We Love You As You Are

by KatsuHyuka

Summary:

Kai swallows, staring at the hands holding his. He closes his eyes after a moment, shaking his head. "I don't think there's much you could do, hyung. I don't know why this happens to me, either." After a pause he looks back up at a dejected looking Taehyun. "You being here like this is plenty. I appreciate it more than you know." He says in a quiet tone, gaze fixed onto the elder's.

The pair stare at each other for a long moment. The anger has long faded from Taehyun's scent, only to be replaced by something else. Something much sweeter. The werewolf has a hard time placing what exactly it is.

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Hueningkai hides his identity as a werewolf from his roommates, Soobin and Taehyun.

Notes:

Hi!! This is my first fanfic so I hope you enjoy it <3

Chapter 1

He pants, blood dripping from his sharp teeth as he looks down at his hands. His nails are long and sharp, digging into the flesh below him. He's about to go back in to rip more flesh from the body below him until he freezes at the weak voice coming from below him.

 

"You're.. a monster.." A familiar voice coughs out. Kai looks down at the bleeding body he was on top of, and cold terror grips his heart. It was Soobin. His best friend, looking at him now with pure fear and betrayal in his eyes. He was ripping apart his best friend.

 

"I'm not!" Kai gasps, shooting up from his bed in a panic. His entire body was trembling, tears falling down his cheeks. He gasps, trying to catch his breath as the familiar scenery of his room reminds him that that was only a nightmare. 

 

"Kai-yah? Are you alright?" The familiar voice from before calls. The sound of footsteps heads towards his door, and Kai's throat tightens. The voice belongs to the man he was just brutally ripping apart in his nightmare. Kai chokes out a sob, covering his face before the owner of the voice opens the door to his room. "Hey, what's wrong? Did you have a really bad dream?" Soobin asks, brows furrowed as he wraps his arms around Kai's shoulders. 

 

The younger shakes, refusing to lift his face from his hands. "...Something like that.." He whimpers into his hands, the sound muffled. Soobin's nose twitches at this. "Talk to me, it's okay," he tries to coax the younger, sitting down properly next to Kai and stroking his fluffy black hair. He pulls Kai to his chest and Kai immediately buries his face into it. After a while, Kai has finally calmed down enough to lift his face from Soobin's chest. He bravely lets himself look up, taking in the sight of his handsome best friend. He was fine. He wasn't angry, or injured. He was perfectly fine and looking worriedly at him. 

 

"Do you want to tell me now, or is it something more personal?" Soobin finally asks, continuing to stroke the male's hair soothingly. 

 

"I, um... I really don't want to go into detail. It was.. horrifying," Kai mumbles. Normally Kai would be happy to cuddle back into his hyung, but he can't bring himself to. His arms are still wrapped around himself, nails slightly digging into his skin. Thankfully his clothes provide a barrier from him being able to accidentally hurt himself. 

 

"You don't have to tell me everything.. but I'd like to know something at least in order to help calm you down." Soobin looks at Kai fondly, making Kai nervously avert his gaze. 

 

Would he still look at me this way if he knew?

 

Kai swallows nervously before speaking. "I just.. I had a terrifying dream- er, nightmare. I.. I hurt somebody really badly. I don't.. I don't know why." It's true technically. Kai feels like he might throw up if he thinks about the nightmare too hard again. He can't imagine what Soobin would think if he knew that it was him he was hurting in his dream. Soobin pauses, his brows knitting together with worry. "It's not real, Kai-yah. I know it's scary, trust me, I have insomnia way too often. But, try not to let it get to you. You'd never do that in real life, yeah? So there's nothing to be scared of." 

 

Kai swallows, unable to meet the older's gaze. "Yeah." This isn't the first time Soobin or Taehyun has had to calm Kai down from a nightmare. It has happened here and there, but it only seems to become more and more frequent in the past few months. 

 

"Would breakfast make you feel better? I can make you gyeranbap." Soobin asks, rubbing Kai's back gently. The younger knows he's trying to change the subject for his sake. 

Kai knows he's hard to understand. He's stubborn when it comes to his boundaries, despite how sweet he can be. Opening up to others is extremely hard for him  because of his secret he's had to hide for so long, and because he doesn't want to be a burden to others. 

 

"That would be great.." Kai gives him a soft smile. "Thanks, hyung." 

 

Later that day, Kai and Taehyun are studying at the kitchen table. Trying to juggle both schoolwork and keep track of when the moon will be at its fullest is stressful. Kai is constantly working as hard as he can to finish his assignments before the full moon because he knows the days after his transformation leave him feeling nauseous and traumatized. 

 

"Kai-yah?" Taehyun gently nudges the younger, startling him out of his thoughts.

 

"Huh?" Kai stammers out.

 

"Are you feeling alright? You've been zoning out for a while now.." The brunette asks, tilting his head to the side a little. They were both studying together until the younger had suddenly stopped talking for a while about their notes. 

 

"Oh.. yes, I'm fine, hyung. I just got distracted thinking about how I want to do literally anything other than this right now." Kai laughs a little. His fingers fidget with the edges of his papers, and he chews his bottom lip slightly. Taehyun takes a breath before standing up. "Let's take a break then. We can come back to this." He offers his hand to him, which Kai accepts, standing up to meet him. Taehyun pauses for a moment, eyeing the younger up and down for a second before shaking his head.

 

"What? Is there something on me?" Kai asks, ears turning pink at the thought that he might have a stain on his clothes or something just as embarrassing.

 

"No, I just.. didn't remember you being this much bigger than me." Taehyun sighs, his gaze averted and a faint blush upon his cheeks. He plays it off as annoyance, jokingly. "What happened to you being our little Hyuka? When did you get so tall?" He snorts. Kai's eyes widen. Was he really that much bigger than when they had first met? Does it have to do with.. that? Kai swallows nervously, rubbing the back of his neck.

 

"Oh- I didn't mean it in a bad way, Kai-yah." Taehyun explains, clearly taking Kai's silence as a bad sign. His brows furrow with worry that he upset the other.

 

"Oh- n-no, I didn't think you did. I just was thinking that I honestly didn't notice I've grown that much since meeting you," Kai mumbles. To be fair, he always wears comfy clothes which have plenty of room in them so he hasn't really needed to buy bigger clothes. Taehyun hums, rubbing his thumb over the back of Kai's hand that he was still holding onto. Despite him trying to claim he's a cold person, he is actually quite cute and touchy. Kai smiles to himself when he notices the gentle touches. "Want to go get something to eat to clear our heads? I'll treat you since you've been working so hard,” he smirks. They both know Kai doesn't exactly have much money. Both Taehyun and Soobin always love to treat him, knowing this. They don't know much about his situation with his family, though they have a bit of an idea. 

 

After Soobin graduated and invited both Taehyun and Kai to rent an apartment with him, they had both convinced Kai it was okay if he didn't help pay right away. Soobin's family was well off, and he had worked all through college with a part time job. He was now working on setting up his own café in town nearby. Taehyun's family wasn't rich or anything, but he has worked hard all through college with his own job, too. He worked at a café with Soobin until the eldest put his two weeks in after finally getting a building of his own. Now it's just Taehyun there until Soobin finally opens the doors of his own place.

 

Kai had initially protested, feeling guilty that he hasn't had a job or the ability to make money besides the little bit his family will send him for general things. Both boys had reassured him that it wasn't a problem and they could handle the rent until he got a job. Conservation biology was not an easy career to study for, but Kai was determined to graduate and go into the field.

 

"That sounds great. I'm starving, hyung~," Kai pouts a little, his voice full of aegyo. He laughs immediately after saying it. He knows Taehyun doesn't like acting cute, but he can't help but be fond of Kai despite it. It's fine because it's him.

 

Taehyun rolls his eyes. "Yeah, yeah. What do you want to eat?" he asks as he heads towards his room to grab his wallet. 

 

"Chicken!" Kai immediately calls out, a big smile on his face. The youngest's love for chicken was unstoppable. They expect nothing less from him when he orders a meal with chicken in it every time. Soon the two arrived at the nearest fried chicken restaurant. Kai was obviously excited, humming to himself as he kept his arms wrapped around one of Taehyun's as they waited for their food before going to sit down. 

 

Once sat, both of them quickly dig into their food. Taehyun couldn't help but notice how Kai shifts his hips in the seat as if he can't contain his excitement. He's seriously too cute. He's like a puppy wagging its tail whenever he's excited. Taehyun immediately pauses. He knows he often finds his friend to be cute, but.. was that okay? Finding his friend to be as cute as he does? Probably. Taehyun tries not to think about it too much. He just continues to eat his food, unable to stop the fond look in his eyes as he gazes at Kai. As soon as they get home from lunch, they immediately run into Soobin who had gotten home after they left. Taehyun was carrying their leftover food.

 

"You guys got fried chicken without me?" Soobin gasps overdramatically before shaking his head. "You guys are so wrong for that." 

 

"You were at work and I wanted to treat our Hyuka," Taehyun shrugs. "His brain was fried from all that studying. I think he studies more than me at this point." Kai wasn't that into studying when they met earlier in college, but the closer he gets to graduation, the more he has seemed to lock in. Kai rolls his eyes at the mention of his brain being fried. "I'm fine. Not everyone can study for hours and be totally normal after like you, hyung." They all chuckle at this. Taehyun was definitely good at studying, this was a well-known fact to them. 

 

"Whatever. You guys owe me," Soobin pouts still, huffing. He was being dramatic just to mess around, but he definitely does want some fried chicken too. He pretends like he is only joking, but Kai and Taehyun both know he really does want it. 

 

"Of course, hyung," Taehyun chuckles. The brunette leans into Kai's side a little on the couch. Soobin is quick to notice and also joins them on the couch, squishing Kai in the middle. Kai feels his ears burn as he's practically snuggled from both sides. Both Taehyun and Soobin have always been touchy with him since they met, but since they've started living together it's been even more. Both boys like to cling to him despite claiming Kai is the clingiest of the three. 

 

Kai loves the closeness, but he can't help but wonder why humans enjoy this form of bonding. They can't smell the pheromones on each other like Kai can. The youngest loves clinging to them since both of them have such pretty scents. Honestly, he also loves the fact that his own, much stronger scent, is all over them. Even if they don't know it. 

 

"Someone is enjoying this," Soobin snickers, a smirk crossing his lips as he looks at the way Kai's ears are red. Soobin had his head against Kai's chest, so it was pretty obvious to the blond that his heart was beating fast. 

 

"W-what? Shut up.." Kai splutters, unable to deny it. He can't lie very well when he's overwhelmed with emotion. 

 

"Oh? Not even gonna deny it. Cute." Soobin bites his lip as he smiles at Kai, causing the younger's ears and cheeks to burn with blush. 

 

"You really do like cuddling, don't you?" Taehyun chimes in, fingers brushing over the youngest's arm that's closest to him. It sends shivers up Kai's spine. Something Kai has never been able to admit to the others due to his secret is that he can smell the strong emotions that his friends feel. Anger, sadness.. even arousal. So yes, he has absolutely had to pretend he had no idea when the others are feeling pent up or have just finished doing something in their private time. Awkward. 

 

Right now, Kai swears he catches a faint scent of arousal. His heart skips a beat. Arousal? Right now? He swallows nervously. He's definitely not uncomfortable with his friends possibly feeling that way towards him. Honestly, he really likes both of them. However, he's been pushing his own feelings away for the sake of not ruining this. He already has one huge secret to keep from them, so how could he also drop the fact that he might have a huge crush on them as well? He'd have to admit that he's a werewolf if he were to date one of them, or both of them. 

 

"In our latest news, the werewolf attack in Seoul earlier this month has an update. The werewolf has been caught and..." The news reporters had just come onto the television. Kai stiffens, eyes widening as he hears this. A werewolf attack. His mouth suddenly feels dry as he can't focus on anything but the report. The werewolf had been caught finally and put in jail. There would be another update soon on what would happen to her. 

 

"Kai-yah?" Soobin shakes Kai a little, a hint of worry slipping into his tone. "What's wrong? You worried about werewolves?" 

 

Kai blinks a few times. Hearing the word 'werewolf' even fall from his hyung's lips makes him instantly anxious. Kai clears his throat, shaking his head. "Ah.. no, I just.. was surprised hearing about a werewolf attack. It's pretty scary." He cringes internally having to go along with this. Yes, it was scary, but he wishes he didn't have to pretend he was terrified of this. He doesn't want his friends to be scared of werewolves. For obvious reasons. I'm more scared of myself than of other werewolves.. 

 

"Well, there's nothing to worry about. This hasn't happened in a long time. I'm sure no werewolf actually means to attack someone during full moons," Taehyun shrugs it off. Kai glances at him, lips parted a little in surprise. He so badly wants to thank him for thinking clearly about it and not just assuming all werewolves are bad like their society wants to believe. Most werewolves are shunned from society and not allowed to get most jobs, especially those of higher position. 

 

Werewolves, vampires, witches, and more all exist in this world. Witches have it easiest, considering how easy it is to hide this. Vampires were highly feared years ago, but are now slightly more tolerated since synthetic blood has been popularized and able to satiate their needs. Werewolves, however, are still looked down upon or feared. They're obvious from their fluffy wolf ears and tails. Kai has been hiding his ears and tail now with a little help from an old friend. There has been no way to stop werewolves from changing into their wolf-like form on full moons. There's also been no real progress in trying to snap werewolves out of it once they've turned into that form. They are only focused on two things on full moons: food or mating. 

 

Kai always goes back home around the holidays to see his family. For the obvious reason of seeing them for Chuseok, but also because his family is able to keep him contained. Around this time is the mating season of werewolves, and in order to keep Kai and his siblings from having any possible incidents, his parents have a way of keeping them home to avoid this issue. Despite Taehyun seeming relaxed at the idea of werewolves, it doesn't ease Kai's worries enough. Though, maybe just for the moment, he relaxes a little bit. He slowly relaxes into the comforting touch of his friends. The rest of the night goes by comfortably with Kai being cuddled on both sides by his best friends. 

 

☆ 

 

Itchy. Kai feels uncomfortably itchy and hot. The day before a full moon he can't stop scratching himself. His anxiety is sky rocketing and he can't focus on anything but how he plans to slip out later that night to avoid being seen by his friends. They have questioned him before about his disappearances, especially their concern for him being out late on a full moon. His usual excuse? He's going to see his witch friend, Yeonjun.

 

Yeonjun has been friends with Kai for a long time. He's actually the only friend he's had since childhood. Kai used to not hide his werewolf status, but after an incident with some terrible humans, Yeonjun and his family came up with a solution to help the poor boy. A spell that would conceal his ears, tail, and sharp canines from everyone. Even Kai himself. It's a pretty complicated spell, though thankfully Yeonjun's father was a very capable man and was able to take care of it. Eventually he taught it to Yeonjun so he could perform the spell on Kai every month to refresh its strength. Yeonjun isn't someone who hides his status as a witch. When he met Soobin and Taehyun through Kai, he was quick to let them know he was, in fact, a witch.

 

"You're a witch?" Soobin's brows knit together as he eyed the normal looking male. "You don't look like one."

 

"How the hell is he supposed to look like one? Wear a big witch hat and broom and parade around with a big "I'm a witch"  pin on his shirt?" Taehyun rolls his eyes. He's clearly unfazed in the slightest by Kai's friend being a witch. 

 

Yeonjun bursts out laughing at this. "I mean, I do have a hat and something like a broom they joke about in movies, but I don't use those in public, obviously." He shakes his head. Kai stares at the three boys laughing in shock. He could not believe Yeonjun so easily outed himself to the boys like that, though he also couldn't believe that they didn't even seem to mind? Surely it was because witches are one of the least intimidating creatures of the supernatural ones that exist in this world in human eyes. 

 

"What? Did you not know he was a witch, Kai-ah?" Soobin had noticed Kai's stunned silence. 

 

"N-no! I knew, I just.. was surprised you are so relaxed about it." 

 

"Why would it matter? Unless he plans on using a spell on us~" Soobin jokes, waving his fingers exaggeratedly like he's using a wand to cast a spell. Yeonjun and Taehyun laugh and shake their heads.

 

Kai's nails dig into the soft skin of his arms, scratching roughly at it. He can't stop the itching. He's totally zoned out, staring out of the windows next to his bed. A sharp flick to his forehead startles him out of his thoughts and itching. "Kai!" Taehyun whisper shouts at the younger. He didn't want to actually yell at him, but he was seriously worried and wanted his attention. Kai jumps, eyes wide as he practically almost falls off the bed at the flick to his forehead. "Ow! Hyung.. that seriously hurt," he whines, holding his forehead. 

 

"Sorry, but I seriously can't stand to see you hurting yourself like this," Taehyun sighs, gently pulling Kai's hand and inspecting the marks all over his arms. Red scratches all over, blood barely starting to bead just slightly at some deeper cuts. Kai hadn't even realized how hard he was scratching to cause so much damage.

 

"I.. didn't realize I was doing it. I'm just.."

 

"Itchy. I know. You say this all the time," Taehyun finishes for him. Kai swallows, watching as Taehyun sighs and lets go of his arms. "Stay here. I'll get something to clean you up." Before Kai can even protest, he's gone. Kai gazes at his red arms and sighs. The itching only seems to get worse every month. He can't tell if it's just his brain making him do it out of nervous habit, or if he's genuinely itchy. He sure feels insanely itchy, though.

