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"I would never dream of courting Penelope Featherington. Not even in your wildest fantasies, Fife."
Those were the words which, near the close of the 1814 Season, sealed the fate of Miss Penelope Featherington.
Lady Featherington had happened to be standing near the balcony when she overheard the third Bridgerton son pronounce such a ruinous sentence.
Whether her fury was directed at the young man for speaking so carelessly of Penelope’s reputation, or at herself for having failed to set proper boundaries between them, she could not quite tell.
The evening, meant to mark the triumphant return of the Featherington family to society, had been nothing short of a disaster.
And all because of a Bridgerton.
Portia would curse the name until her dying breath.
Jack had already departed, leaving her and her daughters unprotected.
Would the Ton believe them to be nothing more than innocent casualties of yet another Lord Featherington’s folly?
Portia prayed so.
At least Philippa was married.
But Prudence? She had become engaged to Jack as a result of Portia’s own scheming. The engagement had been publicly announced; her honour was, for all intents and purposes, compromised.
And Penelope? Her situation was worse still. If a man who had known her for years dismissed the notion of marrying her so readily, what must strangers think?
Finding her a match had always been a challenge. Penelope was... different. And her association with the Bridgertons had filled her head with romantic nonsense.
Now, the matter seemed hopeless.
But even so, Portia doubted Penelope would give any thought to marriage while nursing a wounded heart.
That evening, once back in her bedchamber, Portia reviewed the few letters she had received.
Believing that Jack and Prudence would soon depart for the countryside on their honeymoon, and having no desire to linger in town herself, she had written to every family connection and distant acquaintance she could think of, discreetly inquiring after any possibility of hospitality during the off-season.
The responses had been meagre, but one letter had stood out: Aunt Petunia’s.
The Marrywell Matchmaking Festival was reputed to be the grandest of its kind in all the kingdom. Portia had once dared hope that Penelope might at last encounter someone suitable there, but now she feared the girl would do little more than brood in some shadowed corner.
And once more, the question of securing a husband for Prudence presented itself.
Portia had never before given serious thought to attending such an affair, not merely because titled gentlemen were a rare sight at such gatherings, but because she had never had anyone she could truly trust to keep watch over her daughters.
Even two were too many.
As she considered how she might manage it, having, in fact, only requested hospitality for herself and one of her daughters, another letter came to mind.
And then, as she leafed through the correspondence once more, her eyes fell upon the one she had initially dismissed with a scoff: the letter from Sir Crane.
Penelope had got on well enough with Marina, and the estate was not far from Aubrey Hall. She might be happier there than at some matchmaking fair.
It was not ideal. But Portia held faith they would survive to see another Season.
***
The morning after the Featherington ball, Penelope remained in bed far longer than was usual, as though delaying the day might somehow convince her that all of it had been merely a dreadful dream.
When at last she descended to take breakfast with her mother and sister, she found her mother in the midst of what could only be described as purposeful activity.
“Mama, what is happening?”
“Oh, Penelope, at last you have deigned to join us!” her mother replied with a cheerfulness far too exaggerated for Penelope’s fragile state.
The previous evening, she had arranged for a special delivery of the latest Lady Whistledown’s column. In it were printed Colin Bridgerton’s humiliating words, as well as the public announcement of Cousin Jack’s hasty flight from town. Far too many had witnessed or heard of the scandalous turn of events, and so Penelope had preferred to take control of the narrative herself.
For that reason alone, Penelope had expected to find her mother in a stormy temper, not in such unnerving high spirits.
“Why are you standing about? You ought to eat something and begin preparing your trunks.”
Dread curled in Penelope’s stomach. What had her mother done now? Had she arranged a marriage for her as she once tried with Marina?
“My trunks? For where, Mother? Where are we to pass the off-season?” She asked, doing her best to keep her tone even, not wishing to provoke her mother’s ever-changeable mood.
“Oh, my dear, Prudence and I shall go to Aunt Petunia’s. With any luck, your sister shall find herself a husband at Marrywell.”
“And me?” Penelope asked quickly, before her mother could continue.
