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Where the light left off 2.

Summary:

Alhaitham learned how to live without Kaveh the way he learned everything else--with discipline, routine, and silence. Years passed, and the world moved forward, but the space Kaveh left behind never quite emptied. When chance and choice finally collide, old wounds reopen not to be mended as they were, but to be understood. This is not a story about fixing the past--it’s about returning after the ache, and choosing each other with open eyes.

The Scientist — Coldplay, 2:59.

Notes:

A continuation of my previous work "Where the light left off" published last May 23, 2025! As per request from one of my dear friends, I decided to continue the work with a happy ending and to portray my life of reconciliation with something I used to love but left for my greater good. Now, I relive it!

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The city of Sumeru had changed, maybe not entirely in terms of ambiance and what not—but it definitely changed… 

New faces walked the Akademiya halls, new discoveries filled the libraries, and yet Alhaitham still followed the same routine, he still took the same route home every day.  Still stopped to shop by the same book stall. And still opened the door to the same Sumerian architectural house.

But some things have changed, he has stopped expecting anything from the other side…

But the silence, the silence still knew Kaveh’s name.

Every so often, he’d catch himself setting out a second cup—without thinking. The small habits of two lives once intertwined had fossilized into his routine. His coworkers whispered that the Scribe had grown quieter, colder, even detached. He’d always been the quiet type, but now it was just absolute silence and withered life. But they didn’t know that it wasn’t coldness—rather grief crystallized into control.

And when asked how he was, he simply said, “Busy.”

The word became an armor. No one questioned a man whose life revolved around logic. It kept people from prying, from asking about the locked drawer in his desk, the one that held a scarf, a hair clip, and a folded letter yellowed at the edges.

Yet Alhaitham had learned that grief was not the opposite of logic. 

It had simply lived beneath it. 

There were days he would open the house door and—for half a second—swear he heard Kaveh humming from the kitchen. Days where a strand of golden hair on the couch would stop him in his tracks, even though he knew it was only the thread of an aging throw pillow. Days when he’d find a sketch tucked between his books, long forgotten, and the world would tilt just slightly.

He kept those moments buried like artifacts of a civilization that no longer existed.

Nights were worse.

The lamplight cast the house in warm gold, softening the sharp lines of the furniture. He sometimes imagined how Kaveh would fill the silence—complaining about deadlines, sketching frantically, leaving pencils in places that made no sense. The chaos he used to criticize now felt like a living thing he missed.

Because order was easy.

Order didn’t argue.

Order didn’t laugh, or cry, or dream too loudly for its own good.

Order didn’t leave.

And to leave that conniving feeling at drought, he’d read until his eyes blurred, until thought gave way to exhaustion. Because sleep brought dreams, and dreams brought him back—to late nights filled with Kaveh’s laughter, his banter, the faint scent of coffee and parchment, and sunlight spilling through open curtains.

But morning always came, the night never stood so long, and the space beside him stayed empty with no replace.

He lived out this life, drifting off to routines with mechanical precision.

Meetings. Reports. Research.

A man built on discipline and a chamber of secrets.

Only two fellows noticed the cracks. One of them, Tighnari. A good friend of Kaveh’s and Alhaitham’s. Tighnari approached him one day, at the Akademiya library, just a simple visit and hello.

“Haitham, how’ve you been? Will you be attending Nilou’s house warming?”

“Fine.” Clearly not. “I won’t be able to make it. Tell Nilou congratulations for me.”

“Oh, pity. Do you mind if I ask why?”

“Occupied. Paperwork.”

Tighnari’s brows furrowed, he was awfully monotone. Not a single drop of emotion or life felt in his words.

“You’re on autopilot, Alhaitham. That’s not fine. Try to get out once in a while.” With that, Tighnari nodded and left without another word. 

Alhaitham clutched the book in his hands, he was left speechless, not knowing what to say or how to even process Tighnari’s words. He sighed, walking off back to his office.

He couldn’t deny it. He truly was distracting himself by being routine. Too routine in fact.

Yet in the end of time, he couldn’t do anything, he wouldn’t have done anything. He shaped into the realization that nothing would have ever sufficed anyway.