 

Taehyun quickly returns with some first aid, cleaning the small wounds and wrapping them up so they aren't visible and can heal properly. "Seriously, what would you do without me?" Taehyun jokes, ruffling the younger's hair lovingly. Kai feels his ears turn red at this, looking away quickly. He is suddenly shy, but answers honestly. "I don't know, actually."

 

Taehyun tilts his head to the side, a worried expression on his face at this. "I’m sure you'd be just fine, Kai-ah. I was messing with you. You're capable of handling yourself. I just like to make sure you're okay, y'know?"

 

"I know." Kai nods. To ease the mood, he giggles before adding, "I love you, Taehyunnie-hyung.~" Taehyun scoffs, averting his gaze immediately from Kai's playful one. "Yeah, yeah. Thanks," he shakes his head. Kai easily catches the blush on his cheeks and ears. He's the easiest to read for Kai when it comes to this. Taehyun can't hide it when he blushes. 

 

"What? You won't say it back? Do you not love me, too?" Kai pouts, wrapping his arms sneakily around the smaller’s waist, pressing his nose against his shoulder as he gazes up at him with big, round eyes. 

 

"What?! I-" Taehyun only seems to get more red as he looks at Kai, quickly looking away from him again. After a moment, he finally closes his eyes and lets out a sharp sigh. "Yes, of course I love you too," he mumbles. Kai smirks to himself. He's never seen Taehyun so flustered like this before. He honestly likes how easily the supposedly "cold-hearted" man crumbles when it comes to him. 

 

"I see that smirk. I know you're evil. You can't fool me with the innocent act," Taehyun grumbles, giving Kai a half-hearted glare. Kai just smiles, nosing his way into Taehyun's neck now. He quietly takes in the lovely masculine scent of his body wash or cologne. Whatever it was, it smelled lovely to his sensitive nose. "Hm~ I don't know what you mean," he shrugs. Taehyun practically jumps out of his skin at the brush of Kai's nose and maybe even lips to his neck, pulling out of Kai's grip on his waist. Kai immediately pouts, tilting his head to the side. 

 

"What?" Kai whines, eyes believably looking sad that Taehyun would pull away so hard from him. "Aren't you the one who came over to cuddle with me? Why are you suddenly pulling away?" Kai knows exactly what he’s doing. He definitely is a pretty innocent person, but he knows how to push his best friends' buttons to fluster them or tease them. 

 

"You were doing far more than just cuddling me," Taehyun accuses. 

 

"What the hell is happening in here?" Soobin pushes open the already half open door. He looks at the awkward space between Kai and Taehyun, and eventually his gaze falls to the bandages wrapped around Kai's arms. Before he can ask, Taehyun is already piping up.

 

"I came here because he started that scratching stuff again. I was trying to help him, and suddenly he's all over me," Taehyun exaggerates, making it Kai’s turn to blush. 

 

"Don't make me sound like a weirdo! You know I was just cuddling and teasing you a little, since someone never wants to say he loves me back," Kai pouts, his own blush evident on his cheeks as he sticks his tongue out at the brunette.

 

"You won't tell Kai you love him back? What a monster," Soobin jokes as he inserts himself into the group on the bed. He wraps his arms around Kai's waist, practically laying on top of him. Soobin hums, gazing up at Kai as he nuzzles his head into his neck. Taehyun doesn't answer besides a hardly audible mumble and sharp glare at Soobin, to which Soobin just snorts. Kai whines, feeling practically smothered by the taller male being all over him. He catches the smirk on Soobin's lips before he ghosts his fingers over the sliver of skin on Kai's tummy showing from his shirt riding up. The younger yelps, fighting to push the naughty hand away. This only results in an inevitable tickle fight between him and Soobin. Taehyun only watches in amusement, not bothering to help the poor youngest who's being absolutely destroyed with tickling all over by the eldest. 

 

"Taehyun, please!" Kai gasps, trying to pull his knees to his chest to cover his torso. "Help me!" He practically yells, unable to help his loud giggles as well as screams. 

 

"After you did that to me? Not a chance," Taehyun smirks, shrugging.

 

Eventually Soobin lets up. Kai looks totally wrecked, face and ears red, panting heavily after hardly getting the chance to breathe between yelps and laughter. As he catches his breath, he does notice the way Soobin stares at him, eyes looking him up and down for a second. Kai shyly tugs his shirt down, making sure his torso is safe from naughty eyes. Kai had seen the others shirtless (and pantless. Soobin.) many times before, however they've never gotten to see Kai that way. He's pretty shy about showing his skin, not to mention he prefers baggy, comfortable clothes over anything tight and revealing. He had to wear one of Taehyun's shirts once because he was the only option he had.. and spent the entire day dealing with both Soobin and Taehyun staring at his chest looking pretty prominent in the tight-fitting shirt. 

 

"Oh, the sun is already setting.." Taehyun comments as the silence had lasted far too long between them. Kai immediately stiffens. "Oh! I-I need to go to Yeonjun's!" he gasps, suddenly remembering how late it was getting. He jumps up, swallowing nervously as he grabs his phone. 

 

"You're going to Yeonjun's again?" Soobin asks, a faint pout on his lips. They all love Yeonjun, though he can't help but feel a bit jealous. Was Kai interested in Yeonjun? Is that why he often visits him and spends the night? Soobin has always wondered, but doesn't want to voice this jealousy to anyone. 

 

"Yeah.. ah, I told him I'd play a new game he got with him tonight," he lies quickly, slipping his phone into his pocket. He actually does visit Yeonjun before the full moon.. because only Yeonjun can hold onto his phone and such for him before it gets inevitably lost. It's happened far too many times. It'd look suspicious if he left the house without his phone, so he gives it to Yeonjun to keep while he's.. out. Taehyun gently grabs Kai's hand, startling the younger slightly. "Be careful, okay?" He doesn't have to say it. Kai knows he's worried because it's a full moon. Despite saying he isn't worried about werewolf attacks, he can't help but worry at least a little. They live near the woods, after all.

 

"Of course.. He's not that far away. I'll be fine," Kai reassures. Quickly the youngest is slipping out of the house, glad he was able to successfully get away while his hyungs were home today. 

 

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Kai pants as he reaches Yeonjun's house, ringing the doorbell. He was seriously cutting it close today. The moon will be out soon. 

 

"Kai-yah, I was getting worried." Yeonjun sighs in relief as he opens the door. He takes the phone from the werewolf boy. "Did you slip away? Or what was your excuse tonight?" 

 

"I said I promised I'd play a new video game with you tonight," Kai replies, slipping off his hoodie he had put on before coming over. He didn't want it to get ruined. He hands it to Yeonjun, who looks at him with worry in his eyes, gazing at his already bandaged arms.

 

"I'll be okay. I just.. can't stop itching when all I can think about is-”

 

"I know.. we'll figure something out, Hyuka." Yeonjun sighs, ruffling Kai's hair gently. "Well.. be careful, okay?" Kai nods, hugging his hyung before slowly making his way to the forest nearby. 

 

The entire way Kai travels into the forest, his mind is full of fear and worries. His nails dig into the bandages Taehyun wrapped around his arms earlier. So itchy.. Why can’t the itching ever go away ? Kai’s eyes shut as he finally deems himself far away enough from houses. He’d never be able to forgive himself if he accidentally hurt somebody because he can’t learn to properly control himself. Really, Kai shouldn’t be so hard on himself for that. No werewolf has been known to be able to fully control themself during a full moon. It’s simply their curse. 

 

Every time Kai brings himself out to this forest, all he can think of is how horrible he feels for keeping this a secret from his friends and having to lie. He lays on the soft grass, staring up at the darkening sky as clouds pass by. Before he knows it, it’s pitch black outside. The only light is from the stars shining down through the tree’s leaves. Kai instantly senses the hair on the back of his neck stand up as he feels moonlight finally start to shine its way through the trees. 

 

Kai groans, wrapping his arms tightly around himself as he feels his body quickly start to change. Pain sears through his limbs, making Kai cry out until he can’t even think anymore..

Chapter 2

The events of the night are a blur, currently. Kai stumbles over himself, fluffy ears and tail still present on his body as he weakly makes his way to the door of Yeonjun's house. The sun has barely even begun to rise. Kai weakly knocks at the door, his hair falling over his eyes. He's a mess; exhausted, nauseous, face and hands covered in blood. Yeonjun opens the door and immediately pulls the poor boy in. He doesn't need to say anything, just lets out a sigh and practically drags the larger male into the bathroom. 

 

"It was the same as usual?" Yeonjun asks, already knowing the answer as he draws a bath immediately for the younger male. Kai lays on the floor of the bathroom, not even trying to get up or move at this point. Everything hurts. Every move makes him feel another wave of nausea. 

 

"...Yeah," he manages weakly in reply. 

 

Yeonjun nods, and once there is enough water in the tub, he begins helping Kai undress. Yes, Kai is highly embarrassed about being fully exposed to his childhood friend. However, he doesn't really have an option anymore. He either accepts Yeonjun's help that he is generous to even offer, or arrive back at home, weak and covered in blood for Soobin and Taehyun to see. So yeah, he'd take being naked and getting a bath from his childhood friend who knows his secret rather than have those two see him like this. 

 

He doesn't want them to be scared off. Anything but that. 

 

Yeonjun sighs as he helps Kai into the tub. He hates seeing his friend like this; bruised, covered in blood that's mostly not his, and hardly able to move. He sees it every month and every time he can barely watch. He's more than happy to take care of him, but he wishes it didn't have to be this way. He's sure Kai would feel the same. Yeonjun scrubs the dirt and blood off of Kai as gently as he can without irritating his skin or small wounds too much. "I'll reapply those bandages for you after we're done." Kai gives a short nod in reply, barely able to keep his eyes open. He's just so, so tired. 

 

Soon the bath is over and as usual, they take a seat on the floor as Yeonjun takes the time to fully dry Kai's hair, including his ears and tail. They'd worry about the fluffy appendages later. Kai practically cuddles into Yeonjun's lap as he dries his hair. He feels so good like this, warm air being blown onto his head as he feels fingers course through his hair. He starts to fall asleep, feeling cozy in the hoodie Yeonjun put back on him from last night and a pair of spare pants he keeps at Yeonjun's for this occasion. 

 

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Kai stretches out, wincing as he feels the familiar ache in his muscles. He opens his eyes, seeing the sunlight shining through the curtains. He's in Yeonjun's room. Sighing, Kai buries his face into the pillow. He takes in the familiar scent of his friend, tail gently wagging as he does so. The scent is comforting. Yeonjun is safe. Yeonjun is his safe place when everything feels scary. A pang of guilt in his chest suddenly hits at that thought. He should be able to feel like this with Soobin and Taehyun. He really should, but.. despite the constant reassurance from Yeonjun that his friends wouldn't react badly to him being a werewolf, he can't bring himself to tell them. He can't go through that again. 

 

"Finally awake? Soobin's been texting you. I replied for you to tell him you'd be over a little while longer," Yeonjun says. He catches sight of the little tail wags and smiles softly. Yeonjun rubs Kai's back soothingly, hearing a content sigh escape from the younger's lips. 

 

"Thank you, hyung. I really appreciate it. Everything. I don't know how to repay you," Kai mumbles into the pillow, fluffy black ears lowering slightly. Yeonjun chuckles, scratching behind the werewolf's ears a little. "Don't worry about it. I just wish I could do more for you so you wouldn't have to go through this." They both sigh after this. Soon, Kai would have to head home. It was already almost noon. He knows he'll go through the interrogation again as to why he's acting off. No matter how hard he tries to act normal after a full moon, he can't fool Taehyun or Soobin.

 

"I should get going. The nausea has finally let up a bit," Kai speaks in a quiet voice as he slowly sits up. He feels arms wrap around him as he does, enveloping him in a cozy hug. Yeonjun nuzzles against his neck with a hum. 

 

"Forgetting something?" The black haired witch chuckles. Kai pauses a moment in thought before gasping. 

 

"Oh my God.. I almost went home in this form," Kai groans at his forgetfulness. Yeonjun just laughs before picking up his wand from the bedside table. "It's okay. It only takes a few minutes, remember?" 

 

Kai sighs as he moves to the circle drawn on the floor with many different symbols drawn inside of it. A magic circle. Yeonjun has his in his room, of all places. Before long, Yeonjun is whispering incantations under his breath and finally, the werewolf's ears and tail slowly disappear. Kai still has no idea how the fuck it works, but it does, so he doesn't question it. 

 

"Thank you, hyung. I'll see you again soon." Kai wraps his arms around Yeonjun one more time. Yeonjun hugs him back, kissing the top of his head. 

 

"See you," he smiles, ruffling Kai's hair before sending him on his way. 

 

☆

 

"Jesus, did you even sleep?!" Taehyun exclaims as soon as Kai stumbles into the front door. Kai's eyes widen, quickly averting his gaze. He lets out a shy laugh to cover up his surprise. "Ah.. we stayed up pretty late. Lost track of time, I guess," Kai shrugs, slipping on his house slippers as he comes in. Taehyun rolls his eyes. "You could be using that time to study, you know."

 

"Oh, please.. I don't want to hear that this early in the-" Kai covers his mouth suddenly. Another wave of nausea. He quickly makes his way to the bathroom, passing a shocked Taehyun. Immediately he throws up some of what he doesn't even remember eating last night during his transformation. Probably some poor animals. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I just get over it. All werewolves do this on full moons if they can't help it. It's normal, unfortunately. 

 

"Kai-ah.. are you sick again?" Taehyun is there, rubbing soothing circles onto Kai's back. Kai jumps at the touch, quickly flushing the toilet. There's no way anyone could make out what he even vomited, but he doesn't want to take any chances. 

 

"I.. I'm not sick. I'm just.. a bit nauseous." Kai shakes his head. He's shaking, despite claiming he's fine. Before he knows it, he's throwing up a couple more times. Taehyun sits with him through it, trying his best to distract Kai from it. Get his mind away from the nausea. Eventually it works. Kai hasn't thrown up in thirty minutes maybe. He's now laying across Taehyun's lap, trying a breathing technique Taehyun requested him to try. 

 

"Feeling better?" Taehyun whispers, running his fingers gently through Kai's hair. His gaze is fond, though he looks like he has more to say. 

 

"Yeah.. thank you, hyung," Kai whispers. He clings to Taehyun's free hand, unable to look anywhere but his hands playing with one of Taehyun's. He doesn't know how to face him, knowing Taehyun will inevitably have more questions. 

 

"Can I ask you something, then?"

 

Of course. Already.

 

"...Go ahead."

 

"Why are you always sick after coming back from Yeonjun's?" 

 

How the fuck is he even supposed to answer that? Kai's silence seems to bother Taehyun. The brunette sighs and bites his lip. Kai can smell that Taehyun is suddenly really pissed off. 

 

"Is he doing something to you? I want to know, Kai. Don't lie to me," Taehyun finally questions again, unable to hold off the obvious anger in his tone. 

 

"Wh-what?!" Kai sits up, eyes wide in shock. He can't believe Taehyun would ask like that. "What- what are you talking about? Yeonjun-hyung would never‐"

 

"Then why are you always sick after you come back from his house? I'm not trying to point fingers here, but I seriously can't think of anything else," Taehyun presses. He's seriously mad, but he's trying to hold back from yelling at Kai. Kai doesn't handle that very well, and he doesn't want to hurt or scare him. Kai just stares at Taehyun like a lost puppy before averting his gaze. "I.. I really don't know, Taehyun-hyung," he mumbles, his hands instinctively starting to scratch at his arms, which are thankfully covered by the sleeves of his hoodie, as well as bandages under that. 

 

Taehyun immediately catches what Kai is starting to do, grabbing the younger's hands and pulling them away from his arms gently. "I'm sorry. I'm not trying to stress you out here, I just.. I want to understand. I want to help you not get sick like this constantly." 

 

Kai swallows, staring at the hands holding his. He closes his eyes after a moment, shaking his head. "I don't think there's much you could do, hyung. I don't know why this happens to me, either." After a pause he looks back up at a dejected looking Taehyun. "You being here like this is plenty. I appreciate it more than you know," he says in a quiet tone, gaze fixed onto the elder's. The pair stare at each other for a long moment. The anger has long faded from Taehyun's scent, only to be replaced by something else. Something much sweeter. The werewolf has a hard time placing what exactly it is. 

 

☆

 

"I heard you had a rough day,” Soobin says as he sees Kai and Taehyun comfortably cuddling in Kai's bed. They always leave the door open, knowing Soobin will be home soon and ready to join the cuddle pile. 

 

"You told him?" Kai asks in a quiet voice, a pout on his lips as he looks at Taehyun. 

 

"Why wouldn't I? He deserves to know if you're not feeling well," Taehyun replies, causing Kai to whine in response. 

 

"What? You didn't want me to know?" Soobin asks, a frown forming on his lips. Kai immediately shakes his head. 

 

"N-No! I just.. it's embarrassing." He covers his face, hiding his blushing cheeks. 

 

"Hiding things from me? So mean," Soobin pouts, laying down next to Kai. He wraps his arms around Kai's waist, smirking at the little jump Kai does in surprise. 

 

"Taehyun-ah told me about it. You really don't know why you keep getting sick? Genuinely?" Soobin's gaze feels intense as Kai meets it nervously. 

 

"Yes, I genuinely don't know.." 

 

"And you're not drinking when you're there?"

 

"Hyung." 

 

"I know, I know! It doesn't matter if you were, but if you were, it could explain the nausea the next day," Soobin sighs. Kai huffs, rolling over to bury his face into the pillows. It easily earns a laugh from the other two. "It's okay, Kai. He was teasing. We'll figure it out," Taehyun reassures. They end up falling asleep like that, all squeezed into Kai's bed. Kai couldn't have felt any cozier.

