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“C-c-can’t you b-be in love with me?”
“J-just l-like Sam… y-you know, the w-way your e-eyes l-lit up w-whenever y-you t-talked about h-him.”
“No.”
“T-then… t-then l-lie to m-me. J-just t-tell m-me y-you l-love m-me, a-and I’ll g-give you a-anything y-you w-want.”
“l-lie to m-me, and I’ll f-forgive you. Make fun of me… I’ll f-forgive you. Lose your temper on m-me… I’ll f-forgive you. Take advantage of me… I’ll f-forgive you. Cheat… I-I-I won’t… no, I c-can’t forgive you. If y-you cheat, y… you’ll die for me.”
“What do you love so much about him, Cas?!”
“Everything… even his infuriating stubbornness, his childish jealousy… I even love the parts of him that nobody else likes!”
“He’ll come back… he can’t leave… he promised me himself.
He said he’d love me forever…
He said if his eyes couldn’t see me, then they weren’t worth having.
See? I’m more precious to him than even his own eyes…
He loves me too much to leave me… He can’t.”
“What should I do for you to forgive me?”
“What could you possibly do for me to forgive you? I can’t forgive you…
I can only tell you what to do so I can forget everything.
Kiss me.”