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The sky over what had been Konoha was the wrong color. Naruto had grown up under that sky had eaten ramen beneath it, trained under it, slept on rooftops and watched it cycle through its seasons for twenty years before the war began and another seven after and he knew every shade it could turn: the deep indigo just before dawn, the particular gold of late afternoon in autumn, the way it looked after rain, washed clean and almost painfully blue. The chakra fallout had done something to the atmosphere. Nobody had a name for it. The scientists that were left called it residual saturation and spoke about it in a way people did when they were describing something they did not fully understand and did not want to. What it meant in practice was a sky that sat somewhere between amber and brown, heavy and low. On clear days you could see the sun through it a pale disc, the color of old bone.
Naruto sat on what remained of the Hokage Monument and watched that sun drop toward the horizon and did not think about much. That was new, the not-thinking. He had spent years in the war thinking constantly running calculations, tracking positions, holding seventeen contingencies in his head at once because the moment you stopped was the moment someone died for it. But the thinking required something to think about, required a future worth calculating toward, and he had run out of those. The village below him what the village had become was quiet in the particular way that only ruins were quiet. Not peaceful quiet. Absence quiet. The quiet of a thing that used to make noise and didn't anymore.
He let himself look at it. He'd stopped doing that for a while, somewhere in the fifth year, because looking at it made the part of him that was still Naruto Uzumaki still the kid who had promised to protect this place, who had meant it with every cell in his body want to do something that no longer had anything to do. The grief had been too loud. So he'd stopped looking and just moved through it, eyes forward, mission forward, one foot in front of the other until there were no more steps to take. He was looking now because there was nothing left not to look at. The Hokage Monument still had four faces. His face was not on it. That was one of the small ironies he'd collected over the years, turned over occasionally like smooth stones he had dreamed of that face his whole childhood, had wanted it more than almost anything, and now it would never happen, and he found he couldn't locate the part of himself that was supposed to care about that. The face that would have been his looked out over a graveyard. He wasn't sure he'd have wanted it anyway.
"You're sulking," said a voice at the back of his skull. Low, rough, the particular rumble of something vast compressed into the space behind his sternum. "It's annoying."
"Sorry," Naruto said, not unkindly.
"Don't apologize. Just stop."
He almost smiled. After everything after seven years of a war that had started bad and gone worse, after the losses had stacked up until they stopped feeling like losses and started feeling like weather, after the two of them had reached an understanding that was closer to family than anything he'd managed with anyone still breathing Kurama still talked to him like this. Gruff. Direct. Pretending not to care with the specific energy of someone who cared enormously and had no interest in discussing it. It helped. More than Naruto could have said.
"How many left?" he asked.
Kurama was quiet for a moment not the silence of not-knowing, but the silence of not wanting to say."Fourteen confirmed. In the eastern shelter. Sakura is with them."
Fourteen. He turned the number over. Seven years ago, Konoha had housed tens of thousands. The other villages had been larger still. He had stopped counting the dead somewhere around year three because the number had exceeded anything that felt like a real number, had become instead a kind of abstraction, a weight with no shape. Fourteen. Sakura.
He closed his eyes.
She had come to find him that morning had crossed two miles of broken terrain to reach the monument, which she knew was where he went when he needed to be alone and which she came to anyway, because Sakura Haruno had never in her life let him be alone when she thought he needed company, and she wasn't about to start. She'd been thinner than she should have been, and her hair was short now, had been for years, and there were lines in her face that hadn't been there before the war. But her eyes were the same. Steady and green and completely unwilling to look away from things. She had told him about the fourteen. And then she had told him about what remained of the sealing scrolls recovered from the ruins of the Archive. And then she had told him what she and the others had been working on for the past eight months in the shelter, quietly, saying nothing to him because she knew he would have told them to stop.
He had told her to stop.
She had looked at him with those steady green eyes and said: "Naruto. There are fourteen of us. We have three months of food. The water table is compromised and it's getting worse. There are no other villages. There is nothing left to protect and nothing left to fight for." She'd paused. "Except this."
He had asked her what she meant by this. She had explained. And then he had told her it was impossible, the theory was insane, the chakra cost alone would kill the caster before the array was half-charged, and she had said: "Yes. We know." He understood then the quiet in her voice, the particular peace of someone who had made a decision they'd been working toward for a long time and was glad to have finally made it. He'd told her no. She'd said it wasn't his choice. He'd said her name. She'd said: "You have one hour. Say whatever you need to say."
The sun was nearly gone now. He had not, as it turned out, found much to say. He had sat on the monument for an hour and tried to locate the words for everything for the years, for the losses, for the version of his life that had veered somewhere and become this, for the specific grief of watching the people he loved choose to spend themselves on a chance that probably wouldn't work, for the small furious wish that it had been different, that he'd been faster or smarter or just luckier at some junction he could no longer identify and he had found that words weren't really the right instrument for any of it. So he had sat, and watched the bone-colored sun go down, and let Kurama be a warm weight at the back of his skull, and breathed.
"It's time," Kurama said.