 

☆

 

Soobin steps back to admire the completed exterior of his newly built café. He smiles, feeling proud of himself. Going to college and suffering through those business classes was worth it. He was finally going to be opening his own café. He and Taehyun were both going to run it together. Taehyun would be graduating soon and would then be able to co-run this café with him. It's been something they've wanted to do for years. He's so excited.

 

"Um, excuse me?" A voice calls out from behind him, startling the blond. Soobin turns to see a pretty boy with long, brunette hair gazing up at him. He has a black hoodie pulled over his head, looking a bit nervous.

 

"Um, yes? Can I help you?" Soobin asks, suddenly feeling awkward. 

 

"Is this your café?" The brunette asks, looking at Soobin and then the name of the place on the sign. 

 

"Oh, yes, it is," Soobin nods, wondering why this guy was seemingly talking to him out of nowhere. The shorter male then looks at the large "Now Hiring!" sign on the front doors before eyeing Soobin again nervously. 

 

"You're hiring, right? I was, um.. curious if you're open to hiring.. non-humans," the male finishes awkwardly, averting his gaze nervously again. Soobin studies the brunette for a moment. There’s a hoodie covering his head, a slight movement under it, and he’s asking if non-humans can be hired. He smiles, chuckling to himself. "Yes, I'm open to hiring anyone. I'm not biased to only hiring humans." Soobin sees the brunette's eyes widen as he looks at him

 

"Even werewolves?" 

 

"Yes, even werewolves," Soobin reassures. The small male seems stunned, overwhelmed with excitement suddenly instead of anxiety. "Then‐ would it be okay for me to apply?" He asks, slowly slipping the hood off of his head to reveal fluffy brown ears. His tail slips out from the back of his hoodie as well to show itself. 

 

"Of course, I could really use the help. What's your name?" Soobin beckons the younger to head inside with him so they could talk inside. 

 

"Choi Beomgyu," the other practically chirps, his tail wagging eagerly as he follows Soobin inside. 

 

☆ 

 

Beomgyu is.. an interesting person. Soobin immediately notices this throughout the time he has spent training him on the register as well as teaching him to make different kinds of drinks and sandwiches. He's like the total opposite of Soobin's personality. He talks a lot. Soobin doesn't mind, but he feels awkward as hell since he's personally not much of a talker until he's really comfortable with others. Soobin genuinely can't count how many times he's heard, "Like this?" or "Can you show me again?". He doesn't mind since at least he knows he's not teaching someone who isn't listening and acts like they know what's happening. There's that, at least. 

 

On the third day of Beomgyu's training, Soobin can't help but notice that the werewolf is quieter than usual. He's unsure if he should ask or just ignore it. He sure as hell doesn't expect the male to suddenly blurt out, "So.. who's the werewolf you're so close with? You reek of it today." Beomgyu laughs, tail flicking back and forth with interest as he looks up at the blond. 

 

Soobin stares at him. What? Me? Smelling of werewolf?

 

"Um.. sorry, I have no idea what you're talking about?" Soobin tilts his head to the side. "I don't know any werewolves besides you." 

 

Beomgyu stares at Soobin, eyeing him for a moment before tilting his head to the side like a confused puppy. "Are you.. sure? My nose is definitely telling me you smell strongly of another werewolf." Beomgyu genuinely looks confused. I haven't met a werewolf in my life until Beomgyu.. What werewolf would be all over me to leave that scent on me? Soobin zones out in thought until Beomgyu laughs. 

 

"Don't worry about it. Maybe I'm just imagining it. Are you wearing a musky cologne or something?" He asks to lighten the mood, making Soobin splutter. 

 

"I am wearing cologne. I didn't think it was musky.. but maybe you can smell it better than me." Soobin shakes it off. 

 

"Yeah, that's probably it," Beomgyu nods, though his gaze lingers at the scent glands on Soobin's neck with interest. And maybe he not so accidentally bumps into Soobin a few times that day, putting some of his own scent onto the older male's clothes.

 

☆ 

 

Kai stares at Soobin as he comes into his room. He just got back from class and was wanting to "recharge" as he claims. Recharging, meaning getting cuddles from his hyung. However, he was frozen in the doorway as soon as he entered Soobin's room. 

 

"Hyuka? What's wrong?" Soobin looks up from his phone, tilting his head to the side. "You look like you've seen a ghost,” he adds, eyebrows knitting together in worry. Kai clears his throat, shaking his head. "Sorry, I just.. thought something smelled different in here." He shrugs, though his eyes still give away he's bothered by something. He eyes Soobin as he comes over to him and almost immediately sits on top of him.

 

"Wh- what are you-?" Soobin stutters as Kai practically sits on his lap facing him before leaning closer. His nose rubs against the soft skin of his neck, making Soobin audibly gulp. "Kai-"

 

"I just want to cuddle you," Kai replies stiffly, as if he wanted to say something else but decided this was the best choice.

 

"But.." 

 

Kai hums, his hands roaming over Soobin's clothed torso as he continues to "subtly" sniff him. He reeks of another werewolf. Why the hell does he smell like werewolf? He thinks as he nuzzles against Soobin's neck even more. By doing so, he's absolutely covering Soobin in nothing but his own scent, attempting to mask over the faint one. He can tell the other werewolf wasn't as close as Kai is now. He only got a little close, but Kai is seriously irritated by it. 

 

"What did you do at the cafe today, hyung?" Kai asks. An attempt to distract the currently extremely flustered Soobin, who has no idea where to put his hands at the moment. 

 

"I.. I was training that new guy I hired recently.. but.." Soobin replies, awkwardly laying his hands to either side of himself. He must think it'd be too much to wrap his arms around Kai's waist when in a position like this. 

 

"Oh? What's he like?" Kai hums.

 

"Oh..um, actually, he's a werewolf. His name is‐" Bingo. Kai stops listening after this. That's all he needed to know. Kai has never been jealous before, so he has no idea why he's acting like this. Maybe it's just because it's the scent of another werewolf? Surely that's why Kai is totally pissed off right now that Soobin smells like someone else. Another werewolf.

 

"You're hiring non-humans?" Kai inquires, pressing himself a little more into Soobin, who can't stop the slight whimper that escapes his throat at this. They've never been this close before, at least not in such an inappropriate position. 

 

"I- yeah? I don't have a problem with it.. why?" Soobin seems a little confused as to why Kai would ask that. He's always such an angel to him, so he'd be surprised if the younger had some kind of bias against the other species.

 

"I was just curious," Kai shrugs, sighing against Soobin's neck. Kai finally stops moving against the elder, seeming satisfied with his proper scenting. "Are you training him tomorrow too?" 

 

"Yeah," Soobin says, clearly distracted. He sighs before whining, "Kai-ah, seriously." It's only then that Kai realizes a new smell has appeared. He sits up a bit, gazing down at the blond beneath him. Kai freezes again, lips parting in surprise. He's.. aroused right now?! Kai feels his entire face and ears burn with embarrassment. Normally Kai could easily brush it off when he smells this on either of his roommates. They probably were thinking of something else or maybe were having a private moment earlier that day. Who knows. But.. Soobin didn't smell like this before, and right now the arousal scent is strong. 

 

"Kai-ah.. please.." Soobin finally figures out how to move his hands after all this time. He places them on Kai's hips, sliding them up under his hoodie to feel the soft skin of his waist. Kai feels his skin burn where Soobin is touching him. Normally he'd yelp and wriggle away from his touch, but.. right now he's feeling so overwhelmingly good and, hell, he wants Soobin to touch him more.

 

"Hyung," Kai breathes out, suddenly unable to tear his gaze away from the seriously insane look Soobin is giving him right now. He just looks so.. submissive. Kai has never seen him in this way before. He can't help but feel himself stir with arousal. When he feels a twitch in his nether regions he immediately jumps in surprise. What the fuck. What the fuck am I doing right now? I'm fucking straddling him right now because I was so pissed off and didn't even realize what I was doing because I needed to scent him. Now he's turned on and so am I because he's looking at me like THAT and.. oh my God, I'm getting so hard right now. 

 

"Are you.. sure?" Soobin asks, suddenly looking up at Kai nervously. "I'm not taking this the wrong way, am I? You were doing this on purpose?" 

 

Kai bites his lip as he undeniably feels Soobin's own hard-on beneath him. Technically this wasn't on purpose. He really wasn't intending to push this onto Soobin. Hell, he's been denying his feelings for Soobin and Taehyun any time the thought even comes into his head. But right now? He can't deny it. It's obvious he's insanely turned on right now. On top of Soobin. 

 

"N-No, you're not taking it the wrong way. I know what I want," Kai says, his words coming out far more confidently than he actually feels. He can see Soobin's ears burn bright red at that. 

 

"Fuck.. Kai-yah. Please," Soobin whines, and Kai feels like he might just lose his mind. "What do you want me to do?" 

 

Kai's head spins at this. He's never exactly had fantasies of Soobin in bed, but he sure as hell wasn't expecting Soobin to be asking him of all people what he wants him to do. He thought Soobin would know what he wants to and tell his partner what to do, if anything?! What should I say? I've never even kissed someone before, let alone had sex with anyone?! 

 

"What do you want? I'm not exactly.. experienced in this sort of stuff. It's.. my first time feeling this way. I just know I really want you right now." He figures it's best to be honest. He does feel that way. He wants Soobin. Badly. Surely that's why he got so jealous over the barely detectable scent of another werewolf on him. 

 

"You want me to lead?" Soobin asks, sitting up slightly with Kai still sitting on his lap. The younger nods, clearly a bit nervous but very eager. 

 

"Please," he whines. Soobin swallows at this. This was like his biggest wet dream come true. Kai. His Kai, sitting all pretty on his lap, wanting to fuck him. Holy shit. Soobin doesn't feel prepared at all. His mind is spinning, thinking of all the dirty things he wants Kai to do to him. Well, the opposite, too, of course. 

 

"Do you.. feel comfortable going that far tonight? We don't have to if you're not ready since it's your first time." Soobin bites his lip before adding, "There's plenty of other ways I can make you feel good, baby." 

 

Kai's face manages to turn a shade darker of red. Oh. My God.. 

 

"Maybe not that far tonight.. but.. I definitely want to make you feel good too. Show me?" Kai presses himself closer to Soobin, hands shyly feeling up his biceps. 

 

"We do need to keep it down.. Taehyun-ah's studying for his exam," Soobin reminds him as he slips off his own shirt, making Kai stare at his body immediately. Fuck, he's so pretty and slender. He looks exactly like he's caught a few glimpses of before in the past when Soobin came out of the shower and didn't realize Kai had come home already. 

 

"You're so attractive, what the fuck." The curse slips past his lips, immediately making him blush. "I-I mean-" 

 

"Oh? I've never heard you swear in your life. I kinda like that it's while we're like this," Soobin smirks, leaning up to press a gentle kiss to Kai's lips. 

 

Kissing. Soobin's kissing him. 

 

Kai's eyes close as he immediately leans closer to be able to kiss him again, a desperate whine escaping him. He wants to feel Soobin's lips against his more. Hell, he wants those pretty lips all over him. Soobin's surprised by Kai suddenly hungrily kissing him, but is quick to welcome it. He also lets out a soft moan as he feels those pretty, soft lips against his. The kiss quickly becomes wet as Kai slips his tongue carefully against Soobin's lips. He's hesitant almost, worried that Soobin might not want that, but he's quickly proven wrong as Soobin parts his lips for him, another quiet but whiny moan escaping from the blond male. 

 

Kai gasps as he feels his hoodie slowly being slipped up his torso. That shy feeling suddenly returns, and he’s grabbing Soobin's hands nervously. 

 

"No?" Soobin asks, a small pout on his lips. Kai bites his lip for a second. It's only fair, he decides. He doesn't really have any specific reason to be so conservative when it comes to showing skin. He's just really shy about others seeing him and teasing him, maybe? He's not sure, himself. But.. for Soobin.. maybe it would be okay. 

 

"Sorry.. g-go ahead. I'm just.. nervous," Kai mumbles, averting his gaze. 

 

"Are you sure? You don't have to do anything you don't want to, baby. I won't be upset, I promise," Soobin reassures, pressing another gentle kiss to Kai's lips. 

 

"Yes. I'm sure. If it's with you.. then I'm okay with it." Kai sees the way Soobin's eyes widen a little at this. Soobin doesn't reply, cheeks red as he works at slipping that purple hoodie over Kai's head now with his permission.

 

"Holy shit.."

 

"What? Why are you saying that?" Kai whines, suddenly wondering if he would regret letting Soobin take his top off. 

 

"You were so shy about showing any skin.. I didn't expect you to have fucking outlined abs." Soobin stares at Kai's outline of abs before his gaze lifts to his chest. "I guess I should've had an idea of it after seeing you wearing Taehyun's shirt that time. Your chest is fucking huge. It's so hot.."

 

Kai feels himself growing shy at all of the compliments. "Oh my God.. stop making me so flustered, please," Kai whines, covering his face with his hands. He hears Soobin laugh before he's suddenly being pushed down onto the bed. "You want me to show you, then? How to feel good?" He smirks, pinning Kai's wrists beside his head so he can look at his cute, flustered expression. 

 

"Mm- yes, please.." Kai gasps. Soobin is quick to lower his head to Kai's chest, shooting him a quick look before pressing his tongue flat to one of the younger male's nipples. Kai gasps, covering his own mouth as a sharp whine falls from his lips. "Oh.. hyung, please," he breathes, closing his eyes for a moment. Soobin teases his tongue across Kai's nipple, humming as he takes it into his mouth to suck at the sensitive bud. He glances up to watch Kai cover his mouth with his hand, eyes squeezing shut. Seeing him getting so overstimulated from something like this is almost better than being the one getting overstimulated. 

 

He eventually moves to give the other nipple the same amount of attention. Kai whines again, legs wrapping around Soobin's waist. Seriously.. Soobin feels like this can't be real. It feels like something he'd dream about when really pent up and, well, around Kai far too much for his mental health. Whatever, it feels too good to question. 

 

"More," Kai finally begs, watching Soobin lift his head from his chest, a small trail of drool falling apart after it connected Soobin's lips to his nipple. Fuck, that was so hot. 

 

"You want more, baby?" Soobin hums. He doesn't mind being the one doing most of the pleasuring right now. He wants Kai to enjoy himself first and foremost for his first experience like this. That's the most important thing to Soobin right now. 

 

"Please?" 

 

Soobin bites his lip. "I can't say no when you ask so nicely, yeah?" He smirks before humming, "can I take your pants off then?"

 

Kai bites his lip, hands nervously feeling up Soobin's arms. He was nervous about taking his hoodie off, but this was a whole different level. Soobin was going to see him in his underwear. Well, he'll also see his dick after he takes those off too. Kai swallows, taking a breath before nodding. "Y-Yeah." 

 

Soobin quickly responds to Kai's permission. He slips his fingers under the elastic band of the sweatpants, sliding them down past his butt with Kai's help, then the rest of the way. Kai's cock was proudly standing upright in his boxers since he was leaning forward while helping Soobin remove his pants. Soobin bites his lip. "Someone's eager," he comments, knowing it will make the younger whine in embarrassment. It in fact does make Kai whine, smacking Soobin's chest playfully. "Take yours off, too. I don't want to be the only one in just underwear," he complains, a cute pout on his lips. 

 

Soobin chuckles, kissing the pout off Kai's lips before happily obliging his request. "Sure thing, baby," he hums, quickly working at taking off his jeans that were definitely making his cock ache with the way they restrained him down there when hard. Compared to Kai's loose boxers, Soobin was wearing a more fitted type of underwear, making the outline of his dick obvious, and leaving hardly anything to the imagination. 

 

"So big," Kai whispers under his breath, cheeks once again heating up at the sight.

 

"You're not exactly average either," Soobin points out, making the younger become shy. He clearly didn't expect Soobin to hear him. 

 

"Can I touch you, baby?" Soobin asks, starting to already feel impatient. He really wants to see just how sensitive Kai is. If he was that sensitive about his nipples.. then surely his dick would be- "Please.." Kai nods eagerly, but quickly wraps his arms around Soobin's neck. "Just.. look at me," Kai whispers, eyes narrowing in a seductive manner that drives Soobin instantly insane. 

 

"Yes, sir," Soobin almost moans before Kai presses his lips back into his once more. A distraction. Kai's shy about Soobin seeing his bare cock. This would at least make it a little more bearable. Definitely extra pleasurable. Kai soon feels a hand slipping under the band of his boxers and wrapping around the base of his cock. Kai jolts, a sharp moan escaping his lips only for Soobin to slide his tongue into Kai's mouth to muffle it. 

 

"Mmn.. hyung," Kai moans again as Soobin slides his hand up and down his cock at a slow pace, essentially feeling him out. Yeah, as shy as Kai was about it, he was definitely fucking bigger than Soobin. By a little, but still. The girth was what made Soobin flustered as he felt his cock in his hand. Seriously.. what the fuck was Kai so embarrassed and shy for? He's got the hottest body Soobin's ever seen. Soobin finally starts to quicken the pace as he jerks Kai off. He kisses him deeper, moans muffling between them both. Kai's nails suddenly dig into Soobin's bare back, making Soobin groan before stopping the movement of his hand. "S-Soobin-"

 

"You were close, weren't you? I don't want you to cum just yet. I want you to try something else with me first." Soobin licks his lips before pulling Kai on top of him now. 