“It is quite improper to interrupt, Penelope,” Lady Featherington chided. Then, as if nothing had passed between them, she went on, “I know last night was difficult for you. I do not suppose you feel quite ready to think of marriage at present.”
The remark caught Penelope off guard. She had not expected such calm, or such uncharacteristic gentleness, from her mother. And yet something in what remained unsaid made her uneasy. She looked at Lady Featherington with puzzled suspicion.
“I was there last night,” Portia continued. “Which is why this morning I took the liberty of writing to Sir Crane. I recall how fond you were of Marina before all that... unpleasantness.”
She grimaced delicately, as if even uttering the name Colin Bridgerton would have been distasteful.
Penelope could find no immediate reply. It was true she had once been close to Marina, and they had parted on civil enough terms, but it was also Penelope who had penned the column that had undone Marina’s prospects, condemning her to a loveless and unwanted marriage.
The thought of facing her again felt suffocating. But what could she possibly say to her mother?
So, she lowered her head and murmured a quiet thank you.
Lady Featherington, apparently satisfied, moved to leave the room and return to her packing, but not before pausing in the doorway to add, “Besides, Romeny Hall — Sir Crane’s estate — is quite near Aubrey Hall. I daresay you shall enjoy your time in the country. And despite the unpleasantness, it is most unlikely you will cross paths with the boy. He departed this morning to begin his Grand Tour.”
***
A few days later, coinciding with her mother’s and Prudence’s departure, Penelope climbed into the carriage bound for Romeny Hall, accompanied only by her trusted maid, Rae.
The thought of being a guest of Marina and her husband still unsettled her somewhat, but upon recalling the cordial tone of their last meeting, Penelope had convinced herself that all would be well.
She believed it, right up until the moment she found herself standing on the front steps of Romney Hall, with no one there to greet her or her companion.
Her mother had assured her that a room had been kindly offered, and that her arrival had been confirmed, especially given the relative proximity of the estate.
The journey had been smooth, and she had arrived precisely as scheduled.
'What has happened?' she wondered, unease creeping over her.
When at last the butler appeared to open the door, she noted the weariness etched upon his features, though he still addressed them with courtesy. “May I ask who is calling, miss?”
“I am Miss Featherington,” Penelope said, steadying her voice. “And this is my maid, Rae. Sir and Lady Crane were expecting us.”
She could not tell whether it was the mention of her name or that of Sir Philip and Lady Crane that made the man pale, but his composure faltered slightly before he answered, “Of course, Miss Featherington. Please, do come in. It has been a trying few days.”
Penelope hesitated. The tension in the air was unmistakable. “Has something happened?” she ventured.
The man hesitated, clearly weighing his words, then said, “Lady Crane has taken ill, a rather severe fever, I’m afraid.”
There was something in his tone, something carefully measured, that made her suspect he was withholding more.
Still, she nodded, accepting his explanation.
“I shall show you to your chamber at once, miss,” he continued, “and your maid will be taken to the servants’ wing. I shall inform Sir Crane of your arrival, though I cannot say when he will be in a position to receive you.”
“Naturally. Please, do not trouble yourself on my account. But let me know if there is anything I might do for my cousin.”
“But of course, miss.”
With that, he led her to her room, bowed politely, and took his leave.
***
Penelope saw Sir Philip only once in the days that followed, but she did spend time with the twins — marveling at how pleasant it was to care for children so young, though she was keenly aware she only ever saw them when they were awake, freshly bathed, and neatly dressed.
Sir Philip had engaged a wet nurse, and there was a nursemaid who saw to their daily needs.
Still, Penelope had not expected to find herself enjoying their company quite so much.
Her first days at Romney Hall, then, were surprisingly agreeable.
Marina was unwell, but everyone assured her that she was expected to recover. She had even been permitted a brief visit, during which she sat by Marina’s bedside and explained what had brought her there.
Marina, her voice faint and barely above a whisper, had said, “ If he cannot bear to look at you, then he does not deserve you .”
Those would be the last words they ever exchanged.
The next morning, Penelope was told that Marina’s condition had worsened during the night, and that she was no longer among the living.