Kaveh wanted a different life.

And I had no right to keep him from it.

Years passed this way. And Alhaitham had built a life of function perfectly without Kaveh in it. But despite the functionality his heart still ached of longing and grief. 

What if he had stayed?

For years were measured not by seasons, but by how long it had been since he last heard Kaveh’s voice.

And though Alhaitham told himself that he was fine, that he had chosen this path, sometimes—just sometimes—he would look out at the horizon and wonder if Kaveh had finally stopped looking back.

The night after his encounter with Tighnari, Alhaitham couldn’t ponder. The world had felt strangely louder. 

The ticking of the clock, the soft hiss of the lamp, the crickets that chirped outside, even in his silence and his own breathing did the world so loud. 

He has been so distant, he has been avoidant, he has been running like a robot. 

He sat in his silent house, staring at nothing, replaying the same sentence over and over: “You’re on autopilot, Alhaitham.” 

It shouldn’t have mattered. It was an observation, nothing more. A poorly worded concern. Tighnari had always been blunt. And yet, the words lodged themselves somewhere deep, reducing to dissolve.

Autopilot.

He looked around the house. At the neat stacks of books. The untouched tea set. The balcony doors still closed, as they had been every night since—

He exhaled slowly.

He had always believed routine was stability. That repetition was peace. That predictability was safety.

But safety, he realized too late, had become stagnation.

The clock ticked again. Loud. Accusatory.

Alhaitham reached for a book out of habit, opened it, read the same line three times without absorbing a word. He closed it again.

He didn’t know what to do with himself.

His gaze drifted to the invitation Nilou had sent weeks ago, tucked beneath a pile of documents. He hadn’t thrown it away. He never did. He simply buried things and called it organization.

Nilou’s handwriting was warm, rounded, hopeful.

Housewarming. Just come if you can. I’d like to see you.

He had already declined.

He told himself he didn’t belong in rooms filled with laughter anymore. That his presence would be unnecessary, perhaps even intrusive. That it was easier to remain absent than to be reminded of what he no longer had.

But tonight, the silence pressed in too tightly.

The house felt less like a refuge and more like a monument.

A monument to restraint. To everything he had chosen not to say.

He stood abruptly, the movement deliberate, unplanned. His chair scraped softly against the floor, the sound jarring in the quiet

“This is irrational,” he muttered to no one

Going to a housewarming would change nothing.

It would not rewrite the past.

It would not absolve him of the choices he made.

It would not bring Kaveh back.

Yet—he found himself reaching for his coat. 

Not the one he wore to work, but the one reserved for occasions that required presence rather than function. It smelled faintly of cedar and something older, something familiar.

He paused at the door.

For a brief, dangerous moment, his mind conjured a foolish thought: What if staying away is the more logical choice?

He shut his eyes, jaw tightening.

“Just one evening,” he said quietly. “To prove you’re still capable of it.”

Capable of what, he didn’t specify.

The night air was cool against his face as he stepped outside, the city alive in ways he rarely allowed himself to notice. Lanterns glowed. Voices carried. Life moved forward, unconcerned with his careful stillness.

Nilou’s house was already bright with warmth when he arrived. Light spilled from the windows, laughter threading through the open space. For a moment, he hesitated at the threshold, hand hovering uselessly near the doorframe.

Then he knocked.

Nilou answered almost immediately, eyes widening in surprise.

“Alhaitham?”

He inclined his head. “I had time.”

Her smile softened. “I’m glad.”

Inside, the house was alive. Candles flickered. Music hummed low. Familiar faces turned, some startled, some pleased. Collei waved shyly. Nahida gave him a smile and a nod. And the rest greeted him in different ways.

From the corner of the room, suddenly, “Haitham?”

Alhaitham shook. He thought he had heard… him. But it wasn’t. He was hearing things. It was the forest ranger.

Tighnari stood near the far wall, arms crossed, he was speaking with Cyno. His ears twitch faintly in surprise.

Cyno’s presence grounded him.

“Yo, Scribe.” There was the faintest curl of amusement at the edge of his mouth. “Didn’t expect to see you here.”

