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Regulus stood on the other side of the door, face flushed and hair disheveled.
“Regulus-”
“I’m not drunk. I’m not high. And I don’t want to talk, not yet. Let me in.” Regulus’ voice was rough with a mixture of emotions James could not name, but what he did know was it was all rushing south. Shit. Bad James. James let him in, of course he did. He only had so much restraint.
“What about Barty?” He asked, already finding himself out of breath.
“We’re done. For good this time.” James’ brows nearly reached his hairline. Regulus scoffed, rolling his eyes.
“I’m serious, we’re done. Can we stop talking now?” Regulus suddenly looked hesitant, as if he was realizing just now what he was doing. His fingers twitched at his side as if he wanted to reach out. Hesitantly, James reached out for him. His fingers lightly brushed Regulus’, looking back up to meet his eyes.
“We should talk.” He tried feebly. He knew it was already too late. Regulus took a step closer, intertwining their fingers with one hand while his other came up to grip James' jaw with a fierceness that he didn’t expect. That fire that was in his eyes a moment ago came back with sudden vengeance.
“I don’t want to talk.” Regulus repeated, waiting on James’ response to act. And how could James refuse?
“Ok.” Before he even fully got the word out of his mouth Regulus’ lips were crashing into his. James groaned into the kiss, grasping the back of Regulus’ neck with a gentle hand. Though, the kiss was anything but gentle. Regulus was unrelenting, moaning into the kiss as their tongues fought for dominance. Regulus’ hand moved to grip at James’ hair, the other grabbing at his shirt between his shoulder blades. James’ other hand tightened on Regulus’ hip, dragging their bodies closer as they were pressed flush together. Regulus bit at James’ lower lip, causing him to let out a particularly loud moan.
“Shit, Reg-” James gasped. Regulus smirked, diving back into the kiss with no mercy. Both of James’ hands were now gripping Regulus’ waist, beginning to drag his hips against his own causing both men to moan at the sensation. Regululus’ fingers tightened in James’ hair, pulling back from the kiss just far enough to speak into James’ open mouth.
“I want you.” He whispered, his pupils blown with desire. James groaned at the sight, rolling their hips together again. Regulus whimpered, leaning into the sensation and resting his head on James’ chest with heavy breaths.
“Then have me.” James leaned down to whisper back into Regulus’ ear, lightly biting at his earlobe. Regulus moaned again, cursing under his breath before pulling his own shirt off at lightning speed. He gripped the edge of James’ shirt, hesitating for a moment before pulling his off as well at James’ nod. Regulus immediately began running his hands along James’ chest, leaning in to kiss, and nip, and suck at James' skin from his shoulders down to his navel and back up again. James was in heaven. He was also in hell. It was not enough, he needed more. Much more. His impatience must have been evident as Regulus smirked at him once he had pulled back, his lips wet and kiss bitten from before.
“Regulus…” James whispered, his voice rough with desire as he grabbed at Regulus’ torso and pulled him in closer.
“What, getting impatient, Potter?” He teased, his hand running down to press against the bulge in the other man’s pants. James groaned, bucking his hips up at the sensation. Regulus quickly removed his hand, much to James’ dismay, and undid his own pants before pulling them down along with his boxers and taking them off completely. James’ mouth practically watered at the sight. Regulus was still smirking. He gripped James' chin again, forcing him to look in his eyes.
“Knees, Potter.”
“Call me James” he practically moaned out, far too gone for barely having done anything yet. Regulus tilted his head, seeming to consider this. Then,
“On your knees, Jamie.” James did outright moan at this, immediately dropping to his knees. He didn’t touch, didn’t break eye contact until Regulus gave him the go ahead.
“Suck.” Regulus commanded, gripping James’ hair once again. James groaned, leaning forward to eagerly take Regulus into his mouth.
“Oh shit, James-” Regulus gasped as James began to suck in earnest, swirling his tongue around his cock eagerly and hallowing his cheeks as he bobbed his head. The wet, gagging sounds almost sent Regulus over the edge. He began to thrust into James’ mouth, which only made him suck more eagerly and moaned with Regulus’ cock in his mouth.
“Yes, oh God, yes!” He now pulled at James’ hair with both hands, using his leverage to shove James more onto his cock. He felt James’ throat swallow around him and it made his vision swim. His breath came in short gasps and moans, his thrusts becoming uneven.
James’ view was stunning. Regulus’ head was thrown back in utter ecstasy, his eyes closed and his mouth hung open in continuous pleasure. But James wanted Regulus to look at him. He dug his nails into Regulus’ thighs, causing him to hiss as he looked back down at James in slight confusion. Though it was masked mostly by the utter pleasure still painting his expression. He was close. Oh God did James want him to cum down his throat. He held eye contact with Regulus, moaning filthily on his cock and bobbing his head even faster.
“James- Fuck!” Regulus cursed, now keeping eye contact with James as he ruined his perfect mouth.
