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- Part 1 of The Fallen Series
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Fallen
TaeJoonGiOT7
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In response to a prompt by hyyhblissx in the tkyinyangfest collection.
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Purest Angel Jungkook x Fallen Angel Taehyungi want taehyung being the temptation that jungkook cant deny, giving rise to desires and fantasies that he knows he cant have.
DW: angst, smut, fluff, smut (kookv)
DNW: 1st pov, cheating, sad endingChapter 1: Genesis
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There are 9 types of Angels in the heavens and on Earth but for the sake of this tale, only 4 will be mentioned: Seraphims, Cherubims, Principalities, and Guardian Angels. Jungkook is a guardian. One of God’s most favored, in fact, adorned with pure white feathers with literal silver lined edges, wings giving off a most heavenly argent glow. He has lived for eons, not long enough to have witnessed the Great Fall or the heartbreak of his Lord casting out his favored son and followers, but he has heard enough about it, as have all other angels.Jungkook is pure. Unblemished. And he has been rewarded with his very own human to nurture, guide and protect. He has been waiting for this moment forever. He is ready.
Or so he thinks.
Because, yes. There are 9 types of Angels in the heavens and on Earth. But there are also 5 types of evil scouring the Earth and underworld, and Jungkook is, in fact, not ready.
But Taehyung is.
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Reflection (I Wish I Could Have Loved Myself) by blueandgrey7
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
25 Sep 2023
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Yoongi and Namjoon meet through their work at the same production company; Namjoon is exactly what Yoongi needs to get out of his bad habit of not eating lunch, and Yoongi is exactly what Namjoon needs to acclimate at a job full of older, more established producers. They become best friends, and over the years they fall in love.
But love isn't enough to keep Namjoon's demons at bay, and he commits suicide seven years after they meet. Yoongi reflects on their time together, how Namjoon altered the course of his life, how love might not have kept Namjoon alive, but the memories keep Yoongi going.
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Kim Namjoon | RM/Min Yoongi | Suga
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Kim Namjoon | RMKim Seokjin | JinMin Yoongi | SugaJung Hoseok | J-HopePark Jimin (BTS)Kim Taehyung | VJeon JungkookBangtan Boys | BTS Ensemble
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Published:2023-09-25Completed:2023-09-25Words:27,598Chapters:7/7Comments:33Kudos:44Bookmarks:13Hits:835
Reflection (I Wish I Could Have Loved Myself)
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Yoongi and Namjoon meet through their work at the same production company; Namjoon is exactly what Yoongi needs to get out of his bad habit of not eating lunch, and Yoongi is exactly what Namjoon needs to acclimate at a job full of older, more established producers. They become best friends, and over the years they fall in love.But love isn't enough to keep Namjoon's demons at bay, and he commits suicide seven years after they meet. Yoongi reflects on their time together, how Namjoon altered the course of his life, how love might not have kept Namjoon alive, but the memories keep Yoongi going.
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Jungkook's OCD will not let him think about anything other than the passing of time for more than a second, barely scraping by between suicide attempts and therapy sessions.
Until he meets Yoongi, who makes time stop in more ways than one.
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Jeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi | Suga
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Jeon JungkookMin Yoongi | SugaKim Seokjin | JinPark Jimin (BTS)Kim Namjoon | RMJung Hoseok | J-HopeKim Taehyung | V
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Magical RealismTime ControlMental Health Issuesjungkook has ocdSuicide AttemptAngst and Fluff and SmutEventual SmutHurt/Comfortjinkook are brothersJikook are BFFsswitch yoonkook
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Published:2020-04-11Completed:2020-07-25Words:125,768Chapters:14/14Comments:232Kudos:1,005Bookmarks:478Hits:29,690
In the folds of time
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Jungkook's OCD will not let him think about anything other than the passing of time for more than a second, barely scraping by between suicide attempts and therapy sessions.Until he meets Yoongi, who makes time stop in more ways than one.
