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Summary:

Being an Omega is scary.
You're constantly told what you are and what you can't be, you're held down both mentally and physically by society and Alpha.
Yet you still find your self falling head over heels for a stupid Alpha and maybe a fellow Omega...but that weird and what they want you to do so you don't.
You won't

Notes:

This will and is deep as shit.
You have been warned- this goes a lot into an Ua,
I'm not sorry

Enjoy!

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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I opened the door letting go of Ayumi's hand. She ran into the house her arms out wide, I let out a small chuckle. She's not usually this happy to be home. I shut the door throwing the keys onto the side. There's a loud thud and a bit of rustles before Himiko comes running out of our parents room, her face pale and a smug of something red.

She doesn't say anything just runs past me and out of the house. I'm so confused, is she okay. Her uniform was messy and she's clearly hiding something. She's been weird for a while, talking about making a 'mistake' and 'I'll never forgive her'. It's weird as shit. Somethings happened and I'm gonna figure it out. 

"Ayumi, can you go to your room?" I asked her, and she nod running off to her small room at the end of the house. I move to our parents room a place I usually stay very far away from. As soon as I place my hand on the handle my stomach in my throat and I pause. The thick stench of fear fills my nose. It's not my fear, not Himiko's No.

It's Mum and Dads.

Never have has Dads scent been laced with fear, and mother very rarely. They were both proud- and arrogant- Alpha that were all back punches and drugs not fear and expectance. I shake away my own fear opening the door.

Blood

The first things that hits my nose is blood. Look at the mess of the room and my stomach turns bile rising in my throat as I try to stable myself. Both of them bleeding, blood practically coats the walls as it continues to spray from moms neck. I can't breath as my hand shake instantly going over my mouth and nose as a whimper slips from my lips. 

I hate them, I've wanted them dead for years. So has Himiko but there was always some twisted form of love that stopped us from doing anything. I suppose the love was no longer strong enough to stop Himiko from doing something, and she did something that we had never planned. Had she been planning this? Was this the mistake I would never forgive. I blink the image of my fathers blood soaked and ripped shit and my mother convulsing on the floor forever in my head. 

I struggle to figure out what to do so I slowly and carefully close the door again. I look around me glad that I sent Ayumi to her room and infinitely glad she listened. She was always good like that. Weather it was out of fear of our parents or if she just didn't mind doing as she was told I will never know.

I need to find my phone, shouldn't be hard moms always too high to hide it in a different spot. I make my way down the corridor trying to level my breathing as I conceal my scent the best I can. I presume it works because Ayumi doesn't find me and ask if I'm alright

Finally getting to the closet I open it grabbing my phone from under the blankets, where it is every time and the moment I've got my hands on it everything stops. If I call it in, Himiko will be on the run. That's to say she only attacked our parents. I mean she wouldn't hurt anyone else. She has no reason to...then why do I feel like there's more to this. 

My fingers stay over the green call button before I finally click it placing the phone to my ear my breath shaky and my body stiff and ridged.  I look around to door frame to see Ayumi colouring in her room gently humming to herself as if nothing were amiss. That stops...with this phone call that stops. We get thrown into the system and stripped apart. I want to put the phone down and forget all of this take Ayumi and move far away from here but I know it would never work. I don't realise just hoe long I've been stood there watching her colour with a smile on her face until I realise there a concerned woman on the end of the line trying to get me to make a sound 

"Hi, I'm so sorry I just-" I pause walking away from Ayumi room so she can't hear what I'm about to say. "I live at *** s-some one just tried to kill my parents. They're gone know, I need help" I tell her my voice hushed as I feel I it break as my hands shake again a flash of there bodies- not dead yet- bleeding and convulsing. The ladies voice is soothing as she asks me questions telling me that it's gonna be okay. I don't answer her or her questioned I just stay silent looking at Ayumi through the crack of her door.

"I'm sorry...I've gotta go" I say ending the call and walking over to Ayumi. I come into her room. It's small- smaller then the one me and Himiko share but it's hers. I sit down beside her letting her happily talk about her day at school and other random things that seem mind blowing to her. As she smiles I get a pang of dread as it looks so much like Himiko's.

It always did. She always looked like Himiko, we think it has something to do with there blood quirks. She got moms eyes like me though. Bright blue and oh so full of life. I sit there responding the everything colouring with her as if our parents aren't dying in the next room as if Himiko isn't crazy.

It took the police 25 minutes to get there, somehow both mother and father were alive when they got to here and both somehow survived. They though me guilty because I hadn't doe anything but that was quickly ignored and forget claiming it was shock. While they were in hospital we were placed into temporary homes, both being separated. Just before we were replaced with them I confessed, I told them- not everything for enough.

