Sad -- Faylen's fics
Sad fics which made me sad / sympathize with the character or smth like that.
Read when in the mood to relate to someone or if I want to be sad without cryingTags that could work as well but don't go in a collection;
Sadish, Angst, Angsty, Pain
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If you love someone, you fight for them. Right?
If you love someone, you let them go. Right?
Stephen loses his memories and refuses to bring them back, Tony loses Stephen and doesn't know how to bring him back. There is no manual for this.
Sometimes there are no right answers.
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Transmutation of the Soul by HermesSerpent for LiraBuswavi, Sarnai4
Fandoms: DreamWorks Dragons (Cartoon), How to Train Your Dragon (Movies)
09 Aug 2025
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Hiccup and Dagur have rejected adoption and fled back to their home island for isolation. But it seems that the outside world refuses to let them remain in isolation. Something lands on their island and something lives within the island itself.
Can these boys learn to trust?
Can minds be changed?
Can souls be transmuted from that which they once were?Series
- Part 2 of Stolen Heir AU
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Transmutation of the Soul by HermesSerpentCh 34
Sigh I already know imma be heartbroken cus this fic is unfinished and it seems like it won't be updated if what the author said is true 💔
Which sadge because this fic, this series, the concept is so cool and good and due to a certain someone (cough
Vespera21cough) I've come to really like the idea of Viggo and Ryker taking parental/older brothers roles in Hiccup's life. And here it's also with Dagur and it's just... Better? In their fics Oswald isn't shit so while the two are close friends/cousins, he remained in Berserker island
Aight I'm done whiningLOL
Not them both secretly behind each other's backs befriends dragons roflNooooooooo not my heart breaking as we see the Grimborn pov 😭
Gobber :) :(
But... Is it wrong I kinda want Gobber to stay away? I love him don't get me wrong, but I feel like him being there would take Hiccup and therefore Dagur away from Viggo and Ryker
I guess in a way I'm possessive too as in I want Hiccup and Dagur to be under Viggo and Ryker's care, not Gobber. I like him buttt I want them to be cared for by Viggo and Ryker
- maybe it's okie. Seems like it's adoption squared. Dagur and Hiccup adopting one another. Viggo and Ryker attempting to adopt Dagur and Hiccup. Toothless adopting Hiccup. Gobber being adopted and adopting the Grimborn. And finally Toothless also slightly adopting Dagur who then also gets adopted by Haelan who also just slightly adopts Hiccup. Okay so maybe a lot of the dragons adopt them. And Toothless gets adopted by the other dragons too cus Hiccup and Dagur might be his hatchlings, but he's still a fledgling himself.
So maybe it'll be fine (who am I kidding it ain't cus there's only 34 chapters < /3)nnooooooooo
The first official meetup with them not knowing it's Hiccup and Dagur
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The signs of death are as followed:
-Respiratory arrest (no breathing)
-Cardiac arrest (no pulse)
-Pallor mortis, paleness which happens in the 15–120 minutes after death
-Livor mortis, a settling of the blood in the lower (dependent) portion of the body
-Algor mortis, the reduction in body temperature following death. This is generally a steady decline until matching
ambient temperature
-Rigor mortis, the limbs of the corpse become stiff (Latin rigor) and difficult to move or manipulate
-Decomposition, the reduction into simpler forms of matter, accompanied by a strong, unpleasant odor.And what comes after that? Well, come on and find out!
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Negligible Senescence by Just_Mad_EnoughNo tags explaining, but refers to the Chloe poisoned episode in s 2 where Lucifer goes to Hell for her
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Finally, he’s pulling up to the curb near the restaurant and movement catches his eye: the Detective. And she’s leaving.
When Lucifer shows up late to his dinner with Chloe, his entire world shatters right before his eyes.
