the door you run through
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could ruin everything, could make me somebody new by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
23 Mar 2026
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Through everything, there's an overlay of I want to take his hand, that's so stupid. It's dark here, he could kiss me and nobody would have to know. Is he rough with himself – would he be rough with me? Could he be loud for me? Could I shut him up? It makes Jay feel like looseleaf paper falling out of the sheaf, mixed up with no context, can't figure out where anything gets put back.
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- Part 1 of the door you run through
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hold me tight and show it to me by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
27 Mar 2026
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Matt's smile is full of pride. "What else do you like, Bird?"
It's so difficult to do this, but he knows how much Matt likes it. The praise. And he deserves it, besides.
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- Part 2 of the door you run through
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i'm in your city, can you show me around it? by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Apr 2026
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"How are you, Bird? It's good?"
"Yeah." His hairline and the divots of his collarbone are shining. The inner corners of his eyes. "Good." He swallows, and Matt watches his Adam's apple working. "I'm glad this is with you."
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- Part 3 of the door you run through
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spotlit, getting lowered in by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
22 Apr 2026
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"Birdie, if you want witch pussy, all you have to do is ask. I'll be your witch. I'll be your sorceress. I'll dunk myself in green paint." Matt's hand, the back of it, so light, runs down the line from Jay's ribs down his hip to his thigh. A touch that gentle from a man who crashes through the drywall of life. "Just do me one thing. Be my video vixen, baby."
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- Part 4 of the door you run through