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“Unnie, are you coming, or what?” Jiwoo looked back towards Lily, who was staggering behind. Most of the group was already headed towards the dorms, save Kyujin, who was still grabbing her last few items, and Jiwoo, who was waiting for her.
“Yeah, I just wanna get this last part down, you guys can go without me,” Lily replied, still focusing on her movements in the mirror in front of her.
“Okayyy, but don’t be too late,” Kyujin chimes in.
“Yeah, Haewon-unnie won’t shut up about you recently, and I don’t know how much more I can take,” the shorter of the two shut the door behind them as they left, leaving Lily staring at the door in confusion.
Haewon was talking to the members about her…?
It was no secret to anyone that the duo cared for each other very deeply, constantly checking up on one another. Anybody could’ve, and really everybody has, noticed this. Lily’s first thought was that it had something to do with the way she was acting.
Haewon and Lily have known each other for nearly 9 years, so of course they would notice when the other is acting strangely. Except, Lily hasn’t been acting strangely, at least not consciously. Maybe she’s been unknowingly stressing about the upcoming performances…? She can’t be, she’s just doing the same routines she always has, so it can’t be that… Lily tries to focus back on her dancing, redoing a part she had been struggling with, when she suddenly realizes;
…Is Haewon the one acting strangely..?
This thought makes her stop mid-step. She thinks back to all of the recent interactions she’s had with Haewon, trying to highlight any out-of-the-norm moments. She has been stealing more glances than usual… but that’s just her making sure I’m okay, right? She thinks harder, and one moment, or a series of moments, comes to her mind.
Not long after their latest comeback, Lily and Haewon decided to have another duo live. These types of lives were few and far between, especially during comeback season. But, the vibe of this one felt… different to her. She’s always noticed how Haewon looks at her when she thinks she’s not paying attention, and it was quite often that she did. Lily never minded, especially since she admired Haewon so much, so she found it flattering that the latter was seemingly returning that admiration. However, she can’t help but think about when Haewon asked her to call her ‘baby.’ She hadn’t even asked outright, she danced around it, calling it a trend, and eventually saying how she wanted Lily to say it to her.
…Does Haewon like me?
Despite the sudden increase in heartbeat, this wasn’t a bad thing to Lily. She would be lying if she said she hadn’t thought about being with Haewon romantically on more than one occasion. It’s more along the lines of good news, as this means she doesn’t have to be scared of if the whole ‘wanting to be something more with your best friend’ thing is one-sided.
It would make sense, what with all the more than friendly touches, looks, etc…Especially with wanting Lily to call her a pet name. Usually, Haewon is not the one for romantics, often dodging the members’ kisses and flirtatious remarks; but she never seems to back down when it comes to Lily. In fact, she’s the first to start it, and, during the live, she doubled down on it.
I should talk to her.
Lily packs her things into her backpack and quickly rushes out of the practice room. All of the members would’ve been at the dorms by now, so she heads straight over. Both of the girls shared a room, so it would be easy to confront her smoothly without worrying about any awkward bump-ins with the other members.
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Lily arrives at the dorms within the next 15 minutes, and quickly sets her belongings down by the entrance as she takes her shoes off, eager to talk to the group leader.
“Oh thank GOD, I was scared I’d have to hear Haewon ramble about ‘crush this,’ and ‘crush that’ again,” Jinsol whispered to Yoona, who giggled and gave her an empathetic look.
“Haewon, I need to talk to you,” Lily rushes into their shared room, shutting and locking the door behind her to ensure a 1-on-1 talk. She takes the empty spot next to Haewon on their shared bed.
“Hm, what about?” Haewon is as stoic as usual, facial expression unreadable to everyone besides Lily. She could tell she was caught off guard.
“Jiwoo said earlier that you kept talking about me, and I want to make sure I haven’t done anything to bother you… I care about you, you know?” Lily looked at her with more care and compassion than anyone ever had.
And Haewon looked like a deer in headlights.
“Oh, no- I- No, you haven’t done anything wrong, you could never do anything wrong, it’s just-” She cut herself off, averting her gaze from the older girl in an attempt to collect her words, but Lily spoke up first.
“You can tell me anything Haewonnie,” the nickname sent red flushing straight to Haewon’s face. She hadn’t planned to confess so suddenly, but hearing Lily call her by that name made her crumble.
“I know, you- I’m- I don’t know how to say this, but-” She took a deep breath.
“Lily, I really like you. Not as a groupmate, or a friend, or a best friend… but as something more. I want something more with you,” Haewon looked down at her lap during the confession, scared to see how the older girl would react.
“I figured, you’re not exactly subtle,” Haewon looked up at Lily in shock. They stared at each other, eventually breaking into soft laughter. The older girl takes the younger’s hand in hers, and gently squeezes.
Haewon’s eyes do that thing again; looking at Lily’s eyes, then down to her lips, and back up to her eyes. Lily’s do the same, softly flickering up and down Haewon's face. They both lean in, and eventually close the distance.
It’s soft, a little clumsy, and so very them. They break apart slowly, before Lily goes back in first, a little messier this time. It’s noses bumping and teeth clashing, but neither seem to care. All that mattered in that moment was the other’s presence.
Lily slowly pushes Haewon down onto her back, climbing into her lap. Their thighs settle on each other’s, and Haewon squirms slightly.
Cute, Lily thinks, until she feels her trying to pull away from the kiss. They split apart, with Haewon leaning on one arm, covering her face with her free hand, and not looking at Lily.
“Lily, I’m… there’s something I should tell you before we do this,” She sounds nervous, her voice quivering.