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- Part 27 of WordRunner's Luci-tober 2024
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Eternal Flame by WordRunner-
She did this. She took Chloe away from him. And she will pay. She will be punished.He doesn’t notice the manifestation of his Devil face, but he does see his mother’s reaction to it. Her eyes widen and her mouth falls open in horror. “Lucifer...”
“You did this,” Lucifer breathes, his voice trembling with wrath. “You took her from me.”
Mum lifts her hands, trying to soothe him. “Lucifer, I can explain.”
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Shoving off of Amenadiel, Lucifer crosses the room, not to his mother, but to where he hid Azrael’s blade after Uriel. Stone explodes beneath his fist as he retrieves it. “How could you?” he half-sobs, half-growls. His cheeks feel wet and somewhere in the back of his mind, it surprises him; he didn’t know this form was capable of tears. “I loved her, Mum. How could you take her from me?”Vaguely, he sees some emotion that might be remorse flash through his mother’s eyes. But she's lied about everything else; if she truly loved him, she wouldn’t have hurt him like this. Hurt Chloe.
No. She didn’t hurt Chloe. She killed Chloe.
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One moment he’s watching detachedly as his fingers wrap around Azrael’s blade and the next, he has his mother pinned against the bookshelves, the edge of the blade at her throat. There’s a strange ringing in his ears growing louder and somewhere buried in that, a duo of voices—one pleading with him, the other shouting at him to stop. He ignores them both.Meeting Mum’s gaze, he can see the reflection of fire from his own eyes in hers and her fear—of him or for her life? It doesn’t matter. Her lips are moving, but he can’t make out what she's saying, he doesn’t care. The grief and the rage are fighting for dominance. He sees his hand tremble; he could end this...but then, what would be the point? Nothing he does, no amount of punishing his mother or anybody else is going to bring Chloe back.
Another thought crosses his mind. Shoving himself back and releasing his mother, Lucifer studies the blade in his hands.
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Looking down at his red, clawed, monstrous hands—first at the keychain, then at the blade—he knows what he needs to do and vaguely wonders why he didn’t consider it before. The only thing that will stop this agonizing pain. With detached interest, he watches the hand with Azrael’s blade lift, the tip turning towards his chest, his heart. It feels as if he’s watching it from the outside—an out of body experience. Huh. He didn’t know he could do that, either.“Lucifer, don’t—!”
“Luci, stop—!”
Voices start shouting again, begging him to not...do something. He doesn’t obey. He just wants it to be over. Not just this, with Chloe, but all of it. The excruciatingly long, miserable, hopeless life he’s led. It’s no less than he deserves—a monster and a brother killer. Someone who couldn’t even be there for the woman he loved.
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This is all his fault. If he had been there for Chloe, he could have saved her. If he hadn’t been so bloody soft by allowing his mother to remain on Earth instead of returning her to Hell the way his father and Uriel insisted, Chloe would still be here. Instead, she’s gone. Her daughter will grow up without a mother; her friends will grieve and mourn her for the rest of their lives. The world is already dimmer, emptier without her light to brighten it.With one quick thrust into his heart, he could fade into the nothingness; the same place he sent Uriel. No more boring monotony. No more suffering. No more eternal punishment. His life improved significantly when he met the Detective. He found meaning and purpose and friendship. He found love. Without her, he just...he doesn’t see the point in being here anymore. And if he can’t have Chloe...well, there’s just no point in existing.
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Chloe looks around and smiles when she sees him. There’s confusion in her eyes. “Lucifer? I don’t...I don’t understand. I was...” She shakes her head as her eyebrows furrow. “I thought I was with my dad.”A sob falls from his lips as he crosses the penthouse in a few long strides and wraps Chloe in his arms. He hears her quiet gasp, then she’s hugging him back. “You’re okay. You’re here,” he mutters over and over into her hair as tears fall from his eyes. This time, though, they’re tears of relief. Of joy. Finally, he understands the concept of happy tears.
