AndYetNotBeingDisenchanted



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    The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.

    So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?

    He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.

    Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.

    But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.

    Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
    Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
    Not the family he’s already carrying.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    Stranded in a runabout above a pre-warp planet and three days out from rescue, Garak and Julian find themselves with a lot of unexpected free time on their hands.

    In the meanwhile, they have alcohol, a replicator, and luckily each other. Julian realizes he can’t fight the inevitable any longer. He takes this opportunity to finally tell Garak exactly how he feels, but worries about the consequences of his honesty.

    Part of an on going series of Garashir stand-alone, one off short stories. Can be read together or separately.

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    “You should bring a date.” She turned to Pepper, setting her mug down on the table. “Don’t you think, Pepper?”

    Phil had no idea where this was going, but he had to squash it now, because he could already tell it was not going to end well for him. “I don’t need to bring a date. Besides, I’m flying out tomorrow. I can’t just create someone out of thin air.”

    “Please,” Natasha said with a wave of her hand. “We’re SHIELD. We can create anything out of thin air.” She focused on something behind Phil, and one corner of her mouth quirked up. “And I think for this, we won’t have to. Clint!”

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    Phil’s going to his ex-girlfriend's wedding. On Christmas Eve. He can’t possibly go alone.

    Good thing he has friends that are experts in undercover missions. And in helping Phil see what’s right in front of his face.

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    Letters, confessions and inevitably miscommunication

    (Mostly just garashir, though hints of other relationships as well)

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    David has never liked kids. They are loud and sticky and he has never seen the appeal. However, when one day he meets a young girl just as scared and alone in the world as he once was he feels an unexpected wave of protectiveness wash over him. His life might never be the same, but somehow he might be... okay with that?

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