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There was a moment, just after the Prophecy of the Seven started feeling really real, when Percy admitted weakness. “I want to survive,” he whispered, as if saying it quietly would reduce the impact. “I want all of us to survive.”
“We will,” Annabeth said firmly, like she could control it. Like she could manifest it with just her voice; with just her words, she could control the fates’ decisions. “This won’t be a repeat of our first quest. We’re all going to make it out, all seven of us. And none of us will get hurt like you got hurt.” Like we’ve both been hurt, she amended. Percy, bleeding on the Andromeda. Annabeth, kneeling on the Olympian Palace floor, Luke dead before her; broken in ways she never thought she’d be able to survive.
Percy entangled his fingers with hers easily; they were still relearning ease with each other. “I hope you’re right.”
Hope. Annabeth wondered when she’d started to hope again; when she’d decided it was something that someone like her was allowed. She imagined it had something to do with the boy sitting beside her, Annabeth, it’s me. But it wasn’t just from him; the hope had also come with Reyna, the way she looked at Annabeth hungrily, the way it made Annabeth’s stomach churn with desire. The hope had come with Jason, watching the way he swung his sword like it was light, the way he expressed his love completely unashamed. The hope had come with Caleb, Annabeth, it’s time to take a step back, and from Chiron, what do you really want from this life? The hope had come from multiple full-night’s rests, and showers where dirt from the training grounds sluiced off of her into a contained puddle of mud. It had come from good meals; had come from taking the time to actually stretch after a workout; had come from staring at an empty journal page, thinking what do I actually want? And writing college. Had come from taking the SATs, from looking into the future, from risking making actual plans.
Hope had come. It had found her; and for as long as she had it, she would choose to grasp onto it, and cling tight for as long as she could bear. She couldn’t let it go, not now that she had finally captured it after so long.
She squeezed Percy’s hand and hoped.