“I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna-” James’ moved his grip to Regulus’ ass, pushing Regulus even further down his throat and swallowed around his cock with his nose flush against Regulus’ skin.
“Holy shit!” Regulus practically screamed, his orgasm washed over him as he came down James throat. James swallowed every last drop. When he finally pulled away, he looked absolutely wrecked. He pulled James up into a messy kiss, tasting himself on James’ tongue. He moaned into the kiss, his voice sounding worn and broken from all the loud moaning and screaming. He pulled away, cupping James cheek in an almost tender motion. But as his eyes scanned James’ features, there was pure hunger.
“Fuck me, James.” Regulus spoke, and oh James wasn’t going to deny him anything at this point. He quickly undid his pants as Regulus attached his mouth to his neck and began to suck. Once he had thrown his pants and boxers to the floor, he dragged Regulus to his bedroom down the hall and onto the bed. Regulus straddled James, his hand on his cock in a second as he began to pump him with a firm grip. James moaned, fumbling to lean over and grab lube and a condom from the bedside drawer. But, Regulus caught his wrist.
“No condom.” He said, breathlessly, still pumping James’ cock. Finding it hard to concentrate, James just furrowed his brows.
“Are you sure?” He asked, biting back a moan.
“I’m clean, are you?” He asked, twisting his wrist in a tortuous way.
“Yeah, but-”
“Then I’m fine if you are.” He replied, then hesitantly. “I want to feel it. Want to feel when you cum in me.” James bit down on his bottom lip hard, suppressing a moan, before Regulus yanked him into another heated kiss. He took the lube from James, spreading lube on his own fingers as he began to prep himself while his other hand continued to work James. The sight ws heavenly. The sounds were better.
“Shit, Regulus-” James' voice broke off into another moan.
“You’re so beautiful, so fucking beautiful you don’t even know.” James pulled Regulus into another kiss since the other man’s hands were preoccupied, and absolutely devoured him with his mouth. Regulus was gasping into the kiss and James had begun lightly thrusting into Regulus hand. Regulus pulled back, having removed his fingers from himself and poured some lube onto his other hand to work over James’ cock. James moaned at the smooth glide of Regulus’ hand over his cock and almost whined as his hand was removed. Regulus chuckled at this, leaning in to press a kiss underneath his jaw.
“Don’t worry Jamie, I’m going to make you cum so hard you’ll see stars.” He whispered, lifting his hips up and guiding James’ cock to his hole.
“You’re going to be the death of me, Regulus Black.” James breathed out, gasping as Regulus slowly started sinking onto his cock. Regulus closed his eyes tight, his breath catching as he moaned out his next words.
“Oh, but what a lovely way to die.” Both men groaned once Regulus was fully seated, Regulus grasping onto James shoulders as the older man held him up. Regulus’ face was buried into his neck, breathing heavy as he adjusted to the length.
“So big…” He breathed out, experimentally rolling his hips with a drawn out moan. James threw his head back, his hips jerking up. This caused Regulus to let out a yelp, his own hips jerking forward as the two of them began an unsteady rhythm. Eventually the pace evened out, with Regulus bouncing eagerly on James cock as he gripped onto his shoulders, now looking James in the eye as his mouth hung open in pleasure. James gripped Regulus’ hips, meeting his thrusts with rough thrusts of his own causing Regulus to let out particularly loud yelps every now and then.
“Oh God, James- James, James, James!” Regulus chanted his name like a prayer, only silenced by James leaning in to capture his lips in another kiss.
“Shit, Reg, you feel so good. So good for me, baby. You’re perfect, you’re so perfect!” He said between kisses, moaning into Regulus’ mouth. When James hit that spot, Regulus screamed.
“GOD, James!” He gasped loudly, spearing himself down onto James with even more conviction.
“Right there, please Jamie don’t stop!” Regulus let out a string of filthy moans, looking like he was about to faint. His cock was throbbing against his stomach, and that simply would not do. James thrust up harder, then grabbed Regulus cock with one hand and started pumping him fast and hard.
“Whatever you want, baby. I’ll do whatever you want. Just want to make you feel good, want you to cum all over me. Want you to lick it off me so I can taste you on my tongue again. The sweetest taste, you taste so good, Regulus.” James rambled on, breathing heavy as he felt himself getting close too. Regulus’ eyes were shut tight in pleasure, his moans only getting louder at James’ words. As soon as his name left James’ mouth, he exploded. His vision whited out, his whole body shaking as he came harder than he ever had before. He thinks he screamed, but he can barely register anything at the moment. After a few more thrusts he feels James cum inside of him, moaning his name once again. James grips onto Regulus’ back and pulls him down on top of him as he feels Regulus start to fold forward. He lets Regulus breathe for a couple moments, also coming down from his own orgasm. His chest is sticky with Regulus’ cum but he doesn’t care. He holds Regulus against his chest and rubs soothing circles on his back until Regulus starts to come back to himself. Slowly, he pulls out, making Regulus whine. He lets out a soft chuckle, continuing to hold regulus close. After a couple minutes of just laying there, stroking Regulus’ hair, he speaks.