“Neither did I,” Alhaitham replied honestly.

Tighnari approached a moment later, surprise giving way to something quieter, more assessing. “I didn’t think you’d come.”

Alhaitham nodded once. “Briefly.”

That earned him a look. Not disapproval. Not pity. Just recognition. As if Tighnari understood exactly how much effort that single word had cost.

Nilou drifted past them with a tray of drinks, her joy light and unforced. Someone laughed too loudly near the windows. The music shifted into a gentler rhythm. The house breathed, full and alive.

Alhaitham stood in the middle of it, unsure where to place his hands.

He accepted a cup when one was offered. He listened when Cyno spoke. He answered when spoken to. From the outside, he must have looked unchanged, composed, rational, present.

Inside, everything felt like he was about to collide and the boulder he carried would just squash him out of nowhere. 

Then came a moment where Tighnari and him were left alone as Cyno went to the bathroom briefly.

They stood side by side, the noise of the gathering washing over them. Alhaitham felt oddly exposed, like he had stepped into sunlight after years indoors.

Tighnari broke the silence first.

“I ran into Kaveh a while back,” he said, casually. Too casually.

Alhaitham’s shoulders went still.

“When?”

“Months ago. The time I was at Fontaine.”

“I see.”

Tighnari hummed. “He’s really successful.”

Alhaitham didn’t respond. Of course Kaveh would be, It’s Kaveh. He’d be successful regardless.

“He’s also changed,” Tighnari continued, eyes forward. “In good ways. He looks… stabler. Still dramatic, obviously. But he knows who he is now.”

That shouldn’t have hurt.

But it did.

“He didn’t mention me,” Alhaitham said, not quite a question.

Tighnari was quiet for a beat. Then, honestly, “No.”

The word settled between them.

Alhaitham nodded once, slow. Controlled.

“Good,” he said.

Tighnari glanced at him sideways. “Is it?”

Alhaitham went silent once more.

Later, when he left Nilou’s house and walked home alone, the city lights blurred slightly, not from tears—he would never allow that—but from the weight pressing behind his eyes.

Kaveh had moved forward.

Had built the life Alhaitham once told him to chase.

He was proud, of course he was, but it didn’t sink in. 

Alhaitham, he stayed exactly where he was. And ‘til now he missed Kaveh.

That night, lying awake in the same bed, staring at the same ceiling, he understood something with painful clarity:

Routine had not protected him from loss.

It had only delayed the moment he would have to face it.

And somewhere, far beyond the quiet walls of his apartment, Kaveh was living a life filled with light.

The thought did not bring him peace.

It brought him longing.

Alhaitham wondered—Whether silence had ever truly been the wiser choice.

The days after Nilou’s housewarming passed unevenly.

Alhaitham resumed his routine, as he always did. Morning light through half-drawn curtains. The measured walk to the Akademiya. Ink, paper, meetings that dissolved into one another. From the outside, nothing had shifted. The machine still ran.

Inside, something had come loose.

Tighnari’s words lingered like an unresolved equation. Successful. Changed. Stabler. Each descriptor circled back to the same conclusion Alhaitham had arrived at years ago and still refused to look at directly.

I was right to let him go.

The logic was airtight. Kaveh had flourished because he had been free. Because Alhaitham had not tethered him with doubt, with quiet expectations, with the gravity of staying. That was the version of the story Alhaitham had told himself until it calcified into truth.

Yet, logic did nothing to quiet the hollow that echoed when he returned home.

The second cup still appeared beside the first before he noticed his hand had moved. He stopped himself halfway through placing it on the table, stared at it, then set it down anyway. There was no point pretending with himself anymore.

He had started to listen for footsteps again.

It was ridiculous. Kaveh was not coming back. Not like that. Not to the same house, the same arguments, the same half-finished conversations suspended between pride and fear. Alhaitham understood probabilities. He understood finality.

And still, every knock from a neighboring apartment, every voice drifting up from the street below, tightened something heavy in his chest.

 

Across the city, in a different rhythm of days, Kaveh had been listening too.

