Remembering
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Concussed by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Jun 2014
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Steve made a feeble attempt to lift himself up, his elbow and hands pressing into loose rocks and grit. Pain shot through his body and he blinked slowly, trying to let it pass. His arms were shaking with the weight of his upper torso and his neck strained to keep the weight of his head up. A wave of nausea rolled up from his stomach and he let himself drop back down, eyes snapping shut.
“Steve!” the voice was a scream.
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- Part 1 of Remembering
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Winter by Toejones
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
26 Jun 2014
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“I hate the cold,” Bucky muttered.
“The Winter Soldier hates the cold,” Steve smiled humorlessly. The name really did fit him though, at least in Steve’s opinion.
To Steve, winter was not winter without Bucky.Series
- Part 2 of Remembering
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Nightmare by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
30 Jun 2014
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When Bucky’s face finally came into clear view, his eyes were sunken and darkly ringed.
“What’s the matter?” Steve asked earnestly.
“The nightmares got worse again. The really old ones. They- I can’t get back to sleep.”Series
- Part 3 of Remembering
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Setback by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
02 Jul 2014
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He was relapsing.
This wasn’t supposed to happen. It had been way too long for this to happen again. He hadn’t done this in almost nine months. Why was this happening?Series
- Part 4 of Remembering
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Checkup by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Jul 2014
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“No easy way to say it,” Tony shrugged, his face dark. “It’s like an amputation. Your nerves and part of your bone are all connected to it."
Bucky nodded stiffly with a deep breath. He licked his lips, squared his shoulders. His eyes were steely. He looked like he did when they were kids right before a fight he knew they were going to lose.
“When do you have to take it?”
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- Part 5 of Remembering
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Surgery by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
17 Jul 2014
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The room they had Bucky in was just as white as anything else in the hospital down to the flimsy curtains, but his blanket was a faded sea-foam green. Dark circles had formed under his eyes that morning before the surgery, and they looked even harsher under the awful lights.
“Mr. Barnes,” the doctor said, “You have a visitor.”
“What?” Bucky slurred, scrunching up his face. His eyes were unfocused when they finally blinked all the way open. “Oh heyyy,” he said softly when they landed on Steve. “Stevie!”
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- Part 6 of Remembering
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Pieces by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
26 Jul 2014
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“I’m not the same,” Bucky whispered. “They took all of him outta me. I’m just- I’m pieces. I’m all wrong, Steve. I feel like this patchwork of half-remembered moments and I… How can you not hate someone wearing your friend’s face?”
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- Part 7 of Remembering
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Prescription by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
31 Jul 2014
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It was Bucky’s therapist's idea, but it was also kind of Clint’s idea.
The therapist had said that Bucky seemed eager to talk about the friends he’d made, but was still focusing mainly on stories from the past. His recommendation was for Bucky to go out more.
"Not that you’re not great bro, but you’re the only person he ever sees," Clint had added. "Stay home. Let me and Maria take him out, alright? Change of pace or whatever. Introduce him to the future or something."
Feeling left out was temporary, Steve told himself.
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- Part 8 of Remembering
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Birthday by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
05 Aug 2014
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Bucky chuckled and Steve’s stomach fluttered. “But actually, Stark did tell me to come tell you that fireworks are gonna start soon. Real special ones, just for you. You had to turn ninety-five, but you’re gettin’ the show you deserve.”
“Thanks,” Steve laughed shortly and let it fade, “Y’know, doctors never thought I’d make it to twenty five.”
“I knew you would."
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- Part 9 of Remembering
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Battle by Toejones
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Dec 2014
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Steve sucked in a breath, sharp, dusty, and copper-flavored, through his teeth. His body twitched to follow, screaming for him to dive and hold Bucky in his arms, but he stopped himself. Forced himself to stay put.
“Do it,” Steve said to the team. “Blow it up, I can keep Ultron in the building.”
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- Part 10 of Remembering