"We can't go back with them...they hit us" I had said to a young beta social worker. Chaos erupted and a case was opened throwing both of us back into the system. It took my grandparents almost 3 moths to get custody of me. They never manged to find Ayumi and I never stopped crying over it and I don't think I ever will. The last words I had told her was 'I'll find you again' when I was convincing her not to fight the social worker.

I lied. I had not found her.

The moment my Grandparent adopted me everything changed. They were rich, like change my entire life rich. I no longer had any ties to Himiko, as far as anyone was concerned I was adopted by them when I was 3 after my parents died in a car accident. I neve told anyone anything different.

I didn't like change, yet it did. I couldn't stop it, it was so out of my control it send me spiralling, because everything fucking changed. My social status and opportunity changed, my school changed. Even my name changed,

Neito Toga to Neito Monoma.

 

Chapter 2

Summary:

Missing Anti Depressants and Parents who should have stayed hiden.

Notes:

Sorry! I've been doing No loud blonds that I completely forgot this existed and didn't realise it had even been read by anyone.

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I blink my eyes open already feeling ready to sleep again as I drag myself out of bed and throw my room. It's small then the one I have with my grandparents but bigger then the one I had...before. I would say this is my favourite room because it's mine. No one comes in or out without my permission. I stagger over to the bathroom opening the top cupboard grabbing my oh so lovely anti depressants. 

Fuck

I'm out. I roll my eyes glancing at the calendar- yep today is my own day this month that I don't have any until I go back to my Grandparents for the night. Today is gonna be a fun day. The dorm situation has made days like become a much more frequent occurrences then I would have liked.

After getting dressed I'm out of my room with my bag packed and the day routine memorised. It's just day without them, you're not gonna die Jesus. I make it to my first class with no problem sitting down and getting my stuff out. We're doing a group project and I'm working with Kendo and Tesutesu because they wanted to work with me...? 

Don't ask me why, I'm an ass. I know that, I just don't know why everyone acts like I don't. I'm not confused, I'm an asshole. I don't have enough energy to argue or make comments instead I rest my head on the desk and do what I'm told. I'm too tired. I don't get much work done- I get more then most done but still not a lot for me. Not that anyone notices. That's fine. 

I don't need them to notice, I don't want them to notice.

I want to keep my day as normal as possible but Shinsou was an ass himself yesterday and decided to growl at me as if I was his so I've been trying to keep my distance. Not that I wouldn't mind being his it's just that I'm not, also I'm not into that monogamous life. I'm too much of slut for that. Well I was, the ua came and so did the war. I have kept my legs closed for a surprising amount of time. Not that I want to be the boy I was before UA.

I'm glad when Sensei Aizawa asks to take me out a couple minutes before class ends. I'm never sure what his class are doing when he's able to take me out like 5-10 minutes early from mine but I've learnt that class 2-A are either all in therapy or are left to there own devices so either way it would be dangerous to seek them out. '

Like always Aizawa take me down the south corridor and into a small side room where Eri's already sat in. Today she on one of the bean bags in a blue dress covered in white poker dots. It was clearly new just by how bright it was. I smile fondly, the first smile today. "Hey Princess, is that a new dress?" she snaps her head around a smile spreading across her lips.

"Mr Monoma!" She yelled hoping off the bean bag and running at me. I crouch down sharing a small hug. "Yeah, it is! Papa Hiza got it for me yesterday" She told me spinning around in a circle.

"Well it's very pretty," I tell her glancing over at Aizawa who was already pulling up a computer and a mess of paper that had scribbled down information that we'd been collecting. We don't do this everyday and Aizawa doesn't bring me every time he looks into Eri's quirk but he does like to ask me questions, also from what he's said Eri has gottan attacked and is not okay with not seeing me anymore.

"Thank you!" She responded "Have you read t-the hungry cat-a-pill-a ?" She asked dragging me over her handholding impressively tight on my fingers as she sounded out caterpillar. Ironically, I never did not that I don't know it's 'plot' if it even counts. "you're...warm" She said pausing in her movement to grab the book from beside her seat.

I raised an eyebrow and I could tell her comment had grabbed Aizawa attention. "Am I?" I asked. I don't feel overly warm. Not really, I mean sure I'm a little hot but I've always been bad at regulating my temperature if anything it's my pounding head ache and over random aches that are the concern. She give a little nod placing her hand on my cheek.

"Are you ill? I can look after you if you want" I can't but lightly chuckle at her words while Aizawa seems to have gone back to whatever he is actually doing. I've got a general ide but I don't actually know what he's doing. 

"I'm fine, know how about you show me this new book?"

...

I stay with them right until the bell for school goes. I don't mind- usually I would be upset at missing lessons but I'm too tried to care. Typically I would have gone back after lunch- and after Aizawa asked for my opinion which I gave- but he was out and about today going off campus class 2-b and I was fine watching Eri so that's what I did. 

