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The campus of Huadong Normal University in late spring carries a faint perfume of blooming magnolias and fresh-cut grass, but on the days Huang Xing walks the paths between the Fine Arts building and the old library annex, the air seems to quiet itself, as though even the wind pauses to notice him.
He is in his third year, majoring in Chinese painting, and already the kind of student professors speak about in low, appreciative tones during faculty meetings. He never chases praise. He never does, but the work he turns in possesses a stillness that feels almost devotional. Ink-washed plum branches look as though they might shed petals if you stare long enough. Mountains half-shrouded in mist somehow convey both vastness and intimacy. His brushwork is precise without being rigid, meaningful without being showy. People say his paintings feel like they are breathing.
Huang Xing himself moves through the world with the same silent economy.
He favors the same wardrobe in rotation: loose, softly worn shirts in bone-white or the palest dove-gray linen or cotton, sleeves always pushed neatly to his elbows no matter the weather, revealing forearms that are lean and corded from years of holding brushes and grinding ink. The shirts hang just right on his frame, not too tight or sloppy, his collarbones faintly visible at the open neck when he leans forward over a drafting table. He carries only two things with any consistency: a slim, black-bound sketchbook, edges already feathered from constant use, tucked securely under his left arm, and a small, weathered canvas shoulder bag that holds his essentials such as ink stones, a few favorite brushes wrapped in rice paper, a battered tin of watercolor pans, and whatever reference photos or dried leaves he collects that week.
His skin is unfairly fair, the kind that catches light like porcelain and appears almost luminous under the studio’s cool fluorescents or the warmer spill of afternoon sun through high windows. It makes the faint blue veins at his wrists and the delicate shadowing under his eyes stand out more sharply, giving him an otherworldly quality that classmates sometimes whisper about behind cupped hands. His face is the sort that makes people do involuntary double-takes: high cheekbones and a clean jawline that could look severe, except the long, dark lashes soften every sharp angle, and his eyes, the color of deep brown, almost black in low light, hold a stillness that feels both distant and searching. His mouth is beautifully shaped, thin lips, but it rarely curves into a smile unless there is genuine reason. When it does, though, when something actually amuses or moves him, the change is devastating in its quietness.
He is an alpha. Everyone knows it the moment they catch his scent: clean agarwood smoke, just a trace of cold mountain stream, understated and grounding, never aggressive or cloying. But he never wields it. He never lets it press against anyone like a warning or a claim. He doesn’t posture, doesn’t loom, doesn’t fill doorways with unnecessary presence. If anything, he seems to make himself smaller in crowded rooms, shoulders relaxed, gaze lowered just enough to give others space.
He isn’t cold.
Cold would require effort, an intended wall. Huang Xing simply doesn’t spend energy on people who don’t matter to him. Classmates learn this the polite, slightly bruising way.
Someone leans over during a break—“Hey, Huang-xiong, we’re grabbing hotpot after critique, you in?”—and he glances up from whatever he is doing, expression calm and neutral, and offers only a small shake of his head. “I’m good, thank you.” No elaboration or even excuses. No apology or anything. Just those four words, delivered in his low, even voice, and that is the end of it.
Another time, a first-year approaches his workstation with hopeful eyes: “Senior, could I maybe borrow your size-6 wolf-hair brush? Just for this one stroke, I promise I’ll clean it.” Huang Xing pauses, looks at the student for a single measured second, then says again, perfectly polite—“No, sorry.” And returns to his work as though the conversation never happened.
No one pushes after that. Not twice.
But the moment Huang Xing decides someone does matter to him?
The shift is so subtle it can take weeks to notice, and when you do, it feels almost unfair. When Huang Xing chooses to care, he does it with the same focused gentleness he brings to every brushstroke: careful, unhurried, and so complete it leaves no room for doubt.
And once he lets someone in, even just a little, he never takes it back.
On the other hand, Qiu Dingjie is in his second year in the Department of Dramatic Literature, performance direction track, School of Film and Television Arts. He’s taller and broader than most omegas on campus. People usually guess alpha until they catch the soft, sweet scent that follows him- ripe pear and warm milk, gentle and impossible to ignore once you notice it. His eyes are huge-brown and round like the best kind of boba pearls, and his lips naturally form a little heart even when his face is relaxed. When he smiles the whole corridor feels five degrees warmer.