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Jungkook is a drug runner for the largest gang in the whole of Busan: the Sam Yong Pa.
One day he bumps into a runner for a rival gang in the next district that has trespassed into their territory: a Geum Sung Pa boy called Jimin. Jimin has a friend, a goon for the rival gang.
Taehyung beats people up for a living, and boy, does he look good when he’s doing it.But their blossoming friendships reignite old gang flames and causes the most brutal gang war the country has ever seen.
Dragons destroy and stars explode.
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Yoongi existed and he didn’t, trapped inside his childhood bedroom with no recollection of dying but with a certainty that it happened. He was dead yet he was still here, like a memory of a memory, an afterthought of a life long lost, crouching in the dark and alone, so very alone...
Until Jeongguk.
—Or: Ghost Yoongi meets little Jeongguk a decade after his death, then Jeongguk keeps finding him again and again.
This story has been translated into Spanish.
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- Part 8 of ✧ wishing well ✧
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Yoonkook ghost love 💜💜💜
Once was found by formerlyunknownas for Lovely123
Fandoms:방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
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No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M
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25 Oct 2020
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Yoongi existed and he didn’t, trapped inside his childhood bedroom with no recollection of dying but with a certainty that it happened. He was dead yet he was still here, like a memory of a memory, an afterthought of a life long lost, crouching in the dark and alone, so very alone...Until Jeongguk.
—Or: Ghost Yoongi meets little Jeongguk a decade after his death, then Jeongguk keeps finding him again and again.
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Jimin has been betrayed and sold out enough times to know better than to trust pretty words. He’s got his list of names, got his goal and that’s all this is about.
But these pretty words.
From this pretty man.
Would it be so terrible to let himself believe?
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Heavy AngstExplicit Sexual ContentRape/Non-con ElementsForced ProstitutionEmotional ManipulationBrainwashingFront-loaded Bad ThingsGraphic DescriptionMutual PiningRomantic AngstNon-platonic Jinmina side of sopeAbductionOccasionally very softPark Jimin (BTS)-centricPOV JiminAmbiguous/Open EndingChildhood friend! TaehyungCrown Prince! JungkookPimp! Seokjinwe don’t call him a pimp but thats what he isProstitute! HoseokKing’s Advisor! YoongiMilitary Strategist/Royal Librarian! Namjoonlots and lots of Jikook doing the do for all he nasties like meTraumaAbuseAmoral Medieval HellscapeAlternate Universe - MedievalSheets of Ice, Dreams of Fire
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Jimin has been betrayed and sold out enough times to know better than to trust pretty words. He’s got his list of names, got his goal and that’s all this is about.But these pretty words.
From this pretty man.
Would it be so terrible to let himself believe?
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Falling in love with another man during the 1950s was never something Taehyung or Jeongguk envisioned. Especially not when they were both married and had beautiful wives.
Or, The story of two lovers who were never meant for each other, but destiny found its way anyway.
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Most beloved story!!
Somebody To Love by LOVERVMINS (orphan_account)
Fandoms:방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Explicit
Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
F/M, M/M
Complete Work
27 Jun 2019
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Falling in love with another man during the 1950s was never something Taehyung or Jeongguk envisioned. Especially not when they were both married and had beautiful wives.Or, The story of two lovers who were never meant for each other, but destiny found its way anyway
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In the brutal court of Zunad, Prince Min Yoongi is the second born son to the Cruel King. Though considered a disappointment of an alpha by his father, Yoongi is gifted an omega pleasure slave named Jimin even though Yoongi has no want for him. The thought of what he's expected to do, and how he's supposed to use Jimin, makes Yoongi ill and he tries to avoid it at all costs.
But Jimin has a secret that he keeps from everyone, as a way of surviving. He is the thought-to-be-dead Crown Prince of Elera and is the true heir to the throne. Ousted in a coup, Jimin has been captured from his home, his identity protected and obscured, and now is at the mercy of the Zunad court as a pleasure slave to the son of the Cruel King.