 

"What do you want me to do?" Kai asks, his cock hanging between his legs twitching, desperate to get a release. He finally slips off his boxers the rest of the way, feeling a little less shy. Soobin takes this time to pull off his own underwear before laying on his back properly with his legs spread. He sees Kai's eyes widen in surprise, and quickly shakes his head. "Don't worry, I'm not asking you to actually fuck me right now. But.. what about fucking my thighs? You can pretend like it's the real thing until you're ready," Soobin offers. Kai stares at him for a moment. Would fucking someone's thighs feel that pleasurable? What about for Soobin? 

 

"What about you? I want you to feel good too," Kai pouts. 

 

Soobin laughs. "You're really concerned about making me feel good, hm? I appreciate it, but you can make me feel good after." He pauses before adding, "honestly, if you suck me off after this, I would definitely feel really fucking good." 

 

Kai licks his lips and swallows at the idea. He's never sucked someone off before either, of course, but Soobin seems really excited at the thought. "Okay. How do you want me to fuck your thighs then?" He asks, moving closer to the blond's open legs. 

 

"Just put my legs over your shoulder. I'll try to keep them shut so it feels tight for you." Soobin explains, starting to lift up his legs off the bed for Kai to place onto his shoulder. 

 

"Like this?" Kai asks after Soobin’s legs were secured over his shoulder, looking down at the older male. 

 

"Y-Yeah.." Soobin bites his lip. What a fucking view. "You can go ahead, baby. I'm ready when you are."

 

Kai's heartbeat increases. He was going to fuck his hyung's thighs. Those smooth, soft thighs. It doesn't take much before Kai is pushing his cock through Soobin's shut thighs, a groan escaping him. "Oh my God.."

 

"Feels good right? Keep going, baby," Soobin coaxes, stroking his own dick as he watches the hot scene in front of him: Kai closing his eyes as he fucks his cock in and out from between Soobin's thighs, clearly lost in the idea of it feeling like he's actually fucking Soobin for real. It's so hot how desperate he gets, moaning and whining Soobin's name as he gets closer to coming. "You wanna cum, baby?" Soobin is immediately answered by the eager nods from the younger, his hips stuttering a little at how fast he's fucking his thighs, so desperate to cum. 

 

"Cum for me, baby~" Soobin whines, jerking himself off quickly now. Seriously, how the hell he didn't cum while watching Kai spill all over his stomach and thighs with the prettiest, loudest moan all night is a wonder. He forgot they needed to be quiet. 

 

"Hyung.. that felt.. oh my God.." 

 

"I know," Soobin chuckles, taking his legs off Kai's shoulder so he can lean up to kiss his lips. "You're doing so well,” he murmurs, connecting their lips again.

 

 "Still up for sucking me off?" Soobin bites his lip with anticipation. In all of those dirty dreams he's had of Kai, the one thing he always wants is those pretty pink lips wrapped around his cock. 

 

"Of course.." Kai answers, despite seeming exhausted. He wants to make sure Soobin feels good too. Without asking for instruction this time, Kai lays down on the bed, face close to Soobin's red, desperate cock. Without wasting any more time, he wraps his hand around the base of Soobin's cock before bringing it to his lips, wrapping them around the tip. He immediately hears a groan escape the blond's lips. He just hums, a little giggle escaping him before he properly starts to suck him off. 

 

"Oh, fuck, Kai," Soobin groans, instantly reaching to grab a fistful of Kai's soft black hair. Kai moans at the tugging of his hair, lowering his head to take more of Soobin into his mouth. He can already feel his tip teasing at his throat. How much can he handle? Guess he'll find out. Kai bobs his head on Soobin's cock, gradually going a little deeper until he's practically gagging around the length of him. He takes a breath before going down again, only to gag harder when Soobin suddenly bucks his hips and shoves his head down on him, making him take far more than he could've been prepared for. "Fuck, Kai-" Soobin gasps, coming down Kai's throat instantly. Kai takes what he can before having to pull off, gasping for air after he swallows most of Soobin's load. 

 

The elder immediately sits up, cupping Kai's cheeks in his hands. "Shit- Kai-yah, I'm so sorry. I just got so overwhelmed because you felt so good.. did I hurt you?" Kai can see the fear in Soobin's expression and knows he didn't mean to shove so far down on him like that. Kai probably would've done the same, if their roles had been reversed.

 

"Ah.. no, hyung, I'm okay. My throat is just a little sore, but it's okay. Promise," Kai blushes. Yes, it felt pretty uncomfortable, but something about it only made Kai more excited. Probably the fact that Soobin moaned his name so loud while feeling so good. Kai's heart suddenly drops at the thought. Soobin was definitely loud. Come to think of it, he wasn't exactly discreet either when he came all over Soobin, moaning his name probably just as loud. Fuck. Did Taehyun hear them? He groans, burying his face into the blankets. 

 

"What's wrong?" Soobin asks, grabbing some tissues off of his bedside table to clean off his stomach and thighs. 

 

"I'm worried Taehyun-hyung could've heard us," he mumbles. He can hear Soobin freeze for a second. 

 

"Shit. I even said we should be quiet but I forgot too," Soobin groans. He continues to clean off the cum from both of them before pulling Kai close. Kai instinctively cuddles into the older male, nosing into his neck. "Well.. Hopefully he'll be chill about it?" Soobin mumbles, tracing shapes along the bare skin of Kai's back. 

"Yeah.. I hope so," Kai whispers, lips brushing against Soobin's neck. He soon falls asleep as Soobin presses a kiss to the shell of his ear. He barely registers the sound of a quiet "I love you" whispered into his ear before he falls asleep in Soobin's arms.

Notes:

hope you enjoyed! things have gotten spicy~

Chapter 3

A bad mood doesn't even come close to how Taehyun has been feeling for the past twenty-four hours. Every time Taehyun thinks he's finally calmed down, his brain seems to want to replay the same exact sound again and again. "Soobin-hyung!" Taehyun buries his face into his arms. He can't even focus on his class right now, he's so pissed. He could barely sleep last night. 

 

After leaving his room to take a break from studying, removing his headphones and heading to the kitchen, he passes Soobin's room. On the way back with a snack in his hands, he instantly hears a loud moan from the room that makes him practically snap his neck when turning in shock to listen again. "Soobin-hyung!" 

 

Taehyun nearly drops the food in his hands on the floor immediately. What the fuck. Seriously. What the fuck. 

 

Taehyun doesn't even know what to think. Yes, he knows that Kai technically isn’t his. However, he had no idea that Soobin had any plans to fuck him, especially while he's literally right fucking here in the house. Taehyun has a huge crush on Kai, so naturally he feels totally disrespected by the fact that not only is Soobin fucking his crush, but he’s doing it blatant and loudly while he's there to hear it. So yeah, to say he was pissed off was an understatement. Taehyun shuts the door hard when he gets home. He had tried to delay getting home as late as possible, but it's dinner time by the time he gets home. He heads towards his room, accidentally catching Soobin's gaze on him as he quickly heads to his room. 

 

"Taehyun-ah, do you wanna-" 

 

"No. I'm busy," he replies shortly, completely avoiding looking at his hyung again before shutting the door to his room. Soobin stands in the kitchen, stunned by this response. 

 

"Um, okay..?" He blinks. Normally the both of them would work together to make dinner. Kai would also help with things if he could, though none of them are exactly the best cooks. Taehyun is definitely the best out of them, though. Soobin lifts his gaze as he hears a door open to reveal a sleepy looking Kai, probably just waking up from a nap after his classes. "What was that sound?" The youngest asks as he rubs his eyes. 

 

"Taehyun's home. Seems like he's in a shitty mood, so.. do you want to help me cook tonight?" Soobin asks. 

 

"Oh, sure! What are you making?" Kai beams, eager to help out when he can. 

 

☆ 

 

It's been three days. Three days of Taehyun completely avoiding Soobin and Kai at all costs and locking himself in his room otherwise. 

 

"Do you think he heard us?" Kai sighs, covering his face in embarrassment. 

 

"Of course he did. I can't imagine him acting like this for any other reason," Soobin shakes his head. "I just can't believe he won't even come out to eat dinner. How far is he willing to go to avoid us?" He huffs. “I'm going to confront him when he comes home. I can't stand this anymore," Soobin decides, standing up from the couch. 

 

"Wh- hyung please don't do anything to make him more upset," Kai worries, grabbing at Soobin's hand gently. 

 

"I won't try to. But seriously, he needs to grow up. Really, what did we do wrong besides us being a little too loud?" Soobin grumbles. He shakes his head again. He was determined to set things straight.  

 

Taehyun reluctantly opens the front door later that day, only to be met immediately with the face of the person he's been trying to avoid. Before he can turn to leave again, Soobin pulls him in the door. "Talk to me," Soobin immediately says, shutting the door behind them. Taehyun instantly puffs up at this, his eyes narrowing angrily. "Why should I? I have nothing to say to you." 

 

"Dude. You've avoided both me and Kai for three days. You won't even tell us why you're so fucking pissed." 

 

"I'm sure you can take a wild guess, Soobin," Taehyun retorts, tossing his bag to the floor. Soobin's little bit of patience seems to snap at the clear drop of formalities by not calling him "hyung". Taehyun has never done that before. 

 

"Okay. So you heard us then. What about it?" Soobin challenges, taking a step closer into Taehyun's space. He's much bigger than Taehyun, they both know that. But he should know better than to piss off Taehyun of all people by trying to scare him with his height. Taehyun snaps. He immediately shoves Soobin against the wall, gritting his teeth as he yells, "What about it?! Are you fucking serious, Soobin? What about it??" His eyes are wild with rage. Despite Soobin's attempts to push Taehyun off, he comes to realize just how much stronger the smaller male is compared to him.  

 

"Fuck you, seriously." Taehyun's gripping the collar of Soobin's shirt so hard his knuckles are white. 

 

"Dude.. just talk to me. I just want to know why you're so pissed about it so we can work this ou-"

 

"Because I fucking like him, okay!?" Taehyun immediately retorts, his entire body trembling now. "I.. I like him but you went and fucked him. While I'm in the same house as you, mind you. How fucking low." 

 

Soobin stares at Taehyun, seeing tears shining in the younger's eyes. Do I tell him I didn't actually fuck him? Or would that still make him mad since we still did sexual things?

 

"Why don't you just fuck it out at this point? I like both of you, you know," Kai chimes in from the living room couch. Both Soobin and Taehyun freeze. Soobin's jaw drops as he looks up to see Kai watching them. Both of us? He wasn't aware of this. Though.. looking at the smaller male who's absolutely man handling him so easily right now, the idea of him taking out his anger on him in bed sounds really fucking hot.

 

Taehyun just stares at Kai for a moment before finally speaking. "You want me and him to.. fuck?" He blinks, ears immediately turning red. "And.. what do you mean you like both of us? You were just with Soobin the other night-"

 

"I was, but.. that doesn't mean I don't feel the same way about you, hyung. Also, we didn't actually have sex involving penetration, if that makes you feel better." Kai blushes before adding, "plus, Soobin's totally submissive. You should see for yourself."

 

Taehyun blinks, slowly bringing his attention to the blond male who has slowly been sinking down the wall under his strong grip, making him look shorter than Taehyun at the moment. It was pathetic, but honestly, the way he was red and embarrassed thanks to Kai's comment made Soobin look more attractive than usual to Taehyun. He scoffs, pulling Soobin back up the wall a bit by his shirt to meet his gaze. The blond gasps before biting his lip, his glasses he wore currently crooked atop his nose. He looks.. fucking adorable. Before Taehyun speaks, he can't help but look down to see an obvious bulge in the eldest's pants, making Taehyun's eyes widen. 

 

"Are you serious? You're turned on by getting manhandled like this?" Taehyun scoffs as if disgusted by the thought. Soobin looks Taehyun up and down before smirking. "Apparently I'm not the only one turned on by this." He licks his lips. 

 

Taehyun blinks, immediately glancing down to discover that he was, indeed, hard right now. What the fuck. Out of embarrassment he immediately lets go of Soobin, who falls to his knees in front of him. 

 

"What? Embarrassed now? I thought you were gonna teach me a lesson~," Soobin hums, knowing how to perfectly press Taehyun's buttons. Taehyun immediately shoves Soobin's head back against the wall, making the other wince, but clearly a little pain doesn't bother someone like him. "What the fuck is wrong with you? Just.. shut up." He's unbelievably flustered right now.

 

"Make me," Soobin challenges, biting his lip as he looks up at Taehyun. The younger stares down at him for a moment as if trying to decide if this was really a good idea or not. Clearly he decides it must be fine, because suddenly he's unzipping his pants and tugging them down along with his underwear in one go. He tugs Soobin's head back by his hair and immediately growls out, "shut up and suck it." 

 

"Oh, my God," he hears Kai whisper to himself from the couch, watching with obvious pleasure. This house is full of absolute freaks, Taehyun thinks before finally shoving his length into his hyung's pliant mouth. Soobin is quick to wrap his lips perfectly around Taehyun's cock, receiving a groan of pleasure in response. He hums, fully ready to start teasing Taehyun by only gently teasing his tongue along his dick at first, but he's quick to realize that Taehyun catches on to what he's doing immediately. 

 

"Suck it properly." Taehyun gives another tug to Soobin's hair, who can only moan in response. The younger's eyebrow raises at this before shaking his head. "I didn't realize you were like this, hyung." He seems amused, licking his lips before seeing a smirk on Soobin's lips. This little shit. His eyes narrow. Is he testing me or something or still trying to fucking piss me off? Taehyun shoves his cock back into Soobin's mouth, keeping hold of the blond's hair in one hand as he starts to fuck himself in and out of the older's mouth. He can hear a gasp from Soobin as he pulls out to push back in again, though the other shows no sign of wanting to back out or stop. 

 

"You like being used, Soobin?" Taehyun says in a low voice, picking up the pace until he's roughly fucking his pretty roommate's face until he's drooling all over Taehyun's cock as well as himself. He still doesn't call him hyung at the moment, figuring Soobin should earn that back from him. 

 

"Hmm.. You like being a little slut, Soobin?" He pants. "So eager to get fucked by me as soon as Kai-ah mentioned it, huh?" Taehyun's grip tightens again in Soobin's hair, receiving another moan from the male. He doesn't miss the slight attempt of a nod Soobin tries to give him despite his mouth being fucked into at a brutal pace. "Fuck.. I can't say I was expecting this from you," he whispers under his breath before adding, "Seriously, I think I like this part of you even more." 

 

A quiet moan from the living room catches his attention. He glances over, suddenly remembering that Kai is watching them right now. Taehyun's heart skips a beat as he watches Kai bite his lip, hand under his pants as he jerks himself off to the sight of Taehyun face fucking Soobin against the wall. Fuck. 

 

Taehyun groans as he feels Soobin suddenly lean forward, deep throating his cock as far as he can and holding it until he pulls off with a loud gasp for breath. "Jesus Christ," Taehyun swears, finally pulling out of Soobin's warm, wet mouth. The brunette takes a moment to collect himself.

 

"Sit," Taehyun eventually commands as he finally kicks off his pants and boxers fully. A soft whimper from the blond is all he needs to hear to know that he's listening. Once his legs are free, he grabs Soobin by the hair again and takes a step to his bedroom. "Come on," he gives a tug to the elder's hair, receiving another short moan before the male starts to stand up to follow. Taehyun immediately pushes his head back down. 

 

"Wh- Taehyun-"

 

"I didn't tell you to stand. You can crawl." Taehyun rolls his eyes as if it was obvious. Soobin stares at him, lips parted in surprise for a moment before he gets on his hands and knees. Taehyun smirks before giving him a leading tug to his hair. "Good boy. Come on then. You too, Kai-ah." He shoots Kai a knowing look. He wouldn't dream of excluding Kai from this. It's not every day you see your oldest hyung being treated like a dog and made to submit. He sees Kai quickly jump up at this, following them to Taehyun's bedroom. The brunette turns on his fairy lights in his room for a little lighting, nothing too bright. "Lay on your back," Taehyun instructs Soobin, pointing to the bed. He notices Kai going to take a seat at the chair at the desk and smirks. "You think you're not included in this?" Taehyun asks, raising an eyebrow. 

 

"Wh.."

 

"Take off your pants and stay near Soobin," Taehyun instructs him as well before taking off his own shirt. He can hear Kai's breath hitch as he stares at Taehyun's body for a moment before finally nodding and doing as told.

 

"You." Taehyun turns to look back at Soobin who's eyes are round when pointed at. "Strip." Soobin must be eager to please now, because he makes quick work of slipping off his pants and boxers at once, then sliding his shirt easily over his head. "Good boy," he praises as he opens his drawer, pulling out a bottle of lube as well as a box of condoms. 

 

Taehyun sits on the bed next to Soobin at his feet. He hums as he coats his fingers with lube, warming up the cold liquid on his fingers before getting between Soobin's legs, pulling him closer by the legs before spreading them further. "Hm.. I wonder how much you can handle?" Taehyun glances up at him with a smirk, loving the whimper he receives in response. Taehyun runs his fingers along Soobin's thigh before he teases his lubed ones along the blond's rim. A gasp escapes the eldest, making Taehyun bite his lip. He's so hot right now, it's driving me crazy. Taehyun licks his lips before pushing in a finger gently. He notices how despite the tightness, Soobin's body is quick to accept it. All he can do is mentally laugh at how even Soobin's body is quick to submit as easily as he does. 