And he has the biggest- softest- cutest, most hopeless crush on Huang Xing.
It starts in the spring semester of his first year.
Qiu Dingjie is hurrying across the central plaza after a long rehearsal, script pages still clutched in one hand, when he sees Huang Xing sitting alone under the big ginkgo tree. The alpha has one knee bent, sketchbook balanced on it, pencil moving in slow, careful strokes. Late-afternoon sunlight spills through the leaves and lands in soft golden patches across his cheekbones, his fair hair, the slope of his nose.
Qiu Dingjie stops dead in the middle of the path.
His heart starts hammering so loudly he’s convinced Huang Xing can hear it from ten meters away.
He stands there, frozen and staring before his legs remember how to move again.
After that day, he starts finding excuses to pass by the Fine Arts building.
At first the excuses are tiny.
He “happens” to be at the campus cafe at exactly three in the afternoon on Tuesdays and Thursdays, right when Huang Xing usually appears for his usual small black coffee. Qiu Dingjie lifts his own cup in a little wave, smiles so wide his cheeks ache, and says something light and safe:
“Senior Huang, you’re here again. They made the red bean latte extra sweet today.”
Huang Xing always glances up. His eyes soften- just a tiny bit, but Qiu Dingjie notices every time- and he answers in that low, calm way of his:
“I’ll try it then.”
And he does.
Every. Single. Time.
Qiu Dingjie watches from the side counter as Huang Xing takes a small sip, then nods once to himself like he’s quietly approving of Qiu Dingjie’s taste.
Later the gestures grow a little braver.
On a thirty-five-degree afternoon, Qiu Dingjie leaves a chilled bottle of ionized water on the bench right outside the painting studio. He knows Huang Xing has been working under the heat lamps for hours because he checked the studio schedule, twice. He doesn’t leave a note. He just hopes.
The next day the empty bottle is back on the same bench—refilled, cap twisted tight, with a small sticky note attached:
Thanks. -HX
Qiu Dingjie presses that note into his phone case like a sacred treasure.
Another time he buys the exact brand of kneaded eraser Huang Xing always uses. He only knows because he once saw the crumpled wrapper in the trash bin outside the studio and memorized it on sight. He leaves the new pack on the bench too, wrapped in a little paper bag so it won’t get dusty.
A week later he slips a tiny folded note between the pages of their shared general education course reader:
“Senior, the weather’s turning cold soon. Don’t forget your scarf tomorrow morning. —Qiu Dingjie (theater dept)”
The next class, Huang Xing arrives with the exact gray wool scarf Qiu Dingjie had in mind looped loosely around his neck. When their eyes meet across the lecture hall, Huang Xing gives the smallest, softest tug on the scarf and raises one eyebrow- a silent, teasing “happy now?”
Qiu Dingjie’s face goes warm all over, but he nods frantically anyway.
Huang Xing keeps every single thing Qiu Dingjie leaves him.
They become proper friends the most natural way possible: a mixed-department group project for the November arts festival.
Fine Arts is responsible for visual concepts; Theater has to translate them into performable stage pieces. Somehow, by some miracle of random assignment, Huang Xing and Qiu Dingjie end up on the same small team.
Qiu Dingjie arrives twenty minutes early to the first meeting in the small third-floor rehearsal room. He rearranges the chairs so Huang Xing gets the spot right beside the big window, he remembers how the alpha always angles himself toward natural light when he’s looking at reference photos. He even wipes the table with his sleeve just in case there’s dust.
When Huang Xing walks in, he stops for a second in the doorway.
He looks at the rearranged chairs, then at Qiu Dingjie, who is suddenly very busy smoothing an invisible wrinkle out of his hoodie.
“You did this?” Huang Xing asks, calm as ever.
Qiu Dingjie rubs the back of his neck, ears already pink. “I just thought… it’d be easier for you to see the mood board properly.”
Huang Xing doesn’t say anything right away. He simply walks over, sets his sketchbook down in the sunlit spot, and sits.
The tiniest lift happens at the corner of his mouth enough that Qiu Dingjie feels his stomach flip.
From then on, they spend so much time together it starts to feel like the most normal thing in the world.
