer is in the middle of replying when the microwave beeps to signal his food is done. Electroshocker grabs the dumplings out, listening to the rest of the other's rambling. "..a-and y-y-you m-mad-ma-made me.. d-do mo-more laps t-tha-that one tim-time!!" 

Electroshocker simply cackles at this comeback, grabbing chopsticks and dipping the dumplings in a cup of soy sauce. "Hey, that was your fault for getting mad at me for trying to save you. If you listened to me, you wouldn't have needed to do those laps." Before Freezer can defend himself, the other shoves the dumpling in his mouth, an effective way of muting him temporarily. The boy's eyes widen, before he chews it and swallows. As much as he'd hate to admit it, the dumplings WERE good.

"N-ne-n-never do-o tt-t-th-that a-a-again." Freezer complains, grabbing a popsicle and then walking back to his room with one more thing to say, "I c-cc-can f-f-f-fe-f-feed m-my-my-m-myself."

Electroshocker rolls his eyes, and while ignoring him, chews the rest of his dumplings silently. He then disposes of the tray and strolls to rest in a pillow covered chair, drawing something until the rest of the towers wake up. Well, one specific tower.

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Another alarm goes off on Electroshocker's phone at around 5:30AM. He reaches into his pocket, feeling around until he clicks the orange stop button. About 3 minutes later, the tower he was looking for finally comes out. Cryomancer. Freezer's sister.

She's walking out with that one creepy girl that collects the enemies bones. Her name started with Hallow, that's all Electroshocker could recall. He didn't care to talk to her. Instead, he called Cryomancers name out. "Cryo.. can I talk to you for a moment?"

Cryomancer looks his way, her giggling with the other girl coming to a halt momentarily. "Sure, what's up?" The girl questions, walking towards him and then sitting on the couch with a reasonable distance from him.

Electroshocker sees both girls sit down and questions with himself why they were so close. He closes the thought to speedily get to the point, not wanting to waste time. "What does Freezer like?"

Cryomancer makes eye contact with him, under her breath muttering why are you asking this , but answers anyway. "Uhm, good question. As far as I know, he loves foxes. He also likes the snow, writing, and taking walks. He collects bird feathers if that answers anything." She shrugs, looking over  at the other girl sitting next to her.

Electroshocker lets out a sigh of relief, noting it down internally. He acknowledges the look the two girls are giving each other and decides to tease them in the meantime. "You two a bunch of lesbians?" The look that the unknown girl gave him was intimidating, to say the least. "Ay, chill out creepy girl," He holds his hands up, subconsciously scooting away. 

Cryomancer looks pissed as well. "Firstly, we aren't dating. Just.. close friends. Second of all, she has a name." The boy looks around with a nervous chuckle, it feels like he struck a nerve. He arises from his seat, closing the notebook. "I-I don't know her name, sorry-" He quickly makes out a half assed apology before running up to his room, as the scary woman yells out "It's Hallow Punk, dumbass!" 

Electroshocker comically hyperventilates when he finally enters his dorm, once again tripping over a shoe in his room after slamming the door shut. He really is scared of them.. but he had some work to do, so he got up and grabbed his laptop from his counter.

He began to search "cool fox facts" and other things, to try and impress Freezer.  He scratches the ones that stand out to him down in his notebook, and once he has a couple pages filled to the brim with facts, Commander miraculously comes on the announcements to state that the communal dinner is prepared. Perfect timing , he thinks to himself. He walks down to the dining room, and according to his eavesdropping, it's Paintballer's cooking. Wonder how that tastes! 

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He takes two chicken legs as well as a handful of brussel sprouts and decides to walk over to Freezer. This action isn't taken nicely for the other boy. "Go away, why do you keep bothering me..?" What happened to his stutter? Electroshocker asks internally, sitting with him anyway. 

Freezer takes his freeze gun out, holding it at Electro's direction. "Go," He threatens, in which the other defensively takes his taser out and holds it to him. This alarmed Freezer enough for him to put his own gun away. "Sorry," he holds his hands up innocently, "but what do you want now?" 

"I heard you like foxes?" Electroshocker cocks an eyebrow, chewing the chicken leg. Not bad. Freezer simply stares at him with an are you serious look plastered on his face, before answering a moment later. "Yeah. I love them."

Electroshocker hides a grin, simply nodding. "Did you know that uhm.. they occur in Europe, North America, Asia, and Africa naturally?" The other, despite already knowing this, lights up. His grudge against the other suddenly disappears. "Yes!! And that they're currently being naturalized in Australia," Freezer adds on, grinning ear to ear. 

Electroshocker nods once again, just glad he's finally speaking to him outside of arguments. He listens to what he has to say. "Silver foxes are also being domesticated in northern Asia.." Freezer has a look of adoration on his face by just simply thinking about them. This causes Electroshocker to presume that damn, he's passionate. 

They talk about foxes until Commander kicks them out of the cafeteria to clean. Then Freezer departs to his room, prior to a wave goodbye. As fast as that 'stupid ass smile'(according to Electroshocker) came, it was gone. 