 

"Kai-yah, do you want Soobin to eat you out while I work on stretching him?" He asks like it was the simplest thing ever. Kai stares in disbelief for a second, jaw dropped. "Him.. eating me out?" Kai wants to ask if Soobin is okay with that, but hearing Soobin immediately moan a quiet "fuck, yes" is enough for him to realize that, yeah, it's more than okay with Soobin. 

 

Kai's ears are bright red as he scoots closer to Soobin, biting his lip as he looks at his pretty face looking so eager for him. Kai is still reeling from the fact that he had the confidence to tell them both mid-fight that he wants them both.. and that he wants them to fuck. He can't believe this is even real as he's straddling his legs around Soobin's head and lowering himself onto his face. Soobin's hands grip onto Kai's plush thighs, pulling the youngest properly down onto his face. The black haired male yelps as he feels Soobin's tongue quickly lick a stripe across his hole. 

 

"Ah! S-Soobin-hyung.." Kai whimpers, covering his mouth in embarrassment. The little noises escaping him from just having Soobin's tongue teasing around his rim is so embarrassing to him. He's beet red. Never in his life did he think he'd be sitting on Soobin's face while he eats him out like this. In the time that Soobin and Kai got themselves comfortable, Taehyun had quickly been working on stretching out Soobin. He was working three fingers into him at this point. He would normally stretch him a little longer, however, the insanely hot sight in front of him is making him impatient to finally be inside the other. Kai whining and moaning as Soobin works his tongue inside him is probably the hottest thing he's ever seen. Hell, if he wasn't still determined to fuck the shit out of Soobin right now, he might be fighting to be in Soobin's place right now with Kai. It's not news to anyone that Kai has a nice ass. He could not stop staring at Kai that one time he had to wear nice, fitted pants for an event at the college last year.

 

Taehyun slides his fingers out of Soobin and starts to open the box of condoms. He opens the packaging of one and quickly slides it onto his length, biting his lip at the tight fit around his cock until it's down to the base. "Soobin, I'm putting it in now." Taehyun knows the eldest of them can't see anything happening right now, so he figures he'd be nice enough to give him a verbal warning. After hearing a quick "Mmhmn.." from the distracted blond, he smirks before pressing his tip against Soobin's rim. The blond lets out a moan as soon as Taehyun pushes himself inside slowly. Seriously, Taehyun can't believe how good of a bottom Soobin is. They've been friends since forever and he never knew Soobin was so submissive and eager to be fucked. I would've probably fucked him sooner if I knew that.. Taehyun bites his lip before finally starting to properly fuck the other after seeing how easily he's taking him. He could've stayed at this pace, fucking him at a decent pace and listening to him moan while still eating out the youngest, however.. 

 

Taehyun spreads Soobin's legs wide, harshly slamming himself inside this time which results in a sharp yelp. It's quickly followed by a deep moan from the blond. 

 

"Fuck, Soobin.. you're so.." Taehyun groans, continuing this rough, fast pace of fucking the eldest. Judging by Kai's red face and hand covering his mouth, Soobin must be doing a good job despite all the whines and moans coming from him. 

 

"Mmf-" The muffled sound of Soobin is heard from under Kai. The youngest glances down, eyes landing on Soobin's neglected cock- red and angry from not being touched this entire time. Kai bites his lip before leaning down, hearing an immediate whine from the blond beneath him. 

 

"I'm not going anywhere, don't worry," Kai reassures, adjusting his position on top of Soobin a little. Soobin seems to become content again with continuing to tease his tongue inside Kai, who's still flustered, but definitely getting more used to it now. Kai makes eye contact with Taehyun for a second as he takes Soobin's cock into his hand. Taehyun bites his lip as he watches Kai stroke the length a few times in his hand before wrapping his pretty pink lips around it for the second time this week. He quickly makes work of it, receiving an immediate, loud groan as Soobin bucks his hips at the sensation. "Fuck, Kai-" Soobin gasps, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of the youngest's thighs. "I-I'm close-" Soobin stutters. It's a marvel Soobin has even lasted this long. Kai sitting on his face while Taehyun rough fucks him? Now Kai is sucking him off while sitting on his face. He can't take it anymore. 

 

"Who said you could cum yet?" Taehyun abruptly stops in his pace. He looks down at Kai who's looking up at him with big, brown eyes while his lips are wrapped around Soobin's cock still. The brunette smirks before cupping Kai's face, making the other blush and let go of the cock in his mouth. 

 

"Shit- Taehyun-ah, please," Soobin whines.

 

"Hyung?" Kai gazes up at him curiously, panting still. He's curious as to what Taehyun has in mind now. 

 

"Get off of Soobin so he can flip over. I want him on his knees," Taehyun instructs. The youngest eagerly listens, getting off of Soobin who looks absolutely wrecked. His cheeks are dark red, sweat dripping from his temples and his bangs are pulled back, revealing his forehead and his mouth thoroughly covered in saliva. His glasses are a mess of saliva and sweat streaks all over the lenses.

 

"Taehyun-ah," Soobin whines again, only for Taehyun to shoot him a glare. The blond whimpers at this. 

 

"You cum last. You're not forgiven yet for pissing me off," Taehyun growls, making both boys stare at him in surprise. Soobin swallows nervously before rolling onto his stomach, supporting himself on his hands and knees. He suddenly feels embarrassed to be in this position in front of Taehyun. The belated thought that they've been best friends since they were kids plagues his mind, making the blond's ears turn a darker shade of red. He's letting his childhood best friend fuck him. That's finally sinking in after all this time.

 

Soobin snaps out of his thoughts at the feeling of Taehyun shoving his cock inside of him, making him yelp. "Fuck! Taehyun-" he pants, only to moan as soon as the brunette yanks his head back slightly by his hair. 

 

"Kai, have him suck your dick now," Taehyun finally instructs the youngest. Kai perks up immediately at this. Another first for him. He makes his way in front of Soobin who looks like he can hardly think straight while being rough fucked and having his hair pulled by Taehyun. He giggles, leaning down to press a kiss to Soobin's lips. The eldest moans softly this time, returning the kiss immediately. Kai smiles, tilting his head to the side as he admires the view for a moment before remembering the even better view he could be having. 

 

The black haired male sits up on his knees, his cock perfectly in line with Soobin's face from this position. "Hyung~," Kai coaxes before pressing his tip against Soobin's lips. The blond soon wraps his lips around Kai's length and begins to suck him off. Kai gasps at the feeling. He thought fucking Soobin's thighs was amazing, but this? Heaven. His cock in Soobin's warm, wet mouth feels so fucking good he can hardly think.

 

Kai groans when the eldest takes him particularly deep, making Kai feel his knees grow weak. He grabs some of Soobin's hair into his fist as well as his moans become higher pitched. "I-I'm coming..!" Kai can barely manage out before he's coming down Soobin's throat. He doesn't even realize he's tugged Soobin's hair so hard as he came until he feels Taehyun pull Soobin's head back by the hair in the opposite direction. Shit, he had just done to Soobin what Soobin accidentally did to him the other night. 

 

"Ah.. hyung, I'm sorry," Kai blushes as he pulls his length out of the older male's mouth. The male hardly gives him a reply other than a dismissive shake of his head. Only moans and whines seem to fall from his lips after swallowing Kai's semen. Kai soon sees the reason for this.

 

Taehyun's thrusts have become sloppy as he had watched Kai release. His moans were so hot yet cute, Taehyun couldn't help but start to cum, himself, after witnessing it. Taehyun keeps thrusting sloppily into Soobin as he rides out his high, panting roughly as his hips start to stutter. 

 

Soobin couldn't stop moaning after Kai came because Taehyun had started to jerk him off when he had started to cum. After a few more jerks to Soobin's overly sensitive cock, he was coming all over the bedsheets before his arms gave out, his legs starting to slide apart as he's weak in the knees from such a powerful ejaculation. 

 

Taehyun buries his face into the back of Soobin's neck, causing them both to promptly collapse flat onto the bed. Kai lays back against the pillows on his back, still recovering from his own high. They lay there like that in silence for a while until Soobin finally breaks the silence. 

 

"That was insane," he breathes out, still barely able to catch his breath. "I've never been.. I don't know, fucking destroyed like that before." He laughs weakly, making the other two laugh as well. 

 

Taehyun looks thoughtfully at the wall across the room as he sighs in content. "I've never gotten to go all out like that before. It felt good to be able to let everything out all at once," he comments. The brunette then massages Soobin's head gently before adding, "I hope your hair isn't falling out from all that bleaching and getting your hair pulled." They burst out laughing at this. 

 

"I sure hope not," Soobin finally replies after laughing so hard. He sighs before his gaze slowly lifts to Kai, who looks like he could fall asleep at any moment. "I don't think things would've gone this way if it wasn't for this horny ass over here. Seriously.. he acts all innocent all the time but he’s such a freak in bed. I couldn't believe my ears when he told us to fuck it out. Seriously, what the hell?" 

 

"Wh- no!" Kai tries to deny, only to be cut off by Taehyun, who is nodding in agreement. "I couldn't believe he said something like that. I thought I was hearing things. Our "cute, innocent" Kai is suddenly a dirty little thing." They both giggle, only laughing harder at how embarrassed Kai becomes. 

 

"I- I'm not a "freak" in bed!" Kai denies before mumbling, "I was just.. following instructions. Who am I to say no to something that will feel good like that..?" Both of the older males just laugh more at this. "And you called me submissive, hm?" Soobin rolls his eyes, receiving a hum from Taehyun for that. 

 

"I want Kai to sit on my face next time." Taehyun licks his lips, resulting in Kai burying his face into the pillows, no longer able to handle this much teasing. "That was so fucking hot."

 

"You call me a freak and yet you're already talking about what you want to do next time!" Kai whines into the pillows. 

 

"That was the best moment in my life; The Huening Kai sitting on my face. Damn," Soobin sighs, as if reminiscing a moment that was literally not even that long ago. Kai shrieks at this. "Oh my God, please stop already.." 

 

It's literally impossible for him to be any more red. The older two continue to giggle at how cute the youngest is until they finally decide to clean up. Considering how dirty they all felt from what just occurred, they all decided to take a shower together. Three men, all around six feet tall, in one small shower together. Yes, it was very crowded, but they made it work. Being separate sounded like the worst thing possible at the moment, after all. 

 

They were soon all cuddled up with each other on Kai's bed. Three tall men awkwardly on top of each other in order to fit on a twin sized bed that's already being occupied by at least twenty plushies. Oh, and Kai's pillows too, of course. Kai lets out a content sigh, snuggling into Taehyun's chest as Soobin presses his chest against his back. He's never felt so comfortable and so loved in his life. The youngest falls asleep quickly, feeling warm, happy, and loved. 

Notes:

angry Taehyun.. lord have mercy 👅
don't worry, there's plenty more drama coming soon LOL
I fear I desperately needed a reason to make Taehyun angrily fuck Soobin :3

Chapter 4

Notes:

sorry for the wait! let's go :3

Yeonjun shakes his head as he listens to Kai describing the most insane sounding sex he has ever heard in his life. He cannot believe he's listening to his shy little Hyuka ramble about the literal freakiest shit he's ever heard of. Yes, Yeonjun had pressed Kai for details as soon as he had told Yeonjun about the three finally being in a relationship, however..  he did not expect to be finding out all of the different positions the couple had been in and the shit they did together. 

 

"You people are seriously freaks," Yeonjun sighs, leaning back against the wall. They were currently hanging out in Yeonjun's room. Kai had no classes and both Soobin and Taehyun were currently out of the house. Today was the official opening day of their café, so they were busy handling that. 

 

"Whatever. I don't want to hear that from you of all people. Should I remind you about that guy you slept with from the club-" 

 

"Oh my God, will you ever let me live that one down? I was desperate, okay?" Yeonjun groans, covering his face. Kai giggles at this, playfully flicking Yeonjun's shoulder. "Anyways, did you want to go bother my hyungs at work? They just opened the café today~."

 

"Ooh, finally? Sure, I could definitely go for a coffee right now," Yeonjun agrees, but he hesitates for a moment. Suddenly his expression is a more serious one. "Um, Kai-yah, before we go, I wanted to check in with you."

 

Kai blinks, sitting back down on the bed after eagerly getting up to get ready to go. "Um, yes?" Kai asks nervously, fingers messing with the blanket suddenly out of anxiety. Yeonjun only talks like this when something is serious or bothering him. 

 

"Are you.. going to tell them?" Yeonjun finally asks the question he's been wanting to ask ever since he heard about the relationship Kai was in with the other two. He can't help but wince at the way Kai's expression falls instantly. 

 

"Oh, right. Ha..." Kai looks away, scratching at his neck instinctively. Yeonjun quickly pulls the hand away from his neck so he can't scratch at his sensitive skin again. "You can't keep avoiding this. I told you before- I can't imagine those two ever acting like those guys did back in school. Soobin-ah and Taehyun-ah are both pretty level headed about this stuff. They aren't immature- well, mostly." Yeonjun rolls his eyes. "But, seriously, Kai-yah. If you keep pushing this off, I can't guarantee their reaction will be the sweetest after realizing they've been lied to for-

 

"Can we not do this right now, hyung?" Kai cuts him off.

 

Yeonjun looks up at Kai's eyes, only to notice the heavy tears ready to fall from his eyes. "I'm sorry- I know it's not what you want to hear, it's just.." A guilty pang in his chest makes him bite his lip before sighing. "I don't want to see you get hurt again."

 

"I know.. I'm trying my best. I just.." Kai sadly laughs as he rubs his eyes with the long sleeves of his hoodie. "I got stupidly horny and forgot about literally every reason I had for not getting in a relationship like this with them. I messed up. But.. I-I'll figure it out. I promise."

 

☆ 

 

"Soobinnie-hyung! Taehyunnie-hyung!" Kai chirps as he finally catches a glance of them. The café is definitely busy, though thankfully there's currently a lull in the amount of people coming in. Most people already have their drinks and/or food and are sitting at their tables. 

 

"Kai-yah? I didn't expect you here!" Soobin beams as he comes around the counter to wrap his arms around Kai's waist lovingly, soon followed by an equally surprised Taehyun. Kai grins before tilting his head in Yeonjun's direction. "Hyung came with me. I wanted to be here on your opening day at least!" He explains, brushing his long, black hair out of his eyes. 

 

Yeonjun waves as he makes his way over. "Hey, congrats~," the witch hums, shaking both of their hands to truly congratulate the pair. "So.. mind making me an Americano? I'm desperately in need of some caffeine here after babysitting for you guys," Yeonjun jokes, lips curving into a smirk. 

 

"Of course you are." Soobin rolls his eyes, heading back behind the counter. Kai giggles as he watches the interaction. Taehyun and Yeonjun soon engage in conversation while Kai looks around the place. He's seen it a few times while it was being renovated, but now that it was finished it was indeed gorgeous. Kai is suddenly snapped out of his thoughts at the feeling of being watched. The hair on the back of his neck stands up as his eyes dart around. Why did he suddenly feel so on edge? 

 

"Hey~," a hum from a deep, honey voice greets him. Kai turns, making eye contact quickly with the male talking to him. Immediately Kai's eyes dart to the fluffy brown ears on top of his head, then to the equally fluffy tail swaying behind him. The unfortunately familiar scent hits him and he immediately scrunches his nose in annoyance. 

 

"Um, hey," Kai cautiously greets. So this was the werewolf Soobin hired. The brunette just smiles, leaning forward as he eyes the taller male. "So you're Soobin-hyung's roommate, right? I'm Beomgyu, it's nice to meet you." He bows politely. 

 

Kai hesitates before doing the same. "Yes, I'm Kai. I've heard of you," he states honestly. 

 

"Oh? Hyung talks about me?" Beomgyu grins, tail wagging gently at this. Why is he so happy about that? Kai's lip twitches as he watches the wagging tail. 

 

"So.." Beomgyu leans a little closer, his gaze suddenly darkening. "Why do I smell a werewolf scent like crazy coming off of you if you don't look like a werewolf?" 

 

Kai feels his heart drop. He swallows, freezing up. "Wh- what are you talking about?" He stammers, eyes darting around nervously.

 

"Don't lie. You can't hide it from me, I smell you all over Soobin-hyung like crazy. It's definitely you," The brunette says matter-of-factly, crossing his arms. 

 

Before Kai can reply, he's gently pushed to the side. His eyes widen, glancing up only to see Yeonjun next to him. "Soobin-ah~ You didn't tell me you hire cute werewolves here," Yeonjun hums, eyes narrow as he eyes up the suddenly wide-eyed werewolf. Kai feels Yeonjun's hand squeeze his shoulder reassuringly for a second before putting himself more between the two. Despite Yeonjun seeming like he's helping Kai out, the way he eyed Beomgyu doesn't go unnoticed. 

 

"Wh-What?" Beomgyu stammers, backing up as his ears suddenly turn a shade of red. 

 

"Hyung, don't flirt with my employees when they're on the clock," Soobin groans, having to hold himself back from smacking the other teasingly. He is also on the clock, after all. "Ignore him, Beomgyu-ah. He's a freak. Kai-yah has told me plenty about him." The blond smirks. Yeonjun glares at Soobin before redirecting it to Kai. He then smirks. "I don't think I'm as much of a freak compared to you guys. I heard plenty-" Kai immediately shoves his hand over Yeonjun's mouth. 

 

"Don't. you. dare," Kai glares at Yeonjun, making the others look at each other in confusion. 

