95's Heavy Angst
Fics w/ heavy angst
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- Part 1 of The Fallen Series
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05 Nov 2024
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Fallen
TaeJoonGiOT7
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In response to a prompt by hyyhblissx in the tkyinyangfest collection.
Prompt:
Purest Angel Jungkook x Fallen Angel Taehyungi want taehyung being the temptation that jungkook cant deny, giving rise to desires and fantasies that he knows he cant have.
DW: angst, smut, fluff, smut (kookv)
DNW: 1st pov, cheating, sad endingChapter 1: Genesis
Summary:
There are 9 types of Angels in the heavens and on Earth but for the sake of this tale, only 4 will be mentioned: Seraphims, Cherubims, Principalities, and Guardian Angels. Jungkook is a guardian. One of God’s most favored, in fact, adorned with pure white feathers with literal silver lined edges, wings giving off a most heavenly argent glow. He has lived for eons, not long enough to have witnessed the Great Fall or the heartbreak of his Lord casting out his favored son and followers, but he has heard enough about it, as have all other angels.Jungkook is pure. Unblemished. And he has been rewarded with his very own human to nurture, guide and protect. He has been waiting for this moment forever. He is ready.
Or so he thinks.
Because, yes. There are 9 types of Angels in the heavens and on Earth. But there are also 5 types of evil scouring the Earth and underworld, and Jungkook is, in fact, not ready.
But Taehyung is.
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Reflection (I Wish I Could Have Loved Myself) by blueandgrey7
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
25 Sep 2023
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Yoongi and Namjoon meet through their work at the same production company; Namjoon is exactly what Yoongi needs to get out of his bad habit of not eating lunch, and Yoongi is exactly what Namjoon needs to acclimate at a job full of older, more established producers. They become best friends, and over the years they fall in love.
But love isn't enough to keep Namjoon's demons at bay, and he commits suicide seven years after they meet. Yoongi reflects on their time together, how Namjoon altered the course of his life, how love might not have kept Namjoon alive, but the memories keep Yoongi going.
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Bookmarked by 95Dumpling
22 Oct 2024
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Relationship:
Kim Namjoon | RM/Min Yoongi | Suga
Characters:
Kim Namjoon | RMKim Seokjin | JinMin Yoongi | SugaJung Hoseok | J-HopePark Jimin (BTS)Kim Taehyung | VJeon JungkookBangtan Boys | BTS Ensemble
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Established Kim Namjoon | RM/Min Yoongi | SugaMin Yoongi | Suga-centricHurt/ComfortHeavy AngstFluff and AngstFluff and HumorImplied/Referenced SuicideSuicideReferences to DepressionProducer Kim Namjoon | RMProducer Min Yoongi | SugaSoft Park Jimin (BTS)Soft Jeon JungkookSoft Kim Taehyung | VKim Namjoon | RM &; Kim Seokjin | Jin are Childhood FriendsCat Owner Min Yoongi | SugaPoetryMoving In TogetherMeet-CuteSong LyricsKim Namjoon | RM Loves PlantsBat Orchid the CatTextingKissingGentle KissingCuddling & SnugglingMin Yoongi | Suga is Bad at FeelingsDepressed Min Yoongi | SugaDepressed Kim Namjoon | RMVan is a Koi FishMentioned Yeontan | Kim Taehyung's Dog (BTS)Friends to LoversMin Yoongi | Suga Is Whipped
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English
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BTS Hurt/Comfort Fest 2023
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Published:2023-09-25Completed:2023-09-25Words:27,598Chapters:7/7Comments:33Kudos:44Bookmarks:13Hits:835
Reflection (I Wish I Could Have Loved Myself)
blueandgrey7
Summary:
Yoongi and Namjoon meet through their work at the same production company; Namjoon is exactly what Yoongi needs to get out of his bad habit of not eating lunch, and Yoongi is exactly what Namjoon needs to acclimate at a job full of older, more established producers. They become best friends, and over the years they fall in love.But love isn't enough to keep Namjoon's demons at bay, and he commits suicide seven years after they meet. Yoongi reflects on their time together, how Namjoon altered the course of his life, how love might not have kept Namjoon alive, but the memories keep Yoongi going.
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Jungkook's OCD will not let him think about anything other than the passing of time for more than a second, barely scraping by between suicide attempts and therapy sessions.
Until he meets Yoongi, who makes time stop in more ways than one.
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- English
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- 14/14
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Bookmarked by 95Dumpling
10 Aug 2024
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Relationship:
Jeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi | Suga
Characters:
Jeon JungkookMin Yoongi | SugaKim Seokjin | JinPark Jimin (BTS)Kim Namjoon | RMJung Hoseok | J-HopeKim Taehyung | V
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Magical RealismTime ControlMental Health Issuesjungkook has ocdSuicide AttemptAngst and Fluff and SmutEventual SmutHurt/Comfortjinkook are brothersJikook are BFFsswitch yoonkook
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Published:2020-04-11Completed:2020-07-25Words:125,768Chapters:14/14Comments:232Kudos:1,005Bookmarks:478Hits:29,690
In the folds of time
captainmentalstability
Summary:
Jungkook's OCD will not let him think about anything other than the passing of time for more than a second, barely scraping by between suicide attempts and therapy sessions.Until he meets Yoongi, who makes time stop in more ways than one.
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Jungkook is a drug runner for the largest gang in the whole of Busan: the Sam Yong Pa.
One day he bumps into a runner for a rival gang in the next district that has trespassed into their territory: a Geum Sung Pa boy called Jimin. Jimin has a friend, a goon for the rival gang.
Taehyung beats people up for a living, and boy, does he look good when he’s doing it.But their blossoming friendships reignite old gang flames and causes the most brutal gang war the country has ever seen.
Dragons destroy and stars explode.
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Yoongi existed and he didn’t, trapped inside his childhood bedroom with no recollection of dying but with a certainty that it happened. He was dead yet he was still here, like a memory of a memory, an afterthought of a life long lost, crouching in the dark and alone, so very alone...
Until Jeongguk.
—Or: Ghost Yoongi meets little Jeongguk a decade after his death, then Jeongguk keeps finding him again and again.
This story has been translated into Spanish.
Series
- Part 8 of ✧ wishing well ✧
Bookmarked by 95Dumpling
01 May 2024
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Yoonkook ghost love 💜💜💜
Once was found by formerlyunknownas for Lovely123
Fandoms:방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
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No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M
Complete Work
25 Oct 2020
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Show warningsJeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi | SugaMin Yoongi | SugaJeon JungkookShow additional tags
Summary
Yoongi existed and he didn’t, trapped inside his childhood bedroom with no recollection of dying but with a certainty that it happened. He was dead yet he was still here, like a memory of a memory, an afterthought of a life long lost, crouching in the dark and alone, so very alone...Until Jeongguk.
—Or: Ghost Yoongi meets little Jeongguk a decade after his death, then Jeongguk keeps finding him again and again.