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Summary:

I don’t really get why , but we rarely find ( Duri centric ) or ( Duri ANGST ) on AO3 , and I’m about to change that !!

Welcome to this new Duri-Centric FanFiction where I’ll make sure to make our boy Duri SUFFER , feel PAIN and MORE

But no worries 😉, I’ll stay make sure to take good care of him afterwards

Warning ⚠️: amnesia , blood , stabbing , murder attempts, poison , blood loss , memory loss , betrayal… and more

( I don’t hate Duri , but my love for him makes me wanna see him suffer to share his pain )

this is officially my new mane fanfic !!

Notes:

This is a gift to my Angst-lover buddies !!

 

# Please don't mind the elementals speaking Malay from time to time (by that , I mean Taufan )it gives a good vibe to the Fanfic !!

Chapter 1: Hospital

Chapter Text

“…hear us ?…"

 

 

he felt pain

 

 

‘’.. stay... please!"

 

 

his head was ACHING

 

 

‘’..ur fault... it happened..."

 

 

there was an unbarable pain all over his body

 

 

‘’… No time for this, we have to…’’

 

 

Cough... cough

 

 

his coughs were dry , they would ache his chest when coming out 

 

 

“... is that ?”

 

 

heavy liquid came out of his mouth 

 

 

“…he’s…blood…quick ,call…”

 

 

it hurt everywhere !

 

 

he tried to open his eyes 

 

 

but he was weak 

 

 

Too weak to bare all that pain 

 

 

his body fell into unconsciousness 

 

 

“Please Duri … stay with us , we need u!”

 

 

that was the last of it … 

 

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The house was unusually quiet 

 

It has been a while since it was 

 

The laughter 

 

The warmth 

 

It all … shattered 

 

Since it’s only been the six of them For a while now 

 

It was never the same without him 

 

The one who cared for them all

 

The one who cried the most 

 

The one who made them laugh 

 

The one who listened 

 

The one who cheered 

 

The one who understood 

 

He was more then just that 

 

He was … well 

 

Simply Duri 

 

The ever so cheerful brother 

 

The Mother Nature lover 

 

The cinnamon Roll 

 

The cry-baby

 

That’s how they all saw him 

 

And they still do and will 

 

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It was another quiet day in the house 

 

Gempa was cooking lunch 

 

Taufan was helping him out 

 

And Solar was focused on one of his books on the kitchen counter 

 

Meanwhile, Hali , Blaze and Ice we’re helping out Tok Aba at the Kokotiam 

 

The tension in the house was deafening 

 

Even the most carefree troublemakers ( Blaze and Taufan ) we’re way less cheerful then usual 

 

Taufan decided to break the silence first 

 

Taufan “ soooo~ what do u guys plan to do after lunch ? “

 

Solar looked up at Taufan carelessly 

 

Solar “ get to the point “

 

Taufan “ errr… I was wondering, maybe we can move on a little bit and just … “

 

His words we’re suddenly cut off by the similar ringtone of the song kembali beraksi  from Gempa’s phone 

 

Said brother picked up his phone to answer 

 

He froze for a brief second before answering 

 

But that didn’t escape the duo who we’re watching his movements cautiously 

 

Something about that call felt … off 

 

Gempa” assalamou Alaykoum… yes ? … sure , thx a lot … I’ll be coming right away! “

 

As fast as the wind , Gempa ended the call and ran for the front door 

 

Taufan “ ummm … Gem ? “

 

Gempa “ no time … just , come along … QUICK!! “

 

Taufan and Solar exchanged worried looks before quickly joining There brother -who was putting on his cap and jacket- ready to leave the house 

 

When Solar grabbed his arm firmly 

 

Gempa looked at Solar who frowned 

 

Solar “ calm down Gem , this isn’t like u ! Who was it ? What’s going on ?! “

 

Gempa “ we need to get to the hospital, it’s about Duri! “

 

At the mention of that name , both Taufan and Solar stiffened 

 