 

"Who says I'm not into freaks?" Beomgyu finally breaks the tension, eyeing the shorter of the black haired males, Yeonjun. Yeonjun looks up instantly with obvious interest. "What time are you off again? And I didn't catch your name." There's that seductive look in Yeonjun's eyes again. 

 

"Beomgyu-ah. No flirting back when you're on the clock," Soobin groans, shaking his head and folding his arms across his chest. They all laugh at this, though it doesn't stop the way the witch and werewolf look at each other. 

 

"You're.. not human, are you?" Beomgyu says in a hushed voice as he eyes Yeonjun carefully. 

 

"Bingo, baby." Yeonjun finger guns at Beomgyu, who just scoffs before laughing at the silly gesture. 

 

"A witch then? You don't have the fangs of a vampire or ears of an elf," Beomgyu easily guesses, getting another silly response from Yeonjun for a 'yes'. Kai rolls his eyes, crossing his arms as he watches the two obnoxiously flirt in front of him. He can't help but feel irritated. Yeonjun-hyung saw him pressuring me. Why the hell is he flirting with him now? 

 

"What's wrong?" Taehyun whispers in Kai's ears, making the male jump in surprise.

 

"What? I-I'm fine," he shakes his head, scratching at his neck nervously. Kai sees the way Taehyun eyes him for a second. He knows he's lying. Kai swallows as he watches Taehyun resume the conversation, acting as if nothing happened. But Taehyun keeps a protective arm wrapped around Kai's waist now, causing Kai's cheeks to be dusted with a pink blush. 

 

☆

 

"Today went so much better than I could've expected." Soobin lets out a relieved sigh as he removes the chocolate brown colored apron from his waist. It was 6:00pm as they closed the café for the day. By 6:30pm most of the staff was finally gone, leaving behind the group of five. 

 

"Well you had me here to bless your asses with my amazing barista skills, of course. Oh, and Taehyun-ah, too, I guess," Beomgyu exaggerates, receiving laughs from the whole group. Well, minus one person who is currently still pouting. It doesn't go unnoticed by Beomgyu. 

 

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom," Kai mumbles after a few moments, sliding out of Taehyun's hold as he makes his way to the restroom. By the time Kai comes back from pouting in the bathroom, he blinks as he sees Soobin's arm around the werewolf's shoulders. Yeah, his other arm is around Taehyun, too. But it seriously irks him. 

 

"I was thinking we could celebrate a little back at home? You guys are invited, of course," Soobin invites, and the two are quick to take up the offer. 

 

Since when does Soobin invite new people, let alone anyone over? Kai's lip twitches again. He doesn't miss the way Beomgyu tilts his head to the side with a little smile as he looks back at him. Kai has to hold back the growl building inside of him. 

 

☆ 

 

It's obvious who gets excited when alcohol is involved and who is not when it comes to this group. The entire time they've been having a little "party" at their house, Kai has pouted on the edge of the couch. Both Soobin and Taehyun are currently drunkenly trying to play Super Smash Bros while fighting over who is the better player (They both suck, if you ask Kai). Meanwhile, Yeonjun is flirting with Beomgyu like crazy on the opposite side of the couch. 

 

Kai hates alcohol. The bitter taste and the way it makes him feel is enough to keep him away from it. Though with how shitty his mood is right now, he probably needs some. The youngest of the group curls into himself, hoodie covering most of his face as he buries himself into his phone. Call him an iPad kid, but this is the only way for him to try to get his mind off of what is upsetting him. 

 

Kai doesn't know how much time has passed, but he eventually looks away from his phone to see how far his boyfriends have gotten with their gaming competition. He blinks as he sees they switched to playing Mario Kart. Clearly they couldn't decide who was better and decided they needed to try with a different game. Of course. He snorts, shaking his head before making his way to the bathroom. 

 

Before he can shut the door behind him, the door is suddenly being shoved open again by a familiar, unwanted face. Kai jumps away, back pressing against the wall now. "What the hell do you want with me?" Kai growls, immediately puffing up at the unwanted close proximity of the older werewolf. 

 

"To understand what the hell I've been smelling all this time." Beomgyu locks the door behind him before returning his gaze to Kai's, his eyes glowing a faint golden color. Kai's nails scratch against the wall as he glares at the brunette. Despite Kai being much bigger than Beomgyu, it's obvious who's more dominant at the moment. Kai flinches as Beomgyu suddenly comes into his personal space, nose rubbing against Kai's neck until he finds his scent glands. Kai tries to push him away, but Beomgyu is insistent in his desperate need to smell him. 

 

"Yeah. It's definitely you," Beomgyu finally declares, rubbing his nose with his sleeve as he backs up a little finally, as if to get the scent out of his nose. Kai's glare at the male falters. He looks like a scared puppy now. "Okay, fine. I am what you think. Why do you care so much?"

 

"Because I don't get why you smell like werewolf but have no ears or tail. It doesn't make sense." The older male cocks his head to the side. 

 

"Go ask your lover in the living room. I'm sure he'd be happy to tell you," Kai growls quietly, folding his arms across his chest and looking away. 

 

"Oh, so Yeonjun-hyung knows?"

 

"...Yes." 

 

"Then when I asked Soobin-hyung about a werewolf scent on him, why did he tell me he doesn't know any werewolves other than me?" 

 

Kai freezes. He looks back at Beomgyu but doesn't see an annoying, cocky look on his face anymore. Just a genuinely confused, almost upset look on his face. "You told him you smelled a werewolf on him..?" Kai asks in disbelief. 

 

"Yeah.. but he was so confused, I just covered it up by saying I must be mistaken and his cologne must've been messing with my nose," Beomgyu explains. Kai feels at least a little bit of relief at this.  

 

"Kai-ah.. I'm just curious. Seriously. How the hell do you not have ears or a tail?" Beomgyu presses, making Kai groan. "If I tell you, will you promise not to expose my secret to Soobin-hyung and Taehyun-hyung?"

 

"Deal. But you also have to tell me why you're hiding that from your literal boyfriends." Beomgyu extends his pinky to the younger. Kai snorts before crossing his pinky with Beomgyu's. "Deal," he sighs, "I'll make this short. For my ears and tail, Yeonjun-hyung's father created a spell that can successfully hide my ears and tail each month until the next full moon inevitably brings my wolf out again." 

 

Kai watches Beomgyu's eyes widen in wonder. "That's a thing?"

 

"Yes.. though I'm pretty sure no other witch has discovered this. They've kept it to themselves just to help me." 

 

"Okay. I guess that's believable. But, why are you hiding your status as a werewolf? Especially from those two?" Beomgyu finally asks the harder questions. Kai's gaze lowers. He only agreed to tell Beomgyu so that he wouldn't expose him to his boyfriends, but that doesn't make this any easier for him. "I'm sure you've dealt with similar things growing up as a werewolf," Kai sighs. His stomach hurts now at the memories returning to him. 

 

"Hey.. take a seat. You look pale." Beomgyu's brows knit together with worry. The brunette eases Kai to the floor, both of them sitting on the floor of the bathroom together now. 

 

"Sorry.. it's just.. I hate talking about this. I feel nauseous every time I think about it," Kai mumbles, scratching at his arms unconsciously. Beomgyu frowns, gently rubbing at one of Kai's arms to help soothe him if possible. "If it genuinely makes you feel that bad, you don't have to tell me. I.. can probably put together why you don't want to be seen as a werewolf. I mean, I definitely get it." 

 

Kai tilts his head back against the wall, taking a few steadying breaths. Just breathe, he reminds himself. "No, I.. I should get it off my chest to someone else finally." He pauses. "Even though you've really been pissing me off today and don't deserve to know," Kai huffs, but it's obvious he isn’t that upset anymore. Beomgyu rubs the back of his neck at this. "Sorry. I wasn't really sure how to approach you about this. You got defensive as soon as I tried to ask in the café, so.." 

 

"Yeah, well, I got upset for obvious reasons, I feel. I didn't want just anyone to hear about me being a werewolf. Especially not them." Kai closed his eyes before sighing. 

 

"As a kid, I didn't have any thoughts about the fact that I was a werewolf. I didn't think it mattered. I guess I should've listened when my mother told me that not everyone treats werewolves kindly.." Kai trails off for a moment, his nails digging into the skin of his arms again. So itchy. Always so itchy when he's stressed about these things. 

 

"What do we have here?" The slurred voice of  an obviously intoxicated man sounds from behind him. Kai's ears twitch as he turns to face the man, eyes widening in fear as he sees the tall, disheveled man glaring at him. The werewolf's ears flatten in fear. He was only a kid, so this man was huge and scary to him. Before he can even realize what the adult is doing, he's suddenly pulling a knife out on him. "You fucking werewolves don't belong to live with us humans." 

 

Kai stumbles backwards, a yelp escaping him in fear as he falls to the ground, covering his face with his arm. After realizing he hasn't felt a searing pain anywhere on his body, he slowly uncovers his face to see Yeonjun's back to him, standing in front of the man. Kai's eyes widen as he sees blood dripping to the ground. "Yeonjun-hyung!” he gasps. 

 

“Just because he's a werewolf doesn't mean he doesn't deserve to live among humans. He's done nothing wrong!" Yeonjun defends. Kai blinks as he sees Yeonjun's hand struggling to grab the wand Kai knows he has in his back pocket, hidden. Immediately Kai sits up to grab the wand, sliding it into Yeonjun's hand. The young witch instantly sends a powerful spell at the drunk adult, sending him flying. 

 

"Thankfully Yeonjun-hyung wasn't badly injured, but we did take him to the hospital. But.. this wasn't the only time I've been attacked for being a werewolf. I.. don't think I can go into detail for some other instances, but.. I got beat up really bad multiple times by other kids, even teenagers, for it. Yeonjun-hyung was always there for me each time.. but he was always getting in trouble for fighting with other kids.." Kai pauses, his words faltering as he realizes he needs to bring up the next part. 

 

"At some point, I couldn't take it anymore and avoided going to school. Yeonjun-hyung got mad at me.. but I'd rather miss out on school at that point than deal with getting hurt every single day with no teacher bothering to help me." He buries his face into his knees, nails still scratching at his arms unconsciously. 

 

"Kai-yah. What the fuck are you doing?" Yeonjun grabs Kai by the wrist. It's 5pm. He finally found Kai after looking for him all day, cowering in one of the neighborhood playground tunnels. "Why weren't you at school?" 

 

One look from Kai is enough for him to know he must have been here the entire day. 

 

"Kai," Yeonjun sighs, feeling tears form in his own eyes at the pitiful, scared state the other is in. Bandages all over, his arms wrapped up to cover the bruises all over them. 

 

"They said I'd die if I showed my face at school again," Kai whispers. He's trembling, unable to look his best friend in the eyes. Yeonjun wraps his arms around the younger boy in a hug. The werewolf instantly melts into his warmth, despite how scared he was. 

 

"You've been here all day? Let's go to my house. You need to eat something and warm up. It's freezing out.." 

 

After some convincing, the two leave the park and make their way back to Yeonjun's house. Yeonjun's parents could only gasp at the sight of the poor werewolf boy as he's guided inside by his friend. The rest is a blur. He remembers being so tired and hungry. All he can vaguely remember is eating delicious food and passing out in Yeonjun's bed after. He can remember the sound of his own parents' worried voices as they finally find their only son. 

 

"He's burning up," Yeonjun's mother realizes as she presses her hand to Kai's forehead. The male blearily looks up at her. All he can remember after is the sound of the parents arguing amongst themselves. When he wakes up, he sees Yeonjun laying next to him, clinging to him. Apparently he never left his side the entire time he was sick in bed. 

 

☆

 

"Kai-yah.. my dad came up with something to help you," Yeonjun says a few days after Kai has started to finally get better. Kai blinks, looking up at him. "A spell so your wolf features won't be present." 

 

"What?" Kai stares in disbelief. Nothing like that exists. 

 

"We aren't sure how long it works for, exactly.. but we do know it isn't permanent or anything. It can be reversed, of course," Yeonjun says. The werewolf just stares for a moment before deciding that he'd rather not present as a werewolf at all over getting beat up every day for being one. "Do it. Please.."

 

☆ 

 

Kai and Yeonjun switched schools after this. This way, nobody would know who they are and call out the lie. Things were going great for a long time until Yeonjun had to go to college. 

 

Kai was hanging out with the few friends he had made in high school. While in the middle of hanging out, Kai felt himself start to itch all over. 'Why am I so itchy? I didn't get anything weird on me, did I?'

 

"What the fuck?!" He hears one of his friends shout. Kai turns to look at him, tilting his head in confusion. All of his friends jump back from him now as the rest notice too. Kai stares in confusion for a moment before he realizes that the phantom feelings of having his ears and tail all of a sudden weren't phantom feelings anymore. They were, in fact, there. 

 

"W-Werewolf!" The friends yelled in fear, leaving Kai to only stare in disbelief. The group practically fall over themselves to get away from him. A few people nearby saw what was happening. Kai sees a few people grab their phones, and he can only fear the worst. They think he's a werewolf attacking those students. 

 

Kai immediately flees, tears falling down his cheeks as he realizes there's no Yeonjun here to protect him anymore. Suddenly he's itching all over like crazy again, unable to stop scratching at his skin until it's raw and bleeding. Yeonjun's off at college. The only thing he can do is flee home, practically breaking down the door to get inside and hide. His parents are stunned as they see him disappear into his room, ears and tail obvious.

 

☆

 

"Kai-yah? What happened?!" Yeonjun gasps as soon as he finds out the news. Kai hadn't told anybody yet, but there was a report in the news about a possible wild werewolf on the loose who almost attacked some students. Kai curls in on himself. He had squeezed himself under his own bed, refusing to come out the entire day until Yeonjun was called home to help. Thankfully the college wasn't far away. 

 

"Kai-yah. Talk to me," Yeonjun sighs, sitting on the edge of the bed. He knows if he tries to force the younger out, it'd only make things worse for Kai. His parents had told him that the werewolf would yelp at the faintest touch when they tried to get him out. 

 

After being blatantly ignored for probably ten minutes, Yeonjun loses some patience. To Kai's shock, the bed is suddenly lifted off the ground and moved across the room. His head shoots up in fear and disbelief, seeing Yeonjun using his magic to do so. His heart practically beats out of his chest being exposed so suddenly.

 

"S-Stop- please.." Kai cries, and only then does Yeonjun see the cuts and blood all over Kai's arms and neck. The sight makes Yeonjun freeze. Only after the initial moment of shock passes does he notice Kai's fluffy ears and tail on display. Fuck. 

 

"Did the spell wear off? Oh my God, Kai.. what happened? I'm so sorry.. I should've made sure to reinforce it-" He instinctively goes to hug the younger, who immediately yelps in fear and nearly falls over trying to get away. Yeonjun stares at the heartbreaking scene in front of him. He watches as the werewolf continues to scratch himself more open wounds, nearly hyperventilating as he curls into himself in the corner.

 

Kai trails off after this, his gaze low. Beomgyu stays silent for a while, making Kai just close his eyes and sigh. Eventually, the younger feels two hands pull at his wrists. His head snaps up to see Beomgyu's sad gaze as he shakes his head. Kai then looks down to realize he had been scratching himself again, old wounds nearly being reopened. 

 

"Sorry.. yeah, I definitely can understand now," Beomgyu mumbles, unable to bring himself to tear his gaze away from Kai's red arms. "I've dealt with a lot of shit too, being a werewolf. Though, I got through a lot of it by running away, I guess. If not, I'd punch those asshole kids in the face." 

 

Kai's eyes widen at this. "What?"

 

"Yeah. You know we're both stronger than most humans. Do you just not like to resort to violence? Sometimes it teaches them seriously not to fuck with you. Trust me, I scared most of my former bullies so badly they'd start to avoid me," Beomgyu smirks. Kai doesn't know whether he should laugh or cry. He ends up doing a mix of both. "Oh my God.. you are so weird," Kai laughs as he wipes his tears away. 

 

"I know," Beomgyu laughs as well. "But, I mean it. Some people deserve a good punch to the face. Don't be afraid to defend yourself, dude."

 

"I never really thought about it. I was taught to not fight as a kid. I didn't want to hurt someone with my strength, and.. I didn't want to get accused of attacking somebody." 

 

Beomgyu slowly nods at this. "I get it, don't worry." He wraps his arms around Kai suddenly, making Kai's eyes widen before he buries his face into the male's neck. Suddenly the scent that he had hated so much, no longer smelled that bad. Maybe even a little comforting? 

 

"So.. you don't tell them because you're terrified of losing them." It's not a question from Beomgyu, it's a statement.

 

"Yeah.. I've wanted to tell them, so badly, but I just can't bring myself to. I freeze up and start itching like crazy just thinking about it," Kai admits, biting his lip as he clasps his hands together to try to stop himself from scratching again. 

 

"Not to pry.. but they've never questioned the marks on your skin?" Beomgyu asks gently. 

 

"Um.. they did maybe a year after we met. I like wearing long sleeves all the time, but it was so hot that day that I had to wear short sleeves and.. yeah, they asked about it. I just said it wasn't important and they seemed to realize I wasn't going to talk about it." Kai blinks before looking back up at Beomgyu, pulling back from their hug. Eventually he sighs. "They've figured out it's from me scratching myself so badly. They catch me doing it and try to stop me. I'm sure they can tell that the scratching is what caused the marks.."

 

The realization finally settles in. He's admitting these hard topics so easily to Beomgyu, who he's literally only just met. Not to mention, he hated him only a few minutes ago. It's odd. Beomgyu just seems so easy to talk to. 

