Oh Am I Gonna Regret This?- Of Course I Will

by Soledad_120

Summary:

Discontinued orphan account

Spider didn't know what that expression meant but in his 16 years of life he never saw anything like that and he suddenly became self conscious of how his skin had goosebumps and his all of his body had this sensation that the situation just felt weird.
Was it worth it?Was he going to regret doing this?Does he even had an option?.
Spider's mouth was dry,his chest hurted because of his anxiety that's creeping in
And if even he would try- which he wasn't -his expression probably wouldn't be anything apart from the genually scared child-ish look he had.
He wants to back away, to run away from whatever was going to happend but he had no choice, he was trapped.

OR

Miles "Spider" Socorro after being taken by the RDA makes hard choices for himself and the Sully's safety, some choices that he's bound to regret.

Notes:

There's going to be a warning on every chapter, this fic does talk about sa somewhat graphically but I do NOT glaze rape and tags will be added as the fic progress.
Author isn't american or from the UK, so English isn't their first language

Chapter 1: Waking up in Bleach

Summary:

Spider- Centric fic in canon universe but with deviations, TW for not graphic noncon and harsh language.

I started this 19 of June 2025 but I decide to continue it

<p>2 DAYS BEFORE< Spider open his eyes before feeling blinded by the harsh light, groaning he coursed under his breath, Who the fuck had open the curtains of his room? Not even Norm would be this evil and spider usually always had them closed. He slowly sits up realising that he was already awake and even if he would turn around in his bed he would probably not fall back asleep for a long while, He usually doesn't sleep this well,and he would have been surprised at how the sun was already shining so much like it was midday and how no one waked him up and let him sleep in, but he wasn't as his brain was not working yet. He's always dumb in the morning... or well, when he wakes up. Norm always say he could sleep through an entire day if someone wouldn't go and wake him up.<>< Sitting up, Spider felt goosebumps on his legs and thighs, which he was strange as he except when tired wouldn't go to sleep in his Tewng but looking down at his lap there it was.</>< As much as Spider loves na'vi clothing stile loincloths were good only to hung out in the lab or forest, and in his opinion were too uncomfortable to sleep in, he had no idea how the na'vies would spend all of their life in them, just another thing to add to the list of difference between him and The People.</> Kinda gingerly he used one hand to graze at his thigh as if making sure his brain wasn't making it up, it was a normal thing for him to see things that weren't actually there, like a times when being too quick in waking up he would get up, get dress and eat something quick, just to almost get outside just to be yell at by some passing by scientists to put his "damn mask on!" And to "be careful" with things like his oxygen mask.</>

Realising he was actually in his Tewng he looked around his room just to be assaulted by a strong odor of bleach and other cleaning stuff, it wasn't that strong to be dreaded but it wasn't a smell he enjoyed anyway. Even if it reminded him of his childhood, of when everything was just easier for him, when he didn't know his differences between him and Lo'ak when playing fight. How he miss those times.</>

Still in his room there was never that smell. Had he fall asleep in the lab? No it was impossible he was in a bed, there's no beds in the lab. And the walls were white while his were of an orangish color.</>

 

"Where's the fuck am I i?"</p>