***
The first days following Marina’s death passed in a flurry of activity. Afterward, Penelope found herself faced with a decision: whether to remain or to depart.
They were in the library. Phillip ran a hand through his hair, his gaze fixed on something beyond the window. “If you wish to stay, Miss Featherington… Romeny Hall is as much your home as it is mine. In a sense, we are still… family.”
Penelope looked up, surprised by the offer. She had assumed she would soon have to return to her mother and sister.
He went on, his tone quieter. “The staff are discreet. We rarely received visitors before… and now, I daresay, we shall not receive any. No one will question your presence here. Your reputation will remain intact.”
Penelope gave a short, incredulous laugh. “Ah… my reputation…” The restrained laugh gave way to the first of several sobs.
Phillip stepped forward, clearly uncertain what had triggered her tears, but halted when she shook her head.
“My reputation is already tarnished,” she said softly. “It is part of the reason I was sent here.”
Phillip looked taken aback. They had not had time to speak, and he was unaware of the particulars.
“I am not in confinement,” she added quietly. “That is not why I was sent here. It is… more complicated. I shall tell you in time, if you wish to know.”
With those words, she gently ended the conversation.
Her thoughts drifted to the circumstances that had brought her to Romeny Hall. Then she said, with a hint of resolve, “I shall remain, if it is not an imposition.”
Phillip inclined his head slowly, then offered a slight bow before leaving her to the quiet of the library.
“It will be an honour to have you as a guest, Miss Featherington.”
***
In the months that followed, Penelope and Phillip settled into a quiet, almost peaceful routine.
At times, that peace felt undeserved, and they shared the weight of it in a silence tinged with guilt.
It was guilt, in fact, that drew them closer.
Guilt for what had been done, for what had been left unsaid, for all that could never be.
One evening, as they sat before the fire, Phillip broke the silence. “I had thought the pain would linger longer. But it hasn’t.”
Penelope looked at him, her hands wrapped around a cup of herbal tea. “Marina was part of our lives… but only briefly.”
Phillip nodded. “I believe you are right. Still, I feel guilty for saying so. But we cannot force ourselves to feel what we do not.”
That admission made something clear to Penelope: though Phillip was not overwhelmed by grief, he avoided the children. He was not cold, nor unkind, merely distant.
One morning, as he stepped into the nursery, as he often did, yet never crossing the threshold, Penelope approached him.
“Would you like to hold him?” she asked, offering little Oliver, who was reaching out with eager hands.
Phillip hesitated, then took the boy into his arms.
Penelope smiled gently. “They have already lost their mother. They cannot afford to lose their father as well.”
He stiffened slightly but said nothing. A short while later, he agreed to take the children for a walk in the garden, making the most of the final days of summer.
Once the twins had been returned to the nursemaid to be fed, Phillip and Penelope continued their walk. It was he who broke the silence this time. “Marina… would tense whenever I came near the children. I never knew how to respond. I didn’t wish to displease her.”
Penelope came to an abrupt halt. “You kept your distance… for her?”
“I’m afraid so. And now that she is gone, I scarcely know where to begin.”
Her heart ached for him. "Begin here. Begin today. A smile, a game, a story before bed. Children need presence.”
And so, day by day, Phillip learned to be there. And Penelope, knowing she would return to London with the coming Season, devoted herself to strengthening that bond, for their sake, not hers.
As the new year approached, the thought of the Season’s return began to loom over them.
One evening, seated once more before the fire, Phillip looked at her with unexpected seriousness. “Penelope, some time ago you mentioned your ruined reputation. May I ask what you truly meant by that?”
She was taken aback by the question and lowered her gaze. Then, after a moment’s hesitation, she spoke with quiet candour to the man who had become a dear friend over the past months. "A man… someone I believed to be a friend, spoke recklessly of me. Said I was unmarriageable. Or rather, that he would never dream of courting me. He comes from a notable family. His words… carried weight.”
Phillip was silent for a moment, thoughtful. Then he said softly, “The twins need a mother. I suppose I must begin the search for one. But… if you truly believe there are no prospects for you in London… if you would consider it… I thought, perhaps, you might become my wife.”