 

"Kai-yah? You in there?" Taehyun's voice suddenly startles the absolute hell out of Kai. His eyes widen as he realizes how this situation might look bad. Him and Beomgyu locked in a bathroom together. During a party. 

 

Beomgyu quickly presses a finger to his lips to signal Kai to stay quiet. He then gets up, opening the door. "Ah.. Taehyun-ah. He's here, don't worry." Beomgyu pushes open the door to reveal them both. Kai swallows nervously. What is he doing?

 

"Kai-yah wasn't feeling well but didn't want to bother anyone, it seems. I've been here with him," Beomgyu explains. Taehyun's gaze fixed onto the youngest still sitting on the floor of the bathroom. "Oh.. Kai-ah. You can always tell us when you don't feel well, baby. We don't want you to suffer alone."

 

Kai's cheeks heat up from embarrassment. "Ah.. I know. I just.."

 

Taehyun comes over, quickly kneeling down to wrap his arms around him. Kai lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding as he melts into his warm embrace. Glancing over Taehyun's shoulder, Kai makes eye contact with Beomgyu, who can only smirk and wiggle his eyebrows at him. Kai closes his eyes as he holds back a laugh before mouthing 'thank you' to him. 

 

"Are you feeling better now? Soobin passed out and it looks like Yeonjun's been asleep for a while now," Taehyun snorts. "Neither of them can hold their liquor." Kai giggles at this, nodding to his question. "Yeah, I'm feeling better now." 

 

Kai gasps as he's suddenly being lifted up into the air. His long legs wrap around Taehyun's waist quickly and he grips his shoulders tightly. "H-hyung?" 

 

"Hm~ I'm taking you to bed. I'll put Soobin-hyung in his room. I'm keeping you to myself for tonight." Taehyun smirks up at the boy clinging to him. Kai's cheeks flush at this. "How are you even able to carry me..? I'm heavier than you," the younger whines, hiding his face into the brunette's neck. 

 

"Hm? I don't work out for nothing. I could bench press heavier than you." Taehyun smirks before turning to see Beomgyu. "Ah‐ hyung. You can stay in my room. It's the second on the left of this hall." 

 

"Oh- thank you." Beomgyu seems a little surprised, as if he didn't expect to be allowed to spend the night. He doesn't question it, though. "I'll drag Yeonjun-hyung off the couch to stay there, too. I'd feel bad making him sleep on the couch alone.." 

 

Kai perks up at this. "Please treat my hyung well. He's really a sweetheart," he says honestly, despite his giggles. 

 

"Trust me, I noticed how he couldn't stop complimenting me all night and giggling and getting shy. He's too cute," Beomgyu chuckles. They all giggle over how cute Yeonjun is despite how cool he tries to act. 

 

"Okay.. Goodnight, hyung." Kai waves to Beomgyu once they're finally done having their silly conversation. 

 

"Night, Kai-ah," Beomgyu says with a smile before they head their separate ways in the house. Kai is still being carried by Taehyun. He can't help but tightly cling to the elder out of fear that he'll be dropped. He's never exactly been carried before, not since he was little, at least. Not to mention, he's scared of heights despite being like six feet tall. Taehyun gently drops Kai onto the bed. The younger can tell Taehyun is pretty drunk despite how responsible he's being. He can handle alcohol best among the group, it seems. 

 

"You wanna put on your pajamas?" Taehyun asks, opening the drawer to pull out some from Kai's dresser. 

 

"I can just keep on this sweatshirt.. you know I don't sleep with pants on anyways," Kai giggles as he unbuttons his jeans before sliding them off and onto the floor somewhere. He'll pick it up tomorrow. Probably. 

 

It's amazing how quickly he got comfortable so quickly with Taehyun and Soobin. He was nervous to show hardly any skin to them not that long ago.. now he's taking his pants off easily and sleeping like that with them. 

 

"Okay. I'm borrowing one of your pajama pants." Taehyun does as he says, changing into those before going to take care of Soobin. Kai watches from his bed as Taehyun carries a passed out Soobin on his back- Soobin's legs being so long that his feet drag on the ground because of the height difference of the two- to the elder's bedroom. Kai giggles at the sight. Seriously.. his boyfriends were too cute. 

 

Boyfriends.. Kai smiles to himself. He actually has a boyfriend now. Two of them! The mere thought makes him blush and bury his face into the pillows. 

 

"I'm turning out the lights, baby," Taehyun warns as he comes into the room, doing as he says promptly after. The brunette then makes his way to the bed, careful not to knock any of Kai's beloved plushies off as he gets under the covers. Kai bites his lip as he feels hands quickly sneak their way around his waist. Taehyun pulls Kai closer by his waist, their hips pressed together now. "Hyung.." Kai blushes, only to be hushed as Taehyun kisses his lips gently. 

 

"Goodnight, Hyuka," Taehyun whispers, pausing for a moment before adding, "I love you.."

 

Kai's entire face heats up at this. Taehyun has never said he loves him first. Usually Kai has to initiate it and tease him until he reciprocates it. The younger stammers before getting out an, "I love you, too, hyung." 

Kai smiles as he feels Taehyun bury his face into his chest. Of course. His boyfriends are weirdly in love with his chest, for whatever reason. Kai silently giggles before burying his nose into Taehyun's hair, inhaling the pretty grapefruit scented hair treatment. He drifts off to sleep at the feeling of Taehyun's hands sliding up the bare skin of his back.

Chapter 5

"You're going over to Yeonjun-hyung's again?" Soobin asks as he sees Kai slip on a jacket. It was going to be dark soon. 

 

"Ah, yeah. Our usual overnight hangout," Kai smiles, hoping his anxiety wasn't obvious. He's been itching all over again today, but has done his best to hide it from the other two. They hate to see him like that, of course. 

 

"Are you sure you don't want me to walk you?  It's getting dark out earlier now that it's getting closer to winter.." Soobin starts to stand up, only for Kai to anxiously shake his head. 

 

"No, no! It's fine! I'm so used to going alone, I don't mind. It's a relaxing walk," Kai bites his lip nervously. Soobin pauses for a second before sighing and sitting back down. "Okay. You're missing Taehyun-ah getting back from class, though. He's gonna be pouty," Soobin chuckles.

 

"Tell him I'll make it up to him, I promise!" Kai calls as he slips out the door and into the cold. 

 

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"Cutting it close again," Yeonjun sighs as he takes Kai's hoodie again. "It's gonna be cold.. you sure that sweatshirt will be warm enough?" 

 

Kai shrugs, his gaze low. He feels extra anxious for tonight, though he has no idea why. The male knows the mating season is coming up quickly. He just hopes no other werewolves are affected just yet. 

 

☆

 

Famous last words, apparently. Thoughts, technically, but whatever.

 

Kai blinks slowly, opening his eyes as his entire body sears with pain. As his eyes begin to adjust to the light, he suddenly realizes he was lying on the floor of the forest. The werewolf blinks again, the horrible realization slowly sinking in. He is always back to Yeonjun's as soon as the sun barely starts to rise. Kai tries to sit up, only to gasp at the sharp pain in his shoulder and his chest. Only after looking down does he realize his clothes are torn pretty badly. Then he realizes the pain in his body is from bite and claw marks. Without a doubt, this was the work of another werewolf. 

 

Kai winces as he forces himself to fully sit up, avoiding using his right arm this time to prop himself up. Finally he notices the bruises on his legs as well. Nothing had happened, right? His clothes are still on, after all. Kai's body twinges suddenly at how exhausted and injured he is. He groans, flopping back down onto his back. Everything hurts, and it only gets worse as the seconds tick by. Unable to move, the werewolf lays there in pain for so long he eventually ends up passing out. 

 

A loud snarl sounds from behind him, causing Kai to turn around. He's face to face with another much bigger male werewolf. Kai growls back, trying to back away, dropping the bleeding body of a poor forest animal from his jaws. 

 

Clearly the werewolf isn't interested in the food as he ignores the fact that Kai was giving it up to him in quiet submission. Before he knows it, he's being attacked– pain sears through his body as the werewolf’s canines sink into his arm and sharp claws rake across his chest. Kai fights back, probably dealing nearly as much damage as the other gave him, though clearly he's somehow smaller than this other werewolf despite being a tall guy already. Kai's memory goes blurry here. All he can remember is feeling rage course through his body after being injured.. then suddenly there was a loud yelp of pain. 

 

"Stay out of my territory," the male snarls, his one opened eye flashing red before he limps away, blood dripping from his face. His tail was tucked. Kai stares at the disappearing figure as he lies on the forest floor, bleeding. 

 

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Kai coughs, gasping for breath as he sits up suddenly, feeling like his heart was racing a million miles per minute. He clutches his chest, eyes wide as he looks around wildly. He was.. in his room? The werewolf's lips part. Was it all just a dream? Did he actually just go through all of that? He's sweating all over. 

 

He suddenly hears the sound of a small crash, jumping in surprise. The werewolf looks up to see Soobin staring at him, wide-eyed. He stammers for a second before picking back up what he had dropped and rushes into his room. 

 

"Oh my God, you're awake..?" Soobin chokes out, grasping Kai's hand tightly before burying his face into the side of him gently. 

 

"What? What.. happened..?" Kai blinks in confusion, looking down at the taller male.

 

"You don't remember? Anything at all?" Soobin asks. Kai sees tears falling like crazy down his cheeks, making Kai's heart lurch. His precious hyung is crying.. because of him?

 

The memories that he had lived through again before waking up feel like a punch to the gut. So that actually happened then? Or.. not? Kai gasps before grasping at his head, terrified for a second that he had been brought home looking.. like that. In his werewolf form. Soobin looks at him worriedly. 

 

"Is your head hurt?" He asks, only for Kai to swallow before lying, just a little. "Um.. a little, yeah." He averts his gaze. Thankfully for him, his ears and tail seem to be nonexistent once again. How..?

 

"I don't remember.. w-well.. kind of, I guess? I don't know what's real right now," Kai mumbles, eyes downcast. The sight of Soobin crying hurts his heart too much. He lets the blond cling to him however he wants right now to compensate at the moment- which involves burying his face into his tummy. 

 

"Yeonjun-hyung called us and asked if you got home this morning. He said you left in the middle of the night since you weren't feeling well.. and.. then we realized you never got home last night.."

 

Kai swallows as he listens. Yeonjun was still lying for him.

 

"Taehyun and I went searching for you, but eventually Yeonjun-hyung called and let us know he found you. He told us you got attacked. Do you.. remember that?" Soobin lifts his gaze to the younger's. Kai's heartbeat increases again. "I.. I do vaguely."

 

"Oh my God, hyung, he's.." Soobin gasps, covering his face after seeing the bloody, torn up body of his boyfriend on the forest floor. 

 

"He's alive. I stopped his bleeding but.. he definitely needs these wounds disinfected. I don't think anything is so deep that it requires medical treatment, thankfully.. though he might end up with scarring," Yeonjun sighs, closing his eyes. He was holding Kai's body close to him. 

 

Taehyun drops to his knees, unable to even say a word as he sees his boyfriend like this. But, he's alive. He's alive and things should be okay, right? Soobin wraps his arms around Taehyun and they move closer to the other two. 

 

Yeonjun's eyes still flicker a blue color as he continues to try to heal the youngest with as much as he can muster. He's no longer bleeding, but he's lost so much blood. Thank God Yeonjun's magic is strong, otherwise they'd be taking him to the hospital. If they took him there, they'd soon realize based on his blood type he is, in fact, a werewolf. Yeonjun knows it's stupid as hell, but he wants to protect Kai's most important secret as much as possible. 

 

"It looks like a werewolf attacked you. Yeonjun-hyung had stopped your bleeding before we got there. We ended up carrying you back here and wrapped you up.."

 

Kai stares off as he tries to process this. All of this happened in this short amount of time? His grip tightens slightly on Soobin's hand. If Yeonjun found me first, he must have used the spell on me then. Thank God.

 

"Are.. are you okay? You're making me worried. Should I call Taehyun-ah in here, too? He is making some dinner for us. Soup, to hopefully make you feel better." Soobin reaches up to run his fingers through Kai's hair.

 

Kai leans into Soobin's touch, sighing as he feels his body starting to register the painful wounds he's sustained. "I'm okay. It just.. hurts, really bad. I don't think I can move my body right now," Kai sighs, closing his eyes. His body was only able to sit up so suddenly when he woke up due to pure adrenaline. Now, his brain had fully registered the pain his body was in. 

 

"Don't try to move.. you don't want to cause your wounds to reopen. Lucky for you, Beomgyu-ah actually studied nursing for a while, apparently, and took care of you the most. He helped Yeonjun-hyung figure out most of the complicated stuff to take care of you; how to disinfect your wounds.. how to properly wrap them. That kind of stuff."

 

Kai nods, the exhaustion truly hitting him now. He just wants to sleep suddenly. "Where is everyone?" He finally whispers, unsure how to respond to all of this information. 

 

"Taehyun-ah's still cooking. Yeonjun-hyung is probably still sleeping after using so much of his magic to help you. Beomgyu-ah is most likely with him. I can get them-"

 

"Kai-ah, you're awake? I'm here too, don't worry baby," Taehyun's gentle voice sounds from the doorway. He has a bowl in his hands, which Kai can only presume is the soup Soobin mentioned. The brunette kneels at the edge of the bed, making Soobin move over so he can be closer to Kai's upper half. "Think you can eat? You probably haven't since dinner, right?"

 

Kai's gaze averts. He probably ate plenty overnight before the incident. Before he can even start to feel nauseous or anything from the thought, Taehyun sits the bowl on the nightstand. He ruffles Kai's hair, kissing his cheek. His touches are feather-light, as if Kai might fall apart if he's too rough. 

 

"I.. I don't know," Kai mumbles.

 

"I made homemade chicken noodle soup. Just for you. I know you love chicken, plus the broth is really good for you. You want to feel better quickly, right?" Taehyun hums, pressing another kiss to Kai's cheek, close to the corner of his lips this time. The idea of Taehyun making a homestyle chicken noodle soup for him makes Kai melt a little. Just for you, the words replay in his head, making him a little dizzy with love for the brunette. 

 

"I'll try then," Kai hesitantly gives in. He doesn't miss the way Taehyun shoots Soobin a pleased look before picking the bowl back up. Thankfully Kai is already propped up well on his pillows, so he doesn't need to sit up further to eat.

 

"It should be cool enough to eat now, but be careful, just in case," Taehyun warns, holding a spoonful of the soup to Kai's lips. Kai stares at Taehyun, feeling heat rush to his cheeks. "You.. You're going to feed it to me?" He asks, feeling disbelief that this is happening. Being fed by his boyfriend while he's injured. How much more dreamy could Taehyun get? But Kai can't help but feel guilty. "You don't have to do all this for me.."

 

"Don't start that. You deserve to be taken care of and loved just like anyone else," Soobin quickly retaliates to the younger's protests. Kai immediately shuts his mouth, feeling embarrassed now. He knows it's silly to feel like this. To feel like he's being a burden to his boyfriends despite quite literally being barely able to move right now.  

 

Taehyun shoots Soobin a warning glare. "What he means by that is we genuinely want to take care of you, baby. You're not feeling well.. so what's so wrong with being taken care of? You're not a burden to us, if that's what you're thinking. You're always overthinking so much in that pretty little head of yours," Taehyun shakes his head, a breathy laugh escaping him. "Wouldn't you want to do the same if it was one of us in your position?"

 

Kai stares at Taehyun for a second, stunned. He seemed to read his thoughts so easily. The youngest finally sighs before gradually taking the spoon into his mouth, tasting the delicious broth and noodles. He immediately licks his lips, perking up a little. "Delicious," he whispers under his breath. 

 

"Are you glad you agreed to eat and be fed by your boyfriend, hm?" Taehyun chuckles, immediately preparing another spoonful for the male. 

 

"Hey, I'm his boyfriend too! Let me feed him after a while," Soobin pouts. Taehyun rolls his eyes at this, but gives in to the puppy eyes.

 

"Fine. After I've had my time." They giggle together at this.

 

☆

 

"Kai-yah, they told me you're awake and ate well," Yeonjun sighs in relief as he enters Kai's room, Beomgyu tailing him quietly. The brunette werewolf looks exhausted himself. Kai can figure why. Despite this, he swears he can smell a hint of irritation in both of their scents. 

 

"Mm, yeah," Kai nods, fingers playing with the ears of the bunny plushie of his that Soobin had placed in his lap for him earlier. His comfort plushie- Tobin. Totally not named that because it looks like Soobin to him. But even with the comfort of Tobin, the scent he picks up from the two remains. They seem a bit stiff. 

 

"Did something else happen?" Kai asks, worry showing in his expression. "You guys smell irritated," he adds in a whisper. The two glance at each other before averting their gaze quickly. "Um.. yeah. Soobin-ah got kind of pissed off at me. He said I should've walked you home last night." 

 

"He has no right to put all the blame on you. The same could've happened on his way to your house. It goes both ways," Beomgyu growls. Yeonjun shoots him a look. 

 

"You try changing his mind then. I can't argue about something that didn't actually happen. I lied to save Kai-yah's ass over here and am taking the blame for it," he rolls his eyes. 

 

"I'm sorry.." Kai's eyes downcast, clearly feeling guilty.