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A story of what-if? and Angel time-travel. After Mary's death at the hands of Azazel, John Winchester was an army corporal without an army. He found a group of like-minded hunters and, instead of going off on his own carting his boys behind, he used their team intelligence to strike their enemy hard. It only takes one night to eliminate Azazel and his family of demons.
The promise he made to find Mary's killer was finally fulfilled. Unfortunately, a six-year-old Dean witnessed it all and not understanding, does what he's trained to do... he took Sammy outside as fast as he could and never looked back.
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Biblical Cycles by SensueInteresting fic. Won't comment much as there's a lot of words, but hmm Cas around when there's 6 & 2
So not just canon changed, it's a different world. We get to see characters we know and love, but they play completely different roles in this world(Charlie, Benny, Garth, Lisa, Ruby etc). Sometimes the roles are close to canon
OH
It's only now that Dean called her Sheriff Mills it clicked that she's that Jody!
Oh wow. Just. Wow. Huh, I usually like fics where she's somewhat of a mother figure to them (same way Ellen is sometimes, or Bobby as father figure) but her being their big sister is cool too.Crowley
Owen
Will Dean take a deal to save his nephew? Even unknowingly as he doesn't believe in the supernatural?
Fuck...
He took the deal..Dee.. going off the rails in a way
I was wondering if Bobby was in the area considering it's the same town. He figured Dean made the deal easily. Contacted John.
Slight canon changes, the special kids deathmatch still happens without Sam, the gate still opens.Sad mood™
Jesus Christ
My fucking heart manIt fucking hurts to see their povs.
Fascinating fic.
Dean you screwed Sam making them think he helped John and Victor escape. Then Sam managed to screw things up even worse by being an idiot
Fuck Zacharia. Fucking asshole. He did this on purpose.
Imma mark this as BrokenDeeCas disobeyed. Revealed everything to Dean. Sent him to Crowley as he's interested in stopping the apocalypse.
Lance of Michael involved, Dean needs to kill Lilith while Crowley keeps Sam safe and away so he can't kill Lilith.
The other Angels killed Cas.John you fucking moron son of a bitch. You making Dean go to his parents and say goodbye got the Angels onto him. You KNOW his family is Christian. You KNOW Angels can hear prayers. HOW did you not put 2 and 2 together. (This is my assumption at least. Now I'm thinking differently).
So. John set this up so he could take the Lance and kill Lilith. As him being part of the bloodline he thinks he'll be able to kill Lilith.
Good job moron. You left your son open for grabs. Not only him, but his family. When you fucking know Dean will, and HAS broken for his family.
Know it John. The world was stopped from doom, your son was saved from doom that YOU were the cause of, by Castiel. So go fucking fuck yourself.God John is such a fucking idiot. Yeah Dean might not be the most stable, but doing all this crap behind the scenes and also worsening Dean's mental state is not making things better.
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They all did this behind his back. Benny..
And fuck you John. Your son isn't fucking weak. He was tortured in Hell for 30 years!....
Good job John. You gave Crowley the Key to the Bunker. You might not know it, but that's a massive fuck up.Ramiel.. dunno how I feel about this
Eyerolls ofc John failed
Good job Dee
Sigh. Crowley
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Dean had gotten used to Castiel popping by at random moments through the day to ask him ‘why’ people did this or that. On one memorable occasion, Castiel dropped into their home completely naked and covered in bees. His mama screamed and beat the angel with a broom in an attempt to get the bees out of her house. Papa just laughed uncontrollably until he hiccupped. Dean had to fight to keep his eyes from betraying him while trying to answer bee-related questions. Castiel had actually gotten upset with Maggie for endangering the tiny insects, lecturing her on the sanctity of His Father’s creations. She kicked him out of the house, screaming at him to come back without bees and with clothing. Dean had to convince Castiel to pick flowers for her to get her forgiveness, which led to even more questions, of course.
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SnortHmm, Cas going to have a female vessel now
