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    The first time Shen Qingqiu feels it, he thinks he’s experiencing some sort of minor qi deviation.


    “Shizun,” Luo Binghe asks quietly. “Are you okay?”

    “Am I not allowed to look at my husband?” Shen Qingqiu asks, doing his best not to get snippy. After all he’s a Peak Lord, a powerful cultivator, a man that has cheated death. There’s no reason for him to act like a needy spouse. 

    “My lord,” the servant leans down again with their voice practically purring as they refill a cup that’s only a quarter empty. It catches Luo Binghe’s attention, interrupting the beaming look he had been about to shoot towards Shen Qingqiu. 

    Despite the fact that Luo Binghe looks more bemused than entranced, Shen Qingqiu feels the porcelain cup in his own hand crack.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Dan can’t get Phil’s suggestion that he try puppy play out of his head- so he caves, despite his reservations. In the process, he ends up healing a part of himself that was broken long ago, and learns it’s okay to want to be taken care of.

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    17 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    “I want to paint my nails,” he blurts out.

    He says it without thinking. It doesn’t really make any sense, not in general and certainly not as a response to violent hatred going viral. But when he’s finished saying it, he doesn’t wonder why he said it. He wonders, instead, why he never fought back against any of the kids who made his life hell when he was in school.

    Maybe things could have been different.

    Maybe things could still be different.

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    or: Dan announces that he wants to paint his nails. Phil helps him follow through.

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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 96

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    It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

    Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

    Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

    Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

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    03 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Dan had always hunched and folded inwards, masking his height because he never felt six foot three. He only occupied about four inches somewhere in his small intestine, and all the other flesh and bone felt superfluous. His therapist recommended exercise, his doctor prescribed physiotherapy, and in the process, he found himself. And, to his eternal delight, discovered he could pick up Phil, and even squat with him.

    Based on the latest phodcast episode in which Dan dropped the sickest bespoke fic prompt: "sometimes I do Phil squats and he hates it."

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    28 Dec 2025