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The laughter had scarcely faded when Violet Bridgerton realized what she had just heard.
She had been walking through the garden paths at the Featherington Ball, Lady Danbury beside her, when her son’s voice carried clearly across the gravel.
“I would not dream of courting Penelope Featherington.”
A circle of young gentlemen laughed.
Colin laughed with them.
At first, Violet paid the comment little mind—until she saw Penelope.
The girl stood just beyond the hedges, her gloved hands clasped tightly before her. For one terrible moment, she remained frozen, as though the words had struck her where she stood.
Then she turned.
The moonlight caught the unmistakable shine of tears before she hurried toward the house.
Lady Danbury followed Violet’s gaze and raised one knowing brow.
“Well,” she murmured dryly. “That was unfortunate.”
Violet did not reply.
Instead, she walked directly toward her son.
Colin’s easy smile faltered the moment he saw her expression.
“Mother.”
“Walk with me.”
It was not a request.
The other gentlemen quickly found reasons to disperse.
Once they were alone along the quieter garden path, Violet turned to face him.
“What possessed you to say such a thing?”
Colin blinked.
“Say what?”
Her eyes sharpened.
“Do not pretend ignorance. I heard you.”
Understanding dawned slowly across his face.
“Oh! That.”
He shifted awkwardly.
“They were teasing me.”
“And so you thought it acceptable to mock Penelope in response?”
“I was not mocking her,” he said quickly. “I merely meant that she and I are friends.”
Violet’s voice softened, though the disappointment within it did not.
“She was standing just behind the hedge, Colin.”
His confusion vanished instantly.
“What?”
“She heard you,” Violet said gently. “And then she ran away in tears.”
The color drained from his face.
“I did not see her.”
“No,” Violet replied quietly. “You did not.”
For the first time that evening, Colin felt a knot tighten painfully in his chest.
“I never meant to hurt her.”
“I know you did not,” Violet said. “But intention does not soften humiliation.”
She placed a hand on his arm.
“Penelope Featherington has been a loyal friend to this family for many years.”
Colin looked toward the path that led back to the house, his mind replaying the moment with sudden clarity.
The laughter.
The careless words.
The possibility that she had heard every one of them.
“I will apologize,” he said at last.
“Yes,” Violet replied firmly. “You will.”
Colin did not wait long.
The following afternoon, he arrived at the Featherington house, his resolve firm though his stomach felt uncomfortably tight. The familiar yellow façade seemed far less welcoming than it had on countless previous visits.
A maid answered the door.
“Mr. Bridgerton,” she said with a polite curtsy.
“I have come to call on Miss Featherington.”
The maid hesitated.
“Miss Penelope is not at home, sir.”
Colin frowned slightly. “Not at home?”
“No, sir.”
He considered asking further questions but thought better of it. If Penelope had gone out, then he would simply return.
“Very well,” he said. “Please inform Miss Featherington that I called.”
“Yes, sir.”
Colin left with the uneasy sense that the house itself had grown strangely distant.
Lady Whistledown’s Society Papers
“Be careful with your words, for once they are spoken, they may be forgiven, but they are rarely forgotten.”
It seems, dear reader, that the moonlight at the Featherington Ball illuminated far more than the garden paths. Indeed, it cast a most revealing light upon the conduct of one Mr. Colin Bridgerton.
The third Bridgerton brother has long enjoyed a reputation for easy charm and good humor. Yet charm, as society well knows, can sometimes conceal a less flattering impulse.
This author—and several other guests—could not help but overhear Mr. Bridgerton declaring with remarkable confidence to a circle of gentlemen that he would “never dream of courting Miss Penelope Featherington.”
A curious proclamation, to be certain. Society rarely requires a gentleman to loudly deny intentions he does not possess.
More unfortunate still was the sight that followed. Moments after this declaration, Miss Featherington herself was seen leaving the gardens in considerable distress, her composure quite undone as she hastened toward the safety of her house.
One cannot help but wonder why Mr. Colin Bridgerton felt compelled to make such a declaration at all. Gentlemen are seldom required to deny intentions that have never been suggested, and emphatic proclamations often invite more speculation than they silence.
Or perhaps the mystery lies not with Miss Featherington at all.
In this author’s estimation, it is not the lady whose reputation suffers this morning, but rather the gentleman who believed his words would pass unheard—and without consequence.
The next morning, London awoke to a particularly biting edition of Lady Whistledown’s Society Papers.
The Bridgerton breakfast table was unusually quiet.
Colin noticed it the moment he entered the room.
Anthony appeared deeply absorbed in his coffee. Benedict seemed far too interested in a pastry he had not yet eaten. Eloise watched him with an expression that bordered suspiciously on sympathy.
At the head of the table, Violet calmly folded a pamphlet and slid it toward him.
“You may wish to read the latest issue.”
Colin frowned slightly but unfolded the paper.
His eyes moved idly over the familiar columns of gossip until a particular line caught his attention.
His name.
The words seemed to sharpen on the page as he read.
Mr. Colin Bridgerton declaring with remarkable confidence to a circle of gentlemen that he would “never dream of courting Miss Penelope Featherington.”
Colin froze.
He continued reading.
Moments after this declaration, Miss Featherington herself was seen leaving the gardens in considerable distress…
A cold weight settled in his stomach.
What had been a careless remark spoken in a quiet garden only two nights before was now printed plainly for all of London to read.
Everyone knew.
The entire ton.
He reached the final lines slowly.
In this author’s estimation, it is not the lady whose reputation suffers this morning, but rather the gentleman who believed his words would pass unheard—and without consequence.
Colin lowered the paper.
He said nothing.
Violet met his gaze.
Colin stared again at the page in his hands.
The ink felt heavier now. Permanent.
For the first time, the full weight of the moment settled upon him.
Penelope had heard.
And now the whole of London had as well.
He folded the pamphlet carefully and set it beside his plate.
“I will call on her again today.”
It was the only thing he could think to do.
Yet even as he spoke, an uneasy thought lingered in the back of his mind.
Some apologies arrived far too late.
Colin crossed the square to Featherington House with far less confidence than he had possessed the day before. The pamphlet’s words still echoed unpleasantly in his mind.
He knocked.
After a moment, the door opened to reveal the Featherington butler.
“Mr. Bridgerton.”
“I have come to see Miss Featherington.”
The butler inclined his head politely.
“I am afraid Miss Featherington is not receiving callers today, sir.”
Colin hesitated.
“Not receiving callers?”
“No, sir.”
The answer was delivered with careful neutrality, but Colin understood its meaning at once.
Penelope was at home.
She simply would not see him.
A faint flush crept up his neck.
“I see.”
He shifted his hat in his hands, suddenly aware of how foolish he must look standing there.
“If you would be so kind,” he said after a moment, “please inform Miss Featherington that I wish to speak with her.”
“I shall do so, sir.”
Colin nodded once.
“Thank you.”
The door closed with quiet finality.
He stood there a moment longer on the Featherington steps, staring at the polished brass knocker.
Penelope had never refused him before.
Not once in all the years he had known her.
The realization settled heavily in his chest.
At last, he turned and walked slowly back toward the square, the apology he had rehearsed lingering uselessly on his tongue.