Yoongi, unaware of Jimin's true identity, can't refuse the gift and Jimin, not knowing who he can trust nor that Yoongi has the softest heart at court, can't escape so they have to learn to live with one another, and how to protect each other to survive. And, perhaps, they'll eventually grow to like each other, and even maybe fall in love, and figure out a way to restore Jimin to his rightful place.
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A story full of sadness and hope. A Yoonmin royals love story 💜
It Runs In Our Blood by forks
Fandoms:방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Explicit
No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M
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09 Jul 2023
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Show warningsMin Yoongi | Suga/Park JiminMin Yoongi | SugaPark Jimin (BTS)Jeon JungkookJung Hoseok | J-HopeKim Namjoon | RMKim Taehyung | VKim Seokjin | JinOriginal CharactersAlternate Universe - Captive Prince inspiredAlternate Universe - Daechwita inspiredAlternate Universe - HistoricalAlternate Universe - RoyaltyAlpha/Beta/Omega DynamicsSlaverypleasure slavesBrandingImplied referenced rape/non-con (not of members)(and all off-screen)Dubious ConsentCourt PoliticsAuthority FiguresAbuse of AuthorityCourt PunishmentSecret IdentityScentingSharing a BedMating CyclesHeat/rutMpregSlow Burn(like super slow burn)Falling In Love(I swear there is love and sweetness in all this)Escape and RescuePiningEventual Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | VEventual Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | JinEventual Happy EndingAfter a lot of pain and sufferingPrince Min Yoongi tries his very bestPrince Min Yoongi has such a good heartAnd secret Prince Park Jimin recognizes thatThey will be so in love
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In the brutal court of Zunad, Prince Min Yoongi is the second born son to the Cruel King. Though considered a disappointment of an alpha by his father, Yoongi is gifted an omega pleasure slave named Jimin even though Yoongi has no want for him. The thought of what he's expected to do, and how he's supposed to use Jimin, makes Yoongi ill and he tries to avoid it at all costs.But Jimin has a secret that he keeps from everyone, as a way of surviving. He is the thought-to-be-dead Crown Prince of Elera and is the true heir to the throne. Ousted in a coup, Jimin has been captured from his home, his identity protected and obscured, and now is at the mercy of the Zunad court as a pleasure slave to the son of the Cruel King.
Yoongi, unaware of Jimin's true identity, can't refuse the gift and Jimin, not knowing who he can trust nor that Yoongi has the softest heart at court, can't escape so they have to learn to live with one another, and how to protect each other to survive. And, perhaps, they'll eventually grow to like each other, and even maybe fall in love, and figure out a way to restore Jimin to his rightful place
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It’s said that the simple fluttering of a butterfly’s wings is capable of altering the path of tornados…
So, what happens when Min Yoongi and his team of petty thieves steal the most dangerous man in Busan’s prized possession and drown it in the Yellow Sea?
Fucking chaos, actually.
Min Yoongi should never have touched the McLaren.
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[alternatively: Yoongi, Namjoon and Jungkook - the petty thieves.
Seokjin, Jimin, Taehyung and Hoseok - the cash stacked rich boys they have to con. And absolute fuckery ensuing.]Series
- Part 1 of pettyCA$H universe
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- 22/22
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Wow!! One of the longest fics I read and worth every bit of my time. Great storytelling, characters, and smut!!
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After society collapses, Yoongi makes his way to his family's farm in the countryside, expecting to find his best friend Namjoon there. Instead, he finds Jungkook, who he begrudgingly allows to stay. He doesn’t expect him to stay for long.
He also doesn’t expect to find himself caring if he does.
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- 9/9
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Joonie😭 Loved this so much!
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After building a porn career as a popular submissive, a scene gone wrong sends Yoongi spiraling. Switching roles gives him new purpose and shields him from the trauma he’s not willing to face, but having the world’s most pretentious, ecofriendly Dominant steal his spotlight isn’t making things any easier.