 

"It's fine, Kai-yah," Yeonjun shakes his head. "I'd rather him be pissed at me than mess up anything for you with them," he sighs. Kai averts his gaze, his nails digging into the fabric of the plushie in his arms. Don't scratch, he reminds himself. Thankfully, the plushie in his arms is helpful to keep his hands busy. An awkward silence passes before Beomgyu sighs. "Hyung, remember why we're in here?" He rolls his eyes with a playful smile, nudging the eldest. 

 

"O-oh, yeah. Sorry. I wanted to take off your bandages and work on healing you some more. It's a lot of energy, so I can't heal you all at once, but.. it should help heal your wounds faster over each session." 

 

Kai glances down at the bandages wrapped around his chest, arms, and one shoulder. The rest are hidden under his blankets on his legs. "Right.. okay," Kai mumbles, but he can't help but feel really anxious. Being bare to others still bothers him, even if Yeonjun has seen him many times due to their circumstances. Kai looks at Yeonjun before glancing at Beomgyu hesitantly. 

 

"Oh, Beomgyu-ah.. do you mind waiting outside until I'm done? He's shy," Yeonjun requests, chuckling at the way Kai blushes at being exposed like that. 

 

Beomgyu sighs dramatically before standing up. "Fineeee. Can't believe I'm not allowed to look at my friend's hot body here and there," he jokes with a smirk before leaving, shutting the door behind him. "Let me know when you're done, hyung.~" Beomgyu wouldn't mention the fact that he saw Kai's body already when Yeonjun had called him in a panic, begging him to help. Thankfully, Yeonjun had remembered Beomgyu telling him he had been a nursing school student for a while until he switched majors. 

 

Kai sighs as Yeonjun works quickly while being as gentle as possible. Kai finally can see the damage now, flinching as he looks. Four long claw marks disfigure the smooth skin of his chest, still red and inflamed. Then there's a large bite mark on his shoulder and a few smaller ones on his arm. There's a few cuts on his legs, though they're mostly likely from him falling and trying to get away from the werewolf, sticks or thorns slicing his sensitive skin.

 

Yeonjun quickly cleans his wounds again before picking up his wand from the loop on his belt specifically for it. Kai winces, looking away as he prepares himself for Yeonjun to use his healing magic. "Kai-ah, don't worry. This doesn't hurt at all, I promise," Yeonjun reassures, picking up Kai's hand to press a gentle kiss to the back of it. A gesture he has done since they were kids. 

 

Kai nods, feeling the fear leave his body for now. Yeonjun wouldn't lie to him. For now, he rests his head back onto the pillow, focusing on the comfortable, soft material cushioning him. His bed is warm and comfy. It's no wonder his boyfriends sleep in his bed the most despite them having the option to sleep in either of theirs as a group. Before Kai knows it, he's falling asleep to the warm, tingling sensation around his wounds thanks to Yeonjun's magic. 

 

☆

 

Healing takes a long time. Much longer than Kai can honestly stand. He started to get more used to being practically babied by his boyfriends once his wounds were nearly healed (well, more babying than usual). Kai was supposed to leave a few days ago to return home for Chuseok that's coming up, but Taehyun and Soobin had both convinced Kai to stay for a bit longer. Moving around was still difficult for Kai- mainly his upper body. That bite on his shoulder really did a number on the poor muscles under his skin. 

 

Unfortunately for Kai, the longer he puts off returning home to his family, the worse of a situation he's risking putting himself in. It's extremely close to werewolf mating season and Kai is stressed as hell. He's been begging at this point for his boyfriends to stop hiding his car keys so he can go home, but they still aren't fully convinced he should go alone.. and Kai is extremely quick to shut down the idea of them coming with him. 

 

Today is no different. Kai makes his way over to Soobin- who Kai has decided is the weakest of the two links- and sits in his lap as he watches something on the TV. Kai smirks to himself as he hears Soobin curse under his breath before wrapping his arms around Kai's waist right away. "Hm.. did I do something to deserve this?" Soobin bites his lip, adjusting his hips under Kai's weight. 

 

Kai shrugs, pretending to be uninterested. "I'm just sitting in the most comfortable spot." He leans back, his back pressed against Soobin's chest. Truth be told, Kai has been feeling insanely horny for the past few days. The only thing holding him back is the fear in the back of his mind. What if I say something weird? If I'm not in my right mind, I'm scared I'll say something insanely inappropriate.. But another part of him wants to get railed finally.

 

...Or be the one railing. 

 

The couple has been together for around two months at this point, but they've never gone all the way with Kai. He's just not been ready to properly experience that yet. Mostly because he mainly wanted to be the bottom at first, but right now? He can't stop thinking about making either one of them fall apart beneath him. The idea sends a tingle down his spine.. and possibly somewhere else, as well. 

 

"Oh, yeah?" Soobin hums, sounding unconvinced. Kai was originally plotting to make Soobin desperate for him so much so that he would be willing to give Kai his car keys back so they could have some fun. He'd never usually use bribery like this, but he's feeling desperate. 

 

Kai just needs to tease the fuck out of Soobin for a while first. He's been doing his best since last night to look at him with 'those' eyes whenever he can.. though he's not sure Soobin got the hint. The younger whines, adjusting himself to get "comfortable" on Soobin's lap. "Well, I'm trying to get comfortable," he pouts slightly. Suddenly, his entire face starts to burn as Soobin whispers into his ear, "are you sure that's all you're doing, puppy?"  

 

Kai blinks, feeling stunned. "Wh- p-puppy?!" He feels his entire body get hot now. If he was in his right mind, this sudden, new nickname would make him freak out, thinking Soobin knew his secret. However, his suppressed horniness is starting to overflow. Deep down, he loves the nickname. It made his heart race with excitement. 

 

"Mhm~ you're cute. Just like a puppy," Soobin chuckles. He then adds, "you're also naughty, just like a puppy. Like, right now.." One of Soobin's hands around Kai's waist slides down to the tent in Kai's boxers. He had specifically made sure to be pantsless before doing this, knowing it'd especially drive Soobin crazy. 

 

Kai gasps, grasping onto whatever his hands could find. That ended up being Soobin's thighs beneath him. "Hyung," he whines, feeling Soobin's other hand travel up his shirt, fingers immediately teasing at one of his nipples. "Mmn.." a whimper falls from his lips. His brows furrow together, feeling his self control crumbling under Soobin's touch. The final blow? Soobin's lips on his neck, tongue being added hardly a second later. 

 

Kai lets out a loud, startled moan at this. He can barely think, everything just feels so good. His dick is rock hard in his boxers already, and he’s gasping and whining as Soobin doesn't stop the touches all over. It's so overwhelming. I need to stop him.. I did this so I could get my keys back.. but, fuck.. I don't want him to stop anytime soon. Kai vaguely tries to squirm away from the touches, mostly the ones to his neck. He feels dizzy from this. "Hm? Trying to escape after instigating this? Naughty puppy.." 

 

There's that nickname again. Kai whines loudly, a mix of want, but also feeling overwhelmed. ...Maybe just once is okay. Kai finally melts under Soobin completely now, leaning back against him again and tilting his neck to give the blond better access to the sensitive skin, as if to say, "mark me". 

 

Soobin chuckles, seeing the sudden change in demeanor. "Good boy," he whispers, kissing a spot on Kai's neck before starting to suck at the area. Kai's breath hitches as Soobin finally slips his hand under his waistband to properly wrap his fingers around Kai's cock, eliciting another whiny moan from the younger as he starts to jerk him off.

 

"Oh~ fuck.." Kai's head tilts back, biting his lip. Much more of this and he's seriously not going to last long. 

 

"I've never heard you make so much noise. You must really be liking this, hmm, puppy?" Kai lets out another moan immediately at the nickname, making Soobin chuckle. "Ah.. maybe it's the nickname, then? You like being a puppy for hyung?" Kai desperately nods, though he has no idea why. Why the fuck does it get me so excited? He thinks before his brain short circuits at the feeling of Soobin's teeth grazing his neck. The older male doesn't bite down hard, just teases his teeth at the male's neck to test his reaction. 

 

A sudden faint growl from Kai's throat surprises Soobin. Did he upset him? Did he do something wrong? "Mark me, Soobin," the younger practically demands, then tilts his head back, looking back at the older male through pretty, long lashes as he ruts up against Soobin's hand on his cock. 

 

What the fuck. What the fuck am I saying? Kai thinks as he realizes Soobin has paused at the sound of his growl. It's only for a moment, because Soobin starts to jerk him off faster suddenly, Kai feeling the excited twitch of Soobin's cock under his ass. "Do you even realize how hot you are?" Soobin whispers with a groan against Kai's ear. "Telling me to mark you, and not even calling me hyung.. Fuck, that's so hot. I want to fuck you so bad right now." 

 

Kai's heartbeat increases at this. They had been strictly having no sex since the incident to allow Kai to heal and not strain himself too much, yet.. here they are. Plus, they've never even had proper penetrative sex with Kai yet since he was injured before they got to that. 

 

"Mmn.. I want that," Kai whispers, looking back up at Soobin with that seductive look in his eyes. 

 

"Fuck.. stop being so tempting," Soobin whines this time before biting a small spot on Kai's neck. He did tell him to mark him, after all. Kai lets out a loud moan instantly, definitely loud enough for anyone near the house to hear them. "Fuck! Soobin!" Kai gasps, coming all over Soobin's hand and himself. 

 

"Holy shit," Soobin swears, suddenly burying his nose into the crook of Kai's neck as he groans. They stay like this for a moment. Kai struggles to catch his breath, the overstimulation finally over. Soobin starts to kiss at Kai's neck again, making the younger dizzy. Seriously, his neck is so sensitive.  "Are you just gonna keep kissing my neck?" Kai laughs softly, trying to ignore the embarrassment he feels. He came so quickly from just this. 

 

"Mm.. yeah." 

 

Kai blinks. Normally Soobin would instantly be ready for Kai to get him off next.. usually with his mouth. "Did you want me to use my mouth?" He asks finally. 

 

"W-Well.. I, um.. I already.." Soobin averts his gaze, causing Kai's eyes to widen with shock. He sits up to turn around and look properly at Soobin. "You.. came in your pants? Just from getting me off?" Kai covers his mouth, staring at Soobin in utter shock. He looks down to see, in fact, a large wet area on Soobin's pants. The blond's face goes red immediately. "I told you. You looked so fucking hot, I.. couldn't control it." 

 

Kai's entire face burns in embarrassment. He wants to deny the claims that he's hot, but he knows Soobin would just whine and get annoyed (lovingly) about Kai having such low self-esteem. He chooses to just accept his boyfriend's claims and be flattered instead. 

 

"Wow.. I didn't realize I was that hot to you," Kai just laughs, shaking his head before straddling Soobin's lap. He presses his torso against Soobin's, pressing a kiss to his lips before he winces in pain. Soobin is quick to notice and sits the younger back up properly. "Hyuka.. don't bend your back too much, baby," Soobin reminds him, receiving an annoyed whine from Kai. 

 

Soobin ends up helping Kai up before sitting him down onto the couch gently. "You relax here, I'll go get some tissues," Soobin explains before pressing a kiss to Kai's lips now. He ruffles his hair before leaving to go grab some tissues from his room. Kai sighs, letting his head fall back on the couch. Okay, so that plan totally failed, he thinks, staring up at the ceiling in annoyance. 

 

Soobin quickly returns with tissues, only for him to jump at the sound of the front door opening. He freezes, face going bright red as soon as Taehyun walks in the door and stares at him. He's silent for a moment as he looks at Soobin's embarrassed, disheveled state before his gaze lowers to find the big wet spot across Soobin's crotch. Taehyun then glances over to a satisfied looking Kai on the couch, cum covering his stomach and all. You could say Kai was pretty satisfied seeing how embarrassed and shy Soobin was over the fact that he came untouched at all. Call him a freak, but it was pretty fucking hot.

 

"I've never seen you this embarrassed before. Judging from how pleased Kai seems to be right now, I can only wonder what happened.~" Taehyun eyes the eldest male. Soobin groans. "I'm not telling you," he huffs before deciding to ignore anything else Taehyun does, coming over to Kai to start cleaning him up. 

 

Taehyun's bag is dropped at the door as he makes his way over to the couch as well. He eyes the two as he leans over the back of the couch, a big smirk on his lips the entire time he watches. Kai can tell Soobin is annoyed due to the embarrassment. "Don't be embarrassed, baby," Kai giggles. 

 

"I don't think that's possible right now," he mumbles in reply. Kai makes eye contact with an equally satisfied Taehyun. They both smirk before he looks back at Soobin. "I mean.. if anything, I'm seriously flattered you think I'm that hot, hyung." 

 

Soobin stiffens slightly before glaring up at Kai. "Do you want me to keep cleaning you up, or would you like to stay covered in your own cum right now?" Before Kai can answer, Taehyun is quick to insert himself. "Oh? So it's not your cum all over him? Then where did you cum, Soobin-hyung?" 

 

"Okay fine, you can clean him up then. I'm not here anymore," Soobin declares, ears as red as they can possibly get. He leaves the tissues on the couch before awkwardly making his way to the bathroom. They both can't help but burst out laughing. They know Soobin is easy to embarrass, but this is a whole new level. "Wow.. that was the reddest I've ever seen him. That was hilarious," Taehyun sighs as he finally stops laughing. 

 

Kai tries to calm himself from his laughing as well. "No, yeah. I thought he was going to straight up die after I heard you coming in the door," he giggles. Taehyun wipes a tear from his eye from laughing so hard before finally coming over to help Kai with cleaning up. "So he came in his pants, huh?" Taehyun smirks, making sure he definitely has the story straight. 

 

"Yes, he drove me insane and then found it so hot that he came in his pants under me when I came." Kai bites his lip as he thinks about that moment again. 

 

"Hm~ Seems like you enjoyed it a lot. I can see why he got so excited," Taehyun chuckles, finishing wiping up the cum from Kai's stomach and cock. "You really look so pretty," Taehyun adds casually, making the younger squirm from the compliment. 

 

"You're prettier," Kai mumbles, averting his gaze shyly. He hears a low laugh come from Taehyun, who then leans closer to Kai to kiss his lips. Kai expects it to be just a quick peck, but he soon feels Taehyun capturing his lips again with his. Kai lets out a small gasp as he's gently pressed into the back of the couch by Taehyun. He can tell the elder is being careful not to be too rough and risk making Kai's wounds hurt further. 

 

Kai continues to kiss the brunette back, reaching up to slide his fingers into his hair and hold him close. Taehyun is quick to lower himself so he's more within reach for the younger. 

 

"Don't hurt your shoulder, baby," Taehyun whispers, gazing lovingly into Kai's flustered gaze. The younger can only nod shyly, doing his best to keep his arms from lifting too high. "I love you," Kai whispers in a pout. Apparently it's his excuse for risking his shoulder being hurt again, before he pulls Taehyun's face closer to his so he can kiss his lips again. 

 

"Mmn.. love you, too.." Taehyun mumbles between kisses. They make out on the couch for a while before Soobin suddenly appears next to them. They were so into their kissing that they didn't even notice him leave the bathroom and put on a new pair of pants before returning. 

 

"Seriously, you two are evil," he mutters, folding his arms across his chest as he pretends to look uninterested in the current makeout session. Kai had startled at the feeling of Soobin sitting beside them on the couch, but he now eyes the way Soobin's ears are still red. He glances at Taehyun, a smirk on his lips. The brunette seems to read his mind, because they both make their way closer to Soobin.

 

The youngest wraps his arms gently around the blond's waist, gazing up at him with a pout. Taehyun sits on the opposite side of Soobin than Kai, pressing his chest against the eldest and laying a hand on his thigh. "Hyung~ don't pout," Kai coos, nosing himself into Soobin's neck. 

 

"Yeah, hyung," Taehyun smirks, sliding his hand up Soobin's thigh before squeezing. "No need to pout. I know you like being driven crazy. Don't think I forgot about you telling me you would like being driven crazy by your future partner." 

 

Kai perks up at this. "He said that?" 

 

"Oh, yes. When he was drunk after a party in college and was clinging to me afterwards. He was cute," Taehyun laughs. 

 

"Oh my God. You two are killing me right now," Soobin groans, covering his face. Kai pouts at that, gently pulling his hands away before leaning up to kiss Soobin's lips. He teases him by gently biting his bottom lip, one of his hands sneakily finding its way to his arm to caress his finger tips across the soft skin. Soobin shivers at this, a whine escaping him, but he continues to kiss the youngest eagerly. 

 

"Hm~ you act upset at us but are so eager for our attention. You are something else, you know that?" Taehyun snorts, but sneakily slides his own hand up Soobin's shirt to leave teasing touches along his chest and maybe 'accidentally' brush his fingers across his nipples. 

 

While Kai kisses Soobin's lips, Taehyun takes it upon himself to start kissing the blond's neck. He jumps at the touch, a moan escaping his lips that Kai quickly silences with his own. Soobin has no idea how much time passes, but eventually they are pulling away from him. The blond pants quietly, eyes half-lidded as he looks between the two males on either side of him. 

 

"He looks so hot like this.." Taehyun bites his lip before looking at Kai, who quickly nods in agreement. At some point the roles had reversed between Kai and Taehyun, Taehyun kissing Soobin's lips and Kai attacking his neck now. Clearly, both of them had a similar idea when going for his neck. They both admire the way multiple hickeys litter the eldest's neck.

 

Soobin would end up having to cover his hickeys with makeup the next day before work, but he doesn't regret a thing. 

Notes:

What do you think of the first chapter? :)
New chapters coming soon! I just need help in editing them then will upload asap <3