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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    “I want to paint my nails,” he blurts out.

    He says it without thinking. It doesn’t really make any sense, not in general and certainly not as a response to violent hatred going viral. But when he’s finished saying it, he doesn’t wonder why he said it. He wonders, instead, why he never fought back against any of the kids who made his life hell when he was in school.

    Maybe things could have been different.

    Maybe things could still be different.

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    or: Dan announces that he wants to paint his nails. Phil helps him follow through.

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    05 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

    Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

    Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

    Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

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    03 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Dan had always hunched and folded inwards, masking his height because he never felt six foot three. He only occupied about four inches somewhere in his small intestine, and all the other flesh and bone felt superfluous. His therapist recommended exercise, his doctor prescribed physiotherapy, and in the process, he found himself. And, to his eternal delight, discovered he could pick up Phil, and even squat with him.

    Based on the latest phodcast episode in which Dan dropped the sickest bespoke fic prompt: "sometimes I do Phil squats and he hates it."

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    28 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    when phil feels lonely about not being able to join dan on tour in australia, he has a “dream” that cheers him up.

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    27 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    The inherent homoeroticism of Sharing a Bed

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    08 Nov 2025