Lily fully sits on Haewon’s hips, making the girl groan lowly. She feels something stiff.
She looks down, and..
Oh.
Oh.
“Oh! I’m sorry I didn’t kn- I mean,” Lily stumbles over her words as she peers down at the, quite frankly, large bulge in Haewon’s sweats.
“I meant to tell you earlier, but…”
“It’s okay! I’m okay with it, I love you no matter what’s in your pants,” the genuine nature of the comment earns a giggle from Haewon, ultimately loosening up the mood again. They share another kiss, before beginning to undress each other.
Both of their shirts and Lily’s pants end up on the floor next to the bed, Haewon sits up and begins to take her sweats off.
“Wait, can I..?” The leader slowly grins, letting go of the waistband and leaning back on both of her elbows. Lily leans back, gripping the top of the sweatpants , and slowly starts to take them off. Haewon lifts her hips slightly to help, then kicks them off onto the floor where they sit with the other clothes.
They embrace each other, passionately kissing again. Haewon grabs at Lily’s thighs, trailing her hands up to her hips, her waist, and then her back. In return, Lily gets a fistful of Haewon’s hair and lightly tugs, causing her to moan into the kiss. Haewon sits up and unclasps Lily’s bra, letting it fall down her shoulders and tossing it to the side.
Trailing kisses down her jaw, to her neck, Haewon reaches up and cups Lily’s chest, simultaneously nibbling lightly on her collarbone.
“Ahh..”
Sitting up fully, she gently lays Lily down onto her back, the latter hooking her legs around her back in response. Haewon continues kissing down her chest, one hand trailing down Lily’s navel, slipping into her underwear.
“Mmphh… Haewon-ah, please,”
“I need to make sure you’re ready, baby,” she easily slips her middle finger into her entrance.
“Fuck, you’re so wet for me,” She slips her ring finger in as well, making the other girl moan out loud. Lily’s eyes have long since closed, savoring each movement and twitch of the other girl’s fingers inside of her. She can’t help but think, if her fingers feel this good, how will she feel…?
“Hnngg, please, I need you,” she looks up at her, pleading with her eyes.
“Need me to what? Use your words, love,” Haewon pulls her fingers out, slowly teasing her entrance.
“Don’t make me say it out loud…” Lily gets shy, covering her face with her hands.
“I can’t give you what you want if you don’t tell me, be a good girl and say it,”
Lily bites her bottom lip, chewing lightly before saying,
“I need… I need you inside of me, please,”
Haewon smirks, “good girl.”
She takes off her boxers, her length lightly slapping against her toned stomach. Lily feels herself clench around nothing in response.
God, she's so big, will she even fit..?
Haewon reaches over to the nightstand, pulling out a small bottle of lube. She applies a decent amount on her hand, spreading it onto Lily first. It’s cold, but the warmth from her hand makes up for it. She puts a little more onto her hand before tossing the bottle aside, stroking herself while getting into position. Lily would be lying if she said it wasn’t incredibly hot watching her stroke herself while intently looking her up and down.
“Ready?”
“Yeah, just… go slow,”
“Of course,” Haewon leans down and places a kiss onto Lily’s forehead. She takes a hold of her member, lining it up with her entrance, and begins to slowly push in.
It stings a little, but it’s not super painful. The tip slips in fully, and Haewon pauses to look at her for any sign of discomfort.
She’s gonna be the death of me…
Lily gives her a nod of reassurance. She continues to slowly push in, checking for any body language that would signal she was in pain. Once Haewon is fully inside, they both let out a breath neither of them knew they were holding.
“God.. you’re so… tight,” Haewon grips the sheets near Lily’s head tightly.
“I think you’re just big,” Lily flashes a cute smile, making Haewon chuckle.
“Let me know when I can start moving.”
They sit there for a few more minutes, hugging each other closely, occasional pecks on the cheek. Once both of them are used to the new feelings, Haewon slowly starts to pull out.
“Oh, gods…” Lily’s head falls back onto the pillows, holding onto Haewon’s shoulders to ground herself. The pace starts slow, easy, sweet. Both of them are amazed at how good the other feels, wanting to relish the moment forever. Then Haewon hits a soft spot.
“Ahhh~ fffuckkk~” It’s the first time Haewon has heard Lily cuss, and it was so fucking hot. Instantly, she picks up her pace. It becomes fast, hard, yet still passionate.
“Lily, I love you, I love you so much, shit..”
“Harder~!” Lily is scratching at her back now, the pain only fueling her to go harder.
Her pace is brutal now. The bed frame is slamming against the wall, both moaning loudly, neither of them caring about who hears them.
“Ah- so close, I’m so close- please~!!” Lily’s back arches off of the bed, her legs wrap around Haewon’s back.
“Cum for me, baby, all over me,” Haewon whispers into her ear.
“Mmmphhh!! Cumming!! Cumming~ aahhh, Haewon~!!!” Lily twitches violently under her, walls spasming around her cock.
“Ughhh, ffuckk..” Haewon lets out a groan as she comes with her, both of them slowly coming down from their shared high. It’s much quieter now, only the sound of their panting remains. After a couple minutes, Haewon slowly pulls out of Lily, making her whimper. She apologizes with a kiss to the forehead.
“That was…” Haewon starts.
“Amazing,” Lily finishes, snuggled up into the leader’s neck. Both of them start to drift off to sleep.
“I like you too, by the way,” Lily says, making both of them giggle uncontrollably.
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As the last movie stopped, the girls could finally hear silence.
“...So, you guys gonna pay up, or what?” Yoona has her palms up and out towards the group. A collective ugh filled the air, followed by laughter, each of the other three losing $20.