Fontaine had been kind to him. Demanding, brilliant, exhausting in the way that made him feel alive. His designs had finally been seen not as excess, but as vision. Patrons sought him out. His name appeared in journals he used to read with a mix of envy and hope. The life Alhaitham had once insisted he chase had unfolded, piece by piece, into something real.

But success had not quieted the ache.

Tighnari’s casual update way back, had unsettled him more than Kaveh expected. Unchanging. Routine. Still the same. The words painted a picture he knew too well: Alhaitham standing still so the world would not ask anything of him.

Kaveh had laughed it off at first. That’s just how he is. He’ll be fine.

But his laughter rang shallow.

Because Kaveh knew what Alhaitham’s silence meant. He had lived inside it. He had mistaken it for indifference once. Later, for restraint. Now, he recognized it for what it was.

Fear, disguised as composure.

Kaveh knew Alhaitham more than he knew himself. They were both like that. They knew each other too well. And he knew from the bottom of his heart that Alhaitham was not okay. And he too wasn’t.

The decision did not come all at once. It gathered slowly, like light creeping into a room long kept dim. Kaveh reread old letters. Studied sketches he had drawn years ago, margins cluttered with arguments that never quite ended. He realized, with a strange calm, that he was no longer running toward something.

He was choosing.

So when Alhaitham opened his door one evening and found the hallway empty, he did not yet know that the quiet had finally begun to move.

 

The knock came an hour later.

Three sharp raps. Unhesitating. Loud.

Alhaitham froze mid-reading.

His mind supplied a dozen explanations. A neighbor. A delivery. An inconvenience. Anything but the thought that surged, reckless and bright.

Don’t be irrational.

He crossed the room anyway.

When he opened the door, the world shifted.

Kaveh stood there, travel-worn and unmistakably real, golden hair catching the lamplight, eyes too sharp, too warm, too alive to be a memory. He looked older. Steadier. The kind of man who had been shaped by the life he chose rather than broken by it.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then Kaveh smiled, small and uncertain. “I left my keys,” he said.

Alhaitham forgot how to breathe.

The silence stretched, fragile, trembling with everything they had not said. Years of absence pressed into the space between them, not as distance, but as weight.

“You’re… back.” Alhaitham managed.

Kaveh nodded. “I am.”

“You came back,” Alhaitham muttered out. Still in a state of shock.

Kaveh laughed softly. “I did.”

Not because he had nowhere else to go. Not because he had failed. But because he wanted to be here. With Alhaitham. With the life he left long ago.

Alhaitham understood that distinction with devastating clarity.

For the first time since the light had left, he let himself step out of the shadows, toward the man standing in his doorway, heart unarmored, logic abandoned, finally willing to face what he had always known.

Some choices were not meant to be optimal. 

They were meant to be honest.

The door closed softly behind Kaveh.

Just a quiet click, as if the apartment itself had decided to breathe again.

They stood there, too close to pretend they were strangers, too far to pretend nothing had happened. The lamplight caught on familiar lines. Alhaitham noticed details he had once memorized without effort. The way Kaveh’s shoulders had finally learned how to rest, not hunched beneath debt and disappointment. Kaveh noticed the same in return. The silver beginning to thread through dark hair. The tension still living behind Alhaitham’s eyes, now exposed without routine to shield it.

“You didn’t change the place,” Kaveh said softly.

Alhaitham blinked. “There was no reason to.”

Kaveh smiled at that. Maybe something gentler. Something that understood the weight beneath the words.

“The bookshelf’s still crooked,” he added, teasing, like muscle memory had taken the reins.

“It’s structurally sound,” Alhaitham replied automatically.

Kaveh laughed, real and warm, and the sound hit Alhaitham square in the chest. He closed his eyes for half a second, steadying himself.

“I missed that,” Kaveh said, quieter now

Alhaitham opened his eyes. “You missed correcting me?”

“I missed you pretending you didn’t listen.”

Silence settled again, but this time it did not ache. It hovered, tentative, like a hand waiting to be taken.

Alhaitham moved first. He always did, when it mattered.

He reached out, fingers brushing the sleeve of Kaveh’s coat, as if to confirm solidity. Kaveh inhaled sharply at the contact, eyes flicking down to where they touched.