Electroshocker, instead of following in his footsteps and going to his own room, walks over to the couch. "I wonder if that was just a one-time thing.." He ponders out loud, stifling a scream when Mortar retorts. "Knowing how serious that grudge is, that is reasonable," he goes on, "but foxes are a huge soft spot for him. It really could have been repaired that easily." 

"Fuckin' hell, never sneak up on me like that again!" Electroshocker pants, "But I guess, I wonder why it would be THAT easy though. With Freezer and how anxious he is 99% of the time, there's just no damn way," He doubts, looking down at the checkered floor. Mortar cocks his head. 

"He's not that evil, y'know. He might ignore you for a few days, but he might willingly talk to you again. He's unpredictable. Not even his own twin sister knows his next move at any given time." The other states, tapping his foot on the ground. Electroshocker at this reassurance lets out a strangled breath, that there's a ever so small chance he didn't screw their terms over even more. 

But twin sister? Freezer and Cryomancer are polar opposites. That news, despite not being new, never failed to surprise him. "Thanks," he mutters under his breath, before going on his phone. Engineer's blowing the device up with "Where are you?? Get to the garage now," and other notifications along that line. He groans, gets up, and makes his way into the garage.

Notes:

i actually have no idea what to title this chapter it will probably chang elike 40 times

oh yeah, also Freezer has a stutter. it's mainly cuz in this au he has GAD. but he usually hides/masks it due to insecurity so you probably wont see it much :,)

Chapter 4: A tougher nut to crack

Notes:

omg i am so sorry for taking so long, like what, 8 months? to get this out. ive been so busy this entire year that i havent been able to work on it!! i'll try to update it more now that my lifes more sorted out lol. enjoy!!!

Electroshocker made his way to the garage reluctantly. As he stepped foot in the room, he was met with blistering heat and Engineer making her way over to the male. He noticed the woman was holding a basket full of other tower's weapons.

"When will the AC be fixed?" Electroshocker asked, wiping sweat off of his forehead as he spoke. He was met with a snort by Engineer, her response being "Probably never." 

"Pfft," The electrician scoffed, the familiar voice cheering him up ever so slightly, "The higher-up's hate us, don't they?" He joked, making Engineer emit a laugh and reply with a nod. "Can't be more true."

"But anywaayyysss," The woman elongated her words, "what I needed you here for, is to help me with these. They got to be done by tomorrow, and I doubt I could finish 'em alone." 

Electroshocker nodded in understanding. The man took the basket from Engineer's grasp, and placed it on a nearby table. "You better be sorry for ruining my off day," he grumbled lightheartedly, before realizing he left his work laptop in his room. "God damnit," he complained under his breath, before calling out to Engineer, "I'll be right back."

He didn't care for the other's response, as he speed-walked out of the garage. He trotted through the labyrinth that was called the base to get to his bedroom. The electrician took his phone out as he moved, not paying attention to the obstacles in front of him.

As Electroshocker was about to enter the elevator to escalate to the second floor, he accidentally bumped his shoulder with someone. At the contact, he looked up from his phone and audibly yelped, "Sorry!" 

It was too late, however. Before he could whip around to face the person he ran into, he was frozen in place. Through the ice, he could hear a laugh and the faint sounds of footsteps. Through his impaired vision, he had to watch the elevator door close.

Practically giving up on his original mission, when the ice thawed and shattered, Electroshocker made it his goal to find whoever the hell just did that to him and get back at them. The man turned his body away from the elevator and using his ears, went in the direction of the footsteps.

The electrician, from a distance, saw who was the culprit of the acts. Of course it was Freezer, he thought to himself, That bastard hates me! 

From his belt, he grapples his taser, walks a bit closer as stealthily as a man like him could, and points it at the unsuspecting man. He puts his pointer finger on the trigger of the weapon, and once he gets the perfect angle, he deploys the cartridge.

"AGH!" Freezer yelled out, falling to the ground as his muscles spasmed. The taller man walked over and kneeled down, putting his hand in his hair and tugging his head off the ground. "You good?" Electroshocker asked sarcastically, when the shock wore off he was met with a middle finger.

"Fuck you!" Freezer howled, backing up and stumbling in the process. He looked like a deer in headlights, eyes wide and brows furrowed. This got a good laugh out of the other man. "Just go back to doing whatever you were going to do." 

Electroshocker then walked away, a smirk plastered on his face as he caught the elevator, and walked to his room. Once inside his room, he took his phone out again and texted Engineer. "HEy sorry for taking so long. Had an encounter. Check the cameras of E-4 if Hacker gives u access to them lol"

He finally grabbed his laptop, and made his way back down to the garage.

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Electroshocker logged onto his computer with a sigh. From the bin, he grabbed some random weapon and a cable, connecting the device to his laptop. Once the page had completely loaded, he read the name of the device. "Cryomancer_3.adb," it read, so he raised an eyebrow. 