They eat late lunches at the tiny noodle shop tucked behind the library. Qiu Dingjie always orders the same thing for both of them: clear beef soup noodles, extra green onion for Huang Xing because he noticed the alpha picks them out first. Every time the bill comes, Qiu Dingjie rushes to pay for Huang Xing’s bowl too.
“Senior, you were up until two finishing that line draft yesterday. Let me treat you this once, okay?”
Huang Xing never argues. He just looks at Qiu Dingjie for a long second, then says in that low, even tone:
“Next time it’s my turn.”
But next time, Qiu Dingjie still beats him to the counter.
They walk back to the dorms together after evening rehearsals and late studio hours. Qiu Dingjie’s building is the new international student dorm near the main gate; Huang Xing’s is in the older cluster by the east gate. The walk takes almost twenty-five minutes if they go slowly.
They always go slowly.
Qiu Dingjie talks the whole way- about the stray cat behind the theater building that now waits for him every night, about how his mom sent another jar of homemade chili oil and he’s scared to open it because it’s probably nuclear-level spicy, about the way the lighting designer keeps changing the cue times and it’s driving everyone a little crazy.
Huang Xing listens. Really listens. Every so often he asks a small question that proves he’s been paying perfect attention.
“The cat with the torn left ear. You still feeding him every night?”
“Yeah… I call him Dumpling now.”
Huang Xing makes a soft huff of laughter which makes Qiu Dingjie want to bottle the sound and keep it forever.
Sometimes, when Qiu Dingjie talks too fast and trips over his own words, Huang Xing reaches out and taps one finger very lightly against the back of Qiu Dingjie’s hand.
“Slow down,” he says, calm and fond. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Qiu Dingjie’s heart does a ridiculous cartwheel every time.
And Huang Xing never says no.
Not once.
Qiu Dingjie asks him to come watch the dress rehearsal even though it starts at 9:30 p.m. on a Friday. Huang Xing shows up, sits in the third row center, stays until the final blackout. When Qiu Dingjie stumbles out of the stage door afterward, sweaty and exhausted and still buzzing with adrenaline, Huang Xing is already waiting with two cups of hot soy milk.
Another time, Qiu Dingjie asks if Huang Xing can help choose between two fabric swatches for a costume. Huang Xing spends almost forty minutes holding them up under different lights, rubbing the texture between his fingers, tilting his head like he’s listening to the fabric. In the end he points to the softer one and says seriously,
“This one. It’ll catch the light better from the back row.”
Qiu Dingjie buys it without hesitation.
Then another, Qiu Dingjie shyly asks if Huang Xing wants to go to the night market near the west gate because they have really good grilled oysters. Huang Xing puts his brush down, cleans his palette with slow, careful strokes, and says,
“Let’s go.”
They end up sharing one paper bag of oysters, sitting on the curb under the string lights, and Qiu Dingjie carefully picks out the biggest, juiciest one and holds it out to Huang Xing with greasy fingers.
Huang Xing takes it, eats it in one bite, then looks at Qiu Dingjie with that calm, steady gaze.
“You always pick the best ones for me,” he says, almost like he’s stating a fact.
Qiu Dingjie’s ears burn. “I just… want you to eat the good ones.”
Huang Xing hums, then reaches over and wipes a tiny smear of chili oil from the corner of Qiu Dingjie’s mouth with his thumb.
“Careful,” he murmurs, teasing so gently it feels like a hug. “If you keep feeding me like this, I’ll get spoiled.”
Qiu Dingjie laughs, flustered and happy and stupidly in love.
He tells himself, over and over, that Huang Xing is just being nice. That he’s this kind to every friend.
But deep down, a tiny hopeful voice keeps whispering:
He doesn’t do this for anyone else.
And maybe, just maybe, that voice is right, and it keeps nudging at him, gentle but persistent.
Huang Xing doesn’t wait forty minutes outside anyone else’s rehearsal.
He doesn’t remember what brand of watercolor paper other people like.
He doesn’t walk twenty minutes out of his way just to buy chestnut cake because someone mentioned, just once, that they liked it.
Qiu Dingjie is very, very slow to let himself believe it.
It’s late December now. Finals are finally over. Half the campus has already gone home. The air is sharp and cold and smells like pine and coming snow.