Taufan who was watching the scenery asked in horror as he approached Gempa 

 

“ Is he … alright ? “

 

Gempa , seeing the worry and alert in his brothers expression, decided to breath for once 

 

He sighed in frustration before facing fully his brothers 

 

Gempa “ he’s … awake “ 

 

And right after those last words 

 

Taufan grabbed both his brothers arms and dragged them outside 

 

Taufan “ THEN WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR … JOM PERGI ! “ 

 

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The group of boys gathered in front of the hospital’s door 

 

Hali , Blaze and Ais had joined the three others as soon as Solar informed them about what happened 

 

Halilintar- since he’s the eldest- moved to the reception alone to ask for guidance 

 

Hali “ assalamou Alaykoum, maafkan saya , in wish room can I find the patient Boboiboy Duri bin Amato ? “

 

The lady tapped the name as soon as she heard it , then answered with a bright smile on her face 

 

Lady “ wa alaykoum assalam ,Boboiboy Duri bin Amato … ummm … he’s in room 13 , first one to ur left on the second floor , anything else ?”

 

Halilintar thanked the young lady and joined his brothers to the elevator 

 

Taufan “ did she say room 13 ? … why do I have a bad feeling about this ?! “ #check-the-end-of-the-chapter

 

Solar “ stop with ur nonesense , u know that there isn’t such thing as bad luck , everything is in Allah’s hands “ 

 

Taufan shrugged it off and moved on with his brothers 

 

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‘’ U may come in now , we finished his checkup , but the doctor would like to have a word with one of u please ‘’

 

Said the doctors assistant 

 

Halilintar nodded as he decided to be the one to speak to the doctor 

 

He followed the young lady to the doctors office meanwhile his brothers decided to greet there brother 

 

Before any of them could open the door , solar interrupted 

 

Solar ‘’ I suggest that we don’t tell Duri how long he’s been out … for now ‘’

 

Taufan ‘’ kenapa ?! ‘’

 

Solar frowned and was about to throw a hole lesson about human mental health and traumas , if it weren’t for Gempa to stop him 

 

Gempa ‘’ it’s been 6 months since he’s out , if u tell him that right now , he might get too traumatized ... some things are better left unsaid … at least ,for now , alright ? ‘’

 

They all exchanged looks then nodded in agreement 

 

Taufan ‘’ Baik  !! Anything else ? ‘’

 

Silence 

 

Taufan ‘’ then I’ll be going in !! Byeeee~~ “ 

 

Taufan rushed to open the door and went in 

 

Followed by Blaze ,  solar , Ais and finally Gempa 

 

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Smiles … brighter then they ever been

 

Warmth and hope found a way to crawl to every single heart 

 

The NEED of having there brother back into there lives was unbearable

 

Six months of pain

 

Six months of waiting 

 

Six months of hurting 

 

Finally it all ended 

 

At least that’s what they thought 

 

For months they carried that unsupportable weight in there hearts 

 

That feeling that clung in their chests was finally gone 

 

It was like the hole worlds weight they have been carrying was finally lifted 

 

For months they’ve been working, studying, eating, sleeping, working out , reading, cooking, cleaning…

 

They tried  everything to stop thinking 

 

Thinking about there brother 

 

The one that’s loss was too heavy for there brains 

 

Sometimes it worked 

 

Sometimes it didn’t 

 

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But who cares anymore 

 

Now he’s awake 

 

And everything is going back to normal 

 

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That’s what they thought 

 

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There brother is coming back home

 

To his shared room with Solar 

 

His innocence and free-soul were going to fill the empty house again 

 

His cute remarks and judgements were going to flicker like stars around them 

 

His love for plants and flowers of the  greenhouse ( the ones that the brothers never forgot to water ) was going to be part of there lives again 

 

The pain was leaving 

 

The hurt was ending 

 

The weight was lifting 

 

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But is it for real this time ? 

