Angst in idol life
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Minho gets raped. Like a dirty secret unaware of its own existence, it all spirals from there. Will the members figure it out before it’s too late? Will Minho tell them what happened? Or will he spend the rest of his life suffering in silence? What happens when he can’t?
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“Minho hyung!” Felix whines “Are you sure you want to stay this late? We only get to end early today. Come home”
Minho sighs and ruffles Felix's hair, it makes him feel like an exasperated parent “Yes, I’m sure. Now go before the vans leave and i get stuck with you”
In hindsight, he should’ve really gone home
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Has to be my favourite fic of all time
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Minho grabbed the phone from Hyunjin’s hand and pulled him to sit down on the floor again, tugging gently so as not to irritate whatever injury he was hiding. “Is it always like this?” he asked, settling himself so that they were facing one another on the floor, holding hands. “You always dance sexy? They tell you to dance sexy?”
Hyunjin nodded, dropping his gaze and biting his lip again.
Minho squeezed his hands, trying not to frown. “Are you OK with that? Are you comfortable?”
Hyunjin closed his eyes and breathed deeply, in and out, in and out, and then looked Minho in the eyes. “You don’t understand, hyung. The performance isn’t really about dancing. I provide entertainment for them with my body. Dancing is just the first act.”
When Minho finds out just what JYPE has been doing to Hyunjin for the past nine years, his entire world implodes and he might not be able to stop himself from burning the whole thing down.
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Chapter 22/23
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I just saw a comment someone made saying Jinnie looked a bit uncomfortable at Donatella's hand placement, and on the same day, I saw a crazy post of someone with 'something' done to her/his hand. That's how I got the idea.
And of course, I took it up a notch or two and guys, this is all fictional and no hate or claims against real people."Stop. Please, stop..." His voice cracked. His chest tightened painfully. "I...I’ll show you... I’ll show you, just...please...stop."
Hyunjin wasn’t even sure what he was begging for anymore.
Minho was by his side in an instant, steady arms wrapping around his shaking frame, pulling him in close.
"That’s enough, Jagi," Minho whispered. "Let me help."
Hyunjin was trembling so violently, Minho feared he’d shatter into pieces if he let go. Carefully, he peeled Hyunjin’s hands away from his shirt and started unbuttoning it for him. The moment the fabric slipped and revealed his skin, Minho’s breath caught in his throat.
A bandage.
A thick layer of bandage wrapped tightly around Hyunjin’s chest, extending to his back.
Minho took a slow step back, his heart pounding. "Hyunjin-ah... why?" -
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There were rumors circulating that management tried to keep Felix and Hyunjin apart because the company wanted to minimize rumors about them being lovers. That couldn’t be further from the truth. The reality was that the company would prefer it if they flirted on camera. They loved that shit. It brought in views and attention, which meant more money for the company. Hell, if Felix needed some quick cash, he could probably just kiss Hyunjin on a live and he'd get a cash bonus for making viral content.
Instead, Felix and Hyunjin rarely interacted because they couldn’t fucking stand each other.
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it comes and goes in waves (it always does) by A_Fallen_Cherry_Blossom_Writer
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
20 Jul 2021
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Sunoo's never really been a fan of water. His old school friends used to think it was because he was a sickly, protected child, but that's not really true- he's just always preferred to stay happily dry and warm.
So it's just his luck that the photoshoot is not only in the water, in an underground, dark pool but, of course, the heater's broken and there's not enough time to fix it. The water is so cold it practically forces the air from his lungs. To make matters worse, the new photographer seems to have a personal vendetta against him, and his members won't even be arriving for a few hours so he's completely and utterly alone.
But he'll be fine. He'll only be in the water for a few minutes, right? Then he can go home and forget the day ever happened. What could possibly go wrong?
Apparently, he soon discovers as he watches fingers tremble uncontrollably, arm aching dully, the answer is a lot.