"I know."
"You should go to them."
He didn't move for another moment. One more breath. The amber sky. The silent ruins. The face of the Fourth Hokage watching over a village that no longer existed, expression carved in stone, permanent and unchanging in a way that everything else had failed to be.
"Naruto."
"Yeah." He stood. "I know."
The shelter was underground had been a storage facility once, reinforced, deep enough that the surface contamination hadn't reached it. Someone had hung lanterns along the passage down. Warm light. It felt strange, warm light. He'd gotten used to the amber. They were waiting for him: fourteen faces. He knew all of them, had fought beside most of them, had trained with some of them, had failed to save everyone they'd ever loved alongside all of them. Sakura was at the center of the array, which covered most of the floor an enormous interlocking construction of seals that must have taken months, the precision of it almost painful to look at. He recognized components of the Reaper Death Seal, of Uzumaki binding theory, of two or three things he didn't have names for and suspected Sakura had invented herself.
She looked up when he came in. She looked, he thought, like someone who was ready.
"It won't definitely work," she said. Not an apology. Just honesty. "The theory is sound but we've never tested the full array. There are variables we can't account for."
"I know."
"If it works" She paused, reorganized something behind her eyes. "The destination is set for thirty years back. Before the third war. We calculated that's the furthest we could push with the available chakra and still maintain enough specificity to hit the right era. You'd arrive in your current body. Twenty years old." A slight pause. "Approximately."
"And if it doesn't work?"
She met his eyes. "Then it doesn't work."
The room was very quiet. He looked at the fourteen faces and tried to find something to say to them something that was the right size for the moment, something that held everything he felt about what they were doing and why and what it cost. He had always been better at feeling things than at saying them. Sakura had used to tease him about it. The memory surfaced without warning: a different Sakura in a different light, young and sharp-tongued and alive in the way that people were alive before they understood how it could end.
"Thank you," he said. It wasn't enough. It was all he had.
Sakura nodded once, the way she did when she was accepting something she'd already processed, and turned back to the array. He took his place at the center. The seals began to glow.
He had expected it to feel like something when it started significant, commensurate with what it was. Instead it felt like standing in the middle of a very large and very quiet library: a stillness that had weight, that pressed against his skin from all directions, that carried the accumulated intent of everyone in the room behind him like a hand at his back.
He felt Kurama stir. "Pay attention," the fox said, and his voice was different lower, slower, the way it sounded when he was being serious in a way he rarely allowed himself to be. "What they're giving you. Remember it."
The glow was getting brighter.
"I will," Naruto said.
"Don't do it alone this time."
He felt something crack open in his chest not breaking, not the grief-crack he'd gotten used to, but something different. Something that had been sealed shut for a long time and hadn't realized it. "Okay," he said.
The light was everywhere now. It had stopped being a color and become a sensation heat without burning, pressure without weight, the feeling of being held by something enormously large that was, improbably, being careful with him. He heard the sound of the array reaching its peak, the deep resonance of seals at full charge, and underneath it, barely audible, the sound of fourteen people pouring everything they had into a single point. He thought of the village the village it had been, not the village it had become. The noise of it, the smell, the particular chaos of a place that was always too loud and too bright and never quite enough and completely irreplaceable. He thought of ramen going cold while he argued with someone. He thought of training grounds in early morning. He thought of a woman with red hair and a laugh that took up the whole room. He thought of a man with yellow hair and kind eyes who had died before Naruto could learn the sound of his voice properly.
I'm coming back, he thought, though there was no one to think it to. I'm going to fix it. All of it. I swear.
The light reached its peak. The last thing he heard was Sakura's voice steady, exhausted, final, exactly like her saying his name.
Then the world came apart.
And then came together again.
He hit the ground on his hands and knees in the middle of a street, and the first thing that reached him before sight, before sound, before any of it was smell. Food. Clean water. Pine from somewhere nearby. Firewood. People. Alive, some animal part of him noted, almost before he understood what he was processing. Everything smells alive.
He stayed on his hands and knees for a moment, breathing. The ground under his palms was solid. Real. Worn stone, the particular texture of a Konoha street, smoothed by decades of foot traffic. He pressed his fingers against it harder, needing the tactile certainty. Voices nearby the ordinary chatter of people going about an afternoon with no particular urgency. A child laughing somewhere to his left. The clatter of a vendor closing up a stall for the evening.
He looked up. The sky was blue. Not bone-colored. Not amber. Blue the deep, clean, particular blue of a Konoha late afternoon in what felt like early autumn, the kind of blue that meant the air was cooling and somewhere the smell of falling leaves was coming and it would be properly dark by dinnertime. He stared at it. He was aware, distantly, that he was in the middle of a street, and that at least three people had stopped to look at him, a young man on his hands and knees staring at the sky with an expression that probably read as medical emergency. He was aware of all of that and couldn't quite bring himself to address it yet.
Kurama said nothing. The fox was very still not the absence-still of sleep but the coiled-still of an animal that was processing something it hadn't expected. Naruto could feel him taking it in, everything, the sounds and smells and the quality of the light, running it against some internal assessment. "Well," Kurama said at last.