They’re sitting together on the wide stone steps outside the Fine Arts building. Huang Xing has just finished mounting his final piece for the year-end exhibition, a long hanging scroll of winter plum blossoms in ink and pale color. Qiu Dingjie brought two cups of warm ginger milk tea from the 24-hour convenience store. They’re still steaming.
Qiu Dingjie is rambling again, knees pulled up, cup hugged between both palms. He’s talking about the spring production he’s been cast in, how he’s playing the lead this time, how nervous he is about the kissing scene even though it’s just stage fake and they’ve already blocked it with a careful turn of the head.
Huang Xing listens, chin resting lightly on his palm, eyes calm and glued on Qiu Dingjie’s face.
Then he says, very quietly and very evenly,
“If it makes you uncomfortable, tell the director to change the blocking.”
Qiu Dingjie laughs, a little surprised. “It’s okay. It’s just acting.”
Huang Xing looks at him for a long, still moment.
“I don’t like it.”
Qiu Dingjie blinks. “…huh?”
“I don’t like the idea of someone else kissing you,” Huang Xing says, voice low and perfectly calm. “Even if it’s fake.”
The words fall between them like soft snow. Gentle, quiet, impossible to misunderstand.
It takes Qiu Dingjie almost six full seconds to catch up.
He turns his head slowly.
Huang Xing is looking down at the steps now, expression as composed as ever.
Qiu Dingjie’s heart starts slamming against his ribs so hard he’s sure it’s going to leave a mark.
“…senior?”
Huang Xing finally lifts his gaze. His eyes are clear, very serious and unguarded.
“I’ve never said no to you,” he says simply. “Not once. Did you really think it was just because I’m nice?”
Qiu Dingjie opens his mouth. No sound comes out.
Huang Xing reaches over, gently pries the paper cup from Qiu Dingjie’s trembling fingers, and sets both cups carefully to the side.
Then he leans in.
The kiss they shared is the softest thing in the world, just a light press of lips against the heart-shaped curve of Qiu Dingjie’s mouth. It tastes like ginger, warm milk tea, and the crisp December air.
When Huang Xing pulls back, he rests his forehead against Qiu Dingjie’s, so close that their breaths mingle.
“I’ve liked you since the first time you left that bottle of water on the bench,” he says quietly. “I thought you knew.”
Qiu Dingjie makes a tiny, broken sound. It's both a laugh a sob.
“I thought… you were just being kind.”
Huang Xing lets out that same short, real laugh from months ago, soft against Qiu Dingjie’s cheek.
“I’m not that kind to anyone else.”
Qiu Dingjie’s eyes go shiny and hot. He grabs the front of Huang Xing’s coat with both hands and buries his face in the alpha’s shoulder, hiding there like it’s the safest place on earth.
“You should’ve said something earlier,” he mumbles into the wool, voice thick and muffled. “I’ve been dying here.”
Huang Xing wraps both arms around him, one hand settling gently at the back of Qiu Dingjie’s neck, the other resting warmly between his shoulder blades. He rests his chin on top of Qiu Dingjie’s head.
“I thought I was being obvious.”
“You weren’t,” Qiu Dingjie says, almost indignant, but it comes out wobbly and fond.
Huang Xing hums. “I will be from now on.”
Qiu Dingjie nods against his shoulder, over and over, small and eager.
They stay like that for a long time.
Coats open, pressed close, sharing warmth against the cold stone steps. Huang Xing’s arms never loosen. Qiu Dingjie’s fingers stay curled tightly in the front of Huang Xing’s coat like he’s afraid the moment will disappear if he lets go.
Later, much later, they finally stand up to walk back.
Huang Xing reaches down without hesitation and threads their fingers together. His grip is firm and warm.
Qiu Dingjie stares at their joined hands like they’re something magical he never thought he’d get to have.
Huang Xing gives a small, gentle squeeze.
“Get used to it,” he says, calm and teasing in the softest way. “I’m not letting go.”
Qiu Dingjie’s smile stretches so wide it actually hurts his cheeks.
“Okay,” he whispers, voice small and bright and full of wonder.
And they walk back toward the dorms together under the bare winter branches, hands clasped tight, steps slow and matching, two forgotten paper cups sitting quietly on the steps behind them.