“You’re real,” Alhaitham said, almost to himself.

Kaveh covered his hand with his own. Warmer. Calloused. Alive. “I’m not a ghost, Haiyi.”

That did it. The same old nickname that only Kaveh would call him. This was real.

The years folded in on themselves. The restraint cracked. Alhaitham pulled him in, not roughly, not desperately, but with an urgency that had waited far too long to be acknowledged. Kaveh’s arms came up immediately, like they had never forgotten where they belonged, hands fisting into the fabric of Alhaitham’s coat.

They fit. Perfectly.

Kaveh rested his forehead against Alhaitham’s shoulder, breath uneven. “I thought… I thought if I came back, you’d be angry. Or worse. Polite.”

Alhaitham huffed out something that might have been a laugh. “I considered both.”

“I decided against lying.”

Kaveh laughed, scoffing. “You missed me.”

It was not an accusation. Not a demand. Just a truth, laid bare.

Alhaitham nodded. Once. Then again, slower. “Every day.” He’d deny it foremost, but he really did. He missed Kaveh. More than words, actions, and he could display.

Kaveh’s eyes softened. He reached up, thumb brushing beneath Alhaitham’s eye, gentle where the weight had gathered for years. “You never chased me.”

“I knew you needed to go.”

“I did,” Kaveh agreed. “But I needed to come back too.”

Alhaitham leaned into the touch before he could stop himself. Logic watched from a distance and chose, finally, not to interfere.

They moved to the couch without quite deciding to. Kaveh kicked off his shoes like he had never left. Alhaitham poured tea, hands steadier than he felt, then forgot to drink it entirely. They sat close, shoulders touching, knees knocking together, a quiet intimacy built from shared history rather than grand gestures.

Kaveh talked. About Fontaine. About buildings that leaned into light instead of fighting it. About mistakes he made and lessons he kept. Alhaitham listened, not as an observer, but as someone finally present.

When Kaveh finished, the silence that followed felt earned.

“I didn’t come back to be the same,” Kaveh said. “And I didn’t come back to ask you to be either.”

Alhaitham considered that. Then, carefully, he reached for Kaveh’s hand again, threading their fingers together. “Good,” he said. “Neither did I.”

Kaveh smiled, eyes shining, and leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to Alhaitham’s temple. It was unhurried. Certain. The kind of affection that knew it was staying.

The night did not end with words.

At some point, the weight of years became too heavy to carry upright. They drifted toward the bedroom without ceremony, without urgency, as if their bodies already knew the way even when their minds were still catching up.

They lay together first, fully clothed, tangled in a careful closeness that bordered on reverent. Kaveh’s head rested against Alhaitham’s shoulder, fingers idly tracing the seam of his sleeve. Alhaitham’s arm circled him, firm and grounding, as if afraid that loosening his hold would undo everything.

Neither spoke.

There was no need.

Time softened around them. Breaths synced. The space between past and present narrowed until it dissolved entirely.

Somewhere between shared warmth and quiet laughter, between the slow unspooling of tension and the simple certainty of being wanted, layers were shed. Not rushed. Not deliberate. Just… natural. Like coming home and realizing you no longer needed armor.

By the time sleep found them, the sheets were warm and rumpled, their bodies close and unguarded, skin to skin beneath the low glow of the lamp. Kaveh’s fingers were curled lightly at Alhaitham’s side. Alhaitham’s forehead rested against Kaveh’s hair.

Nothing had to be said.

The intimacy spoke for them.

Morning came gently.

Light slipping through the curtains in quiet increments, as if the sun itself were cautious not to startle what had been repaired overnight.

Alhaitham woke first.

That, too, was familiar.

For a brief, treacherous moment, his mind reached for routine. Count the seconds. Catalog the light. Prepare for the quiet. Then his arm tightened around warmth that should not have been there.

He stilled.

Kaveh was pressed against him, hair fanned messily across the pillow, breathing slow and unguarded. Sleep had softened the sharp edges of his expression, leaving only the man Alhaitham had memorized long ago. The rise and fall of his chest was anchored. Real. Undeniable.

This wasn’t a dream. Alhaitham didn’t move.