It's a set up I've been doing for a couple months and doesn't happen often but I do end up spending a lot of with Eri and Aizawa- which doesn't help the rumours tat started to circulate. They're stupid and if anyone actually payed attention to Aizawa they would know how utterly ridiculous it was. Not that I can defend myself much, can't use the 'I would never sleep with a teachers when I have in he past.

Not that I intend to do it again, there's not need if I don't let my grades slip. But that doesn't stop the rumours of what they see as a Omega student and a Beta/Alpha teacher going off together. Even if Aizawa's an Omega- not that anyone can tell. I only know because we've been in such close proximity for so long know.

By the time I'm going back to my dorm I've waved Eri away after giving her off to Present Mic. I think him and Aizawa are going through somethings because this isn't the first time I've handed her over. Not that she seems to notice.

Just as I go to enter my room I stop, groaning to my self. Home, medication then back to the dorms. Jesus I'm not just tired I'm fucking stupid. Maybe I am ill, Eri might have been right.

...

It takes me longer the I would like to admit to track down from Ua to the overly big house my Grandparent own.  I will never understand why they have such a big house-only a couple years ago they didn't even have me. I move up to the front ringing the door bell and waiting for one of them to answer. I don't have a key, I'm not even sure this house even has a key because I've never seen anyone  us one to get in before.

The swings open and my grandmother pulls me into a tight hug patting my head as if I were a dog. Her white hair brushing against my face. "Neito! It's so good to see you, there's some people here we want you to speak to" She said pulling out of the hug and cupping my face, squeezing my cheeks. I raise and eyebrow, "But first let get you inside and everything you need" She said ushering me in before closing the door.

"May I know who these mystery people are?" I ask and she seems to go quite. I don't care to focus on her scent- my grandparents are the perfect rich Beta couple so there scents might as well not exist. 

"You al- in time sit down and you're Grandfather will bring out some tea and you medication" She said gesturing me to sit on the sofa and I do so as she wanders off and into the kitchen. There's a few clattering of things as I sit there in the cold and distant house sitting up straight and crossing my one leg over the other.

A moment later my Grandfather came out his grey hair slicked back as he carries a tray with a pot of tea and three cups. He sets it down on the table his mouth a tight line as he sits down beside me. "Neito, make sure to take them" He said placing a bottle of pills in my hand. "We wouldn't want you going....defective again" I take them from him with a hum.

"Of course," I Speak holding them in my hands my fingers tight around the bottle. "I hope I have not disturbed you or your guests" He only hums not looking at me his head tilted up, above me. 

"They are here for you, and in time you will meet them again it is your Grandmother who thinks you should be coddled into this" He tells me his voice bitter and cold. I stiffen raising an eyebrow, why do I need to be coddled?

"Again? Grandfather who are your guests?" I ask my voice just as cold as his now as I wait for an answer that never comes as he picks up a cup of tea and takes a sip. "Silent as always I suppose,"

"Neito, how has school been going? I hear from your teachers that you are excelling academically" Her voice comes from round the corner as she tucks hair behind her ear. I look over at Grandmother she come in and is now sitting down opposite me, her crossed the same as me.

"I do wonder how you excelling, not on old habits I hope" I roll my eyes with a small scoff ignoring his tone and his comment all together and turning to face my Grandmother. She was always the nicer one- well at least to my face she was.

"It is going fine, thank you" I reply with a tight smile. " I have been helping Eraser head with a young girl she reminds me of when Ayumi was young" The room goes silent or a moment. I don't mention her much and I don't think they want me to bring her up at all.

"Yes, well we tried"

...

Only after another 15 minutes of awkward small talk with my Grandparents and with one them getting up to talk to our guest do I actually get to meet these guest. My grandmother is giving me a look that sends me into a panic as she asks my Grandfather weather we should do this tomorrow when I'm back on my medication. That worries me.

This is gonna be fucking bad, great I wonder you they managed to get behind that door. My grandfather shoves her off before moving forward sand opening the door. They both move in front of me but I'm not far behind when I step in the room. I glance around the corner and at the sofa where they sat. The entire world stopped as I blinked so much I gave myself a headache.

no...

"Neito" Her voice was silky and rich nothing like it was when I was a child. "My son...it's wonderful to see you" 

Notes:

It will go into the actual story after this,
this is just to give you guys a taste of my Au to figure out if you actually want to carryon reading because O hate it when I'm really into a fic and come thing comes out of now were.

This will follow Neito Pov and will tie into a lot of event from my Shinsou centric fic- hopefully I will add Denki's Pov/story in the mix as well. Let me know if you actually wanna see that.

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