 

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“ who … Who are u guys ?! “

 

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And it all came crashing on them … every single one of them 

 

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Blaze “ hahaha , veeerryyyyy funny Duri , but this isn’t the time for ur jokes , we’re here to make a heart-to-heart welcoming “ 

 

Taufan “ why does it sound horrible when YOU say it ? “

 

Ais “ maybe cause it’s not his thing ? “

 

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Silence 

 

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Gempa “ Du … ri ? “

 

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The door creaked open 

 

There stood Halilintar with an unusual frown 

 

Hali “ good , ur all here “

 

Gempa “ Hali … is it … true ? “

 

Halilintar stayed quiet 

 

That silence hung heavy between them 

 

He finally let out a heavy sigh 

 

Hali “ Duri … sorry for the intrusion, u must be frightened at the sight of all of us around u “

 

He said almost too softly 

 

Blaze “ what are u saying ? “

 

Halilintar didn’t reply 

 

Instead, he approached Duri with a soft smile and patted his head gently 

 

Hali “ namaku Halilintar , and i’m the eldest brother amongst all of us , u don’t have to be afraid , we’re all ur family and we love u “ 

 

Gempa , Taufan , Blaze , Ais and even Solar stared at There eldest like he’s gone crazy 

 

Taufan “ someone … give me a phone , I have to recorded this ! “

 

Blaze “ why does he look like he’s introducing himself to a 2 years old ?! “

 

Solar shifted uncomfortably towards the edge of the bed and sat beside Halilintar then asked worryingly 

 

Solar “ Amnesia ? “

 

Halilintar nodded , that answered everything 

 

Solar then added 

 

 “ predictable “

 

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Duri sat silently in his bed 

 

All those unfamiliar -but in the same time- very familiar faces looked at him in concern 

 

He recognised sincerity in those -red eyes- staring at him 

 

Concern in those -gold eyes- sitting beside him 

 

Fear in those -blue eyes-

 

Deep and cold thoughts  in those -cerulean eyes-

 

Confusion in those -orange eyes- 

 

And of course he couldn’t miss those tears in those -brown -comforting- eyes-

 

They all looked genuine with there feelings 

 

Something crawled up to Duri’s heart 

 

Maybe … just maybe he’s wrong about them ? Maybe they aren’t as bad as he had told him 

 

Then a memory came to his mind 

 

A fierce and warning tone came to his ears 

 

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“ Don’t trust them , no matter how much ur brain tells u that they aren’t evil or bad … but trust me , all they want is power and all there plans are evil … there just that good at acting good … tetapi jangan risau … i’ll get u out of there claws asap brother , ok ? “

 

Duri “ brother ? … is that what we are ? “

 

The voice softened at that mention 

 

“ yes … that’s exactly what we are , brothers , and brothers are always there for each other , just do as I told u and I’ll come for u , alright ? “

 

Duri smiled “ I will ! U can count on me !!”

 

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Ais was the first to snap out of it 

 

Ais “ uh … as Hali said , we’re all ur brothers , septuplets, to be more precise , I’m Ais , and these are Solar , Blaze and Gempa … “

 

Duri “ ummm … Duri , nice to meet u all “

 

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Taufan “ I KNEW THAT ROOM 13 WAS A BAD SIGN !! “

#check-the-end-of-the-chapter 

 

Blaze “ SHUT UP BRAT !! “

 

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End of chapter 

 

 

 

Hope u enjoyed this as much as I enjoyed writing it , stay tooned for the next events , u don’t wanna miss them , trust me ! 😜🔖

 

About the #check-the-end-of-the-chapter 

 

Warning ⚠️: number 13 is said to be a sign for bad luck ( rumours )but my references are against believing in bad luck , I just added that part for fun and to match a lil of Taufan’s freestyle and dumb thoughts , so please be aware of this and don’t take this seriously , thx for understanding !! 🙂🌷

 

 

See ya soon in the next chapter insha Allah !! Love uuuuu~ ❤️