"Yeah," Naruto said.
"Get up. You're causing a scene."
He got up. His body felt strange right, in a way that was disorienting, his own proportions, his own reach and weight and height, not the body of the kid in the school photo he'd carried in his head as some image of before but his actual body, twenty years old, the one he'd trained to where it was. The one that knew three elemental affinities and a hundred ways to kill someone quietly and how to run a perimeter in the dark. The same body. A different sky.
A woman across the street was watching him with professional caution hand not on a weapon, but the particular stillness of a shinobi who had clocked the hitai-ate at his hip and was running an assessment. He recognized the posture, recognized the clan markings on her collar. He had to remind himself, with deliberate effort, that she did not know him. She was probably in her early twenties. Dark hair pulled back. Her eyes were sharp and serious and missed very little, and she was watching him with an expression that read suspicion. The expression of a shinobi who had just watched a stranger appear out of nowhere and collapse in the street and wanted a satisfactory explanation. He was still working on one. But for a moment one more moment, just one he let himself stand in the street and look at the blue sky and breathe air that smelled of food and people and the small ordinary livingness of a village that was whole and entire and continuing, without knowing how close it had come, in another life, to none of this.
Naruto went still. He didn't turn. Didn't reach for a weapon. Just let his senses expand outward, slow and careful, the way he'd learned to do it so it didn't look like anything at all and felt them. Four chakra signatures, maybe five, dampened to near-nothing with the practiced precision of shinobi who were very good at not being felt. Positioned at the corners of the street. One on the roofline. One in the shadow of the alley to his left. ANBU. Of course. He'd materialized in the middle of a Konoha street in a burst of chakra large enough to rattle windows. The array that had sent him here fourteen people, months of preparation, the accumulated reserves of every survivor in that shelter spent in a single sustained detonation had hit the village's sensors like an explosion. He'd been so consumed by the blue sky and the smell of food that he hadn't stopped to think about what arrival looked like from the outside. Stupid. Seven years of war and he'd gotten sloppy in the first thirty seconds.
Five, definitely five anbu. He kept his hands loose at his sides and his breathing even and thought quickly. Running was not an option not because he couldn't outrun ANBU, but because running from ANBU in the middle of Konoha on first arrival in this situation was the kind of thing that ended careers before they started. Fighting was worse. Panicking was worse than that. What he needed was to be exactly what his cover said he was: a jonin, recently returned from a classified mission, tired and slightly disoriented and presenting absolutely no threat to anyone. A jonin who had just arrived via impossible time-travel array would not, presumably, behave like a jonin who had just arrived via impossible time-travel array.
He turned around slowly, hands open and visible, keeping his voice level. "I'm not going to move."
A beat of silence. Then one of them dropped from the roofline landed ten feet away, silent as a coat falling, white mask angled toward him, one hand resting on a blade that wasn't drawn. The others materialized from their positions a breath later, forming a loose ring that was professional and practiced and left him exactly no good angles. The lead ANBU said nothing. Just looked at him. The mask was plain white no animal, no markings. A junior team, maybe, or a rapid-response unit that hadn't warranted the stylized masks of senior operatives. They were reading him the way ANBU read things: total and silent and arriving at conclusions they weren't sharing.
"Uzumaki Naruto," he said. "Jonin. I've been on an extended classified deployment outside the village. My records are with the Hokage's office." He paused just long enough to seem like someone calibrating how much to say, not like someone reciting a prepared script. "I'm aware of what the arrival must have looked like on your sensors. I'd suggest taking me to the Hokage directly. He'll want to debrief me personally, and I'd rather explain this once."
The lead ANBU still said nothing. Naruto could feel the assessment happening, the sharp, practiced eyes behind the mask moving across him, cataloguing, comparing against whatever they'd been briefed on when they'd scrambled to this location. He met the gaze and held it and kept his hands exactly where they were and his chakra absolutely flat. After a moment that lasted slightly longer than comfortable, the lead ANBU tilted their head a fraction of an inch the specific micro-movement of someone receiving information through a communication seal and then, almost imperceptibly, the posture of the ring shifted. Not relaxed. Reassessed.
"You'll come with us," the lead ANBU said. The voice was a woman's, clipped and careful.
"Yeah," Naruto said. "I will."
He squared his shoulders. He breathed out. He reached for the version of himself that could function that had been functioning, for seven years, through things that made this moment look manageable. One step, he told himself. Just the next one. He had a Hokage to find. A cover to establish. An impossible number of things to do and an unknown amount of time to do them in, and apparently he was going to do all of it with an ANBU escort, which was not ideal but was also, in the scheme of things, fine.
He fell into step between them. Above him the sky was blue, and somewhere in the village a child was still laughing, and behind him he heard the dark-haired woman across the street say something quiet to a companion he hadn't noticed her voice too low to catch, but her eyes on his back steady and cataloguing, the way certain people looked at things they had decided to understand whether those things cooperated or not. He filed it away. He kept walking.