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Ilya Rozanov sometimes remembered his mother bathed in light. He only had a few good memories. But the bad had overtaken the good a long, long time ago.
Inspired by the song "Pool" by Samia.
or: Ilya's battle with depression and all that told through little moments in his life
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Dean Winchester never wanted a soulmate.
All he ever wanted to know was the color of blood.Soulmate AU-seeing colors
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When Benedict falls for the Bridgertons' new governess, he finds that there is more standing in his way than just the rules.
Sound of Music AU
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Drabbles for the story, Over the Garden Wall. All of these were requested. Same tags and warnings apply.
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- Part 2 of Over the Garden Wall
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When Orion Black dies, Regulus must go to LA to bring his body back to London. Maybe it's his bad luck or something sinister, but Regulus never makes it back to London. Instead, he crash-lands on a strange island. Surrounded by people he doesn't know, Regulus thinks things can't get any worse. That is until he discovers, his brother was on the plane as well.
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Set after The Long Game
A few years after Shane has joined the Ottawa Centaurs, captained by his husband, he does a Wired Autocomplete Interview where he accidentally gives away a few shocking facts that hockey fans had not been privy to prior to that point (including, perhaps, what went down during his fight with Scott Hunter all those years ago and maybe also that he and Ilya had been seeing each other for a lot longer than most people expected) and then he has to learn to deal with the internet storm that followed, along with some annoying reactions from friends and family.
Including: lots of teasing, lame jokes, cursing, viral tweets, trending hashtags and one exasperated Shane Hollander.
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25 Jan 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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25 Jan 2026
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Karma is the guy on the screen coming straight home to me by mickeysmyheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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After two games lost because of Ilya's antics, Shane decides to torture him via his appearance on The Tonight Show while Ilya is back home in Ottawa.
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24 Jan 2026
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there lived a certain man in Russia long ago by HR (blankjournals) for sickgirl_mp3
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Ilya pivots smoothly and turns towards Shane, raising one dark eyebrow.
If you're horny, let's do it
Ride it, my pony
My saddle's waitin'
Come and jump on itHis jacket comes off next, and he drops it carelessly on the floor. The tank comes off, slow and sensual, as if his body is fighting him to keep it on. It doesn't drop to the floor. This time, Ilya hurls it across the bed.
Shane laughs despite himself as he catches it, resists the hysterical urge to sniff it and quickly tosses it aside, “You asshole, what if that hit my glasses—”
Ilya continues undeterred, hands trailing up his chest, and Shane's breath catches, his body heating as his nerves spark to life. Ilya’s hands make their way to his curls, where he squeezes them with both hands as he thrusts his crotch up in the air.
Shane snickers, then he falls back against his pillows as a breathless sound erupts from him again.
Inspired by yet another tweet from @paulasoldestson. OR, Shane's ever-growing list of songs he has banned because Ilya does not know how to behave himself.
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- Part 2 of playlists and song fics
- Part 2 of social media and chat fics
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24 Jan 2026
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a load of lies by badmetaphors
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jan 2026
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"You are doing this on purpose," Ilya accused.
Shane looked up, perfectly innocent. "Doing what on purpose?"
"The—" Ilya gestured. "This. The—the organizing."
"The organizing that I do. Every Thursday. Like I have for the entire time we've been together."
"You know what you're doing."
Shane's lips twitched. Just barely. But Ilya saw it. "I'm folding a hoodie."
BREAKING: Local man gets pavlov'd by the KonMari method, more at 11.
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24 Jan 2026