“We should talk.” James says, though he wishes he could stay in this moment forever. Regulus groans, burying his face into James’ neck. James smiles softly, though he knows Regulus can’t see it.
“I want you, Regulus. And not just for sex.” He starts, biting his bottom lip. He’s glad that Regulus isn’t looking at him right now. It’ll make it so much easier if he doesn’t feel the same way.
“I want all of you. The highs and the lows. The good days and the bad, I just want you. In whatever way you’ll let me have you.” James breathes out, his voice getting weaker the longer he goes on. He decides to cut himself off there, not trusting himself to keep going. Regulus lifts his head from James’ chest, looking in his eyes. His eyes are beautiful. Grey and stormy. James could get lost in that storm. He has. Then Regulus says the absolute last thing James was expecting.
“Why do you want me?” He sounds broken. James hates it. He can see tears starting to form in his eyes. He immediately reaches up to brush away the tears as they fall, cupping Reglus face in both his hands.
“Regulus, why wouldn’t I want you?” He asks, sounding so damn genuine that Regulus wants to cry even more.
“I’m not good James.” He speaks, almost coming out as a sob. He closes his eyes, shaking his head softly. Not enough to break out of James’ hold.
“I’m not good like you. I’m bad for people. I was bad for Barty, I’d be bad for you too. I don’t want to ruin you, like I ruin everything else.” Much to his own distress as well as James’, Regulus begins to cry in earnest. He folds forward into James, allowing him to hold him and shush him through his sobs.
“Regulus, baby, I need you to breathe.” James pleads, and Regulus didn’t even realize his breathing had started to come in gasps. With great effort, his breaths start to even out before he’s breathing mostly normally again against James’ chest. Once he’s quieted down, James speaks again.
“You are good, Regulus.” James speaks. Regulus shakes his head, but James tilts his chin up to look at him before he speaks again.
“You and Barty were bad for each other. You didn’t work, that does not make you a bad person. You did not ruin him, you don’t ruin anything. And you won’t ruin me.” Regulus just shakes his head again.
“You can’t say that, you don’t know that. I’m the reason Sirius ran away, I’m the reason Barty pulled away, and I’ll be the reason when you leave. It always happens this way-”
“No.” James cuts off Regulus’ spiral with a single word, again cupping both of his cheeks this time in a firmer hold.
“None of that is true, and deep down you know it. But it’s just easier to blame yourself. Well, I won’t have that. I will not have you insulting yourself like that.” James speaks again, his tone gentle yet firm and unrelenting. He waits for Regulus to give a hesitant nod before continuing.
“I love you Regulus.” He says it like it doesn’t tilt Regulus’ entire world on its axis.
“I love you, and I will not leave you. No matter what you do. I’ll stay, just to prove you wrong.” at his last words his quirks up a hesitant smile.
“It’s not your fault. Sure, you’ve done things wrong. But that doesn’t make you wrong. Please, remember that for me.” When James finishes, Regulus’ eyes are wide. And James is patient with him, lets him sit in silence before he finds the rods to respond.
“You love me?” He asks, breathless.
“Yes.”
“I-” Regulus cuts himself off, taking a sharp intake of breath. His eyes flick down to James' lips then back up to his eyes as he leans into his touch.
“I love you too.” He whispers, mostly breath. He seems astonished at himself that he said it, letting out a sort of breathless laugh.
“I love you too.” He repeats, then swiftly rushing to pull James into a kiss which he happily reciprocates. It’s slower than the others, softer yet still urgent. They break the kiss off with breathless laughs from both of them, Regulus melting into James’ chest with soft laughter and heavy breaths.
“I love you, Regulus Black.” James says with a smile, just to say it. Regulus smiles back, James can feel it against his skin.
“I love you, James Potter.” James pets at Regulus’ hair, then with a soft chuckle-
“We need to get cleaned up.” Regulus hums, a mischievous grin on his face before slowly starting to lower himself down James’ body.
“Regulus-” James starts, breaking off in a gasp as he feels Regulus begin to lick the cum off of James’ chest.
“Reg-”
“Shh, you wanted to taste me again. Remember?” Regulus teased, continuing to lick all the cum off of James’ chest and crawling back up his body to deliver a messy kiss as both men moaned into each other's mouths.
“You’re a menace.” James breathes out when they part.
“You love it.” James smiles. He does.
They do end up taking a shower to clean up more, Regulus’ heavenly tongue can only do so much. After drying up and pulling on boxers and an oversized nightshirt for Regulus, Regulus curls into James’ side in bed. Regulus falls asleep first, his face buried in the scent of James’ chest. James rests his chin atop Regulus’ head, falling asleep to the sound of his breath.