The man revised her weapon's programming, and saw nothing wrong with it, other than a few minor issues he needed to tweak. He called Engineer over, "Engi? What's wrong with this weapon?"

The girl with dyed hair made her way over, and looked at the cryogun. "If I had to guess, something with the trigger not working properly." Electroshocker shot the gun experimentally at the wall, noticing how the substance that was ejected from it leaked once off.

"Speaking of Cryomancer, do you know anything about her?" he questioned, hands occupied with the task of fixing the gun currently in his possession. He grabbed a screwdriver from the supply shelf, and opened the weapon to expose its insides.

Engineer returned to her working space as she answered, projecting her voice a bit louder so Electroshocker could hear, "A bit. What do you wanna know about her?"

The man shrugged, his eyes fixating on the nozzle that contained the emitted substance. He gently pried it out of the gun as he spoke, "I don't know. Maybe about her relationship with Freezer? I know they're twins b-"

"Ooooh?? Why do you want to know that? Have a little crush?" Engineer interrupted in an overdramatic lovey-dovey voice, causing the electrician to flip the woman off. "HELL no! I'd rather kill myself than date that useless sack of meat!"

Engineer laughed a bit, grabbing one of her assigned weapons and beginning to repair it. "Okay, being serious, from what I've noticed, Freezer's mental stability relies on her a bit too much," She spoke, opening her own laptop and logging in. This answer piqued Electroshocker's interest, and he continued questioning. "Go on?"

"Basicallyyy, he's one to act before he thinks about it rationally. Cryomancer forces him to think it through. That's why he hasn't launched at you by now." Engineer explained, typing the password to her computer and connecting the weapon with another cable. She bit her tongue to not let out a giggle at the amusing thought of Electroshocker getting jumped. "Plus, he's generally a sensitive person. I assume she helps him pull himself together and stay composed."

"I see," Electroshocker replied, noticing a leakage in the nozzle. He grabbed some waterproof tape and covered the leak, and then reinstalled the nozzle to the rest of the gun. After attaching everything, he lightly pressed down on the trigger, facing the wall, and watched the snow-like substance eject itself. He shrugged when he let go of it and it stopped instead of leaking. 

The electrician grasped another weapon that needed to be mended, and worked on it until 3:30 PM. That was usually the time he got off from his work, so he grabbed the completed weapons— about 4— and decided to drop them off early, before dinner, instead of after. An unusual act from him.

The electrician gave his acquaintances their repaired and upgraded weapons, getting met with a "you're the best!" or "thanks!" by some. He sighed when he looked in the basket and saw one left— Cryomancers. He took out his phone to text the woman to return it, fearful to approach her room. He recalled how her and Freezer shared a room all too well.

"Engi please give Cryomancer her gun for me I'm scard to go to her room," Electroshocker typed using one hand, nearly quivering at even the dreaded thought of getting in the vicinity of Freezer. Just as fast, Engineer half-assed a reply, "im busy do it yourself"

The man grumbled, and made his way to the shared room. He carefully knocked on the door, backing up in case Freezer decided to maul him. He let out a breath of relief when Cryomancer answered, making a "hm?" sound and looking at Electroshocker.

"I have your cryogun," Electroshocker stated, trying to hide the shake in his voice. As he was handing it over, it seemed as if he blinked and he was thrown onto the ground. Freezer was on top of him, about to hit his face, when Cryomancer pulled her brother off of the other man. 

"Cryomancer!!" Freezer complained, being held in place by his sister as the electrician got off the ground. He stumbled as he regained his footing, backing up. "I haven't even done anything to you!" Electroshocker argued, holding his taser up in an act of defense.

"Yes, you did!" The shorter man retorted, trying to break free from the woman's hold. "Are you going to forget what you did earl-" Freezer is cut off by Cryomancer using her other hand to cover his mouth, effectively silencing him. "Both of you guys. Cut it out." 

Electroshocker sighed, and picked up the older siblings' cryogun from the ground. He observed Cryomancer dragging Freezer inside their room, and closing the door on him. This inflicted a small chuckle from Electroshocker. "Sorry about that. But uh, thanks," She took a hold of her weapon and nodded as a silent way of thanking the man, in which he nodded back. 

He then walked away from the chamber, and caught the elevator up to his room. Once he was inside, he collapsed on his bed and groaned. Opening his phone up and pressing the call button on Mortar's contact, he muttered under his breath, "Please pick up,"

After a few seconds, Mortar connected to the call. "Mortar. You'll never guess what happened.. my god." Electroshocker said instantly after, catching the other man's attention. "What? Don't leave a singular detail out.."

The electrician then told his friend everything, from them attacking each other in the hallway to the conversation with Engineer to finally their recent encounter ending in Cryomancer having to break it up. 

Mortar, intrigued, covered his mouth once the other finished speaking. "Oh my. And I thought you had made up to him!" He yelled ecstatically, he was a sucker for drama. Electroshocker scoffed and returned,

"It's gonna be hard to get him out of his shell, that's for sure."

Notes:

i will continue this when i feel like it , sorry if it takes a while for future chapters to come out