He lay there, suspended between disbelief and something dangerously close to peace, afraid that even the smallest shift would undo the fragile reality of the moment. The morning light traced Kaveh’s shoulder, catching on skin, on familiar contours that time had not erased. It illuminated the truth Alhaitham had avoided for years.

That he still knew Kaveh by heart.

Kaveh stirred, nose brushing against Alhaitham’s collarbone, a quiet sound leaving him as he shifted closer by instinct alone. His hand curled into the fabric of the sheets, then relaxed, settling against Alhaitham’s side as if it had always belonged there.

Alhaitham exhaled, slow and careful.

He let his gaze linger, slow and unguarded, tracing what time had altered and what it had spared. The slope of Kaveh’s nose, sharp as ever. The faint crease between his brows, softened now in sleep instead of worry. His lashes cast delicate shadows against his cheeks, absurdly long, unfairly beautiful. Alhaitham had once accused him of being excessive. Looking at him now, he realized the excess had always been light.

Kaveh had always been made of it.

The morning dew caught in strands of golden hair, turning them almost translucent, like the sun had chosen him as its resting place. Alhaitham remembered how that hair used to fall into his eyes when he sketched too fast, how he would scowl and complain and never quite push it back properly. The memory stirred something warm and tight in his chest.

He too noticed the small scar near Kaveh’s knuckle, the one from a careless model blade years ago. He remembered the argument that followed. The way Kaveh had laughed it off. The way Alhaitham had silently disinfected the cut with hands that betrayed more concern than he ever voiced.

Even now, asleep, Kaveh’s expression held a quiet resolve. Not the frantic brightness of before, not the brittle optimism sharpened by survival. This was steadier. Earned. A man who had walked through the world and let it shape him without dimming what mattered.

Beautiful, Alhaitham thought. It was a fact. Kaveh is beautiful. 

He shifted just enough to tuck Kaveh closer, careful, reverent. Kaveh shifted in response, murmuring something unintelligible before relaxing again, fingers moving from the fabric to curling lightly against Alhaitham’s side. The contact sent a slow, grounding warmth through him, anchoring him firmly in the present.

Alhaitham pressed a quiet kiss to Kaveh’s forehead, barely there, a promise rather than a claim. He rested his forehead against Kaveh’s hair and allowed himself, for once, to simply look.

To admire what had returned to him not as a possession, not as a memory, but as a choice.

The thought settled into him quietly, without argument. Alhaitham had spent years believing that love was something that required restraint to survive. Something that needed distance, logic, space. Looking at Kaveh now, curled against him with unthinking trust, he realized how wrong he had been.

Love had not vanished in silence.

It had waited.

Kaveh shifted again, lashes fluttering as sleep loosened its hold. A soft sound left him, half hum, half sigh, before his eyes cracked open. For a moment, they were unfocused, clouded by dreams. Then they landed on Alhaitham.

Recognition bloomed instantly.

“Huh,” Kaveh breathed, voice rough with sleep. Then, softer, like he was afraid to break the moment, “Good Morning..”

Alhaitham’s arms tightened, just slightly. “Good Morning, Kaveh.”

Kaveh stared at him for a long second, searching his face like he expected it to dissolve. When it didn’t, his mouth curved into something fragile and bright all at once. He laughed quietly and buried his face against Alhaitham’s chest.

“I was scared I was imagining all of it,” he admitted. “That I’d wake up in Fontaine and curse myself for being sentimental.”

“You’re many things,” Alhaitham said, voice low, steady. “Delusional is not one of them.”

Kaveh snorted. “You say that like you didn’t think I was a hallucination last night.”

Alhaitham didn’t deny it. He brushed his thumb along Kaveh’s shoulder instead, grounding himself in the warmth, the reality of him. “I had reasons to doubt.”

Kaveh tilted his head up, studying him in turn. Morning light caught in his eyes, warm and gold. “Now?”

Alhaitham met his gaze without armor, without deflection. “Now I’m certain.”

Kaveh’s expression changed to relief, settling deep. 

He leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to Alhaitham’s collarbone, then rested his cheek there, content.