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- 11/11
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“Well, if I were you and I woke up with a You‘ve got to be fucking kidding me-soulmark from a guy who isn’t up for traditional soulmate stuff, I wouldn’t necessarily want to get to know him over and over again, you know?”
There are little stars in Jungkook’s eyes again.
“But I like meeting you for the first time over and over again, hyung.”
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The soulmates au where disillusioned celebrity chef Seokjin doesn‘t believe in predestined epic love stories until he meets ex-formula one driver Jungkook who suffers from anterograde amnesia.
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- Part 1 of Muscle Memory
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- English
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- 80,726
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- 14/14
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"You'll give me that much, won't you, fluffy flower?"
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Namjoon and Seokjin have been together for 7 years. It's easy. It works. Mostly.
Until Namjoon meets Jungkook, and everything crumbles.
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- Part 2 of salt water
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Jungkook was raised as a human in Seoul, completely separated from others of his kind. He's always taken suppressants and hasn't ever even shifted into his wolf form.
Grieving after the death of his mom, he leaves his entire life behind and joins a traditional wolf pack in the mountains. But he isn't there for a new life, he's there for revenge and to take his anger and grief out on a way of life he's always judged.
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- 8/8
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met·a·mor·phic
1. denoting or relating to rock that has undergone transformation by heat, pressure, or other natural agencies.
2. of and or marked by metamorphosis.(Or: three days after his boyfriend's funeral, Taehyung finds a strange stone on his doorstep.)
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Like Sunflowers to the Sun (I'd turn at you) by Moomooru
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Dec 2018
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Seoul, summer 1993.
Jungkook is sick of his hell of a life, made of alcohol and too many cigarettes. For once, he listens to his doctor and picks up a new hobby, photography. He takes nothing else but his motorbike and his Polaroid and rides to a city far away.
Here, he meets the 'Omelas Boys', a not-so dangerous gang of bikers, and Taehyung, a boy that paints sunflowers all day in the silence of an empty field, showered with the burning sun of June.// Or
Jungkook learns that friends can be the best way to find his peace.
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- Part 1 of Sunflowers
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- English
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- 220,079
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- 27/27
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Remember, all the government posters say, it was the Marked that destroyed the world.
The Old World was lost to famine and calamity and a new, harsher one has risen in its place. A city divided into sectors, ruled by a king and his chaebol court, where the Marked struggle to eke out a living in poverty and oppression, and one mistake can get you sanctioned forever - lost to hard labor in the factories and greenhouses or to life as a companion trapped in the gilded apartments of the inner sector elite.
But a revolution is stirring in the shadows and everything is about to change.
(Or: Hoseok runs an underground radio program; Namjoon and Seokjin dream of building a better world from their golden cage; Taehyung and Jimin desperately search for lost family; and Yoongi and Jungkook are just trying to survive.)
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- English
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- 214,405
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- 27/27
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Out of the frying pan and into the fire: Marguerite is already used to life as a barely-tolerated outcast, being the elven daughter of an Orlesian noble, but after her travel party is attacked, she goes from one hostage situation to the next. Sure, her new "man" is brave and handsome and one of the best warriors in the Hold, but he's also hard-headed, impatient, and expects her to be the perfect Avvar woman. She refuses. She will not lose herself in this place. Anyway, she only has to endure him until she can figure out how to make her escape, or face an even worse evil at the end of a month...
Avvar Warrior Jungkook x Named Orlesian Elven OC
Fantasy AU, set in Dragon Age Avvar universe but it's not necessary to be familiar with the games/world at all, it's just a fantasy storySeries
- Part 1 of Legends of the Red-Lions
- Language:
- English
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- 460,611
- Chapters:
- 53/53
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Jimin’s leaving a lot of things behind; he knows.
Yet despite that, Jimin doesn’t fear death.
Because in death, Jimin can go to Jeongguk.
Jimin dies when he’s old and starts reflecting back to the time he fell in love with Jeongguk, with the help of a grim reaper named Taehyung.
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- English
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- 59,592
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- 10/10
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- 364
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