Penelope stared at him, startled. “You do not wish… to find love?”
He smiled, a mixture of sorrow and tenderness in his expression. “I have children, Penelope. They need a mother. And I would rather it be you.”
She took a moment. Watched the flames. Then turned to him. “We are friends,” she said at last. “We already act as parents to those children. Happier marriages have begun on far shakier ground.”
Phillip said nothing. He only smiled.
And she gave a small nod.
She had agreed.
They would have gotten married.
***
Once the decision to marry had been made, Phillip and Penelope wrote at once to his aunt, Miss Gertrude Crane, requesting that she join them to serve as a proper chaperone. Letters were also dispatched to Lady Featherington and to Philippa.
Aunt Gertrude did not delay her arrival. She appeared distinctly displeased at having been left uninformed of what she deemed an improper arrangement between the two, but expressed her relief that no one outside the family was aware of the circumstances.
Philippa’s reply arrived a few days later. She declared herself delighted by the forthcoming union and announced that she and her husband, Mr. Albion Finch, would arrive in time for the wedding.
When, at last, her mother’s long-awaited letter arrived, Penelope grew visibly nervous.
Phillip, noticing her unease, seated himself beside her with quiet attentiveness, offering his support without a word.
Aunt Gertrude gave a faint huff of disapproval at such a display of familiarity.
But Penelope paid her no mind. She turned to Phillip and offered him a grateful smile. Beside him, she felt safe.
Then, with a small sigh, she broke the seal of the letter and began to read.
My dearest daughter,
Never did I imagine I would receive news of your marriage! Though I am utterly delighted by it, I am pained to inform you that I shall be unable to attend the celebrations. Still, I am pleased that Philippa will be at your side.
The reason for my absence is one you will not find altogether surprising: Prudence has at last secured a husband. He holds no title, not like your husband, of course, but he is a most respectable physician, Mr. Henry Dankworth. A man of considerable learning. Prudence fainted — just as she did years ago at her come-out —but this time she remained on the floor for such an alarming span that I feared she might never recover. Thankfully, Mr. Dankworth acted swiftly and revived her with his salts. I do believe it was love at first sight. I never expected to witness such a romantic scene in my lifetime.
I had just begun a letter to tell you of this very development when yours arrived, along with Philippa’s, who wrote of her joy at this new turn of events.
Though I was truly saddened by the loss of your dear cousin Marina, I cannot help but rejoice that you are to become Lady Crane. You have made me very proud, Penelope. Prudence also sends her best wishes to you and your future husband.
I hope to see you as soon as your honeymoon period is concluded. And who knows? Perhaps you will bring further happy news? After all, the title of Lord Featherington still awaits an heir —and it may yet come from you, or one of your sisters…
With love and pride,
Your mother,
The Dowager Baroness Featherington
Penelope let out a small laugh as she finished reading the letter.
“All well, my dear?” Phillip asked gently.
“Mama and Prudence will not be attending the wedding,” Penelope explained, still amused. “Prudence is to be married as well.”
“Oh?” said Aunt Gertrude, leaning slightly forward in her chair. “And that amuses you, my dear?”
“Not precisely,” Penelope replied with a smile. “It is the manner in which she met her future husband.”
“And how did she come to know her… gentleman?” the older lady inquired.
Penelope turned toward her, still visibly entertained. “It is rather silly, truly,” she admitted. “When we were presented to Her Majesty, Prudence fainted. Afterward she lamented that no one would ever marry a girl so prone to swooning. Well, it seems she has met her future husband in precisely that way. She fainted again, and it was Dr. Dankworth himself who rushed to her aid, with his salts and all the proper urgency one might expect.”
Aunt Gertrude fell silent for a moment, and then — almost imperceptibly, but unmistakably — her stern expression softened into a faint smile.
“A doctor in the family,” she said with measured approval, “is a very sensible development.”
***
A few weeks later, on a cold January day in the year 1815, in the presence of the vicar, Aunt Gertrude, Mr. and Mrs. Finch, and, of course, their children, Miss Penelope Featherington became Lady Penelope Crane.