They stayed like that for a while, listening to the city wake. Distant voices. The rustle of leaves. Life resuming its rhythm outside their window.

“I don’t want to leave again,” Kaveh said eventually, voice barely above a whisper. Not pleading. Just honest.

Alhaitham’s chest tightened. “Then don’t.”

Kaveh pulled back slightly, searching his face for hesitation. Finding none, his smile softened into something sure. “I’ve built a life,” he said. “I don’t want to abandon it.”

“I wouldn’t ask you to,” Alhaitham replied. “I don’t want the version of you that stayed out of obligation. I want the one who chooses.”

Kaveh’s eyes glistened. He nodded once. “Then choose with me.”

Alhaitham didn’t answer with words. He leaned in and pressed his forehead to Kaveh’s, breath mingling, presence undeniable. The choice had already been made.

They lingered there, foreheads touching, breaths shared, neither of them in a hurry to define what came next. The world outside continued as it always had. Sumeru woke. Bells rang faintly in the distance. Somewhere, a merchant called out the day’s first prices.

Time had loosened its grip.

Alhaitham let his eyes close in acceptance. For once, he did not catalog the moment. Did not archive it for later examination. He let it exist as it was: warm, imperfect, present.

Kaveh shifted closer, their legs tangling beneath the sheets, utterly unselfconscious. “You’re thinking too loudly,” he murmured, half-teasing.

Alhaitham huffed a quiet breath. “Habit.”

“Unlearn it,” Kaveh said gently, fingers brushing along his side. “At least today.”

Alhaitham considered that. Then, deliberately, he let out a quiet breath and nodded. “Very well.”

Kaveh smiled at that, satisfied, and tucked himself more securely against him, like the decision had been enough. Like the rest could come later.

They did not rush the morning.

Eventually, Kaveh stretched, languid and unguarded, like someone who had forgotten how to be watched and remembered all at once. Sunlight slid higher along the wall, warming the sheets, painting their tangled shadows in gold.

“So,” Kaveh murmured, tracing an idle line along Alhaitham’s ribs, thoughtful rather than teasing. “What happens now?”

Alhaitham opened his eyes. The question did not alarm him. It did not demand an answer he had to calculate.

“We start small,” he said. “Breakfast. Conversation. Adjustments.”

Kaveh laughed softly. “Reconciliation isn’t a research proposal, Haiyi.”

“It’s not a leap too, Kaveh.” Alhaitham replied, lips curving faintly. “Neither is entirely accurate.”

Kaveh considered that, then nodded. “Fair.”

They rose together, uncoordinated, bumping elbows, stealing glances, reacquainting themselves with the simple physics of sharing space. The kitchen felt different with Kaveh in it again. Not louder. Fuller. He opened cabinets without asking, complained about the lack of sugar, kissed Alhaitham’s cheek in passing like it had never stopped being his habit.

Alhaitham brewed the tea properly this time. Two cups. He did not hesitate.

They sat at the table where so many arguments had once unfolded, knees brushing beneath the wood. Steam curled upward, carrying the familiar scent that anchored them both.

“I should tell you,” Kaveh said eventually, quieter now, fingers wrapped around porcelain. “I didn’t come back because I needed saving.”

“I know,” Alhaitham said.

“And I didn’t come back to fix what we were.”

“I know that too.”

Kaveh looked at him, really looked, searching for the old rigidity. Finding instead a stillness that felt chosen rather than enforced. “Always so clever,” he said. Then he laughed softly, “but seriously, I don’t want to repeat past mistakes.”

Alhaitham reached across the table, turning Kaveh’s hand palm-up, thumb pressing lightly at the center. “Nor do I. I want to build something that can move.”

Kaveh’s smile widened, bright and unafraid. “Look at you. Using architectural metaphors.”

“They’re efficient.”

They shared a quiet laugh, they truly were made for each other. Understanding each other to an extent no one could ever explain.

Afterwards they got ready to head out, Alhaitham promised to tour Kaveh around once again. In case he forgot where everything was placed.

The Akademiya courtyard had never been quiet, but that morning it felt deliberately alive.

Voices overlapped. Laughter bounced between pillars. Scholars crossed paths with students, vendors called out near the steps, and someone’s laughter rang out far too loudly for a place supposedly devoted to discipline. Alhaitham registered all of it in the same way he always had, distant, analytical.

What was new was the person beside him.

Kaveh walked at his side, shoulders back, expression bright and charming. Their hands did not touch, not yet, but the space between them felt intentional rather than empty.

They did not make it ten steps into the courtyard before someone noticed.

“Mr. Kaveh-?”

Collei froze mid-step, eyes widening. For a heartbeat, no one moved. Then she smiled, wide and unrestrained, and crossed the distance in a rush.

“You’re back!” she said, almost breathless. “When did you— how long are you staying?”

Kaveh laughed, greeting Collei with a smile. 

“Easy, Collei.” Alhaitham warned.

“Sorry-!” 

 

Then came supper, Alhaitham had called on Kaveh’s friends to gather for a ‘surprise’

Collei was first to the venue, already chatting Kaveh about his life away from Sumeru and such. She slid into the bench beside Kaveh, her eyes alight with excitement. “It’s so nice to see you here! And together,” she added, glancing meaningfully at the two.

Tighnari appeared soon at the restaurant, ears twitching in clear surprise before his expression softened into something quietly relieved once he saw the familiar blonde and his friends.

“Mr. Tighnari!” Collei waved out. Tighnari smiled, approaching.

“So,” he said, arms crossed, sitting beside Collei. “You finally decided to stop orbiting the world and land somewhere.”

Kaveh tilted his head. “I wasn’t experimenting, Tighnari.”

“You yourself always were one,” Tighnari replied, but there was warmth in it.

Their attention shifted, inevitably, to Alhaitham.

Cyno came moments after, shocked and undeniably happy for Alhaitham.

Alhaitham’s lips quirked ever so slightly—an almost imperceptible smile—but it was enough for Kaveh to notice. Cyno approached the table, eyes flicking between the two men with a mixture of curiosity and approval.

“You planned this?” Cyno asked, nodding toward Kaveh.

Alhaitham’s response was quiet, almost casual. “Partly. I thought it would be… easier if familiar faces were here.”

Kaveh grinned, a teasing spark in his eyes. “Familiar faces and good food—what more could a person want?”

Tighnari rolled his eyes, but the corner of his mouth betrayed a smirk. “Clearly, someone’s priorities are finally in order.”

Nilou and Nahida followed shortly, laughter spilling across the table as they joined in the chatter. For the first time in years, Alhaitham felt the easy warmth of friendship and acceptance wash over him—not imposed, not forced, but real.

The group talked and joked, stories overlapping, teasing exchanged freely. Kaveh leaned slightly into Alhaitham’s side at one point, just enough to feel grounded. Alhaitham allowed it, his hand brushing against Kaveh’s on the table, subtle but meaningful.

It was a reunion of more than just friends. It was recognition of the paths they had all taken, of the choices made and endured, of bonds tested by absence and strengthened by return.

By the time dessert arrived, the group was laughing as if no years had passed. Tighnari quietly caught Alhaitham’s eye across the table and nodded, as if acknowledging that this—this laughter, this ease—was exactly where he was meant to be.

Alhaitham exhaled softly, the tension of years easing from his shoulders. Kaveh squeezed his hand lightly beneath the table, their fingers intertwining naturally, unspoken confirmation that they were home—not just in the Akademiya, not just among friends, but in each other.The night stretched on, warm and alive, every shared smile and glance a quiet testament: they had returned not to what was lost, but to what they had found again…

 

The Scientist — Coldplay, 2:59.

Notes:

This was a far touch from my usual works of tragedy, majorly angst, and killing off a character. But I'm glad I was able to express the feeling of recognition and reflection of coming back to the once ache that blossomed into comfort. I experience a lot... like a lot in my life. I juggle a lot of stuff from academics, leadership, personal, and beyond. Writing is one of my ways to set free my mind and tell a story written off my mind. This work always holds a special place in my heart because I resonate with it a lot. Even though not literally, it has that kind of symbolism that motivates me to keep writing. I look forward to what more I can bring and share to my readers!

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